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Beyond the Wheelchair | Dr. William Tan | TEDxSIM


Wow feeling dizzy here where’s the

Wow feeling dizzy here where’s the doctor in the house

many people have asked me this question

many people have asked me this question what kept the Marathon Man going

what kept the Marathon Man going

what kept the Marathon Man going I fight very difficult to answer the

I fight very difficult to answer the

I fight very difficult to answer the question I would say life is like a box

question I would say life is like a box

question I would say life is like a box of chocolates and we do not know what

of chocolates and we do not know what

of chocolates and we do not know what does it offer and I add on and say that

does it offer and I add on and say that

does it offer and I add on and say that no matter what it is keep on dreaming

no matter what it is keep on dreaming

no matter what it is keep on dreaming and that’s what kept me going

and that’s what kept me going

and that’s what kept me going in 2009 I decided back on the very big

in 2009 I decided back on the very big

in 2009 I decided back on the very big marathon in Paris and I trained really

marathon in Paris and I trained really

marathon in Paris and I trained really hard for it I have two objectives one

hard for it I have two objectives one

hard for it I have two objectives one was adieu my plus the best time and the

was adieu my plus the best time and the

was adieu my plus the best time and the other one was to propose to my fiance

other one was to propose to my fiance

other one was to propose to my fiance and I thought one other place then Paris

with all the preparation I was very

with all the preparation I was very confident to go into the Paris marathon

confident to go into the Paris marathon

confident to go into the Paris marathon but unfortunately when the race started

but unfortunately when the race started

but unfortunately when the race started I started to bleed for my nose and I was

I started to bleed for my nose and I was

I started to bleed for my nose and I was getting quite worried I thought maybe

getting quite worried I thought maybe

getting quite worried I thought maybe because it was the weather condition

because it was the weather condition

because it was the weather condition I was not long enough to acclimatize the

I was not long enough to acclimatize the

I was not long enough to acclimatize the weather and I decided to continue my

weather and I decided to continue my

weather and I decided to continue my race

race

race I prepared a racing chair as fast as I

I prepared a racing chair as fast as I

I prepared a racing chair as fast as I can to keep up with the rest of the

can to keep up with the rest of the

can to keep up with the rest of the group and blood was dripping from my

group and blood was dripping from my

group and blood was dripping from my nose wipe it with my wristband and I was

nose wipe it with my wristband and I was

nose wipe it with my wristband and I was soaking up the wristband was getting

soaking up the wristband was getting

soaking up the wristband was getting even more concerned the thought of

even more concerned the thought of

even more concerned the thought of getting up in the race came to my mind

getting up in the race came to my mind

getting up in the race came to my mind but then I remembered I have never ever

but then I remembered I have never ever

but then I remembered I have never ever given up in any marathon race before

given up in any marathon race before

given up in any marathon race before throughout the 30 years of my racing

throughout the 30 years of my racing

throughout the 30 years of my racing career so I persevere and I came to the

career so I persevere and I came to the

career so I persevere and I came to the finish line and this is a very

finish line and this is a very

finish line and this is a very significant milestone because this is

significant milestone because this is

significant milestone because this is our t trom in Paris and I was very

our t trom in Paris and I was very

our t trom in Paris and I was very elated I’ve completed the race I

elated I’ve completed the race I

elated I’ve completed the race I survived the race inspired of the

survived the race inspired of the

survived the race inspired of the nosebleed but I was very worried I

nosebleed but I was very worried I

nosebleed but I was very worried I rushed back to Singapore my fiance

rushed back to Singapore my fiance

rushed back to Singapore my fiance and I was told the very bad news that I

and I was told the very bad news that I

and I was told the very bad news that I have speech for leukemia and almost

have speech for leukemia and almost

have speech for leukemia and almost devastated I pulled my cancer doctor how

devastated I pulled my cancer doctor how

devastated I pulled my cancer doctor how could it be I haven’t even gone from

could it be I haven’t even gone from

could it be I haven’t even gone from stage one two three and I jumped it’s

stage one two three and I jumped it’s

stage one two three and I jumped it’s niche for and noni dad always believed

niche for and noni dad always believed

niche for and noni dad always believed that I’m too big to fail I’m a physician

that I’m too big to fail I’m a physician

that I’m too big to fail I’m a physician how could I be a sick person and no need

how could I be a sick person and no need

how could I be a sick person and no need air I’m a Paralympic wheelchair athlete

air I’m a Paralympic wheelchair athlete

air I’m a Paralympic wheelchair athlete I compete at the highest level I’ve

I compete at the highest level I’ve

I compete at the highest level I’ve taken good care of my health

taken good care of my health

taken good care of my health how could I be a sick man it was very

how could I be a sick man it was very

how could I be a sick man it was very hard for me to accept the bad news

hard for me to accept the bad news

hard for me to accept the bad news my oncologist told me that I have only 9

my oncologist told me that I have only 9

my oncologist told me that I have only 9 to 12 months to live and that was so

to 12 months to live and that was so

to 12 months to live and that was so difficult for me to accept because all

difficult for me to accept because all

difficult for me to accept because all my life I have believed that I have no

my life I have believed that I have no

my life I have believed that I have no limits beyond borders beyond the

limits beyond borders beyond the

limits beyond borders beyond the wheelchair how could be a midnight row

wheelchair how could be a midnight row

wheelchair how could be a midnight row of months laughs my my oncologist was

of months laughs my my oncologist was

of months laughs my my oncologist was very positive he wanted me to go to six

very positive he wanted me to go to six

very positive he wanted me to go to six months of chemotherapy at the bone

months of chemotherapy at the bone

months of chemotherapy at the bone marrow transplant and I told him I

marrow transplant and I told him I

marrow transplant and I told him I needed some time to think about it

needed some time to think about it

needed some time to think about it because I’ve looked after patients who

because I’ve looked after patients who

because I’ve looked after patients who have cancer were gone through

have cancer were gone through

have cancer were gone through chemotherapy and I just find so

chemotherapy and I just find so

chemotherapy and I just find so difficult to be at the other end to

difficult to be at the other end to

difficult to be at the other end to receive treatment

receive treatment

receive treatment they’re so toxic during my reflection

they’re so toxic during my reflection

they’re so toxic during my reflection I recall that my life has been for

I recall that my life has been for

I recall that my life has been for challenges it has been the long journey

challenges it has been the long journey

challenges it has been the long journey the time when my parents migrated from

the time when my parents migrated from

the time when my parents migrated from China to Singapore and after having two

China to Singapore and after having two

China to Singapore and after having two daughters I came along and it was such a

daughters I came along and it was such a

daughters I came along and it was such a joy for my parents as you can see look

joy for my parents as you can see look

joy for my parents as you can see look so adorable but the joy was short-lived

so adorable but the joy was short-lived

so adorable but the joy was short-lived because two years later the polio virus

because two years later the polio virus

because two years later the polio virus came to Singapore and it was a huge

came to Singapore and it was a huge

came to Singapore and it was a huge epidemic and because I did not have the

epidemic and because I did not have the

epidemic and because I did not have the vaccination against polio I became

vaccination against polio I became

vaccination against polio I became paralyzed from the waist down and it was

paralyzed from the waist down and it was

paralyzed from the waist down and it was so devastating for my young for my young

so devastating for my young for my young

so devastating for my young for my young parents I was quarantined in the

parents I was quarantined in the

parents I was quarantined in the hospital away from the rest of the world

hospital away from the rest of the world

hospital away from the rest of the world months of rehabilitation and when the

months of rehabilitation and when the

months of rehabilitation and when the time come it was a big decision for my

time come it was a big decision for my

time come it was a big decision for my parents because the doctors offered my

parents because the doctors offered my

parents because the doctors offered my parents a few option they offered my

parents a few option they offered my

parents a few option they offered my parents to have me in the homes and mum

parents to have me in the homes and mum

parents to have me in the homes and mum and dad were talking to themselves they

and dad were talking to themselves they

and dad were talking to themselves they related to me their conversation dad

related to me their conversation dad

related to me their conversation dad told my mom perhaps we could take up the

told my mom perhaps we could take up the

told my mom perhaps we could take up the offer but William in the homes everyone

offer but William in the homes everyone

offer but William in the homes everyone was saying no it wasn’t take the easy

was saying no it wasn’t take the easy

was saying no it wasn’t take the easy way out

way out

way out it was give William the love we must

it was give William the love we must

it was give William the love we must mature him and help him to maximize his

mature him and help him to maximize his

mature him and help him to maximize his potential in spite of his disability and

potential in spite of his disability and

potential in spite of his disability and then say oh you’ll be quite a burden and

then say oh you’ll be quite a burden and

then say oh you’ll be quite a burden and mom reminded we are parents we need to

mom reminded we are parents we need to

mom reminded we are parents we need to nurture him and we need to help him win

nurture him and we need to help him win

nurture him and we need to help him win with less he’s paralyzed from the waist

with less he’s paralyzed from the waist

with less he’s paralyzed from the waist now but William our pelipper boy is not

now but William our pelipper boy is not

now but William our pelipper boy is not paralyzed in the brain he’s not

paralyzed in the brain he’s not

paralyzed in the brain he’s not paralyzed in his arms he done we must

paralyzed in his arms he done we must

paralyzed in his arms he done we must help him and that was convinced and mum

help him and that was convinced and mum

help him and that was convinced and mum and dad believe in the power of

and dad believe in the power of

and dad believe in the power of Education

Education

Education and they went knocking on the doors

and they went knocking on the doors

and they went knocking on the doors years later to enroll me in the

years later to enroll me in the

years later to enroll me in the kindergarten but a lot of kindergarten

kindergarten but a lot of kindergarten

kindergarten but a lot of kindergarten at that time they said no to my parents

at that time they said no to my parents

at that time they said no to my parents and finally one kindergarten accepted me

and finally one kindergarten accepted me

and finally one kindergarten accepted me but my time at the kindergarten was just

but my time at the kindergarten was just

but my time at the kindergarten was just very short live because I fought with

very short live because I fought with

very short live because I fought with the kids they came and bully me and they

the kids they came and bully me and they

the kids they came and bully me and they thought I couldn’t run after them and I

thought I couldn’t run after them and I

thought I couldn’t run after them and I was very upset I caught your hands and I

was very upset I caught your hands and I

was very upset I caught your hands and I bite them that was my way of getting

bite them that was my way of getting

bite them that was my way of getting back at them for bullying me for pulling

back at them for bullying me for pulling

back at them for bullying me for pulling 1 years for knocking me on the head so I

1 years for knocking me on the head so I

1 years for knocking me on the head so I was expelled from kindergarten and my

was expelled from kindergarten and my

was expelled from kindergarten and my parents are so disappointed but they

parents are so disappointed but they

parents are so disappointed but they believe that after 11 months one school

believe that after 11 months one school

believe that after 11 months one school might give me a chance and indeed they

might give me a chance and indeed they

might give me a chance and indeed they persevere they kept looking and finally

persevere they kept looking and finally

persevere they kept looking and finally sleeky primary school gave me the

sleeky primary school gave me the

sleeky primary school gave me the opportunity and as you may recall slinky

opportunity and as you may recall slinky

opportunity and as you may recall slinky Primus who is the tallest primary school

Primus who is the tallest primary school

Primus who is the tallest primary school in Singapore and the principal told my

in Singapore and the principal told my

in Singapore and the principal told my parents as long as you are able to help

parents as long as you are able to help

parents as long as you are able to help William climb up those dance were

William climb up those dance were

William climb up those dance were willing to give you a praise my parents

willing to give you a praise my parents

willing to give you a praise my parents were so determined to put me back into

were so determined to put me back into

were so determined to put me back into the mainstream school and the rest was

the mainstream school and the rest was

the mainstream school and the rest was history I was so determined to treasure

history I was so determined to treasure

history I was so determined to treasure this opportunity to be in school and

this opportunity to be in school and

this opportunity to be in school and stopped biting anybody and I say the way

stopped biting anybody and I say the way

stopped biting anybody and I say the way for me to go about it is to show to my

for me to go about it is to show to my

for me to go about it is to show to my peers that I am good with my studies and

peers that I am good with my studies and

peers that I am good with my studies and I will win their respect in the meantime

I will win their respect in the meantime

I will win their respect in the meantime while studying really hard my parents

while studying really hard my parents

while studying really hard my parents are very busy they were producing more

are very busy they were producing more

are very busy they were producing more children and I’ve far more siblings

children and I’ve far more siblings

children and I’ve far more siblings added to the family and we were very

added to the family and we were very

added to the family and we were very United as a family but when I was

United as a family but when I was

United as a family but when I was enjoying the love of the family I

enjoying the love of the family I

enjoying the love of the family I it’s not that the visualize my future

it’s not that the visualize my future

it’s not that the visualize my future and I was thinking what happened if I

and I was thinking what happened if I

and I was thinking what happened if I don’t have my parents anymore

don’t have my parents anymore

don’t have my parents anymore mom and dad carry me over the place and

mom and dad carry me over the place and

mom and dad carry me over the place and I worried so I didn’t mean in my heart

I worried so I didn’t mean in my heart

I worried so I didn’t mean in my heart that I’m going to learn how to walk

that I’m going to learn how to walk

that I’m going to learn how to walk again and with the help of the hospital

again and with the help of the hospital

again and with the help of the hospital I have my leg braces and crutches if

I have my leg braces and crutches if

I have my leg braces and crutches if it’s very difficult to leave the comfort

it’s very difficult to leave the comfort

it’s very difficult to leave the comfort zone of being carried around my mother’s

zone of being carried around my mother’s

zone of being carried around my mother’s Muslim everywhere I go but I was very

Muslim everywhere I go but I was very

Muslim everywhere I go but I was very determined to take the first difficult

determined to take the first difficult

determined to take the first difficult steps and he took me nine months just a

steps and he took me nine months just a

steps and he took me nine months just a lot of falling down getting up again but

lot of falling down getting up again but

lot of falling down getting up again but my sister encouraged me and say William

my sister encouraged me and say William

my sister encouraged me and say William I don’t care how many times it fall down

I don’t care how many times it fall down

I don’t care how many times it fall down but it matters to me that when you fall

but it matters to me that when you fall

but it matters to me that when you fall down you get up again with my help and

down you get up again with my help and

down you get up again with my help and the ptosis that I’m so touched by her

the ptosis that I’m so touched by her

the ptosis that I’m so touched by her love and the patience with me and I

love and the patience with me and I

love and the patience with me and I would I would persevere with her more

would I would persevere with her more

would I would persevere with her more than nine months later I gained the

than nine months later I gained the

than nine months later I gained the independence it’s a very different kind

independence it’s a very different kind

independence it’s a very different kind of world when you have been crawling

of world when you have been crawling

of world when you have been crawling around been carrying around and finally

around been carrying around and finally

around been carrying around and finally able to stand upright that kind of

able to stand upright that kind of

able to stand upright that kind of self-confidence self-esteem to be able

self-confidence self-esteem to be able

self-confidence self-esteem to be able to be independent and I started to dream

to be independent and I started to dream

to be independent and I started to dream big I realized that I have the capacity

big I realized that I have the capacity

big I realized that I have the capacity to turn a desire into reality

to turn a desire into reality

to turn a desire into reality and I was dreaming about what would I do

and I was dreaming about what would I do

and I was dreaming about what would I do for my future and I discover my

for my future and I discover my

for my future and I discover my interests that I love people I love to

interests that I love people I love to

interests that I love people I love to relate me people woman that found me

relate me people woman that found me

relate me people woman that found me very talkative everywhere in class or

very talkative everywhere in class or

very talkative everywhere in class or outside always talking to people and

outside always talking to people and

outside always talking to people and that’s my strength that I discovered

that’s my strength that I discovered

that’s my strength that I discovered that I love to relate with people so I

that I love to relate with people so I

that I love to relate with people so I decided that I want to be a doctor and

decided that I want to be a doctor and

decided that I want to be a doctor and it’s all about a discovery process when

it’s all about a discovery process when

it’s all about a discovery process when we find well interest in our passions

we find well interest in our passions

we find well interest in our passions lie

lie

lie then week we where the person we would

then week we where the person we would

then week we where the person we would go about pursuing it

go about pursuing it

go about pursuing it I taught the national exam and I went to

I taught the national exam and I went to

I taught the national exam and I went to raffles institution it was very hungry

raffles institution it was very hungry

raffles institution it was very hungry to excel in education because mom told

to excel in education because mom told

to excel in education because mom told me Mommy that say education can

me Mommy that say education can

me Mommy that say education can transform my life and transform my

transform my life and transform my

transform my life and transform my future so the six years of reference

future so the six years of reference

future so the six years of reference institution they worked very hard and it

institution they worked very hard and it

institution they worked very hard and it was about time to apply to medical

was about time to apply to medical

was about time to apply to medical school sadly I was rejected and I was

school sadly I was rejected and I was

school sadly I was rejected and I was very disappointed but I accepted the

very disappointed but I accepted the

very disappointed but I accepted the offer is life sciences and believed it

offer is life sciences and believed it

offer is life sciences and believed it the setback will be my platform to

the setback will be my platform to

the setback will be my platform to achieve my dream to become a doctor

years later apply again and I was

years later apply again and I was rejected but I learned that I can turn

rejected but I learned that I can turn

rejected but I learned that I can turn all this rejection into something

all this rejection into something

all this rejection into something positive so I use it to evacuate myself

positive so I use it to evacuate myself

positive so I use it to evacuate myself to re-energize myself to work harder and

to re-energize myself to work harder and

to re-energize myself to work harder and chase I keep on dreaming

chase I keep on dreaming

chase I keep on dreaming 21 years went by and I went to medical

21 years went by and I went to medical

21 years went by and I went to medical school it’s a long time isn’t it to

school it’s a long time isn’t it to

school it’s a long time isn’t it to finally attain our dreams I realized

finally attain our dreams I realized

finally attain our dreams I realized from this experience that when one door

from this experience that when one door

from this experience that when one door closes another door opens as long as we

closes another door opens as long as we

closes another door opens as long as we keep knocking when I was reflecting on

keep knocking when I was reflecting on

keep knocking when I was reflecting on this I was strengthened and I became so

this I was strengthened and I became so

this I was strengthened and I became so encouraged to want to go for my

encouraged to want to go for my

encouraged to want to go for my treatment and I found a purpose then if

treatment and I found a purpose then if

treatment and I found a purpose then if I go for my treatment I will become a

I go for my treatment I will become a

I go for my treatment I will become a better doctor to be able to help

better doctor to be able to help

better doctor to be able to help patients and the Cancer Center where I

patients and the Cancer Center where I

patients and the Cancer Center where I was working

transformation stops with us it’s not

transformation stops with us it’s not yourself and with this purpose and the

yourself and with this purpose and the

yourself and with this purpose and the meaning there foul

meaning there foul

meaning there foul I persevere my treatment the Prescott

I persevere my treatment the Prescott

I persevere my treatment the Prescott how of it that William will never give

how of it that William will never give

how of it that William will never give up a fight and it truly enough I have

up a fight and it truly enough I have

up a fight and it truly enough I have this wheel to suffice to leave after

this wheel to suffice to leave after

this wheel to suffice to leave after three cycles of treatment

three cycles of treatment

three cycles of treatment I became weaker and weaker and honestly

I became weaker and weaker and honestly

I became weaker and weaker and honestly chemotherapy is a very long past journey

chemotherapy is a very long past journey

chemotherapy is a very long past journey and even though as a Paralympian no

and even though as a Paralympian no

and even though as a Paralympian no matter how many years I’ve put into

matter how many years I’ve put into

matter how many years I’ve put into train this body I succumb to it I

train this body I succumb to it I

train this body I succumb to it I couldn’t eat I was vomiting constantly

couldn’t eat I was vomiting constantly

couldn’t eat I was vomiting constantly and I was neglecting my personal hygiene

and I was neglecting my personal hygiene

and I was neglecting my personal hygiene I couldn’t care about anything at all I

I couldn’t care about anything at all I

I couldn’t care about anything at all I lost the purpose to leave because I

lost the purpose to leave because I

lost the purpose to leave because I don’t go to the hospital to work anymore

don’t go to the hospital to work anymore

don’t go to the hospital to work anymore and my coaches won’t allow me to go onto

and my coaches won’t allow me to go onto

and my coaches won’t allow me to go onto the track to train and although this

the track to train and although this

the track to train and although this finally purpose at all but it dawned on

finally purpose at all but it dawned on

finally purpose at all but it dawned on me that all this walk in my life journey

me that all this walk in my life journey

me that all this walk in my life journey I have been coping well using various

I have been coping well using various

I have been coping well using various techniques and why would you William

techniques and why would you William

techniques and why would you William suddenly through all those techniques

suddenly through all those techniques

suddenly through all those techniques away and leave and accept this kind of

away and leave and accept this kind of

away and leave and accept this kind of circumstances and this kind of setback

circumstances and this kind of setback

circumstances and this kind of setback in the chemotherapy and I decided that I

in the chemotherapy and I decided that I

in the chemotherapy and I decided that I must walk the talk I’ll be talking about

must walk the talk I’ll be talking about

must walk the talk I’ll be talking about how visualization helps and indeed in my

how visualization helps and indeed in my

how visualization helps and indeed in my journey whether be in medicine or in

journey whether be in medicine or in

journey whether be in medicine or in sports I’m used to technique to

sports I’m used to technique to

sports I’m used to technique to visualize the process and tap on the

visualize the process and tap on the

visualize the process and tap on the powers of mind and I’m starting to

powers of mind and I’m starting to

powers of mind and I’m starting to realize that I could use this to

realize that I could use this to

realize that I could use this to visualize this particular race and this

visualize this particular race and this

visualize this particular race and this is a race against cancer like all the

is a race against cancer like all the

is a race against cancer like all the other races whether there be a the

other races whether there be a the

other races whether there be a the Boston Marathon how I visualize before I

Boston Marathon how I visualize before I

Boston Marathon how I visualize before I even started the race then I have to go

even started the race then I have to go

even started the race then I have to go through heartbreak hue from Mao 18 to

through heartbreak hue from Mao 18 to

through heartbreak hue from Mao 18 to March 82 and it’s a constant

March 82 and it’s a constant

March 82 and it’s a constant journey of high elevation the hues can

journey of high elevation the hues can

journey of high elevation the hues can be so discouraging many runners have

be so discouraging many runners have

be so discouraging many runners have given up and heartbreak you many

given up and heartbreak you many

given up and heartbreak you many wheelchair athletes who have given up

wheelchair athletes who have given up

wheelchair athletes who have given up but having visualized the process I

but having visualized the process I

but having visualized the process I learned how to manage my energy to go

learned how to manage my energy to go

learned how to manage my energy to go over the hill and have enough to scale

over the hill and have enough to scale

over the hill and have enough to scale on another here another hill and I

on another here another hill and I

on another here another hill and I remembered also some of the other

remembered also some of the other

remembered also some of the other Mouzone ahead

Mouzone ahead

Mouzone ahead in 2005 how I asked myself how far do I

in 2005 how I asked myself how far do I

in 2005 how I asked myself how far do I want to take myself in the few of

want to take myself in the few of

want to take myself in the few of marathons and I challenged myself to go

marathons and I challenged myself to go

marathons and I challenged myself to go and do the Antarctica marathon and from

and do the Antarctica marathon and from

and do the Antarctica marathon and from Antarctica marathon the designer I do

Antarctica marathon the designer I do

Antarctica marathon the designer I do even more I want to achieve a world

even more I want to achieve a world

even more I want to achieve a world record of the fastest times of marathon

record of the fastest times of marathon

record of the fastest times of marathon in every continent

in every continent

in every continent the organizers went article Tommy

the organizers went article Tommy

the organizers went article Tommy William is just not possible nobody has

William is just not possible nobody has

William is just not possible nobody has ever done the marathon the wheel Shan

ever done the marathon the wheel Shan

ever done the marathon the wheel Shan Antarctica but in my heart I believe the

Antarctica but in my heart I believe the

Antarctica but in my heart I believe the impossible that everybody tells me my

impossible that everybody tells me my

impossible that everybody tells me my life has always been I am possible thank

life has always been I am possible thank

life has always been I am possible thank you and I realized that throughout my

you and I realized that throughout my

you and I realized that throughout my life journey I have been training and

life journey I have been training and

life journey I have been training and nothing on my mind to have am i sad to

nothing on my mind to have am i sad to

nothing on my mind to have am i sad to think that opportunities offer more

think that opportunities offer more

think that opportunities offer more opportunities that is still looking at

opportunities that is still looking at

opportunities that is still looking at problems learn to see opportunities in

problems learn to see opportunities in

problems learn to see opportunities in problems my first attempt feel sadly

problems my first attempt feel sadly

problems my first attempt feel sadly because my racing chair broke my second

because my racing chair broke my second

because my racing chair broke my second attempt was also equally a setback

attempt was also equally a setback

attempt was also equally a setback because of the snow blizzard and I went

because of the snow blizzard and I went

because of the snow blizzard and I went back and I felt angry because I was a

back and I felt angry because I was a

back and I felt angry because I was a victim of climate change of global

victim of climate change of global

victim of climate change of global warming in Antarctica and I blame

warming in Antarctica and I blame

warming in Antarctica and I blame everything I do it dawn on me and

everything I do it dawn on me and

everything I do it dawn on me and William winners do not make excuses at

William winners do not make excuses at

William winners do not make excuses at all

all

all stop blaming

stop blaming

stop blaming and keep on dreamin even if it breaks

and keep on dreamin even if it breaks

and keep on dreamin even if it breaks the heart he sounds familiar and the

the heart he sounds familiar and the

the heart he sounds familiar and the song isn’t it but don’t kill the dream

song isn’t it but don’t kill the dream

song isn’t it but don’t kill the dream and I learned to realize that failure is

and I learned to realize that failure is

and I learned to realize that failure is actually part of the success journey

actually part of the success journey

actually part of the success journey then I can learn many things from it and

then I can learn many things from it and

then I can learn many things from it and I decided that I will go for one more

I decided that I will go for one more

I decided that I will go for one more attempt my turtle time in December 2007

attempt my turtle time in December 2007

attempt my turtle time in December 2007 and I learn and I find solutions for all

and I learn and I find solutions for all

and I learn and I find solutions for all the things I did not do right

the things I did not do right

the things I did not do right during the last with him I realized that

during the last with him I realized that

during the last with him I realized that I was not good at acclimatizing to the

I was not good at acclimatizing to the

I was not good at acclimatizing to the weather so I decided to go to the North

weather so I decided to go to the North

weather so I decided to go to the North Pole and it is equally challenging in

Pole and it is equally challenging in

Pole and it is equally challenging in the North Pole it’s about beating the

the North Pole it’s about beating the

the North Pole it’s about beating the extreme odds – 25 degrees Celsius some

extreme odds – 25 degrees Celsius some

extreme odds – 25 degrees Celsius some other people have a way of beating

other people have a way of beating

other people have a way of beating extreme odds I was embarrassed I had

extreme odds I was embarrassed I had

extreme odds I was embarrassed I had three seven layers and this gentleman

three seven layers and this gentleman

three seven layers and this gentleman had nothing on but nonetheless the

had nothing on but nonetheless the

had nothing on but nonetheless the outcome is equally important the journey

outcome is equally important the journey

outcome is equally important the journey and the outcome have to be looked at in

and the outcome have to be looked at in

and the outcome have to be looked at in the right perspective very often we

the right perspective very often we

the right perspective very often we focus on the outcome and forget about

focus on the outcome and forget about

focus on the outcome and forget about the journey

the journey

the journey so both the journey and the outcome

so both the journey and the outcome

so both the journey and the outcome plays a very important part finally I

plays a very important part finally I

plays a very important part finally I completed the North Pole marathon in 21

completed the North Pole marathon in 21

completed the North Pole marathon in 21 hours in the temperature of minus 25

hours in the temperature of minus 25

hours in the temperature of minus 25 degrees Celsius and with that I gained

degrees Celsius and with that I gained

degrees Celsius and with that I gained confidence and I went about my six

confidence and I went about my six

confidence and I went about my six continents marathon and finally I came

continents marathon and finally I came

continents marathon and finally I came to Antarctica

to Antarctica

to Antarctica it was deja vu I had this fear I have a

it was deja vu I had this fear I have a

it was deja vu I had this fear I have a lot of doubts because I feel twice in

lot of doubts because I feel twice in

lot of doubts because I feel twice in Antarctica and for woman I started to

Antarctica and for woman I started to

Antarctica and for woman I started to perspire in my palms and I started to

perspire in my palms and I started to

perspire in my palms and I started to have butterflies in my stomach does not

have butterflies in my stomach does not

have butterflies in my stomach does not lie I was looking for the toilet all the

lie I was looking for the toilet all the

lie I was looking for the toilet all the time and I was asking the organizer

time and I was asking the organizer

time and I was asking the organizer would you mind if I just go to the

would you mind if I just go to the

would you mind if I just go to the toilet one more time

toilet one more time

toilet one more time and it was just very unusual because as

and it was just very unusual because as

and it was just very unusual because as a doctor I know this is not the right

a doctor I know this is not the right

a doctor I know this is not the right thing to do I have nothing I have just

thing to do I have nothing I have just

thing to do I have nothing I have just been to the toilet only a few minutes

been to the toilet only a few minutes

been to the toilet only a few minutes ago but it was the fear when I kept

ago but it was the fear when I kept

ago but it was the fear when I kept telling myself now visualize the process

telling myself now visualize the process

telling myself now visualize the process of this big race I’ve trained hard for

of this big race I’ve trained hard for

of this big race I’ve trained hard for it and I have very often repeated the

it and I have very often repeated the

it and I have very often repeated the process in my mind and I have learned

process in my mind and I have learned

process in my mind and I have learned this set is more achievable target

this set is more achievable target

this set is more achievable target during the whole race and I told myself

during the whole race and I told myself

during the whole race and I told myself that the Penguins along the way will be

that the Penguins along the way will be

that the Penguins along the way will be my small target and then the slow camp

my small target and then the slow camp

my small target and then the slow camp here will be my target and then along

here will be my target and then along

here will be my target and then along the way I’ll repeat it again and again

the way I’ll repeat it again and again

the way I’ll repeat it again and again and again because I can see the finish

and again because I can see the finish

and again because I can see the finish line so the way to go is the set small

line so the way to go is the set small

line so the way to go is the set small achievable goals and finally finally

achievable goals and finally finally

achievable goals and finally finally across the finish line and I broke the

across the finish line and I broke the

across the finish line and I broke the world record 26 days and 17 hours when I

world record 26 days and 17 hours when I

world record 26 days and 17 hours when I when all this mauston’s flesh to my mind

when all this mauston’s flesh to my mind

when all this mauston’s flesh to my mind when I was visualizing the race against

when I was visualizing the race against

when I was visualizing the race against cancer I was strengthened and I was

cancer I was strengthened and I was

cancer I was strengthened and I was determined to go back and continue my

determined to go back and continue my

determined to go back and continue my cycle four five and six

cycle four five and six

cycle four five and six I brought the dumbbells to the hospital

I brought the dumbbells to the hospital

I brought the dumbbells to the hospital ward and it’s not that training and the

ward and it’s not that training and the

ward and it’s not that training and the nurses got worried and told oncology’s

nurses got worried and told oncology’s

nurses got worried and told oncology’s better have William checked out because

better have William checked out because

better have William checked out because the ecologies wanted to organise a CT of

the ecologies wanted to organise a CT of

the ecologies wanted to organise a CT of the brain along the way the good news

the brain along the way the good news

the brain along the way the good news came is realm oncologist told me William

came is realm oncologist told me William

came is realm oncologist told me William I have good news for you I find for you

I have good news for you I find for you

I have good news for you I find for you a bone marrow donor and that was the

a bone marrow donor and that was the

a bone marrow donor and that was the best news for any cancer patient I

best news for any cancer patient I

best news for any cancer patient I realize that no matter how challenging

realize that no matter how challenging

realize that no matter how challenging the journey can be for any one of us

the journey can be for any one of us

the journey can be for any one of us when we keep on dreaming tomorrow will

when we keep on dreaming tomorrow will

when we keep on dreaming tomorrow will be a better day three is important for

be a better day three is important for

be a better day three is important for us to always embrace hope hope can be so

us to always embrace hope hope can be so

us to always embrace hope hope can be so powerful that’s

powerful that’s

powerful that’s saying that goes tough times never last

saying that goes tough times never last

saying that goes tough times never last but tough people do because half people

but tough people do because half people

but tough people do because half people never ever ever give up last month

never ever ever give up last month

never ever ever give up last month I celebrated my seven years of remission

I celebrated my seven years of remission

I celebrated my seven years of remission and every time on colleges look at me

and every time on colleges look at me

and every time on colleges look at me and say William I’m so sorry to say

and say William I’m so sorry to say

and say William I’m so sorry to say there was night off months but you’re

there was night off months but you’re

there was night off months but you’re still alive after seven years I’ve gone

still alive after seven years I’ve gone

still alive after seven years I’ve gone back to look after patients and I

back to look after patients and I

back to look after patients and I realized my second chance in life

realized my second chance in life

realized my second chance in life comes great responsibility I can never

comes great responsibility I can never

comes great responsibility I can never be so pompous by the man but I with

be so pompous by the man but I with

be so pompous by the man but I with whatever strength half in this

whatever strength half in this

whatever strength half in this wheelchair will continue to do and

wheelchair will continue to do and

wheelchair will continue to do and contribute as a physician and the

contribute as a physician and the

contribute as a physician and the National Cancer Center I see many peach

National Cancer Center I see many peach

National Cancer Center I see many peach patients coming in with some of their

patients coming in with some of their

patients coming in with some of their concerns one thing a young girl came in

concerns one thing a young girl came in

concerns one thing a young girl came in to say doctor have a lump in my hand we

to say doctor have a lump in my hand we

to say doctor have a lump in my hand we did the test and we told her there’s

did the test and we told her there’s

did the test and we told her there’s cancer it’s really sad for a young girl

cancer it’s really sad for a young girl

cancer it’s really sad for a young girl to have cancer and that young lady told

to have cancer and that young lady told

to have cancer and that young lady told who asked doctor can you do something

who asked doctor can you do something

who asked doctor can you do something about it because I’m in the service

about it because I’m in the service

about it because I’m in the service industry and my parents of hands is so

industry and my parents of hands is so

industry and my parents of hands is so important I can’t frighten away my

important I can’t frighten away my

important I can’t frighten away my customers we told her she needed

customers we told her she needed

customers we told her she needed chemotherapy and she got so frightening

chemotherapy and she got so frightening

chemotherapy and she got so frightening she went back she said I don’t want any

she went back she said I don’t want any

she went back she said I don’t want any chemotherapy three weeks later she came

chemotherapy three weeks later she came

chemotherapy three weeks later she came back with this doctor this is so

back with this doctor this is so

back with this doctor this is so terrible if I’m a small lamb is not

terrible if I’m a small lamb is not

terrible if I’m a small lamb is not become such a big huge one and it looked

become such a big huge one and it looked

become such a big huge one and it looked so monstrous and we were very shocked

so monstrous and we were very shocked

so monstrous and we were very shocked how the cancer cells have grown so fast

how the cancer cells have grown so fast

how the cancer cells have grown so fast we assured her they were give her the

we assured her they were give her the

we assured her they were give her the best treatment so you see my friends

best treatment so you see my friends

best treatment so you see my friends there are a lot of needs out there and

there are a lot of needs out there and

there are a lot of needs out there and upon every one of us if we find interest

upon every one of us if we find interest

upon every one of us if we find interest and discover or passions we can go up

and discover or passions we can go up

and discover or passions we can go up there and for you Annie in the community

there and for you Annie in the community

there and for you Annie in the community and when we go up there we can lick a

and when we go up there we can lick a

and when we go up there we can lick a difference

difference

difference last month I pad her from London to

last month I pad her from London to

last month I pad her from London to Paris 500 kilometer raise money to

Paris 500 kilometer raise money to

Paris 500 kilometer raise money to support cancer research and when I come

support cancer research and when I come

support cancer research and when I come to the Eiffel Tower there was a moment

to the Eiffel Tower there was a moment

to the Eiffel Tower there was a moment of euphoria because Paris if you

of euphoria because Paris if you

of euphoria because Paris if you remember a blend and I was diagnosed

remember a blend and I was diagnosed

remember a blend and I was diagnosed with cancer

with cancer

with cancer this time around it was a very special

this time around it was a very special

this time around it was a very special woman it was a moment of triumph and a

woman it was a moment of triumph and a

woman it was a moment of triumph and a woman rare with the help of a right

woman rare with the help of a right

woman rare with the help of a right captain and live up my bite in

captain and live up my bite in

captain and live up my bite in celebration for all of us here including

celebration for all of us here including

celebration for all of us here including myself is a journey of constant

myself is a journey of constant

myself is a journey of constant self-discovery how we can live our life

self-discovery how we can live our life

self-discovery how we can live our life beyond the borders no matter what

beyond the borders no matter what

beyond the borders no matter what challenges lies in front of us we

challenges lies in front of us we

challenges lies in front of us we persevere and keep on dreaming and I

persevere and keep on dreaming and I

persevere and keep on dreaming and I visualize a better world for every one

visualize a better world for every one

visualize a better world for every one of us because you’re great people who

of us because you’re great people who

of us because you’re great people who are going to create a better future for

are going to create a better future for

are going to create a better future for Humanity thank you

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