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good evening I think I am loud enough

good evening I think I am loud enough right for the people at the back yes so

right for the people at the back yes so

right for the people at the back yes so my name is Gaurav GL and I am 31

my name is Gaurav GL and I am 31

my name is Gaurav GL and I am 31 yes I understand a lot of people think

yes I understand a lot of people think

yes I understand a lot of people think he like I’m I look younger it’s very –

he like I’m I look younger it’s very –

he like I’m I look younger it’s very – achar samarium breakup attorney in

achar samarium breakup attorney in

achar samarium breakup attorney in shelter and ok to be a question for you

shelter and ok to be a question for you

shelter and ok to be a question for you guys what do you think X means over

guys what do you think X means over

guys what do you think X means over there

there

there Ted X now basically it’s Ted anxiety you

Ted X now basically it’s Ted anxiety you

Ted X now basically it’s Ted anxiety you understand so all the speakers who come

understand so all the speakers who come

understand so all the speakers who come they should have a counselor here

they should have a counselor here

they should have a counselor here because the anxiety it produces within

because the anxiety it produces within

because the anxiety it produces within the speakers and moving on I would like

the speakers and moving on I would like

the speakers and moving on I would like to share a story and I can’t be more

to share a story and I can’t be more

to share a story and I can’t be more narcissist because it’s about me so I

narcissist because it’s about me so I

narcissist because it’s about me so I would like to share some insights into

would like to share some insights into

would like to share some insights into my own life which has made me realize

my own life which has made me realize

my own life which has made me realize and why I stand here it’s a long journey

and why I stand here it’s a long journey

and why I stand here it’s a long journey so before I go into my childhood I would

so before I go into my childhood I would

so before I go into my childhood I would like to start from say right after my 12

like to start from say right after my 12

like to start from say right after my 12 so I will always like animation as I was

so I will always like animation as I was

so I will always like animation as I was a kid because everybody all the children

a kid because everybody all the children

a kid because everybody all the children like cartoons right and so similarly I

like cartoons right and so similarly I

like cartoons right and so similarly I was like this is the only thing I would

was like this is the only thing I would

was like this is the only thing I would like to do and doing when I was in

like to do and doing when I was in

like to do and doing when I was in eighth I realized this so when I was in

eighth I realized this so when I was in

eighth I realized this so when I was in tenth I asked someone okay how do I

tenth I asked someone okay how do I

tenth I asked someone okay how do I pursue animation somebody said okay buy

pursue animation somebody said okay buy

pursue animation somebody said okay buy the software called 3d studio max so I

the software called 3d studio max so I

the software called 3d studio max so I went to Delhi about what a pirated CD I

went to Delhi about what a pirated CD I

went to Delhi about what a pirated CD I hope Autodesk doesn’t sue me now but I

hope Autodesk doesn’t sue me now but I

hope Autodesk doesn’t sue me now but I bought the pirated CD went back home

bought the pirated CD went back home

bought the pirated CD went back home learned it so for next two years I

learned it so for next two years I

learned it so for next two years I pursued that and after 12th I went to

pursued that and after 12th I went to

pursued that and after 12th I went to Bombay I did my 3d animation course

Bombay I did my 3d animation course

Bombay I did my 3d animation course wherein I realized ski this is they have

wherein I realized ski this is they have

wherein I realized ski this is they have taught me a lot of software but what

taught me a lot of software but what

taught me a lot of software but what about the knowledge the actual ABC of

about the knowledge the actual ABC of

about the knowledge the actual ABC of animation and I’d also got a job after

animation and I’d also got a job after

animation and I’d also got a job after my 12th after this course and my sister

my 12th after this course and my sister

my 12th after this course and my sister is an artist as well and she got through

is an artist as well and she got through

is an artist as well and she got through NID also after doing her graduation from

NID also after doing her graduation from

NID also after doing her graduation from Delhi College of Arts and she told me

Delhi College of Arts and she told me

Delhi College of Arts and she told me this is a brilliant place for you you

this is a brilliant place for you you

this is a brilliant place for you you should come here so I applied once I

should come here so I applied once I

should come here so I applied once I didn’t get through I realized why I

didn’t get through I realized why I

didn’t get through I realized why I didn’t get through so I applied again I

didn’t get through so I applied again I

didn’t get through so I applied again I got through an ID and I joined and I had

got through an ID and I joined and I had

got through an ID and I joined and I had the most

the most

the most in time there I owe all my skills and

in time there I owe all my skills and

in time there I owe all my skills and basically talents to that place and

basically talents to that place and

basically talents to that place and right after my college when I was in my

right after my college when I was in my

right after my college when I was in my final year had given my diploma done all

final year had given my diploma done all

final year had given my diploma done all that I got offered from Walt Disney

that I got offered from Walt Disney

that I got offered from Walt Disney because my friend was working there and

because my friend was working there and

because my friend was working there and they said there is a job profile and you

they said there is a job profile and you

they said there is a job profile and you suit the profile so you should try and

suit the profile so you should try and

suit the profile so you should try and that one of time I had dreadlocks okay

that one of time I had dreadlocks okay

that one of time I had dreadlocks okay so I applied for the job I got through

so I applied for the job I got through

so I applied for the job I got through they cut my dreads after hiring me for

they cut my dreads after hiring me for

they cut my dreads after hiring me for the same reason and what Walt Disney did

the same reason and what Walt Disney did

the same reason and what Walt Disney did for me apart from all the TI I’m

for me apart from all the TI I’m

for me apart from all the TI I’m standing here because you guys seen me

standing here because you guys seen me

standing here because you guys seen me on TV it’s you know as seen on TV you

on TV it’s you know as seen on TV you

on TV it’s you know as seen on TV you bought it and you brought me here if I

bought it and you brought me here if I

bought it and you brought me here if I wasn’t I wasn’t on TV I possibly

wasn’t I wasn’t on TV I possibly

wasn’t I wasn’t on TV I possibly wouldn’t be here right but more than

wouldn’t be here right but more than

wouldn’t be here right but more than that what wall doesn’t he has done for

that what wall doesn’t he has done for

that what wall doesn’t he has done for me is introducing me to children and for

me is introducing me to children and for

me is introducing me to children and for me the only passion I had before this

me the only passion I had before this

me the only passion I had before this was animation there was nothing else

was animation there was nothing else

was animation there was nothing else there was army at some point of time

there was army at some point of time

there was army at some point of time Indian Army I don’t know how they are

Indian Army I don’t know how they are

Indian Army I don’t know how they are related but because I am a pretty

related but because I am a pretty

related but because I am a pretty accident prone guy so doctor said you

accident prone guy so doctor said you

accident prone guy so doctor said you don’t even try because you are pretty

don’t even try because you are pretty

don’t even try because you are pretty much too taboo tousle they won’t take

much too taboo tousle they won’t take

much too taboo tousle they won’t take you so so what Walt Disney did for me

you so so what Walt Disney did for me

you so so what Walt Disney did for me was they introduced me to children and

was they introduced me to children and

was they introduced me to children and that was the most fascinating thing and

that was the most fascinating thing and

that was the most fascinating thing and then actual my journey began because I

then actual my journey began because I

then actual my journey began because I could relate that to my childhood and

could relate that to my childhood and

could relate that to my childhood and after Walt Disney we shot for three

after Walt Disney we shot for three

after Walt Disney we shot for three years and I realized I you need to work

years and I realized I you need to work

years and I realized I you need to work in this field so I was working

in this field so I was working

in this field so I was working independently for almost five to six

independently for almost five to six

independently for almost five to six years conducting workshop across India

years conducting workshop across India

years conducting workshop across India with children in different subjects and

with children in different subjects and

with children in different subjects and then I realize I must have a company

then I realize I must have a company

then I realize I must have a company because you know it has more credibility

because you know it has more credibility

because you know it has more credibility and we were also a team now so I founded

and we were also a team now so I founded

and we were also a team now so I founded thought symbols along with my partners

thought symbols along with my partners

thought symbols along with my partners there was puja and sumit initially with

there was puja and sumit initially with

there was puja and sumit initially with puja and so but I realized my limitation

puja and so but I realized my limitation

puja and so but I realized my limitation also after forming the company because

also after forming the company because

also after forming the company because one I love being a researcher and

one I love being a researcher and

one I love being a researcher and content creator so being an entrepreneur

content creator so being an entrepreneur

content creator so being an entrepreneur is it’s not easy and also not the best

is it’s not easy and also not the best

is it’s not easy and also not the best thing I like I would like to do in my

thing I like I would like to do in my

thing I like I would like to do in my life I would rather be in the backstage

life I would rather be in the backstage

life I would rather be in the backstage not stand here have a talk but be

not stand here have a talk but be

not stand here have a talk but be somewhere create things test it out so

somewhere create things test it out so

somewhere create things test it out so now now you have

now now you have

now now you have overall overview of my journey and now

overall overview of my journey and now

overall overview of my journey and now I’m standing here right now I would like

I’m standing here right now I would like

I’m standing here right now I would like to take you back to my childhood so if I

to take you back to my childhood so if I

to take you back to my childhood so if I ask you what kind of personality do you

ask you what kind of personality do you

ask you what kind of personality do you realize or do you imagine me being as a

realize or do you imagine me being as a

realize or do you imagine me being as a kid knowing me seeing me on TV seeing me

kid knowing me seeing me on TV seeing me

kid knowing me seeing me on TV seeing me now how I speak what do you think you

now how I speak what do you think you

now how I speak what do you think you can create an imaginary personality in

can create an imaginary personality in

can create an imaginary personality in your head right and I would like to say

your head right and I would like to say

your head right and I would like to say I was a pretty wild kid I was untamable

I was a pretty wild kid I was untamable

I was a pretty wild kid I was untamable you know very stubborn very free I

you know very stubborn very free I

you know very stubborn very free I didn’t need anyone to take care of me I

didn’t need anyone to take care of me I

didn’t need anyone to take care of me I was out there playing mixing expired

was out there playing mixing expired

was out there playing mixing expired medicine to see if maybe I’m some magic

medicine to see if maybe I’m some magic

medicine to see if maybe I’m some magic potion comes out or making my own crack

potion comes out or making my own crack

potion comes out or making my own crack or burning my eyelashes on my hair and

or burning my eyelashes on my hair and

or burning my eyelashes on my hair and [Music]

[Music]

[Music] so I I was pretty much untamable and I

so I I was pretty much untamable and I

so I I was pretty much untamable and I refused to study because I asked my

refused to study because I asked my

refused to study because I asked my parents why should I study and nobody

parents why should I study and nobody

parents why should I study and nobody could answer me see a child you can’t

could answer me see a child you can’t

could answer me see a child you can’t tell him though you will get a job and

tell him though you will get a job and

tell him though you will get a job and you’ll get based on you it’s important

you’ll get based on you it’s important

you’ll get based on you it’s important for an intellectual whatever development

for an intellectual whatever development

for an intellectual whatever development a child will not understand that good

a child will not understand that good

a child will not understand that good it’s just some random words which

it’s just some random words which

it’s just some random words which doesn’t mean anything so I actually

doesn’t mean anything so I actually

doesn’t mean anything so I actually refused to study so during exams what

refused to study so during exams what

refused to study so during exams what used to happen was all my I had my elder

used to happen was all my I had my elder

used to happen was all my I had my elder brother and my elder sister elder sister

brother and my elder sister elder sister

brother and my elder sister elder sister so I am the youngest them and my father

so I am the youngest them and my father

so I am the youngest them and my father and my mother everybody would be after

and my mother everybody would be after

and my mother everybody would be after me to make me study and they would be

me to make me study and they would be

me to make me study and they would be like with a poem and they’re like

like with a poem and they’re like

like with a poem and they’re like reciting so by the end of it my whole

reciting so by the end of it my whole

reciting so by the end of it my whole family would remember everything my

family would remember everything my

family would remember everything my whole post course structure but I would

whole post course structure but I would

whole post course structure but I would not know anything I would literally

not know anything I would literally

not know anything I would literally close my ears and refuse to study I was

close my ears and refuse to study I was

close my ears and refuse to study I was that stubborn against education and so

that stubborn against education and so

that stubborn against education and so once my I was sleep and my father is

once my I was sleep and my father is

once my I was sleep and my father is like you know he’s sleeping so let’s

like you know he’s sleeping so let’s

like you know he’s sleeping so let’s just dictate the course any of the years

just dictate the course any of the years

just dictate the course any of the years maybe something goes in his some point

maybe something goes in his some point

maybe something goes in his some point just because tomorrow is the exam okay

just because tomorrow is the exam okay

just because tomorrow is the exam okay so they have been to that extreme also

so they have been to that extreme also

so they have been to that extreme also so from I think I scored the highest in

so from I think I scored the highest in

so from I think I scored the highest in my life in my nursery okay honestly

and then the graph goes down and then

and then the graph goes down and then something happens and the graph goes up

something happens and the graph goes up

something happens and the graph goes up okay but I had a really I was almost

okay but I had a really I was almost

okay but I had a really I was almost like I don’t remember my school time

like I don’t remember my school time

like I don’t remember my school time I remember everything outside but not my

I remember everything outside but not my

I remember everything outside but not my school time one because I had my own

school time one because I had my own

school time one because I had my own limitations as a child I did not

limitations as a child I did not

limitations as a child I did not understand text it was the last thing I

understand text it was the last thing I

understand text it was the last thing I would like to read is a text and I

would like to read is a text and I

would like to read is a text and I wouldn’t understand I had problems

wouldn’t understand I had problems

wouldn’t understand I had problems speaking even now I do there sometime

speaking even now I do there sometime

speaking even now I do there sometime and it comes now so I go like sir like I

and it comes now so I go like sir like I

and it comes now so I go like sir like I can’t speak properly and at the same

can’t speak properly and at the same

can’t speak properly and at the same time God really forgot to install the

time God really forgot to install the

time God really forgot to install the hard disk drive in my system which means

hard disk drive in my system which means

hard disk drive in my system which means I only work with RAM okay

I only work with RAM okay

I only work with RAM okay I can’t store anything so if I’m in the

I can’t store anything so if I’m in the

I can’t store anything so if I’m in the now it’s okay

now it’s okay

now it’s okay and possibly I’ll actually forget the

and possibly I’ll actually forget the

and possibly I’ll actually forget the images from this talk as well it is

images from this talk as well it is

images from this talk as well it is pretty extreme I’ll remember the essence

pretty extreme I’ll remember the essence

pretty extreme I’ll remember the essence of it I might remember myself from a

of it I might remember myself from a

of it I might remember myself from a third person point of view because my

third person point of view because my

third person point of view because my brain is trying to recreate the memories

brain is trying to recreate the memories

brain is trying to recreate the memories which I don’t remember from my own eyes

which I don’t remember from my own eyes

which I don’t remember from my own eyes so the good thing is that I’m always

so the good thing is that I’m always

so the good thing is that I’m always it’s the old past or old memories or all

it’s the old past or old memories or all

it’s the old past or old memories or all Gayle the world friends they don’t

Gayle the world friends they don’t

Gayle the world friends they don’t trouble me anymore

trouble me anymore

trouble me anymore if I am there I’m there I’m working and

if I am there I’m there I’m working and

if I am there I’m there I’m working and I’m totally dedicated because so these

I’m totally dedicated because so these

I’m totally dedicated because so these three three problems which is the memory

three three problems which is the memory

three three problems which is the memory part which also not unjust able to

part which also not unjust able to

part which also not unjust able to understand text and now if you see so

understand text and now if you see so

understand text and now if you see so I’ll show you how okay this is

I’ll show you how okay this is

I’ll show you how okay this is classified information all right okay so

classified information all right okay so

classified information all right okay so the thing is if you see my grades from

the thing is if you see my grades from

the thing is if you see my grades from class 1 to 5 like I told you notice Lee

class 1 to 5 like I told you notice Lee

class 1 to 5 like I told you notice Lee was my golden era so my grades go

was my golden era so my grades go

was my golden era so my grades go actually down till the fifth grade and

actually down till the fifth grade and

actually down till the fifth grade and although the average remains more or

although the average remains more or

although the average remains more or less like 55 something person but I’m

less like 55 something person but I’m

less like 55 something person but I’m flunking in some example like many of

flunking in some example like many of

flunking in some example like many of the subjects

okay so this is the first grade all

okay so this is the first grade all right road number 20 91 92 were you born

right road number 20 91 92 were you born

right road number 20 91 92 were you born then

so okay you see that pay attention to

so okay you see that pay attention to the red marks okay and then you go to

the red marks okay and then you go to

the red marks okay and then you go to the way should I point this okay okay so

the way should I point this okay okay so

the way should I point this okay okay so slowly you see those B and F they’re

slowly you see those B and F they’re

slowly you see those B and F they’re three now and then it increases hope

three now and then it increases hope

three now and then it increases hope increase to four five six seven eight

increase to four five six seven eight

increase to four five six seven eight something like that okay and then it

something like that okay and then it

something like that okay and then it increases to this is the fourth class

increases to this is the fourth class

increases to this is the fourth class three is four five six seven eight like

three is four five six seven eight like

three is four five six seven eight like uncountable stuff okay but also

uncountable stuff okay but also

uncountable stuff okay but also interesting to see that Hindi language

interesting to see that Hindi language

interesting to see that Hindi language literature is eighty and at the same

literature is eighty and at the same

literature is eighty and at the same time 39-inch whistle studies I don’t

time 39-inch whistle studies I don’t

time 39-inch whistle studies I don’t know how it’s that is happening and the

know how it’s that is happening and the

know how it’s that is happening and the fifth grade was this alright I flunked

fifth grade was this alright I flunked

fifth grade was this alright I flunked into I think English language there and

into I think English language there and

into I think English language there and mathematics down there and the in the

mathematics down there and the in the

mathematics down there and the in the middle over there you see that’s I have

middle over there you see that’s I have

middle over there you see that’s I have Photoshop because it was obstructing the

Photoshop because it was obstructing the

Photoshop because it was obstructing the view so this is what I got in the fifth

view so this is what I got in the fifth

view so this is what I got in the fifth grade

grade

grade oh yeah so this says okay they didn’t

oh yeah so this says okay they didn’t

oh yeah so this says okay they didn’t mention my name

mention my name

mention my name they were being polite I guess but he

they were being polite I guess but he

they were being polite I guess but he has been if he doesn’t show any

has been if he doesn’t show any

has been if he doesn’t show any improvement in the week subjects by the

improvement in the week subjects by the

improvement in the week subjects by the end of the next academic year he or she

end of the next academic year he or she

end of the next academic year he or she will not be promoted to the next class

will not be promoted to the next class

will not be promoted to the next class and please take this matter seriously

and please take this matter seriously

and please take this matter seriously this is class v for God’s sake okay

and I’m like smart enough to remove the

and I’m like smart enough to remove the headmistress name and the school name so

headmistress name and the school name so

headmistress name and the school name so and you can see the where

okay so this is this is not nursery

okay so this is this is not nursery nurse it would be up up there somewhere

nurse it would be up up there somewhere

nurse it would be up up there somewhere okay so this goes down and then goes

okay so this goes down and then goes

okay so this goes down and then goes down and this is where I get this

down and this is where I get this

down and this is where I get this morning and then I would go to plus six

morning and then I would go to plus six

morning and then I would go to plus six which would be around here and you see

which would be around here and you see

which would be around here and you see the up this thing so what happened why

the up this thing so what happened why

the up this thing so what happened why did I start studying because of the

did I start studying because of the

did I start studying because of the trial that which was there I

trial that which was there I

trial that which was there I couldn’t read anyways I didn’t like text

couldn’t read anyways I didn’t like text

couldn’t read anyways I didn’t like text so it didn’t make sense when I went to

so it didn’t make sense when I went to

so it didn’t make sense when I went to the first day of my class of sixth grade

the first day of my class of sixth grade

the first day of my class of sixth grade they our teacher she made a stand and

they our teacher she made a stand and

they our teacher she made a stand and she asks us he who all got promoted on

she asks us he who all got promoted on

she asks us he who all got promoted on trial basis so three of us stand up and

trial basis so three of us stand up and

trial basis so three of us stand up and that was the most embarrassing time of

that was the most embarrassing time of

that was the most embarrassing time of my life okay

my life okay

my life okay standing up in the middle of the class

standing up in the middle of the class

standing up in the middle of the class being pointed out I never want that even

being pointed out I never want that even

being pointed out I never want that even now okay Who am I there okay so I got so

now okay Who am I there okay so I got so

now okay Who am I there okay so I got so embarrassed that I’m like good this will

embarrassed that I’m like good this will

embarrassed that I’m like good this will this shouldn’t happen ever I do not want

this shouldn’t happen ever I do not want

this shouldn’t happen ever I do not want this to ever repeat and that’s how I

this to ever repeat and that’s how I

this to ever repeat and that’s how I forced myself to study so the grades

forced myself to study so the grades

forced myself to study so the grades went up I’m not like I ought break early

went up I’m not like I ought break early

went up I’m not like I ought break early okay so they it goes slide they’re still

okay so they it goes slide they’re still

okay so they it goes slide they’re still like around about 65 something then why

like around about 65 something then why

like around about 65 something then why do you think this happen over there and

do you think this happen over there and

do you think this happen over there and this happened to hit the peak yeah so

this happened to hit the peak yeah so

this happened to hit the peak yeah so which means because of the pressure and

which means because of the pressure and

which means because of the pressure and now I know it would like because see I

now I know it would like because see I

now I know it would like because see I took it upon she’s decision to study

took it upon she’s decision to study

took it upon she’s decision to study right and I also consciously know what

right and I also consciously know what

right and I also consciously know what that boards they are important so just

that boards they are important so just

that boards they are important so just before the exam I would study and this

before the exam I would study and this

before the exam I would study and this is the board scum marks and if you see

is the board scum marks and if you see

is the board scum marks and if you see my the prelims or whatever you call them

my the prelims or whatever you call them

my the prelims or whatever you call them the rest of the exams I would be

the rest of the exams I would be

the rest of the exams I would be flunking okay there so I would just

flunking okay there so I would just

flunking okay there so I would just study for the boards and eleventh off

study for the boards and eleventh off

study for the boards and eleventh off good days no board so like I didn’t

good days no board so like I didn’t

good days no board so like I didn’t study and like when twelfth his board so

study and like when twelfth his board so

study and like when twelfth his board so I study again just for that I can make

I study again just for that I can make

I study again just for that I can make my future somehow what worked for me was

my future somehow what worked for me was

my future somehow what worked for me was one that I had a strong willpower which

one that I had a strong willpower which

one that I had a strong willpower which means if I really think about something

means if I really think about something

means if I really think about something I do it secondly I had awareness as well

I do it secondly I had awareness as well

I do it secondly I had awareness as well which means when I was going through

which means when I was going through

which means when I was going through when I didn’t want to study it was a

when I didn’t want to study it was a

when I didn’t want to study it was a conscious decision because nobody could

conscious decision because nobody could

conscious decision because nobody could me why I should study when I wanted to

me why I should study when I wanted to

me why I should study when I wanted to study again it was a conscious decision

study again it was a conscious decision

study again it was a conscious decision that okay dude I have to do something I

that okay dude I have to do something I

that okay dude I have to do something I don’t want to be embarrassed again in

don’t want to be embarrassed again in

don’t want to be embarrassed again in public and one was the most important

public and one was the most important

public and one was the most important thing out of this is my parents I am

thing out of this is my parents I am

thing out of this is my parents I am very lucky to have the best parents it’s

very lucky to have the best parents it’s

very lucky to have the best parents it’s a relative so for me there was a nice

a relative so for me there was a nice

a relative so for me there was a nice mix of they gave us a lot of freedom

mix of they gave us a lot of freedom

mix of they gave us a lot of freedom they never indulged and what we were

they never indulged and what we were

they never indulged and what we were doing and they would not ask us much

doing and they would not ask us much

doing and they would not ask us much maybe some children needed but I didn’t

maybe some children needed but I didn’t

maybe some children needed but I didn’t I was anyways free and I was happy with

I was anyways free and I was happy with

I was anyways free and I was happy with myself so my parents were like my father

myself so my parents were like my father

myself so my parents were like my father is a scientist was a scientist is

is a scientist was a scientist is

is a scientist was a scientist is retired now and he was always in his

retired now and he was always in his

retired now and he was always in his work so I don’t think he will even know

work so I don’t think he will even know

work so I don’t think he will even know what class I was studying in I mean

what class I was studying in I mean

what class I was studying in I mean whether was super active working and

whether was super active working and

whether was super active working and like helping everyone and a social

like helping everyone and a social

like helping everyone and a social worker also and she still does if you

worker also and she still does if you

worker also and she still does if you ask if you call my home and mother is

ask if you call my home and mother is

ask if you call my home and mother is not there they will say over the jailing

not there they will say over the jailing

not there they will say over the jailing jail may hang because there is a jail

jail may hang because there is a jail

jail may hang because there is a jail near her house and she goes everyday

near her house and she goes everyday

near her house and she goes everyday there to teach meditation and yoga to

there to teach meditation and yoga to

there to teach meditation and yoga to the inmates of the jail so she has been

the inmates of the jail so she has been

the inmates of the jail so she has been doing that forever now working with

doing that forever now working with

doing that forever now working with children and so so one thing Chiefs to

children and so so one thing Chiefs to

children and so so one thing Chiefs to tell us was we trust you and you are

tell us was we trust you and you are

tell us was we trust you and you are responsible for your life all right

responsible for your life all right

responsible for your life all right so that actually empowers a child a lot

so that actually empowers a child a lot

so that actually empowers a child a lot more because one you know that they are

more because one you know that they are

more because one you know that they are not they don’t care what you do so you

not they don’t care what you do so you

not they don’t care what you do so you are free to do anything and secondly

are free to do anything and secondly

are free to do anything and secondly when they say they trust you and you are

when they say they trust you and you are

when they say they trust you and you are responsible that dialogue somehow comes

responsible that dialogue somehow comes

responsible that dialogue somehow comes at the crucial moment when you are about

at the crucial moment when you are about

at the crucial moment when you are about to take some crucial decision and that

to take some crucial decision and that

to take some crucial decision and that comes in and you like dude like oh we

comes in and you like dude like oh we

comes in and you like dude like oh we are responsible for our own actions okay

are responsible for our own actions okay

are responsible for our own actions okay okay so even if you go through then you

okay so even if you go through then you

okay so even if you go through then you take the responsibility okay and that

take the responsibility okay and that

take the responsibility okay and that gives you a lot of power when you take

gives you a lot of power when you take

gives you a lot of power when you take responsibility and it applies to your

responsibility and it applies to your

responsibility and it applies to your job or studies now or whenever anything

job or studies now or whenever anything

job or studies now or whenever anything you do even if you don’t want to do it

you do even if you don’t want to do it

you do even if you don’t want to do it but if you have to do it then take

but if you have to do it then take

but if you have to do it then take responsibility what’s the point of doing

responsibility what’s the point of doing

responsibility what’s the point of doing something insane a mission in which I

something insane a mission in which I

something insane a mission in which I Bowl Arthur so I am doing it there is no

Bowl Arthur so I am doing it there is no

Bowl Arthur so I am doing it there is no point of that either don’t do it if you

point of that either don’t do it if you

point of that either don’t do it if you are doing it then take responsibility

are doing it then take responsibility

are doing it then take responsibility for what ever you do so parents is I

for what ever you do so parents is I

for what ever you do so parents is I realized it’s see education comes later

realized it’s see education comes later

realized it’s see education comes later right but the child is spending time at

right but the child is spending time at

right but the child is spending time at home

home

home so parents have to form this a force

so parents have to form this a force

so parents have to form this a force field around the child and if the child

field around the child and if the child

field around the child and if the child knows that okay I have this support like

knows that okay I have this support like

knows that okay I have this support like artillery and infantry with me that

artillery and infantry with me that

artillery and infantry with me that nothing happens like anything because

nothing happens like anything because

nothing happens like anything because the world is as you know we have a lot

the world is as you know we have a lot

the world is as you know we have a lot of problems each one of us we have our

of problems each one of us we have our

of problems each one of us we have our own unique problems and we’ll keep

own unique problems and we’ll keep

own unique problems and we’ll keep facing them our whole life so when the

facing them our whole life so when the

facing them our whole life so when the world is also going to bombard you with

world is also going to bombard you with

world is also going to bombard you with problems you don’t want problem to exist

problems you don’t want problem to exist

problems you don’t want problem to exist at home also that really will destroy a

at home also that really will destroy a

at home also that really will destroy a child when he knows key okay the world

child when he knows key okay the world

child when he knows key okay the world is also there were so many problem

is also there were so many problem

is also there were so many problem coming in and my parents are also

coming in and my parents are also

coming in and my parents are also doesn’t and they don’t understand me so

doesn’t and they don’t understand me so

doesn’t and they don’t understand me so you the parents really have to form a

you the parents really have to form a

you the parents really have to form a shield you can discipline your child at

shield you can discipline your child at

shield you can discipline your child at home whichever way you want to you have

home whichever way you want to you have

home whichever way you want to you have to be smart about it

to be smart about it

to be smart about it but in public you have to defend your

but in public you have to defend your

but in public you have to defend your child I’m not saying like if he goes and

child I’m not saying like if he goes and

child I’m not saying like if he goes and really hurts someone and you are like

really hurts someone and you are like

really hurts someone and you are like named a debauch and a cuchini gear but

named a debauch and a cuchini gear but

named a debauch and a cuchini gear but there has to be a way but parents they

there has to be a way but parents they

there has to be a way but parents they should not want discuss the child like

should not want discuss the child like

should not want discuss the child like the problems or the funny habits a child

the problems or the funny habits a child

the problems or the funny habits a child has in front of him

has in front of him

has in front of him don’t do that don’t embarrass the child

don’t do that don’t embarrass the child

don’t do that don’t embarrass the child okay you should always imagine a child

okay you should always imagine a child

okay you should always imagine a child as a complete being he is not like you

as a complete being he is not like you

as a complete being he is not like you know when this kid is small and you like

know when this kid is small and you like

know when this kid is small and you like googoo gaga like doing something making

googoo gaga like doing something making

googoo gaga like doing something making stupid faces no he understands

stupid faces no he understands

stupid faces no he understands everything okay

everything okay

everything okay he like what the hell wouldn’t Booga I

he like what the hell wouldn’t Booga I

he like what the hell wouldn’t Booga I would like the because his neurons are

would like the because his neurons are

would like the because his neurons are still developing muscles are still he is

still developing muscles are still he is

still developing muscles are still he is like taking control of all that doesn’t

like taking control of all that doesn’t

like taking control of all that doesn’t mean that he doesn’t understand things

mean that he doesn’t understand things

mean that he doesn’t understand things all right so whenever you see a child

all right so whenever you see a child

all right so whenever you see a child regardless of what age treat him or her

regardless of what age treat him or her

regardless of what age treat him or her with respect and see through and treat

with respect and see through and treat

with respect and see through and treat him like an individual okay talk

him like an individual okay talk

him like an individual okay talk normally like you would to anyone like

normally like you would to anyone like

normally like you would to anyone like to me like I’m talking to you

to me like I’m talking to you

to me like I’m talking to you when I would take workshop with children

when I would take workshop with children

when I would take workshop with children I also like do the same thing I talked

I also like do the same thing I talked

I also like do the same thing I talked to them naturally like you would because

to them naturally like you would because

to them naturally like you would because when you distort your voice it’s

when you distort your voice it’s

when you distort your voice it’s confusing for children they’re like what

confusing for children they’re like what

confusing for children they’re like what the hell is it doing why we like talking

the hell is it doing why we like talking

the hell is it doing why we like talking that squeaky voice that is not required

that squeaky voice that is not required

that squeaky voice that is not required that’s our interpretation of the

that’s our interpretation of the

that’s our interpretation of the children in some weird way okay so

children in some weird way okay so

children in some weird way okay so parents is like I said do not indulge in

parents is like I said do not indulge in

parents is like I said do not indulge in their lives but be interested you have

their lives but be interested you have

their lives but be interested you have to be interested in your child’s life

to be interested in your child’s life

to be interested in your child’s life and right now that you can say the

and right now that you can say the

and right now that you can say the culture is that everybody wants one

culture is that everybody wants one

culture is that everybody wants one button like solution Oh tell me

button like solution Oh tell me

button like solution Oh tell me something that I buy and the child or he

something that I buy and the child or he

something that I buy and the child or he is like spending too much time on

is like spending too much time on

is like spending too much time on gadgets what do I do

gadgets what do I do

gadgets what do I do oh maybe Flint Oh box arch into box

oh maybe Flint Oh box arch into box

oh maybe Flint Oh box arch into box whatever you want to buy give it to him

whatever you want to buy give it to him

whatever you want to buy give it to him it doesn’t work like that you have to be

it doesn’t work like that you have to be

it doesn’t work like that you have to be interested you have to improve yourself

interested you have to improve yourself

interested you have to improve yourself go through things and then participate

go through things and then participate

go through things and then participate in case your child is not very active

in case your child is not very active

in case your child is not very active and going out so you have to be

and going out so you have to be

and going out so you have to be interested at the same time not indulge

interested at the same time not indulge

interested at the same time not indulge in his or her life then if you come to

in his or her life then if you come to

in his or her life then if you come to education what is the whole core of

education what is the whole core of

education what is the whole core of Education it is to empower lives right

Education it is to empower lives right

Education it is to empower lives right but if if you see my report card and the

but if if you see my report card and the

but if if you see my report card and the trial basis how the hell is that going

trial basis how the hell is that going

trial basis how the hell is that going to work how is that helping anyone I

to work how is that helping anyone I

to work how is that helping anyone I don’t understand I truly feel in a

don’t understand I truly feel in a

don’t understand I truly feel in a certain age you should let the child be

certain age you should let the child be

certain age you should let the child be I would if it’s up to me till 8th grade

I would if it’s up to me till 8th grade

I would if it’s up to me till 8th grade okay then you can turn competitive and

okay then you can turn competitive and

okay then you can turn competitive and whatever you want to but at least in

whatever you want to but at least in

whatever you want to but at least in eighth grade

eighth grade

eighth grade he should be exposed to a lot of things

he should be exposed to a lot of things

he should be exposed to a lot of things I am an autumn aster you think a lot of

I am an autumn aster you think a lot of

I am an autumn aster you think a lot of people think because of the show that

people think because of the show that

people think because of the show that I’m an artist and I paint and they

I’m an artist and I paint and they

I’m an artist and I paint and they requested me to do something over here

requested me to do something over here

requested me to do something over here if you take an average of the skill of

if you take an average of the skill of

if you take an average of the skill of the artist in India I would be somewhere

the artist in India I would be somewhere

the artist in India I would be somewhere average the same you report card you

average the same you report card you

average the same you report card you solve like 54 percent I would be there

solve like 54 percent I would be there

solve like 54 percent I would be there somewhere there n number of like

somewhere there n number of like

somewhere there n number of like infinite number of people who are more

infinite number of people who are more

infinite number of people who are more talented than me in terms of art but

talented than me in terms of art but

talented than me in terms of art but that’s not my power field my code field

that’s not my power field my code field

that’s not my power field my code field I would say would be to simplify things

I would say would be to simplify things

I would say would be to simplify things simplify knowledge and reach a core so

simplify knowledge and reach a core so

simplify knowledge and reach a core so because I’ve been self teaching myself

because I’ve been self teaching myself

because I’ve been self teaching myself my whole life in my college luckily we

my whole life in my college luckily we

my whole life in my college luckily we never had subjects like they never

never had subjects like they never

never had subjects like they never should teach us something it all

should teach us something it all

should teach us something it all everything was self taught and because I

everything was self taught and because I

everything was self taught and because I couldn’t understand the way they taught

couldn’t understand the way they taught

couldn’t understand the way they taught in school so later in life I started

in school so later in life I started

in school so later in life I started teaching myself

teaching myself

teaching myself of how do I understand so I would go

of how do I understand so I would go

of how do I understand so I would go I’ll search I’ll try to understand the

I’ll search I’ll try to understand the

I’ll search I’ll try to understand the core and if you understand the core it’s

core and if you understand the core it’s

core and if you understand the core it’s almost like if you understand 1/3 you

almost like if you understand 1/3 you

almost like if you understand 1/3 you understand all the trees and that

understand all the trees and that

understand all the trees and that actually it’s true to a certain extent

actually it’s true to a certain extent

actually it’s true to a certain extent so so education I would say so that’s my

so so education I would say so that’s my

so so education I would say so that’s my current goal that because I had a

current goal that because I had a

current goal that because I had a terrible time in the education sector

terrible time in the education sector

terrible time in the education sector now I’d like to simplify the whole and

now I’d like to simplify the whole and

now I’d like to simplify the whole and it’s not a easy task

it’s not a easy task

it’s not a easy task obviously nobody will invite me I come

obviously nobody will invite me I come

obviously nobody will invite me I come and change ICSC CBSE are nobody going to

and change ICSC CBSE are nobody going to

and change ICSC CBSE are nobody going to do that of course but soon I would I

do that of course but soon I would I

do that of course but soon I would I think I would be releasing some modules

think I would be releasing some modules

think I would be releasing some modules of some programs that can maybe help and

of some programs that can maybe help and

of some programs that can maybe help and of course it needs a continuous feedback

of course it needs a continuous feedback

of course it needs a continuous feedback to improve it and honestly speaking

to improve it and honestly speaking

to improve it and honestly speaking problem-solving is dynamic process you

problem-solving is dynamic process you

problem-solving is dynamic process you have to keep working on it and at the

have to keep working on it and at the

have to keep working on it and at the same time when if I am passionate about

same time when if I am passionate about

same time when if I am passionate about children I would request you guys also

children I would request you guys also

children I would request you guys also when you meet another child be conscious

when you meet another child be conscious

when you meet another child be conscious of this fact what I just spoke about and

of this fact what I just spoke about and

of this fact what I just spoke about and don’t indulge but do try to help in

don’t indulge but do try to help in

don’t indulge but do try to help in whatever way you can to make their life

whatever way you can to make their life

whatever way you can to make their life simpler because the world may arrive

simpler because the world may arrive

simpler because the world may arrive into now we have created it honestly so

into now we have created it honestly so

into now we have created it honestly so you can’t blame them for being like

you can’t blame them for being like

you can’t blame them for being like dabbing or like you know being too much

dabbing or like you know being too much

dabbing or like you know being too much on Facebook because we created that

on Facebook because we created that

on Facebook because we created that platform for them and they haven’t seen

platform for them and they haven’t seen

platform for them and they haven’t seen their platforms which existed before so

their platforms which existed before so

their platforms which existed before so it doesn’t make sense to blame them for

it doesn’t make sense to blame them for

it doesn’t make sense to blame them for such stuff and they are the generation

such stuff and they are the generation

such stuff and they are the generation they should use their tools of course

they should use their tools of course

they should use their tools of course why not

why not

why not the only thing is balanced that to

the only thing is balanced that to

the only thing is balanced that to strike that balance you need to do our

strike that balance you need to do our

strike that balance you need to do our bit and so we have covered the education

bit and so we have covered the education

bit and so we have covered the education and we have covered the children and

and we have covered the children and

and we have covered the children and parents yes so I think I would like to

parents yes so I think I would like to

parents yes so I think I would like to end now and by ending I would just like

end now and by ending I would just like

end now and by ending I would just like to say that please see children as the

to say that please see children as the

to say that please see children as the first citizens of the world which they

first citizens of the world which they

first citizens of the world which they truly are all right ok thank you

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