[Applause] in college I did a bunch of crazy things
in college I did a bunch of crazy things
in college I did a bunch of crazy things so I don’t know which of those I
so I don’t know which of those I
so I don’t know which of those I quite odd to get onto this platform
quite odd to get onto this platform
quite odd to get onto this platform Parker thank you so much
they went for a movie and it was
they went for a movie and it was atrocious who absolutely hated it
atrocious who absolutely hated it
atrocious who absolutely hated it how long before you decide to just get
how long before you decide to just get
how long before you decide to just get up and walk out see the movie like
up and walk out see the movie like
up and walk out see the movie like brahmotsava
brahmotsava
brahmotsava 20 minutes tops – so in life sometimes
then we get into tasks and set up some
then we get into tasks and set up some time passes and we realize this is not
time passes and we realize this is not
time passes and we realize this is not what we want or this is not what we
what we want or this is not what we
what we want or this is not what we thought it would be right or you simply
thought it would be right or you simply
thought it would be right or you simply changed your mind but at the cost of
changed your mind but at the cost of
changed your mind but at the cost of being miserable or unhappy we continue
being miserable or unhappy we continue
being miserable or unhappy we continue keep going keep doing it because we tell
keep going keep doing it because we tell
keep going keep doing it because we tell ourselves it started so we might as well
ourselves it started so we might as well
ourselves it started so we might as well finish it or to come this far or what
finish it or to come this far or what
finish it or to come this far or what will others think we’ll think that I
will others think we’ll think that I
will others think we’ll think that I keep changing my mind I don’t have
keep changing my mind I don’t have
keep changing my mind I don’t have strength to find a sign of weakness so
strength to find a sign of weakness so
strength to find a sign of weakness so we just keep doing it I think my life is
we just keep doing it I think my life is
we just keep doing it I think my life is a case study because I ask that as at my
a case study because I ask that as at my
a case study because I ask that as at my disposal when I was in 10th 3 he asked
disposal when I was in 10th 3 he asked
disposal when I was in 10th 3 he asked to the question what next was like his
to the question what next was like his
to the question what next was like his biggest thing in my life and the drama
biggest thing in my life and the drama
biggest thing in my life and the drama queen Delacroix’s I used to remember
queen Delacroix’s I used to remember
queen Delacroix’s I used to remember that poem by Robert Frost the road not
that poem by Robert Frost the road not
that poem by Robert Frost the road not really and I will be until now if I take
really and I will be until now if I take
really and I will be until now if I take this and then ten years later I start
this and then ten years later I start
this and then ten years later I start leaking out like I didn’t take the other
leaking out like I didn’t take the other
leaking out like I didn’t take the other Road what would happen to me so that was
Road what would happen to me so that was
Road what would happen to me so that was like the biggest problem – and then
like the biggest problem – and then
like the biggest problem – and then people around
people around
people around everybody has that loose ends together
everybody has that loose ends together
everybody has that loose ends together so they said look here on you study well
so they said look here on you study well
so they said look here on you study well so are just choose between and I then I
so because I want I keep and then I’m
so because I want I keep and then I’m human I teach four years later from this
human I teach four years later from this
human I teach four years later from this very college never placements and I got
very college never placements and I got
very college never placements and I got three offers and again I had to make
three offers and again I had to make
three offers and again I had to make another decision because with job I
another decision because with job I
another decision because with job I choose will determine the next of the
choose will determine the next of the
choose will determine the next of the years of my life or my
good job gives more growth than a big
good job gives more growth than a big chocolate the position is better so that
chocolate the position is better so that
chocolate the position is better so that was nothing
was nothing
was nothing I mean him there was need annoyed
I mean him there was need annoyed
I mean him there was need annoyed working for two years all the consequent
working for two years all the consequent
working for two years all the consequent from my house till then to all my
from my house till then to all my
from my house till then to all my relatives with a kind of make your
relatives with a kind of make your
relatives with a kind of make your cousin’s really age they would be like
cousin’s really age they would be like
cousin’s really age they would be like teeth you know she’s got a cat see she’s
teeth you know she’s got a cat see she’s
teeth you know she’s got a cat see she’s gotta talk like how it was and I was
gotta talk like how it was and I was
gotta talk like how it was and I was there 21 years for financial
there 21 years for financial
there 21 years for financial independence you see a good future
independence you see a good future
independence you see a good future whatever all that all that jazz
whatever all that all that jazz
whatever all that all that jazz and then suddenly I had this epiphany
and then suddenly I had this epiphany
and then suddenly I had this epiphany that I didn’t want to do the same then I
that I didn’t want to do the same then I
that I didn’t want to do the same then I wanted to dance you see I was training
wanted to dance you see I was training
wanted to dance you see I was training in initially it was like like a hobby
in initially it was like like a hobby
in initially it was like like a hobby was going on inside but slowly it
was going on inside but slowly it
was going on inside but slowly it evolved into intense love affair and I
evolved into intense love affair and I
evolved into intense love affair and I wanted to freely get absorbed in it to
wanted to freely get absorbed in it to
wanted to freely get absorbed in it to learn more practice effective and
learn more practice effective and
learn more practice effective and perform it and as a result I realized I
perform it and as a result I realized I
perform it and as a result I realized I needed to spend a lot more time trying
needed to spend a lot more time trying
needed to spend a lot more time trying to nurture that art form and walking in
to nurture that art form and walking in
to nurture that art form and walking in a field and
a field and
a field and so that was it moment of death now I
so that was it moment of death now I
so that was it moment of death now I want to pitch I want to dance my parents
want to pitch I want to dance my parents
want to pitch I want to dance my parents started freaking out but he was too much
started freaking out but he was too much
started freaking out but he was too much John’s like where as not gonna get you
John’s like where as not gonna get you
John’s like where as not gonna get you you’re going to be a dancer and then
you’re going to be a dancer and then
you’re going to be a dancer and then what and he worked so hard for this he
what and he worked so hard for this he
what and he worked so hard for this he worked so many years for this any wanna
worked so many years for this any wanna
worked so many years for this any wanna throw this away they said it was right I
throw this away they said it was right I
throw this away they said it was right I did work very hard about eight years and
did work very hard about eight years and
did work very hard about eight years and I was in a good place and I’m throwing
I was in a good place and I’m throwing
I was in a good place and I’m throwing it away
it away
it away yes that’s true but then I’ve started
yes that’s true but then I’ve started
yes that’s true but then I’ve started backtracking
backtracking
backtracking I started thinking did I but they even
I started thinking did I but they even
I started thinking did I but they even mind and I was just 14 when I have to
mind and I was just 14 when I have to
mind and I was just 14 when I have to choose the biggest decision but the gets
choose the biggest decision but the gets
choose the biggest decision but the gets a fork in the road that kind of leads
a fork in the road that kind of leads
a fork in the road that kind of leads you away and away from the other side
you away and away from the other side
you away and away from the other side you keep going further and further away
you keep going further and further away
you keep going further and further away how on earth like everyone the age of 14
how on earth like everyone the age of 14
how on earth like everyone the age of 14 what it is that I want on their side
what it is that I want on their side
what it is that I want on their side wondering that the age bracket would be
wondering that the age bracket would be
wondering that the age bracket would be 14 to 25 or even 30 these are such
14 to 25 or even 30 these are such
14 to 25 or even 30 these are such formative years and you’re so
formative years and you’re so
formative years and you’re so impressionable at this age a simple
impressionable at this age a simple
impressionable at this age a simple thing like a heart rate or peer pressure
thing like a heart rate or peer pressure
thing like a heart rate or peer pressure or just because you don’t want to be
or just because you don’t want to be
or just because you don’t want to be like your elder brother or sister all
like your elder brother or sister all
like your elder brother or sister all you want to be exactly like them these
you want to be exactly like them these
you want to be exactly like them these are the things has determind what you
are the things has determind what you
are the things has determind what you want to do
want to do
want to do it’s very rare that people know what we
it’s very rare that people know what we
it’s very rare that people know what we want so anyway like anything else in
want so anyway like anything else in
want so anyway like anything else in life I started taking up there was a lot
life I started taking up there was a lot
life I started taking up there was a lot of practice to be done a lot of studying
of practice to be done a lot of studying
of practice to be done a lot of studying lot of research and it’s an expensive
lot of research and it’s an expensive
lot of research and it’s an expensive hobby to of you so on the side I was
hobby to of you so on the side I was
hobby to of you so on the side I was guarding all the three three lamps
guarding all the three three lamps
guarding all the three three lamps part-time jobs that I could I did the
part-time jobs that I could I did the
part-time jobs that I could I did the movie Louie I did the content writing I
movie Louie I did the content writing I
movie Louie I did the content writing I did graphic design he had an event
did graphic design he had an event
did graphic design he had an event management I did like so many of those
management I did like so many of those
management I did like so many of those things from the side but in the process
things from the side but in the process
things from the side but in the process I picked up a lot of skills and they
I picked up a lot of skills and they
I picked up a lot of skills and they really helped me with my dancing and
really helped me with my dancing and
really helped me with my dancing and even though it was such a challenge to
even though it was such a challenge to
even though it was such a challenge to take it up and and I didn’t even know if
take it up and and I didn’t even know if
take it up and and I didn’t even know if there is some success making to me I
there is some success making to me I
there is some success making to me I didn’t even know if I’m going to make it
didn’t even know if I’m going to make it
didn’t even know if I’m going to make it but it didn’t matter it’s kind of
but it didn’t matter it’s kind of
but it didn’t matter it’s kind of contentment where I felt doing dance
contentment where I felt doing dance
contentment where I felt doing dance make it make sense so we are just so
make it make sense so we are just so
make it make sense so we are just so then a Shia quandary
I started one thing how can anybody make
I started one thing how can anybody make decisions and stick to them for the rest
decisions and stick to them for the rest
decisions and stick to them for the rest of your life when you constantly change
you see twenty-six-year-old me just look
you see twenty-six-year-old me just look back at the 14 year money and it was a
back at the 14 year money and it was a
back at the 14 year money and it was a warning how we’ve all been functioning
warning how we’ve all been functioning
warning how we’ve all been functioning them and even now I tell myself that I’m
them and even now I tell myself that I’m
them and even now I tell myself that I’m changing I’m changing what if tomorrow I
changing I’m changing what if tomorrow I
changing I’m changing what if tomorrow I just decide that I don’t want to think
just decide that I don’t want to think
just decide that I don’t want to think of something else
of something else
of something else even then I thought that’s fine you know
even then I thought that’s fine you know
even then I thought that’s fine you know because where’s the question of having a
because where’s the question of having a
because where’s the question of having a solid mind when you’re going through so
solid mind when you’re going through so
solid mind when you’re going through so needs I water here for coffee give me
needs I water here for coffee give me
needs I water here for coffee give me and then I join aiesec in the meantime
and then I join aiesec in the meantime
and then I join aiesec in the meantime and then I got an opportunity to work
and then I got an opportunity to work
and then I got an opportunity to work with an international company a
with an international company a
with an international company a multinational company like the Reuter
multinational company like the Reuter
multinational company like the Reuter and all those skills really helped me
and all those skills really helped me
and all those skills really helped me become words words and really mean made
become words words and really mean made
become words words and really mean made me understand – so if that was a mistake
me understand – so if that was a mistake
me understand – so if that was a mistake tonight it was a great leap and I don’t
tonight it was a great leap and I don’t
tonight it was a great leap and I don’t say that my movie ends here like this
say that my movie ends here like this
say that my movie ends here like this it’s possible that I’m going to make the
it’s possible that I’m going to make the
it’s possible that I’m going to make the next step of my life very soon so all I
next step of my life very soon so all I
next step of my life very soon so all I want to tell you guys is that we yeah
want to tell you guys is that we yeah
want to tell you guys is that we yeah we’re energetic ever stupid so if you
we’re energetic ever stupid so if you
we’re energetic ever stupid so if you want to try something
want to try something
want to try something don’t ever let anybody tell you that
don’t ever let anybody tell you that
don’t ever let anybody tell you that it’s cool just try it because it’s oh
it’s cool just try it because it’s oh
it’s cool just try it because it’s oh he’s able to see it’s okay if you’re
he’s able to see it’s okay if you’re
he’s able to see it’s okay if you’re going to make me sleep and it’s not only
going to make me sleep and it’s not only
going to make me sleep and it’s not only okay
okay
okay change your money but it’s not cookie
I’ve been so much so in this which is a
I’ve been so much so in this which is a purely expressionist now here I’m not
purely expressionist now here I’m not
purely expressionist now here I’m not sure how many of you would say to it
sure how many of you would say to it
sure how many of you would say to it annamacharya annamacharya is
annamacharya annamacharya is
annamacharya annamacharya is conversation with his baby boy lord
conversation with his baby boy lord
conversation with his baby boy lord krishna and he says all i have to do is
krishna and he says all i have to do is
krishna and he says all i have to do is meditate upon your name and feel
meditate upon your name and feel
meditate upon your name and feel absolutely you are the one who has
absolutely you are the one who has
absolutely you are the one who has stolen butter and the entire universe
stolen butter and the entire universe
stolen butter and the entire universe all lords and bow down to you you are
all lords and bow down to you you are
all lords and bow down to you you are the one who resides in the 70s far
the one who resides in the 70s far
the one who resides in the 70s far enough Alicia you were the one
enough Alicia you were the one
enough Alicia you were the one [Music]
[Music]
[Music] I
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