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so that was Benning poem which in

so that was Benning poem which in Javanese means if there’s a star in the

Javanese means if there’s a star in the

Javanese means if there’s a star in the sky it’s a famous piece of crunching

sky it’s a famous piece of crunching

sky it’s a famous piece of crunching music I spent the last year in solo Java

music I spent the last year in solo Java

music I spent the last year in solo Java studying several styles of music but

studying several styles of music but

studying several styles of music but mainly this type of music crunching it’s

mainly this type of music crunching it’s

mainly this type of music crunching it’s played mainly on Western instruments so

played mainly on Western instruments so

played mainly on Western instruments so guitars ukuleles cellos which were

guitars ukuleles cellos which were

guitars ukuleles cellos which were introduced by the Portuguese in the

introduced by the Portuguese in the

introduced by the Portuguese in the 1500s during their exploration of what

1500s during their exploration of what

1500s during their exploration of what was then known as the Spice Islands the

was then known as the Spice Islands the

was then known as the Spice Islands the Portuguese also brought maritime

Portuguese also brought maritime

Portuguese also brought maritime laborers from India and Africa so you

laborers from India and Africa so you

laborers from India and Africa so you can imagine the interesting combinations

can imagine the interesting combinations

can imagine the interesting combinations of music that may have occurred on these

of music that may have occurred on these

of music that may have occurred on these long ship voyages once these ships reach

long ship voyages once these ships reach

long ship voyages once these ships reach their destination this music combined

their destination this music combined

their destination this music combined with local Indonesian traditions he

with local Indonesian traditions he

with local Indonesian traditions he created crunch on I had an amazing year

created crunch on I had an amazing year

created crunch on I had an amazing year in solo Java and as a musician I was

in solo Java and as a musician I was

in solo Java and as a musician I was exposed to this entirely different

exposed to this entirely different

exposed to this entirely different language of music so different tuning

language of music so different tuning

language of music so different tuning systems different rhythmic sensibilities

systems different rhythmic sensibilities

systems different rhythmic sensibilities I spent a lot of my time street

I spent a lot of my time street

I spent a lot of my time street performing with several local musicians

performing with several local musicians

performing with several local musicians here are two photos of a group that I

here are two photos of a group that I

here are two photos of a group that I often played with Cody bliss and bliss

often played with Cody bliss and bliss

often played with Cody bliss and bliss is an Indonesian word that means devil

is an Indonesian word that means devil

is an Indonesian word that means devil but the group uses it as an acronym that

but the group uses it as an acronym that

but the group uses it as an acronym that means when Indonesia honors its

means when Indonesia honors its

means when Indonesia honors its ancestors Indonesia is successful there

ancestors Indonesia is successful there

ancestors Indonesia is successful there was a little restaurant or they would

was a little restaurant or they would

was a little restaurant or they would play every night for tips and they

play every night for tips and they

play every night for tips and they invited me to join them so I started to

invited me to join them so I started to

invited me to join them so I started to sit in and play instruments and sing and

sit in and play instruments and sing and

sit in and play instruments and sing and I think my voice actually developed a

I think my voice actually developed a

I think my voice actually developed a lot during this time partially because I

lot during this time partially because I

lot during this time partially because I was learning how to cut over the sound

was learning how to cut over the sound

was learning how to cut over the sound of motorbikes going by and the busy

of motorbikes going by and the busy

of motorbikes going by and the busy restaurant chatter and sometimes they

restaurant chatter and sometimes they

restaurant chatter and sometimes they would show me crunching songs that I

would show me crunching songs that I

would show me crunching songs that I hadn’t learned yet or sometimes they

hadn’t learned yet or sometimes they

hadn’t learned yet or sometimes they would follow along why played an

would follow along why played an

would follow along why played an American folk song and I still think

American folk song and I still think

American folk song and I still think back and I really appreciate that they

back and I really appreciate that they

back and I really appreciate that they took time out while they were working to

took time out while they were working to

took time out while they were working to share their music with me so despite all

share their music with me so despite all

share their music with me so despite all these great experiences there’s

these great experiences there’s

these great experiences there’s something that I struggled with in

something that I struggled with in

something that I struggled with in Indonesia they call it jon kabat or

Indonesia they call it jon kabat or

Indonesia they call it jon kabat or rubber time it’s perfectly normal to

rubber time it’s perfectly normal to

rubber time it’s perfectly normal to show up 20-30 minutes even an hour late

show up 20-30 minutes even an hour late

show up 20-30 minutes even an hour late for an engagement

for an engagement

for an engagement and I had the most trouble with this

and I had the most trouble with this

and I had the most trouble with this when I was scheduling rehearsals with my

when I was scheduling rehearsals with my

when I was scheduling rehearsals with my new bandmates

new bandmates

new bandmates so I text all eight of them individually

so I text all eight of them individually

so I text all eight of them individually no group text and my Indonesian was poor

no group text and my Indonesian was poor

no group text and my Indonesian was poor at best and finally we would find a time

at best and finally we would find a time

at best and finally we would find a time that worked for everybody and then I’d

that worked for everybody and then I’d

that worked for everybody and then I’d be surprised when none of them had shown

be surprised when none of them had shown

be surprised when none of them had shown up 30 minutes after the fact but I found

up 30 minutes after the fact but I found

up 30 minutes after the fact but I found an interesting parallel to this idea of

an interesting parallel to this idea of

an interesting parallel to this idea of Jon Kabat in the music that I was

Jon Kabat in the music that I was

Jon Kabat in the music that I was learning it’s called a Rama which means

learning it’s called a Rama which means

learning it’s called a Rama which means temporal density and in cron Chong there

temporal density and in cron Chong there

temporal density and in cron Chong there are two densities there’s uncle and

are two densities there’s uncle and

are two densities there’s uncle and double in uncle the melody flows over

double in uncle the melody flows over

double in uncle the melody flows over the basic pulse and there’s notes in

the basic pulse and there’s notes in

the basic pulse and there’s notes in between but in double time stretches out

between but in double time stretches out

between but in double time stretches out and twice as many notes come in to fill

and twice as many notes come in to fill

and twice as many notes come in to fill the space between so this is gaining

the space between so this is gaining

the space between so this is gaining Taiwan in uncle and double on the very

Taiwan in uncle and double on the very

Taiwan in uncle and double on the very top line you’ll see the melody that I

top line you’ll see the melody that I

top line you’ll see the melody that I was singing and just beneath that is the

was singing and just beneath that is the

was singing and just beneath that is the instrument part and then in double

instrument part and then in double

instrument part and then in double you’ll see that the same melody appears

you’ll see that the same melody appears

you’ll see that the same melody appears but this time the instrument is playing

but this time the instrument is playing

but this time the instrument is playing twice as many notes so there’s an active

twice as many notes so there’s an active

twice as many notes so there’s an active shift in perspective the same melody

shift in perspective the same melody

shift in perspective the same melody material appears in both uncle and

material appears in both uncle and

material appears in both uncle and double but in double you’re given more

double but in double you’re given more

double but in double you’re given more space to consider and kind of luxurious

space to consider and kind of luxurious

space to consider and kind of luxurious in this same melody for me these shifts

in this same melody for me these shifts

in this same melody for me these shifts in a rama felt like a metaphor for my

in a rama felt like a metaphor for my

in a rama felt like a metaphor for my shift

shift

shift into rubber time i had come to in an

into rubber time i had come to in an

into rubber time i had come to in an Asia to study music much as I had been

Asia to study music much as I had been

Asia to study music much as I had been as a music student in America so the

as a music student in America so the

as a music student in America so the tune was the same but here tine felt

tune was the same but here tine felt

tune was the same but here tine felt stretched out and I found myself waiting

stretched out and I found myself waiting

stretched out and I found myself waiting around pretty often but that time and

around pretty often but that time and

around pretty often but that time and space was never empty in the same way

space was never empty in the same way

space was never empty in the same way that more notes come in to fill the

that more notes come in to fill the

that more notes come in to fill the spaces during shift Cinerama something

spaces during shift Cinerama something

spaces during shift Cinerama something always occupied the extra time that I

always occupied the extra time that I

always occupied the extra time that I had in Java for one thing I was almost

had in Java for one thing I was almost

had in Java for one thing I was almost never alone while I was waiting there’s

never alone while I was waiting there’s

never alone while I was waiting there’s always someone around who wanted to chat

always someone around who wanted to chat

always someone around who wanted to chat or share tea and snacks

or share tea and snacks

or share tea and snacks and it was in these little pockets of

and it was in these little pockets of

and it was in these little pockets of time that I probably gained some of my

time that I probably gained some of my

time that I probably gained some of my deeper perspectives into

deeper perspectives into

deeper perspectives into Asian culture so what people valued we

Asian culture so what people valued we

Asian culture so what people valued we as people thought their culture is

as people thought their culture is

as people thought their culture is evolving or ways that it was staying the

evolving or ways that it was staying the

evolving or ways that it was staying the same and I wonder what might year would

same and I wonder what might year would

same and I wonder what might year would have been like if I’d been able to

have been like if I’d been able to

have been like if I’d been able to schedule everything back-to-back and I

schedule everything back-to-back and I

schedule everything back-to-back and I wonder what I would have missed if

wonder what I would have missed if

wonder what I would have missed if Indonesia hadn’t stretched out the time

Indonesia hadn’t stretched out the time

Indonesia hadn’t stretched out the time for me I should add that when I first

for me I should add that when I first

for me I should add that when I first got to Indonesia I practically begged

got to Indonesia I practically begged

got to Indonesia I practically begged people for crunching lessons and the

people for crunching lessons and the

people for crunching lessons and the response I always got was something like

response I always got was something like

response I always got was something like lessons no no you just go and listen and

lessons no no you just go and listen and

lessons no no you just go and listen and then when you’re ready you play so I was

then when you’re ready you play so I was

then when you’re ready you play so I was baffled by the idea that I couldn’t pay

baffled by the idea that I couldn’t pay

baffled by the idea that I couldn’t pay someone to teach me crunching for a tidy

someone to teach me crunching for a tidy

someone to teach me crunching for a tidy little hour but I ended up learning so

little hour but I ended up learning so

little hour but I ended up learning so much more when I was street performing I

much more when I was street performing I

much more when I was street performing I couldn’t schedule this knowledge I just

couldn’t schedule this knowledge I just

couldn’t schedule this knowledge I just had to be there and I had to listen

opportunities tend to pop up when we

opportunities tend to pop up when we attend to the moment and leave space

attend to the moment and leave space

attend to the moment and leave space instead of scheduling everything

instead of scheduling everything

instead of scheduling everything back-to-back also rubber time works in

back-to-back also rubber time works in

back-to-back also rubber time works in both directions so for her so started an

both directions so for her so started an

both directions so for her so started an hour late I could expect them to go two

hour late I could expect them to go two

hour late I could expect them to go two hours over if I’d scheduled something

hours over if I’d scheduled something

hours over if I’d scheduled something right after I probably would have missed

right after I probably would have missed

right after I probably would have missed all of the good stuff I think that all

all of the good stuff I think that all

all of the good stuff I think that all this also speaks to the importance of

this also speaks to the importance of

this also speaks to the importance of listening I’m sure you can imagine that

listening I’m sure you can imagine that

listening I’m sure you can imagine that pulling off these shifts in a Rama in an

pulling off these shifts in a Rama in an

pulling off these shifts in a Rama in an ensemble takes an incredible amount of

ensemble takes an incredible amount of

ensemble takes an incredible amount of really intimate listening I created a

really intimate listening I created a

really intimate listening I created a crunch on group when I got back to

crunch on group when I got back to

crunch on group when I got back to Richmond it’s called rhomboid and for a

Richmond it’s called rhomboid and for a

Richmond it’s called rhomboid and for a long time we struggled to make these

long time we struggled to make these

long time we struggled to make these shifts as a group but over time as we

shifts as a group but over time as we

shifts as a group but over time as we learned to listen more deeply and

learned to listen more deeply and

learned to listen more deeply and practice over and over again something

practice over and over again something

practice over and over again something finally fell into place and now we’re

finally fell into place and now we’re

finally fell into place and now we’re able to navigate this shifting flow of

able to navigate this shifting flow of

able to navigate this shifting flow of time together I can’t pretend that I

time together I can’t pretend that I

time together I can’t pretend that I don’t stress out about time anymore but

don’t stress out about time anymore but

don’t stress out about time anymore but I do feel like I’ve relaxed a lot you

I do feel like I’ve relaxed a lot you

I do feel like I’ve relaxed a lot you know even if rehearsal started an hour

know even if rehearsal started an hour

know even if rehearsal started an hour late we always pull it off the

late we always pull it off the

late we always pull it off the performances everything still got done

performances everything still got done

performances everything still got done and I didn’t have to rush

and I didn’t have to rush

and I didn’t have to rush in fact I couldn’t rush the melody

in fact I couldn’t rush the melody

in fact I couldn’t rush the melody needed to unfold in its own time and it

needed to unfold in its own time and it

needed to unfold in its own time and it was my job to enjoy the spaces in

was my job to enjoy the spaces in

was my job to enjoy the spaces in between and find out what they were

between and find out what they were

between and find out what they were filled with

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