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Behind the Silver Screen | Gautami Tadimalla | TEDxGLIMChennai


thank you so much it’s great to be here

thank you so much it’s great to be here and I guess being here is what this

and I guess being here is what this

and I guess being here is what this whole event is about there’s been enough

whole event is about there’s been enough

whole event is about there’s been enough said about myself as a cancer survivor

said about myself as a cancer survivor

said about myself as a cancer survivor which I’m very proud to be and by the

which I’m very proud to be and by the

which I’m very proud to be and by the way it’s not about being a cancer

way it’s not about being a cancer

way it’s not about being a cancer survivor it’s being a winner we call

survivor it’s being a winner we call

survivor it’s being a winner we call cancer winners so that’s the rebounding

cancer winners so that’s the rebounding

cancer winners so that’s the rebounding position

position

position so let’s come back to the whole concept

so let’s come back to the whole concept

so let’s come back to the whole concept of being I belong to the film industry I

of being I belong to the film industry I

of being I belong to the film industry I belong to the entertainment industry I

belong to the entertainment industry I

belong to the entertainment industry I live in a world that creates words for

live in a world that creates words for

live in a world that creates words for people to watch on screens large screen

people to watch on screens large screen

people to watch on screens large screen small canes on the phones computers

small canes on the phones computers

small canes on the phones computers everywhere

everywhere

everywhere and when you think about this this is

and when you think about this this is

and when you think about this this is really very interesting because here we

really very interesting because here we

really very interesting because here we all are we’re born we’re growing up we

all are we’re born we’re growing up we

all are we’re born we’re growing up we all have our lives we all have our

all have our lives we all have our

all have our lives we all have our friends Hardin schools colleges families

friends Hardin schools colleges families

friends Hardin schools colleges families ambitions goals

ambitions goals

ambitions goals suddenly we get bitten by this bug that

suddenly we get bitten by this bug that

suddenly we get bitten by this bug that I won’t be in the film industry I wanna

I won’t be in the film industry I wanna

I won’t be in the film industry I wanna make films I want to be an actor I want

make films I want to be an actor I want

make films I want to be an actor I want to be a director I want to be a DOP and

to be a director I want to be a DOP and

to be a director I want to be a DOP and then you start fighting to become a

then you start fighting to become a

then you start fighting to become a member of a world that in many ways that

member of a world that in many ways that

member of a world that in many ways that in many ways is an alternate reality

in many ways is an alternate reality

in many ways is an alternate reality it’s a very real word don’t get me wrong

it’s a very real word don’t get me wrong

it’s a very real word don’t get me wrong it’s people with real people like all of

it’s people with real people like all of

it’s people with real people like all of you real families real joys sorrows

you real families real joys sorrows

you real families real joys sorrows heartaches victories defeats we believe

heartaches victories defeats we believe

heartaches victories defeats we believe the same as everybody else with makeup

the same as everybody else with makeup

the same as everybody else with makeup we rejoice to say when we are victorious

we rejoice to say when we are victorious

we rejoice to say when we are victorious but it is an alternate reality because

but it is an alternate reality because

but it is an alternate reality because the rules by which the entertainment

the rules by which the entertainment

the rules by which the entertainment industry the world over

industry the world over

industry the world over functions are slightly removed from the

functions are slightly removed from the

functions are slightly removed from the rest of any other kind of industry so

rest of any other kind of industry so

rest of any other kind of industry so how is it removed now when you take a

how is it removed now when you take a

how is it removed now when you take a traditional industry and I’m going to

traditional industry and I’m going to

traditional industry and I’m going to call it a traditional industry say a

call it a traditional industry say a

call it a traditional industry say a manufacturing industry or a knowledge

manufacturing industry or a knowledge

manufacturing industry or a knowledge industry there’s certain formats

industry there’s certain formats

industry there’s certain formats tangible parameters along which these

tangible parameters along which these

tangible parameters along which these industries function you know that you go

industries function you know that you go

industries function you know that you go to an educational institution you’d get

to an educational institution you’d get

to an educational institution you’d get a certain degree that empowers you or

a certain degree that empowers you or

a certain degree that empowers you or that tells you you are now qualified to

that tells you you are now qualified to

that tells you you are now qualified to go and perform a certain function in an

go and perform a certain function in an

go and perform a certain function in an in a particular line of work in a

in a particular line of work in a

in a particular line of work in a company and this is your designation

company and this is your designation

company and this is your designation then you work and you know if you’re

then you work and you know if you’re

then you work and you know if you’re going to run a company that if you’re

going to run a company that if you’re

going to run a company that if you’re going to be an entrepreneur you want to

going to be an entrepreneur you want to

going to be an entrepreneur you want to set up a company manufacturing pipes you

set up a company manufacturing pipes you

set up a company manufacturing pipes you have technology you have capital

have technology you have capital

have technology you have capital infrastructure you have to get HR in

infrastructure you have to get HR in

infrastructure you have to get HR in place you have to have knowledge

place you have to have knowledge

place you have to have knowledge die-offs perhaps you have manufacturing

die-offs perhaps you have manufacturing

die-offs perhaps you have manufacturing issues labor union issues so many things

issues labor union issues so many things

issues labor union issues so many things these are all traditional parameters

these are all traditional parameters

these are all traditional parameters along which industries are run film

along which industries are run film

along which industries are run film industry is not quite the same yes we

industry is not quite the same yes we

industry is not quite the same yes we have HR as and we have these teams of

have HR as and we have these teams of

have HR as and we have these teams of people talent who come and right from

people talent who come and right from

people talent who come and right from production boy levels right up to your

production boy levels right up to your

production boy levels right up to your director producer level and you know

director producer level and you know

director producer level and you know every other rung in between we are all

every other rung in between we are all

every other rung in between we are all putting a lot of work in using tangible

putting a lot of work in using tangible

putting a lot of work in using tangible technology and equipment to create a

technology and equipment to create a

technology and equipment to create a product which is then sold across a

product which is then sold across a

product which is then sold across a distribution network called theatres and

distribution network called theatres and

distribution network called theatres and screams what is the difference here the

screams what is the difference here the

screams what is the difference here the difference here is the tools that we use

difference here is the tools that we use

difference here is the tools that we use the technology the cameras the sets the

the technology the cameras the sets the

the technology the cameras the sets the machinery the equipment these are merely

machinery the equipment these are merely

machinery the equipment these are merely tools they are hardly ever the basis on

tools they are hardly ever the basis on

tools they are hardly ever the basis on which our industry is built they’re the

which our industry is built they’re the

which our industry is built they’re the hardly ever the basis on which our

hardly ever the basis on which our

hardly ever the basis on which our product is created and developed a

product is created and developed a

product is created and developed a product almost enter

product almost enter

product almost enter begins and ends here there were many

begins and ends here there were many

begins and ends here there were many times I have seen many projects go from

times I have seen many projects go from

times I have seen many projects go from sitting around a table and saying hey

sitting around a table and saying hey

sitting around a table and saying hey guys you know what I think this line

guys you know what I think this line

guys you know what I think this line would make perfect story it’d make a

would make perfect story it’d make a

would make perfect story it’d make a great movie and say you know what if he

great movie and say you know what if he

great movie and say you know what if he had a story about a guy who came here

had a story about a guy who came here

had a story about a guy who came here and did this and did that and then this

and did this and did that and then this

and did this and did that and then this happened from there I have seen simple

happened from there I have seen simple

happened from there I have seen simple ideas like that develop into multi crore

ideas like that develop into multi crore

ideas like that develop into multi crore films that have reached millions of

films that have reached millions of

films that have reached millions of people in audiences and it all began

people in audiences and it all began

people in audiences and it all began with the thought there is no other line

with the thought there is no other line

with the thought there is no other line of work there is no other state of

of work there is no other state of

of work there is no other state of existence that so completely defines who

existence that so completely defines who

existence that so completely defines who you are and how you be as a film

you are and how you be as a film

you are and how you be as a film industry and I’m saying film industry to

industry and I’m saying film industry to

industry and I’m saying film industry to me in any creative media industry

me in any creative media industry

me in any creative media industry anything that is creative anything that

anything that is creative anything that

anything that is creative anything that is fiction oriented because it entirely

is fiction oriented because it entirely

is fiction oriented because it entirely depends on your state of mind and the

depends on your state of mind and the

depends on your state of mind and the beauty of being in an industry like this

beauty of being in an industry like this

beauty of being in an industry like this and the beauty of aiming to be in this

and the beauty of aiming to be in this

and the beauty of aiming to be in this line of work is that somewhere you’re

line of work is that somewhere you’re

line of work is that somewhere you’re allowing yourself permission to mean

allowing yourself permission to mean

allowing yourself permission to mean many different kinds of people and that

many different kinds of people and that

many different kinds of people and that is the most liberating part about

is the most liberating part about

is the most liberating part about creative work it can be a film industry

creative work it can be a film industry

creative work it can be a film industry it can be writing it can be painting it

it can be writing it can be painting it

it can be writing it can be painting it can be performing but it’s most

can be performing but it’s most

can be performing but it’s most beautifully encapsulated by my industry

beautifully encapsulated by my industry

beautifully encapsulated by my industry the film industry you can write a story

the film industry you can write a story

the film industry you can write a story you can create a character you can

you can create a character you can

you can create a character you can develop an entire life and then you

develop an entire life and then you

develop an entire life and then you could be that person and trust me it’s

could be that person and trust me it’s

could be that person and trust me it’s not just an actor who can be another

not just an actor who can be another

not just an actor who can be another person starts with the writer then the

person starts with the writer then the

person starts with the writer then the director then the producer who believes

director then the producer who believes

director then the producer who believes in it then the actors every technician

in it then the actors every technician

in it then the actors every technician who puts in their part of being to say

who puts in their part of being to say

who puts in their part of being to say that this is what I will do

that this is what I will do

that this is what I will do help this character be on that screen

help this character be on that screen

help this character be on that screen and when you as an audience go and watch

and when you as an audience go and watch

and when you as an audience go and watch that film you are drawn into that state

that film you are drawn into that state

that film you are drawn into that state of being you find points to identify

of being you find points to identify

of being you find points to identify with you find points they say hey that’s

with you find points they say hey that’s

with you find points they say hey that’s what I’m going through that’s what I

what I’m going through that’s what I

what I’m going through that’s what I went through or no that’s where I want

went through or no that’s where I want

went through or no that’s where I want to be that’s who I want to be so we find

to be that’s who I want to be so we find

to be that’s who I want to be so we find in many aspects of ourselves whether we

in many aspects of ourselves whether we

in many aspects of ourselves whether we create cinema or whether we’re watching

create cinema or whether we’re watching

create cinema or whether we’re watching cinema the key to learning from cinema

cinema the key to learning from cinema

cinema the key to learning from cinema no technology not about the world it’s

no technology not about the world it’s

no technology not about the world it’s not about tourism it’s not about pretty

not about tourism it’s not about pretty

not about tourism it’s not about pretty awareness it’s far more than that the

awareness it’s far more than that the

awareness it’s far more than that the license to be yourself in all yourselves

license to be yourself in all yourselves

license to be yourself in all yourselves the very few people who are just one

the very few people who are just one

the very few people who are just one person the very few people who’s just

person the very few people who’s just

person the very few people who’s just has just one nature you know you can

has just one nature you know you can

has just one nature you know you can define them as just this person all of

define them as just this person all of

define them as just this person all of us have so many faces I’m I will bet you

us have so many faces I’m I will bet you

us have so many faces I’m I will bet you anything that who you are here it’s

anything that who you are here it’s

anything that who you are here it’s going to be very different from who you

going to be very different from who you

going to be very different from who you are at home different from who you are

are at home different from who you are

are at home different from who you are when you are with your friends different

when you are with your friends different

when you are with your friends different when you’re driving on the road in peak

when you’re driving on the road in peak

when you’re driving on the road in peak rush-hour traffic

rush-hour traffic

rush-hour traffic that’s all different people it might be

that’s all different people it might be

that’s all different people it might be different faces are the same person but

different faces are the same person but

different faces are the same person but it’s still different and it’s when we

it’s still different and it’s when we

it’s still different and it’s when we learn to accept all those different

learn to accept all those different

learn to accept all those different faces of ourselves when we allow

faces of ourselves when we allow

faces of ourselves when we allow ourselves to be in all our different

ourselves to be in all our different

ourselves to be in all our different perspectives is when we start stitching

perspectives is when we start stitching

perspectives is when we start stitching together all this fragmented existence

together all this fragmented existence

together all this fragmented existence that we have lot of us i exhausted

that we have lot of us i exhausted

that we have lot of us i exhausted nowadays I want anybody I would be

nowadays I want anybody I would be

nowadays I want anybody I would be delighted if anyone here stood up and

delighted if anyone here stood up and

delighted if anyone here stood up and said no I’m fine I’ve got it all

said no I’m fine I’ve got it all

said no I’m fine I’ve got it all together do I have anyone saying no I’m

together do I have anyone saying no I’m

together do I have anyone saying no I’m really delighted and I I really have to

really delighted and I I really have to

really delighted and I I really have to talk to you and I have to interview you

talk to you and I have to interview you

talk to you and I have to interview you for my channel you know

are you married there you go there you

are you married there you go there you go I knew that where is it no but jokes

go I knew that where is it no but jokes

go I knew that where is it no but jokes apart it takes a great deal to hold all

apart it takes a great deal to hold all

apart it takes a great deal to hold all these different sides of yourself

these different sides of yourself

these different sides of yourself together for some it’s more effortless

together for some it’s more effortless

together for some it’s more effortless than the others but it does take an

than the others but it does take an

than the others but it does take an effort where cinema can really help you

effort where cinema can really help you

effort where cinema can really help you make that journey is when you as a

make that journey is when you as a

make that journey is when you as a member of the audience are watching a

member of the audience are watching a

member of the audience are watching a film well made film not so well made

film well made film not so well made

film well made film not so well made film one that you relate with one you

film one that you relate with one you

film one that you relate with one you have no idea what it’s about it’s still

have no idea what it’s about it’s still

have no idea what it’s about it’s still a window for you into another world it’s

a window for you into another world it’s

a window for you into another world it’s still a window for you into many

still a window for you into many

still a window for you into many characters and even if it’s a James Bond

characters and even if it’s a James Bond

characters and even if it’s a James Bond or if it’s a Mission Impossible you know

or if it’s a Mission Impossible you know

or if it’s a Mission Impossible you know whether even if it’s a super

whether even if it’s a super

whether even if it’s a super larger-than-life character who’s

larger-than-life character who’s

larger-than-life character who’s entirely fantasy there’s still some part

entirely fantasy there’s still some part

entirely fantasy there’s still some part of us that says that’s so cool so hold

of us that says that’s so cool so hold

of us that says that’s so cool so hold on to that cool factor because you don’t

on to that cool factor because you don’t

on to that cool factor because you don’t have to go out and either save the world

have to go out and either save the world

have to go out and either save the world or blow up the world to be cool we can

or blow up the world to be cool we can

or blow up the world to be cool we can all be cool in our own lives every day

all be cool in our own lives every day

all be cool in our own lives every day so you cinema to help you become more of

so you cinema to help you become more of

so you cinema to help you become more of what you want to be more of who you need

what you want to be more of who you need

what you want to be more of who you need to be how many of you have thought of

to be how many of you have thought of

to be how many of you have thought of cinema as a tool not just a form of

cinema as a tool not just a form of

cinema as a tool not just a form of entertainment that’s great a tool like

entertainment that’s great a tool like

entertainment that’s great a tool like the way I’m saying yeah because it helps

the way I’m saying yeah because it helps

the way I’m saying yeah because it helps you reflect it gives you an insight into

you reflect it gives you an insight into

you reflect it gives you an insight into so many different mindsets because every

so many different mindsets because every

so many different mindsets because every film even if it starts with one

film even if it starts with one

film even if it starts with one storyline by one writer or one directors

storyline by one writer or one directors

storyline by one writer or one directors vision at the end of the day it is an

vision at the end of the day it is an

vision at the end of the day it is an amalgamation of a hundred and fifty

amalgamation of a hundred and fifty

amalgamation of a hundred and fifty people working on that one film it’s the

people working on that one film it’s the

people working on that one film it’s the most fascinating example true living

most fascinating example true living

most fascinating example true living example of a perfect amalgamation of

example of a perfect amalgamation of

example of a perfect amalgamation of different states of me I think it’s a

different states of me I think it’s a

different states of me I think it’s a great thing

great thing

great thing if we can take that lesson and apply it

if we can take that lesson and apply it

if we can take that lesson and apply it to life in whatever we do you imagine

to life in whatever we do you imagine

to life in whatever we do you imagine the kind of life we’d have every one of

the kind of life we’d have every one of

the kind of life we’d have every one of us we can be all the different as that

us we can be all the different as that

us we can be all the different as that we want I can be soft and sentimental

we want I can be soft and sentimental

we want I can be soft and sentimental and feel great about it

and feel great about it

and feel great about it I can go out and be aggressive and angry

I can go out and be aggressive and angry

I can go out and be aggressive and angry and not beat myself up over it because I

and not beat myself up over it because I

and not beat myself up over it because I know at that time it was right I can go

know at that time it was right I can go

know at that time it was right I can go and I can be kind to someone I could put

and I can be kind to someone I could put

and I can be kind to someone I could put my foot down and say no more or I can

my foot down and say no more or I can

my foot down and say no more or I can say this is my goal and no matter what

say this is my goal and no matter what

say this is my goal and no matter what I’m going to go for it there need not be

I’m going to go for it there need not be

I’m going to go for it there need not be any guilt in being who you are and guilt

any guilt in being who you are and guilt

any guilt in being who you are and guilt is a major factor that’s driving us as a

is a major factor that’s driving us as a

is a major factor that’s driving us as a race today whether it’s guilt towards an

race today whether it’s guilt towards an

race today whether it’s guilt towards an external source whether it’s guilt

external source whether it’s guilt

external source whether it’s guilt towards responsibilities we think that

towards responsibilities we think that

towards responsibilities we think that we have not fulfilled oh whether is

we have not fulfilled oh whether is

we have not fulfilled oh whether is guilt thinking oh my god I’m running out

guilt thinking oh my god I’m running out

guilt thinking oh my god I’m running out of time I had all these goals when I was

of time I had all these goals when I was

of time I had all these goals when I was in school or when I was in college and

in school or when I was in college and

in school or when I was in college and now I’m my clock is ticking I’m 30 I’m

now I’m my clock is ticking I’m 30 I’m

now I’m my clock is ticking I’m 30 I’m 40 and 50 and I haven’t done half of

40 and 50 and I haven’t done half of

40 and 50 and I haven’t done half of that you feel it you feel really guilty

that you feel it you feel really guilty

that you feel it you feel really guilty that you’re letting time but I do it it

that you’re letting time but I do it it

that you’re letting time but I do it it happens to me so much there are so many

happens to me so much there are so many

happens to me so much there are so many times when I’m turning off the lights at

times when I’m turning off the lights at

times when I’m turning off the lights at the end of the day and I stop for a

the end of the day and I stop for a

the end of the day and I stop for a moment and I think what have you done

moment and I think what have you done

moment and I think what have you done today when you woke up this morning you

today when you woke up this morning you

today when you woke up this morning you had a list of things that you know had

had a list of things that you know had

had a list of things that you know had to be done and you had all the energy

to be done and you had all the energy

to be done and you had all the energy and you said yeah I’m gonna do this then

and you said yeah I’m gonna do this then

and you said yeah I’m gonna do this then this then this and I’m gonna get all of

this then this and I’m gonna get all of

this then this and I’m gonna get all of these things together and this squared

these things together and this squared

these things together and this squared away and by the end of the day I’m gonna

away and by the end of the day I’m gonna

away and by the end of the day I’m gonna be set with all this what have you done

be set with all this what have you done

be set with all this what have you done at the end of the day of course at that

at the end of the day of course at that

at the end of the day of course at that time I’m not inclined to be kind to

time I’m not inclined to be kind to

time I’m not inclined to be kind to myself saying you know what this

myself saying you know what this

myself saying you know what this happened and I did my best with this but

happened and I did my best with this but

happened and I did my best with this but unexpectedly there was a problem no I’m

unexpectedly there was a problem no I’m

unexpectedly there was a problem no I’m not inclined to forgive myself for that

not inclined to forgive myself for that

not inclined to forgive myself for that someone happy with the way that I’ve

someone happy with the way that I’ve

someone happy with the way that I’ve been but if I give room to myself to be

been but if I give room to myself to be

been but if I give room to myself to be Who I am and to say for now what I’ve

Who I am and to say for now what I’ve

Who I am and to say for now what I’ve done is

done is

done is the right thing it’s enough I’m gonna go

the right thing it’s enough I’m gonna go

the right thing it’s enough I’m gonna go ahead from here I’m gonna learn from

ahead from here I’m gonna learn from

ahead from here I’m gonna learn from what I’ve been through now and tomorrow

what I’ve been through now and tomorrow

what I’ve been through now and tomorrow I’m going to do more and I’m gonna do it

I’m going to do more and I’m gonna do it

I’m going to do more and I’m gonna do it better and I’m going to do it

better and I’m going to do it

better and I’m going to do it differently so that comes to the state

differently so that comes to the state

differently so that comes to the state of being that evolves when I enter the

of being that evolves when I enter the

of being that evolves when I enter the film industry I was like sixteen

film industry I was like sixteen

film industry I was like sixteen seventeen forty eight now that’s a good

seventeen forty eight now that’s a good

seventeen forty eight now that’s a good amount of time that I’ve spent in this

amount of time that I’ve spent in this

amount of time that I’ve spent in this industry good number of films that I

industry good number of films that I

industry good number of films that I have done I hadn’t ever counted but

have done I hadn’t ever counted but

have done I hadn’t ever counted but friends tell me I have done over 125

friends tell me I have done over 125

friends tell me I have done over 125 films and I did most of those films

films and I did most of those films

films and I did most of those films within the first eight years of my

within the first eight years of my

within the first eight years of my career there’s an after that I said I

career there’s an after that I said I

career there’s an after that I said I need to breathe I need to see where the

need to breathe I need to see where the

need to breathe I need to see where the rest of my life is like I need to see

rest of my life is like I need to see

rest of my life is like I need to see what the world has other than this

what the world has other than this

what the world has other than this blinkered approach my work because once

blinkered approach my work because once

blinkered approach my work because once I start working I can’t think of

I start working I can’t think of

I start working I can’t think of anything else I can be the most

anything else I can be the most

anything else I can be the most beautiful cities in the world and all I

beautiful cities in the world and all I

beautiful cities in the world and all I will see will be that that frame that my

will see will be that that frame that my

will see will be that that frame that my director has set so I started figuring

director has set so I started figuring

director has set so I started figuring out how to live my life when I was my

out how to live my life when I was my

out how to live my life when I was my late 20s when I was like 27 28 I had my

late 20s when I was like 27 28 I had my

late 20s when I was like 27 28 I had my daughter when I was about when I was 30

daughter when I was about when I was 30

daughter when I was about when I was 30 it’s been a rollercoaster every

it’s been a rollercoaster every

it’s been a rollercoaster every challenge that I faced in life has shown

challenge that I faced in life has shown

challenge that I faced in life has shown me a different perspective of me a

me a different perspective of me a

me a different perspective of me a different aspect of me I’m very self

different aspect of me I’m very self

different aspect of me I’m very self involved in that sense because for me

involved in that sense because for me

involved in that sense because for me life is about what am i doing what is my

life is about what am i doing what is my

life is about what am i doing what is my reaction how can I be doing this better

reaction how can I be doing this better

reaction how can I be doing this better should I be doing it differently to get

should I be doing it differently to get

should I be doing it differently to get where I need to go faster how can I be

where I need to go faster how can I be

where I need to go faster how can I be more effective how can I be more

more effective how can I be more

more effective how can I be more inclusive so yeah my life is my thinking

inclusive so yeah my life is my thinking

inclusive so yeah my life is my thinking is constantly about me but that’s what’s

is constantly about me but that’s what’s

is constantly about me but that’s what’s right because when I think about me when

right because when I think about me when

right because when I think about me when I define who I am

I define who I am

I define who I am I am able to define who I can leave for

I am able to define who I can leave for

I am able to define who I can leave for the person next to me I am able to

the person next to me I am able to

the person next to me I am able to define what I need to be for the world

define what I need to be for the world

define what I need to be for the world around me it’s all different stages of

around me it’s all different stages of

around me it’s all different stages of being it’s all different stages of

being it’s all different stages of

being it’s all different stages of evolution in who you are state of being

evolution in who you are state of being

evolution in who you are state of being cannot be absolute a state of being will

cannot be absolute a state of being will

cannot be absolute a state of being will have meaning only when it evolves it has

have meaning only when it evolves it has

have meaning only when it evolves it has to grow forward and grow upward a state

to grow forward and grow upward a state

to grow forward and grow upward a state of being has to evolve allowing you the

of being has to evolve allowing you the

of being has to evolve allowing you the kindness and the latitude to try and be

kindness and the latitude to try and be

kindness and the latitude to try and be different kinds of people that you are

different kinds of people that you are

different kinds of people that you are inside it’s okay if you think that

inside it’s okay if you think that

inside it’s okay if you think that you’re heading for any kind of a

you’re heading for any kind of a

you’re heading for any kind of a multiple personality disorders at times

multiple personality disorders at times

multiple personality disorders at times when you have that awareness in your

when you have that awareness in your

when you have that awareness in your mind you’ll stitch yourself back

mind you’ll stitch yourself back

mind you’ll stitch yourself back together it’s tremendously liberating to

together it’s tremendously liberating to

together it’s tremendously liberating to understand it’s okay for me to be this

understand it’s okay for me to be this

understand it’s okay for me to be this way it’s also okay for me to be this way

way it’s also okay for me to be this way

way it’s also okay for me to be this way and all of it together is still me all

and all of it together is still me all

and all of it together is still me all of you are here to listen to people

of you are here to listen to people

of you are here to listen to people talking about different stages of me

talking about different stages of me

talking about different stages of me different perspectives of being you’ve

different perspectives of being you’ve

different perspectives of being you’ve all gone through a certain part of life

all gone through a certain part of life

all gone through a certain part of life certain experience a certain growth

certain experience a certain growth

certain experience a certain growth you’re headed for the next you have

you’re headed for the next you have

you’re headed for the next you have great applications that you can test

great applications that you can test

great applications that you can test your knowledge on whatever you’ve

your knowledge on whatever you’ve

your knowledge on whatever you’ve learned here but you will find you will

learned here but you will find you will

learned here but you will find you will be able to take that next step go to the

be able to take that next step go to the

be able to take that next step go to the next level personally when you marry it

next level personally when you marry it

next level personally when you marry it your sense of self what I’m saying might

your sense of self what I’m saying might

your sense of self what I’m saying might sound a little strange as in I’m sure

sound a little strange as in I’m sure

sound a little strange as in I’m sure there are there are people who are going

there are there are people who are going

there are there are people who are going to be listening and saying what is she

to be listening and saying what is she

to be listening and saying what is she talking about of course if it’s my life

talking about of course if it’s my life

talking about of course if it’s my life and I’m thinking this it is about myself

and I’m thinking this it is about myself

and I’m thinking this it is about myself no very often there is a sense of

no very often there is a sense of

no very often there is a sense of disassociation especially in today’s

disassociation especially in today’s

disassociation especially in today’s world that my feeling

and a great way to stitch all those

and a great way to stitch all those different aspects of ourselves together

different aspects of ourselves together

different aspects of ourselves together to focus ourselves to allow ourselves

to focus ourselves to allow ourselves

to focus ourselves to allow ourselves the liberty to be all the different

the liberty to be all the different

the liberty to be all the different people that we can be all the different

people that we can be all the different

people that we can be all the different faces that are there within us is a good

faces that are there within us is a good

faces that are there within us is a good old-fashioned movie thank you for having

old-fashioned movie thank you for having

old-fashioned movie thank you for having me it’s been an absolute pleasure and

me it’s been an absolute pleasure and

me it’s been an absolute pleasure and enjoy all the states of being that you

enjoy all the states of being that you

enjoy all the states of being that you can

can

can [Applause]

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