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How a sleeping disorder changed my dreams | Nathanael Wright | TEDxCCGrammarSchool


when you’re young I think everyone has

when you’re young I think everyone has those dreams that are pretty much

those dreams that are pretty much

those dreams that are pretty much impossible those dreams like I want to

impossible those dreams like I want to

impossible those dreams like I want to be an astronaut or I want to be a

be an astronaut or I want to be a

be an astronaut or I want to be a dolphin or I want to be Brad Pitt or

dolphin or I want to be Brad Pitt or

dolphin or I want to be Brad Pitt or something equally fleeting my dream when

something equally fleeting my dream when

something equally fleeting my dream when I was younger was that I wanted to play

I was younger was that I wanted to play

I was younger was that I wanted to play rugby for England my dream now is I just

rugby for England my dream now is I just

rugby for England my dream now is I just want to play rugby again everyone’s

want to play rugby again everyone’s

want to play rugby again everyone’s dreams change when you grow older for

dreams change when you grow older for

dreams change when you grow older for sure they sort of downsize when you

sure they sort of downsize when you

sure they sort of downsize when you realise the impracticality z’ of it you

realise the impracticality z’ of it you

realise the impracticality z’ of it you realise you can’t actually become a

realise you can’t actually become a

realise you can’t actually become a dolphin my dream changed for a different

dolphin my dream changed for a different

dolphin my dream changed for a different reason though I got too ill to chase my

reason though I got too ill to chase my

reason though I got too ill to chase my dream in 2012 aged 13 I was diagnosed

dream in 2012 aged 13 I was diagnosed

dream in 2012 aged 13 I was diagnosed with CFS CFS is a sleeping disorder it

with CFS CFS is a sleeping disorder it

with CFS CFS is a sleeping disorder it stands for chronic fatigue syndrome it’s

stands for chronic fatigue syndrome it’s

stands for chronic fatigue syndrome it’s also known as M E which stands for

also known as M E which stands for

also known as M E which stands for something long and Latin I’m not even

something long and Latin I’m not even

something long and Latin I’m not even gonna try and pronounce for any of you

gonna try and pronounce for any of you

gonna try and pronounce for any of you before that it was known as yuppie flu

before that it was known as yuppie flu

before that it was known as yuppie flu this term has sort of gone out of

this term has sort of gone out of

this term has sort of gone out of fashion however because it belittles the

fashion however because it belittles the

fashion however because it belittles the illness it makes it seem less serious

illness it makes it seem less serious

illness it makes it seem less serious than it actually is

than it actually is

than it actually is CFS is a serious illness however it

CFS is a serious illness however it

CFS is a serious illness however it affects a quarter of a million people in

affects a quarter of a million people in

affects a quarter of a million people in the UK alone that’s around one in every

the UK alone that’s around one in every

the UK alone that’s around one in every 260 these 250,000 people will all be

260 these 250,000 people will all be

260 these 250,000 people will all be suffering in unique ways

suffering in unique ways

suffering in unique ways with maybe different symptoms than the

with maybe different symptoms than the

with maybe different symptoms than the next person the only common symptom

next person the only common symptom

next person the only common symptom amongst more will be this funny enough

amongst more will be this funny enough

amongst more will be this funny enough chronic fatigue this constant tiredness

chronic fatigue this constant tiredness

chronic fatigue this constant tiredness other symptoms include migraines nausea

other symptoms include migraines nausea

other symptoms include migraines nausea muscle and joint pain weakened immune

muscle and joint pain weakened immune

muscle and joint pain weakened immune system forgetfulness difficulty

system forgetfulness difficulty

system forgetfulness difficulty concentrating sort of this mind fog and

concentrating sort of this mind fog and

concentrating sort of this mind fog and then to top it all off you also the vast

then to top it all off you also the vast

then to top it all off you also the vast majority of people with CFS will have

majority of people with CFS will have

majority of people with CFS will have difficulty actually getting to sleep so

difficulty actually getting to sleep so

difficulty actually getting to sleep so your body will be screaming at you to go

your body will be screaming at you to go

your body will be screaming at you to go to bed and then you go to bed and then

to bed and then you go to bed and then

to bed and then you go to bed and then you’ll be lying awake until the small

you’ll be lying awake until the small

you’ll be lying awake until the small hours of the morning or you’ll be waking

hours of the morning or you’ll be waking

hours of the morning or you’ll be waking up during the night it’s a pretty awful

up during the night it’s a pretty awful

up during the night it’s a pretty awful set of symptoms my favorite analogy for

set of symptoms my favorite analogy for

set of symptoms my favorite analogy for CFS is it’s like you’re living your life

CFS is it’s like you’re living your life

CFS is it’s like you’re living your life one day and then all of a sudden you get

one day and then all of a sudden you get

one day and then all of a sudden you get ripped out and you get put in a movie

ripped out and you get put in a movie

ripped out and you get put in a movie theater and you’re watching your life go

theater and you’re watching your life go

theater and you’re watching your life go past on the big screen and it’s like

past on the big screen and it’s like

past on the big screen and it’s like it’s on fast-forward or

it’s on fast-forward or

it’s on fast-forward or your friends they’re running about

your friends they’re running about

your friends they’re running about they’re doing their own lifes they’re

they’re doing their own lifes they’re

they’re doing their own lifes they’re doing their own things and you can’t

doing their own things and you can’t

doing their own things and you can’t interact with them you’re trapped behind

interact with them you’re trapped behind

interact with them you’re trapped behind this screen everything’s moving so fast

this screen everything’s moving so fast

this screen everything’s moving so fast and you can’t actually do anything about

and you can’t actually do anything about

and you can’t actually do anything about it it’s a very isolating illness feel

it it’s a very isolating illness feel

it it’s a very isolating illness feel very alone and it’s very sudden I and I

very alone and it’s very sudden I and I

very alone and it’s very sudden I and I shared this story with a lot of people

shared this story with a lot of people

shared this story with a lot of people with CFS I got ill one day I took three

with CFS I got ill one day I took three

with CFS I got ill one day I took three days off over off of school with a sore

days off over off of school with a sore

days off over off of school with a sore throat and in those three days I went

throat and in those three days I went

throat and in those three days I went from plain mug be three times a week to

from plain mug be three times a week to

from plain mug be three times a week to staying in bed for 20 hours a day that’s

staying in bed for 20 hours a day that’s

staying in bed for 20 hours a day that’s not an exaggeration I was literally too

not an exaggeration I was literally too

not an exaggeration I was literally too tired to do anything else my routine was

tired to do anything else my routine was

tired to do anything else my routine was literally wake up at 1 p.m. have a

literally wake up at 1 p.m. have a

literally wake up at 1 p.m. have a sandwich watch bargain hunt have a bath

sandwich watch bargain hunt have a bath

sandwich watch bargain hunt have a bath because I needed it and then go to bed

because I needed it and then go to bed

because I needed it and then go to bed again at 4 p.m. that was it that was my

again at 4 p.m. that was it that was my

again at 4 p.m. that was it that was my life for a good few months about free to

life for a good few months about free to

life for a good few months about free to maybe six months that was all I could do

maybe six months that was all I could do

maybe six months that was all I could do so what causes it what causes this

so what causes it what causes this

so what causes it what causes this sudden illness

sudden illness

sudden illness I mean seriously do any of you know

I mean seriously do any of you know

I mean seriously do any of you know because I don’t nobody else in the world

because I don’t nobody else in the world

because I don’t nobody else in the world knows it’s a very mysterious illness

knows it’s a very mysterious illness

knows it’s a very mysterious illness studies come out and one will come out

studies come out and one will come out

studies come out and one will come out one day and say ah we figured it out

one day and say ah we figured it out

one day and say ah we figured it out it’s the red blood cells the cell

it’s the red blood cells the cell

it’s the red blood cells the cell membranes they’re not functioning

membranes they’re not functioning

membranes they’re not functioning properly and then six months later

properly and then six months later

properly and then six months later someone else will come out and say ah

someone else will come out and say ah

someone else will come out and say ah you’re wrong it’s actually the white

you’re wrong it’s actually the white

you’re wrong it’s actually the white blood cells they’re attacking the wrong

blood cells they’re attacking the wrong

blood cells they’re attacking the wrong things and then Jackie down the road

things and then Jackie down the road

things and then Jackie down the road will just say that’s all in your mind

will just say that’s all in your mind

will just say that’s all in your mind anyway get over it definitely not the

anyway get over it definitely not the

anyway get over it definitely not the last one I can tell you that there’s

last one I can tell you that there’s

last one I can tell you that there’s many theories as to where it originates

many theories as to where it originates

many theories as to where it originates from I’ll share some of my favorites

from I’ll share some of my favorites

from I’ll share some of my favorites with you mobile phones

with you mobile phones

with you mobile phones something to do with the wave patterns

something to do with the wave patterns

something to do with the wave patterns interfering with your brain genetically

interfering with your brain genetically

interfering with your brain genetically modified plants vaccines of course

modified plants vaccines of course

modified plants vaccines of course vaccines and then my personal favorite

vaccines and then my personal favorite

vaccines and then my personal favorite is the the reason I’m so ill is due to

is the the reason I’m so ill is due to

is the the reason I’m so ill is due to the sins committed from mankind on the

the sins committed from mankind on the

the sins committed from mankind on the earth I mean and that’s not even my

earth I mean and that’s not even my

earth I mean and that’s not even my fault like come on guys what did I do

fault like come on guys what did I do

fault like come on guys what did I do so the problem with this is there’s if

so the problem with this is there’s if

so the problem with this is there’s if there’s no known physical cause there’s

there’s no known physical cause there’s

there’s no known physical cause there’s no easy way to diagnose it the massively

no easy way to diagnose it the massively

no easy way to diagnose it the massively over simplifying here but the way a good

over simplifying here but the way a good

over simplifying here but the way a good doctor with Dino diagnose CFS is you’re

doctor with Dino diagnose CFS is you’re

doctor with Dino diagnose CFS is you’re take a whole heap of blood tests and

take a whole heap of blood tests and

take a whole heap of blood tests and they’ll say well it’s not meningitis

they’ll say well it’s not meningitis

they’ll say well it’s not meningitis it’s not you’re not anemic you’re not

it’s not you’re not anemic you’re not

it’s not you’re not anemic you’re not diabetic you’re not pregnant we’re going

diabetic you’re not pregnant we’re going

diabetic you’re not pregnant we’re going to just say you’ve got CFS and that’s

to just say you’ve got CFS and that’s

to just say you’ve got CFS and that’s massively oversimplifying I have known

massively oversimplifying I have known

massively oversimplifying I have known people go months or years without a

people go months or years without a

people go months or years without a diagnosis that I’m sure of what they

diagnosis that I’m sure of what they

diagnosis that I’m sure of what they have

have

have what’s wrong with them and how to get

what’s wrong with them and how to get

what’s wrong with them and how to get better so that leads on to the next

better so that leads on to the next

better so that leads on to the next thing how do you get better well like I

thing how do you get better well like I

thing how do you get better well like I say there’s no known cause there’s no

say there’s no known cause there’s no

say there’s no known cause there’s no known cause so there’s no known cure

known cause so there’s no known cure

known cause so there’s no known cure there’s no pill I can take no surgery I

there’s no pill I can take no surgery I

there’s no pill I can take no surgery I can take to fix me the only known cure

can take to fix me the only known cure

can take to fix me the only known cure is time and effort I mean I say that

is time and effort I mean I say that

is time and effort I mean I say that there’s free things that everyone with

there’s free things that everyone with

there’s free things that everyone with CFS will have been told will fix them

CFS will have been told will fix them

CFS will have been told will fix them right out those three things are like I

right out those three things are like I

right out those three things are like I said it’s all in your mind get over it

said it’s all in your mind get over it

said it’s all in your mind get over it yoga and certain herbal supplements if

yoga and certain herbal supplements if

yoga and certain herbal supplements if you get my meaning they don’t work no

you get my meaning they don’t work no

you get my meaning they don’t work no area the only the only cure is time and

area the only the only cure is time and

area the only the only cure is time and effort you’ve got to put in the work you

effort you’ve got to put in the work you

effort you’ve got to put in the work you have to meticulously plan out your

have to meticulously plan out your

have to meticulously plan out your everyday activity and slowly add ever so

everyday activity and slowly add ever so

everyday activity and slowly add ever so slightly more every week or fortnight or

slightly more every week or fortnight or

slightly more every week or fortnight or every month slowly climbing your way

every month slowly climbing your way

every month slowly climbing your way back to normality to where you were

back to normality to where you were

back to normality to where you were before CFS and it’s awful because all of

before CFS and it’s awful because all of

before CFS and it’s awful because all of a sudden one week your progress is just

a sudden one week your progress is just

a sudden one week your progress is just smashed apart you’re reset by months at

smashed apart you’re reset by months at

smashed apart you’re reset by months at a time and you have no known reason why

a time and you have no known reason why

a time and you have no known reason why so it’s slow and it’s painful it’s awful

so it’s slow and it’s painful it’s awful

so it’s slow and it’s painful it’s awful and it requires much more patience then

and it requires much more patience then

and it requires much more patience then I think most teenagers would ever have

I think most teenagers would ever have

I think most teenagers would ever have so the last thing I want to say about

so the last thing I want to say about

so the last thing I want to say about CFS and this is probably the most

CFS and this is probably the most

CFS and this is probably the most important thing it affects people in

important thing it affects people in

important thing it affects people in different severa T’s like with the

different severa T’s like with the

different severa T’s like with the symptoms some people may experience

symptoms some people may experience

symptoms some people may experience different ones to the next person

different ones to the next person

different ones to the next person some people experience CFS way more

some people experience CFS way more

some people experience CFS way more intensely than others I’ve known people

intensely than others I’ve known people

intensely than others I’ve known people be in wheelchairs because their legs

be in wheelchairs because their legs

be in wheelchairs because their legs hurt too much to walk I’ve known people

hurt too much to walk I’ve known people

hurt too much to walk I’ve known people be hospitalized and bed bound I’m able

be hospitalized and bed bound I’m able

be hospitalized and bed bound I’m able to stand here and talk to all of you I’m

to stand here and talk to all of you I’m

to stand here and talk to all of you I’m considering myself one of the lucky ones

considering myself one of the lucky ones

considering myself one of the lucky ones because of this now here’s where the

because of this now here’s where the

because of this now here’s where the talk can go one of two ways I can either

talk can go one of two ways I can either

talk can go one of two ways I can either bring out the violins tell you a sob

bring out the violins tell you a sob

bring out the violins tell you a sob stories

stories

stories oh woe is me and make you all start

oh woe is me and make you all start

oh woe is me and make you all start crying but I want to do something

crying but I want to do something

crying but I want to do something different because I feel like that’s

different because I feel like that’s

different because I feel like that’s been done before what I want to do is I

been done before what I want to do is I

been done before what I want to do is I want to try and focus on the positives

want to try and focus on the positives

want to try and focus on the positives that I think have come about from my CFS

that I think have come about from my CFS

that I think have come about from my CFS now I don’t want you to sit there and

now I don’t want you to sit there and

now I don’t want you to sit there and think that means I’m glad I’ve got CFS

think that means I’m glad I’ve got CFS

think that means I’m glad I’ve got CFS there’s not a day that goes by where I

there’s not a day that goes by where I

there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t wonder what my life could have

don’t wonder what my life could have

don’t wonder what my life could have been like without it but I think that’s

been like without it but I think that’s

been like without it but I think that’s the first thing you learn with a

the first thing you learn with a

the first thing you learn with a debilitating illness like that you learn

debilitating illness like that you learn

debilitating illness like that you learn how to look on the bright side now I’ll

how to look on the bright side now I’ll

how to look on the bright side now I’ll spare you my singing but it’s very

spare you my singing but it’s very

spare you my singing but it’s very important to look on the bright side of

important to look on the bright side of

important to look on the bright side of life seriously when you go from doing so

life seriously when you go from doing so

life seriously when you go from doing so much just so little it’s very very

much just so little it’s very very

much just so little it’s very very difficult in fact I’m gonna say it’s

difficult in fact I’m gonna say it’s

difficult in fact I’m gonna say it’s impossible to not feel incredibly

impossible to not feel incredibly

impossible to not feel incredibly depressed you feel worthless you look at

depressed you feel worthless you look at

depressed you feel worthless you look at what you used to be able to do and what

what you used to be able to do and what

what you used to be able to do and what you do now and you feel really

you do now and you feel really

you do now and you feel really inadequate as a person and it took a

inadequate as a person and it took a

inadequate as a person and it took a long time it takes a lot of thought to

long time it takes a lot of thought to

long time it takes a lot of thought to realize – for me to have realized why it

realize – for me to have realized why it

realize – for me to have realized why it was that I was feeling so bad because I

was that I was feeling so bad because I

was that I was feeling so bad because I was focusing on what I used to be able

was focusing on what I used to be able

was focusing on what I used to be able to do not on what I could do now I was

to do not on what I could do now I was

to do not on what I could do now I was focusing on the bad part of my life

focusing on the bad part of my life

focusing on the bad part of my life instead of the good parts you know like

instead of the good parts you know like

instead of the good parts you know like the the small things and it took a while

the the small things and it took a while

the the small things and it took a while for me to realize that the way to move

for me to realize that the way to move

for me to realize that the way to move on to deal with the bad parts is to

on to deal with the bad parts is to

on to deal with the bad parts is to focus on the good now I’m not saying you

focus on the good now I’m not saying you

focus on the good now I’m not saying you ignore the bad parts because if you

ignore the bad parts because if you

ignore the bad parts because if you ignore them then they just get bigger

ignore them then they just get bigger

ignore them then they just get bigger and you feel guilty about it and you end

and you feel guilty about it and you end

and you feel guilty about it and you end up back to square one again

up back to square one again

up back to square one again but you’ve got to focus on the good

but you’ve got to focus on the good

but you’ve got to focus on the good parts and acknowledged about parts deal

parts and acknowledged about parts deal

parts and acknowledged about parts deal with them when and if you can you’ve got

with them when and if you can you’ve got

with them when and if you can you’ve got to find a balance that’s almost the

to find a balance that’s almost the

to find a balance that’s almost the second positive you find a balance in

second positive you find a balance in

second positive you find a balance in life between good and bad focusing on

life between good and bad focusing on

life between good and bad focusing on the good dealing with the bad that sort

the good dealing with the bad that sort

the good dealing with the bad that sort of leads on to my second point at an

of leads on to my second point at an

of leads on to my second point at an appreciation for the smaller things I

appreciation for the smaller things I

appreciation for the smaller things I mean like I said when you go from doing

mean like I said when you go from doing

mean like I said when you go from doing so much to so little you really are

so much to so little you really are

so much to so little you really are starved for a lot of inspiration a lot

starved for a lot of inspiration a lot

starved for a lot of inspiration a lot of stimulus you know you go from hanging

of stimulus you know you go from hanging

of stimulus you know you go from hanging out with friends all the time talking to

out with friends all the time talking to

out with friends all the time talking to people to hardly even like seeing your

people to hardly even like seeing your

people to hardly even like seeing your best mate you’ve got to really search

best mate you’ve got to really search

best mate you’ve got to really search for the good parts in your life you’ve

for the good parts in your life you’ve

for the good parts in your life you’ve really got to look out for those you

really got to look out for those you

really got to look out for those you know things that give you joy like the

know things that give you joy like the

know things that give you joy like the clouds I mean the shape of clouds I’m

clouds I mean the shape of clouds I’m

clouds I mean the shape of clouds I’m obsessed with clouds I can’t leave a

obsessed with clouds I can’t leave a

obsessed with clouds I can’t leave a building

building

building like it seriously clouds are beautiful

like it seriously clouds are beautiful

like it seriously clouds are beautiful you will need to appreciate them more

you will need to appreciate them more

you will need to appreciate them more like the gradient of the sky you know

like the gradient of the sky you know

like the gradient of the sky you know your friends smile you find little

your friends smile you find little

your friends smile you find little things that really give you joy like um

things that really give you joy like um

things that really give you joy like um okay I’ll give you an example

okay I’ll give you an example

okay I’ll give you an example yo again looking on the bright side of

yo again looking on the bright side of

yo again looking on the bright side of life I had to drop a year in school due

life I had to drop a year in school due

life I had to drop a year in school due to my CFS that’s something I really

to my CFS that’s something I really

to my CFS that’s something I really didn’t want to do but because of that I

didn’t want to do but because of that I

didn’t want to do but because of that I met people I met friends who I would

met people I met friends who I would

met people I met friends who I would have had no way of knowing otherwise no

have had no way of knowing otherwise no

have had no way of knowing otherwise no chance to actually come across in my

chance to actually come across in my

chance to actually come across in my life without dropping the year

life without dropping the year

life without dropping the year that’s brilliant you know I’ve met

that’s brilliant you know I’ve met

that’s brilliant you know I’ve met people who I now can say are my good

people who I now can say are my good

people who I now can say are my good friends who I love you know that there

friends who I love you know that there

friends who I love you know that there are positives in life you got to find

are positives in life you got to find

are positives in life you got to find the small things focus on the good shift

the small things focus on the good shift

the small things focus on the good shift your perspective now another thing about

your perspective now another thing about

your perspective now another thing about shifting perspective the next positive I

shifting perspective the next positive I

shifting perspective the next positive I found is I realize just how lucky I am

found is I realize just how lucky I am

found is I realize just how lucky I am now this is where some people sort of

now this is where some people sort of

now this is where some people sort of raise the pitch of their voice tilt

raise the pitch of their voice tilt

raise the pitch of their voice tilt their head and go to me but seriously I

their head and go to me but seriously I

their head and go to me but seriously I consider myself to be really lucky

consider myself to be really lucky

consider myself to be really lucky I mean look right like I said earlier

I mean look right like I said earlier

I mean look right like I said earlier I’ve met people in wheelchairs because

I’ve met people in wheelchairs because

I’ve met people in wheelchairs because of CFS I’ve met people be hospitalized

of CFS I’ve met people be hospitalized

of CFS I’ve met people be hospitalized because of CFS and I’m able to stand and

because of CFS and I’m able to stand and

because of CFS and I’m able to stand and talk to you that’s huge that’s amazing

talk to you that’s huge that’s amazing

talk to you that’s huge that’s amazing I’ve got two incredibly supportive and

I’ve got two incredibly supportive and

I’ve got two incredibly supportive and loving parents who have always been

loving parents who have always been

loving parents who have always been there for me throughout it all who I

there for me throughout it all who I

there for me throughout it all who I know I can turn to you no matter what

know I can turn to you no matter what

know I can turn to you no matter what equally I’ve got a whole host of friends

equally I’ve got a whole host of friends

equally I’ve got a whole host of friends who I really love and I know I can go to

who I really love and I know I can go to

who I really love and I know I can go to in my times of need even this school you

in my times of need even this school you

in my times of need even this school you know they’ve been massively supportive

know they’ve been massively supportive

know they’ve been massively supportive I’ve known people get kicked out of

I’ve known people get kicked out of

I’ve known people get kicked out of their school because they’re too ill to

their school because they’re too ill to

their school because they’re too ill to attend but this school has done a lot

attend but this school has done a lot

attend but this school has done a lot for me is there more they could have

for me is there more they could have

for me is there more they could have done yeah maybe but have they done a lot

done yeah maybe but have they done a lot

done yeah maybe but have they done a lot anyway of course they have and I’m nice

anyway of course they have and I’m nice

anyway of course they have and I’m nice amazingly appreciative of that

amazingly appreciative of that

amazingly appreciative of that absolutely I’m not just saying that

absolutely I’m not just saying that

absolutely I’m not just saying that because I’m under that building right

because I’m under that building right

because I’m under that building right now now that’s not to say that things

now now that’s not to say that things

now now that’s not to say that things haven’t gone badly for me I mean I’ve

haven’t gone badly for me I mean I’ve

haven’t gone badly for me I mean I’ve had this for four years now I’ve known

had this for four years now I’ve known

had this for four years now I’ve known people who have just had it for a few

people who have just had it for a few

people who have just had it for a few months but it’s about shifting your

months but it’s about shifting your

months but it’s about shifting your perspective focusing on the good that’s

perspective focusing on the good that’s

perspective focusing on the good that’s the main thing you know everyone in this

the main thing you know everyone in this

the main thing you know everyone in this room everyone on the planet can think of

room everyone on the planet can think of

room everyone on the planet can think of something that they’re fortunate to how

something that they’re fortunate to how

something that they’re fortunate to how you know whoever it’s your dog or your

you know whoever it’s your dog or your

you know whoever it’s your dog or your parents or your your partner or that

parents or your your partner or that

parents or your your partner or that sandwich you made that was just perfect

sandwich you made that was just perfect

sandwich you made that was just perfect on Friday you you are lucky you’re

on Friday you you are lucky you’re

on Friday you you are lucky you’re fortunate to have had something to have

fortunate to have had something to have

fortunate to have had something to have something you know it took years of me

something you know it took years of me

something you know it took years of me feeling unlucky to realize that actually

feeling unlucky to realize that actually

feeling unlucky to realize that actually everyone’s a little bit lucky just

everyone’s a little bit lucky just

everyone’s a little bit lucky just depends on how you look at it now the

depends on how you look at it now the

depends on how you look at it now the last thing I’m gonna talk about is I’ve

last thing I’m gonna talk about is I’ve

last thing I’m gonna talk about is I’ve realized just how much I can do and this

realized just how much I can do and this

realized just how much I can do and this is another head head to pitch raising

is another head head to pitch raising

is another head head to pitch raising really moment but I realized I can do a

really moment but I realized I can do a

really moment but I realized I can do a lot I mean yeah there’s a lot I can’t do

lot I mean yeah there’s a lot I can’t do

lot I mean yeah there’s a lot I can’t do I can’t play rugby at the moment it’s

I can’t play rugby at the moment it’s

I can’t play rugby at the moment it’s just physically impossible for me but I

just physically impossible for me but I

just physically impossible for me but I can still watch rugby and I know that

can still watch rugby and I know that

can still watch rugby and I know that sounds like a cop-out like a compromise

sounds like a cop-out like a compromise

sounds like a cop-out like a compromise but just because there’s a lot I can’t

but just because there’s a lot I can’t

but just because there’s a lot I can’t do doesn’t mean there’s not a whole

do doesn’t mean there’s not a whole

do doesn’t mean there’s not a whole world of opportunity still there for me

world of opportunity still there for me

world of opportunity still there for me it’s not a bad thing to compromise

it’s not a bad thing to compromise

it’s not a bad thing to compromise sometimes like all right I can’t go to

sometimes like all right I can’t go to

sometimes like all right I can’t go to Australia and go surfing with my friend

Australia and go surfing with my friend

Australia and go surfing with my friend but I can go there and you know I still

but I can go there and you know I still

but I can go there and you know I still hang out with her I can’t go to Alaska

hang out with her I can’t go to Alaska

hang out with her I can’t go to Alaska and rock climb with my friend I can go

and rock climb with my friend I can go

and rock climb with my friend I can go and just talk to him you know like

and just talk to him you know like

and just talk to him you know like there’s a whole like host the whole

there’s a whole like host the whole

there’s a whole like host the whole world of things that are still there for

world of things that are still there for

world of things that are still there for the taking

the taking

the taking it’s not about focusing on what you

it’s not about focusing on what you

it’s not about focusing on what you can’t do it’s about focusing on what you

can’t do it’s about focusing on what you

can’t do it’s about focusing on what you can do focus on the good things shift

can do focus on the good things shift

can do focus on the good things shift your perspective appreciate the small

your perspective appreciate the small

your perspective appreciate the small things it’s all about your perspective

things it’s all about your perspective

things it’s all about your perspective the way you approach life will depend on

the way you approach life will depend on

the way you approach life will depend on will affect what you get out of it and

will affect what you get out of it and

will affect what you get out of it and just because your aspirations your

just because your aspirations your

just because your aspirations your dreams may have to be downsized in life

dreams may have to be downsized in life

dreams may have to be downsized in life due to factors that you have no control

due to factors that you have no control

due to factors that you have no control over just because your dreams shrink it

over just because your dreams shrink it

over just because your dreams shrink it doesn’t mean that they’re not still

doesn’t mean that they’re not still

doesn’t mean that they’re not still worth chasing right that’s me done thank

worth chasing right that’s me done thank

worth chasing right that’s me done thank you

you

you [Applause]

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