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My two lives and the musical fusion it created | Subhi Khanna | TEDxNaperville


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[Music] I was 22 years old when I graduated from

I was 22 years old when I graduated from

I was 22 years old when I graduated from college living in New York City working

college living in New York City working

college living in New York City working for Deutsche Bank on Wall Street I was

for Deutsche Bank on Wall Street I was

for Deutsche Bank on Wall Street I was learning about 80,000 a year I even got

learning about 80,000 a year I even got

learning about 80,000 a year I even got the rare employee award and I figured

the rare employee award and I figured

the rare employee award and I figured I’d be promoted soon but then guess what

I’d be promoted soon but then guess what

I’d be promoted soon but then guess what I did I quit yeah an accomplishment got

I did I quit yeah an accomplishment got

I did I quit yeah an accomplishment got me to pull back now everyone including

me to pull back now everyone including

me to pull back now everyone including my family thought it was a ridiculous

my family thought it was a ridiculous

my family thought it was a ridiculous move I mean let’s pause for a second I

move I mean let’s pause for a second I

move I mean let’s pause for a second I had just quit

had just quit

had just quit a golden career on Wall Street to pursue

a golden career on Wall Street to pursue

a golden career on Wall Street to pursue a dream that wasn’t even clear to me I

a dream that wasn’t even clear to me I

a dream that wasn’t even clear to me I did not know what I wanted but I

did not know what I wanted but I

did not know what I wanted but I certainly knew what I did not want I had

certainly knew what I did not want I had

certainly knew what I did not want I had quit to discover my passion once I quit

quit to discover my passion once I quit

quit to discover my passion once I quit I was like a coiled spring I wanted to

I was like a coiled spring I wanted to

I was like a coiled spring I wanted to be everywhere I wanted to do everything

be everywhere I wanted to do everything

be everywhere I wanted to do everything so I tried a lot of different things and

so I tried a lot of different things and

so I tried a lot of different things and it was a very chaotic and exciting time

it was a very chaotic and exciting time

it was a very chaotic and exciting time for me during this time I met Mira and

for me during this time I met Mira and

for me during this time I met Mira and Eyre who is an oscar-winning film

Eyre who is an oscar-winning film

Eyre who is an oscar-winning film director and she was working on Monsoon

director and she was working on Monsoon

director and she was working on Monsoon Wedding the musical a Broadway show in

Wedding the musical a Broadway show in

Wedding the musical a Broadway show in New York City now I got the opportunity

New York City now I got the opportunity

New York City now I got the opportunity to be her music intern and while working

to be her music intern and while working

to be her music intern and while working with her I realized that passions are

with her I realized that passions are

with her I realized that passions are supposed to be pursued full-time if

supposed to be pursued full-time if

supposed to be pursued full-time if you’re doing it on the side then it is

you’re doing it on the side then it is

you’re doing it on the side then it is just a hobby I was passionate about

just a hobby I was passionate about

just a hobby I was passionate about music and Bollywood but I was running

music and Bollywood but I was running

music and Bollywood but I was running away from it because I thought it was a

away from it because I thought it was a

away from it because I thought it was a distant dream a different world

so I was like okay I don’t know anyone

so I was like okay I don’t know anyone in the Bollywood industry I only have

in the Bollywood industry I only have

in the Bollywood industry I only have two friends in Mumbai but my husband was

two friends in Mumbai but my husband was

two friends in Mumbai but my husband was really supportive and so I packed my

really supportive and so I packed my

really supportive and so I packed my bags and I took off to Mumbai to try my

bags and I took off to Mumbai to try my

bags and I took off to Mumbai to try my luck in Bollywood for the next four

luck in Bollywood for the next four

luck in Bollywood for the next four years I did a lot of back and forth

years I did a lot of back and forth

years I did a lot of back and forth between Mumbai and Chicago I was

between Mumbai and Chicago I was

between Mumbai and Chicago I was shuffling between two continents I had

shuffling between two continents I had

shuffling between two continents I had two completely different lives two

two completely different lives two

two completely different lives two completely different identities and two

completely different identities and two

completely different identities and two completely different group of friends I

completely different group of friends I

completely different group of friends I remember it was a hot summer afternoon

remember it was a hot summer afternoon

remember it was a hot summer afternoon and I was riding back in a rickshaw

and I was riding back in a rickshaw

and I was riding back in a rickshaw which is a tuk-tuk after meeting a

which is a tuk-tuk after meeting a

which is a tuk-tuk after meeting a Bollywood film producer in Mumbai and as

Bollywood film producer in Mumbai and as

Bollywood film producer in Mumbai and as usual I was stuck in traffic outside I

usual I was stuck in traffic outside I

usual I was stuck in traffic outside I could see these kids playing on the

could see these kids playing on the

could see these kids playing on the street and the games that they were

street and the games that they were

street and the games that they were playing reminded me of my own childhood

playing reminded me of my own childhood

playing reminded me of my own childhood growing up in Delhi

growing up in Delhi

growing up in Delhi it was so nostalgic that I just started

it was so nostalgic that I just started

it was so nostalgic that I just started singing this melody and the lyrics just

singing this melody and the lyrics just

singing this melody and the lyrics just flowed with it so I quickly took out my

flowed with it so I quickly took out my

flowed with it so I quickly took out my iphone and in the midst of the traffic I

iphone and in the midst of the traffic I

iphone and in the midst of the traffic I started recording this song as it was

started recording this song as it was

started recording this song as it was being played in my mind that’s how the

being played in my mind that’s how the

being played in my mind that’s how the song much burn happened the word but fun

song much burn happened the word but fun

song much burn happened the word but fun means childhood and the song talks about

means childhood and the song talks about

means childhood and the song talks about all the fun games we used to play as

all the fun games we used to play as

all the fun games we used to play as kids and how every day was filled with

kids and how every day was filled with

kids and how every day was filled with fun and laughter I did get some success

fun and laughter I did get some success

fun and laughter I did get some success when I was in Mumbai I got to compose

when I was in Mumbai I got to compose

when I was in Mumbai I got to compose for two prestigious digital studios as

for two prestigious digital studios as

for two prestigious digital studios as well as a national award-winning film

well as a national award-winning film

well as a national award-winning film director but I was spending more time

director but I was spending more time

director but I was spending more time networking then actually creating music

networking then actually creating music

networking then actually creating music and it was not creatively satisfying so

and it was not creatively satisfying so

and it was not creatively satisfying so I decided to move back to Chicago and be

I decided to move back to Chicago and be

I decided to move back to Chicago and be with my husband now I knew Chicago has a

with my husband now I knew Chicago has a

with my husband now I knew Chicago has a great jazz scene my songs had a swing to

great jazz scene my songs had a swing to

great jazz scene my songs had a swing to them so I figured maybe they could work

them so I figured maybe they could work

them so I figured maybe they could work with jazz

with jazz

with jazz so I posted on Facebook looking for jazz

so I posted on Facebook looking for jazz

so I posted on Facebook looking for jazz musicians in Chicago and a bunch of

musicians in Chicago and a bunch of

musicians in Chicago and a bunch of people replied and through them I got

people replied and through them I got

people replied and through them I got connected to volcan Garcia who is an

connected to volcan Garcia who is an

connected to volcan Garcia who is an accomplished jazz pianist

accomplished jazz pianist

accomplished jazz pianist Joaquin and I met I told him about my

Joaquin and I met I told him about my

Joaquin and I met I told him about my songs and my journey he got interested

songs and my journey he got interested

songs and my journey he got interested and then he got some amazing jazz

and then he got some amazing jazz

and then he got some amazing jazz musicians on board including the

musicians on board including the

musicians on board including the outstanding saxophonist Rajeev Allen

outstanding saxophonist Rajeev Allen

outstanding saxophonist Rajeev Allen initially my idea was just to take two

initially my idea was just to take two

initially my idea was just to take two songs record them and post them on

songs record them and post them on

songs record them and post them on social media so the first song that we

social media so the first song that we

social media so the first song that we worked on was buzz fun the song I had

worked on was buzz fun the song I had

worked on was buzz fun the song I had created in the rickshaw in Mumbai and me

created in the rickshaw in Mumbai and me

created in the rickshaw in Mumbai and me quitting my job to discover my passion

quitting my job to discover my passion

quitting my job to discover my passion was like going back to my husband

dear papa

dear papa go be a sock right Chazz about these I’m

go be a sock right Chazz about these I’m

go be a sock right Chazz about these I’m gonna jump ahead check buddy Dolphy’s up

gonna jump ahead check buddy Dolphy’s up

gonna jump ahead check buddy Dolphy’s up how much fun hit your RGB sadaqa or not

how much fun hit your RGB sadaqa or not

how much fun hit your RGB sadaqa or not gonna keep me but though got your much

gonna keep me but though got your much

gonna keep me but though got your much fun audio in a modem for the viola kk

fun audio in a modem for the viola kk

fun audio in a modem for the viola kk seeking knowledge overlay Johnny cut

seeking knowledge overlay Johnny cut

seeking knowledge overlay Johnny cut their me a totally I’ll give

their me a totally I’ll give

their me a totally I’ll give yep ocean Pocky curry potato chippy

yep ocean Pocky curry potato chippy

yep ocean Pocky curry potato chippy Mario

Mario

Mario Josefa cares

Josefa cares

Josefa cares yeah yeah everybody yeah hey buddy buddy

yeah yeah everybody yeah hey buddy buddy

yeah yeah everybody yeah hey buddy buddy buddy

fold a part of it see you got a cold the

fold a part of it see you got a cold the kind of mold of all they look at you

are you available kitchen

are you available kitchen not a year

just about the song manager Ahn but the

just about the song manager Ahn but the fees are average fun

Hajis for the higher

Hajis for the higher Levi VOCA here but fun

Levi VOCA here but fun

Levi VOCA here but fun to pay off

so once but when released it instantly

so once but when released it instantly went viral on Facebook we had over

went viral on Facebook we had over

went viral on Facebook we had over 80,000 views and now I had fans people

80,000 views and now I had fans people

80,000 views and now I had fans people are constantly messaging me and asked me

are constantly messaging me and asked me

are constantly messaging me and asked me when is the next song coming out and

when is the next song coming out and

when is the next song coming out and that was the moment when I realized I

that was the moment when I realized I

that was the moment when I realized I have something special let me introduce

have something special let me introduce

have something special let me introduce you to my band these incredible

you to my band these incredible

you to my band these incredible musicians who push me and challenged me

musicians who push me and challenged me

musicians who push me and challenged me to be a better performer joaquin garcia

to be a better performer joaquin garcia

to be a better performer joaquin garcia on the piano is of mexican Lebanese

on the piano is of mexican Lebanese

on the piano is of mexican Lebanese descent he’s also arranged all the music

descent he’s also arranged all the music

descent he’s also arranged all the music to my tunes

Rajeev Halim on the alto saxophone is of

Rajeev Halim on the alto saxophone is of Indian volition descent

Jeremiah hunt on the upright bass is if

Jeremiah hunt on the upright bass is if native of Native American in African

native of Native American in African

native of Native American in African descent

who anti stolen drums is of Peruvian

who anti stolen drums is of Peruvian descent

and I’m of Indian descent now none of my

and I’m of Indian descent now none of my musicians understand Hindi so when I

musicians understand Hindi so when I

musicians understand Hindi so when I create a song I translate it and tell

create a song I translate it and tell

create a song I translate it and tell the story to Joaquin who then arranges

the story to Joaquin who then arranges

the story to Joaquin who then arranges the music around it and everyone else

the music around it and everyone else

the music around it and everyone else brings in their own personal

brings in their own personal

brings in their own personal perspectives we’re not just bringing two

perspectives we’re not just bringing two

perspectives we’re not just bringing two different styles of music together but

different styles of music together but

different styles of music together but we are also bringing cultural and

we are also bringing cultural and

we are also bringing cultural and geographical diversity of thought with

geographical diversity of thought with

geographical diversity of thought with this magical collaboration in place we

this magical collaboration in place we

this magical collaboration in place we went ahead and I released my second song

went ahead and I released my second song

went ahead and I released my second song lovely and after that things just

lovely and after that things just

lovely and after that things just started growing organically songs

started growing organically songs

started growing organically songs appeared on NPR we performed on WGN TV

appeared on NPR we performed on WGN TV

appeared on NPR we performed on WGN TV and at lots of venues and festivals I

and at lots of venues and festivals I

and at lots of venues and festivals I remember one day a friend casually asked

remember one day a friend casually asked

remember one day a friend casually asked you such great songs why don’t you

you such great songs why don’t you

you such great songs why don’t you create an album and I thought yeah why

create an album and I thought yeah why

create an album and I thought yeah why not there’s always this battle between

not there’s always this battle between

not there’s always this battle between the mind and the heart and I think in my

the mind and the heart and I think in my

the mind and the heart and I think in my case the heart always wins it’s almost

case the heart always wins it’s almost

case the heart always wins it’s almost like my heart has a mind of its own it

like my heart has a mind of its own it

like my heart has a mind of its own it has its own agenda in the beginning I

has its own agenda in the beginning I

has its own agenda in the beginning I would resist it so it took me three

would resist it so it took me three

would resist it so it took me three careers to realize I wanted to be a

careers to realize I wanted to be a

careers to realize I wanted to be a musician but once I realized it I just

musician but once I realized it I just

musician but once I realized it I just let my heart go and do its thing and it

let my heart go and do its thing and it

let my heart go and do its thing and it took me on this amazing rollercoaster

took me on this amazing rollercoaster

took me on this amazing rollercoaster ride my debut album and my musical

ride my debut album and my musical

ride my debut album and my musical journey have been a very unpredictable

journey have been a very unpredictable

journey have been a very unpredictable experience something which my carefree

experience something which my carefree

experience something which my carefree playful and naughty heart had planned

playful and naughty heart had planned

playful and naughty heart had planned for me and hence the name of my debut

for me and hence the name of my debut

for me and hence the name of my debut album is this carefree playful and

album is this carefree playful and

album is this carefree playful and naughty heart called Shaitan Dale

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