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¿De quién dependo? | Carla Morrison | TEDxTlalpan


[Music]

I would like very much to start with a

question that I asked myself many years ago and

I would very much like to share cells

that question is who depends on

who depends I would like very much that

you asked the same question of

who do you depend on as he had

you say this one was very small this my

shared mom and messi shared

many stories and one of them was that

when I was young I had a boyfriend and

this boyfriend broke his heart and I

he said after much praying and suffering that

his conclusion was he told me ‘mommy good

he said lately they did not give me birth

accompanied and one alone and moa morito

the uaw very well and that’s where I gave

tell the example of mother who had

this one and where did my strength come from and

and my attitude towards life not to take

decisions in my career and in my life

professional

this and that led him to that when he had

16 years

he made the decision to move to

phoenix arizona to finish the

high school in the united states and to

be able to enter university and study

music and I remember that when I entered

the music school I realized that

I looked for the music was not what I

I imagined I imagined there would be this

meeting circle where he takes to touch

the guitar and we’re going to look at our

inside and and less good signs

closed the stage coasts and all the

things that we imagine

it was not that there is a finger for each key

piano

there is a way to sit down to touch the

classic guitar

the draw looks like algebra and I did not understand

absolutely nothing and literally not

I understood nothing because I was testing

everything but song music history

so he decided to leave school and

learn to play

I used to buy this piano for 20

dollars and I started playing yamaha and yy

I learned only one thing leads to the other and

I started a band with the guys and

We spent three years playing in Phoenix

arizona locally was going well but

we were an alternative band is

bilingual I did not feel like I was

really exposing what I was

then after feeling a lot

confusion

this much depression anxiety panic

because all my friends in tecate me

they said that the American dream

the dollars and all the success that come

with the United States but I did not feel

happy so one day after

look for answers everywhere by

first and last time

I open the bible and as it went through all

Genesis is a phrase that

it impacted me a lot and this phrase

He said what you want the whole world for

if you do not have yourself and that’s where

I said ok made a decided decision

give away everything he had gathered in

six years my car my furniture me my

secretary work in the macys store

they pay me very well done and I left it

everything to return to tecate and everyone

they said why you’re leaving because

you go back to tecate tecate there’s nothing

apart if you do not make music here what

you are going to make music and the part that

they won dollars but I did not feel

happy I was very sad

back to tecate like a failed

because all my uncles and all their family

believe that she is a failure

but that’s where I feel and I think

the failure is to invest all the time in

something that you do not like to do something that you do not

emotional excites you and dreams

it will take time to build but six

years of my life were too much for a

I did not dream that it was not mine, so being

in tecate

if it made me very sad this but at the same time

because of course I was returning home from my

dads with the last super check

poor

I was not independent anymore and I started

as to live otherwise not then

for me the failure is to dedicate myself to something

that does not make me happy and I knew that very

inside me even though I was at home

from my parents there was something that

I kept and signed because it was my

decision was independent of that is ,

I was part of his independence that I

I had a tecate although it was a

unsuccessful and hence this is where I’m going to

my vocation because I return to tecate

because I have a vocation and this

occasion for me is something inside

you excites you drives you do not know

where it comes but there it is and it tells you

that it’s more correct that that ‘s

for you and and the music that has been for

me from tiny

I remember that there was always music in my

home all the time there were things sounding

I remember that at some point my childhood

I did a homework assignment and they gave me 20 pesos and I did not

I went to the tianguis and I bought a job

of shakira pirate pardon chaquira te

I love but I had no money and I remember that

I put him to work, one thing to do and one thing

what I discovered was that there was a verse

I chorus a verse a break moment there

silence and then see an end to the

music had music secrets

had magic had depth not

they were only the images that I

I watched on TV

there was much more to it and that I

I fall in love and and the music has always

accompanied as art also as

he was five years old he suffered an abuse

sexual

and at that age and at that time because no

there was this culture of vega psychologist

then my mom what she did was

get into declamation singing classes

of drawing and that’s where I started

understand myself and I started to take refuge

and solve me in art and I started

understand everything that I had inside and

find that inner peace you sought

all my life

the art has been I escaped 1,000

milisievert

my freedom my liberation then that

today with that this is the occasion

Hold firm

when I go on an international tour and

I have to pay 200 thousand pesos of

luggage

that vocation is the anchor that keeps

sign when I’m on a red carpet

and ten interviewees and in three guys

who are going to interview do not want me

interview me

in interview the tall pretty girl is

Fashion

that vocation is the one that keeps here

when I get my social network are today in

day and I want to see what my fans think

and they are happy with what I give them and

they say he did the same as all of them

have an identity that seems to have fled

when she sang I am a fat

that vocation is the anchor they maintain

here and that at the time I was in

tecate made me creative

then I started at this time the

record of 2009 then there was this

page called my space and all

we started uploading our songs

there and it was like bao

we all belong and there was movement

Latin American in fact many

independent artists of torreblanca

young and sexy gp sol pereyra ulises

hadjis all kinds of artists

independent are starting to arrive

Offers from making a record with natalia

lafourcade until going out in a series of

TV

I’m your fan my music they wanted to put

the series then was where I started to

realize that everything that is

functioning the development and

opportunity that I had to grow

then when these labels arrive

is when they get very interesting

the master as Achilles explained the

masters is the songs that you create

in shorts crying for your ex

and then gravel it and say that here

is my record and show it to all

world is sixth masters

if you go with the classic label

they tell you to let them go to

work with you I believe in your project

I will invest in you your signature of this

contract with me

give me your songs now they are mine and of

everything I’m going to put up in the soup

you’re going to be everywhere and I’m going to

promote I’ll put you everywhere

of 100% and generate profits

you are going to earn 8 percent and that 8%

It’s going to serve you so it seems to me

return everything I invested before that is

in a scenario approximately

that is going well, that is, not all

we all have a contract but it’s what

classic as an independent artist yo

I have 100 percent I decide how

distribute it on the classical left

in shows, I Galician

they will carry 45 percent of my

performance

I take 75 percent after

management and booking and a history

classic authorial

50 percent of my songs that I

I created in my pants crying for my ex

and as independent this one

I take 100 percent then

how they see the percentages are very

different

neither one is better than another only that to

me it’s more congruent to look a little bit

more than what it cost me

emotionally

then the everyday life of an artist

independent is complex is very

many people ask me how I

do you do how do I work

informing me by taking me taking courses

of businesswoman taking networking courses

social is taking courses of

makeup to make up myself in my

chair and see everything all right but it’s also

get together with my counters every two

weeks to be paid my computer

of work interviewing people who are going

with me on the tour propose strategies

to be able to take my simple choose my

singles and choose everything I do with

My project

because they are my emotions and it’s my

project and if I’m taking care of myself

I’m ordering just like someone

that puts a coffee or a restaurant or

for a bookstore only that is not

very glamorous that an artist is

responsible for their projects because

end of the day everything that I earn what

I do not invest in what I believe

my vision in my ambition in my desire

to get ahead and I think that as

mexican

I am moved by the power of example and

power of word to be able to do that

because when I was 10 years old and

I watched julieta venegas ely war and

said I want to be like them they are already

like me and that’s why it’s important to me

that daily life of being working

all the time I have different equipment

in my office there is not a team of

marketing that helps me promote my

strategies there is a management team

in the united states in mexico and

South America there is a team and a stamp

independent record that the

profit is completely different

this is a community manager that

help create this content for me

social networks

also highlights the tour there is a team

of administration there is a lawyer who

check all contracts an assistant

staff that helps me day by day

every day to check all my

tasks and the creative part the musicians

the production studio is styling

of my image or of my photos of my

concept of my videos and everything

that happens through me nothing is done without the

approval nothing because I have very clear

that I want people to know exactly

what I want to send for me is not

it’s about money if it’s not about joining

to people in such a divided society

rather my daughter because we all

classifies in different areas they put us

in different places according how

you dress up who you are as

you work and I do not like that I

I want to unite people then the

independence for me has been and is a

way of life is a way of life

I do not say that at some point I’m not going to

accept that someone come to help me

if you want to do team work and

if you want

but independence allows me

get out of my comfort zone and

risk taking my own risks and

my battles and my achievements but give me

account for the survival capacity that

I have and the creativity that I have as

businesswoman woman as an artist as a woman

as a Mexican opens up a universe

awesome and that motivates me inspires me

It thrills me a lot because what a great

opportunity

then I go back to do the same

ask you who the

people who depend on the past

there are people who depend on their fears

people who depend on their parents

and there are people who depend on what the

other people say about themselves but I

carla morrison I depend on me

Thank you

[Applause]

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