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The Gift of Living Fearlessly | Jerry Mitchell | TEDxHardingU


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[Applause] I’m standing in the darkness with the

I’m standing in the darkness with the

I’m standing in the darkness with the murder of Medgar Evers Medgar Evers

murder of Medgar Evers Medgar Evers

murder of Medgar Evers Medgar Evers fought against the Nazis in Normandy

fought against the Nazis in Normandy

fought against the Nazis in Normandy returned home to Mississippi to fight

returned home to Mississippi to fight

returned home to Mississippi to fight racism all over again that barred

racism all over again that barred

racism all over again that barred african-americans from restaurants even

african-americans from restaurants even

african-americans from restaurants even restrooms and voting booths Medgar Evers

restrooms and voting booths Medgar Evers

restrooms and voting booths Medgar Evers was denied enrollment at University of

was denied enrollment at University of

was denied enrollment at University of Mississippi law school turned away from

Mississippi law school turned away from

Mississippi law school turned away from there and so he became field secretary

there and so he became field secretary

there and so he became field secretary for the n-double-a-cp in Mississippi

for the n-double-a-cp in Mississippi

for the n-double-a-cp in Mississippi nine years later after all that work

nine years later after all that work

nine years later after all that work that he had done on the same night that

that he had done on the same night that

that he had done on the same night that President Kennedy had told the nation

President Kennedy had told the nation

President Kennedy had told the nation that the grandsons of slaves were still

that the grandsons of slaves were still

that the grandsons of slaves were still not free Byron de la Beckwith murdered

not free Byron de la Beckwith murdered

not free Byron de la Beckwith murdered Medgar Evers outside his home Byron de

Medgar Evers outside his home Byron de

Medgar Evers outside his home Byron de la Beckwith was never convicted of this

la Beckwith was never convicted of this

la Beckwith was never convicted of this murder but he was convicted of trying to

murder but he was convicted of trying to

murder but he was convicted of trying to blow up the home of a Jewish leader New

blow up the home of a Jewish leader New

blow up the home of a Jewish leader New Orleans so I came to interview this as

Orleans so I came to interview this as

Orleans so I came to interview this as notorious assassin because I was

notorious assassin because I was

notorious assassin because I was obsessed uh you know when someone tells

obsessed uh you know when someone tells

obsessed uh you know when someone tells me I can’t have something I wanted a

me I can’t have something I wanted a

me I can’t have something I wanted a million times worse I mean are you guys

million times worse I mean are you guys

million times worse I mean are you guys that way right

that way right

that way right and so Mississippi had an organization

and so Mississippi had an organization

and so Mississippi had an organization called the Mississippi sovereignty

called the Mississippi sovereignty

called the Mississippi sovereignty Commission was a state segregationist

Commission was a state segregationist

Commission was a state segregationist spy agency from the 50s through the

spy agency from the 50s through the

spy agency from the 50s through the 1970s and it basically collected over

1970s and it basically collected over

1970s and it basically collected over one hundred thirty two thousand

one hundred thirty two thousand

one hundred thirty two thousand documents photographs by reports they

documents photographs by reports they

documents photographs by reports they even collected spy reports on Fannie Lou

even collected spy reports on Fannie Lou

even collected spy reports on Fannie Lou Hamer maybe not a surprise but this one

Hamer maybe not a surprise but this one

Hamer maybe not a surprise but this one will surprise you Elvis Presley and so

will surprise you Elvis Presley and so

will surprise you Elvis Presley and so anyway I when I find out that the

anyway I when I find out that the

anyway I when I find out that the Mississippi legislature had sealed all

Mississippi legislature had sealed all

Mississippi legislature had sealed all these spy records for 50 years my first

these spy records for 50 years my first

these spy records for 50 years my first thought was well there must be something

thought was well there must be something

thought was well there must be something in there

in there

in there or they wouldn’t be sealing them

or they wouldn’t be sealing them

or they wouldn’t be sealing them so I began to develop sources and access

so I began to develop sources and access

so I began to develop sources and access the files began to leet me the files and

the files began to leet me the files and

the files began to leet me the files and what they showed what the files show was

what they showed what the files show was

what they showed what the files show was at the same time that this state of

at the same time that this state of

at the same time that this state of Mississippi was prosecuting Byron de la

Mississippi was prosecuting Byron de la

Mississippi was prosecuting Byron de la Beckwith for killing Medgar Evers this

Beckwith for killing Medgar Evers this

Beckwith for killing Medgar Evers this other arm in the state the sovereignty

other arm in the state the sovereignty

other arm in the state the sovereignty Commission which is headed by the

Commission which is headed by the

Commission which is headed by the governor was secretly assisting the

governor was secretly assisting the

governor was secretly assisting the defense trying to get pickup acquitted

defense trying to get pickup acquitted

defense trying to get pickup acquitted and nobody knew that my story ran

and nobody knew that my story ran

and nobody knew that my story ran October the 1st 1989 at the time that my

October the 1st 1989 at the time that my

October the 1st 1989 at the time that my story ran the odds were literally more

story ran the odds were literally more

story ran the odds were literally more than a million to one against the case

than a million to one against the case

than a million to one against the case ever being reopened re prosecuted but

ever being reopened re prosecuted but

ever being reopened re prosecuted but Myrlie Evers delidio Medgar Evers

Myrlie Evers delidio Medgar Evers

Myrlie Evers delidio Medgar Evers believed and she prayed and some amazing

believed and she prayed and some amazing

believed and she prayed and some amazing things happen a couple months later

things happen a couple months later

things happen a couple months later Jackson Police are cleaning out a closet

Jackson Police are cleaning out a closet

Jackson Police are cleaning out a closet happened to find a box that contained a

happened to find a box that contained a

happened to find a box that contained a crime scene photographs of the killing

crime scene photographs of the killing

crime scene photographs of the killing of Medgar Evers including the

of Medgar Evers including the

of Medgar Evers including the fingerprint of Byron de la Beckwith

fingerprint of Byron de la Beckwith

fingerprint of Byron de la Beckwith lifted from the murder weapon a few

lifted from the murder weapon a few

lifted from the murder weapon a few months after that Murli ever shared with

months after that Murli ever shared with

months after that Murli ever shared with me her copy of the court transcripts she

me her copy of the court transcripts she

me her copy of the court transcripts she had saved in a safety deposit box and a

had saved in a safety deposit box and a

had saved in a safety deposit box and a few months after that the prosecutor in

few months after that the prosecutor in

few months after that the prosecutor in the case found the murder weapon in his

the case found the murder weapon in his

the case found the murder weapon in his father-in-law’s closet which sounds like

father-in-law’s closet which sounds like

father-in-law’s closet which sounds like I’m making it up but it all really

I’m making it up but it all really

I’m making it up but it all really happened so I decided to go interview

happened so I decided to go interview

happened so I decided to go interview Byron de la Beckwith he lived in Signal

Byron de la Beckwith he lived in Signal

Byron de la Beckwith he lived in Signal Mountain Tennessee this was April of

Mountain Tennessee this was April of

Mountain Tennessee this was April of 1990 went to interview him this is just

1990 went to interview him this is just

1990 went to interview him this is just outside of Chattanooga we spent about

outside of Chattanooga we spent about

outside of Chattanooga we spent about six hours talking he was you just spewed

six hours talking he was you just spewed

six hours talking he was you just spewed races have been hate for all six hours

races have been hate for all six hours

races have been hate for all six hours pretty much and it was dark and he

pretty much and it was dark and he

pretty much and it was dark and he insisted I like walking me out to my car

insisted I like walking me out to my car

insisted I like walking me out to my car and it was like that’s okay you know I

and it was like that’s okay you know I

and it was like that’s okay you know I think I can find my way to my car you

think I can find my way to my car you

think I can find my way to my car you know so he walked me out to the car

know so he walked me out to the car

know so he walked me out to the car anyway and gets me out there and all

anyway and gets me out there and all

anyway and gets me out there and all right just about when I’m getting ready

right just about when I’m getting ready

right just about when I’m getting ready to get into my car he blocks my way he

to get into my car he blocks my way he

to get into my car he blocks my way he says if you write positive things about

says if you write positive things about

says if you write positive things about white Caucasian Christians God will

white Caucasian Christians God will

white Caucasian Christians God will bless you if you write negative things

bless you if you write negative things

bless you if you write negative things about white Caucasian Christians God

about white Caucasian Christians God

about white Caucasian Christians God will punish you if God does not punish

will punish you if God does not punish

will punish you if God does not punish you directly several individuals will do

you directly several individuals will do

you directly several individuals will do it for him and so his wife and Mamie a

it for him and so his wife and Mamie a

it for him and so his wife and Mamie a sandwich

sandwich

sandwich I think you can guess what I did with a

I think you can guess what I did with a

I think you can guess what I did with a sandwich so Barney Lola Beckwith was

sandwich so Barney Lola Beckwith was

sandwich so Barney Lola Beckwith was indict in the case was brought back to

indict in the case was brought back to

indict in the case was brought back to Mississippi he fought extradition lost

Mississippi he fought extradition lost

Mississippi he fought extradition lost that fight he didn’t realize when I came

that fight he didn’t realize when I came

that fight he didn’t realize when I came and talked to him that I was the one

and talked to him that I was the one

and talked to him that I was the one that wrote the story that got the case

that wrote the story that got the case

that wrote the story that got the case reopened by now he’d figured it out and

reopened by now he’d figured it out and

reopened by now he’d figured it out and so he saw me across the court mrs.

so he saw me across the court mrs.

so he saw me across the court mrs. hairboy over there when he dies he’s

hairboy over there when he dies he’s

hairboy over there when he dies he’s going to Africa I turned to my friend

going to Africa I turned to my friend

going to Africa I turned to my friend and I’ve always wanted to go to Africa

and I’ve always wanted to go to Africa

and I’ve always wanted to go to Africa so Byron de la Beckwith was convicted of

so Byron de la Beckwith was convicted of

so Byron de la Beckwith was convicted of Medgar Evers murder in exact same

Medgar Evers murder in exact same

Medgar Evers murder in exact same courtroom

courtroom

courtroom he’d been tried thirty years earlier and

he’d been tried thirty years earlier and

he’d been tried thirty years earlier and when the word guilty rang out you could

when the word guilty rang out you could

when the word guilty rang out you could hear the waves of joy as they cascaded

hear the waves of joy as they cascaded

hear the waves of joy as they cascaded down the hall till it reached a

down the hall till it reached a

down the hall till it reached a four-year full of people black and white

four-year full of people black and white

four-year full of people black and white just erupted in shears and Myrlie Evers

just erupted in shears and Myrlie Evers

just erupted in shears and Myrlie Evers and her daughter Reena cheered as well

and her daughter Reena cheered as well

and her daughter Reena cheered as well and I just felt chills because the

and I just felt chills because the

and I just felt chills because the impossible had suddenly become possible

impossible had suddenly become possible

impossible had suddenly become possible not too long after Byron de la Beckwith

not too long after Byron de la Beckwith

not too long after Byron de la Beckwith was was arrested in that case I met with

was was arrested in that case I met with

was was arrested in that case I met with this woman her name is Ellie de Mer her

this woman her name is Ellie de Mer her

this woman her name is Ellie de Mer her husband is Vernon de Mer Vernon Dame was

husband is Vernon de Mer Vernon Dame was

husband is Vernon de Mer Vernon Dame was a farmer businessman entrepreneur

a farmer businessman entrepreneur

a farmer businessman entrepreneur believed in voting rights for everyone

believed in voting rights for everyone

believed in voting rights for everyone and fought for those the Klan didn’t

and fought for those the Klan didn’t

and fought for those the Klan didn’t like that attacked him and his family in

like that attacked him and his family in

like that attacked him and his family in the middle of the night January 10th

the middle of the night January 10th

the middle of the night January 10th 1966 it was a very cold night so the

1966 it was a very cold night so the

1966 it was a very cold night so the Klan set their house on fire he imagined

Klan set their house on fire he imagined

Klan set their house on fire he imagined his two o’clock in the morning you wake

his two o’clock in the morning you wake

his two o’clock in the morning you wake up houses on fire

up houses on fire

up houses on fire gun fires coming into the house Vernon

gun fires coming into the house Vernon

gun fires coming into the house Vernon de mer picked up a shotgun ran into the

de mer picked up a shotgun ran into the

de mer picked up a shotgun ran into the front of the house began firing back the

front of the house began firing back the

front of the house began firing back the Klansmen so his family could I say

Klansmen so his family could I say

Klansmen so his family could I say escaped safely out of back window

escaped safely out of back window

escaped safely out of back window unfortunately the flames of the fire

unfortunately the flames of the fire

unfortunately the flames of the fire serious lungs and he died later that day

serious lungs and he died later that day

serious lungs and he died later that day a few weeks later in the mail came his

a few weeks later in the mail came his

a few weeks later in the mail came his voter registration card

voter registration card

voter registration card he thought his whole life for the ride

he thought his whole life for the ride

he thought his whole life for the ride of all Americans available folk but

of all Americans available folk but

of all Americans available folk but never been about a caste about himself

never been about a caste about himself

never been about a caste about himself and this has had four sons in the

and this has had four sons in the

and this has had four sons in the military at the time and this is what

military at the time and this is what

military at the time and this is what they came home to find the guy who were

they came home to find the guy who were

they came home to find the guy who were the firebombing killing of Vernie de mer

the firebombing killing of Vernie de mer

the firebombing killing of Vernie de mer was this man is any was sam bowers

was this man is any was sam bowers

was this man is any was sam bowers sandbars of the head of the white

sandbars of the head of the white

sandbars of the head of the white knights of the ku klux klan response for

knights of the ku klux klan response for

knights of the ku klux klan response for at least a dozen killings we know of in

at least a dozen killings we know of in

at least a dozen killings we know of in Mississippi and Louisiana Bowers have

Mississippi and Louisiana Bowers have

Mississippi and Louisiana Bowers have been tried for Fernand Amber’s killing

been tried for Fernand Amber’s killing

been tried for Fernand Amber’s killing they’d never been convicted and so after

they’d never been convicted and so after

they’d never been convicted and so after the Vernon Damon family met with me

the Vernon Damon family met with me

the Vernon Damon family met with me they met with authorities the district

they met with authorities the district

they met with authorities the district attorney acted interested but then over

attorney acted interested but then over

attorney acted interested but then over time got cold feet and so in spring of

time got cold feet and so in spring of

time got cold feet and so in spring of 1997 it looked like I’d pretty much

1997 it looked like I’d pretty much

1997 it looked like I’d pretty much almost given up on the case I kept

almost given up on the case I kept

almost given up on the case I kept writing about it nothing ever happened

writing about it nothing ever happened

writing about it nothing ever happened and basically I got this call from this

and basically I got this call from this

and basically I got this call from this guy who wouldn’t give me his name but

guy who wouldn’t give me his name but

guy who wouldn’t give me his name but finally met with me and it turned out he

finally met with me and it turned out he

finally met with me and it turned out he had overheard Sam Bowers give the orders

had overheard Sam Bowers give the orders

had overheard Sam Bowers give the orders to kill Verna daily and so he came

to kill Verna daily and so he came

to kill Verna daily and so he came forward and met with authorities they

forward and met with authorities they

forward and met with authorities they reopened the case in earnest the guy who

reopened the case in earnest the guy who

reopened the case in earnest the guy who was was had turned state’s evidence back

was was had turned state’s evidence back

was was had turned state’s evidence back in the 60s was this man his name was

in the 60s was this man his name was

in the 60s was this man his name was Billy Roy Pitts he was involved in the

Billy Roy Pitts he was involved in the

Billy Roy Pitts he was involved in the killing dropped his gun got caught plead

killing dropped his gun got caught plead

killing dropped his gun got caught plead guilty to murder got a life sentence for

guilty to murder got a life sentence for

guilty to murder got a life sentence for that plead guilty federal charges got

that plead guilty federal charges got

that plead guilty federal charges got time for that and so I didn’t know if

time for that and so I didn’t know if

time for that and so I didn’t know if this guy was alive or dead or what you

this guy was alive or dead or what you

this guy was alive or dead or what you know what the situation was and so I got

know what the situation was and so I got

know what the situation was and so I got on the Internet I know where he was or

on the Internet I know where he was or

on the Internet I know where he was or whatever and I just literally typed in

whatever and I just literally typed in

whatever and I just literally typed in his name I didn’t know the city or state

his name I didn’t know the city or state

his name I didn’t know the city or state nothing and up at pump Billy Roy Pitts

nothing and up at pump Billy Roy Pitts

nothing and up at pump Billy Roy Pitts had his address Denham Springs Louisiana

had his address Denham Springs Louisiana

had his address Denham Springs Louisiana has telephone number so I called him

has telephone number so I called him

has telephone number so I called him first 20 minutes of the conversation

first 20 minutes of the conversation

first 20 minutes of the conversation went like this how’d you find me

went like this how’d you find me

went like this how’d you find me how’d you find me like it’s on the

how’d you find me like it’s on the

how’d you find me like it’s on the Internet

Internet

Internet near it I got listed telephone number

near it I got listed telephone number

near it I got listed telephone number him like I guess you have to talk to

him like I guess you have to talk to

him like I guess you have to talk to them so as a result of my story then he

them so as a result of my story then he

them so as a result of my story then he had never served a single day of his

had never served a single day of his

had never served a single day of his life sentence Mississippi authorities

life sentence Mississippi authorities

life sentence Mississippi authorities issued a warrant for his arrest he

issued a warrant for his arrest he

issued a warrant for his arrest he didn’t like that

didn’t like that

didn’t like that in fact he ran and while he was on the

in fact he ran and while he was on the

in fact he ran and while he was on the run he sent me this tape audiotape in

run he sent me this tape audiotape in

run he sent me this tape audiotape in the mail and I got it I’m playing this

the mail and I got it I’m playing this

the mail and I got it I’m playing this is how it began

is how it began

is how it began Jerry I just thought I’d let you know

Jerry I just thought I’d let you know

Jerry I just thought I’d let you know you’ve ruined my life

you’ve ruined my life

you’ve ruined my life but I promise if I talked anyway I

but I promise if I talked anyway I

but I promise if I talked anyway I talked to you so here’s the tape and on

talked to you so here’s the tape and on

talked to you so here’s the tape and on this tape he proceeds to tell me all

this tape he proceeds to tell me all

this tape he proceeds to tell me all those involvement killing Vernon Dam

those involvement killing Vernon Dam

those involvement killing Vernon Dam relevant involvements all this at the

relevant involvements all this at the

relevant involvements all this at the Klan violence so shortly after this he

Klan violence so shortly after this he

Klan violence so shortly after this he turn himself in to authorities and this

turn himself in to authorities and this

turn himself in to authorities and this leads to the arrest of sam bowers and

leads to the arrest of sam bowers and

leads to the arrest of sam bowers and also his right-hand guys name is deborah

also his right-hand guys name is deborah

also his right-hand guys name is deborah snicks and when the family brought

snicks and when the family brought

snicks and when the family brought Deborah’s Naik’s in it was like the most

Deborah’s Naik’s in it was like the most

Deborah’s Naik’s in it was like the most pitiful sight you’ve ever seen they like

pitiful sight you’ve ever seen they like

pitiful sight you’ve ever seen they like wheeled him in when the wheelchair and

wheeled him in when the wheelchair and

wheeled him in when the wheelchair and the oxygen tank and pulled him up in

the oxygen tank and pulled him up in

the oxygen tank and pulled him up in front of the judge and he’s like I can’t

front of the judge and he’s like I can’t

front of the judge and he’s like I can’t take more than a couple steps about

take more than a couple steps about

take more than a couple steps about needing oxygen judge she was like well I

needing oxygen judge she was like well I

needing oxygen judge she was like well I normally do do this but I’m gonna let

normally do do this but I’m gonna let

normally do do this but I’m gonna let you out without bond a dozen days later

you out without bond a dozen days later

you out without bond a dozen days later this is like a reporter’s dream this is

this is like a reporter’s dream this is

this is like a reporter’s dream this is where we caught him so he got arrested

yeah he loved me so fast-forward now Sam

yeah he loved me so fast-forward now Sam Bowers goes on trial and guess who’s

Bowers goes on trial and guess who’s

Bowers goes on trial and guess who’s there to testify on his behalf but

there to testify on his behalf but

there to testify on his behalf but Devers Nix and this is kind of a tricky

Devers Nix and this is kind of a tricky

Devers Nix and this is kind of a tricky situation because he’s charged with the

situation because he’s charged with the

situation because he’s charged with the same crime right and so and you know

same crime right and so and you know

same crime right and so and you know your Fifth Amendment right he is the

your Fifth Amendment right he is the

your Fifth Amendment right he is the self-incrimination you can claim it at

self-incrimination you can claim it at

self-incrimination you can claim it at any time if you’re testifying a court so

any time if you’re testifying a court so

any time if you’re testifying a court so he’s talking to his lawyer his lawyers

he’s talking to his lawyer his lawyers

he’s talking to his lawyer his lawyers trying to work out a signaling system

trying to work out a signaling system

trying to work out a signaling system win it so and his lawyers talking to him

win it so and his lawyers talking to him

win it so and his lawyers talking to him I happened to hear it it’s like now

I happened to hear it it’s like now

I happened to hear it it’s like now Devers when you get up there you need to

Devers when you get up there you need to

Devers when you get up there you need to take the fifth I’m gonna raise my hand

take the fifth I’m gonna raise my hand

take the fifth I’m gonna raise my hand raise me ever so okay so Deborah’s gets

raise me ever so okay so Deborah’s gets

raise me ever so okay so Deborah’s gets up there starts testifying looked over

up there starts testifying looked over

up there starts testifying looked over his lawyer about five minutes later

so Deborah’s kept right on testifying

so Deborah’s kept right on testifying yeah I was in the Klan they tried to put

yeah I was in the Klan they tried to put

yeah I was in the Klan they tried to put a positive spin on like there is one why

a positive spin on like there is one why

a positive spin on like there is one why the Klan was a benevolent organization

the Klan was a benevolent organization

the Klan was a benevolent organization passing out fruit baskets of the needy

passing out fruit baskets of the needy

passing out fruit baskets of the needy at Christmas

at Christmas

at Christmas so under cross-examination of prosecutor

so under cross-examination of prosecutor

so under cross-examination of prosecutor he said mr. Nix just how many fruit

he said mr. Nix just how many fruit

he said mr. Nix just how many fruit baskets did you pass out Endeavor says

baskets did you pass out Endeavor says

baskets did you pass out Endeavor says old said to say no I swear it’s the

old said to say no I swear it’s the

old said to say no I swear it’s the funniest trial I ever covered in my life

funniest trial I ever covered in my life

funniest trial I ever covered in my life as a reporter daily serious matter of a

as a reporter daily serious matter of a

as a reporter daily serious matter of a funny trial Bauer’s worse represent by

funny trial Bauer’s worse represent by

funny trial Bauer’s worse represent by this man is got my name is Travis

this man is got my name is Travis

this man is got my name is Travis Buckley on the right side here and

Buckley on the right side here and

Buckley on the right side here and Buckley was not just a lawyer for these

Buckley was not just a lawyer for these

Buckley was not just a lawyer for these Klan guys he was a leader in the Klan

Klan guys he was a leader in the Klan

Klan guys he was a leader in the Klan okay who’s also indicted for the

okay who’s also indicted for the

okay who’s also indicted for the firebombing a Verna de Mer

firebombing a Verna de Mer

firebombing a Verna de Mer and so he was questioning

and so he was questioning

and so he was questioning cross-examining Billy Roy Pitts about

cross-examining Billy Roy Pitts about

cross-examining Billy Roy Pitts about the planning me to place prior to the

the planning me to place prior to the

the planning me to place prior to the attack on Verna Damon his family he’s

attack on Verna Damon his family he’s

attack on Verna Damon his family he’s asking about that now how mr. Pitts who

asking about that now how mr. Pitts who

asking about that now how mr. Pitts who all dull held that planning meeting

all dull held that planning meeting

all dull held that planning meeting Pitts is like let’s see I was there

Pitts is like let’s see I was there

Pitts is like let’s see I was there Devers Nix was there Sam Barris well you

Devers Nix was there Sam Barris well you

Devers Nix was there Sam Barris well you were there and Buckley’s like Oh

were there and Buckley’s like Oh

were there and Buckley’s like Oh objection your honor

objection your honor

objection your honor yeah I’ve heard a lot of trials in my

yeah I’ve heard a lot of trials in my

yeah I’ve heard a lot of trials in my life as reporters only trial ever

life as reporters only trial ever

life as reporters only trial ever occurred we’re witness implicated the

occurred we’re witness implicated the

occurred we’re witness implicated the defense lawyer himself in the case so

defense lawyer himself in the case so

defense lawyer himself in the case so Sam Bowers was convicted August 24

Sam Bowers was convicted August 24

Sam Bowers was convicted August 24 1998 since the life in prison just like

1998 since the life in prison just like

1998 since the life in prison just like Byron de la Beckwith but here’s the

Byron de la Beckwith but here’s the

Byron de la Beckwith but here’s the thing the hate that caused this has

thing the hate that caused this has

thing the hate that caused this has never really gone away and not that long

never really gone away and not that long

never really gone away and not that long ago a young man college age right walked

ago a young man college age right walked

ago a young man college age right walked into this church and killed these non

into this church and killed these non

into this church and killed these non beautiful people before people hate they

beautiful people before people hate they

beautiful people before people hate they fear and before they fear they

fear and before they fear they

fear and before they fear they dehumanize give themselves permission

dehumanize give themselves permission

dehumanize give themselves permission really to destroy others you know

really to destroy others you know

really to destroy others you know whether you’re talking about

whether you’re talking about

whether you’re talking about figuratively or in this case literally

figuratively or in this case literally

figuratively or in this case literally you know I’ve been threatened dozens of

you know I’ve been threatened dozens of

you know I’ve been threatened dozens of times and yeah you know I had a Klansman

times and yeah you know I had a Klansman

times and yeah you know I had a Klansman say he was gonna slit my throat I’ve had

say he was gonna slit my throat I’ve had

say he was gonna slit my throat I’ve had another one say he had pictures of me

another one say he had pictures of me

another one say he had pictures of me and my family knew where he lived and

and my family knew where he lived and

and my family knew where he lived and obviously that’s disturbing and

obviously that’s disturbing and

obviously that’s disturbing and concerning but it led to an unexpected

concerning but it led to an unexpected

concerning but it led to an unexpected gift and that’s the gift of living

gift and that’s the gift of living

gift and that’s the gift of living fearlessly you know living fearlessly

fearlessly you know living fearlessly

fearlessly you know living fearlessly it’s not about living without fear

it’s not about living without fear

it’s not about living without fear living fearlessly is about living beyond

living fearlessly is about living beyond

living fearlessly is about living beyond fear living fiercely is about living for

fear living fiercely is about living for

fear living fiercely is about living for something greater than ourselves it’s as

something greater than ourselves it’s as

something greater than ourselves it’s as Martin Luther King said no one really

Martin Luther King said no one really

Martin Luther King said no one really knows why they’re alive until they know

knows why they’re alive until they know

knows why they’re alive until they know what they would die for is that true so

what they would die for is that true so

what they would die for is that true so far there have been 24 convictions in

far there have been 24 convictions in

far there have been 24 convictions in these civil rights cold cases but the

these civil rights cold cases but the

these civil rights cold cases but the most amazing thing has actually been

most amazing thing has actually been

most amazing thing has actually been some of the racial reconciliation not

some of the racial reconciliation not

some of the racial reconciliation not too long after Sam bowers was convicted

too long after Sam bowers was convicted

too long after Sam bowers was convicted biller Pitts testifying and hearing and

biller Pitts testifying and hearing and

biller Pitts testifying and hearing and when he got done he walked to the back

when he got done he walked to the back

when he got done he walked to the back of the courtroom and ran into mrs. Damon

of the courtroom and ran into mrs. Damon

of the courtroom and ran into mrs. Damon the widow of Vernon Dahmer and Billy

the widow of Vernon Dahmer and Billy

the widow of Vernon Dahmer and Billy Rockets apologized to mrs. Damer

Rockets apologized to mrs. Damer

Rockets apologized to mrs. Damer for killing her husband

for killing her husband

for killing her husband and asked her to forgive him and she

and asked her to forgive him and she

and asked her to forgive him and she forgave him and she began to cry and he

forgave him and she began to cry and he

forgave him and she began to cry and he began to cry and isn’t that what

began to cry and isn’t that what

began to cry and isn’t that what Redemption is all about trying to make

Redemption is all about trying to make

Redemption is all about trying to make things right even when they’ve gone so

things right even when they’ve gone so

things right even when they’ve gone so terribly wrong in the past may God bless

terribly wrong in the past may God bless

terribly wrong in the past may God bless you as you seek to live fearlessly thank

you as you seek to live fearlessly thank

you as you seek to live fearlessly thank you so much appreciate

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