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Breaking Through Thin Ice | Magdalena Panetta | TEDxMacalesterCollege


most people would not expect that when

most people would not expect that when you put a child in a sport at 4 years

you put a child in a sport at 4 years

you put a child in a sport at 4 years old that it is something they will do

old that it is something they will do

old that it is something they will do for the rest of their life this however

for the rest of their life this however

for the rest of their life this however is a common occurrence in the world of

is a common occurrence in the world of

is a common occurrence in the world of figure skating figure skating is freeing

figure skating figure skating is freeing

figure skating figure skating is freeing it is movement artistry hard work and

it is movement artistry hard work and

it is movement artistry hard work and perseverance it’s easy right you just

perseverance it’s easy right you just

perseverance it’s easy right you just have to stand on four millimeter blades

have to stand on four millimeter blades

have to stand on four millimeter blades throw your body into the air and land on

throw your body into the air and land on

throw your body into the air and land on one foot with more than five times your

one foot with more than five times your

one foot with more than five times your body weight right even after 18 years of

body weight right even after 18 years of

body weight right even after 18 years of experience this is never easy yet

experience this is never easy yet

experience this is never easy yet despite this physical challenge at no

despite this physical challenge at no

despite this physical challenge at no point in my adolescent life did I

point in my adolescent life did I

point in my adolescent life did I consider myself an athlete athletes play

consider myself an athlete athletes play

consider myself an athlete athletes play a game there on teams and as far as I

a game there on teams and as far as I

a game there on teams and as far as I knew there were no such thing as teams

knew there were no such thing as teams

knew there were no such thing as teams in Figure Skating this turned out to be

in Figure Skating this turned out to be

in Figure Skating this turned out to be far from the truth

far from the truth

far from the truth in 1956 the first synchronized figure

in 1956 the first synchronized figure

in 1956 the first synchronized figure skating team was formed in Ann Arbor

skating team was formed in Ann Arbor

skating team was formed in Ann Arbor Michigan synchro is the most popular

Michigan synchro is the most popular

Michigan synchro is the most popular branch of skating you have never heard

branch of skating you have never heard

branch of skating you have never heard of with the upcoming Olympics people

of with the upcoming Olympics people

of with the upcoming Olympics people will start talking about figure skating

will start talking about figure skating

will start talking about figure skating again but synchro gets little media

again but synchro gets little media

again but synchro gets little media attention and is not yet an Olympic

attention and is not yet an Olympic

attention and is not yet an Olympic sport at age 9 I joined my first team

sport at age 9 I joined my first team

sport at age 9 I joined my first team physically connected to 15 other skaters

physically connected to 15 other skaters

physically connected to 15 other skaters performing in unison in a combination of

performing in unison in a combination of

performing in unison in a combination of all divisions of skating becoming a

all divisions of skating becoming a

all divisions of skating becoming a synchronized figure skater is what

synchronized figure skater is what

synchronized figure skater is what challenged me to call myself an athlete

challenged me to call myself an athlete

challenged me to call myself an athlete the pinnacle of most sports occurs in

the pinnacle of most sports occurs in

the pinnacle of most sports occurs in one day whether it be the world

one day whether it be the world

one day whether it be the world championships

championships

championships Super Bowl or Olympics one day can

Super Bowl or Olympics one day can

Super Bowl or Olympics one day can define an athlete successes and failures

define an athlete successes and failures

define an athlete successes and failures we know that in reality success can be

we know that in reality success can be

we know that in reality success can be defined in a number of ways we all set

defined in a number of ways we all set

defined in a number of ways we all set goals and for some these goals remain

goals and for some these goals remain

goals and for some these goals remain the same throughout a lifetime when we

the same throughout a lifetime when we

the same throughout a lifetime when we set goals it can be easy to set a path

set goals it can be easy to set a path

set goals it can be easy to set a path that you must follow to achieve them yet

that you must follow to achieve them yet

that you must follow to achieve them yet throughout history it’s hard to pinpoint

throughout history it’s hard to pinpoint

throughout history it’s hard to pinpoint two individuals that arrived at the same

two individuals that arrived at the same

two individuals that arrived at the same destination in the same way maybe this

destination in the same way maybe this

destination in the same way maybe this means the only true way to

means the only true way to

means the only true way to our goals is to throw out the so-called

our goals is to throw out the so-called

our goals is to throw out the so-called path to success and get there on our own

path to success and get there on our own

path to success and get there on our own terms my sophomore year of college I was

terms my sophomore year of college I was

terms my sophomore year of college I was immensely distracted by a goal I had

immensely distracted by a goal I had

immensely distracted by a goal I had abandoned to compete at the elite level

abandoned to compete at the elite level

abandoned to compete at the elite level of synchronized skating I saw two change

of synchronized skating I saw two change

of synchronized skating I saw two change and decided to take a year off of school

and decided to take a year off of school

and decided to take a year off of school to fully immerse myself in this goal

to fully immerse myself in this goal

to fully immerse myself in this goal after the spring audition process I was

after the spring audition process I was

after the spring audition process I was named as a member of Team USA with the

named as a member of Team USA with the

named as a member of Team USA with the crystallites in Dearborn Michigan this

crystallites in Dearborn Michigan this

crystallites in Dearborn Michigan this is what I always wanted to be valued as

is what I always wanted to be valued as

is what I always wanted to be valued as a skilled skater and to be a part of a

a skilled skater and to be a part of a

a skilled skater and to be a part of a group that cared about the advancement

group that cared about the advancement

group that cared about the advancement of our sport like many teams only 16

of our sport like many teams only 16

of our sport like many teams only 16 skaters are on the ice at one time

skaters are on the ice at one time

skaters are on the ice at one time leaving four members at the sidelines at

leaving four members at the sidelines at

leaving four members at the sidelines at every given competition my goal for the

every given competition my goal for the

every given competition my goal for the season was to not sit at the sidelines

season was to not sit at the sidelines

season was to not sit at the sidelines but to be a performing member of this

but to be a performing member of this

but to be a performing member of this team and above all be valued as an asset

team and above all be valued as an asset

team and above all be valued as an asset to our overall success no doubt training

to our overall success no doubt training

to our overall success no doubt training with Team USA is hard work I was

with Team USA is hard work I was

with Team USA is hard work I was thrilled by the challenges it posed my

thrilled by the challenges it posed my

thrilled by the challenges it posed my strength endurance and flexibility

strength endurance and flexibility

strength endurance and flexibility always wanting to learn more until

always wanting to learn more until

always wanting to learn more until during summer training I found myself in

during summer training I found myself in

during summer training I found myself in the emergency room for the first time in

the emergency room for the first time in

the emergency room for the first time in my life I had pleurisy an inflammation

my life I had pleurisy an inflammation

my life I had pleurisy an inflammation of the lungs eventually diagnosed with

of the lungs eventually diagnosed with

of the lungs eventually diagnosed with asthma but hiccups like this happen all

asthma but hiccups like this happen all

asthma but hiccups like this happen all the time

the time

the time I wasn’t defeated I bundled up and I

I wasn’t defeated I bundled up and I

I wasn’t defeated I bundled up and I went to practice and I sat there for 4

went to practice and I sat there for 4

went to practice and I sat there for 4 hours for one day I was on the ice in no

hours for one day I was on the ice in no

hours for one day I was on the ice in no time and continued to excel and

time and continued to excel and

time and continued to excel and demonstrate growth until just three

demonstrate growth until just three

demonstrate growth until just three weeks later after a minor fall I had a

weeks later after a minor fall I had a

weeks later after a minor fall I had a fractured ankle this for a figure skater

fractured ankle this for a figure skater

fractured ankle this for a figure skater is what we call devastating Hiab routed

is what we call devastating Hiab routed

is what we call devastating Hiab routed my life moved hundreds of miles away and

my life moved hundreds of miles away and

my life moved hundreds of miles away and broke the very thing that facilitated my

broke the very thing that facilitated my

broke the very thing that facilitated my goal I was worried I’d lose my spot on

goal I was worried I’d lose my spot on

goal I was worried I’d lose my spot on the team but it was only summer training

the team but it was only summer training

the team but it was only summer training there were still plenty of weeks to get

there were still plenty of weeks to get

there were still plenty of weeks to get back on the ice in time for the season

back on the ice in time for the season

back on the ice in time for the season so I committed to my

so I committed to my

so I committed to my every I bundled up and I went to every

every I bundled up and I went to every

every I bundled up and I went to every practice for four hours a day for 70

practice for four hours a day for 70

practice for four hours a day for 70 days finally a year ago on this very day

days finally a year ago on this very day

days finally a year ago on this very day I would return to the ice adrenaline

I would return to the ice adrenaline

I would return to the ice adrenaline filled my veins and I wanted nothing

filled my veins and I wanted nothing

filled my veins and I wanted nothing more than to show my coaches and my

more than to show my coaches and my

more than to show my coaches and my teammates that I was ready I could do

teammates that I was ready I could do

teammates that I was ready I could do this within 10 minutes of the warmup

this within 10 minutes of the warmup

this within 10 minutes of the warmup after a collision with another skater

after a collision with another skater

after a collision with another skater I had a Coley’s fracture to my left

I had a Coley’s fracture to my left

I had a Coley’s fracture to my left wrist days later I would have a plate

wrist days later I would have a plate

wrist days later I would have a plate and seven screws holding me together in

and seven screws holding me together in

and seven screws holding me together in more ways than one

more ways than one

more ways than one my heart was broken the years of

my heart was broken the years of

my heart was broken the years of commitment seemed worthless I kept

commitment seemed worthless I kept

commitment seemed worthless I kept asking myself why what was it all for am

asking myself why what was it all for am

asking myself why what was it all for am I even good enough for this why am I

I even good enough for this why am I

I even good enough for this why am I still here I need to go home but I

still here I need to go home but I

still here I need to go home but I didn’t go home not after the first dr

didn’t go home not after the first dr

didn’t go home not after the first dr visit not after the second so I wouldn’t

visit not after the second so I wouldn’t

visit not after the second so I wouldn’t after the third my entire perception

after the third my entire perception

after the third my entire perception around this goal had to change it could

around this goal had to change it could

around this goal had to change it could no longer be about skating in the

no longer be about skating in the

no longer be about skating in the program every day but just getting to

program every day but just getting to

program every day but just getting to the rink so I remained committed to my

the rink so I remained committed to my

the rink so I remained committed to my team i bundled up i went to practice

team i bundled up i went to practice

team i bundled up i went to practice every day for four hours totalling 140

every day for four hours totalling 140

every day for four hours totalling 140 days during this time my mind was

days during this time my mind was

days during this time my mind was riddled with self-doubt and when I

riddled with self-doubt and when I

riddled with self-doubt and when I returned to the ice I questioned my

returned to the ice I questioned my

returned to the ice I questioned my ability every day my head was wrapped

ability every day my head was wrapped

ability every day my head was wrapped around this idea that I had to perform

around this idea that I had to perform

around this idea that I had to perform and for months I battled with the fact

and for months I battled with the fact

and for months I battled with the fact that I may never perform only when I let

that I may never perform only when I let

that I may never perform only when I let go of my definition of success did I

go of my definition of success did I

go of my definition of success did I find the confidence to move forward

find the confidence to move forward

find the confidence to move forward success no longer meant performing at

success no longer meant performing at

success no longer meant performing at every competition but just getting on

every competition but just getting on

every competition but just getting on the ice no matter the outcome and

the ice no matter the outcome and

the ice no matter the outcome and enjoying it this

enjoying it this

enjoying it this is what I came for this is what made me

is what I came for this is what made me

is what I came for this is what made me an athlete

an athlete

an athlete throughout the season our coaches told

throughout the season our coaches told

throughout the season our coaches told us to remind ourselves of this I am a

us to remind ourselves of this I am a

us to remind ourselves of this I am a member of my team I rely on it defer to

member of my team I rely on it defer to

member of my team I rely on it defer to it and sacrifice for it because the team

it and sacrifice for it because the team

it and sacrifice for it because the team not the individual is the ultimate

not the individual is the ultimate

not the individual is the ultimate champion my team was thriving learning

champion my team was thriving learning

champion my team was thriving learning from my struggles as much as I was

from my struggles as much as I was

from my struggles as much as I was learning from theirs for the first time

learning from theirs for the first time

learning from theirs for the first time in history the crystallites won a gold

in history the crystallites won a gold

in history the crystallites won a gold medal at the dr. Porter Classic and I

medal at the dr. Porter Classic and I

medal at the dr. Porter Classic and I was honored by standing on the podium

was honored by standing on the podium

was honored by standing on the podium later we travelled to Berlin Germany and

later we travelled to Berlin Germany and

later we travelled to Berlin Germany and we received a bronze medal at the Berlin

we received a bronze medal at the Berlin

we received a bronze medal at the Berlin Cup we followed this by traveling to

Cup we followed this by traveling to

Cup we followed this by traveling to Iran France where we competed against

Iran France where we competed against

Iran France where we competed against some of the best teams in the world at

some of the best teams in the world at

some of the best teams in the world at the French Cup and we continued our

the French Cup and we continued our

the French Cup and we continued our season at the u.s. national

season at the u.s. national

season at the u.s. national championships

championships

championships we received a silver medal garnering a

we received a silver medal garnering a

we received a silver medal garnering a spot as Team USA – at the is huge world

spot as Team USA – at the is huge world

spot as Team USA – at the is huge world championships in Colorado Springs this

championships in Colorado Springs this

championships in Colorado Springs this was among one of the most driven teams

was among one of the most driven teams

was among one of the most driven teams in the world

in the world

in the world placing ninth of 24 teams from 19

placing ninth of 24 teams from 19

placing ninth of 24 teams from 19 countries there was a lot to be said by

countries there was a lot to be said by

countries there was a lot to be said by my actions last year I had experienced

my actions last year I had experienced

my actions last year I had experienced the highest highs and lowest lows of an

the highest highs and lowest lows of an

the highest highs and lowest lows of an entire career I was three times the

entire career I was three times the

entire career I was three times the skater I once was and had achieved goals

skater I once was and had achieved goals

skater I once was and had achieved goals that I didn’t know I had the world

that I didn’t know I had the world

that I didn’t know I had the world championships was the Olympics of our

championships was the Olympics of our

championships was the Olympics of our sport and I never thought I would be

sport and I never thought I would be

sport and I never thought I would be there much less after a hundred and

there much less after a hundred and

there much less after a hundred and forty days off the ice for each failure

forty days off the ice for each failure

forty days off the ice for each failure you succeed at something new achieving a

you succeed at something new achieving a

you succeed at something new achieving a goal you may not know you had goals can

goal you may not know you had goals can

goal you may not know you had goals can change in the process of achieving them

change in the process of achieving them

change in the process of achieving them and sometimes conquering defeat is the

and sometimes conquering defeat is the

and sometimes conquering defeat is the key to reaching your destination thank

key to reaching your destination thank

key to reaching your destination thank you

you

you [Applause]

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