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I lost my dad in 1972 over the jungles

I lost my dad in 1972 over the jungles of Southeast Asia I was only three years

of Southeast Asia I was only three years

of Southeast Asia I was only three years old two years ago I went to find him by

old two years ago I went to find him by

old two years ago I went to find him by riding my bike on the same trail that

riding my bike on the same trail that

riding my bike on the same trail that he’d been sent to bomb so imagine

he’d been sent to bomb so imagine

he’d been sent to bomb so imagine finding your way home after being lost

finding your way home after being lost

finding your way home after being lost your whole life

your whole life

your whole life I built a career out of not being lost

I built a career out of not being lost

I built a career out of not being lost the sports that I do climbing adventure

the sports that I do climbing adventure

the sports that I do climbing adventure racing whitewater rafting they’re the

racing whitewater rafting they’re the

racing whitewater rafting they’re the kind of sports that where route choice

kind of sports that where route choice

kind of sports that where route choice strategy smarts often override the

strategy smarts often override the

strategy smarts often override the physical prowess planning how to get

physical prowess planning how to get

physical prowess planning how to get from point A to point B as fast and

from point A to point B as fast and

from point A to point B as fast and efficiently as possible

efficiently as possible

efficiently as possible as a professional athlete that’s what

as a professional athlete that’s what

as a professional athlete that’s what I’m really good at in life I admit not

I’m really good at in life I admit not

I’m really good at in life I admit not so much I’ve been lost more than most

so much I’ve been lost more than most

so much I’ve been lost more than most people after college I had a good job a

people after college I had a good job a

people after college I had a good job a roof over my head and I decided to leave

roof over my head and I decided to leave

roof over my head and I decided to leave it all behind the outdoors the road was

it all behind the outdoors the road was

it all behind the outdoors the road was calling so I loaded up my Bronco steered

calling so I loaded up my Bronco steered

calling so I loaded up my Bronco steered into the unknown and a lot of people

into the unknown and a lot of people

into the unknown and a lot of people would have thought that was a really bad

would have thought that was a really bad

would have thought that was a really bad navigational choice to try to survive

navigational choice to try to survive

navigational choice to try to survive with no insurance no job no idea where

with no insurance no job no idea where

with no insurance no job no idea where I’d be sleeping next week but for me the

I’d be sleeping next week but for me the

I’d be sleeping next week but for me the alternative sitting in an office looking

alternative sitting in an office looking

alternative sitting in an office looking out the window and wondering what was

out the window and wondering what was

out the window and wondering what was out there that was not an option and the

out there that was not an option and the

out there that was not an option and the hardest part wasn’t making ends meet

hardest part wasn’t making ends meet

hardest part wasn’t making ends meet the hardest part was answering the

the hardest part was answering the

the hardest part was answering the questions where do you live what do you

questions where do you live what do you

questions where do you live what do you do where are you going I didn’t know the

do where are you going I didn’t know the

do where are you going I didn’t know the answer so I wandered like this for 10

answer so I wandered like this for 10

answer so I wandered like this for 10 years and methodically I built a career

years and methodically I built a career

years and methodically I built a career as a professional athlete 2003 was the

as a professional athlete 2003 was the

as a professional athlete 2003 was the year that all the uncertainty and the

year that all the uncertainty and the

year that all the uncertainty and the sacrifice paid off our team won the

sacrifice paid off our team won the

sacrifice paid off our team won the World Championships Sports Illustrated

World Championships Sports Illustrated

World Championships Sports Illustrated our team is one of the top adventure

our team is one of the top adventure

our team is one of the top adventure racing teams of the year outside

racing teams of the year outside

racing teams of the year outside magazine called me out as one of the top

magazine called me out as one of the top

magazine called me out as one of the top female adventure athletes so now when

female adventure athletes so now when

female adventure athletes so now when you have to put on that line what’s your

you have to put on that line what’s your

you have to put on that line what’s your occupation what do you do I actually had

occupation what do you do I actually had

occupation what do you do I actually had something to write down finally I was a

something to write down finally I was a

something to write down finally I was a professional athlete but the most

professional athlete but the most

professional athlete but the most important thing that happened in that

important thing that happened in that

important thing that happened in that year was that for the first time in my

year was that for the first time in my

year was that for the first time in my adult life I found a place I could call

adult life I found a place I could call

adult life I found a place I could call home this tiny mountain town of Ketchum

home this tiny mountain town of Ketchum

home this tiny mountain town of Ketchum Idaho it grabbed me and I couldn’t

Idaho it grabbed me and I couldn’t

Idaho it grabbed me and I couldn’t explain it but I stopped wandering for a

explain it but I stopped wandering for a

explain it but I stopped wandering for a second and it laid down some roots and a

second and it laid down some roots and a

second and it laid down some roots and a mortgage way more terrifying than

mortgage way more terrifying than

mortgage way more terrifying than classified rapids or any big wall that

classified rapids or any big wall that

classified rapids or any big wall that I’ve ever climbed but once I started

I’ve ever climbed but once I started

I’ve ever climbed but once I started nesting unpacking the boxes unpacking my

nesting unpacking the boxes unpacking my

nesting unpacking the boxes unpacking my truck I knew I was in the right place I

truck I knew I was in the right place I

truck I knew I was in the right place I have never measured success based on

have never measured success based on

have never measured success based on money but instead on security and it

money but instead on security and it

money but instead on security and it felt so good to be grounded to be stable

felt so good to be grounded to be stable

felt so good to be grounded to be stable secure for the first time in my life I

secure for the first time in my life I

secure for the first time in my life I was now able to answer two of those hard

was now able to answer two of those hard

was now able to answer two of those hard questions where do you live

questions where do you live

questions where do you live other one Idaho what do you do I’m a

other one Idaho what do you do I’m a

other one Idaho what do you do I’m a professional athlete it was pretty cool

professional athlete it was pretty cool

professional athlete it was pretty cool and just one year later the whole thing

and just one year later the whole thing

and just one year later the whole thing crumbled sponsorship dried up my desire

crumbled sponsorship dried up my desire

crumbled sponsorship dried up my desire dried up after witnessing the death of a

dried up after witnessing the death of a

dried up after witnessing the death of a friend during an adventure race I lost

friend during an adventure race I lost

friend during an adventure race I lost my purpose and my identity suddenly

my purpose and my identity suddenly

my purpose and my identity suddenly racing seems selfish seem pointless so

racing seems selfish seem pointless so

racing seems selfish seem pointless so again I was lost and the questions came

again I was lost and the questions came

again I was lost and the questions came back what do you do what are you gonna

back what do you do what are you gonna

back what do you do what are you gonna do I avoided him I curled into a ball I

do I avoided him I curled into a ball I

do I avoided him I curled into a ball I crawled into my house and I hid out for

crawled into my house and I hid out for

crawled into my house and I hid out for a while and the easy option would have

a while and the easy option would have

a while and the easy option would have been to quit stop go get a real job but

been to quit stop go get a real job but

been to quit stop go get a real job but he didn’t know how to change direction

he didn’t know how to change direction

he didn’t know how to change direction yet so I did the only thing I know how

yet so I did the only thing I know how

yet so I did the only thing I know how different sport same path because going

different sport same path because going

different sport same path because going long being in the pain cave that was a

long being in the pain cave that was a

long being in the pain cave that was a familiar place for me that’s all I knew

familiar place for me that’s all I knew

familiar place for me that’s all I knew how to do so I worked harder and for 12

how to do so I worked harder and for 12

how to do so I worked harder and for 12 years

years

years more World Championships more accolades

more World Championships more accolades

more World Championships more accolades more awards and was working again I’d

more awards and was working again I’d

more awards and was working again I’d met my measure of success one more time

met my measure of success one more time

met my measure of success one more time and I could answer those questions again

and I could answer those questions again

and I could answer those questions again where do you live

where do you live

where do you live still Idaho what do you do this time I’m

still Idaho what do you do this time I’m

still Idaho what do you do this time I’m a professional cyclist but a totally new

a professional cyclist but a totally new

a professional cyclist but a totally new question came up 20 years as a pro

question came up 20 years as a pro

question came up 20 years as a pro athlete is a really long time and so

athlete is a really long time and so

athlete is a really long time and so people started asking me why why are you

people started asking me why why are you

people started asking me why why are you torturing yourself why are you going

torturing yourself why are you going

torturing yourself why are you going back again what else do you need to win

back again what else do you need to win

back again what else do you need to win what else do you have to prove the

what else do you have to prove the

what else do you have to prove the question made me squirm I wanted to run

question made me squirm I wanted to run

question made me squirm I wanted to run I was forced to look inside instead of

I was forced to look inside instead of

I was forced to look inside instead of outside backward instead of forward

outside backward instead of forward

outside backward instead of forward totally the opposite of what I trained

totally the opposite of what I trained

totally the opposite of what I trained for my whole life

this is dead a part of me went missing a

this is dead a part of me went missing a long time ago I don’t remember my dad it

long time ago I don’t remember my dad it

long time ago I don’t remember my dad it was too little when he was shot down but

was too little when he was shot down but

was too little when he was shot down but my mom saved his letters his journalist

my mom saved his letters his journalist

my mom saved his letters his journalist his photos his music and she kept him we

his photos his music and she kept him we

his photos his music and she kept him we didn’t talk about him I never asked but

didn’t talk about him I never asked but

didn’t talk about him I never asked but now I needed to find myself so I went

now I needed to find myself so I went

now I needed to find myself so I went looking for him he was a navigator and a

looking for him he was a navigator and a

looking for him he was a navigator and a for phantom plane one of the primary

for phantom plane one of the primary

for phantom plane one of the primary fighter jets in the Vietnam War

but to me he’s a musician an animal

but to me he’s a musician an animal lover father and like me he lived out of

lover father and like me he lived out of

lover father and like me he lived out of his truck for a while he was an

his truck for a while he was an

his truck for a while he was an adventurer he also lived in a time of

adventurer he also lived in a time of

adventurer he also lived in a time of war and he did his duty to serve and Oh

war and he did his duty to serve and Oh

war and he did his duty to serve and Oh March 7th 1972 he was on a flight

March 7th 1972 he was on a flight

March 7th 1972 he was on a flight mission over the Ho Chi Minh Trail in

mission over the Ho Chi Minh Trail in

mission over the Ho Chi Minh Trail in Laos

he was two months from finishing his

he was two months from finishing his tour but he never came home I didn’t

tour but he never came home I didn’t

tour but he never came home I didn’t know much about the Ho Chi Minh Trail

know much about the Ho Chi Minh Trail

know much about the Ho Chi Minh Trail except that that’s where my dad was last

except that that’s where my dad was last

except that that’s where my dad was last seen and that it was main artery for

seen and that it was main artery for

seen and that it was main artery for supplies and soldiers during the Vietnam

supplies and soldiers during the Vietnam

supplies and soldiers during the Vietnam War I got my first taste of what jungle

War I got my first taste of what jungle

War I got my first taste of what jungle survival might be like at a brutal

survival might be like at a brutal

survival might be like at a brutal adventure race in Vietnam in 2003 our

adventure race in Vietnam in 2003 our

adventure race in Vietnam in 2003 our team we weren’t being chased we weren’t

team we weren’t being chased we weren’t

team we weren’t being chased we weren’t being shot at but we were being chased

being shot at but we were being chased

being shot at but we were being chased and we were struggling to survive

and we were struggling to survive

and we were struggling to survive infected bug bites trench foot insane

infected bug bites trench foot insane

infected bug bites trench foot insane heat difficult navigation and immersing

heat difficult navigation and immersing

heat difficult navigation and immersing myself in the jungle that time it was

myself in the jungle that time it was

myself in the jungle that time it was the first time I felt connected to my

the first time I felt connected to my

the first time I felt connected to my dad I almost felt like I was in his

dad I almost felt like I was in his

dad I almost felt like I was in his shoes and I went a little deeper into

shoes and I went a little deeper into

shoes and I went a little deeper into exploration I went to the DMZ the border

exploration I went to the DMZ the border

exploration I went to the DMZ the border between North and South Vietnam during

between North and South Vietnam during

between North and South Vietnam during the war I went and explored the tunnels

the war I went and explored the tunnels

the war I went and explored the tunnels the underground tunnels were Vietnamese

the underground tunnels were Vietnamese

the underground tunnels were Vietnamese people lived to hide out during the war

people lived to hide out during the war

people lived to hide out during the war I went to Danang Air Force Base where my

I went to Danang Air Force Base where my

I went to Danang Air Force Base where my dad was stationed and the last place

dad was stationed and the last place

dad was stationed and the last place that he was seen alive I went to the

that he was seen alive I went to the

that he was seen alive I went to the Hanoi Hilton the place where American

Hanoi Hilton the place where American

Hanoi Hilton the place where American soldiers American prisoners of war were

soldiers American prisoners of war were

soldiers American prisoners of war were held and tortured and I hoped he was

held and tortured and I hoped he was

held and tortured and I hoped he was never there I stood on the grounds of

never there I stood on the grounds of

never there I stood on the grounds of the bloody Battle of Khe Sanh it’s not a

the bloody Battle of Khe Sanh it’s not a

the bloody Battle of Khe Sanh it’s not a coffee plantation and it’s beautiful our

coffee plantation and it’s beautiful our

coffee plantation and it’s beautiful our Vietnamese guide he pointed west and he

Vietnamese guide he pointed west and he

Vietnamese guide he pointed west and he said look over there that’s the Ho Chi

said look over there that’s the Ho Chi

said look over there that’s the Ho Chi Minh Trail right there can you see it

Minh Trail right there can you see it

Minh Trail right there can you see it and I could see it and I took this

and I could see it and I took this

and I could see it and I took this picture and I knew that I had to come

picture and I knew that I had to come

picture and I knew that I had to come back someday it took me 13 years but I

back someday it took me 13 years but I

back someday it took me 13 years but I got back there this time for the biggest

got back there this time for the biggest

got back there this time for the biggest ride of my life but this time no other

ride of my life but this time no other

ride of my life but this time no other competitors no trophies my physical goal

competitors no trophies my physical goal

competitors no trophies my physical goal was to be the first person to ride the

was to be the first person to ride the

was to be the first person to ride the entire length of the Ho Chi Minh Trail

entire length of the Ho Chi Minh Trail

entire length of the Ho Chi Minh Trail it’s 1,200 miles of complicated network

it’s 1,200 miles of complicated network

it’s 1,200 miles of complicated network it runs from Hanoi to Ho Chi Minh City

it runs from Hanoi to Ho Chi Minh City

it runs from Hanoi to Ho Chi Minh City or Saigon goes through Vietnam Laos and

or Saigon goes through Vietnam Laos and

or Saigon goes through Vietnam Laos and Cambodia the other goal my personal goal

Cambodia the other goal my personal goal

Cambodia the other goal my personal goal was to connect with him and the only way

was to connect with him and the only way

was to connect with him and the only way I knew how by spending time in the

I knew how by spending time in the

I knew how by spending time in the landscape or he disappeared and his trip

landscape or he disappeared and his trip

landscape or he disappeared and his trip it was not about closure it was about

it was not about closure it was about

it was not about closure it was about opening a homecoming finding my true

opening a homecoming finding my true

opening a homecoming finding my true north and reopening that scar that wound

north and reopening that scar that wound

north and reopening that scar that wound for my mom my sister and me it was like

for my mom my sister and me it was like

for my mom my sister and me it was like rebake in the bone so that it could

rebake in the bone so that it could

rebake in the bone so that it could finally heal right it hurt but it was

finally heal right it hurt but it was

finally heal right it hurt but it was essential for our recovery and what was

essential for our recovery and what was

essential for our recovery and what was guiding me that whole time or some

guiding me that whole time or some

guiding me that whole time or some simple map coordinates the coordinates

simple map coordinates the coordinates

simple map coordinates the coordinates of my dad’s crash site on the trail I

of my dad’s crash site on the trail I

of my dad’s crash site on the trail I uncovered more than I ever could have

uncovered more than I ever could have

uncovered more than I ever could have imagined and it became so much bigger

imagined and it became so much bigger

imagined and it became so much bigger than me this place is a living history

than me this place is a living history

than me this place is a living history with scars waste destruction that are

with scars waste destruction that are

with scars waste destruction that are still evident Laos where most of the

still evident Laos where most of the

still evident Laos where most of the trail is located has the unfortunate

trail is located has the unfortunate

trail is located has the unfortunate notoriety of being the most bombed

notoriety of being the most bombed

notoriety of being the most bombed country per capita in history during the

country per capita in history during the

country per capita in history during the war the Americans dropped the equivalent

war the Americans dropped the equivalent

war the Americans dropped the equivalent of a plane load of bombs every eight

of a plane load of bombs every eight

of a plane load of bombs every eight minutes for 24 hours a day for nine

minutes for 24 hours a day for nine

minutes for 24 hours a day for nine years now our waste is repurposed and

years now our waste is repurposed and

years now our waste is repurposed and reused bomb casings become garden

reused bomb casings become garden

reused bomb casings become garden planters scrap metal from planes like my

planters scrap metal from planes like my

planters scrap metal from planes like my dad’s become fishing boats the bomb

dad’s become fishing boats the bomb

dad’s become fishing boats the bomb craters they fill with water and fish

craters they fill with water and fish

craters they fill with water and fish and they sustain life and this trip was

and they sustain life and this trip was

and they sustain life and this trip was about life not death among the scars the

about life not death among the scars the

about life not death among the scars the healing the forgiveness was so evident

healing the forgiveness was so evident

healing the forgiveness was so evident when we bribed the towns the kids would

when we bribed the towns the kids would

when we bribed the towns the kids would yell sabaidee hello and they were so

yell sabaidee hello and they were so

yell sabaidee hello and they were so happy to see us

happy to see us

happy to see us they’d invite us in other homes share

they’d invite us in other homes share

they’d invite us in other homes share what little they had with us they also

what little they had with us they also

what little they had with us they also have the reputation for

have the reputation for

have the reputation for being some of the friendliest people on

being some of the friendliest people on

being some of the friendliest people on earth I got to sit with one village

earth I got to sit with one village

earth I got to sit with one village woman and talk with her she lived

woman and talk with her she lived

woman and talk with her she lived through the war she told me the story

through the war she told me the story

through the war she told me the story about how she lived in a cave for six

about how she lived in a cave for six

about how she lived in a cave for six years while she waited for the bombs to

years while she waited for the bombs to

years while she waited for the bombs to stop raining down both her children were

stop raining down both her children were

stop raining down both her children were born in the cave when she came out her

born in the cave when she came out her

born in the cave when she came out her village was gone

village was gone

village was gone there was nothing left the landscape

there was nothing left the landscape

there was nothing left the landscape there is still pockmarked with bombs and

there is still pockmarked with bombs and

there is still pockmarked with bombs and unexploded ordnance the craters are

unexploded ordnance the craters are

unexploded ordnance the craters are evident everywhere and when I asked her

evident everywhere and when I asked her

evident everywhere and when I asked her why did you come back here when

why did you come back here when

why did you come back here when everything was gone and her simple

everything was gone and her simple

everything was gone and her simple answer it was my home where else would I

answer it was my home where else would I

answer it was my home where else would I go this trail and these people there

go this trail and these people there

go this trail and these people there helping me find my sense of home a my

helping me find my sense of home a my

helping me find my sense of home a my belonging and have found an amazing

belonging and have found an amazing

belonging and have found an amazing history but I also found her missing

history but I also found her missing

history but I also found her missing part of myself and going there and

part of myself and going there and

part of myself and going there and connecting with all of these people I

connecting with all of these people I

connecting with all of these people I was getting like getting my very own f4

was getting like getting my very own f4

was getting like getting my very own f4 navigator just like my dad to sit behind

navigator just like my dad to sit behind

navigator just like my dad to sit behind me and gently guide me in the right

me and gently guide me in the right

me and gently guide me in the right direction

direction

direction and this new direction it’s helping me

and this new direction it’s helping me

and this new direction it’s helping me develop stronger relationships with my

develop stronger relationships with my

develop stronger relationships with my family my mom is now sharing about her

family my mom is now sharing about her

family my mom is now sharing about her past

past

past my sister is letting me know her life

my sister is letting me know her life

my sister is letting me know her life choices and why she stayed in the

choices and why she stayed in the

choices and why she stayed in the military she’s now a colonel in the Air

military she’s now a colonel in the Air

military she’s now a colonel in the Air Force and part of her job is to support

Force and part of her job is to support

Force and part of her job is to support the families and soldiers who come back

the families and soldiers who come back

the families and soldiers who come back for more in the last letter that my dad

for more in the last letter that my dad

for more in the last letter that my dad wrote from the war he said if something

wrote from the war he said if something

wrote from the war he said if something should happen to me please don’t let me

should happen to me please don’t let me

should happen to me please don’t let me die to Sharon and Becky well he’s not

die to Sharon and Becky well he’s not

die to Sharon and Becky well he’s not dead

I’m getting to know him through them and

I’m getting to know him through them and now getting to know them through him and

now getting to know them through him and

now getting to know them through him and it’s a magical gift I had to stand on

it’s a magical gift I had to stand on

it’s a magical gift I had to stand on the ground in Laos to feel the air to

the ground in Laos to feel the air to

the ground in Laos to feel the air to hear the jungle to look up through the

hear the jungle to look up through the

hear the jungle to look up through the trees and see the sun shining down to

trees and see the sun shining down to

trees and see the sun shining down to physically feel close to him and to

physically feel close to him and to

physically feel close to him and to truly find what it means to be home to

truly find what it means to be home to

truly find what it means to be home to find my direction my compass and now I

find my direction my compass and now I

find my direction my compass and now I know I’ve been navigating through life

know I’ve been navigating through life

know I’ve been navigating through life alone that’s what was wrong I had a

alone that’s what was wrong I had a

alone that’s what was wrong I had a personal agenda looking out for number

personal agenda looking out for number

personal agenda looking out for number one and it wasn’t working I kept getting

one and it wasn’t working I kept getting

one and it wasn’t working I kept getting lost

lost

lost I need a dad a navigator to show me it’s

I need a dad a navigator to show me it’s

I need a dad a navigator to show me it’s the only way to fill the void that was

the only way to fill the void that was

the only way to fill the void that was missing in me was to open myself up to

missing in me was to open myself up to

missing in me was to open myself up to other people and whatever I was

other people and whatever I was

other people and whatever I was searching for it was never going to be

searching for it was never going to be

searching for it was never going to be found in my own sweat or among my own

found in my own sweat or among my own

found in my own sweat or among my own piles of trophies it could only be found

piles of trophies it could only be found

piles of trophies it could only be found through other people so now there’s

through other people so now there’s

through other people so now there’s questions what do you do for a living

questions what do you do for a living

questions what do you do for a living where are you going they don’t bother me

where are you going they don’t bother me

where are you going they don’t bother me anymore it doesn’t matter because now

anymore it doesn’t matter because now

anymore it doesn’t matter because now all that matters is that I connect I

all that matters is that I connect I

all that matters is that I connect I follow my internal compass and then the

follow my internal compass and then the

follow my internal compass and then the trail will always lead home imagine

trail will always lead home imagine

trail will always lead home imagine again finding your way home after being

again finding your way home after being

again finding your way home after being lost for so long it’s possible for all

lost for so long it’s possible for all

lost for so long it’s possible for all of us and easy to throw out the map

of us and easy to throw out the map

of us and easy to throw out the map you’ve been holding and trust your

you’ve been holding and trust your

you’ve been holding and trust your internal compass to guide you and when

internal compass to guide you and when

internal compass to guide you and when you feel at home in your heart that’s

you feel at home in your heart that’s

you feel at home in your heart that’s when you’re truly at home here wherever

when you’re truly at home here wherever

when you’re truly at home here wherever you may be standing my dad has some

you may be standing my dad has some

you may be standing my dad has some instructions for us in a song that he’s

instructions for us in a song that he’s

instructions for us in a song that he’s saying a simple message he sang to me

saying a simple message he sang to me

saying a simple message he sang to me and I want to share with you and if you

and I want to share with you and if you

and I want to share with you and if you listen to the lyrics he tells us to go

listen to the lyrics he tells us to go

listen to the lyrics he tells us to go wander connect and take comfort in the

wander connect and take comfort in the

wander connect and take comfort in the fact that knowing we’re all a little bit

fact that knowing we’re all a little bit

fact that knowing we’re all a little bit lost but if we’re lost together it’s

lost but if we’re lost together it’s

lost but if we’re lost together it’s okay and then when you do return to hold

okay and then when you do return to hold

okay and then when you do return to hold on as tightly as you can to the people

on as tightly as you can to the people

on as tightly as you can to the people and the places he’ll give you a sense of

and the places he’ll give you a sense of

and the places he’ll give you a sense of security

security

security and belonging because that’s what we all

and belonging because that’s what we all

and belonging because that’s what we all need take it away dad

it’s a long and dusty road and the hot

it’s a long and dusty road and the hot and heavy load folks I mean it always

and heavy load folks I mean it always

and heavy load folks I mean it always kind some are bad some are good some

kind some are bad some are good some

kind some are bad some are good some have done domestic food some are

have done domestic food some are

have done domestic food some are thriving is my troubling mine and I

thriving is my troubling mine and I

thriving is my troubling mine and I can’t help but wonder well

can’t help but wonder well

can’t help but wonder well get out but wonder where i’m bound

they’re laughing all round this land

they’re laughing all round this land just to doing the best I can

just to doing the best I can

just to doing the best I can trying to find out what I wasn’t meant

trying to find out what I wasn’t meant

trying to find out what I wasn’t meant to do and the faith of that I see

to do and the faith of that I see

to do and the faith of that I see they’re as worried as can be and it

they’re as worried as can be and it

they’re as worried as can be and it looks like they’re wondering and my

looks like they’re wondering and my

looks like they’re wondering and my candle

so if you see me passing my and you

so if you see me passing my and you sitting you underline you wish that

sitting you underline you wish that

sitting you underline you wish that you’re a Rambler to nail your shoes the

you’re a Rambler to nail your shoes the

you’re a Rambler to nail your shoes the kitchen floor lay some up and bar the

kitchen floor lay some up and bar the

kitchen floor lay some up and bar the door thank your stars for the roof

door thank your stars for the roof

door thank your stars for the roof that’s over you and I can’t help but

that’s over you and I can’t help but

that’s over you and I can’t help but wonder where I’m bound can’t help but

wonder where I’m bound can’t help but

wonder where I’m bound can’t help but wonder

wonder

wonder once again

once again

once again [Music]

[Music]

[Music] but one there well found where I’m bound

but one there well found where I’m bound

but one there well found where I’m bound I know but

I know but

I know but [Music]

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