moments of suffering and pain
how many of us here have we
had anguish with our health that
we can lose it at any time and
we put our lives at risk
how many of us here have we
lived some time circumstances
economic that can make us
let’s lose everything we have and
we put our
organizations and the people who work in
they
those are the ghosts that we all
appear and we are all stunned
when they give us those moments I want
share with you all the
circumstances that I have had to live and
that thanks to courage and strength and
with God’s help I could get around I
could have learned the lights when
it was a girl it was a very curious girl
I wanted to live was restless all
I wanted to know about very little case
they said one thing and did everything
contrary
had an innate rebellion had to
to ignore and did not know was growing
Ignoring without knowing how to think because
despite the love so infinite that I
my parents gave that they were really from
a spectacular generosity emigrants
Lebanese full of courage
and of courage they told me they told me
always where I needed to go
I did not want to and when I started to grow
would make us think I had to say a
thing and the other and I was stunned by fears
it was like that any other day
growing I wanted to go to know the earth
from my roots
I arrived in Lebanon
full of emotion I found a country
wonderful a country full of history
of memories of spectacular food and
a huge generosity but also
I found a country full of full war
of death devastated by barbarism and
fanaticism devastated by those who believed
that they were right without having it and
giving a war that did not have any
sense
I was a girl and I did not really support
to be able to live all that circumstance and
I wanted to return to my land to my homeland
Colombia that I am also part of this
earth although all my blood is
foreign
I turned into a sea of tears between
a depression that I could not control
I cried by day and by night I had a lot
I did not want to live, I wanted to die
I had a lot of anguish how I was going to live
I could not sleep they started giving me
pills and I was just a creature and I
they had to give sleeping pills
at that moment I understood that I had to
to look for help
like all of us in the moments
difficult to find help
I found a great doctor a
psychoanalyst who told me
rosmary I can help you and it was a
huge fortune I can help and he told me
from here you have to do
several things or two at least you have
have to discipline to come and you have
to come with some frequency from the
the first moment I went I started
feel relieved
It was truly a fantasy from
the first moment I started to talk
I had who would listen to me without me
will judge and my fears little by little
they started to leave
I started to feel free and I started
have the happiness of being able to live the three
months sorte the pills
those who could not sleep to face
life and it was like that
when I started to realize I started
study
I started I got married I had my children
I started working with my two children who are
the great gift that life has given me
they are my inspiration and my life are my
dream thanks to that I kept going on
life working every day
turned on the lights in an effort
continuous it became a passion
knowing myself inside know how to
think to scare away all the ghosts that
in many moments of life everyone
the saturn den I did not scare all
the days because I wanted to go behind
what I wanted to go
my dream was to do what I wanted
do and I was doing it
when I got who was listening
I worked was in a full moment of
my life when any day starts me
a brutal abdominal pain ends in a
hospital came to the surgery room
before an intervention where I had
only 1 percent chance
to live when the doctor tells me
who are you I told him I’m nobody dr
I am simply an ordinary person
and current that I need you not
Perez had two children aged 9 and 11
for those who wanted to raise
I wanted to fight and my mom had
He is also very close to me
I told the doctor we trust doctor
trust in god I had a beginning
I am a woman of faith
thank god at that time he helped me
much the shaft doctor abraham the doctor
We sleep and going forward we will
succeed
1 per cent chance of life I
I slept I slept and I woke up
I woke up with a deep joy
I was saw I put my hand here
I found my crucifix
and I was alive , it did not matter everything
what had happened
I had a huge bliss
it did not matter I was happy
from that moment my fight began
many anguish many fears I did not know
what had happened to me
they simply told me that they have
taken 80 centimeters of intestine
part of the large intestine and another of the
thin
I started losing my hair I started
lose skin I lost my memory
it cost a lot to last three months with the
abdomen opened in those three months I
they tied up and I was going to work
I was with my children I did not care
eat three things I had to eat
but fish coming out day after
day each step he made was a
fight more every moment was a
blessing of life and it was like that
keep walking
there I found and I connected a lot with
my spirituality because I needed to
it happened to me I realize of collection in the
moments when health
missing the collection account
spirituality becomes present
I began to meditate also to look for
way to relax because it was not only
be mentally healthy but also
be physically healthy
I started exercising that until
now he left nothing of the good that
I do everything I learn I follow
doing permanently I take care of my health
psychological and physical health of food
I exercise every day because it is
what can make me live every day
with enthusiasm and with strength
there was a sea rice and I wanted to go out
forward and one that was very weak
but every day he went ahead
We continue with our company a company
prosperous 2,500 employees more than 10 thousand
direct jobs over 10,000
indirect and any day a company
of oil services leaders in the
Country a company show
any day oil prices
they fall from 140 dollars a barrel to 20
it was an economic tragedy in many
parts of the world
many people committed suicide and we
we had debts up we had
a critical situation because we had
than paying our suppliers
canceled all contracts in that
moment to have the courage to fight with a
spectacular team a team I told them
let’s take care of mental health
let’s learn the lights do not be afraid
let’s stand firm and let’s see how
We will deliver the best of us
let’s get out of this one we had in a
week to leave more than a thousand people
it was a human tragedy for us
it was a deep sadness but we achieved
step by step go around was walking
on the edge of a knife
we said how we are going to achieve it and
every day we raised it was
to live the day was to live every moment what
that we had to live then
we lived and we made it complete every
day I dreamed the day I returned
to the people who had left the
organization that would return the
organization
we started talking to the banks with
our providers
we ended up really putting the face and
paying everyone in that
moment was fundamental to have values
it was essential to pay until the last
penny we had temptations came
people from other places to offer
some businesses that anyone would say are
attractive did not suit us we knew
that we had to walk the road
straight down the right path and thanks to
god and a wonderful team of people
since we were losing every day
the fears we do not achieve are coming out
of that and at this moment we are
working again our
organization is coming out
in front there is no night that does not end
there is a fight that one does not have value with
force and to get ahead not always
you win there are battles that you lose
when the battles are lost it
they lose the battles the important thing is
have struggled from beginning to end
know all side today if you ask me and
He looked back with happiness and
satisfaction of having fought and to be
struggling because life I do not know what we
wait none of us tomorrow
I only know that we have an internal force
that helps us seek help
let’s seek help let’s find out who we are
listen to help us remove the
fears and let’s look back with the
Bliss and the pride of being able to achieve this
world needs us
we have to open the heart and
give us completely
we have great opportunities to
help life and for that they need
healthy beings brave beings beings
dare to be is that they deliver the soul
every day to be is not to give them
afraid to face innovate and do things
new every day for a sake of a
world that needs us
I thank you and I invite you to
that we move on to the world today
It is full of opportunities and there are people
who cries for us to give more than
what we are
thank you very much
after the
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