How Writing Letters Changed my LIfe | Shamir Reuben | TEDxCBIT

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I wanted to fix a date to tell you this

I wanted to fix a date to tell you this but I was so afraid I’d run out of

but I was so afraid I’d run out of

but I was so afraid I’d run out of things to say so I’ll say now I think

things to say so I’ll say now I think

things to say so I’ll say now I think you live and I thought in you but every

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time I try to talk to you I felt like I

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intense I’m not going to pretend today that I am forgiving being a mess so I

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that I am forgiving being a mess so I will find the strength to say that I

will find the strength to say that I

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that I really actually really really

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drop down toe then I change my mind but

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I tried writing a piece of my heart for

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my credit rush the first emotion I felt

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was fear and I think that heart is that

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you’re always trying to write something

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general fear is dangerous because it was

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what happens is your mind has this self

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defense mechanism it sort of shuts down

defense mechanism it sort of shuts down when you think it’s giving too much away

when you think it’s giving too much away

when you think it’s giving too much away so that makes your writing a to do so to

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filters who otherwise would put in you

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right the next time you feel a little

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went through was this beautiful bird

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little voice in your head says there

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what makes your picture so special what

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extremely dangerous busy when you find

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yourself in that context I think it’s

yourself in that context I think it’s very important to remind yourself I

very important to remind yourself I

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think the grand scheme of things

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everything you want to write on has been

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written on before another artist at the

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creator anything you bring is

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perspective your experiences are unique

perspective your experiences are unique you know what to tell your story better

you know what to tell your story better

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natural impulse of being heroes in our

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moment is stop poison from the eyes and

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always makes more of an impact than one

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that has individual interests or agenda

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estimates of a letter always needs to be

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more profound in second so I am honest

more profound in second so I am honest and acutely unpack later remember that

and acutely unpack later remember that

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you have to give em you have to be that

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August so how do these new observations

August so how do these new observations of thoughts either upset

of thoughts either upset

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well I better forget the first because I

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try to write a second one this happened

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when I was teaching music okay so I said

when I was teaching music okay so I said why not

why not

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so the middle of the night is a paper

so the middle of the night is a paper and a pen I don’t know how much I love

and a pen I don’t know how much I love

and a pen I don’t know how much I love her and how much she will – spent and

her and how much she will – spent and

her and how much she will – spent and every night before I slept the only

every night before I slept the only

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three had came for was her to live alone

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spawn room inside my house I’ve been

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in your life you entire world give your

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entire perspective tends to shift maybe

entire perspective tends to shift maybe that happens because you start observing

that happens because you start observing

that happens because you start observing things change

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let me give you an example because I

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have spent so much time in hospitals in

have spent so much time in hospitals in my mother I would spend most of it in

my mother I would spend most of it in

my mother I would spend most of it in waiting rooms where there will be

waiting rooms where there will be

waiting rooms where there will be hundreds of people will be trying be

hundreds of people will be trying be

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screaming will be shouting the top

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enough and what I want it at that point

enough and what I want it at that point in time was just conventional calm some

in time was just conventional calm some

in time was just conventional calm some some please make me think on other days

some please make me think on other days

some please make me think on other days I would be outside the ICU in a deserted

I would be outside the ICU in a deserted

I would be outside the ICU in a deserted corridor where everything gone for hours

corridor where everything gone for hours

corridor where everything gone for hours and all I want you to hear then it was

and all I want you to hear then it was

and all I want you to hear then it was just the sound of the door opening or

just the sound of the door opening or

just the sound of the door opening or just surgeons talking to each other or

just surgeons talking to each other or

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footsteps anything we convinced me that

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things are alive now when you have such

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situations you can find words in

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situation we understand that any word

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have a different interpretation and

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very important in terms of observation

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connections are you here example I went

connections are you here example I went on to my mom’s room after chemotherapy

on to my mom’s room after chemotherapy

on to my mom’s room after chemotherapy to spend some time with her and she was

to spend some time with her and she was

to spend some time with her and she was trying to dream and our hands would

trying to dream and our hands would

trying to dream and our hands would shake violently and our eyes would go in

shake violently and our eyes would go in

shake violently and our eyes would go in and out

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which is friend battle control teacher

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this one time I went up to the ICU to

this one time I went up to the ICU to put my mom there for the night and I saw

put my mom there for the night and I saw

put my mom there for the night and I saw the six-year-old boy screaming after he

the six-year-old boy screaming after he

the six-year-old boy screaming after he saw the needle in the search his hands

saw the needle in the search his hands

saw the needle in the search his hands and he was charging for his mother and

and he was charging for his mother and

and he was charging for his mother and his mother was upset guys knew what he

his mother was upset guys knew what he

his mother was upset guys knew what he was first met one time I will not get

was first met one time I will not get

was first met one time I will not get them all done my mom’s treatment and the

them all done my mom’s treatment and the

them all done my mom’s treatment and the pure cosmic prototype do something that

pure cosmic prototype do something that

pure cosmic prototype do something that had been taken while my mom was in the

had been taken while my mom was in the

had been taken while my mom was in the icing so all of the human connections

icing so all of the human connections

icing so all of the human connections that leave you with the most everlasting

that leave you with the most everlasting

that leave you with the most everlasting is incompatible because we are social

is incompatible because we are social

is incompatible because we are social animals

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you don’t you in the fight you see it on

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emotional physical or spiritual level

emotional physical or spiritual level tougher activities and in the human

tougher activities and in the human

tougher activities and in the human dimension of human context be important

dimension of human context be important

dimension of human context be important when you’re writing something as

when you’re writing something as

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personal as well so when I was shopping

personal as well so when I was shopping between these two school of observations

between these two school of observations

between these two school of observations I stopped it upon this I

I stopped it upon this I

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thought myself this is 40 of the best I

thought myself this is 40 of the best I can be and there is no worse feeling and

can be and there is no worse feeling and

can be and there is no worse feeling and fighting a half-written

fighting a half-written

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but a half-hearted life so at all I said

but a half-hearted life so at all I said that I want to cry this time I was

that I want to cry this time I was

that I want to cry this time I was determined to get it done

determined to get it done

determined to get it done even before I could start my third head

even before I could start my third head

even before I could start my third head of life we don’t

of life we don’t

of life we don’t certainly the one person I love most in

certainly the one person I love most in

certainly the one person I love most in the world was getting worse by the day

the world was getting worse by the day

the world was getting worse by the day being away from me and I could I could

being away from me and I could I could

being away from me and I could I could do nothing about I just watch them

do nothing about I just watch them

do nothing about I just watch them then the inevitable happened and she

then the inevitable happened and she

then the inevitable happened and she passed away I completely stopped it took

passed away I completely stopped it took

passed away I completely stopped it took me months of soul-searching of trying to

me months of soul-searching of trying to

me months of soul-searching of trying to answer questions that I had about myself

answer questions that I had about myself

answer questions that I had about myself before I could figure out what went now

before I could figure out what went now

before I could figure out what went now when I was back again I think I stopped

when I was back again I think I stopped

when I was back again I think I stopped writing because I was so attached to the

writing because I was so attached to the

writing because I was so attached to the entire idea of a perfect letter that it

entire idea of a perfect letter that it

entire idea of a perfect letter that it did not happen I just I just lost myself

did not happen I just I just lost myself

did not happen I just I just lost myself and that’s the risk carrying with you

and that’s the risk carrying with you

and that’s the risk carrying with you every time you invest yourself

every time you invest yourself

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ferny you one aspect of many you will

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never understand to expand to potential

never understand to expand to potential what you can do if you’re narrow-minded

what you can do if you’re narrow-minded

what you can do if you’re narrow-minded or country nothing will ever change we

or country nothing will ever change we

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write with this there are other

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different how will you fix flow we write

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because the reveal in different ways to

because the reveal in different ways to side of it you will never know which

side of it you will never know which

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information works the best

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unless you believe the last less energy

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my journey of writing letters that you

my journey of writing letters that you have to ask yourself very tough

have to ask yourself very tough

have to ask yourself very tough questions having to leave in one unit we

questions having to leave in one unit we

questions having to leave in one unit we don’t just listen to music this is the

don’t just listen to music this is the

don’t just listen to music this is the best version of the story that you

best version of the story that you

best version of the story that you wanted to introspect and reflect because

wanted to introspect and reflect because

wanted to introspect and reflect because once you send that letter nothing to say

once you send that letter nothing to say

once you send that letter nothing to say what will be trust me when I say this it

what will be trust me when I say this it

what will be trust me when I say this it is no worse being narrating a half the

is no worse being narrating a half the

is no worse being narrating a half the age of 19 three years after I started

age of 19 three years after I started

age of 19 three years after I started writing my first edit my mother finally

writing my first edit my mother finally

writing my first edit my mother finally finished we’re starting with just one

finished we’re starting with just one

finished we’re starting with just one takeaway that I keep with me throughout

takeaway that I keep with me throughout

takeaway that I keep with me throughout this point in melancholic hard Jovita

this point in melancholic hard Jovita

this point in melancholic hard Jovita romantic it’s that put together

romantic it’s that put together

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beautiful letter you have to take

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yourself cautious and right now

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important day I format the language I

important day I format the language I have performed address for a living and

have performed address for a living and

have performed address for a living and I can tell you that his North Philly

I can tell you that his North Philly

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guys know beautifully when you go on

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stage someone comes up to after show

stage someone comes up to after show and say that if I can get would you just

and say that if I can get would you just

and say that if I can get would you just go against the most rewarding feeling

go against the most rewarding feeling

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that you can have any mantra sort of

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I believe that’s why I need to write for

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clear I would like to leave you with the

clear I would like to leave you with the fourth item one and actually rush to

fourth item one and actually rush to

fourth item one and actually rush to finish this one’s for my mother and it

finish this one’s for my mother and it

finish this one’s for my mother and it used to make in just in time I hope you

used to make in just in time I hope you

used to make in just in time I hope you go back home when you listen to this you

go back home when you listen to this you

go back home when you listen to this you put your mother before which is far away

put your mother before which is far away

put your mother before which is far away although because of how much tougher so

although because of how much tougher so

although because of how much tougher so looking all the strength in the world

looking all the strength in the world

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lacking responsible game on and so I

lacking responsible game on and so I would be like thank you so much

would be like thank you so much

would be like thank you so much [Music]

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sad undecided they go like this so

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quietly next morning I was left so the

quietly next morning I was left so the first thing I did when I walked office

first thing I did when I walked office

first thing I did when I walked office filled up the steps – you better go I

filled up the steps – you better go I

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imagine you so I quietly which will be

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work of international that I took a room

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the mission when I to be a nothing

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silently dead rush of the Optima head

silently dead rush of the Optima head said something’s wrong I knew you

said something’s wrong I knew you

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couldn’t even walk straight without me

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by excite to take away that appeal hand

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should be inside my head before getting

should be inside my head before getting off the high quality weekend again and

off the high quality weekend again and

off the high quality weekend again and again and suddenly good

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laughing go so you start tracking eating this fine line between requiring

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typical agreement every time community and she leave a

every time community and she leave a

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value you just flash the science about

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if I was a nice book remember that you can import into the

remember that you can import into the

remember that you can import into the entire world is what is so much Tony

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there are days that forward between

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value versus collective absolute

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perspective refused to do it

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you told me how it felt when you needed

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me to walk 2 meters Vanessa Moya you

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feel absolutely heavens

feel absolutely heavens it means Sony put

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mastered over here and that it’s all we keep in mind years of easy changes

keep in mind years of easy changes

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three years later I celebrated what they say when I attack science quiet birthday

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say when I attack science quiet birthday wish instead of connective irritation

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far-out face but I have found that Paris is so drastically play I’m checking for

is so drastically play I’m checking for

is so drastically play I’m checking for your should understand I wish I could

your should understand I wish I could

your should understand I wish I could kiss your cheeks and then everything

kiss your cheeks and then everything

kiss your cheeks and then everything ever said

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it’s people service so yes whatever gift documents under the

whatever gift documents under the

whatever gift documents under the communiques are easy whirring time

communiques are easy whirring time

communiques are easy whirring time [Music]

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anyways not about my wishes but how

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hope that one man can see that God enjoys the best apt remember

enjoys the best apt remember

enjoys the best apt remember yes lightly his foreskin remembers the

yes lightly his foreskin remembers the

yes lightly his foreskin remembers the icing

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