and
what would happen in you and suddenly
everything you consider safe
stable at this time will stay by
very painful that a process can do
exchange
I have the full conviction to tell you
that you will be fine
sooner or later it will be fine if
you decide so
I know people who have been paralyzed
psychologically spiritually and
even physically by an event
sets of events that marked them
as well as people who have surpassed
problems have brought out the best in them and
they have left walking in one piece
increasingly stronger
the difference between one case and another is the
application of certain concepts the
personal decision to be well
connect spiritually with the source
with the divine source is what gives us the
force and that leads us to take the
actions to support the decision that
we have taken is also our
ability to adapt to changes and
the law of detachment from the law of
detachment is the one that allows us
to advance is the one that allows us to see
the reality of what is happening does not
what we would like there to be
past and that is what allows us
receive all the positive things that are
situation is willing to give by
very hard it seems but how to apply
this our daily life how to apply it
life really there are two ways to
do it or as a level of consciousness
quite high spiritual with the
practice
I have a certain fascination for what
difficult therefore I specialized
in practice this is me when
I was five years old
this photo has followed me all my life and
I kept it as close as I can
because it reminds me that since I was very
little girl had a lot of fighting temper
goes for the things that I believed in and
above all he was very happy and happiness
something natural
I was born in Barcelona , Spain by
my dad’s decision and opportunities
job
we moved to Central America I grew up in
A beautiful country
however being very tiny the
country convulsed politically and
we live a war something I do not want
nobody when I was four years old I went
kidnapped with my mom when you
kidnap you are completely
vulnerable to the circumstances there is no
nothing under your control but what
is under your control is to connect
connect with divine grace to
draw strength and is stable
the war passed and we passed all the
consequences of the rationing war
water light rationing
food rationing
however in my house always
we were happy my dad took the
decision that I wanted a better future
for us and better opportunities
so we moved country again
Starting from scratch is not always easy
when we were able to stabilize ourselves in this
second country
another political upheaval in 24 hours
we had to leave again to start from
zero leave everything we had
built in each place back and without
But we were happy
in my house there were always laughs
in my house they always saw books
there was always painting or gatherings
there was always a poem we spoke three languages
since I was born and the most important
of all the language the sense of humor
we understood each other very well always in
every situation there was a reason to
make fun of us
there came a moment in my life that
I really thought about how much we
we moved war and convulsions that the
we are the problem
and I said that they are going to put pictures of
we at the airport border do not
let them in because every time they come
something happens something convulsive but with the
years I realized that not really
is that we were not us is that being
human has a certain tendency to look
the conflict instead of the
reconciliation because it depends on many
interests before the 17 areas had
lived a war that they had
kidnapped had moved from the country three
times and I was happy
I started again in this beautiful country
that opened the doors for me
I started working from very young
because that’s what I needed more in my
family and everything will be for everyone and the
it was truly spectacular to work and
study I imagine that many of
you touched them too is very heavy
but it is very rewarding
my first job was in January line and
I had to work in the department of
baggage claim in that department
where everyone arrives angry and
where everyone thinks that I was the
physically responsible for having
lost his suitcase and that I was the
Physically responsible for not wanting
find it on the entire planet die
every day I went to love work
who lived a war and now wives
however twenty years later that
experience helped me create one of the
projects that you love more than my project
comprehensive customer service that is
where what we most worry about in
have happy employees to have
happy companies therefore that everything
on the beam it joins at some point to
22 years old my dad dies as they say
out there he was given by Maurice
nothing else for me was very hard
obviously my dad was the captain of the
boat in a strange country my dad we
He taught that when you are an immigrant
you must adapt to the culture of a country
because that’s the way to thank him
to the country that welcomed you
therefore we always adapt to the
culture to music and food what
which as you see has never had problems
to adapt but at that moment the
Captain of this ship was gone and
what happened to me
I had a moment of serenity my dad
died of a heart attack in front of me in
my arms for a second had a
moment of serenity and I approached him and
I said dad thank you for everything
it tells us an intense wonderful life
I promise you that we will be fine and as
I keep my promises
today I am of all these things
they prepared me for what was coming
so it’s still missing more in the year
2007
I was 29 years old and married
stable will see better stages of my life
I had a beautiful daughter nerea
two years old and life is always looking for
way to give us a balm for some
side of sending us sweetness and sweetness
medium through my daughter
at that time I was pregnant with my
second son of jose antonio had
six months of pregnancy when a
call changed my style by talking
phone with a friend was alone in
my house when I fainted convulsed
my friend who is talking to me is
he realized that something had happened called
to my husband and that call made me
arriving on time at the hospital had
preclaimsia the request is a syndrome
that I read from 3 to 7 percent of the
women is a high pressure rise
until convulsing and dying
both mom and baby
illusion is to try to stabilize the
mother in getting the baby out faster
possible and thus receives the life of my son
to jose antonio weighing free and a half and
I had a free and a half child with
75 percent chance of having
brain damage from being blind from being deaf
of being mute and not walking when
pregnant woman what she is waiting for is that
the child takes out each of the virtues
and emotional physical attributes and
mental characteristics of each of the members of
your family and you choose from each one what
you like it better and that’s how your son will be
at that moment I what is waiting
is that my son was alive was all
what I wanted because what happened
I will pass lady and I did not care who was
it seemed like nobody is prepared for a
change like that without embargo
you have to adapt to the change
immediately and do your best and
apply detachment in full not what
what you thought was not what is supposed
that was going to be the child is what it is in
that moment and based on what it is going to
have the clarity to know what to do me
they delivered my son with less than 2
pounds and they told me you’re going to be mom
kangaroo kangaroo mom is to have the child
in your chest for three months 24 hours
because you have the incubator effect
video and listening to your heart
feel your heartbeat and your heat ends
grow out of the uterus but on your page
that is, it grows in your heart
at that moment it was that he and I
we fell in love we spent three months together
three months fighting over all the
closed to life and managed to get out of that
at that time also discover the
importance of what a hug is
I discovered an incredible force that is
the force that moves the world that the
strength of love
at that moment
I thought ‘I have to embrace everyone who
look, I have to share this if
you see someone sad if someone
who loves
If someone in trouble in Brazil
that is giving you life and allow yourself
receive hugs that that synergy of giving
and receive
is the one that makes a balanced way
that made me three months later is my
hand so imagine the little one
that was but was already out of danger
now came the next stage all
the collateral damage that the child
could have
however, we focus and achieve
some way do all the therapies
that he needed any therapy that
you imagine he did it to him
I never cry I never complained and it was a
child very happy to the sun today
he does not know he had a problem now
you will know how to spend on youtube
put on youtube but I did not know and what
that I can if the mother is
happens now
but the truth was the change was not
easy for us to work we do not leave
work we could not stop
to work
we had to take care of my daughter because she is
a girl of three was a girl of three
years and he deserved his attention and I
she said she felt loved we also have
to take the child to therapy and over
of that being spouses children of someone
cousin of someone someone’s brothers and
continue with life now we turn to see
that, like luis gimeno , we did not say so
we focus we adapt to change
we remove the attachment and we move forward
this is my son the day completely
healthy and me as I am the mom polo
handsome
and if it looked like everything I
dreamed that he was going to appear in life
if I
He spent a year because it’s getting thrown me
short recovery periods
I said good one year passed and here
I’m back in a routine exam
where a doctor telling me that I have
an aneurysm arteries planicka and that
I have zero probability of life in the
next months
0 with 30 years old and one child of one year and
a girl of three and a child in therapies
it’s hard
the only option for survival was
a surgery that was 50% of
survive is not ready for a change
yes I arrived at my house we broke everything
I believe that even eleven little dog
They broke all we were chaos in
my house at that time because it is the worst
news that they can tell you are going to
die I had planned to die in
those days and I really hope that
you have not planned that either
they got it
then we really talked about what I decided
grab my car go drive and say
why
and I cried and got angry and complained because
that is also a right that we have
to get angry from crying to claim like this
because everything has happened to me
ie I know that a sense of humor
but it’s already
good after so much anger and so much
pain and so much deep pain and I asked
so many times because while driving
as fast and furious
there came a moment that something told me soul
to adversity calm and the one that is
Attentive listens but when we do
questions we really have to be
willing to listen to the answer and the
answer was because I can I can
I said I can not because I always could
because I will be able to and I have to go back
to build my house and my family is what
I have to do
the action because I decide to be well
when the answer arrived
it seems lie for life always happens
that when the answer arrives what
change the question the thing that we are
in that
over the years I learned that the question
it was no longer because if not for what happened
life I came to my house
I spoke with my family I sat all
and I told them they know that here it has not
killed anyone but nobody die
let’s be fine let’s go to take
I will do that surgery because if not
I do, I have zero percent to see
my children grow up and if I do I have a
50 and 50 I take mine is mine and I’m going to
survive
the surgery had to be done in 48
hours left to be well- eaten children
charged to be in 48 hours about to
leaving at that moment can not be well
you needed pints of blood and how
I know what I said at the beginning
I have a certain fascination for what
difficult there I understood why I wear it
in the blood of my blood is negative
it is not a common blood therefore
you had to look for blood now
let’s add another problem to the situation
for a change
I remember ten years before
there had been an accident in the
catarino rivas in the public hospital
from san pedro and I went to donate and never
I told nobody and I never knew for whom
it was blood
I simply where because I
blood type that at that time
I knew it was so weird and it turns out that
for me surgery came 33 donors
of blood because that wonderful law of
give and receive is perfect
well then there was another affirmation
to my faith and I said everything is coming out
perfect
I’ll be seeing the surgery and going to
follow
the night before surgery in the
early in the morning hopes that my whole family will
I slept and made a video for my mom and
his video for my husband made a video
for each of my children and for me
brother enrique of I told him what
proud that my life had been me
Duty shared with them have made me
very happy and I just asked each
one of them one thing that will take the
decision to be happy
All I wanted to enter
operating theater
I left 10 hours later with a by pass
in the artery and if I do not know how many
organs – the recovery was everything
bad that could have been
the doctors did a job
extraordinary but my body does not
reacted well I had acute pancreatitis
I had surgery all over my trunk
had a tube in the lung has or
had here had in the head for all
the Monday of this week I was
playing with my children after me
I work and this Saturday I was not
dying this way of life fragile
I was 27 days in intensive care
between connected and disconnected and
I remember that a specific night
they said to my family today does not happen no
there is way
please get out of there started
my family little by little 11 say goodbye
when you are in that situation you can not
see then talk you can not move but
are you hearing when my mom approached
my anger was issued because I said
Mom is , you’re killing me is ,
this woman taught me the faith and in which
is saying goodbye what month by and for
I do not remember what I did they are
letting go how they are leaving me and not
I ‘m not going anywhere
I do not want to live I want to live well
That night I stopped feeling pain no longer
I felt the body
you can call it morphine can
call it sedative can call what I went
to heaven you can call him I had a
spiritual contact interpret it as
hotels that in your heart
I interpreted it my way and that
there was no pain there was nothing
there was no worry despite feeling the
water I opened my eyes and they were by the
official spa press in about to have
known I save all this I did not open the
eyes and I started to touch the water and the work
perfect the cold or hot
simply perfect and in colors that
I can not explain to them why they never
I have seen them and a peace said I died
but I’m fine I’m fine all right
something good did because ‘here I am’
good potato
at that time a light approached me
to the eagle presence I wanted to talk
with you in my heart I wanted to talk
with you for days
they only see for the pac
I said lord divine strength
you want to interpret you have given me
a wonderful life I became the best is
dad of the world same big brothers
you made me happy and if you are in heaven
and it’s my time to come
It’s fine because I did not want to be the
pain and the truth I have nothing that
have marrada why he wanted
I told him why not also not
I have nothing to sustain me
but I want my two children in a
difficult hostile world where I need
that remind me why if I die
right now my daughter is not going to remember me anymore
you have to know how much my
son has to know that he is a
warrior since he was born
I have to teach them how to face a
hostile world and tell them that it does not matter
that they are the center difference that
more I hope it is at that moment
that light began to fill me with peace and
for pipe and I got such a joy
big and started to approach then
it began to be so strong that it no longer
I could have but I was very happy
and in that moment I started to feel a lot
pain and a lot of pain and a lot of color and
I opened my eyes and was back already
it’s over I’m back here they had
spent three days in my dream and today has
been three days in a moment of peace
of silence and a lot of love that love that
force that I tell you that comes from the
source is the greatest strength that I have
known and the strongest hurricanes
as the force of love
before coming I made a pact
I promise you something I promise you that if you
you let come back for x amount of
weather
I promise to be useful
my word and I keep my promises
now I think I would have asked for more
time you are seeing as a negotiator and
is a little bit more time but web
I went out and started to recover
Against all odds
I started to recover I started going out to
the week leave intensive care and
I clung to life with all that
can
a month and a half later I left the
hospital gave me disability two
years however was eight months
Work was taking my daughter rent
and is on the therapies with my son
come down because of those and surgeries and
circumstances that with diabetes had a
tumor a nodule in the thyroid
radiations but that take away the
thyroid which gave me a beautiful
extra pounds
and all those surgeries left me
decoration scars all over me
body
however that does not define me
I’m not the result what happened to me
I am the result what I decided to be like this
that I hope that what I learned by
Pain is the garment for conscience and
I ask you to make three promises of life
the first please be brave because
this is a world di for brave two
be useful
I had the honor of being a director
voluntary association was able to
six years I’ve seen organizations like
the Honduran foundation child with
Cancer
the hope line so many projects
what there is to help and you do not know
how to help
I’ve seen people who silently he has
paid the tuition a child or a
Teen
I have seen people who for their life to
give a kiss and a hug to someone who
you need it
that is to be useful and customized
both useful the synergy of love of
give and receive to be extensive was going to be
balanced and finally please pass
what happens
I believe in this same create your own
force that the force of being creator
force divide and pass what happened to him
up I know why you deserve to be
happy
get up because you remember not
always deserves to be happy and most
important the good is to come
after
to
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