hello to one day everyone calls me
maurizio ianni and I am here today for
bring a testimony
I would say particular a testimony that
he involved me personally on one
quite important topic that is
that of the restriction of freedom
or the prison so I tried it in
first person what I talk about anyway
today it has nothing to do with gods
juridical or existential aspects or
of those who have lived this
experience also in first person and
surely I’m here as a judge has
of the various controversies, however, I can
to tell how I perceived the time
during the detention in which he lived
this particular moment that it is
slowed down just without either
realize it
we experience every day with me is
an unstoppable continuous passage
from what was to what is now
what will be
it is a chaotic society that in which
we live what we practically
every day leads us to face
determinations chosen very much
very stressful details to conduct
almost at the edge of paranoia we live
even without understanding the meaning for which
we are here slaves of a lifestyle
that has torn us from real things
from emotion and human relationships
time flows so fast that there is not
it is perception and awareness
of their life models that I create
errors on errors leading to some
onerous account to be paid to acquire
awareness of how time passes can
come various circumstances the
problematic perhaps the most
It is important that I consider this to be so
finds it undergoing a constriction one
restriction of liberty clearly
any form of conditioning of one’s own
of his own time restricts his own
freedom and in all conditions
your restriction is perceived
in completely different ways
in this my parenthesis of lived life
where the clock still becomes a
trivial useless accessory
mass and days are studded with
interests without content the days
they are all identical, they do not make sense
he has no consideration of any kind
of enthusiasm every day seems like a
I recall the previous days ea
those passed by many many months before
only a few moments stolen from
tax limitation allow sometimes
a reference to the past through gods
hugs through feelings
however, of the dear ones coming
from a forgotten reality a
Sometimes it’s still that you do not feel yours anymore
of the time spent there is not one
true perception because everything
what passes inside the
walls has always the same and a solid
content is matured by meditating why
who is able to do it not for everyone
a part of the past journey where you are
takes note of the errors of actions and of
what was done with these
big problems that house in the
mind as such impregnable happens
that day in and day out i
basic contents of morality which
they began a confrontation with
yourself as same in this
circumstance in a sea of contradictions
and stupid truths gathered here and there
between oil and the other between one
chat and the other
however all this matched and
within these places of
holding with the hope of finding a
support to clarify perceiving the
right time to be ready to
drive a new life dispersed in
precedence in an empty and without galaxy
spaces certain moments is age
fear comes the fear of not making it
the fear of not getting to the end
that I personally perceived more
sometimes almost daily and where
anguish often had the
come out as it happens in any
other dangerous situation or of
stress
everything seemed to me to fall
very very slowly like a movie a
slow motion
the feeling I felt in those
moments was that time changes if it does them
just when there is a danger e
when our structured equilibria
on the dynamics of daily life
are staggered they are changed not
They are the same and their free
within a strong emotion that me
led to perceiving time in a way
more dilated contrary to
external reality where defined days
the hours and minutes days those
we live today are eternally
indefinite and long I have lived the
feeling of slow motion where the
film of my life
he passed very slowly where the memories
put in a drawer, they come out
sticking to my memory
the period lived inside
of the institute has meant that time
was perceived in a surreal way
I never realized how much the
time passed while months disappeared from
calendar without me making it
really, and yet they passed 14
with the feeling of spending one
period that I still could not
to identify every day I looked back
my steps backwards revisiting
carefully those spaces inside
of my memory from which
surfaced with decreasing of the
temporal speed the details of mine
life I did not even remember
the existence of forgotten feelings
processes of morality and ethics never taken in
consideration of long past periods
unconscious and only in that
particular circumstance I took note and
I remembered the contents
I could identify myself to understand ho
collected many facets of life
that before anyway I never had
considered I had never thought not
I also knew that there were
love effects the deep feeling
and the fundamental values of existence
of both of which step by step they have
put the past spent behind
maturing a new awareness a lot
stronger and much more intense I am
realized the importance of theirs
of the word sea to sea myself to love
others want to deepen the
knowledge of all those in the
close but I did not really know
deepen all the details carefully
particular details of these old ones
but new friendships with cognition
of the possibility of returning again
to be a happy man
they think of principles as the discovery of being able
love that once I did not think
important but today has become the
vital substance of my life journey
It was a great thing
one thing that if I could not
going through this experience I would not have
never did the slowed down time has me
allowed to understand the differences from two
realities experienced that restricted and
the one that anyway today I live as a man
free concretely I can see
that while I was experiencing my life
reality in the restrictive context
outside , however, it continued
its course with the rhythms always
more crazy and then the approach with
everyone who had not been a part
of my experience of this mine
parentheses of life was extremely
difficult as difficult were the
references in the workplace and
above all in the social sphere of the
human relationships
the feeling was that everything did
part of a world that does not me
belonged and more paradoxically
arrivals at times to think in the end
it would have been better to go back to that
first summer book
where you do not have any kind of problem
a long period of adaptation took place
to start my new life
looking for gratifications and people
new ones with which I can relate today
they remain of strong concepts matured in
this parenthesis of life of which you remember
they fade away making space for
awareness of the awareness of having
lived a strong experience leaving
entered the deep ones
because an unconscious and unworthy life
to be experienced from my point of view
the need to grow and mature
electric and in the moral has made yes
a healthy result had disappeared from the result
virtue time takes up anyway
inexorably his race leaving the
plane trees surpassed on the sides of the road
without erasing from memory what is
in my interiors assigned
and yet also in a positive way
a part of my journey and mine
life
thank you
[Applause]
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