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I’ve Got 99 Problems But Parkinson’s Ain’t One | Emma Lawton | TEDxUWE


I’m not going to move too much although

I’m not going to move too much although that’s really difficult when you have

that’s really difficult when you have

that’s really difficult when you have Parkinson’s there was Aladdin can you

Parkinson’s there was Aladdin can you

Parkinson’s there was Aladdin can you actually hear me great I’m Emma

actually hear me great I’m Emma

actually hear me great I’m Emma I’m currently 33 but I was actually

I’m currently 33 but I was actually

I’m currently 33 but I was actually diagnosed at the age of 29 with

diagnosed at the age of 29 with

diagnosed at the age of 29 with Parkinson’s disease it came as a bit of

Parkinson’s disease it came as a bit of

Parkinson’s disease it came as a bit of a shock as you’d expect

a shock as you’d expect

a shock as you’d expect I’m not a 60 year old man so it was not

I’m not a 60 year old man so it was not

I’m not a 60 year old man so it was not what was expected for me in my path and

what was expected for me in my path and

what was expected for me in my path and it came after a strange feeling in my

it came after a strange feeling in my

it came after a strange feeling in my right hand for probably about a year

right hand for probably about a year

right hand for probably about a year that I’ve been ignoring and I just

that I’ve been ignoring and I just

that I’ve been ignoring and I just didn’t feel quite right I felt weak and

didn’t feel quite right I felt weak and

didn’t feel quite right I felt weak and I felt like I couldn’t do things that I

I felt like I couldn’t do things that I

I felt like I couldn’t do things that I used to be able to do my friends at work

used to be able to do my friends at work

used to be able to do my friends at work were fed to my hand as the claw if you’d

were fed to my hand as the claw if you’d

were fed to my hand as the claw if you’d seen the Jim Carrey film laiá laiá the

seen the Jim Carrey film laiá laiá the

seen the Jim Carrey film laiá laiá the claw I can do it well fina and and I

claw I can do it well fina and and I

claw I can do it well fina and and I ignored it because I was busy and

ignored it because I was busy and

ignored it because I was busy and because I was 29 and because my life was

because I was 29 and because my life was

because I was 29 and because my life was more than going to the doctor’s and

more than going to the doctor’s and

more than going to the doctor’s and important things like that and I didn’t

important things like that and I didn’t

important things like that and I didn’t want to go and get it checked out

want to go and get it checked out

want to go and get it checked out because I was worried and I was

because I was worried and I was

because I was worried and I was concerned about what it might be but I

concerned about what it might be but I

concerned about what it might be but I was thinking carpal tunnel trap nerve

was thinking carpal tunnel trap nerve

was thinking carpal tunnel trap nerve you know at worst it was going to be

you know at worst it was going to be

you know at worst it was going to be something like that and then I was at my

something like that and then I was at my

something like that and then I was at my dad’s 60th birthday party and he’d been

dad’s 60th birthday party and he’d been

dad’s 60th birthday party and he’d been concerned for a long time he shook my

concerned for a long time he shook my

concerned for a long time he shook my hand a lot whenever I saw him which

hand a lot whenever I saw him which

hand a lot whenever I saw him which seemed like a really formal greeting

seemed like a really formal greeting

seemed like a really formal greeting from your dad but he was testing the

from your dad but he was testing the

from your dad but he was testing the strength really sneakily every time I

strength really sneakily every time I

strength really sneakily every time I saw him to see whether I was getting

saw him to see whether I was getting

saw him to see whether I was getting weaker and I could always tell that he

weaker and I could always tell that he

weaker and I could always tell that he was concerned and I was at my dad’s 60th

was concerned and I was at my dad’s 60th

was concerned and I was at my dad’s 60th birthday party and a friend of Artie’s

birthday party and a friend of Artie’s

birthday party and a friend of Artie’s the nurse said to me what’s wrong with

the nurse said to me what’s wrong with

the nurse said to me what’s wrong with your arm and I thought oh for God’s sake

your arm and I thought oh for God’s sake

your arm and I thought oh for God’s sake I’ve been dodging it for a year she’s in

I’ve been dodging it for a year she’s in

I’ve been dodging it for a year she’s in health care so people are going to

health care so people are going to

health care so people are going to listen and I promised my dad is the

listen and I promised my dad is the

listen and I promised my dad is the worst birthday present ever that I’d go

worst birthday present ever that I’d go

worst birthday present ever that I’d go to the doctor and get it sorted I think

to the doctor and get it sorted I think

to the doctor and get it sorted I think I’ve got him something else as well

I’ve got him something else as well

I’ve got him something else as well and I went to the doctors and she had me

and I went to the doctors and she had me

and I went to the doctors and she had me walking up and down and I thought fair

walking up and down and I thought fair

walking up and down and I thought fair legs love I don’t know what you’re

legs love I don’t know what you’re

legs love I don’t know what you’re thinking but this is in my arm you know

thinking but this is in my arm you know

thinking but this is in my arm you know this is the problem we’re having in my

this is the problem we’re having in my

this is the problem we’re having in my arm she said you don’t swing you arm

arm she said you don’t swing you arm

arm she said you don’t swing you arm when you walk I didn’t really know what

when you walk I didn’t really know what

when you walk I didn’t really know what that meant or what that had to do with

that meant or what that had to do with

that meant or what that had to do with anything and she sent me for a

anything and she sent me for a

anything and she sent me for a neurologist appointment and again I

neurologist appointment and again I

neurologist appointment and again I didn’t know what neurology was I googled

didn’t know what neurology was I googled

didn’t know what neurology was I googled it a bit and it came up with some sort

it a bit and it came up with some sort

it a bit and it came up with some sort of things that sounded scary but I still

of things that sounded scary but I still

of things that sounded scary but I still wasn’t concerned I went to the

wasn’t concerned I went to the

wasn’t concerned I went to the appointment by myself without my

appointment by myself without my

appointment by myself without my grownups and I was completely sort of

grownups and I was completely sort of

grownups and I was completely sort of unaccompanied and they said to me

unaccompanied and they said to me

unaccompanied and they said to me there’s a few things that could be but

there’s a few things that could be but

there’s a few things that could be but we’re going to send you for brain scans

we’re going to send you for brain scans

we’re going to send you for brain scans it could be Parkinson’s disease it could

it could be Parkinson’s disease it could

it could be Parkinson’s disease it could be Wilson’s disease or it could be

be Wilson’s disease or it could be

be Wilson’s disease or it could be Huntington’s disease and I googled all

Huntington’s disease and I googled all

Huntington’s disease and I googled all of them and I was actually rooting for

of them and I was actually rooting for

of them and I was actually rooting for Parkinson’s because I wouldn’t die from

Parkinson’s because I wouldn’t die from

Parkinson’s because I wouldn’t die from it I think it’s probably the only time

it I think it’s probably the only time

it I think it’s probably the only time anyone’s ever said that that they’re

anyone’s ever said that that they’re

anyone’s ever said that that they’re rooting for Parkinson’s and I went back

rooting for Parkinson’s and I went back

rooting for Parkinson’s and I went back to work and in a cruel twist of fate

to work and in a cruel twist of fate

to work and in a cruel twist of fate where they said to me don’t think about

where they said to me don’t think about

where they said to me don’t think about any of these conditions I was actually

any of these conditions I was actually

any of these conditions I was actually working on the Parkinson’s UK which is

working on the Parkinson’s UK which is

working on the Parkinson’s UK which is the big charity website at work at that

the big charity website at work at that

the big charity website at work at that point in time so on every computer

point in time so on every computer

point in time so on every computer around me it was there wherever I looked

around me it was there wherever I looked

around me it was there wherever I looked and the more I read up on it the more I

and the more I read up on it the more I

and the more I read up on it the more I thought this might be what I have this

thought this might be what I have this

thought this might be what I have this could be what I have and it scared me

could be what I have and it scared me

could be what I have and it scared me but it was an answer and I felt sort of

but it was an answer and I felt sort of

but it was an answer and I felt sort of liberated by having an answer and I went

liberated by having an answer and I went

liberated by having an answer and I went to my appointment where they told me

to my appointment where they told me

to my appointment where they told me what I had and I took my grownups this

what I had and I took my grownups this

what I had and I took my grownups this time because I realized we were on to

time because I realized we were on to

time because I realized we were on to something big and they told me it was

something big and they told me it was

something big and they told me it was Parkinson’s and I felt relieved but also

Parkinson’s and I felt relieved but also

Parkinson’s and I felt relieved but also I was scared I didn’t really know what

I was scared I didn’t really know what

I was scared I didn’t really know what the future held all my plans as a 29

the future held all my plans as a 29

the future held all my plans as a 29 year old were not kind of proper plans

year old were not kind of proper plans

year old were not kind of proper plans it was you know going out what I was

it was you know going out what I was

it was you know going out what I was going to buy next where I was going to

going to buy next where I was going to

going to buy next where I was going to see my friends the next time I saw them

see my friends the next time I saw them

see my friends the next time I saw them but I had those kind of plans in the

but I had those kind of plans in the

but I had those kind of plans in the future of having children settling down

future of having children settling down

future of having children settling down continuing my career and suddenly I was

continuing my career and suddenly I was

continuing my career and suddenly I was a bit worried to say the least that

a bit worried to say the least that

a bit worried to say the least that actually some of those things might not

actually some of those things might not

actually some of those things might not happen anymore

and I was okay at first I was alright I

and I was okay at first I was alright I was confident about it my family and

was confident about it my family and

was confident about it my family and friends were around me and they were

friends were around me and they were

friends were around me and they were hugely supportive but I found myself

hugely supportive but I found myself

hugely supportive but I found myself slowly falling into the trap of saying

slowly falling into the trap of saying

slowly falling into the trap of saying no to stuff and I’d previously been not

no to stuff and I’d previously been not

no to stuff and I’d previously been not the most positive person but a positive

the most positive person but a positive

the most positive person but a positive person you know I said yes to things I

person you know I said yes to things I

person you know I said yes to things I did as much as I could I went out and I

did as much as I could I went out and I

did as much as I could I went out and I tried new things but my friends would

tried new things but my friends would

tried new things but my friends would say to me you want to go to the pub and

say to me you want to go to the pub and

say to me you want to go to the pub and I’d say oh no I don’t think how well

I’d say oh no I don’t think how well

I’d say oh no I don’t think how well I’ll leave it because I hadn’t worked

I’ll leave it because I hadn’t worked

I’ll leave it because I hadn’t worked out how to talk to people about it yet

out how to talk to people about it yet

out how to talk to people about it yet and that was the biggest deal for me was

and that was the biggest deal for me was

and that was the biggest deal for me was knowing what to say so they knew what to

knowing what to say so they knew what to

knowing what to say so they knew what to say back to me so that I didn’t get that

say back to me so that I didn’t get that

say back to me so that I didn’t get that little tilty headed petty face that

little tilty headed petty face that

little tilty headed petty face that people pull at you when they don’t know

people pull at you when they don’t know

people pull at you when they don’t know what to say when you’re actually okay

what to say when you’re actually okay

what to say when you’re actually okay with what you’re dealing with and so I

with what you’re dealing with and so I

with what you’re dealing with and so I became a bit kind of lonely I was living

became a bit kind of lonely I was living

became a bit kind of lonely I was living with a boy but I was finding that I was

with a boy but I was finding that I was

with a boy but I was finding that I was kind of separating myself from him a

kind of separating myself from him a

kind of separating myself from him a little bit because I didn’t really know

little bit because I didn’t really know

little bit because I didn’t really know how to talk about it and I’d not go to

how to talk about it and I’d not go to

how to talk about it and I’d not go to these drinks events and I’d not go to

these drinks events and I’d not go to

these drinks events and I’d not go to the pub and I’d not go and do things my

the pub and I’d not go and do things my

the pub and I’d not go and do things my friends were doing and I sit at home

friends were doing and I sit at home

friends were doing and I sit at home when I get upset because I was

when I get upset because I was

when I get upset because I was frustrated and angry and stubborn about

frustrated and angry and stubborn about

frustrated and angry and stubborn about the fact that Parkinson’s was doing this

the fact that Parkinson’s was doing this

the fact that Parkinson’s was doing this to me and it was only one day that I sat

to me and it was only one day that I sat

to me and it was only one day that I sat there and I can actually see it clearly

there and I can actually see it clearly

there and I can actually see it clearly in my head is the day that my whole

in my head is the day that my whole

in my head is the day that my whole outlook on Parkinson’s changed I

outlook on Parkinson’s changed I

outlook on Parkinson’s changed I realized if Parkinson’s was a person was

realized if Parkinson’s was a person was

realized if Parkinson’s was a person was I’ve let them do this to me but I’ve let

I’ve let them do this to me but I’ve let

I’ve let them do this to me but I’ve let them stop me from doing what I was doing

them stop me from doing what I was doing

them stop me from doing what I was doing because I’m an incredibly stubborn

because I’m an incredibly stubborn

because I’m an incredibly stubborn person and I think stubbornness is

person and I think stubbornness is

person and I think stubbornness is actually another word for perseverance

actually another word for perseverance

actually another word for perseverance if were honest and I thought

if were honest and I thought

if were honest and I thought I would have fought it back but because

I would have fought it back but because

I would have fought it back but because it’s not a person I’m letting it win

it’s not a person I’m letting it win

it’s not a person I’m letting it win because I don’t know how to deal with it

because I don’t know how to deal with it

because I don’t know how to deal with it and cuz it’s just too big it’s too big a

and cuz it’s just too big it’s too big a

and cuz it’s just too big it’s too big a life thing to know how to deal with it

life thing to know how to deal with it

life thing to know how to deal with it and how to work out what you’re going to

and how to work out what you’re going to

and how to work out what you’re going to do with your life with this on your back

do with your life with this on your back

do with your life with this on your back the whole time so I looked it the way

the whole time so I looked it the way

the whole time so I looked it the way that I dealt with things previously

that I dealt with things previously

that I dealt with things previously before you know smaller things and I

before you know smaller things and I

before you know smaller things and I thought if I break this down into

thought if I break this down into

thought if I break this down into smaller things so if it’s not about

smaller things so if it’s not about

smaller things so if it’s not about Parkinson’s it’s about the 99 other

Parkinson’s it’s about the 99 other

Parkinson’s it’s about the 99 other things for instance 99 works because

things for instance 99 works because

things for instance 99 works because it’s kind of comedy but there’s probably

it’s kind of comedy but there’s probably

it’s kind of comedy but there’s probably more than 99 if we’re honest if we break

more than 99 if we’re honest if we break

more than 99 if we’re honest if we break that down into the things that annoy me

that down into the things that annoy me

that down into the things that annoy me most day today about my life and about

most day today about my life and about

most day today about my life and about that then it becomes not about

that then it becomes not about

that then it becomes not about Parkinson’s it becomes 99 really

Parkinson’s it becomes 99 really

Parkinson’s it becomes 99 really annoying things that I can actually try

annoying things that I can actually try

annoying things that I can actually try and outwit somehow so let’s take the top

and outwit somehow so let’s take the top

and outwit somehow so let’s take the top line flying flying is difficult when you

line flying flying is difficult when you

line flying flying is difficult when you have Parkinson’s and suddenly it becomes

have Parkinson’s and suddenly it becomes

have Parkinson’s and suddenly it becomes a bit of a nightmare because people are

a bit of a nightmare because people are

a bit of a nightmare because people are constantly watching you to see whether

constantly watching you to see whether

constantly watching you to see whether you look suspicious and I look

you look suspicious and I look

you look suspicious and I look suspicious

so I’ve tried to kind of combat that by

so I’ve tried to kind of combat that by flying as much as I can looking we’re

flying as much as I can looking we’re

flying as much as I can looking we’re looking really suspicious and just

looking really suspicious and just

looking really suspicious and just dealing with it

dealing with it

dealing with it but I realized it’s something that’s in

but I realized it’s something that’s in

but I realized it’s something that’s in my head it’s something that actually I

my head it’s something that actually I

my head it’s something that actually I am creating and I’m making myself feel

am creating and I’m making myself feel

am creating and I’m making myself feel bad about this and I get to have

bad about this and I get to have

bad about this and I get to have adventures abroad and you know I don’t

adventures abroad and you know I don’t

adventures abroad and you know I don’t care what anyone else thinks timing I’m

care what anyone else thinks timing I’m

care what anyone else thinks timing I’m always late to everything I was actually

always late to everything I was actually

always late to everything I was actually here on time today which is the miracle

here on time today which is the miracle

here on time today which is the miracle but I almost miss my train so could have

but I almost miss my train so could have

but I almost miss my train so could have been could it be very bad I have to make

been could it be very bad I have to make

been could it be very bad I have to make sure that I leave enough time for

sure that I leave enough time for

sure that I leave enough time for everything I have to factor in that time

everything I have to factor in that time

everything I have to factor in that time by leaving myself contingency I actually

by leaving myself contingency I actually

by leaving myself contingency I actually can get to places on time and kind of

can get to places on time and kind of

can get to places on time and kind of vaguely respectably dressed and things

vaguely respectably dressed and things

vaguely respectably dressed and things like that

like that

like that financially I have to get a lot of taxis

financially I have to get a lot of taxis

financially I have to get a lot of taxis but actually I see them as a treat as a

but actually I see them as a treat as a

but actually I see them as a treat as a luxury and it becomes part of my spend

luxury and it becomes part of my spend

luxury and it becomes part of my spend that I’m happy to do children I don’t

that I’m happy to do children I don’t

that I’m happy to do children I don’t know what’s going to happen in the

know what’s going to happen in the

know what’s going to happen in the future but I do know that when I’m awake

future but I do know that when I’m awake

future but I do know that when I’m awake at 2:00 a.m. because I can’t sleep it

at 2:00 a.m. because I can’t sleep it

at 2:00 a.m. because I can’t sleep it would be great to have someone there to

would be great to have someone there to

would be great to have someone there to keep me company who could annoy me as

keep me company who could annoy me as

keep me company who could annoy me as much as I’d annoy them maybe I’ll just

much as I’d annoy them maybe I’ll just

much as I’d annoy them maybe I’ll just get a pet or see catching things people

get a pet or see catching things people

get a pet or see catching things people throw stuff to me all the time someone

throw stuff to me all the time someone

throw stuff to me all the time someone threw one of those then speedball things

threw one of those then speedball things

threw one of those then speedball things that me wants and it hit me in the head

that me wants and it hit me in the head

that me wants and it hit me in the head and I just I kind of dodged it but I

and I just I kind of dodged it but I

and I just I kind of dodged it but I felt embarrassed that I couldn’t catch

felt embarrassed that I couldn’t catch

felt embarrassed that I couldn’t catch it I find telling people that you have

it I find telling people that you have

it I find telling people that you have Parkinson’s is useful in a sort of

Parkinson’s is useful in a sort of

Parkinson’s is useful in a sort of scenario where there are balls around

scenario where there are balls around

scenario where there are balls around [Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] bananas or fruit in general someone

bananas or fruit in general someone

bananas or fruit in general someone actually messaged me with Parkinsons the

actually messaged me with Parkinsons the

actually messaged me with Parkinsons the other day to say they successfully

other day to say they successfully

other day to say they successfully peeled an orange I think that

peeled an orange I think that

peeled an orange I think that celebration between each other is a

celebration between each other is a

celebration between each other is a great thing that you should have Barb’s

great thing that you should have Barb’s

great thing that you should have Barb’s and anything sort of heat-related and I

and anything sort of heat-related and I

and anything sort of heat-related and I find my Parkinson’s actually makes Micah

find my Parkinson’s actually makes Micah

find my Parkinson’s actually makes Micah and I have like a patch that I wear on

and I have like a patch that I wear on

and I have like a patch that I wear on my leg and it’s metal backed and so

my leg and it’s metal backed and so

my leg and it’s metal backed and so anything sort of heat related just burns

anything sort of heat related just burns

anything sort of heat related just burns and burns and burns so bars are not my

and burns and burns so bars are not my

and burns and burns so bars are not my friend anymore take showers I won’t go

friend anymore take showers I won’t go

friend anymore take showers I won’t go through the rest of the line because

through the rest of the line because

through the rest of the line because there’s a lot of things on here but my

there’s a lot of things on here but my

there’s a lot of things on here but my point is suddenly if you tackle all

point is suddenly if you tackle all

point is suddenly if you tackle all those little things that make your

those little things that make your

those little things that make your day-to-day annoying you can out with a

day-to-day annoying you can out with a

day-to-day annoying you can out with a lot of them there’s probably ones on

lot of them there’s probably ones on

lot of them there’s probably ones on here I’m still waiting to take off it’s

here I’m still waiting to take off it’s

here I’m still waiting to take off it’s like bingo if we’re honest I’m

like bingo if we’re honest I’m

like bingo if we’re honest I’m constantly kind of trying to find ways

constantly kind of trying to find ways

constantly kind of trying to find ways of coping with them but it suddenly

of coping with them but it suddenly

of coping with them but it suddenly becomes lots of smaller things that you

becomes lots of smaller things that you

becomes lots of smaller things that you can find ways to beat you can beaten

can find ways to beat you can beaten

can find ways to beat you can beaten through sharing conversations with

through sharing conversations with

through sharing conversations with people you can beaten through little

people you can beaten through little

people you can beaten through little tactics or hacks you can beat them

tactics or hacks you can beat them

tactics or hacks you can beat them through technology there’s kind of

through technology there’s kind of

through technology there’s kind of technological ways you can beat these

technological ways you can beat these

technological ways you can beat these things you can beat in through just

things you can beat in through just

things you can beat in through just talking about them and being honest but

talking about them and being honest but

talking about them and being honest but actually I find then it doesn’t become

actually I find then it doesn’t become

actually I find then it doesn’t become one massive massive thing that you can’t

one massive massive thing that you can’t

one massive massive thing that you can’t cope with it’s lots of smaller things

cope with it’s lots of smaller things

cope with it’s lots of smaller things and as you take them off day to day you

and as you take them off day to day you

and as you take them off day to day you may be just left for two or three that

may be just left for two or three that

may be just left for two or three that oh the problem once and I was suggesting

oh the problem once and I was suggesting

oh the problem once and I was suggesting that with anything that you have that is

that with anything that you have that is

that with anything that you have that is a big deal and a big problem because the

a big deal and a big problem because the

a big deal and a big problem because the minute you start not sweating the big

minute you start not sweating the big

minute you start not sweating the big stuff the small stuff is so much easier

stuff the small stuff is so much easier

stuff the small stuff is so much easier just to get why day to day and I was a

just to get why day to day and I was a

just to get why day to day and I was a positive person before but I’m an

positive person before but I’m an

positive person before but I’m an incredibly positive person now because I

incredibly positive person now because I

incredibly positive person now because I have these little games of myself and it

have these little games of myself and it

have these little games of myself and it makes life fun it makes life easier but

makes life fun it makes life easier but

makes life fun it makes life easier but I think everyone has something they’re

I think everyone has something they’re

I think everyone has something they’re coping with and actually being aware of

coping with and actually being aware of

coping with and actually being aware of people coping with things it’s really

people coping with things it’s really

people coping with things it’s really really important knowing that everyone

really important knowing that everyone

really important knowing that everyone is struggling with small things and big

is struggling with small things and big

is struggling with small things and big things day to day people are going about

things day to day people are going about

things day to day people are going about their daily business the person that

their daily business the person that

their daily business the person that pushes in front of you is you’re trying

pushes in front of you is you’re trying

pushes in front of you is you’re trying to kind of get down into the Train or

to kind of get down into the Train or

to kind of get down into the Train or the person that you know child is having

the person that you know child is having

the person that you know child is having a meltdown when you’re trying to kind of

a meltdown when you’re trying to kind of

a meltdown when you’re trying to kind of be quiet or have a phone

be quiet or have a phone

be quiet or have a phone they’re all dealing with something

they’re all dealing with something

they’re all dealing with something they’re all coping with something they

they’re all coping with something they

they’re all coping with something they might you seem small might to them seem

might you seem small might to them seem

might you seem small might to them seem big but life is just full of these

big but life is just full of these

big but life is just full of these complex tiny little things that people

complex tiny little things that people

complex tiny little things that people are dealing with and they can build up

are dealing with and they can build up

are dealing with and they can build up into massive things I would say being

into massive things I would say being

into massive things I would say being stubborn has actually saved me it’s made

stubborn has actually saved me it’s made

stubborn has actually saved me it’s made my life something that I’m excited about

my life something that I’m excited about

my life something that I’m excited about and that I’m positive about day to day

and that I’m positive about day to day

and that I’m positive about day to day and I think I have my parents to thank

and I think I have my parents to thank

and I think I have my parents to thank for that because they’re both incredibly

for that because they’re both incredibly

for that because they’re both incredibly stubborn T and it made me fight back and

stubborn T and it made me fight back and

stubborn T and it made me fight back and now when I say this I think people don’t

now when I say this I think people don’t

now when I say this I think people don’t believe me but it’s the honest truth if

believe me but it’s the honest truth if

believe me but it’s the honest truth if someone said to me you could take the

someone said to me you could take the

someone said to me you could take the Parkinson’s away from your life right

Parkinson’s away from your life right

Parkinson’s away from your life right now I’m sure I’d take it there was a

now I’m sure I’d take it there was a

now I’m sure I’d take it there was a cure I’d take it but if I could go back

cure I’d take it but if I could go back

cure I’d take it but if I could go back and not have been diagnosed then I’m not

and not have been diagnosed then I’m not

and not have been diagnosed then I’m not 100% sure that I would because person I

100% sure that I would because person I

100% sure that I would because person I am today is because the Parkinson’s it

am today is because the Parkinson’s it

am today is because the Parkinson’s it showed me what I can do it showed me how

showed me what I can do it showed me how

showed me what I can do it showed me how to break stuff down into manageable

to break stuff down into manageable

to break stuff down into manageable chunks so I never need this before it

chunks so I never need this before it

chunks so I never need this before it made me realize the people that I had

made me realize the people that I had

made me realize the people that I had around me were important and special and

around me were important and special and

around me were important and special and looking out for me all the time and

looking out for me all the time and

looking out for me all the time and sometimes you don’t know those things

sometimes you don’t know those things

sometimes you don’t know those things unless something tests you and so I’m

unless something tests you and so I’m

unless something tests you and so I’m glad to have Parkinson’s and I’m glad to

glad to have Parkinson’s and I’m glad to

glad to have Parkinson’s and I’m glad to have these 99 plus things that bother me

have these 99 plus things that bother me

have these 99 plus things that bother me every day because they’re there to test

every day because they’re there to test

every day because they’re there to test me and to prove that I’m alive and if

me and to prove that I’m alive and if

me and to prove that I’m alive and if you’re not living then you don’t have

you’re not living then you don’t have

you’re not living then you don’t have these things bothering you day to day

these things bothering you day to day

these things bothering you day to day it’s good if things are bothering you it

it’s good if things are bothering you it

it’s good if things are bothering you it means you’re pushing yourself out of

means you’re pushing yourself out of

means you’re pushing yourself out of your comfort zone so I’d love to talk to

your comfort zone so I’d love to talk to

your comfort zone so I’d love to talk to anyone who has problems that they’d like

anyone who has problems that they’d like

anyone who has problems that they’d like to break down because I love getting my

to break down because I love getting my

to break down because I love getting my icon set out and breaking example people

icon set out and breaking example people

icon set out and breaking example people and as a graphic designer caught this

and as a graphic designer caught this

and as a graphic designer caught this was fun to me but I’m Emma I was

was fun to me but I’m Emma I was

was fun to me but I’m Emma I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s at 29 and I’m

diagnosed with Parkinson’s at 29 and I’m

diagnosed with Parkinson’s at 29 and I’m a better person for it thank you

a better person for it thank you

a better person for it thank you [Applause]

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