[Music] it’s great even a corner if so what
it’s great even a corner if so what
it’s great even a corner if so what differs it from other corners that are
differs it from other corners that are
differs it from other corners that are not black or white what associations do
not black or white what associations do
not black or white what associations do we have regarding the hunter green if we
we have regarding the hunter green if we
we have regarding the hunter green if we associate three as symbolizing
morality and breaking that they gotta
morality and breaking that they gotta meet between black and white what other
meet between black and white what other
meet between black and white what other colors do more just distance it do more
colors do more just distance it do more
colors do more just distance it do more justice in representing the space of
justice in representing the space of
justice in representing the space of this gray area and I think you know
this gray area and I think you know
this gray area and I think you know where I’m heading with the slag yes I’m
where I’m heading with the slag yes I’m
where I’m heading with the slag yes I’m about to give you a glimpse of my mind a
about to give you a glimpse of my mind a
about to give you a glimpse of my mind a mind cradle so my understanding of a
mind cradle so my understanding of a
mind cradle so my understanding of a world overall that is colorful but is
world overall that is colorful but is
world overall that is colorful but is challenged by another full of dullness
challenged by another full of dullness
challenged by another full of dullness a world that is diverts but this silence
a world that is diverts but this silence
a world that is diverts but this silence where another a wonderful stereotypes
where another a wonderful stereotypes
where another a wonderful stereotypes and notions
and notions
and notions yes I am I’m about to you are about to
yes I am I’m about to you are about to
yes I am I’m about to you are about to enter a place you’re told you’re not
enter a place you’re told you’re not
enter a place you’re told you’re not supposed to explore and yes you’re about
supposed to explore and yes you’re about
supposed to explore and yes you’re about to listen to a story that might be quite
to listen to a story that might be quite
to listen to a story that might be quite different from yours but this story does
different from yours but this story does
different from yours but this story does not mean it does not it is not valid
not mean it does not it is not valid
not mean it does not it is not valid then would you say yes to learning what
then would you say yes to learning what
then would you say yes to learning what lies beyond the stereotypical man in
lies beyond the stereotypical man in
lies beyond the stereotypical man in stereotypical moment and listening to my
stereotypical moment and listening to my
stereotypical moment and listening to my gendered experiences if so then I must
gendered experiences if so then I must
gendered experiences if so then I must carry on but before anything I am NOT an
carry on but before anything I am NOT an
carry on but before anything I am NOT an expert on gender my knowledge of the
expert on gender my knowledge of the
expert on gender my knowledge of the subject matter is going limited however
subject matter is going limited however
subject matter is going limited however the good news is I live in I wake up
the good news is I live in I wake up
the good news is I live in I wake up every morning
every morning
every morning somehow dreading to go to public places
somehow dreading to go to public places
somehow dreading to go to public places well some stare at me with a puzzled
well some stare at me with a puzzled
well some stare at me with a puzzled look wondering perhaps if I am a man a
look wondering perhaps if I am a man a
look wondering perhaps if I am a man a butch lesbian where the just an
butch lesbian where the just an
butch lesbian where the just an androgynous looking fellow others call
androgynous looking fellow others call
androgynous looking fellow others call me sir at first then within realized
me sir at first then within realized
me sir at first then within realized that I might not be one the easterly
that I might not be one the easterly
that I might not be one the easterly retracted through the back there was a
retracted through the back there was a
retracted through the back there was a time I remember I I it was mine
time I remember I I it was mine
time I remember I I it was mine story and that this year was like serve
story and that this year was like serve
story and that this year was like serve an appointment mode funny but awfully I
also recall during a morning walk
also recall during a morning walk a security guard would see good morning
a security guard would see good morning
a security guard would see good morning by the board sir good morning sir two
by the board sir good morning sir two
by the board sir good morning sir two people in front of me in the light when
people in front of me in the light when
people in front of me in the light when it was my third she was not so short so
it was my third she was not so short so
it was my third she was not so short so she just said good morning book okay but
she just said good morning book okay but
she just said good morning book okay but still awful
still awful
still awful oh are you also now produced what am i
oh are you also now produced what am i
oh are you also now produced what am i well I’m a transgender man trans man the
well I’m a transgender man trans man the
well I’m a transgender man trans man the simple explanation is that I was born
simple explanation is that I was born
simple explanation is that I was born female I was raised to be a guru I
female I was raised to be a guru I
female I was raised to be a guru I attended an exclusive her olga exclusive
attended an exclusive her olga exclusive
attended an exclusive her olga exclusive her girls school for 13 years but ever
her girls school for 13 years but ever
her girls school for 13 years but ever since I could remember I would dream of
since I could remember I would dream of
since I could remember I would dream of myself as a boring a man who would
myself as a boring a man who would
myself as a boring a man who would someday love a woman be the person who I
someday love a woman be the person who I
someday love a woman be the person who I want to be and not just be who others
want to be and not just be who others
want to be and not just be who others expecting to me I hope from the very
expecting to me I hope from the very
expecting to me I hope from the very moment that I had a grasp of this room
moment that I had a grasp of this room
moment that I had a grasp of this room but I I hope I am and hoping that others
but I I hope I am and hoping that others
but I I hope I am and hoping that others could also see me as a man I constantly
could also see me as a man I constantly
could also see me as a man I constantly wish that when I come out people and say
wish that when I come out people and say
wish that when I come out people and say and trans or simply I’m a man they could
and trans or simply I’m a man they could
and trans or simply I’m a man they could take me seriously and not your
take me seriously and not your
take me seriously and not your spiritually
spiritually
spiritually some stories of trends are are similar
some stories of trends are are similar
some stories of trends are are similar to the neutral
to the neutral
to the neutral not trapped in a woman’s body or a woman
not trapped in a woman’s body or a woman
not trapped in a woman’s body or a woman trapped in a man’s body but this is not
trapped in a man’s body but this is not
trapped in a man’s body but this is not the only narrative of tracks transgender
the only narrative of tracks transgender
the only narrative of tracks transgender people Nexus gender individuals we do
people Nexus gender individuals we do
people Nexus gender individuals we do have our unique stories and we have our
have our unique stories and we have our
have our unique stories and we have our own narratives envisioning a strats
own narratives envisioning a strats
own narratives envisioning a strats London
London
London you may be wondering at this point if
you may be wondering at this point if
you may be wondering at this point if I’m trans if I am a man why do I still
I’m trans if I am a man why do I still
I’m trans if I am a man why do I still look in somewhere they mainly sound like
look in somewhere they mainly sound like
look in somewhere they mainly sound like a woman who dresses just like a
a woman who dresses just like a
a woman who dresses just like a stereotypical man this is not either me
stereotypical man this is not either me
stereotypical man this is not either me I met someone who I thought was
I met someone who I thought was
I met someone who I thought was considerate enough understand because
considerate enough understand because
considerate enough understand because she is part of the LGBT community so I
she is part of the LGBT community so I
she is part of the LGBT community so I said to her and tracks and she goes like
said to her and tracks and she goes like
said to her and tracks and she goes like what then you take hormones and I said
what then you take hormones and I said
what then you take hormones and I said no because it’s not requirement and just
no because it’s not requirement and just
no because it’s not requirement and just stared at me looked at me and said no
stared at me looked at me and said no
stared at me looked at me and said no because if you’re trans then you take
because if you’re trans then you take
because if you’re trans then you take forward and hormones and then later on
forward and hormones and then later on
forward and hormones and then later on after surgery I was taken aback I
after surgery I was taken aback I
after surgery I was taken aback I couldn’t I couldn’t I don’t know what to
couldn’t I couldn’t I don’t know what to
couldn’t I couldn’t I don’t know what to say but as I reply I said you know
say but as I reply I said you know
say but as I reply I said you know coming out the strength is not just
coming out the strength is not just
coming out the strength is not just about medical transitioning you have
about medical transitioning you have
about medical transitioning you have what people social transitioning
what people social transitioning
what people social transitioning just uh convinced as if I was dying
just uh convinced as if I was dying
just uh convinced as if I was dying and thank God we never saw each other
and thank God we never saw each other
and thank God we never saw each other again
again
again so again if you didn’t get that I is
so again if you didn’t get that I is
so again if you didn’t get that I is socially transistor i social in transit
socially transistor i social in transit
socially transistor i social in transit fun but this does not make me less of a
fun but this does not make me less of a
fun but this does not make me less of a trans or even less of a man
generous complex it’s not my people
generous complex it’s not my people avoid it yes I have the reason why
avoid it yes I have the reason why
avoid it yes I have the reason why people this spicy it’s not what makes
people this spicy it’s not what makes
people this spicy it’s not what makes people freak out when they talk about it
people freak out when they talk about it
people freak out when they talk about it is that what priests they want to toast
is that what priests they want to toast
is that what priests they want to toast when they hear it it’s not my people
when they hear it it’s not my people
when they hear it it’s not my people simplified this very complex discussion
simplified this very complex discussion
simplified this very complex discussion is to tune into concepts man Edward and
is to tune into concepts man Edward and
is to tune into concepts man Edward and why are you these two concepts are
why are you these two concepts are
why are you these two concepts are further simplified by describing things
further simplified by describing things
further simplified by describing things through the other preferences
through the other preferences
through the other preferences educational jobs for years tours song
educational jobs for years tours song
educational jobs for years tours song voice bags jewelry watches background of
voice bags jewelry watches background of
voice bags jewelry watches background of special products attitudes out of
special products attitudes out of
special products attitudes out of behavior life choices words habits
behavior life choices words habits
behavior life choices words habits gestures mannerisms etiquette etc to man
gestures mannerisms etiquette etc to man
gestures mannerisms etiquette etc to man and the woman thus creating a strong in
and the woman thus creating a strong in
and the woman thus creating a strong in seemingly factual neutrons of a man in
seemingly factual neutrons of a man in
seemingly factual neutrons of a man in the morning when I think of the strength
the morning when I think of the strength
the morning when I think of the strength I was strong will to break these
I was strong will to break these
I was strong will to break these stereotypes I wanted I wanted people to
stereotypes I wanted I wanted people to
stereotypes I wanted I wanted people to broaden the response of man and woman so
broaden the response of man and woman so
broaden the response of man and woman so far do you mean this is the reason why I
far do you mean this is the reason why I
far do you mean this is the reason why I do not consider immediately
do not consider immediately
do not consider immediately transitioning perhaps right now
transitioning perhaps right now
transitioning perhaps right now I said this bathroom is way beyond me
I said this bathroom is way beyond me
I said this bathroom is way beyond me and my struggle spells over the
and my struggle spells over the
and my struggle spells over the struggles of others who deep part of a
struggles of others who deep part of a
struggles of others who deep part of a society which is not accepting of those
society which is not accepting of those
society which is not accepting of those who live beyond the stereotypical man in
who live beyond the stereotypical man in
who live beyond the stereotypical man in stereotypical woman I was thinking
I was thinking if I lived in then I give
I was thinking if I lived in then I give it to be interested a stereotypical man
it to be interested a stereotypical man
it to be interested a stereotypical man I want others to see that there are
I want others to see that there are
I want others to see that there are different ways of being New York that
different ways of being New York that
different ways of being New York that you could be both masculine and feminine
you could be both masculine and feminine
you could be both masculine and feminine at the same time where you to know it’s
at the same time where you to know it’s
at the same time where you to know it’s that they’re comfortable with going to
that they’re comfortable with going to
that they’re comfortable with going to places without the threat that people
places without the threat that people
places without the threat that people might call your fate but it is possible
might call your fate but it is possible
might call your fate but it is possible for a man to be born female that it is
for a man to be born female that it is
for a man to be born female that it is possible for a woman to be born me that
possible for a woman to be born me that
possible for a woman to be born me that a man can love another man and the woman
a man can love another man and the woman
a man can love another man and the woman for another woman that there are those
for another woman that there are those
for another woman that there are those who don’t identify as man or woman but
who don’t identify as man or woman but
who don’t identify as man or woman but there are those who are attracted to
there are those who are attracted to
there are those who are attracted to people regardless of sex and gender the
people regardless of sex and gender the
people regardless of sex and gender the people have different preferences and
people have different preferences and
people have different preferences and choices that transgender are not
choices that transgender are not
choices that transgender are not delusional all sexuals are not sexual
delusional all sexuals are not sexual
delusional all sexuals are not sexual deviants in that gender is stupid and
deviants in that gender is stupid and
deviants in that gender is stupid and not cast in stone
but as I live my life as trans I was
but as I live my life as trans I was only exposed to a dilemma a social
only exposed to a dilemma a social
only exposed to a dilemma a social reality a battle between personal and
reality a battle between personal and
reality a battle between personal and societal I wanted people to understand
societal I wanted people to understand
societal I wanted people to understand that in spite of my female features I am
that in spite of my female features I am
that in spite of my female features I am still a man in my workplace for instance
still a man in my workplace for instance
still a man in my workplace for instance I have this constant struggle of moving
I have this constant struggle of moving
I have this constant struggle of moving to others the high demand and I prefer
to others the high demand and I prefer
to others the high demand and I prefer male pronouns titles end but influence
male pronouns titles end but influence
male pronouns titles end but influence on who buried these women I succumbed to
on who buried these women I succumbed to
on who buried these women I succumbed to stereotypes and gender biases to belong
stereotypes and gender biases to belong
stereotypes and gender biases to belong and to show that hey I manage do you
and to show that hey I manage do you
and to show that hey I manage do you know it’s often very variable in order
know it’s often very variable in order
know it’s often very variable in order to achieve personal comment for myself I
to achieve personal comment for myself I
to achieve personal comment for myself I had to join the bandwagon of their brand
had to join the bandwagon of their brand
had to join the bandwagon of their brand of masculinity and that I had to avoid
of masculinity and that I had to avoid
of masculinity and that I had to avoid showing any signs of weakness and
showing any signs of weakness and
showing any signs of weakness and feminine
it’s offered and it feels like I
it’s offered and it feels like I betrayed myself and all of that I fight
betrayed myself and all of that I fight
betrayed myself and all of that I fight for it however as I become conscious
for it however as I become conscious
for it however as I become conscious again and regain my sanity I try to
again and regain my sanity I try to
again and regain my sanity I try to resist the closure and system I try to
resist the closure and system I try to
resist the closure and system I try to educate them and let them understand
educate them and let them understand
educate them and let them understand that men can be feminine women are not
that men can be feminine women are not
that men can be feminine women are not second-class beings femininity is not
second-class beings femininity is not
second-class beings femininity is not alcohol to being weak feminine men are
alcohol to being weak feminine men are
alcohol to being weak feminine men are not always gays and lesbians are not
not always gays and lesbians are not
not always gays and lesbians are not always masculine or have fur cares
always masculine or have fur cares
always masculine or have fur cares that we should not make fun of days
that we should not make fun of days
that we should not make fun of days because they too are humans and what
because they too are humans and what
because they too are humans and what makes them less over you our viewers if
makes them less over you our viewers if
makes them less over you our viewers if they like rights but the struggle is
they like rights but the struggle is
they like rights but the struggle is real
trying to solve the problem of how to
trying to solve the problem of how to not not be the penis while avoiding
not not be the penis while avoiding
not not be the penis while avoiding alienation is rejection from others I am
alienation is rejection from others I am
alienation is rejection from others I am successful at diets but at some points I
successful at diets but at some points I
successful at diets but at some points I don’t feel I realize you can’t expect
don’t feel I realize you can’t expect
don’t feel I realize you can’t expect someone who has been for to see the
someone who has been for to see the
someone who has been for to see the world as a world only for male born men
world as a world only for male born men
world as a world only for male born men and female born female who follow
and female born female who follow
and female born female who follow genders gender norms to be able to
genders gender norms to be able to
genders gender norms to be able to understand and grasp this notions the
understand and grasp this notions the
understand and grasp this notions the strange notions of gender it needs
strange notions of gender it needs
strange notions of gender it needs constant relearning of things that they
constant relearning of things that they
constant relearning of things that they are so familiar with that they think it
are so familiar with that they think it
are so familiar with that they think it is law and cast in stone the challenge
is law and cast in stone the challenge
is law and cast in stone the challenge is to keep on trying great though
is to keep on trying great though
is to keep on trying great though difficult it’s always worth the try
difficult it’s always worth the try
difficult it’s always worth the try isn’t it
isn’t it
isn’t it frustrating sometimes but rewarding with
frustrating sometimes but rewarding with
frustrating sometimes but rewarding with some changes on the other hand I also
some changes on the other hand I also
some changes on the other hand I also realized it’s not just unloaded and live
realized it’s not just unloaded and live
realized it’s not just unloaded and live their efforts to break stereotypes and
their efforts to break stereotypes and
their efforts to break stereotypes and teach them and these are others that
teach them and these are others that
teach them and these are others that gender is not black boy it’s always a
gender is not black boy it’s always a
gender is not black boy it’s always a two-way street you on the other hand yes
two-way street you on the other hand yes
two-way street you on the other hand yes you those who think gender is simple
you those who think gender is simple
you those who think gender is simple gender is a done deal and that gender
gender is a done deal and that gender
gender is a done deal and that gender issues are not as important as salary
issues are not as important as salary
issues are not as important as salary issues health concerns education peace
issues health concerns education peace
issues health concerns education peace security economic development etc who
security economic development etc who
security economic development etc who also share the burden of making this
also share the burden of making this
also share the burden of making this world a society for all humankind a
world a society for all humankind a
world a society for all humankind a society where ever you make whoever you
society where ever you make whoever you
society where ever you make whoever you may be
may be
may be and whoever you may love people are not
and whoever you may love people are not
and whoever you may love people are not box to certain expectations and notions
box to certain expectations and notions
box to certain expectations and notions of how to live in life and how to be
of how to live in life and how to be
of how to live in life and how to be themselves as we help you understand our
themselves as we help you understand our
themselves as we help you understand our struggle we also expect you to do turn
struggle we also expect you to do turn
struggle we also expect you to do turn share and reconsider your biases which
share and reconsider your biases which
share and reconsider your biases which manifest in discrimination and unequal
manifest in discrimination and unequal
manifest in discrimination and unequal treatment of others we were thought that
treatment of others we were thought that
treatment of others we were thought that we were born either male or female which
we were born either male or female which
we were born either male or female which automatically makes us man or woman but
automatically makes us man or woman but
automatically makes us man or woman but look if these seemingly factual no
look if these seemingly factual no
look if these seemingly factual no tracks are not always the piece
tracks are not always the piece
tracks are not always the piece what if there goes for both female and
what if there goes for both female and
what if there goes for both female and male what is there those for female but
male what is there those for female but
male what is there those for female but girl off being a man what a woman falls
girl off being a man what a woman falls
girl off being a man what a woman falls in love with the transgender woman what
in love with the transgender woman what
in love with the transgender woman what if for whatever boy loves does but is
if for whatever boy loves does but is
if for whatever boy loves does but is not gay
not gay
not gay what if a person is neither man nor
what if a person is neither man nor
what if a person is neither man nor woman these are not what if a new word
woman these are not what if a new word
woman these are not what if a new word organic counterfactual these are
organic counterfactual these are
organic counterfactual these are realities realities we cannot discredit
realities realities we cannot discredit
realities realities we cannot discredit just because we don’t understand them we
just because we don’t understand them we
just because we don’t understand them we don’t experience them or simply because
don’t experience them or simply because
don’t experience them or simply because we are taught not to entertain such
we are taught not to entertain such
we are taught not to entertain such thinking if we are truly truly looking
thinking if we are truly truly looking
thinking if we are truly truly looking at what lies beyond black and white then
at what lies beyond black and white then
at what lies beyond black and white then we should be looking at a wide array of
we should be looking at a wide array of
we should be looking at a wide array of possibilities and exploring them with an
possibilities and exploring them with an
possibilities and exploring them with an open heart it’s not just about looking
open heart it’s not just about looking
open heart it’s not just about looking into what we already know
into what we already know
into what we already know and trying to reinforce them
and trying to reinforce them
and trying to reinforce them extraordinary area or what I would
extraordinary area or what I would
extraordinary area or what I would prefer as a portable area
is trying it it’s very good is there is
is trying it it’s very good is there is to go beyond what we already know and
to go beyond what we already know and
to go beyond what we already know and what we think are facts of life that
what we think are facts of life that
what we think are facts of life that cannot be altered as humans we are to be
cannot be altered as humans we are to be
cannot be altered as humans we are to be feared we have this fear of the unknown
feared we have this fear of the unknown
feared we have this fear of the unknown as a song goes we don’t like what we
as a song goes we don’t like what we
as a song goes we don’t like what we don’t understand it’s in fact it scares
don’t understand it’s in fact it scares
don’t understand it’s in fact it scares us I think the challenge for us is to
us I think the challenge for us is to
us I think the challenge for us is to try to know the unknown and to convert
try to know the unknown and to convert
try to know the unknown and to convert our fear into love as I end this simple
our fear into love as I end this simple
our fear into love as I end this simple thought I want to leave you with this
thought I want to leave you with this
thought I want to leave you with this beautiful lyrics of a song that you may
beautiful lyrics of a song that you may
beautiful lyrics of a song that you may know I see your true colors and that’s
know I see your true colors and that’s
know I see your true colors and that’s why I love you so don’t be afraid to let
why I love you so don’t be afraid to let
why I love you so don’t be afraid to let them show their true colors
them show their true colors
them show their true colors your true colors are beautiful
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