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Pain Beyond The Classroom | Camilla Bell | TEDxYouth@ClintonSquare


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[Applause] well son I’ll tell you life for me ain’t

well son I’ll tell you life for me ain’t

well son I’ll tell you life for me ain’t been no crystals there it’s had tax in

been no crystals there it’s had tax in

been no crystals there it’s had tax in it and splinters and boards torn up and

it and splinters and boards torn up and

it and splinters and boards torn up and places with no carpet on the floor bear

places with no carpet on the floor bear

places with no carpet on the floor bear these verses take it from Lansing uses

these verses take it from Lansing uses

these verses take it from Lansing uses poem mother the Sun captures a phrase

poem mother the Sun captures a phrase

poem mother the Sun captures a phrase that many of us know all too well the

that many of us know all too well the

that many of us know all too well the struggle is real but when I talk about

struggle is real but when I talk about

struggle is real but when I talk about the struggle what am I talking about

the struggle what am I talking about

the struggle what am I talking about exactly I’m talking about the struggle

exactly I’m talking about the struggle

exactly I’m talking about the struggle just to make it to school each and every

just to make it to school each and every

just to make it to school each and every single day I’m talking about the

single day I’m talking about the

single day I’m talking about the struggle to survive inside and outside

struggle to survive inside and outside

struggle to survive inside and outside of the classroom walls when I talk about

of the classroom walls when I talk about

of the classroom walls when I talk about the struggle i’m talking about someone

the struggle i’m talking about someone

the struggle i’m talking about someone seeking answers to important questions

seeking answers to important questions

seeking answers to important questions no one seems to be taking seriously

no one seems to be taking seriously

no one seems to be taking seriously questions like why do i go to school

questions like why do i go to school

questions like why do i go to school questions like what is the point how was

questions like what is the point how was

questions like what is the point how was school preparing me for life outside of

school preparing me for life outside of

school preparing me for life outside of the classroom space is it life for me

the classroom space is it life for me

the classroom space is it life for me ain’t been no crystal stair what is your

ain’t been no crystal stair what is your

ain’t been no crystal stair what is your story and how is it connected to a

story and how is it connected to a

story and how is it connected to a larger struggle take a moment and think

larger struggle take a moment and think

larger struggle take a moment and think about it I remember when I graduated

about it I remember when I graduated

about it I remember when I graduated high school I remember my dad literally

high school I remember my dad literally

high school I remember my dad literally pressing his pride into my long black

pressing his pride into my long black

pressing his pride into my long black graduation gown you see I was the last

graduation gown you see I was the last

graduation gown you see I was the last of my sisters to graduate from high

of my sisters to graduate from high

of my sisters to graduate from high school and my success was their success

school and my success was their success

school and my success was their success I am because they are I remember when I

I am because they are I remember when I

I am because they are I remember when I walked across the graduation the stage

walked across the graduation the stage

walked across the graduation the stage no one screamed louder than my family in

no one screamed louder than my family in

no one screamed louder than my family in the audience I mean there was so much

the audience I mean there was so much

the audience I mean there was so much excitement it was another chapter that I

excitement it was another chapter that I

excitement it was another chapter that I was completing but after all of that

was completing but after all of that

was completing but after all of that die down and after all the confetti

die down and after all the confetti

die down and after all the confetti cleared the next question came okay so

cleared the next question came okay so

cleared the next question came okay so how are we going to pay for school at

how are we going to pay for school at

how are we going to pay for school at that moment it felt like all of the

that moment it felt like all of the

that moment it felt like all of the possibilities that once seemed endless

possibilities that once seemed endless

possibilities that once seemed endless were being crushed one by one by one I

were being crushed one by one by one I

were being crushed one by one by one I mean I had gotten and maintain good

mean I had gotten and maintain good

mean I had gotten and maintain good grades I studied for and passed all of

grades I studied for and passed all of

grades I studied for and passed all of my region’s some on the second try um I

my region’s some on the second try um I

my region’s some on the second try um I remember poring over databases trying to

remember poring over databases trying to

remember poring over databases trying to find ways to alleviate the cost of

find ways to alleviate the cost of

find ways to alleviate the cost of attendance so much so that I lived in

attendance so much so that I lived in

attendance so much so that I lived in the college office my advisor nicknamed

the college office my advisor nicknamed

the college office my advisor nicknamed me midnight because if it took until

me midnight because if it took until

me midnight because if it took until midnight to get that work done I would

midnight to get that work done I would

midnight to get that work done I would be there I mean I had done everything

be there I mean I had done everything

be there I mean I had done everything right right hard work pays off right so

right right hard work pays off right so

right right hard work pays off right so then why did I feel like I was being

then why did I feel like I was being

then why did I feel like I was being punished because of my socioeconomic

punished because of my socioeconomic

punished because of my socioeconomic status why did I feel like I was being

status why did I feel like I was being

status why did I feel like I was being penalized for not being able to afford

penalized for not being able to afford

penalized for not being able to afford my dream school life for me ain’t been

my dream school life for me ain’t been

my dream school life for me ain’t been no crystals there what happens when life

no crystals there what happens when life

no crystals there what happens when life beyond the classroom impacts your life

beyond the classroom impacts your life

beyond the classroom impacts your life within it Ben Kirchner and shun jian

within it Ben Kirchner and shun jian

within it Ben Kirchner and shun jian right they co-wrote a piece and they

right they co-wrote a piece and they

right they co-wrote a piece and they frame young people as agents of change

frame young people as agents of change

frame young people as agents of change they talk about youth organizing and the

they talk about youth organizing and the

they talk about youth organizing and the ways in which young people from working

ways in which young people from working

ways in which young people from working class and poor communities Latinos and

class and poor communities Latinos and

class and poor communities Latinos and African American students came together

African American students came together

African American students came together and recognized a need in their community

when they talk about youth organizing

when they talk about youth organizing there’s three features that they discuss

there’s three features that they discuss

there’s three features that they discuss the importance of identifying the social

the importance of identifying the social

the importance of identifying the social origins of our pain mobilizing and

origins of our pain mobilizing and

origins of our pain mobilizing and working

working

working you see my story is connected to a

you see my story is connected to a

you see my story is connected to a larger struggle of increasing access to

larger struggle of increasing access to

larger struggle of increasing access to higher education for students whose

higher education for students whose

higher education for students whose backgrounds are similar to mine but also

backgrounds are similar to mine but also

backgrounds are similar to mine but also for students who look just like me what

for students who look just like me what

for students who look just like me what are the tax and what are the splinters

are the tax and what are the splinters

are the tax and what are the splinters in your own life when they talk about

in your own life when they talk about

in your own life when they talk about identifying mobilizing and working what

identifying mobilizing and working what

identifying mobilizing and working what does that mean what are they talking

does that mean what are they talking

does that mean what are they talking about what does it mean to identify it

about what does it mean to identify it

about what does it mean to identify it means to name and establish what or who

means to name and establish what or who

means to name and establish what or who something or someone is have you

something or someone is have you

something or someone is have you identified the roots of your pain the

identified the roots of your pain the

identified the roots of your pain the roots of your oppression you see in the

roots of your oppression you see in the

roots of your oppression you see in the poem I recited earlier a mother is

poem I recited earlier a mother is

poem I recited earlier a mother is talking to her son about oppression

talking to her son about oppression

talking to her son about oppression about injustice a mother is talking to

about injustice a mother is talking to

about injustice a mother is talking to her son about a world that thrives off

her son about a world that thrives off

her son about a world that thrives off of the pain of other people have you

of the pain of other people have you

of the pain of other people have you identified the roots of your pain have

identified the roots of your pain have

identified the roots of your pain have you taken the time to critically think

you taken the time to critically think

you taken the time to critically think about what that might be when Jen Ryan

about what that might be when Jen Ryan

about what that might be when Jen Ryan kirschner talk about youth organizing

kirschner talk about youth organizing

kirschner talk about youth organizing they talk about mobilizing finding

they talk about mobilizing finding

they talk about mobilizing finding people and allies and friends and

people and allies and friends and

people and allies and friends and trusted adults in your communities and

trusted adults in your communities and

trusted adults in your communities and your neighborhoods who are also invested

your neighborhoods who are also invested

your neighborhoods who are also invested in healing who are also invested in

in healing who are also invested in

in healing who are also invested in making a social change and lastly they

making a social change and lastly they

making a social change and lastly they talk about work so once you’ve

talk about work so once you’ve

talk about work so once you’ve identified the roots of your pain once

identified the roots of your pain once

identified the roots of your pain once you understand once you understand it

you understand once you understand it

you understand once you understand it more deeply and you’ve gotten together

more deeply and you’ve gotten together

more deeply and you’ve gotten together with people to initiate some form of

with people to initiate some form of

with people to initiate some form of action get to work because there’s work

action get to work because there’s work

action get to work because there’s work to be done what does work work is

to be done what does work work is

to be done what does work work is movement towards an intended outcome

movement towards an intended outcome

movement towards an intended outcome purpose or goal you see life for me and

purpose or goal you see life for me and

purpose or goal you see life for me and for many of us here ain’t been no

for many of us here ain’t been no

for many of us here ain’t been no crystal stair it’s had tacks in it and

crystal stair it’s had tacks in it and

crystal stair it’s had tacks in it and splinters and boards torn up and places

splinters and boards torn up and places

splinters and boards torn up and places with no

with no

with no carpet on the floor bear but today I ask

carpet on the floor bear but today I ask

carpet on the floor bear but today I ask you to work with me as we engage in the

you to work with me as we engage in the

you to work with me as we engage in the struggle so that all of us can have a

struggle so that all of us can have a

struggle so that all of us can have a deeper understanding of the roots of our

deeper understanding of the roots of our

deeper understanding of the roots of our pain and so that all of us here can

pain and so that all of us here can

pain and so that all of us here can experience restoration from unhealed

experience restoration from unhealed

experience restoration from unhealed wounds thank you

wounds thank you

wounds thank you [Applause]

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