I’m standing outside my car crying my son Arthur is inside the car awake wide
son Arthur is inside the car awake wide
son Arthur is inside the car awake wide awake I can’t get him to sleep even at
awake I can’t get him to sleep even at
awake I can’t get him to sleep even at nine months old he isn’t sleeping more
nine months old he isn’t sleeping more
nine months old he isn’t sleeping more than two hours in a row and he won’t
than two hours in a row and he won’t
than two hours in a row and he won’t sleep in his own bed
sleep in his own bed
sleep in his own bed I am chronically sleep-deprived driving
I am chronically sleep-deprived driving
I am chronically sleep-deprived driving him around is the only thing I could
him around is the only thing I could
him around is the only thing I could think of doing but I don’t trust myself
think of doing but I don’t trust myself
think of doing but I don’t trust myself to get into the car I’m crying too hard
to get into the car I’m crying too hard
to get into the car I’m crying too hard I sob I cry because I just lost my
I sob I cry because I just lost my
I sob I cry because I just lost my and screamed at my nine month old I cry
and screamed at my nine month old I cry
and screamed at my nine month old I cry because even though I have sixteen years
because even though I have sixteen years
because even though I have sixteen years of experience in Social Work and a bunch
of experience in Social Work and a bunch
of experience in Social Work and a bunch of academic degrees I can’t get my baby
of academic degrees I can’t get my baby
of academic degrees I can’t get my baby to sleep I cry because this tiny human
to sleep I cry because this tiny human
to sleep I cry because this tiny human placed in my care needs the best version
placed in my care needs the best version
placed in my care needs the best version of me and I giving him the worst keep
of me and I giving him the worst keep
of me and I giving him the worst keep looking around at all the other moms who
looking around at all the other moms who
looking around at all the other moms who seem to have it all together and they’re
seem to have it all together and they’re
seem to have it all together and they’re actually happy and I wonder what is
actually happy and I wonder what is
actually happy and I wonder what is wrong with me I tell myself to suck it
wrong with me I tell myself to suck it
wrong with me I tell myself to suck it up stop being such a wimp but I can’t
up stop being such a wimp but I can’t
up stop being such a wimp but I can’t find a way out of this darkness that is
find a way out of this darkness that is
find a way out of this darkness that is both anger and despair it’s self
both anger and despair it’s self
both anger and despair it’s self loathing and shame my husband pulls into
loathing and shame my husband pulls into
loathing and shame my husband pulls into the driveway and he sees me standing
the driveway and he sees me standing
the driveway and he sees me standing there all I can do is blurt out some
there all I can do is blurt out some
there all I can do is blurt out some blubbery mess of a story about how there
blubbery mess of a story about how there
blubbery mess of a story about how there must be something horribly wrong with
must be something horribly wrong with
must be something horribly wrong with our threaten there is definitely
our threaten there is definitely
our threaten there is definitely definitely something up about me
has been simply he doesn’t tell me I’m
has been simply he doesn’t tell me I’m acting crazy he doesn’t turn around and
acting crazy he doesn’t turn around and
acting crazy he doesn’t turn around and walk away or ignore me and this complete
walk away or ignore me and this complete
walk away or ignore me and this complete meltdown
meltdown
meltdown I made a bid for connection and he
I made a bid for connection and he
I made a bid for connection and he turned toward me today I want to share
turned toward me today I want to share
turned toward me today I want to share with you how I trans
with you how I trans
with you how I trans formed my motherhood out of a pit of
formed my motherhood out of a pit of
formed my motherhood out of a pit of fear and worry and to hope and delight
fear and worry and to hope and delight
fear and worry and to hope and delight through the use of bids for connection
through the use of bids for connection
through the use of bids for connection this is a story of how I started out a
this is a story of how I started out a
this is a story of how I started out a mother feeling out of control and angry
mother feeling out of control and angry
mother feeling out of control and angry and became a much calmer
and became a much calmer
and became a much calmer mother this is also a story of how I
mother this is also a story of how I
mother this is also a story of how I shifted a lifelong pattern of anxiety
shifted a lifelong pattern of anxiety
shifted a lifelong pattern of anxiety starting from as young as age 8 I became
starting from as young as age 8 I became
starting from as young as age 8 I became not just a better mother but a woman
not just a better mother but a woman
not just a better mother but a woman with an identity outside of motherhood
with an identity outside of motherhood
with an identity outside of motherhood filled with hope excitement and joy
filled with hope excitement and joy
filled with hope excitement and joy a bid for connection is any attempt a
a bid for connection is any attempt a
a bid for connection is any attempt a person makes to receive support
person makes to receive support
person makes to receive support attention or other form of emotional
attention or other form of emotional
attention or other form of emotional connection and I knew from the research
connection and I knew from the research
connection and I knew from the research done by John and Julie got men that bids
done by John and Julie got men that bids
done by John and Julie got men that bids for connection can predict the strength
for connection can predict the strength
for connection can predict the strength and longevity of a relationship although
and longevity of a relationship although
and longevity of a relationship although small and seemingly mundane they are the
small and seemingly mundane they are the
small and seemingly mundane they are the building blocks of love I forgot how
building blocks of love I forgot how
building blocks of love I forgot how important they were though until the
important they were though until the
important they were though until the next day when my husband comes up to me
next day when my husband comes up to me
next day when my husband comes up to me and he says I miss you and I’m like what
and he says I miss you and I’m like what
and he says I miss you and I’m like what do you mean I’m here all the time and he
do you mean I’m here all the time and he
do you mean I’m here all the time and he says no I miss hugging you don’t hug me
says no I miss hugging you don’t hug me
says no I miss hugging you don’t hug me anymore
anymore
anymore hurt my heart I’ve been so focused on
hurt my heart I’ve been so focused on
hurt my heart I’ve been so focused on trying not to mess up my kid they’ve
trying not to mess up my kid they’ve
trying not to mess up my kid they’ve forgotten to hug my husband what the
forgotten to hug my husband what the
forgotten to hug my husband what the heck for 10 years before this baby
heck for 10 years before this baby
heck for 10 years before this baby we had nurtured our relationship through
we had nurtured our relationship through
we had nurtured our relationship through these small moments of making and
these small moments of making and
these small moments of making and receiving bids for connection and now
receiving bids for connection and now
receiving bids for connection and now how our relationship seemed to be
how our relationship seemed to be
how our relationship seemed to be falling apart it’s for connection are
falling apart it’s for connection are
falling apart it’s for connection are like the maintenance needed for your
like the maintenance needed for your
like the maintenance needed for your house if you don’t do things like repair
house if you don’t do things like repair
house if you don’t do things like repair the roof or fix cracks and your stucco
the roof or fix cracks and your stucco
the roof or fix cracks and your stucco or paint your house will eventually
or paint your house will eventually
or paint your house will eventually break down same thing for relationships
break down same thing for relationships
break down same thing for relationships if you do not respond effectively to
if you do not respond effectively to
if you do not respond effectively to bids for connection your relationship
bids for connection your relationship
bids for connection your relationship will over time write down when my
will over time write down when my
will over time write down when my husband
husband
husband me that he missed me and I responded by
me that he missed me and I responded by
me that he missed me and I responded by asking him what he meant I turned toward
asking him what he meant I turned toward
asking him what he meant I turned toward his bid for connection I sent him a
his bid for connection I sent him a
his bid for connection I sent him a message of love back if I had frowned or
message of love back if I had frowned or
message of love back if I had frowned or rolled my eyes or ignored him or worse
rolled my eyes or ignored him or worse
rolled my eyes or ignored him or worse attacked him for it I would have missed
attacked him for it I would have missed
attacked him for it I would have missed a really important moment of connection
a really important moment of connection
a really important moment of connection and probably squelched further attempts
and probably squelched further attempts
and probably squelched further attempts from him as I slowly strengthened my
from him as I slowly strengthened my
from him as I slowly strengthened my relationships by refocusing on giving
relationships by refocusing on giving
relationships by refocusing on giving and receiving bids for connection I was
and receiving bids for connection I was
and receiving bids for connection I was able to get the rest I needed and that
able to get the rest I needed and that
able to get the rest I needed and that allowed me to respond much more calmly
allowed me to respond much more calmly
allowed me to respond much more calmly and mindfully to my baby this was a huge
and mindfully to my baby this was a huge
and mindfully to my baby this was a huge relief I was very grateful but something
relief I was very grateful but something
relief I was very grateful but something was still not right I could still feel
was still not right I could still feel
was still not right I could still feel the clenching of anxiety in my belly I
the clenching of anxiety in my belly I
the clenching of anxiety in my belly I kept worrying about everything I felt
kept worrying about everything I felt
kept worrying about everything I felt trapped in my own life I liked that both
trapped in my own life I liked that both
trapped in my own life I liked that both bored me and stressed me out I had
bored me and stressed me out I had
bored me and stressed me out I had fantasies of jetting off to Europe to
fantasies of jetting off to Europe to
fantasies of jetting off to Europe to escape I was missing something important
escape I was missing something important
escape I was missing something important almost as if I had lost the meaning to
almost as if I had lost the meaning to
almost as if I had lost the meaning to my life or the best part of me and I was
my life or the best part of me and I was
my life or the best part of me and I was desperately searching to find it again I
desperately searching to find it again I
desperately searching to find it again I kept asking myself is this it is this as
kept asking myself is this it is this as
kept asking myself is this it is this as good as it’s gonna get I realize that I
good as it’s gonna get I realize that I
good as it’s gonna get I realize that I could keep focusing all these bids for
could keep focusing all these bids for
could keep focusing all these bids for connection see love is spelled out in
connection see love is spelled out in
connection see love is spelled out in these moments and it’s up to us to
these moments and it’s up to us to
these moments and it’s up to us to recognize them for what they are and
recognize them for what they are and
recognize them for what they are and nurture them bids for connection can be
nurture them bids for connection can be
nurture them bids for connection can be so very subtle as small as a touch on
so very subtle as small as a touch on
so very subtle as small as a touch on the hand a glance being held for just a
the hand a glance being held for just a
the hand a glance being held for just a beat longer than usual a show of
beat longer than usual a show of
beat longer than usual a show of interest in something your partner is
interest in something your partner is
interest in something your partner is saying or doing when we respond to a
saying or doing when we respond to a
saying or doing when we respond to a person I turned towards them we are
person I turned towards them we are
person I turned towards them we are telling
telling
telling we really are safe in each other’s arms
we really are safe in each other’s arms
we really are safe in each other’s arms and I had done this I had nurtured this
and I had done this I had nurtured this
and I had done this I had nurtured this with my relationships when a friend
with my relationships when a friend
with my relationships when a friend offered to drop by with lunch instead of
offered to drop by with lunch instead of
offered to drop by with lunch instead of turning her away I accepted her offer
turning her away I accepted her offer
turning her away I accepted her offer seeing it as a chance for connection
seeing it as a chance for connection
seeing it as a chance for connection when my sister called and asked me how I
when my sister called and asked me how I
when my sister called and asked me how I was doing I told her I wasn’t doing so
was doing I told her I wasn’t doing so
was doing I told her I wasn’t doing so great even with all this support
great even with all this support
great even with all this support felt like something wasn’t right so I
felt like something wasn’t right so I
felt like something wasn’t right so I kept searching and over time an idea
kept searching and over time an idea
kept searching and over time an idea kept returning to me what if I am in a
kept returning to me what if I am in a
kept returning to me what if I am in a relationship with life relationship with
relationship with life relationship with
relationship with life relationship with my husband or my son what if I could
my husband or my son what if I could
my husband or my son what if I could take this idea of bids for connection
take this idea of bids for connection
take this idea of bids for connection that helped to strengthen my
that helped to strengthen my
that helped to strengthen my relationship but apply it in a much
relationship but apply it in a much
relationship but apply it in a much bigger way speaking bids for connection
bigger way speaking bids for connection
bigger way speaking bids for connection with me all along but I didn’t notice
with me all along but I didn’t notice
with me all along but I didn’t notice because I wasn’t looking in other words
because I wasn’t looking in other words
because I wasn’t looking in other words what if I was experiencing fear and
what if I was experiencing fear and
what if I was experiencing fear and anxiety because I was turning away from
anxiety because I was turning away from
anxiety because I was turning away from opportunities can to connect with the
opportunities can to connect with the
opportunities can to connect with the world and life around me what if it was
world and life around me what if it was
world and life around me what if it was this disconnection that was making me
this disconnection that was making me
this disconnection that was making me feel small and powerless and what if I
feel small and powerless and what if I
feel small and powerless and what if I could change that into experiencing hope
could change that into experiencing hope
could change that into experiencing hope care support and joy I had to reimagine
care support and joy I had to reimagine
care support and joy I had to reimagine my life almost as if I was entering into
my life almost as if I was entering into
my life almost as if I was entering into a new loving relationship with a person
a new loving relationship with a person
a new loving relationship with a person when we choose to be in a new
when we choose to be in a new
when we choose to be in a new relationship we all risk experiencing
relationship we all risk experiencing
relationship we all risk experiencing hurt and pain right we all know the risk
hurt and pain right we all know the risk
hurt and pain right we all know the risk but we do it anyway so when I could
but we do it anyway so when I could
but we do it anyway so when I could think about my relationship with life
think about my relationship with life
think about my relationship with life like this I could see that I needed to
like this I could see that I needed to
like this I could see that I needed to build trust with life just like I’d
build trust with life just like I’d
build trust with life just like I’d built trust with my husband while we
built trust with my husband while we
built trust with my husband while we dated experiencing successful bids for
dated experiencing successful bids for
dated experiencing successful bids for connection over and over again in a
connection over and over again in a
connection over and over again in a relationship builds trust and so that’s
relationship builds trust and so that’s
relationship builds trust and so that’s what I need to do with life eventually I
what I need to do with life eventually I
what I need to do with life eventually I saw a bid for connection when a local
saw a bid for connection when a local
saw a bid for connection when a local advertisement posted an opening for a
advertisement posted an opening for a
advertisement posted an opening for a part-time
part-time
part-time as a school librarian I applied my bid
as a school librarian I applied my bid
as a school librarian I applied my bid for connection limbs and asked hmm is
for connection limbs and asked hmm is
for connection limbs and asked hmm is this a new opportunity now previously I
this a new opportunity now previously I
this a new opportunity now previously I never would have dreamed of quitting a
never would have dreamed of quitting a
never would have dreamed of quitting a full-time job with full-time pay and
full-time job with full-time pay and
full-time job with full-time pay and benefits to take on a part-time job and
benefits to take on a part-time job and
benefits to take on a part-time job and be a part-time pay but I realized that
be a part-time pay but I realized that
be a part-time pay but I realized that justice in a relationship you not only
justice in a relationship you not only
justice in a relationship you not only have to be open to bids for connection
have to be open to bids for connection
have to be open to bids for connection but you have to have trust and so I
but you have to have trust and so I
but you have to have trust and so I decided my response to life needed to be
decided my response to life needed to be
decided my response to life needed to be trust and I quit my job as soon as I
trust and I quit my job as soon as I
trust and I quit my job as soon as I quit I was full of doubt and fear I
quit I was full of doubt and fear I
quit I was full of doubt and fear I almost threw up and my mind went into
almost threw up and my mind went into
almost threw up and my mind went into total freakout mode in my mind I would
total freakout mode in my mind I would
total freakout mode in my mind I would quit my job and then we wouldn’t be able
quit my job and then we wouldn’t be able
quit my job and then we wouldn’t be able to pay the mortgage and because of that
to pay the mortgage and because of that
to pay the mortgage and because of that we would go bankrupt and lose the house
we would go bankrupt and lose the house
we would go bankrupt and lose the house and because of that my husband would
and because of that my husband would
and because of that my husband would probably lose his job and because of
probably lose his job and because of
probably lose his job and because of that we would have to live out my car a
that we would have to live out my car a
that we would have to live out my car a Honda CRV and my husband is a very tall
Honda CRV and my husband is a very tall
Honda CRV and my husband is a very tall man that he is not going to fit plus
man that he is not going to fit plus
man that he is not going to fit plus Child Protective Services frowns on
Child Protective Services frowns on
Child Protective Services frowns on living in a car with a baby and that
living in a car with a baby and that
living in a car with a baby and that could be bad very bad does your mind
could be bad very bad does your mind
could be bad very bad does your mind ever do this to you but I chose to trust
ever do this to you but I chose to trust
ever do this to you but I chose to trust life anyway and guess what I got that
life anyway and guess what I got that
life anyway and guess what I got that part-time job it was perfect for being a
part-time job it was perfect for being a
part-time job it was perfect for being a mom and keeping my mind healthy we still
mom and keeping my mind healthy we still
mom and keeping my mind healthy we still live in our house and we even managed to
live in our house and we even managed to
live in our house and we even managed to pay off another vehicle every single day
pay off another vehicle every single day
pay off another vehicle every single day I am grateful for that decision a
I am grateful for that decision a
I am grateful for that decision a decision I had the courage to make
decision I had the courage to make
decision I had the courage to make because I looked for and responded to
because I looked for and responded to
because I looked for and responded to life bid for connection this way of
life bid for connection this way of
life bid for connection this way of viewing the world was so new a felt
viewing the world was so new a felt
viewing the world was so new a felt fresh and exciting and juicy it made me
fresh and exciting and juicy it made me
fresh and exciting and juicy it made me feel curious rather than worried about
feel curious rather than worried about
feel curious rather than worried about what would happen next
what would happen next
what would happen next I learned that how we respond to life’s
I learned that how we respond to life’s
I learned that how we respond to life’s bids for connection needs to be open and
bids for connection needs to be open and
bids for connection needs to be open and flexible sometimes it might be noticing
flexible sometimes it might be noticing
flexible sometimes it might be noticing beauty other times it might be keeping
beauty other times it might be keeping
beauty other times it might be keeping your mind open
your mind open
your mind open to an opinion different from your own
to an opinion different from your own
to an opinion different from your own responding to life’s bids for connection
responding to life’s bids for connection
responding to life’s bids for connection could be taking a leap of faith and
could be taking a leap of faith and
could be taking a leap of faith and trying something new as it has been for
trying something new as it has been for
trying something new as it has been for me in this process of looking for and
me in this process of looking for and
me in this process of looking for and responding to lice bids for connection I
responding to lice bids for connection I
responding to lice bids for connection I took the advice of a friend and signed
took the advice of a friend and signed
took the advice of a friend and signed up for a crash course for how to create
up for a crash course for how to create
up for a crash course for how to create an online business last year I did the
an online business last year I did the
an online business last year I did the most exciting thing yet I launched a
most exciting thing yet I launched a
most exciting thing yet I launched a business coaching first-time moms it’s
business coaching first-time moms it’s
business coaching first-time moms it’s work I love and I’m passionate about I’m
work I love and I’m passionate about I’m
work I love and I’m passionate about I’m so amazed at this life when I tell you
so amazed at this life when I tell you
so amazed at this life when I tell you about a client I once had her husband
about a client I once had her husband
about a client I once had her husband was deployed and she felt so alone as a
was deployed and she felt so alone as a
was deployed and she felt so alone as a mother she was bone-deep exhausted and
mother she was bone-deep exhausted and
mother she was bone-deep exhausted and she felt incredible guilt if she did not
she felt incredible guilt if she did not
she felt incredible guilt if she did not give everything she had to her two young
give everything she had to her two young
give everything she had to her two young children so I asked her to think about
children so I asked her to think about
children so I asked her to think about this idea for the next week just wonder
this idea for the next week just wonder
this idea for the next week just wonder what if life is making bids for
what if life is making bids for
what if life is making bids for connection with you even when you feel
connection with you even when you feel
connection with you even when you feel alone week goes by she comes back and
alone week goes by she comes back and
alone week goes by she comes back and she tells me my life sucks and your idea
she tells me my life sucks and your idea
she tells me my life sucks and your idea is crap so I asked her when you were a
is crap so I asked her when you were a
is crap so I asked her when you were a little girl did you ever make believe
little girl did you ever make believe
little girl did you ever make believe and she thought for a minute yes I used
and she thought for a minute yes I used
and she thought for a minute yes I used to go out into the woods and make
to go out into the woods and make
to go out into the woods and make believe that I was the princess and I
believe that I was the princess and I
believe that I was the princess and I had a unicorn so I asked her how did you
had a unicorn so I asked her how did you
had a unicorn so I asked her how did you feel when you were playing and she said
feel when you were playing and she said
feel when you were playing and she said happy you knew the unicorn wasn’t real
happy you knew the unicorn wasn’t real
happy you knew the unicorn wasn’t real right she’s like well yeah but you still
right she’s like well yeah but you still
right she’s like well yeah but you still felt happy yes so then I asked her what
felt happy yes so then I asked her what
felt happy yes so then I asked her what if just for now you make believe that
if just for now you make believe that
if just for now you make believe that life is making bids for connection to
life is making bids for connection to
life is making bids for connection to you just pretend and see what happens
you just pretend and see what happens
you just pretend and see what happens another week goes by and I asked her how
another week goes by and I asked her how
another week goes by and I asked her how it went she told me that it felt pretty
it went she told me that it felt pretty
it went she told me that it felt pretty silly at first
silly at first
silly at first but then one day instead of focusing on
but then one day instead of focusing on
but then one day instead of focusing on the long to-do list in her mind she
the long to-do list in her mind she
the long to-do list in her mind she noticed a bird flying by and she decided
noticed a bird flying by and she decided
noticed a bird flying by and she decided to pretend that was a bit for connection
to pretend that was a bit for connection
to pretend that was a bit for connection so she took her two girls and they
so she took her two girls and they
so she took her two girls and they followed that bird into the forest and
followed that bird into the forest and
followed that bird into the forest and they discovered some beautiful
they discovered some beautiful
they discovered some beautiful wildflowers she told me that made her
wildflowers she told me that made her
wildflowers she told me that made her feel hope and that was beginning seeing
feel hope and that was beginning seeing
feel hope and that was beginning seeing the world differently allowed her to
the world differently allowed her to
the world differently allowed her to feel less alone less isolated less
feel less alone less isolated less
feel less alone less isolated less guilty more connected to others and the
guilty more connected to others and the
guilty more connected to others and the world around her this is a picture of my
world around her this is a picture of my
world around her this is a picture of my son Arthur and I this past winter one
son Arthur and I this past winter one
son Arthur and I this past winter one afternoon when we stopped by a local
afternoon when we stopped by a local
afternoon when we stopped by a local coffee shop I ordered a cup of water for
coffee shop I ordered a cup of water for
coffee shop I ordered a cup of water for Arthur and he climbs up into his big
Arthur and he climbs up into his big
Arthur and he climbs up into his big person chair and pretty soon he’s
person chair and pretty soon he’s
person chair and pretty soon he’s drinking out of it with both hands
drinking out of it with both hands
drinking out of it with both hands slurping away smacking his lips just
slurping away smacking his lips just
slurping away smacking his lips just enjoying this cup of water like I have
enjoying this cup of water like I have
enjoying this cup of water like I have never seen anyone enjoy a cup of water
never seen anyone enjoy a cup of water
never seen anyone enjoy a cup of water when it came time to go he was so
when it came time to go he was so
when it came time to go he was so attached to his water that I decided to
attached to his water that I decided to
attached to his water that I decided to let him carry it out across the street
let him carry it out across the street
let him carry it out across the street to our car the problem was getting
to our car the problem was getting
to our car the problem was getting across the large intersection on his
across the large intersection on his
across the large intersection on his tiny toddler legs in the short time that
tiny toddler legs in the short time that
tiny toddler legs in the short time that that walk saying says walk so he has
that walk saying says walk so he has
that walk saying says walk so he has that cup of water tucked under one arm
that cup of water tucked under one arm
that cup of water tucked under one arm and he’s holding onto my hand with the
and he’s holding onto my hand with the
and he’s holding onto my hand with the other and we go running across the
other and we go running across the
other and we go running across the street as fast as his legs can toddle
street as fast as his legs can toddle
street as fast as his legs can toddle and all the water splashing up into a
and all the water splashing up into a
and all the water splashing up into a safety and the whole front of him and
safety and the whole front of him and
safety and the whole front of him and I’m just laughing my head off and I
I’m just laughing my head off and I
I’m just laughing my head off and I looked up and I make eye contact with
looked up and I make eye contact with
looked up and I make eye contact with this man in the truck and we share this
this man in the truck and we share this
this man in the truck and we share this moment of pure laughter and light
moments like these that I realize I am
moments like these that I realize I am NOT that woman standing outside of her
NOT that woman standing outside of her
NOT that woman standing outside of her car crying I have become a mother a
car crying I have become a mother a
car crying I have become a mother a woman of joy
woman of joy
woman of joy delight and power
instead of that awful tight anxiety and
instead of that awful tight anxiety and my belly I feel tingly warmth in my
my belly I feel tingly warmth in my
my belly I feel tingly warmth in my heart looking back I can see how every
heart looking back I can see how every
heart looking back I can see how every decision I made to turn toward a bid for
decision I made to turn toward a bid for
decision I made to turn toward a bid for connection from my son my husband my
connection from my son my husband my
connection from my son my husband my friends from life that’s beautifully
friends from life that’s beautifully
friends from life that’s beautifully almost magically created a life full of
almost magically created a life full of
almost magically created a life full of moments like these it all starts with a
moments like these it all starts with a
moments like these it all starts with a bid for connection thank you
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