[Applause] time what does that mean is it about the
time what does that mean is it about the
time what does that mean is it about the second minutes and hours that make up a
second minutes and hours that make up a
second minutes and hours that make up a day is it a statement on some social
day is it a statement on some social
day is it a statement on some social movement or is it a way for us to think
movement or is it a way for us to think
movement or is it a way for us to think about our human existence actually it’s
about our human existence actually it’s
about our human existence actually it’s about all of these but I want to
about all of these but I want to
about all of these but I want to actually think differently about how a
actually think differently about how a
actually think differently about how a single moment can have a life lasting
single moment can have a life lasting
single moment can have a life lasting impact as you start your day searching
impact as you start your day searching
impact as you start your day searching the daily news scanning for the latest
the daily news scanning for the latest
the daily news scanning for the latest breaking headlines I prepare for my day
breaking headlines I prepare for my day
breaking headlines I prepare for my day as a public servant as a city police
as a public servant as a city police
as a public servant as a city police officer who’s ready to respond on a call
officer who’s ready to respond on a call
officer who’s ready to respond on a call where I would meet individuals who will
where I would meet individuals who will
where I would meet individuals who will always remember that moment in time I
always remember that moment in time I
always remember that moment in time I will not play the role in the events
will not play the role in the events
will not play the role in the events that will bring us together a crime has
that will bring us together a crime has
that will bring us together a crime has been committed a decision has been made
been committed a decision has been made
been committed a decision has been made in action has been taken and these
in action has been taken and these
in action has been taken and these individuals would be soon forgotten in
individuals would be soon forgotten in
individuals would be soon forgotten in the shadows of old news I’m going to
the shadows of old news I’m going to
the shadows of old news I’m going to share with you several moments that have
share with you several moments that have
share with you several moments that have had a significant impact on me and these
had a significant impact on me and these
had a significant impact on me and these victims of time it was a typical day and
victims of time it was a typical day and
victims of time it was a typical day and I responded on the call of a 7 day old
I responded on the call of a 7 day old
I responded on the call of a 7 day old child that was left alone in a baby
child that was left alone in a baby
child that was left alone in a baby carrier on the kitchen counter the
carrier on the kitchen counter the
carrier on the kitchen counter the neighbors shared that the mother had a 7
neighbors shared that the mother had a 7
neighbors shared that the mother had a 7 day old a 3 year old in a 5 year old but
day old a 3 year old in a 5 year old but
day old a 3 year old in a 5 year old but we could not find them while
we could not find them while
we could not find them while communicating with the individual who
communicating with the individual who
communicating with the individual who found the child I scanned the house that
found the child I scanned the house that
found the child I scanned the house that was scarcely furnished empty of baby
was scarcely furnished empty of baby
was scarcely furnished empty of baby supplies and no family photos I
supplies and no family photos I
supplies and no family photos I immediately removed the baby from the
immediately removed the baby from the
immediately removed the baby from the carrier i diapered him found him a
carrier i diapered him found him a
carrier i diapered him found him a bottle and held the infant in my arms as
bottle and held the infant in my arms as
bottle and held the infant in my arms as I waited to deliver
I waited to deliver
I waited to deliver for him to a social worker as we scan
for him to a social worker as we scan
for him to a social worker as we scan the neighborhood searching for the mom
the neighborhood searching for the mom
the neighborhood searching for the mom and her children I was passed so we
and her children I was passed so we
and her children I was passed so we still left the community was angered and
still left the community was angered and
still left the community was angered and outraged
outraged
outraged eager to report any sightings of this
eager to report any sightings of this
eager to report any sightings of this mom so it was less than an hour and we
mom so it was less than an hour and we
mom so it was less than an hour and we received a call to return to that
received a call to return to that
received a call to return to that neighborhood the mom had been cited I am
neighborhood the mom had been cited I am
neighborhood the mom had been cited I am Carol Adams before I can be sergeant
Carol Adams before I can be sergeant
Carol Adams before I can be sergeant Adams so I as I prepare for my encounter
Adams so I as I prepare for my encounter
Adams so I as I prepare for my encounter with this mom I asked her sister to take
with this mom I asked her sister to take
with this mom I asked her sister to take custody of her children then I asked her
custody of her children then I asked her
custody of her children then I asked her ma’am why why did you leave your
ma’am why why did you leave your
ma’am why why did you leave your seven-day old baby home alone she
seven-day old baby home alone she
seven-day old baby home alone she responded that she had a mandatory
responded that she had a mandatory
responded that she had a mandatory meeting with the social worker that
meeting with the social worker that
meeting with the social worker that required a long bus trip with three
required a long bus trip with three
required a long bus trip with three small children so this mother mother had
small children so this mother mother had
small children so this mother mother had to do an assessment she had decided to
to do an assessment she had decided to
to do an assessment she had decided to decide how could she keep all of her
decide how could she keep all of her
decide how could she keep all of her children safe so she had to look at the
children safe so she had to look at the
children safe so she had to look at the three of them and determine who would be
three of them and determine who would be
three of them and determine who would be safest if left home alone who would not
safest if left home alone who would not
safest if left home alone who would not burn down the house
burn down the house
burn down the house run out into the street or play in the
run out into the street or play in the
run out into the street or play in the electrical socket this mother doing the
electrical socket this mother doing the
electrical socket this mother doing the best she could with what she had and
best she could with what she had and
best she could with what she had and what she knew a mother’s love
there’s always more to the story another
there’s always more to the story another day another call a call-out to the scene
day another call a call-out to the scene
day another call a call-out to the scene where a child has been shot and
where a child has been shot and
where a child has been shot and transported to the hospital as I arrived
transported to the hospital as I arrived
transported to the hospital as I arrived on scene and survey the area
on scene and survey the area
on scene and survey the area I immediately determined that the
I immediately determined that the
I immediately determined that the evidence does not support what I’ve been
evidence does not support what I’ve been
evidence does not support what I’ve been told that this child is not not going to
told that this child is not not going to
told that this child is not not going to be alright as I approached the house I’m
be alright as I approached the house I’m
be alright as I approached the house I’m drawn to the floor I can see all of
drawn to the floor I can see all of
drawn to the floor I can see all of these little pieces of something on the
these little pieces of something on the
these little pieces of something on the floor some with a reddish tint to sign
floor some with a reddish tint to sign
floor some with a reddish tint to sign with the pinkish tint so as I draw
with the pinkish tint so as I draw
with the pinkish tint so as I draw closer to the floor and I get down I see
closer to the floor and I get down I see
closer to the floor and I get down I see that these are fragments fragments of
that these are fragments fragments of
that these are fragments fragments of her little skull a mother working a
her little skull a mother working a
her little skull a mother working a couple of blocks away has dropped her
couple of blocks away has dropped her
couple of blocks away has dropped her daughter off with her aunt and uncle the
daughter off with her aunt and uncle the
daughter off with her aunt and uncle the child is directed to play in the next
child is directed to play in the next
child is directed to play in the next room where she encounters a handgun that
room where she encounters a handgun that
room where she encounters a handgun that only requires a small portion of
only requires a small portion of
only requires a small portion of additional pressure to discharge one
additional pressure to discharge one
additional pressure to discharge one single round pow an animal unimaginable
single round pow an animal unimaginable
single round pow an animal unimaginable moment in time the uncle rushes from the
moment in time the uncle rushes from the
moment in time the uncle rushes from the house he picks up the mom he drives her
house he picks up the mom he drives her
house he picks up the mom he drives her back into the to the driveway lights
back into the to the driveway lights
back into the to the driveway lights sirens police cars is this mother watch
sirens police cars is this mother watch
sirens police cars is this mother watch her child being transported away from
her child being transported away from
her child being transported away from behind the police line and a barrage of
behind the police line and a barrage of
behind the police line and a barrage of police officers sheer devastation as I
police officers sheer devastation as I
police officers sheer devastation as I complete my test at the house I respond
complete my test at the house I respond
complete my test at the house I respond to the examiners medical examiner’s
to the examiners medical examiner’s
to the examiners medical examiner’s office the next day I respond that day
office the next day I respond that day
office the next day I respond that day because that mother does not want her
because that mother does not want her
because that mother does not want her child to spend the night in the morgue
child to spend the night in the morgue
child to spend the night in the morgue so as I respond to the morgue and I’m
so as I respond to the morgue and I’m
so as I respond to the morgue and I’m standing there and I pulled the sheet
standing there and I pulled the sheet
standing there and I pulled the sheet back I will never forget the image of
back I will never forget the image of
back I will never forget the image of that child laying lifeless there on that
that child laying lifeless there on that
that child laying lifeless there on that steel
steel
steel on stretcher I have to touch her little
on stretcher I have to touch her little
on stretcher I have to touch her little hands to complete my task but I am Carol
hands to complete my task but I am Carol
hands to complete my task but I am Carol Adams before I can be sergeant Adams
Adams before I can be sergeant Adams
Adams before I can be sergeant Adams so I did everything I could to honor
so I did everything I could to honor
so I did everything I could to honor that mother’s wishes to keep her child
that mother’s wishes to keep her child
that mother’s wishes to keep her child from having to spend the night in that
from having to spend the night in that
from having to spend the night in that morgue I remain attached to this mother
morgue I remain attached to this mother
morgue I remain attached to this mother throughout the years I tried to keep her
throughout the years I tried to keep her
throughout the years I tried to keep her busy by giving her volunteer assignments
busy by giving her volunteer assignments
busy by giving her volunteer assignments in the community with working with women
in the community with working with women
in the community with working with women and girls but unfortunately 13 years
and girls but unfortunately 13 years
and girls but unfortunately 13 years later left harboring this significant
later left harboring this significant
later left harboring this significant void of not being able to celebrate her
void of not being able to celebrate her
void of not being able to celebrate her child’s prom graduation and birthdays
child’s prom graduation and birthdays
child’s prom graduation and birthdays this mother took her life and I never
this mother took her life and I never
this mother took her life and I never assumed that I understand when I meet
assumed that I understand when I meet
assumed that I understand when I meet individuals in the community so one
individuals in the community so one
individuals in the community so one final moment in time have a young girl
final moment in time have a young girl
final moment in time have a young girl who has endured escalating violence in
who has endured escalating violence in
who has endured escalating violence in her household between their parents for
her household between their parents for
her household between their parents for 12 long years
12 long years
12 long years this girl has played a role in breaking
this girl has played a role in breaking
this girl has played a role in breaking up fights and interceding calling for
up fights and interceding calling for
up fights and interceding calling for the police and the day came with this
the police and the day came with this
the police and the day came with this terminus violence ended with five shots
terminus violence ended with five shots
terminus violence ended with five shots from the next room pow pow pow pow pow
from the next room pow pow pow pow pow
from the next room pow pow pow pow pow the girl goes to the phone and she
the girl goes to the phone and she
the girl goes to the phone and she dialed 9-1-1 and she says my mother my
dialed 9-1-1 and she says my mother my
dialed 9-1-1 and she says my mother my father has shot my mother a couple of
father has shot my mother a couple of
father has shot my mother a couple of hours later this girl remembers standing
hours later this girl remembers standing
hours later this girl remembers standing in the hallway and watching hospital
in the hallway and watching hospital
in the hallway and watching hospital staff and police professionals try to
staff and police professionals try to
staff and police professionals try to decide who’s going to deliver the
decide who’s going to deliver the
decide who’s going to deliver the message that her mother is dead in that
message that her mother is dead in that
message that her mother is dead in that dimly lit at hospital hallway that news
dimly lit at hospital hallway that news
dimly lit at hospital hallway that news thrust that girl into an unforgettable
thrust that girl into an unforgettable
thrust that girl into an unforgettable moment in time I am Carol Adams before I
moment in time I am Carol Adams before I
moment in time I am Carol Adams before I can be sergeant Adams I’m a sister a
can be sergeant Adams I’m a sister a
can be sergeant Adams I’m a sister a friend a mother and a grandmother and
friend a mother and a grandmother and
friend a mother and a grandmother and the last story I shared with you makes
the last story I shared with you makes
the last story I shared with you makes me the child of a murdered mother
these mothers made the best decisions
these mothers made the best decisions they could in the moment and without
they could in the moment and without
they could in the moment and without love and empathy and they both they
love and empathy and they both they
love and empathy and they both they deserve love and empathy on their worst
deserve love and empathy on their worst
deserve love and empathy on their worst days my worst day occurred 36 years or 1
days my worst day occurred 36 years or 1
days my worst day occurred 36 years or 1 billion 1 million won 1 million 101
billion 1 million won 1 million 101
billion 1 million won 1 million 101 million 35 2269 thousand seconds ago but
million 35 2269 thousand seconds ago but
million 35 2269 thousand seconds ago but this is about time Rose Fitzgerald Korn
this is about time Rose Fitzgerald Korn
this is about time Rose Fitzgerald Korn this statement said time it is said that
this statement said time it is said that
this statement said time it is said that time heals all wounds she said I don’t
time heals all wounds she said I don’t
time heals all wounds she said I don’t agree
agree
agree the wounds remain in time the mind
the wounds remain in time the mind
the wounds remain in time the mind protecting its sanity covers them with
protecting its sanity covers them with
protecting its sanity covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens but the
scar tissue and the pain lessens but the
scar tissue and the pain lessens but the room the room that the paint it is it is
room the room that the paint it is it is
room the room that the paint it is it is never gone I imperil atoms before I can
never gone I imperil atoms before I can
never gone I imperil atoms before I can be sergeant Adams hidden in the shadows
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