[Music] I’m actually not going to talk to you
I’m actually not going to talk to you
I’m actually not going to talk to you about my job the last time I did that I
about my job the last time I did that I
about my job the last time I did that I put everyone to see I want to talk to
put everyone to see I want to talk to
put everyone to see I want to talk to you about just a few stories for my my
you about just a few stories for my my
you about just a few stories for my my pass and how it transformed me as a
pass and how it transformed me as a
pass and how it transformed me as a person there are some special moments in
person there are some special moments in
person there are some special moments in our life they happen once in a lifetime
our life they happen once in a lifetime
our life they happen once in a lifetime like Farina perhaps it was when she
like Farina perhaps it was when she
like Farina perhaps it was when she proved Einstein’s theory right these
proved Einstein’s theory right these
proved Einstein’s theory right these moments are so special like this picture
moments are so special like this picture
moments are so special like this picture right here it’s it’s beautiful does
right here it’s it’s beautiful does
right here it’s it’s beautiful does anyone know what this is
anyone know what this is
anyone know what this is I think Reina does the reason why this
I think Reina does the reason why this
I think Reina does the reason why this is so special is Halley’s Comet it’s
is so special is Halley’s Comet it’s
is so special is Halley’s Comet it’s arguably the most famous comet in the
arguably the most famous comet in the
arguably the most famous comet in the world it’s famous because it passes by
world it’s famous because it passes by
world it’s famous because it passes by the earth every 75 years so for many of
the earth every 75 years so for many of
the earth every 75 years so for many of us we may only get to see it once in our
us we may only get to see it once in our
us we may only get to see it once in our lifetime but if you’re very lucky you
lifetime but if you’re very lucky you
lifetime but if you’re very lucky you could see it twice so we all have this
could see it twice so we all have this
could see it twice so we all have this Halley’s Comet moment a few or many and
Halley’s Comet moment a few or many and
Halley’s Comet moment a few or many and one of these moments for me was my first
one of these moments for me was my first
one of these moments for me was my first kiss now I was 15 when I had my first
kiss now I was 15 when I had my first
kiss now I was 15 when I had my first girlfriend ooh yeah so she’s a bit
girlfriend ooh yeah so she’s a bit
girlfriend ooh yeah so she’s a bit self-conscious so I have a picture here
self-conscious so I have a picture here
self-conscious so I have a picture here of me and my last girlfriend I had
of me and my last girlfriend I had
of me and my last girlfriend I had lighter skin before so when you’re 15
lighter skin before so when you’re 15
lighter skin before so when you’re 15 and you have your first girlfriend you
and you have your first girlfriend you
and you have your first girlfriend you don’t really know how to how to do this
don’t really know how to how to do this
don’t really know how to how to do this but it’s a special moment because you’ll
but it’s a special moment because you’ll
but it’s a special moment because you’ll never have another first kiss so what I
never have another first kiss so what I
never have another first kiss so what I did was I looked online and I looked for
did was I looked online and I looked for
did was I looked online and I looked for tips and there were 15 steps
tips and there were 15 steps
tips and there were 15 steps to having your first kiss and I kept
to having your first kiss and I kept
to having your first kiss and I kept forgetting them I took her to a movie
forgetting them I took her to a movie
forgetting them I took her to a movie this is what everyone does right you
this is what everyone does right you
this is what everyone does right you take them to my movie and then you do
take them to my movie and then you do
take them to my movie and then you do this and then you put your arm around
this and then you put your arm around
this and then you put your arm around her now I was very insecure I was very
her now I was very insecure I was very
her now I was very insecure I was very shy as a kid I was bullied when I was
shy as a kid I was bullied when I was
shy as a kid I was bullied when I was much younger I went to an all-boys
much younger I went to an all-boys
much younger I went to an all-boys school and when I get really really
school and when I get really really
school and when I get really really nervous sometimes I sneeze so the first
nervous sometimes I sneeze so the first
nervous sometimes I sneeze so the first step you can take notes the first step
step you can take notes the first step
step you can take notes the first step in a first kiss is to make eye contact
in a first kiss is to make eye contact
in a first kiss is to make eye contact and then you have the aim for the mouth
and then you have the aim for the mouth
and then you have the aim for the mouth but it’s dark in the movie house so you
but it’s dark in the movie house so you
but it’s dark in the movie house so you can imagine I’m trying to make eye
can imagine I’m trying to make eye
can imagine I’m trying to make eye contact and aim for the mouth it’s not
contact and aim for the mouth it’s not
contact and aim for the mouth it’s not possible and so I start getting really
possible and so I start getting really
possible and so I start getting really nervous because I’m thinking about all
nervous because I’m thinking about all
nervous because I’m thinking about all these steps and I’m thinking she might
these steps and I’m thinking she might
these steps and I’m thinking she might reject me and if she does she’ll tell
reject me and if she does she’ll tell
reject me and if she does she’ll tell all my friends and they’ll think I’m a
all my friends and they’ll think I’m a
all my friends and they’ll think I’m a loser and so I’m really nervous and as I
loser and so I’m really nervous and as I
loser and so I’m really nervous and as I go in for the kiss I sneeze and so my
go in for the kiss I sneeze and so my
go in for the kiss I sneeze and so my head jerks forward and she ends up with
head jerks forward and she ends up with
head jerks forward and she ends up with a bloody nose and so this Haleigh’s
a bloody nose and so this Haleigh’s
a bloody nose and so this Haleigh’s moment for me I ruined it because I was
moment for me I ruined it because I was
moment for me I ruined it because I was so insecure I was so afraid about what
so insecure I was so afraid about what
so insecure I was so afraid about what she would do the wrong things that could
she would do the wrong things that could
she would do the wrong things that could happen and what my friends would think
happen and what my friends would think
happen and what my friends would think if I didn’t get the job done if I didn’t
if I didn’t get the job done if I didn’t
if I didn’t get the job done if I didn’t make it perfect or if I even was able to
make it perfect or if I even was able to
make it perfect or if I even was able to do it at all now I wasn’t always a wimp
do it at all now I wasn’t always a wimp
do it at all now I wasn’t always a wimp in fact my mom gave me these home videos
in fact my mom gave me these home videos
in fact my mom gave me these home videos that she took of me when I was 2 and I
that she took of me when I was 2 and I
that she took of me when I was 2 and I learned a few valuable things number one
learned a few valuable things number one
learned a few valuable things number one I didn’t actually have my first kiss at
I didn’t actually have my first kiss at
I didn’t actually have my first kiss at 15 and secondly I was actually pretty
15 and secondly I was actually pretty
15 and secondly I was actually pretty brave analogy and it actually showed me
brave analogy and it actually showed me
brave analogy and it actually showed me that when we’re born I think most of us
that when we’re born I think most of us
that when we’re born I think most of us are born fearless so I have some clips
are born fearless so I have some clips
are born fearless so I have some clips here I’m not good at putting videos on
here I’m not good at putting videos on
here I’m not good at putting videos on powerpoints so they’re just actually
powerpoints so they’re just actually
powerpoints so they’re just actually screenshots oh so this is me
screenshots oh so this is me
screenshots oh so this is me with Jollibee amatus birthday party I’m
with Jollibee amatus birthday party I’m
with Jollibee amatus birthday party I’m with my mom and there’s a little girl
with my mom and there’s a little girl
with my mom and there’s a little girl she’s introducing the little girl to be
she’s introducing the little girl to be
she’s introducing the little girl to be and I thought you know I was fearless at
and I thought you know I was fearless at
and I thought you know I was fearless at the time so I thought I’m gonna try
the time so I thought I’m gonna try
the time so I thought I’m gonna try something for the first time and so I
something for the first time and so I
something for the first time and so I contact aim for the lips smack boom so
contact aim for the lips smack boom so
contact aim for the lips smack boom so here I was born with this sense of
here I was born with this sense of
here I was born with this sense of wonder I didn’t care about whether or
wonder I didn’t care about whether or
wonder I didn’t care about whether or not I’d make a mistake I didn’t care
not I’d make a mistake I didn’t care
not I’d make a mistake I didn’t care about what other people would think I
about what other people would think I
about what other people would think I just wanted to try new things I just
just wanted to try new things I just
just wanted to try new things I just wanted the explore and do things for the
wanted the explore and do things for the
wanted the explore and do things for the first time when you’re born and when
first time when you’re born and when
first time when you’re born and when you’re young and your format the viewers
you’re young and your format the viewers
you’re young and your format the viewers you’re just passionate about life and so
you’re just passionate about life and so
you’re just passionate about life and so after watching this video I asked myself
after watching this video I asked myself
after watching this video I asked myself like what happened to you you’re such a
like what happened to you you’re such a
like what happened to you you’re such a loser now and so I was thinking you know
loser now and so I was thinking you know
loser now and so I was thinking you know when I was 8 I went to this or all-boys
when I was 8 I went to this or all-boys
when I was 8 I went to this or all-boys school but I didn’t have any brothers
school but I didn’t have any brothers
school but I didn’t have any brothers and sisters growing up I lived with my
and sisters growing up I lived with my
and sisters growing up I lived with my grandparents and every weekend my
grandparents and every weekend my
grandparents and every weekend my cousins would come over so oh I actually
cousins would come over so oh I actually
cousins would come over so oh I actually snuck in a few more kisses so this is me
snuck in a few more kisses so this is me
snuck in a few more kisses so this is me and my cousin I was a youngest one but I
and my cousin I was a youngest one but I
and my cousin I was a youngest one but I wasn’t just a youngest one I was also
wasn’t just a youngest one I was also
wasn’t just a youngest one I was also the only boy so imagine when you’re five
the only boy so imagine when you’re five
the only boy so imagine when you’re five and you’re the only boy you don’t really
and you’re the only boy you don’t really
and you’re the only boy you don’t really have a say in what games you played or
have a say in what games you played or
have a say in what games you played or what was cool and one of the times that
what was cool and one of the times that
what was cool and one of the times that I didn’t really like back when I was
I didn’t really like back when I was
I didn’t really like back when I was younger was the the Spice Girls crazy
younger was the the Spice Girls crazy
younger was the the Spice Girls crazy because whenever we would play pretend
because whenever we would play pretend
because whenever we would play pretend they wanted to pretend that we were in a
they wanted to pretend that we were in a
they wanted to pretend that we were in a Spice Girls concert and imagine it was
Spice Girls concert and imagine it was
Spice Girls concert and imagine it was perfect because there are five Spice
perfect because there are five Spice
perfect because there are five Spice Girls and I had four older cousins
Girls and I had four older cousins
Girls and I had four older cousins and so here the Spice Girls and four
and so here the Spice Girls and four
and so here the Spice Girls and four older cousins and so they needed one
older cousins and so they needed one
older cousins and so they needed one more band member to complete the concert
more band member to complete the concert
more band member to complete the concert and so I’m sure you can guess that who I
and so I’m sure you can guess that who I
and so I’m sure you can guess that who I played since I was the youngest right
played since I was the youngest right
played since I was the youngest right yeah that’s me and so you know playing
yeah that’s me and so you know playing
yeah that’s me and so you know playing pretend wasn’t really my favorite thing
pretend wasn’t really my favorite thing
pretend wasn’t really my favorite thing to do as as a kid but I actually really
to do as as a kid but I actually really
to do as as a kid but I actually really really liked their music so when you’re
really liked their music so when you’re
really liked their music so when you’re young it was actually very cool if you
young it was actually very cool if you
young it was actually very cool if you had the Walkman and you were into music
had the Walkman and you were into music
had the Walkman and you were into music so I bring my Walkman to school but
so I bring my Walkman to school but
so I bring my Walkman to school but because I went to an all-boys school it
because I went to an all-boys school it
because I went to an all-boys school it wasn’t cool to listen to Spice Girls in
wasn’t cool to listen to Spice Girls in
wasn’t cool to listen to Spice Girls in fact you’d get ostracized from the group
fact you’d get ostracized from the group
fact you’d get ostracized from the group if they found out you did so I thought I
if they found out you did so I thought I
if they found out you did so I thought I was clever and I was sneaky what I did
was clever and I was sneaky what I did
was clever and I was sneaky what I did was I bought the Backstreet Boys
was I bought the Backstreet Boys
was I bought the Backstreet Boys cassette tape I took out the the tape
cassette tape I took out the the tape
cassette tape I took out the the tape and I put the Spice Girls tape inside
and I put the Spice Girls tape inside
and I put the Spice Girls tape inside and so I’d be walking around school and
and so I’d be walking around school and
and so I’d be walking around school and they’d ask me hey what are you listening
they’d ask me hey what are you listening
they’d ask me hey what are you listening to I don’t even have to say anything
to I don’t even have to say anything
to I don’t even have to say anything they got it and we had it was my
they got it and we had it was my
they got it and we had it was my teachers birthday and we were having a
teachers birthday and we were having a
teachers birthday and we were having a party in the classroom and so I went to
party in the classroom and so I went to
party in the classroom and so I went to the restroom and they needed music to
the restroom and they needed music to
the restroom and they needed music to play and so they’re looking through my
play and so they’re looking through my
play and so they’re looking through my bag and they’re like oh Martin listen to
bag and they’re like oh Martin listen to
bag and they’re like oh Martin listen to the Backstreet Boys let’s get his tape
the Backstreet Boys let’s get his tape
the Backstreet Boys let’s get his tape so they get my tape they put it in the
so they get my tape they put it in the
so they get my tape they put it in the stereo and I get back in they press play
stereo and I get back in they press play
stereo and I get back in they press play and it’s Spice Girls thing and everyone
and it’s Spice Girls thing and everyone
and it’s Spice Girls thing and everyone starts laughing and you know for the
starts laughing and you know for the
starts laughing and you know for the rest of the year my nickname was spice
rest of the year my nickname was spice
rest of the year my nickname was spice boy or a girl e boy and the kids didn’t
boy or a girl e boy and the kids didn’t
boy or a girl e boy and the kids didn’t want to sit with me at lunch anymore I
want to sit with me at lunch anymore I
want to sit with me at lunch anymore I wasn’t invited to come over to play on
wasn’t invited to come over to play on
wasn’t invited to come over to play on the weekend
the weekend
the weekend because nobody wanted to hang out with
because nobody wanted to hang out with
because nobody wanted to hang out with this kid who like who enjoyed the Spice
this kid who like who enjoyed the Spice
this kid who like who enjoyed the Spice Girls right and so I became very
Girls right and so I became very
Girls right and so I became very insecure growing up and I I started the
insecure growing up and I I started the
insecure growing up and I I started the try to do things to make myself look paw
try to do things to make myself look paw
try to do things to make myself look paw and manly and I remember I even went on
and manly and I remember I even went on
and manly and I remember I even went on this camping trip once and I wanted to
this camping trip once and I wanted to
this camping trip once and I wanted to show everyone that I was rugged and that
show everyone that I was rugged and that
show everyone that I was rugged and that I was one with nature
I was one with nature
I was one with nature so I only brought one pair of boxers and
so I only brought one pair of boxers and
so I only brought one pair of boxers and there’s a waterfall where we were going
there’s a waterfall where we were going
there’s a waterfall where we were going camping and we all went swimming in the
camping and we all went swimming in the
camping and we all went swimming in the lake and I forgot I said my boxers on so
lake and I forgot I said my boxers on so
lake and I forgot I said my boxers on so I ended up having to dry them over the
I ended up having to dry them over the
I ended up having to dry them over the fire now I thought it was a genius at
fire now I thought it was a genius at
fire now I thought it was a genius at the time because fires hot and the Sun
the time because fires hot and the Sun
the time because fires hot and the Sun is hot and people dry their clothes
is hot and people dry their clothes
is hot and people dry their clothes under the Sun so I was like that makes
under the Sun so I was like that makes
under the Sun so I was like that makes sense but not really because you know I
sense but not really because you know I
sense but not really because you know I ended up with no boxers coming home they
ended up with no boxers coming home they
ended up with no boxers coming home they got toasted and they’re not exactly good
got toasted and they’re not exactly good
got toasted and they’re not exactly good like marshmallows under fire another
like marshmallows under fire another
like marshmallows under fire another thing that I that I tried to do was uh I
thing that I that I tried to do was uh I
thing that I that I tried to do was uh I started going to the gym trying to get
started going to the gym trying to get
started going to the gym trying to get buff and I started watching a WWE you
buff and I started watching a WWE you
buff and I started watching a WWE you know the fake wrestling and my favorite
know the fake wrestling and my favorite
know the fake wrestling and my favorite wrestler was Triple H he had this long
wrestler was Triple H he had this long
wrestler was Triple H he had this long hair and he was the bad guy so that’s
hair and he was the bad guy so that’s
hair and he was the bad guy so that’s what I did that’s the game Triple H and
what I did that’s the game Triple H and
what I did that’s the game Triple H and that’s me after working out very similar
that’s me after working out very similar
that’s me after working out very similar physique so I had this long hair and I
physique so I had this long hair and I
physique so I had this long hair and I was taking this this protein shake and
was taking this this protein shake and
was taking this this protein shake and what it does actually is um you you mix
what it does actually is um you you mix
what it does actually is um you you mix it with water you drink it and some
it with water you drink it and some
it with water you drink it and some chemical reaction happens inside of you
chemical reaction happens inside of you
chemical reaction happens inside of you and the next day you wake up buffer
and the next day you wake up buffer
and the next day you wake up buffer that’s not really what happens actually
that’s not really what happens actually
that’s not really what happens actually you just get some acne if you’re unlucky
you just get some acne if you’re unlucky
you just get some acne if you’re unlucky and that’s what happened to me
and so I wasn’t really a boy next door
and so I wasn’t really a boy next door in my first second year in college so I
in my first second year in college so I
in my first second year in college so I was like really shy to approach girls I
was like really shy to approach girls I
was like really shy to approach girls I didn’t really go to the parties and I
didn’t really go to the parties and I
didn’t really go to the parties and I kept my hair long so people wouldn’t see
kept my hair long so people wouldn’t see
kept my hair long so people wouldn’t see my faith like beasts and Beauty and the
my faith like beasts and Beauty and the
my faith like beasts and Beauty and the Beast but then something happened in in
Beast but then something happened in in
Beast but then something happened in in my third year of college I had my first
my third year of college I had my first
my third year of college I had my first job interview and so I’d cut my hair
job interview and so I’d cut my hair
job interview and so I’d cut my hair because you couldn’t have long hair in
because you couldn’t have long hair in
because you couldn’t have long hair in the office and I was ready I had my suit
the office and I was ready I had my suit
the office and I was ready I had my suit on and I was about to leave for the the
on and I was about to leave for the the
on and I was about to leave for the the interview and my dad says do you feel
interview and my dad says do you feel
interview and my dad says do you feel ready like yeah I prepared my hair I
ready like yeah I prepared my hair I
ready like yeah I prepared my hair I said I think I’m ready I feel pretty
said I think I’m ready I feel pretty
said I think I’m ready I feel pretty confident said good but you don’t look
confident said good but you don’t look
confident said good but you don’t look confident and then from his pocket he
confident and then from his pocket he
confident and then from his pocket he takes out this concealer and he hands it
takes out this concealer and he hands it
takes out this concealer and he hands it to me and like dude are you serious I
to me and like dude are you serious I
to me and like dude are you serious I would never wear makeup and he’s like
would never wear makeup and he’s like
would never wear makeup and he’s like just just try it put it on so I go to
just just try it put it on so I go to
just just try it put it on so I go to the restroom and I brush my hair back
the restroom and I brush my hair back
the restroom and I brush my hair back and I put it on I actually have someone
and I put it on I actually have someone
and I put it on I actually have someone now and I put it on I was like oh wow
now and I put it on I was like oh wow
now and I put it on I was like oh wow dude Ryan Gosling how do you get in my
dude Ryan Gosling how do you get in my
dude Ryan Gosling how do you get in my room so I actually started using it
room so I actually started using it
room so I actually started using it every day and I’ve been using it for six
every day and I’ve been using it for six
every day and I’ve been using it for six years six years imagine and none of my
years six years imagine and none of my
years six years imagine and none of my friends know I’ve never told anyone
friends know I’ve never told anyone
friends know I’ve never told anyone because it’s like that spice trough a
because it’s like that spice trough a
because it’s like that spice trough a that’s girly and I was so traumatized by
that’s girly and I was so traumatized by
that’s girly and I was so traumatized by that experience that I never wanted to
that experience that I never wanted to
that experience that I never wanted to go through it again but something
go through it again but something
go through it again but something extremely special happened last year in
extremely special happened last year in
extremely special happened last year in November I was flying the Singapore I
November I was flying the Singapore I
November I was flying the Singapore I used to work there and I have a lot of
used to work there and I have a lot of
used to work there and I have a lot of friends there that’s to live there and
friends there that’s to live there and
friends there that’s to live there and there is this kid next to me I think it
there is this kid next to me I think it
there is this kid next to me I think it was eight or nine and I really loved
was eight or nine and I really loved
was eight or nine and I really loved those old iPods no one
those old iPods no one
those old iPods no one with with the wheels you could drop them
with with the wheels you could drop them
with with the wheels you could drop them from ten feet and they wouldn’t break in
from ten feet and they wouldn’t break in
from ten feet and they wouldn’t break in fact the earth would shatter if you
fact the earth would shatter if you
fact the earth would shatter if you dropped it it’s amazing so he had that
dropped it it’s amazing so he had that
dropped it it’s amazing so he had that iPod with the wheel and I thought it was
iPod with the wheel and I thought it was
iPod with the wheel and I thought it was school so I tapped him and I was like
school so I tapped him and I was like
school so I tapped him and I was like hey where do you where do you get that
hey where do you where do you get that
hey where do you where do you get that he said oh my older brother gave it to
he said oh my older brother gave it to
he said oh my older brother gave it to me it’s like okay nice uh what are you
me it’s like okay nice uh what are you
me it’s like okay nice uh what are you listening to
listening to
listening to and then he presses the the button right
and then he presses the the button right
and then he presses the the button right so then it lights up and use listening
so then it lights up and use listening
so then it lights up and use listening the Spice Girls wow the story comes full
the Spice Girls wow the story comes full
the Spice Girls wow the story comes full circle right it’s like wow your older
circle right it’s like wow your older
circle right it’s like wow your older brother listens to the Spice Girls it’s
brother listens to the Spice Girls it’s
brother listens to the Spice Girls it’s like yeah and I said do you like it says
like yeah and I said do you like it says
like yeah and I said do you like it says yeah I really do I really like it and
yeah I really do I really like it and
yeah I really do I really like it and then I looked at him a sec yeah me too
[Music]
[Music] but this moment it seems so small and
but this moment it seems so small and
but this moment it seems so small and insignificant this fleeting moment like
insignificant this fleeting moment like
insignificant this fleeting moment like ephemeral whatever but what was so
ephemeral whatever but what was so
ephemeral whatever but what was so special about it was I grew up so afraid
special about it was I grew up so afraid
special about it was I grew up so afraid hiding things that I was I was afraid
hiding things that I was I was afraid
hiding things that I was I was afraid that my friends would make fun of me
that my friends would make fun of me
that my friends would make fun of me because I was using concealer I was
because I was using concealer I was
because I was using concealer I was afraid to show them that I like Taylor
afraid to show them that I like Taylor
afraid to show them that I like Taylor Swift or Spice Girls even Nickelback
Swift or Spice Girls even Nickelback
Swift or Spice Girls even Nickelback because apparently it’s not cool
but there was this kid you know who is
but there was this kid you know who is braver than me who just said yeah I like
braver than me who just said yeah I like
braver than me who just said yeah I like Spice Girls there’s nothing wrong with
Spice Girls there’s nothing wrong with
Spice Girls there’s nothing wrong with it and for my friends back when I was
it and for my friends back when I was
it and for my friends back when I was five they thought I was weird right they
five they thought I was weird right they
five they thought I was weird right they thought I was an outcast because I liked
thought I was an outcast because I liked
thought I was an outcast because I liked something that boys shouldn’t like it
something that boys shouldn’t like it
something that boys shouldn’t like it was unmanly but what I’ve realized on
was unmanly but what I’ve realized on
was unmanly but what I’ve realized on that plane was that there people out
that plane was that there people out
that plane was that there people out there who are just like you and it’s
there who are just like you and it’s
there who are just like you and it’s very important to show them that there
very important to show them that there
very important to show them that there are other people out there just like
are other people out there just like
are other people out there just like them because it made such a huge impact
them because it made such a huge impact
them because it made such a huge impact for me it made be willing to come on
for me it made be willing to come on
for me it made be willing to come on stage and share with everyone that I’m a
stage and share with everyone that I’m a
stage and share with everyone that I’m a dude and I wear makeup thank you
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