loving some wanting can be the easiest and hardest to perfection one can have
and hardest to perfection one can have
and hardest to perfection one can have it can be easy because the ones you love
it can be easy because the ones you love
it can be easy because the ones you love are usually the ones who support you and
are usually the ones who support you and
are usually the ones who support you and the ones you rely on it can be hard
the ones you rely on it can be hard
the ones you rely on it can be hard because at some point of your life you
because at some point of your life you
because at some point of your life you may lose that loved one you can lose a
may lose that loved one you can lose a
may lose that loved one you can lose a loved one from rather a tragedy or even
loved one from rather a tragedy or even
loved one from rather a tragedy or even from growing apart losing someone can be
from growing apart losing someone can be
from growing apart losing someone can be a very difficult thing to go through but
a very difficult thing to go through but
a very difficult thing to go through but it doesn’t necessarily mean it’s a bad
it doesn’t necessarily mean it’s a bad
it doesn’t necessarily mean it’s a bad thing from their death you can learn
thing from their death you can learn
thing from their death you can learn something I have realized that a person
something I have realized that a person
something I have realized that a person that every moment of their life is
that every moment of their life is
that every moment of their life is always learning something new
always learning something new
always learning something new it made me learn to talk specific
it made me learn to talk specific
it made me learn to talk specific language later have to walk and do
language later have to walk and do
language later have to walk and do certain things then we go to school and
certain things then we go to school and
certain things then we go to school and learn an amazing amount of lessons but
learn an amazing amount of lessons but
learn an amazing amount of lessons but the one thing that not all schools teach
the one thing that not all schools teach
the one thing that not all schools teach used to love and cherish your loved ones
used to love and cherish your loved ones
used to love and cherish your loved ones when I was 13 years old I lost my
when I was 13 years old I lost my
when I was 13 years old I lost my beloved baby sister she was only 2 years
beloved baby sister she was only 2 years
beloved baby sister she was only 2 years old it was the hardest thing I’ve ever
old it was the hardest thing I’ve ever
old it was the hardest thing I’ve ever faced till this day my baby sister’s
faced till this day my baby sister’s
faced till this day my baby sister’s name was Raveena but we called her in a
name was Raveena but we called her in a
name was Raveena but we called her in a few short Nina was diagnosed with Down
few short Nina was diagnosed with Down
few short Nina was diagnosed with Down syndrome she spends most of her life in
syndrome she spends most of her life in
syndrome she spends most of her life in hospital taking medications and getting
hospital taking medications and getting
hospital taking medications and getting TACT’s to see if everything system was
TACT’s to see if everything system was
TACT’s to see if everything system was all right I remember my span of about 3
all right I remember my span of about 3
all right I remember my span of about 3 months when she was in the hospital
months when she was in the hospital
months when she was in the hospital every single day taking medications and
every single day taking medications and
every single day taking medications and getting injections whenever I saw her
getting injections whenever I saw her
getting injections whenever I saw her her arm was bandaged bruised from all
her arm was bandaged bruised from all
her arm was bandaged bruised from all the injections that she has gotten but
the injections that she has gotten but
the injections that she has gotten but even with all that my baby sister would
even with all that my baby sister would
even with all that my baby sister would just forget about everything that was
just forget about everything that was
just forget about everything that was happening to her and do it for the
happening to her and do it for the
happening to her and do it for the children and laugh and enjoy her life
children and laugh and enjoy her life
children and laugh and enjoy her life her smile was the only thing that kept
her smile was the only thing that kept
her smile was the only thing that kept me on the coast after all that happened
me on the coast after all that happened
me on the coast after all that happened my mom used to tell me whenever I got
my mom used to tell me whenever I got
my mom used to tell me whenever I got her shots
her shots
her shots there’d be tears stinging in my mother’s
there’d be tears stinging in my mother’s
there’d be tears stinging in my mother’s eyes and my baby sister would look up at
eyes and my baby sister would look up at
eyes and my baby sister would look up at her and smile as if she was telling her
her and smile as if she was telling her
her and smile as if she was telling her I’m alright mom don’t cry because of me
I’m alright mom don’t cry because of me
I’m alright mom don’t cry because of me because of her my mother said that was
because of her my mother said that was
because of her my mother said that was so much pain and emotion it urged me to
so much pain and emotion it urged me to
so much pain and emotion it urged me to think about life differently my baby
think about life differently my baby
think about life differently my baby sister’s death gave me a reason to see
sister’s death gave me a reason to see
sister’s death gave me a reason to see life in a different light made me want
life in a different light made me want
life in a different light made me want to make sure that my baby sister’s death
to make sure that my baby sister’s death
to make sure that my baby sister’s death wasn’t for nothing
wasn’t for nothing
wasn’t for nothing I wanted to make a proud no matter where
I wanted to make a proud no matter where
I wanted to make a proud no matter where she was I wanted to make a
she was I wanted to make a
she was I wanted to make a I didn’t know how to do that at that
I didn’t know how to do that at that
I didn’t know how to do that at that time but I think I do now it is human
time but I think I do now it is human
time but I think I do now it is human nature to take others for granted people
nature to take others for granted people
nature to take others for granted people don’t realize that whatever you have
don’t realize that whatever you have
don’t realize that whatever you have whether it is their friends or family we
whether it is their friends or family we
whether it is their friends or family we often don’t appreciate them until
often don’t appreciate them until
often don’t appreciate them until they’re gone from international service
they’re gone from international service
they’re gone from international service I think that people regret them most in
I think that people regret them most in
I think that people regret them most in life Auto relate to the relationships
life Auto relate to the relationships
life Auto relate to the relationships they have built with others but I ask
they have built with others but I ask
they have built with others but I ask you instead of regretting about the
you instead of regretting about the
you instead of regretting about the people you lose or the relationships
people you lose or the relationships
people you lose or the relationships that fall apart
that fall apart
that fall apart why not cherish every single day you
why not cherish every single day you
why not cherish every single day you have with those you care while you still
have with those you care while you still
have with those you care while you still can and you can start doing this today
can and you can start doing this today
can and you can start doing this today even if you haven’t had dinner with your
even if you haven’t had dinner with your
even if you haven’t had dinner with your family for the past few days or you
family for the past few days or you
family for the past few days or you haven’t done anything together with them
haven’t done anything together with them
haven’t done anything together with them there is always a thing called today
there is always a thing called today
there is always a thing called today where you can start new from those
where you can start new from those
where you can start new from those international surveys there’s nothing
international surveys there’s nothing
international surveys there’s nothing about not getting a specific piece of
about not getting a specific piece of
about not getting a specific piece of coding or buying a new iPhone they all
coding or buying a new iPhone they all
coding or buying a new iPhone they all regret the thing that most of us have
regret the thing that most of us have
regret the thing that most of us have already why should we regret them 10
already why should we regret them 10
already why should we regret them 10 years time think that everybody regrets
years time think that everybody regrets
years time think that everybody regrets when we had the chance to share
when we had the chance to share
when we had the chance to share instead I hope you can learn from my
instead I hope you can learn from my
instead I hope you can learn from my loss after losing my beautiful baby
loss after losing my beautiful baby
loss after losing my beautiful baby sister I went through a phase and I
sister I went through a phase and I
sister I went through a phase and I might even still be going to that face
might even still be going to that face
might even still be going to that face to this day when I was in middle school
to this day when I was in middle school
to this day when I was in middle school I didn’t really care about how I did I
I didn’t really care about how I did I
I didn’t really care about how I did I just want the flow and wasn’t that sad
just want the flow and wasn’t that sad
just want the flow and wasn’t that sad or disappointed if I got a be like how a
or disappointed if I got a be like how a
or disappointed if I got a be like how a kind of denial and this 10th grade I
kind of denial and this 10th grade I
kind of denial and this 10th grade I heard a bit more and I strived for
heard a bit more and I strived for
heard a bit more and I strived for better grades it wasn’t until my
better grades it wasn’t until my
better grades it wasn’t until my babysitter’s death that I started the
babysitter’s death that I started the
babysitter’s death that I started the lid for Ace waiting for creates and not
lid for Ace waiting for creates and not
lid for Ace waiting for creates and not looking for you it’s a really
looking for you it’s a really
looking for you it’s a really disappointing thing to do some people
disappointing thing to do some people
disappointing thing to do some people might think it’s weird when mourning the
might think it’s weird when mourning the
might think it’s weird when mourning the loss of a loved one it would be natural
loss of a loved one it would be natural
loss of a loved one it would be natural to lose focus on schoolwork while I took
to lose focus on schoolwork while I took
to lose focus on schoolwork while I took the opposite I tried harder to make sure
the opposite I tried harder to make sure
the opposite I tried harder to make sure that she was proud no matter what and I
that she was proud no matter what and I
that she was proud no matter what and I thought the only way I could do that was
thought the only way I could do that was
thought the only way I could do that was to study hard and get good grades well
to study hard and get good grades well
to study hard and get good grades well get off I got good grades but while I
get off I got good grades but while I
get off I got good grades but while I gained something I also lost something I
gained something I also lost something I
gained something I also lost something I lost the connection with my family I
lost the connection with my family I
lost the connection with my family I noticed the time that I spent my family
noticed the time that I spent my family
noticed the time that I spent my family was lessening and then all of a sudden I
was lessening and then all of a sudden I
was lessening and then all of a sudden I realized through my sister’s death that
realized through my sister’s death that
realized through my sister’s death that the height the time that I have my
the height the time that I have my
the height the time that I have my parents and siblings is not forever it
parents and siblings is not forever it
parents and siblings is not forever it doesn’t matter if you’re not good at
doesn’t matter if you’re not good at
doesn’t matter if you’re not good at something if you’re interested in it
something if you’re interested in it
something if you’re interested in it I bet desired practice actually does
I bet desired practice actually does
I bet desired practice actually does make perfect but don’t make but make
make perfect but don’t make but make
make perfect but don’t make but make sure you don’t lose yourself to your
sure you don’t lose yourself to your
sure you don’t lose yourself to your work instead of losing yourself you
work instead of losing yourself you
work instead of losing yourself you should retain yourself take something
should retain yourself take something
should retain yourself take something life-changing out of your experiences
life-changing out of your experiences
life-changing out of your experiences the life did you think be realizing that
the life did you think be realizing that
the life did you think be realizing that lot of people have what you have family
lot of people have what you have family
lot of people have what you have family loved ones or even a good education and
loved ones or even a good education and
loved ones or even a good education and that needs to be grateful for everything
that needs to be grateful for everything
that needs to be grateful for everything you have last year fifty five million
you have last year fifty five million
you have last year fifty five million people died those fifty five million
people died those fifty five million
people died those fifty five million people that behind loved ones family
people that behind loved ones family
people that behind loved ones family members friends who’s gonna miss them
members friends who’s gonna miss them
members friends who’s gonna miss them dad can be a frightful thing especially
dad can be a frightful thing especially
dad can be a frightful thing especially for those who are left behind you can
for those who are left behind you can
for those who are left behind you can also see one affair when loved ones were
also see one affair when loved ones were
also see one affair when loved ones were taken away before their time but as I
taken away before their time but as I
taken away before their time but as I tried to believe everything happens for
tried to believe everything happens for
tried to believe everything happens for a reason I remember one day I was with
a reason I remember one day I was with
a reason I remember one day I was with my friends having a good time and then
my friends having a good time and then
my friends having a good time and then all of a sudden my mom calls me and
all of a sudden my mom calls me and
all of a sudden my mom calls me and tells me to come home when I asked why
tells me to come home when I asked why
tells me to come home when I asked why she said that I needed to come home and
she said that I needed to come home and
she said that I needed to come home and babysit my baby sister because she had
babysit my baby sister because she had
babysit my baby sister because she had earned to run back then it was a pain
earned to run back then it was a pain
earned to run back then it was a pain watching over her but when I think about
watching over her but when I think about
watching over her but when I think about it now I would do anything for her to be
it now I would do anything for her to be
it now I would do anything for her to be in my life and the chance to watch over
in my life and the chance to watch over
in my life and the chance to watch over her just one more time that day when I
her just one more time that day when I
her just one more time that day when I was in my building waiting for the
was in my building waiting for the
was in my building waiting for the elevator to come down I wish those words
elevator to come down I wish those words
elevator to come down I wish those words were the most regretted words that ever
were the most regretted words that ever
were the most regretted words that ever passed my mind and I sometimes think to
passed my mind and I sometimes think to
passed my mind and I sometimes think to myself oh stop trying
myself oh stop trying
myself oh stop trying stop trying to fulfill their dream start
stop trying to fulfill their dream start
stop trying to fulfill their dream start bad habits and just don’t care anymore
bad habits and just don’t care anymore
bad habits and just don’t care anymore being a teenager is hard I know because
being a teenager is hard I know because
being a teenager is hard I know because I am one you’re pushed to be the best
I am one you’re pushed to be the best
I am one you’re pushed to be the best college in the future just a pile on to
college in the future just a pile on to
college in the future just a pile on to that stress Tina just moves and
that stress Tina just moves and
that stress Tina just moves and personalities can change really easily
personalities can change really easily
personalities can change really easily even if you think you’re all grown up to
even if you think you’re all grown up to
even if you think you’re all grown up to your parents you are still the little
your parents you are still the little
your parents you are still the little child
child
child if your parents have cared for you and
if your parents have cared for you and
if your parents have cared for you and loved you with all their hearts I can’t
loved you with all their hearts I can’t
loved you with all their hearts I can’t we do the same if kids truthfully tears
we do the same if kids truthfully tears
we do the same if kids truthfully tears their family and don’t take the for
their family and don’t take the for
their family and don’t take the for granted I truly believe people’s lives
granted I truly believe people’s lives
granted I truly believe people’s lives can change now it may seem like your
can change now it may seem like your
can change now it may seem like your parents don’t Angie
parents don’t Angie
parents don’t Angie but in a few years time you’re gonna
but in a few years time you’re gonna
but in a few years time you’re gonna look back and admit that many of the
look back and admit that many of the
look back and admit that many of the things the coach were right and much of
things the coach were right and much of
things the coach were right and much of the vice to give you was wise parents
the vice to give you was wise parents
the vice to give you was wise parents can be really strict so they can be
can be really strict so they can be
can be really strict so they can be really easygoing but remember that hairy
really easygoing but remember that hairy
really easygoing but remember that hairy parents raised you
parents raised you
parents raised you sheeps through arts day we need to learn
sheeps through arts day we need to learn
sheeps through arts day we need to learn I realize that it’s loving the ones that
I realize that it’s loving the ones that
I realize that it’s loving the ones that are close to us should not be a hard job
are close to us should not be a hard job
are close to us should not be a hard job to do you don’t have to buy them
to do you don’t have to buy them
to do you don’t have to buy them anything or call them daily goodbye kiss
anything or call them daily goodbye kiss
anything or call them daily goodbye kiss when you’re leaving the house can mean a
when you’re leaving the house can mean a
when you’re leaving the house can mean a lot simply saying word two syllables
lot simply saying word two syllables
lot simply saying word two syllables hello or goodbye can mean something for
hello or goodbye can mean something for
hello or goodbye can mean something for your loved one one thing I learned from
your loved one one thing I learned from
your loved one one thing I learned from using my sisters that master start
using my sisters that master start
using my sisters that master start loving the ones that are close to us
loving the ones that are close to us
loving the ones that are close to us before they’re gone family should be the
before they’re gone family should be the
before they’re gone family should be the most important thing in life even if
most important thing in life even if
most important thing in life even if some of us have little of it I remember
some of us have little of it I remember
some of us have little of it I remember the day my beautiful baby sister died my
the day my beautiful baby sister died my
the day my beautiful baby sister died my aunt came to my school in the middle of
aunt came to my school in the middle of
aunt came to my school in the middle of the morning to pick me up the school
the morning to pick me up the school
the morning to pick me up the school manager came to my class to tell the
manager came to my class to tell the
manager came to my class to tell the teacher to excuse me and she asked if a
teacher to excuse me and she asked if a
teacher to excuse me and she asked if a sister had been sick those words didn’t
sister had been sick those words didn’t
sister had been sick those words didn’t even say anything he’s just had her mind
even say anything he’s just had her mind
even say anything he’s just had her mind is blank
is blank
is blank all I could think was nothing I was so
all I could think was nothing I was so
all I could think was nothing I was so shocked that’s my wonderful baby sister
shocked that’s my wonderful baby sister
shocked that’s my wonderful baby sister was absolutely gone once actually saw my
was absolutely gone once actually saw my
was absolutely gone once actually saw my sister all I could think was what now
sister all I could think was what now
sister all I could think was what now what am I supposed to do some of the
what am I supposed to do some of the
what am I supposed to do some of the voice inside my head were saying that
voice inside my head were saying that
voice inside my head were saying that everything was going to turn out alright
everything was going to turn out alright
everything was going to turn out alright and other voices had to punish others so
and other voices had to punish others so
and other voices had to punish others so that my pain could go away even if you
that my pain could go away even if you
that my pain could go away even if you do push away people it’s not gonna heal
do push away people it’s not gonna heal
do push away people it’s not gonna heal you all it’s going to do was hurt even
you all it’s going to do was hurt even
you all it’s going to do was hurt even more
more
more the back there’s also an important thing
the back there’s also an important thing
the back there’s also an important thing to have for your family members even if
to have for your family members even if
to have for your family members even if they’re younger than you
they’re younger than you
they’re younger than you my parents are super strong and caring
my parents are super strong and caring
my parents are super strong and caring you have gone through they can make me
you have gone through they can make me
you have gone through they can make me the life and living aunt who thanks for
the life and living aunt who thanks for
the life and living aunt who thanks for that my mom is the most strongest person
that my mom is the most strongest person
that my mom is the most strongest person I’ve ever met
I’ve ever met
I’ve ever met she’s gone through hell it wasn’t one of
she’s gone through hell it wasn’t one of
she’s gone through hell it wasn’t one of her daughter’s aunt he’s immensely
her daughter’s aunt he’s immensely
her daughter’s aunt he’s immensely strong I always wanted to be as strong
strong I always wanted to be as strong
strong I always wanted to be as strong as her but it’s hard it’s hard wanting
as her but it’s hard it’s hard wanting
as her but it’s hard it’s hard wanting people to see you as strong but really a
people to see you as strong but really a
people to see you as strong but really a car yourself to sleep I can’t imagine
car yourself to sleep I can’t imagine
car yourself to sleep I can’t imagine life without her
life without her
life without her my father is the most caring and loving
my father is the most caring and loving
my father is the most caring and loving person in the world he never raised his
person in the world he never raised his
person in the world he never raised his voice to anyone and through his day
voice to anyone and through his day
voice to anyone and through his day night ma stop just to make our life
night ma stop just to make our life
night ma stop just to make our life easier
easier
easier he is so selfless he does everything for
he is so selfless he does everything for
he is so selfless he does everything for his family and nothing for himself when
his family and nothing for himself when
his family and nothing for himself when I grow up I want to be my parents I want
I grow up I want to be my parents I want
I grow up I want to be my parents I want to be the person who’d do anything for
to be the person who’d do anything for
to be the person who’d do anything for their family my big sister is also a
their family my big sister is also a
their family my big sister is also a huge inspiration for me she tried to go
huge inspiration for me she tried to go
huge inspiration for me she tried to go hard in everything all the hard work
hard in everything all the hard work
hard in everything all the hard work pays off for her she got a hundred
pays off for her she got a hundred
pays off for her she got a hundred missing scholarship to really good
missing scholarship to really good
missing scholarship to really good school in America and to also make sure
school in America and to also make sure
school in America and to also make sure I have fulfilled my dreams she helps me
I have fulfilled my dreams she helps me
I have fulfilled my dreams she helps me make big choices and she’s always there
make big choices and she’s always there
make big choices and she’s always there for me my big sister and I were young we
for me my big sister and I were young we
for me my big sister and I were young we used to fight all the time we still do
used to fight all the time we still do
used to fight all the time we still do sometimes but we both know you love each
sometimes but we both know you love each
sometimes but we both know you love each other my little sister is also a person
other my little sister is also a person
other my little sister is also a person whom I truly respect even though she’s
whom I truly respect even though she’s
whom I truly respect even though she’s still little she has the personality of
still little she has the personality of
still little she has the personality of love and the kind of person she laughs
love and the kind of person she laughs
love and the kind of person she laughs every single day and that laugh makes
every single day and that laugh makes
every single day and that laugh makes everyone laugh she makes life worth
everyone laugh she makes life worth
everyone laugh she makes life worth living I participated in an exchange
living I participated in an exchange
living I participated in an exchange program to Japan just this past month
program to Japan just this past month
program to Japan just this past month during the first four days I’d be with
during the first four days I’d be with
during the first four days I’d be with my host family I was really homesick
my host family I was really homesick
my host family I was really homesick whenever I did something with my host
whenever I did something with my host
whenever I did something with my host family I wanted to be with my own family
family I wanted to be with my own family
family I wanted to be with my own family that month was where I truly realized
that month was where I truly realized
that month was where I truly realized you need your family you need them to be
you need your family you need them to be
you need your family you need them to be there you need them to care for you we
there you need them to care for you we
there you need them to care for you we are still teenagers I don’t get easier
are still teenagers I don’t get easier
are still teenagers I don’t get easier and there’s a good chance to become
and there’s a good chance to become
and there’s a good chance to become harder every single year so even if you
harder every single year so even if you
harder every single year so even if you think you do so much better without your
think you do so much better without your
think you do so much better without your loved ones think again remember all the
loved ones think again remember all the
loved ones think again remember all the times where a family member helped you
times where a family member helped you
times where a family member helped you with something for an example helping
with something for an example helping
with something for an example helping you with your homework cleaning your
you with your homework cleaning your
you with your homework cleaning your room making you food they may even want
room making you food they may even want
room making you food they may even want to listen to all your teenage problems
they’re always going to be there for you
they’re always going to be there for you even when you might not want it your
even when you might not want it your
even when you might not want it your high visualising life without specific
high visualising life without specific
high visualising life without specific members of your family I hope you
members of your family I hope you
members of your family I hope you typical ten-time team I know we are
typical ten-time team I know we are
typical ten-time team I know we are still teenagers and I suppose some of us
still teenagers and I suppose some of us
still teenagers and I suppose some of us won’t even think about these things but
won’t even think about these things but
won’t even think about these things but my recommendation to you is to do think
my recommendation to you is to do think
my recommendation to you is to do think about them in the end it won’t be a
about them in the end it won’t be a
about them in the end it won’t be a piece of clothing or a new iPhone that
piece of clothing or a new iPhone that
piece of clothing or a new iPhone that your best it’s going to be your own
your best it’s going to be your own
your best it’s going to be your own family
family
family one of the hardest parts of life is
one of the hardest parts of life is
one of the hardest parts of life is losing someone and not knowing what to
losing someone and not knowing what to
losing someone and not knowing what to do about it so when you ask yourself the
do about it so when you ask yourself the
do about it so when you ask yourself the question what now listen to the voice
question what now listen to the voice
question what now listen to the voice that comes from your heart listen to the
that comes from your heart listen to the
that comes from your heart listen to the voice where it says everything will be
voice where it says everything will be
voice where it says everything will be just fine as long as I people to love
just fine as long as I people to love
just fine as long as I people to love people who love me
people who love me
people who love me I lost my wonderful baby sister but I
I lost my wonderful baby sister but I
I lost my wonderful baby sister but I also gained the realization that love
also gained the realization that love
also gained the realization that love needs to be shown every single day you
needs to be shown every single day you
needs to be shown every single day you have those you care you have to show
have those you care you have to show
have those you care you have to show love he’s got a chance
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