I want to share with you four
additional data of my life first thing
I love my children Matías and Alicia
second it fascinates me to dance I dance what
that they put me
I think there ‘s a national anthem what
third a confession I like to eat
chocolate under the shower and the fourth is
I am a mountain climber, you will look at me
you look at me climber but if you do not have
yes, I am a mountain climber and I am
convinced that all of us
here we are mountaineers
without further ado I want to share
three stories of three mountains that
climbing first mountain on April 28
2001
suddenly my husband nicolás died
of a heart attack
I was in charge of five matías
years and alicia two years two years and
half after it’s still chopped I have
a trip to Lima from work and took advantage
take me three days to rest and
I can take back control of my life
he just arrived and I start to think that
He organized a trip to Machu Picchu and
just beginning to explore the ruins me
He has an obsession to climb huayna
picchu
I thought that achieving that great challenge and going
to allow me to regain control
of my life and also be a great
adventure to get to tell you all the
world
but although all within me one
overwhelming force impelled me to climb
my inner voices fills me with fears
and she said to me remember her husband or how
he died of a heart attack
your grandfather and grandmother died of a
heart attack
your dad did an operation of
open heart to prevent it in a
fast and now you if you try to climb the
mountain is going to give you a heart attack kill
your orphan children
have to gather all my strength to
quieten my inner voices and power
start the ascent I saw precipices and
chasms everywhere
several times I was tempted to stop
I was scared to death but the
challenge to climb the mountain and power
take back the reins of my life flame
to be able to show the world that
he has done it drives me they will continue
it was a fight against the mountain and
against my inner voices that I
filled with fears
I finally managed to raise the crown
mountain uaw come to bogotá to tell you
to everyone my great feat for me
it’s as if I was the first man in
having reached the himalayas counted and
will tell of the only thing he talked about
for several months so much that in a moment
they told me mom please we promise
that will take us one day
eight years later fulfill my promise to
house with matías and alicia and just before
to start climbing we are all
ready shoes and everything picked up
He looks them in the eye and I told him
my loves
we are aiming to face hordes
great calm challenge and they are afraid of us
We can return and they are with me
we started to climb the mountain and they passed
the minutes and I promised my children
mom and how many great ones come
abysses and two great precipices and I
Jackass answered the house and
we kept walking and went back to
ask mom but when they come
those great cliffs almost already almost
and in those we arrive at the sina
My kids looked at me with a face
disappointment
today that mom dared images of the
teenagers and this was the adventure of
xativa not cheating I stayed
stupefied I was cold I did not understand
what was there
past eight years and had
lived these precipices is dead the
scare of anguish and right now because I
It had seemed so easy
we went down and just before we left
turned to see huayna for the last time
picchu and at that moment I understand looking
good pizzo the mountain had not
changed who had changed was me
the way you experience the mountain
it depends on the one who goes up in those eight
years ago I had taken more control of
my life I felt much calmer
at work and piece way is more
sure of myself and there was
experienced the mountain in a way
totally different
the mountain does not change people must change
it is one
my second mountain in May of two
years after some exams
routine
the doctor tell me his words that
nobody wants to hear
Maria Jose, please, sit down
alone has an active role more than two
centimeters and a half in diameter in the
lionhead practice a tumor
immediately the fear of returning to my
children can leave my children orphans
it arose my second mountain came in the
form of a tumor in my head
before when we finished the exams
the doctor said for now I will not operate
It is necessary to check every six months
to identify if the tumor is
growing only if it grows is necessary
extract before leaving I told the
doctor I have to do to avoid
that the weight that has me be extracted
what to operate
the doctor very serious as if it were something
very easily it’s about living a
life the least stressful possible
at that time I was president a
commission company member of several
board meetings dad and mom the time
never said it was an invitation in
work cost me a lot to reach
his saber solve all the problems
he lived an anguished and stressed life
with a lot of anguish and now the
doctor I came out with this I did not understand
what to do I did not know what to do next
of several days of insomnia that does not
I could sleep when I finally managed
To fall asleep
I see the mountain huayna picchu between
darkness that speaks to me of messi to
remember I’m not going to change
I am mortal who must change you are
you
when I woke up I kept reflecting
about that and I wondered if I could
intentionally changing my beliefs
change my way of seeing my reality my
world to be able to live a life more
quiet and less stressful for that
I looked for help from a coach or
absolutely wonderful oscar gómez and
know they helped first make a process
of self observation in this process
self observation
I started to realize that to me
I was very distressed to have the
acceptance of others in all
areas of my life I was striving to
try to get people to accept me from
I fini that my goal to try
avoid the operation was to try to have
costs get self-esteem and feel
self-love and feeling love for others
without having to strain in order to
to be able to identify where the
belief that I had started to
review my past and one the anecdotes
that the network was my last day the bag
of securities of colombia
That day I invite my parents in
I wanted to tell my mom
the place and the people I worked with
I wanted them to feel
proud of me and I wanted them to see
that he had a position of
responsibility like my dad’s
I barely say that I got low because
especially your mom and why is it so
important to have a position like the
of your dad is to that comment that
spontaneously directs unconscious
20 and without taking into account thanks to the
help to search we start in a
search to try to identify
what was the belief that was there and
at one point I realized a
belief that surprised me very much
I thought that my mom did not love me and
that what I wanted was going me
to look as much as possible to my dad
I was really surprised to believe that
because she has not been the most loving woman
more helped now the world inclusive
I felt bad that he is acquiring
sustain that belief but in that
moment made many
decisions that you have taken along
my life
studied economics as the pope made a
graduate and dad works the world
corporate my country and the way
super accelerated to walk all
trying to look like my dad so that my
mom would like me as he realized
who additionally had a belief
additional
I thought that if a mom did not want it
one nobody wanted it and I realized that
That was why I struggled all
the areas of my life to try to
be a successful woman and have the
approval and acceptance of
others think that the discovery
it comes at a difficult time in my life
It had been twenty months since I had
I found the tumor on my head and
after the third routine exam
when I thought everything was fine
the doctor tells me the tumor is
growing is pressing your nerve
optical and you have to remove it as soon
possible before they give you the visa
irreparably for me this news
it was a defeat
I was struggling to try to achieve
change my beliefs to avoid the the
operation and now I had this news
that I have to operate again with
oscar I realized that I had two
ways to see the record operation of
the mountain huayna picchu
the operation the mountain was not going to
change had to scale the one that had
before the operation
but what could change was my way
to see I could see the operation or
like a tragedy of a victim
I’m not only a widow but now
this is happening to me or not
to see as a god blessing with
gratitude an opportunity to make a
high on the road make the decision to
see it as gratefully and in the instant
in which I made the decision to see it with
gratitude all my perception about the
operation
changed constantly I realized that
this mountain
nolasco lillo that this mountain touched me
however I chose to climb as
prepare me to have the operation of
successful way
then every time instead of feeling afraid
what I did was meditate
concentrate send me light send me love
reassure me
the operation was on April 4 of that
year was a success
Fortunately
the choice of my second mountain
Choose how to climb mountains that do not
it is bottom and mountains there are challenges that we
touches us in life but yes
we can choose how to scale my
third mountain
here I have to make a confession
and is that since he moved nicolai
made all kinds of therapies from the
traditional with psychologists to the
more alternatives with tarot shamans
gestalt but you put it all
a few days after the operation
I called my sister yoga teacher
of the soul silvana his life and I told him that
can not do yoga class that
please do something that I do not
require no effort
she suggested that we make a
therapy with crystals
I accepted her enchanted came garcía
crystals and told me you have to choose
a crystal and define what the objective is
of this session
I start to look at the crystals and
immediately and a crystal that calls me
the attention was taken and told
spontaneously what I want most
for this session is to find the key
of serenity in my life
she asked me to go to bed and she told me
you will get an image that is going to
give the keys to build a
statement that will help you
find serenity in your life not
just said that I relax
when I got a very clear image
that is my mom with a pot of cream
this size and that begins to notice in the
expensive
I laugh like what it has to do
that and silvana tells me under the
statement that you have to build
to find serenity is
related to your mom with your help and
my intuition
finally managed to build this
declaration
I recognize the infinite love of my mother
towards me
just as she is just like me sun and that
it generates me
infinite serenity at the beginning I
It was hard to tell them that although
it came out of my throat but in hot springs
started to repeat it more I started to give
mind that it was the right one and in that
I instantly realized that this was my
third mountain and on a mountain that
I had been trying to evade many
years at that time I started repeating and
repeat and repeat the statement thousands
from times to three weeks in a
Mom tells me
oh my love is served as the
operation until you are tastier
with me immediately called to search
the discount and oscar tells me nice
I suggest you call your mom and she
tell and share this recalls the
problems are pending conversations
He barely told me that I felt panic
as if I’m going to call my mom to
tell him all this is this is a
madness
I felt the vertigo of that
standing in front of an abyss of the first
Once your already good picchu I did not dare
to do it but I realized that the
only way to crown this mountain
was having this conversation with my
mom we were in anapoima with the
family and managed to organize so that
out to everyone that is no longer just
my mom but starts spending the hours
a work about 3 hours four hours
nothing that I achieved and I did not dare and I did not
I dared and at one point I said no
I am capable
I’m not able to be paralyzed from the
scared of that conversation and I gave myself for
expired for a few seconds but that
moment I realized that I did not have that
conversation was back to habits
from the past was to have something that I knew
that there was something there and not solve what
more and that’s why just before we go to
cost to sleep I told my mom mom
please
I have a long story to tell you
please the pot until the end what
The only thing I can tell you is that it has
a happy ending
and in that moment I started to tell him everything
this story that I am sharing
you at this moment my mom does not
he said not a single stop
until in the end I finished with my
breast statement
I recognize the infinite love of you towards
no such as you are just as I am and
that gives me infinite serenity
at that moment my mom said I love you
share something when you attend the
few days that I was already breastfeeding
it gave me typhoid fever is
obviously you can not follow
feeding and crying and crying but I
I could not zoom in to not infect t
in that moment we embraced the
most loving hug in the world
we started crying the two the only thing that
we wish it is but because we did not have this
conversation so many years ago
the most winning hugger of my life and
that moment I understood that the origin of my
belief was that because of the effect of
my mom had to separate me from
she was not my mom’s fault but my
be little girl interior what
interpreted as a rejection achieve
crown this mountain
you will see other mountains that bacalar
but for now I’m enjoying that
escale is my third learning the
third mountain is scale from love
the next mountains are edited from
here I had that conversation with my
mom my life has completely changed
I recognize and I feel the love of my mother
I ‘m calmer I’m calmer
I’m more serene
I learned to say that I do not know that
I am responsible to solve all the
problems
I can be with who I want and not with
who do I owe and a much more life
calm and serene the three mountains
they came to me differently
the first one I chose the second one
he played and the third came avoiding
for many years
every mountain that climbed gave me the
tools and the forces to climb
the mountain that followed these are
tools for mountaineers
I told him everything is the alpinists all
we face on a day to day
problems, difficulties and adversities
with some mountains we catch them some
no please do not ask him to life
do not put the mountains to climb
because only the little girl got it cheap
on the contrary
ask life to put the
mountains that have to climb and that
from strength and courage to
give them scale the soul
mountaineer and before finishing
I want to make an act of love and
gratitude his new sizes
mom thank you from the soul for your love for
Your support for always being there for me
i love you
thanks to you I am hoarded and I want
tell you looking you in the eyes here
across the world
I recognize the infinite love of you towards
my
just as you are just as I am and that
it generates infinite serenity to many
Thank you
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