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I’m just going to share with you some

I’m just going to share with you some poems from Camus candor and some poems

poems from Camus candor and some poems

poems from Camus candor and some poems not from coma candor but I’ll be sharing

not from coma candor but I’ll be sharing

not from coma candor but I’ll be sharing the poems with that much by way of

the poems with that much by way of

the poems with that much by way of introduction I just let the poem sit in

introduction I just let the poem sit in

introduction I just let the poem sit in its own space I may say the titles of

its own space I may say the titles of

its own space I may say the titles of the poems I may not come candor since I

the poems I may not come candor since I

the poems I may not come candor since I haven’t danced among my fellow initiates

haven’t danced among my fellow initiates

haven’t danced among my fellow initiates following a looped procession from woods

following a looped procession from woods

following a looped procession from woods at the edge of a village tatters people

at the edge of a village tatters people

at the edge of a village tatters people would think me unfinished a child who

would think me unfinished a child who

would think me unfinished a child who never slough off the childish estate

never slough off the childish estate

never slough off the childish estate crossing the river boys of our tribe

crossing the river boys of our tribe

crossing the river boys of our tribe must cross in order to die and come back

must cross in order to die and come back

must cross in order to die and come back grown I was raised in a strange land by

grown I was raised in a strange land by

grown I was raised in a strange land by small increments when I bathed my mother

small increments when I bathed my mother

small increments when I bathed my mother the days she was too weak when auntie

the days she was too weak when auntie

the days she was too weak when auntie broke the news and I chose a yellow suit

broke the news and I chose a yellow suit

broke the news and I chose a yellow suit and white shoes to dress my mother’s

and white shoes to dress my mother’s

and white shoes to dress my mother’s body at the graveside when a man I

body at the graveside when a man I

body at the graveside when a man I almost grew to called dad though we both

almost grew to called dad though we both

almost grew to called dad though we both needed a hug shook my hand if the

needed a hug shook my hand if the

needed a hug shook my hand if the alternate self that never left could see

alternate self that never left could see

alternate self that never left could see me what would he make of these literary

me what would he make of these literary

me what would he make of these literary pretension this need to speak with a

pretension this need to speak with a

pretension this need to speak with a tongue that does not belong to me would

tongue that does not belong to me would

tongue that does not belong to me would I recognize him or would he be strange

I recognize him or would he be strange

I recognize him or would he be strange to me as me to him frowning as he speaks

to me as me to him frowning as he speaks

to me as me to him frowning as he speaks to me in the language of my father and

to me in the language of my father and

to me in the language of my father and my father’s father and my father’s

my father’s father and my father’s

my father’s father and my father’s father’s father I have known you by many

father’s father I have known you by many

father’s father I have known you by many names but today you are Larry Levan your

names but today you are Larry Levan your

names but today you are Larry Levan your hand on the platter in the sum

hand on the platter in the sum

hand on the platter in the sum cookie room of a garage regulars memory

cookie room of a garage regulars memory

cookie room of a garage regulars memory you’re keeping when doves cry in time as

you’re keeping when doves cry in time as

you’re keeping when doves cry in time as you swing your hips and sweat drips from

you swing your hips and sweat drips from

you swing your hips and sweat drips from your hair the color of James Brown’s

your hair the color of James Brown’s

your hair the color of James Brown’s scream king of King Street we’re still

scream king of King Street we’re still

scream king of King Street we’re still moving to the same sound though some of

moving to the same sound though some of

moving to the same sound though some of us don’t know it’s your grave we dance

us don’t know it’s your grave we dance

us don’t know it’s your grave we dance on cutting shapes machismo lusts to the

on cutting shapes machismo lusts to the

on cutting shapes machismo lusts to the beat every road man is a sweet boy if

beat every road man is a sweet boy if

beat every road man is a sweet boy if the DJ plays heartbroken at just the

the DJ plays heartbroken at just the

the DJ plays heartbroken at just the right time for these jaded feet teach us

right time for these jaded feet teach us

right time for these jaded feet teach us to shape-shift Legba you must know I’d

to shape-shift Legba you must know I’d

to shape-shift Legba you must know I’d know your customary shuffle that phantom

know your customary shuffle that phantom

know your customary shuffle that phantom limb anywhere that I see your hand in

limb anywhere that I see your hand in

limb anywhere that I see your hand in the abandon of a couple middle of the

the abandon of a couple middle of the

the abandon of a couple middle of the floor sliding quick and slick as a skin

floor sliding quick and slick as a skin

floor sliding quick and slick as a skin fade by the hand of a Puerto Rican

fade by the hand of a Puerto Rican

fade by the hand of a Puerto Rican clipper man who wields a cutthroat like

clipper man who wields a cutthroat like

clipper man who wields a cutthroat like a paintbrush let us become like them an

a paintbrush let us become like them an

a paintbrush let us become like them an ode tonight ordering beer in a corporal

ode tonight ordering beer in a corporal

ode tonight ordering beer in a corporal language from a barman who replies by

language from a barman who replies by

language from a barman who replies by sweeping his arms in an arc willy

sweeping his arms in an arc willy

sweeping his arms in an arc willy ninja-style to fix a drink

ninja-style to fix a drink

ninja-style to fix a drink our lips will yearn for a taste we’ve

our lips will yearn for a taste we’ve

our lips will yearn for a taste we’ve been trying to recreate everson

artificial light clubbers crossed

artificial light clubbers crossed themselves in the name of wallet keys

themselves in the name of wallet keys

themselves in the name of wallet keys and phone and follow the sullen looks of

and phone and follow the sullen looks of

and phone and follow the sullen looks of door men out into the night

door men out into the night

door men out into the night tramp snatch fractious sleep from the

tramp snatch fractious sleep from the

tramp snatch fractious sleep from the south Manx concrete mattress as

south Manx concrete mattress as

south Manx concrete mattress as oblivious lovers walk their intentions

oblivious lovers walk their intentions

oblivious lovers walk their intentions across its duvet of ticket stubs

across its duvet of ticket stubs

across its duvet of ticket stubs cigarette butts and newspapers after

cigarette butts and newspapers after

cigarette butts and newspapers after flashed pass a swipe toaster receipt in

flashed pass a swipe toaster receipt in

flashed pass a swipe toaster receipt in the top deck cinema waits though the

the top deck cinema waits though the

the top deck cinema waits though the main feature is always disturbed a

main feature is always disturbed a

main feature is always disturbed a drunken woman shares her phone call with

drunken woman shares her phone call with

drunken woman shares her phone call with everyone two young men tune her out

everyone two young men tune her out

everyone two young men tune her out whispering improvised raps to a handsets

whispering improvised raps to a handsets

whispering improvised raps to a handsets tinny beat his affiliates fingers

tinny beat his affiliates fingers

tinny beat his affiliates fingers incessant patterns in lieu of a keypad

incessant patterns in lieu of a keypad

incessant patterns in lieu of a keypad to play the night back

to play the night back

to play the night back tonight’s picture slowly unfolds in the

tonight’s picture slowly unfolds in the

tonight’s picture slowly unfolds in the perspex screens the brooding lead sulks

perspex screens the brooding lead sulks

perspex screens the brooding lead sulks away kicks an empty bottle with drags

away kicks an empty bottle with drags

away kicks an empty bottle with drags feet that don’t want to get where they

feet that don’t want to get where they

feet that don’t want to get where they are going the love interest watches

are going the love interest watches

are going the love interest watches cursing the urge to call out the night

cursing the urge to call out the night

cursing the urge to call out the night bus stops to catch its breath then

bus stops to catch its breath then

bus stops to catch its breath then trundles on heaves its weary cargo like

trundles on heaves its weary cargo like

trundles on heaves its weary cargo like a sigh i stand at the edge of the

a sigh i stand at the edge of the

a sigh i stand at the edge of the dancefloor watching the rolling motion

dancefloor watching the rolling motion

dancefloor watching the rolling motion of your waist as it matches the dips and

of your waist as it matches the dips and

of your waist as it matches the dips and peaks of the song i’d stand here all

peaks of the song i’d stand here all

peaks of the song i’d stand here all night but for your disarming eyes

night but for your disarming eyes

night but for your disarming eyes beckoning as you grip my hand and pull

beckoning as you grip my hand and pull

beckoning as you grip my hand and pull me close enough to hear you I

me close enough to hear you I

me close enough to hear you I acknowledge your hey with a casual nod

acknowledge your hey with a casual nod

acknowledge your hey with a casual nod like a soup as I sway like the song is

like a soup as I sway like the song is

like a soup as I sway like the song is an afterthought the whole scene a

an afterthought the whole scene a

an afterthought the whole scene a diversion

diversion

diversion but your favorite tune drops and you

but your favorite tune drops and you

but your favorite tune drops and you speak to me in your best steps will me

speak to me in your best steps will me

speak to me in your best steps will me to take you up in conversation I yield

to take you up in conversation I yield

to take you up in conversation I yield and at once there is no tune no room

and at once there is no tune no room

and at once there is no tune no room just us moving till the lights burst in

just us moving till the lights burst in

just us moving till the lights burst in like errant guests a house party as we

like errant guests a house party as we

like errant guests a house party as we stand in line to get your coat back you

stand in line to get your coat back you

stand in line to get your coat back you ask which way I’m walking like always

ask which way I’m walking like always

ask which way I’m walking like always knowing I’ll walk with you as far as the

knowing I’ll walk with you as far as the

knowing I’ll walk with you as far as the converge of our separate paths trading

converge of our separate paths trading

converge of our separate paths trading words as I deliberate knowing I won’t

words as I deliberate knowing I won’t

words as I deliberate knowing I won’t stop talking and kiss you

meat wagons sing an ode in sardonyx

meat wagons sing an ode in sardonyx passing a bus held briefly to regulate

passing a bus held briefly to regulate

passing a bus held briefly to regulate the service jesus loves you if you

the service jesus loves you if you

the service jesus loves you if you believe in signage high heels clack are

believe in signage high heels clack are

believe in signage high heels clack are slung off taken in hand a shoe flicked

slung off taken in hand a shoe flicked

slung off taken in hand a shoe flicked around our lady’s shoulders flutters she

around our lady’s shoulders flutters she

around our lady’s shoulders flutters she speeds up by Lundy’s past friends

speeds up by Lundy’s past friends

speeds up by Lundy’s past friends pressed against shutters huddled from

pressed against shutters huddled from

pressed against shutters huddled from the cold round a zoot tuesd then snuffed

the cold round a zoot tuesd then snuffed

the cold round a zoot tuesd then snuffed by a scuffed shoe this is the hour when

by a scuffed shoe this is the hour when

by a scuffed shoe this is the hour when a silver glimpse likely a phone is a

a silver glimpse likely a phone is a

a silver glimpse likely a phone is a blade and a patch of shade must be an

blade and a patch of shade must be an

blade and a patch of shade must be an assailant a couple on their second date

assailant a couple on their second date

assailant a couple on their second date claim a requisite slow dance in the

claim a requisite slow dance in the

claim a requisite slow dance in the space where restraint cuts its eyes at

space where restraint cuts its eyes at

space where restraint cuts its eyes at recklessness their arms charm necklaces

recklessness their arms charm necklaces

recklessness their arms charm necklaces warding off the thought of these limbs

warding off the thought of these limbs

warding off the thought of these limbs round some other necks the night years

round some other necks the night years

round some other necks the night years hence when they’ll forget how to want

hence when they’ll forget how to want

hence when they’ll forget how to want and need in the same breath and all his

and need in the same breath and all his

and need in the same breath and all his words ran out of it that there was some

words ran out of it that there was some

words ran out of it that there was some bright elegance the sad meet of the body

bright elegance the sad meet of the body

bright elegance the sad meet of the body made amiri baraka for the screwface in

made amiri baraka for the screwface in

made amiri baraka for the screwface in good shoes that paper the walls of dance

good shoes that paper the walls of dance

good shoes that paper the walls of dance halls I have little patience I say dance

halls I have little patience I say dance

halls I have little patience I say dance not to be seen but free your feet are

not to be seen but free your feet are

not to be seen but free your feet are made for better thing feel the

made for better thing feel the

made for better thing feel the bitterness in you lifts as it did for a

bitterness in you lifts as it did for a

bitterness in you lifts as it did for a six year old Bojangles tapping a living

six year old Bojangles tapping a living

six year old Bojangles tapping a living out of Richmond beer gardens to the

out of Richmond beer gardens to the

out of Richmond beer gardens to the delight of a crowd that wasn’t lynching

delight of a crowd that wasn’t lynching

delight of a crowd that wasn’t lynching today but laughing at the quickness of

today but laughing at the quickness of

today but laughing at the quickness of the kid throw yourself into the thick

the kid throw yourself into the thick

the kid throw yourself into the thick emerging pure reduce the flesh and bone

emerging pure reduce the flesh and bone

emerging pure reduce the flesh and bone nerve and sinew your folded arms

nerve and sinew your folded arms

nerve and sinew your folded arms understand

understand

understand music imagine a packed Savoy Ballroom as

music imagine a packed Savoy Ballroom as

music imagine a packed Savoy Ballroom as you slide across the dusty floor as your

you slide across the dusty floor as your

you slide across the dusty floor as your zoot suited twenties self the feather in

zoot suited twenties self the feather in

zoot suited twenties self the feather in your hat from an ostrich the swagger in

your hat from an ostrich the swagger in

your hat from an ostrich the swagger in your step from the ochre dust of a West

your step from the ochre dust of a West

your step from the ochre dust of a West African village dance for the times

African village dance for the times

African village dance for the times you’ve been stoked by store detectives

you’ve been stoked by store detectives

you’ve been stoked by store detectives for a lady on a bus for the look of

for a lady on a bus for the look of

for a lady on a bus for the look of disgust on the face of a boy too young

disgust on the face of a boy too young

disgust on the face of a boy too young to understand why he hates only that he

to understand why he hates only that he

to understand why he hates only that he must dance for Sammy dead and penniless

must dance for Sammy dead and penniless

must dance for Sammy dead and penniless and for the thousands still scraping a

and for the thousands still scraping a

and for the thousands still scraping a buck as street corner hoofers who though

buck as street corner hoofers who though

buck as street corner hoofers who though they danced for their food move as if it

they danced for their food move as if it

they danced for their food move as if it is just them and the drums talking

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