yeah I just watched rewatched this amazing Steve Jobs quote from like 1996
grow up you tend to get told that the
grow up you tend to get told that the world is the way it is and your your
world is the way it is and your your
world is the way it is and your your life is just to live your life inside
life is just to live your life inside
life is just to live your life inside the world try not to bash into the walls
the world try not to bash into the walls
the world try not to bash into the walls too much try to have a nice family life
too much try to have a nice family life
too much try to have a nice family life have fun save a little money but life
have fun save a little money but life
have fun save a little money but life that’s a very limited life life can be
that’s a very limited life life can be
that’s a very limited life life can be much broader once you discover one
much broader once you discover one
much broader once you discover one simple fact and that is everything
simple fact and that is everything
simple fact and that is everything around you that you call life was made
around you that you call life was made
around you that you call life was made up by people that were no smarter than
up by people that were no smarter than
up by people that were no smarter than you and you can change it you can
you and you can change it you can
you and you can change it you can influence it you can you can build your
influence it you can you can build your
influence it you can you can build your own things that other people can use and
own things that other people can use and
own things that other people can use and the minute that you understand that you
the minute that you understand that you
the minute that you understand that you can poke life and actually something you
can poke life and actually something you
can poke life and actually something you know if you push in something will pop
know if you push in something will pop
know if you push in something will pop out the other side you can you can
out the other side you can you can
out the other side you can you can change you can mold it that’s maybe the
change you can mold it that’s maybe the
change you can mold it that’s maybe the most important thing is to shake off
most important thing is to shake off
most important thing is to shake off this that this erroneous notion that
this that this erroneous notion that
this that this erroneous notion that life is is there and you’re just gonna
life is is there and you’re just gonna
life is is there and you’re just gonna live in it versus embrace it change it
live in it versus embrace it change it
live in it versus embrace it change it improve it make your mark upon it
I I think that’s very important and
I I think that’s very important and however you learn that once you learn it
however you learn that once you learn it
however you learn that once you learn it you’ll want to change life and make it
you’ll want to change life and make it
you’ll want to change life and make it better because it’s kind of messed up in
better because it’s kind of messed up in
better because it’s kind of messed up in a lot of ways once you learn that you’ll
a lot of ways once you learn that you’ll
a lot of ways once you learn that you’ll never be the same again
never be the same again
never be the same again [Music]
[Music]
[Music] and when it comes to where I want you to
and when it comes to where I want you to
and when it comes to where I want you to exude my efforts and energy in life it’s
exude my efforts and energy in life it’s
exude my efforts and energy in life it’s on something that I want to make sure is
on something that I want to make sure is
on something that I want to make sure is true to my own mission and my own goals
true to my own mission and my own goals
true to my own mission and my own goals so working for myself is something I
so working for myself is something I
so working for myself is something I take very seriously and everybody I work
take very seriously and everybody I work
take very seriously and everybody I work with are people who in some capacity
with are people who in some capacity
with are people who in some capacity share a similar vision so really it’s
share a similar vision so really it’s
share a similar vision so really it’s this whole like be your own boss it’s
this whole like be your own boss it’s
this whole like be your own boss it’s like if you if you’re in the right place
like if you if you’re in the right place
like if you if you’re in the right place there is no boss it becomes a
there is no boss it becomes a
there is no boss it becomes a collaborative effort by a group of
collaborative effort by a group of
collaborative effort by a group of individuals that share a mutual ambition
individuals that share a mutual ambition
individuals that share a mutual ambition and that’s how I like to think of
and that’s how I like to think of
and that’s how I like to think of everything that I’ve done since I quit
everything that I’ve done since I quit
everything that I’ve done since I quit my last job wherever it was 14 years ago
you can do what everyone else does you
you can do what everyone else does you can fit in there’s nothing wrong with
can fit in there’s nothing wrong with
can fit in there’s nothing wrong with fitting in but you’re fitting into
fitting in but you’re fitting into
fitting in but you’re fitting into cultural or societal norms that were
cultural or societal norms that were
cultural or societal norms that were created by other people
you should never compare yourself to
you should never compare yourself to other people in life but I do remember
other people in life but I do remember
other people in life but I do remember that feeling of standing at the bottom
that feeling of standing at the bottom
that feeling of standing at the bottom of a huge mountain staring up and it
of a huge mountain staring up and it
of a huge mountain staring up and it feeling seemingly impossible to get to
feeling seemingly impossible to get to
feeling seemingly impossible to get to where I wanted to go and in the last 15
where I wanted to go and in the last 15
where I wanted to go and in the last 15 years I’ve learned it’s not but it takes
years I’ve learned it’s not but it takes
years I’ve learned it’s not but it takes a lot of work in a long time
it takes years and years and years there
it takes years and years and years there is no such thing at least in my
is no such thing at least in my
is no such thing at least in my experience of an overnight success it’s
experience of an overnight success it’s
experience of an overnight success it’s just like gradual steps that get you
just like gradual steps that get you
just like gradual steps that get you closer to where you want to be
I only have one piece of advice to offer
I only have one piece of advice to offer on this round on this three million and
on this round on this three million and
on this round on this three million and that one piece of advice was given to me
that one piece of advice was given to me
that one piece of advice was given to me by a guy named Roman Apple and it’s the
by a guy named Roman Apple and it’s the
by a guy named Roman Apple and it’s the best piece of YouTube advice I’ve ever
best piece of YouTube advice I’ve ever
best piece of YouTube advice I’ve ever been given and it was three words just
been given and it was three words just
been given and it was three words just keep uploaded
keep uploaded
keep uploaded [Music]
freedom for me is waking up in the
freedom for me is waking up in the morning and going to sleep at night and
morning and going to sleep at night and
morning and going to sleep at night and in-between doing exactly what I want to
in-between doing exactly what I want to
in-between doing exactly what I want to do the secret to happiness is finding
do the secret to happiness is finding
do the secret to happiness is finding something you love and then doing that
something you love and then doing that
something you love and then doing that for the rest of your life I’ve never
for the rest of your life I’ve never
for the rest of your life I’ve never really been like I I don’t really care
really been like I I don’t really care
really been like I I don’t really care for numbers that much what I care more
for numbers that much what I care more
for numbers that much what I care more about is the support for that I get from
about is the support for that I get from
about is the support for that I get from all you guys that means so much more
all you guys that means so much more
all you guys that means so much more than just a random number but I just
than just a random number but I just
than just a random number but I just thought I’d drop by say hello and really
thought I’d drop by say hello and really
thought I’d drop by say hello and really say thank you it means a lot to me I
say thank you it means a lot to me I
say thank you it means a lot to me I love making these videos and you guys
love making these videos and you guys
love making these videos and you guys are my main motivation of wanting to
are my main motivation of wanting to
are my main motivation of wanting to make these videos so yeah thanks again
make these videos so yeah thanks again
make these videos so yeah thanks again this is just a quick thank you video
this is just a quick thank you video
this is just a quick thank you video hope you have a nice evening day morning
hope you have a nice evening day morning
hope you have a nice evening day morning or whatever and this is
when I started doing YouTube I was in
when I started doing YouTube I was in college I was in a student loan I
college I was in a student loan I
college I was in a student loan I couldn’t even afford a proper computer
couldn’t even afford a proper computer
couldn’t even afford a proper computer that I could record gameplay on shortly
that I could record gameplay on shortly
that I could record gameplay on shortly after I quit college and so I had to get
after I quit college and so I had to get
after I quit college and so I had to get a job and I took whatever job I could
a job and I took whatever job I could
a job and I took whatever job I could get which was to work in a hotdog stand
get which was to work in a hotdog stand
get which was to work in a hotdog stand I was the happiest I was at that time
I was the happiest I was at that time
I was the happiest I was at that time because I was finally for the first time
because I was finally for the first time
because I was finally for the first time in many many years doing what I wanted
in many many years doing what I wanted
in many many years doing what I wanted to do and the fact that I could make
to do and the fact that I could make
to do and the fact that I could make videos was so much more important to me
videos was so much more important to me
videos was so much more important to me that I had to spend a few hours a day
that I had to spend a few hours a day
that I had to spend a few hours a day doing a job that wasn’t that prestigious
doing a job that wasn’t that prestigious
doing a job that wasn’t that prestigious I really think that money does make you
I really think that money does make you
I really think that money does make you happy I am just as happy as I am now as
happy I am just as happy as I am now as
happy I am just as happy as I am now as I was five years ago I think that’s
I was five years ago I think that’s
I was five years ago I think that’s what’s cool about YouTube I think that
what’s cool about YouTube I think that
what’s cool about YouTube I think that anyone could technically do it right I
anyone could technically do it right I
anyone could technically do it right I do want to finish off by just saying
do want to finish off by just saying
do want to finish off by just saying thank you so much to all of you who
thank you so much to all of you who
thank you so much to all of you who watch my videos enjoy them and support
watch my videos enjoy them and support
watch my videos enjoy them and support what I do it really does mean a lot and
what I do it really does mean a lot and
what I do it really does mean a lot and I’m just happy doing this I would be
I’m just happy doing this I would be
I’m just happy doing this I would be doing it even if I was still not as big
doing it even if I was still not as big
doing it even if I was still not as big as I am
and yeah today we’re gonna celebrate
and yeah today we’re gonna celebrate this I got 100 subscribers to a lot of
this I got 100 subscribers to a lot of
this I got 100 subscribers to a lot of people 100 subscribers is probably an
people 100 subscribers is probably an
people 100 subscribers is probably an instigating insignificant number but it
instigating insignificant number but it
instigating insignificant number but it means to me it means a lot so I just
means to me it means a lot so I just
means to me it means a lot so I just wanted to thank you guys so much
wanted to thank you guys so much
wanted to thank you guys so much like for all your support it doesn’t
like for all your support it doesn’t
like for all your support it doesn’t matter if your I don’t know a new
matter if your I don’t know a new
matter if your I don’t know a new subscriber or being here I don’t know
subscriber or being here I don’t know
subscriber or being here I don’t know how
how
how miss one-and-a-half months maybe
miss one-and-a-half months maybe
miss one-and-a-half months maybe I just want to thank you guys I love you
I just want to thank you guys I love you
I just want to thank you guys I love you all equally thank you so much for
all equally thank you so much for
all equally thank you so much for commenting on my videos and rating them
commenting on my videos and rating them
commenting on my videos and rating them subscribing and participating in any way
subscribing and participating in any way
subscribing and participating in any way it just makes me happy and I don’t do
it just makes me happy and I don’t do
it just makes me happy and I don’t do this because I want to be famous that’s
this because I want to be famous that’s
this because I want to be famous that’s the main thing I wanted to say the only
the main thing I wanted to say the only
the main thing I wanted to say the only reason why I do this is because it’s fun
reason why I do this is because it’s fun
reason why I do this is because it’s fun and you guys are the biggest part of
and you guys are the biggest part of
and you guys are the biggest part of that like it’s because of you guys that
that like it’s because of you guys that
that like it’s because of you guys that this actually is fun and that’s why I
this actually is fun and that’s why I
this actually is fun and that’s why I make videos and that’s why I’m gonna
make videos and that’s why I’m gonna
make videos and that’s why I’m gonna keep making videos so thank you guys
keep making videos so thank you guys
keep making videos so thank you guys again so much
9 p.m. 9 o’clock at night tomorrow
9 p.m. 9 o’clock at night tomorrow morning I also have to get up at 5:30 in
morning I also have to get up at 5:30 in
morning I also have to get up at 5:30 in the morning but I didn’t shoot a vlog
the morning but I didn’t shoot a vlog
the morning but I didn’t shoot a vlog today I didn’t shoot a video which is
today I didn’t shoot a video which is
today I didn’t shoot a video which is fine taking days off is fine but I shot
fine taking days off is fine but I shot
fine taking days off is fine but I shot this morning which meant I started
this morning which meant I started
this morning which meant I started something so if I didn’t do a vlog today
something so if I didn’t do a vlog today
something so if I didn’t do a vlog today it would have meant starting something
it would have meant starting something
it would have meant starting something and not finishing something and in my
and not finishing something and in my
and not finishing something and in my book that’s not OK start something and
book that’s not OK start something and
book that’s not OK start something and doesn’t finish something that is a loser
doesn’t finish something that is a loser
doesn’t finish something that is a loser someone who starts something in always
someone who starts something in always
someone who starts something in always finishes it that is a closer one of my
finishes it that is a closer one of my
finishes it that is a closer one of my favorite movies is called Glengarry Glen
favorite movies is called Glengarry Glen
favorite movies is called Glengarry Glen Ross here’s a quick scene they always
Ross here’s a quick scene they always
Ross here’s a quick scene they always BBC closing always be closing always be
BBC closing always be closing always be
BBC closing always be closing always be closing
yeah I tattooed that on my arm last week
yeah I tattooed that on my arm last week I talked about that Voltaire quote
I talked about that Voltaire quote
I talked about that Voltaire quote perfection is the enemy of good what
perfection is the enemy of good what
perfection is the enemy of good what that means is you can never let your
that means is you can never let your
that means is you can never let your desire for perfection prevent you from
desire for perfection prevent you from
desire for perfection prevent you from finishing something that’s good because
finishing something that’s good because
finishing something that’s good because to finish something even imperfectly
to finish something even imperfectly
to finish something even imperfectly is to learn from it and then you can
is to learn from it and then you can
is to learn from it and then you can move on and get closer to perfection
move on and get closer to perfection
move on and get closer to perfection everybody but the successful people fail
everybody but the successful people fail
everybody but the successful people fail to realize about any creative industry
to realize about any creative industry
to realize about any creative industry is that there is absolutely no defined
is that there is absolutely no defined
is that there is absolutely no defined path there isn’t one so it’s about
path there isn’t one so it’s about
path there isn’t one so it’s about paving your own path and now for me my
paving your own path and now for me my
paving your own path and now for me my path
path
path meant mainstream just didn’t work and
meant mainstream just didn’t work and
meant mainstream just didn’t work and new media did work and for other people
new media did work and for other people
new media did work and for other people it’s entirely antithetical to that where
it’s entirely antithetical to that where
it’s entirely antithetical to that where mainstream is exactly the right place
mainstream is exactly the right place
mainstream is exactly the right place for them so there is no formula that’s
for them so there is no formula that’s
for them so there is no formula that’s that’s right or wrong I’m just much
that’s right or wrong I’m just much
that’s right or wrong I’m just much better versed in my own sure the
better versed in my own sure the
better versed in my own sure the trajectory that I found myself and that
trajectory that I found myself and that
trajectory that I found myself and that includes really running away from the
includes really running away from the
includes really running away from the establishment into whatever the most
establishment into whatever the most
establishment into whatever the most forward-thinking
forward-thinking
forward-thinking the spaces focus focus is super
the spaces focus focus is super
the spaces focus focus is super underrated like if you commit all that
underrated like if you commit all that
underrated like if you commit all that you are and all of your energy to one
you are and all of your energy to one
you are and all of your energy to one thing you’ll okay this like this tire
thing you’ll okay this like this tire
thing you’ll okay this like this tire though this is I took this from a book
though this is I took this from a book
though this is I took this from a book called I don’t know what it’s called but
called I don’t know what it’s called but
called I don’t know what it’s called but it goes like this all right you can do
it goes like this all right you can do
it goes like this all right you can do ten things to like the first degree like
ten things to like the first degree like
ten things to like the first degree like this right here and that’s how well
this right here and that’s how well
this right here and that’s how well you’ll do all ten things or you can do
you’ll do all ten things or you can do
you’ll do all ten things or you can do one thing to the tenth degree right
one thing to the tenth degree right
one thing to the tenth degree right there and look how much better you do
there and look how much better you do
there and look how much better you do that so when it comes to focus to put
that so when it comes to focus to put
that so when it comes to focus to put all of your energy into one thing is to
all of your energy into one thing is to
all of your energy into one thing is to do that one thing really well to the
do that one thing really well to the
do that one thing really well to the best of your abilities to take it all
best of your abilities to take it all
best of your abilities to take it all the way and to scatter yourself means
the way and to scatter yourself means
the way and to scatter yourself means you’re never actually accomplishing
you’re never actually accomplishing
you’re never actually accomplishing anything you’re just sort of chipping
anything you’re just sort of chipping
anything you’re just sort of chipping away at a bunch of nothingness and this
away at a bunch of nothingness and this
away at a bunch of nothingness and this is true for work this is true for like
is true for work this is true for like
is true for work this is true for like dating versus committing yourself to one
dating versus committing yourself to one
dating versus committing yourself to one person friendship everything like really
person friendship everything like really
person friendship everything like really focusing and investing yourself into
focusing and investing yourself into
focusing and investing yourself into something you’re passionate about will
something you’re passionate about will
something you’re passionate about will always yield better results then
always yield better results then
always yield better results then scattering yourself around then
scattering yourself around then
scattering yourself around then spreading yourself thin I don’t me
spreading yourself thin I don’t me
spreading yourself thin I don’t me sympathy for you I’ve got a full-time
sympathy for you I’ve got a full-time
sympathy for you I’ve got a full-time job
job
job two kids baby wife house bills life
two kids baby wife house bills life
two kids baby wife house bills life reality and if I can find time to make
reality and if I can find time to make
reality and if I can find time to make some videos everyday then you can too
some videos everyday then you can too
some videos everyday then you can too I know what high school is like I did it
I know what high school is like I did it
I know what high school is like I did it for like a very short amount of time if
for like a very short amount of time if
for like a very short amount of time if it’s something you really want to do you
it’s something you really want to do you
it’s something you really want to do you will find the time one year of vlogging
will find the time one year of vlogging
will find the time one year of vlogging before I started vlogging at a YouTube
before I started vlogging at a YouTube
before I started vlogging at a YouTube channel for five years and in those five
channel for five years and in those five
channel for five years and in those five years I had a whole bunch of huge viral
years I had a whole bunch of huge viral
years I had a whole bunch of huge viral hits movies that I like sixteen million
hits movies that I like sixteen million
hits movies that I like sixteen million views
for my subscriber growth was anemic the
for my subscriber growth was anemic the channel growth is anemic flat like that
channel growth is anemic flat like that
channel growth is anemic flat like that five years five hundred thousand
five years five hundred thousand
five years five hundred thousand subscribers then I started uploading
subscribers then I started uploading
subscribers then I started uploading daily and in five months I had five
daily and in five months I had five
daily and in five months I had five hundred thousand more subscribers that’s
hundred thousand more subscribers that’s
hundred thousand more subscribers that’s 1 million subscribers five years for the
1 million subscribers five years for the
1 million subscribers five years for the first 500 thousand five months for the
first 500 thousand five months for the
first 500 thousand five months for the second 500 thousand so I kept uploading
second 500 thousand so I kept uploading
second 500 thousand so I kept uploading and two months later I had another half
and two months later I had another half
and two months later I had another half a million subscribers now here I am one
a million subscribers now here I am one
a million subscribers now here I am one year out for doing daily uploads and
year out for doing daily uploads and
year out for doing daily uploads and I’ve got two and a half million
I’ve got two and a half million
I’ve got two and a half million subscribers YouTube is in Hollywood I’m
subscribers YouTube is in Hollywood I’m
subscribers YouTube is in Hollywood I’m not Stanley Kubrick you can’t succeed
not Stanley Kubrick you can’t succeed
not Stanley Kubrick you can’t succeed here if you’re uploading once a month if
here if you’re uploading once a month if
here if you’re uploading once a month if you want to succeed here you’ve got a
you want to succeed here you’ve got a
you want to succeed here you’ve got a shot for work every single day that that
shot for work every single day that that
shot for work every single day that that took me five years to learn I didn’t
took me five years to learn I didn’t
took me five years to learn I didn’t start daily vlogging to grow my youtube
start daily vlogging to grow my youtube
start daily vlogging to grow my youtube channel I did it as a way to kill all of
channel I did it as a way to kill all of
channel I did it as a way to kill all of those excuses I used that kept me from
those excuses I used that kept me from
those excuses I used that kept me from making more movies because of every
making more movies because of every
making more movies because of every single inflection point in my life doing
single inflection point in my life doing
single inflection point in my life doing the work has always been the thing has
the work has always been the thing has
the work has always been the thing has always been the catalyst that took me
always been the catalyst that took me
always been the catalyst that took me from where I am to where I wanted to be
from where I am to where I wanted to be
from where I am to where I wanted to be last night I was at the gym getting
last night I was at the gym getting
last night I was at the gym getting swole I was listening to a guy named Dan
swole I was listening to a guy named Dan
swole I was listening to a guy named Dan Ariely who’s a behavioral economist you
Ariely who’s a behavioral economist you
Ariely who’s a behavioral economist you talking about why we work and his entire
talking about why we work and his entire
talking about why we work and his entire sort of thesis was predicated on the
sort of thesis was predicated on the
sort of thesis was predicated on the idea that we weren’t because we want to
idea that we weren’t because we want to
idea that we weren’t because we want to not because we have to it made me think
not because we have to it made me think
not because we have to it made me think about my youtube channel the fact that I
about my youtube channel the fact that I
about my youtube channel the fact that I made like 600 videos in the last couple
made like 600 videos in the last couple
made like 600 videos in the last couple of years and how much I and all that
of years and how much I and all that
of years and how much I and all that I don’t get to do in life because I’m so
I don’t get to do in life because I’m so
I don’t get to do in life because I’m so focused the last majority of the work
focused the last majority of the work
focused the last majority of the work that I do including here in YouTube I
that I do including here in YouTube I
that I do including here in YouTube I get paid for it definitely is not why I
get paid for it definitely is not why I
get paid for it definitely is not why I show up I get out of this like longing
show up I get out of this like longing
show up I get out of this like longing or hunger for accomplishment or this
or hunger for accomplishment or this
or hunger for accomplishment or this idea of needing to complete something
idea of needing to complete something
idea of needing to complete something professor I was listening to he equates
professor I was listening to he equates
professor I was listening to he equates it to like climbing a mountain which is
it to like climbing a mountain which is
it to like climbing a mountain which is a perfectly here is a picture of me and
a perfectly here is a picture of me and
a perfectly here is a picture of me and my homie Graham at nearly 23,000 feet
my homie Graham at nearly 23,000 feet
my homie Graham at nearly 23,000 feet above sea level
above sea level
above sea level my brother van put that note in there
my brother van put that note in there
my brother van put that note in there right after we got back so why don’t we
right after we got back so why don’t we
right after we got back so why don’t we climb mountains I don’t get paid to
climb mountains I don’t get paid to
climb mountains I don’t get paid to climb mountains it’s not fun do I look
climb mountains it’s not fun do I look
climb mountains it’s not fun do I look too happy there I’m not happy I’m close
too happy there I’m not happy I’m close
too happy there I’m not happy I’m close to death right there we climb mountains
to death right there we climb mountains
to death right there we climb mountains for the same reason that we work it’s
for the same reason that we work it’s
for the same reason that we work it’s because as human beings you have this
because as human beings you have this
because as human beings you have this desire to do something to complete
desire to do something to complete
desire to do something to complete something hmm I should preface this
something hmm I should preface this
something hmm I should preface this answer by saying I definitely got made
answer by saying I definitely got made
answer by saying I definitely got made fun of a lot for the way that I look
fun of a lot for the way that I look
fun of a lot for the way that I look when I was in school and all those
when I was in school and all those
when I was in school and all those bullies that picked on me are all losers
bullies that picked on me are all losers
bullies that picked on me are all losers now so never forget that people who
now so never forget that people who
now so never forget that people who judge others especially people who judge
judge others especially people who judge
judge others especially people who judge others based on things like looks on
others based on things like looks on
others based on things like looks on whether you’re black or white whether
whether you’re black or white whether
whether you’re black or white whether you’re Jewish or you’re Muslim whether
you’re Jewish or you’re Muslim whether
you’re Jewish or you’re Muslim whether you are gay or straight because of their
you are gay or straight because of their
you are gay or straight because of their body type whether they’re fat or skinny
body type whether they’re fat or skinny
body type whether they’re fat or skinny whether you have pimples or whether you
whether you have pimples or whether you
whether you have pimples or whether you have a big butt these judgmental people
have a big butt these judgmental people
have a big butt these judgmental people their opinions don’t matter because they
their opinions don’t matter because they
their opinions don’t matter because they don’t matter
don’t matter
don’t matter judgmental people are of a lower moral
judgmental people are of a lower moral
judgmental people are of a lower moral authority than those who don’t judge and
authority than those who don’t judge and
authority than those who don’t judge and we people who don’t judge we have a
we people who don’t judge we have a
we people who don’t judge we have a responsibility to crush to destroy those
responsibility to crush to destroy those
responsibility to crush to destroy those mean judgemental bullies and we do that
mean judgemental bullies and we do that
mean judgemental bullies and we do that with an overwhelming positivity and we
with an overwhelming positivity and we
with an overwhelming positivity and we do that with our extreme open-mindedness
do that with our extreme open-mindedness
do that with our extreme open-mindedness and when you subscribe to those those
and when you subscribe to those those
and when you subscribe to those those values you really stop caring what other
values you really stop caring what other
values you really stop caring what other people think because chances are if
people think because chances are if
people think because chances are if other people are judging you they’re
other people are judging you they’re
other people are judging you they’re wrong hunger is a very very powerful
wrong hunger is a very very powerful
wrong hunger is a very very powerful motivator and when I was living in that
motivator and when I was living in that
motivator and when I was living in that trailer park with the kid like we were
trailer park with the kid like we were
trailer park with the kid like we were on welfare for a while yeah I was a
on welfare for a while yeah I was a
on welfare for a while yeah I was a dishwasher I worked in a crappy seafood
dishwasher I worked in a crappy seafood
dishwasher I worked in a crappy seafood restaurant as a dishwasher which now
restaurant as a dishwasher which now
restaurant as a dishwasher which now just sort of parenthetically my favorite
just sort of parenthetically my favorite
just sort of parenthetically my favorite piece of advice to give to young people
piece of advice to give to young people
piece of advice to give to young people saying I don’t know what I want to do
saying I don’t know what I want to do
saying I don’t know what I want to do with my life I said get a job doing
with my life I said get a job doing
with my life I said get a job doing something you hate
something you hate
something you hate the fastest way to figure out what you
the fastest way to figure out what you
the fastest way to figure out what you love and where you want to be in life is
love and where you want to be in life is
love and where you want to be in life is by spending a lot of time doing
by spending a lot of time doing
by spending a lot of time doing something you hate it’s miserable yeah
something you hate it’s miserable yeah
something you hate it’s miserable yeah so you know spending 50 hours a week
so you know spending 50 hours a week
so you know spending 50 hours a week scrubbing pots and pans was like I was
scrubbing pots and pans was like I was
scrubbing pots and pans was like I was just in my head the whole time
just in my head the whole time
just in my head the whole time fantasizing about what I want to do in
fantasizing about what I want to do in
fantasizing about what I want to do in life I was making enough to like feed my
life I was making enough to like feed my
life I was making enough to like feed my kid and pay my any of 300 bucks at
kid and pay my any of 300 bucks at
kid and pay my any of 300 bucks at around 300 bucks a month rather than
around 300 bucks a month rather than
around 300 bucks a month rather than mortgage on my trailer but my biggest
mortgage on my trailer but my biggest
mortgage on my trailer but my biggest fear was not being broke because like
fear was not being broke because like
fear was not being broke because like when you’re at rock-bottom
when you’re at rock-bottom
when you’re at rock-bottom being around welfare you can still like
being around welfare you can still like
being around welfare you can still like afford food you’re by yeah like I could
afford food you’re by yeah like I could
afford food you’re by yeah like I could afford to afford my trailer it was like
afford to afford my trailer it was like
afford to afford my trailer it was like we weren’t homeless and weren’t starving
we weren’t homeless and weren’t starving
we weren’t homeless and weren’t starving so to me that was an absolute
so to me that was an absolute
so to me that was an absolute destitution wasn’t really like that bad
destitution wasn’t really like that bad
destitution wasn’t really like that bad there’s no dignity in it but still it
there’s no dignity in it but still it
there’s no dignity in it but still it wasn’t were on the streets that’s right
wasn’t were on the streets that’s right
wasn’t were on the streets that’s right so with that like my it’s like what is
so with that like my it’s like what is
so with that like my it’s like what is it
it
it Laszlo’s hierarchy of needs higher needs
Laszlo’s hierarchy of needs higher needs
Laszlo’s hierarchy of needs higher needs like it’s like 136 meters format basic
like it’s like 136 meters format basic
like it’s like 136 meters format basic needs were met then I started to look
needs were met then I started to look
needs were met then I started to look around I realize like the greatest fear
around I realize like the greatest fear
around I realize like the greatest fear for this like beautiful little baby boy
for this like beautiful little baby boy
for this like beautiful little baby boy was that he would grow up and see his
was that he would grow up and see his
was that he would grow up and see his dad as a loser and that is a once those
dad as a loser and that is a once those
dad as a loser and that is a once those basic needs are met that’s an incredibly
basic needs are met that’s an incredibly
basic needs are met that’s an incredibly powerful motivator yeah because you know
powerful motivator yeah because you know
powerful motivator yeah because you know my dad who’s is absolutely not a loser
my dad who’s is absolutely not a loser
my dad who’s is absolutely not a loser but I watched my dad to provide for his
but I watched my dad to provide for his
but I watched my dad to provide for his family of six I watched him work 60
family of six I watched him work 60
family of six I watched him work 60 hours a week hating every minute of it
hours a week hating every minute of it
hours a week hating every minute of it and he came home from work just hating
and he came home from work just hating
and he came home from work just hating his job and I’m feeling trapped probably
his job and I’m feeling trapped probably
his job and I’m feeling trapped probably I’m sure yeah he had a family to take
I’m sure yeah he had a family to take
I’m sure yeah he had a family to take care of he struggled now he does really
care of he struggled now he does really
care of he struggled now he does really loves he has a coffee shop now and he’s
loves he has a coffee shop now and he’s
loves he has a coffee shop now and he’s never been happier but I watched that
never been happier but I watched that
never been happier but I watched that and like I just saw myself going down
and like I just saw myself going down
and like I just saw myself going down that trajectory and it wasn’t just a job
that trajectory and it wasn’t just a job
that trajectory and it wasn’t just a job that I hated it was a job that I hated
that I hated it was a job that I hated
that I hated it was a job that I hated that that didn’t provide it was a job
that that didn’t provide it was a job
that that didn’t provide it was a job that I hated that did nothing but cover
that I hated that did nothing but cover
that I hated that did nothing but cover those basic needs and that was the
those basic needs and that was the
those basic needs and that was the motivator that was when that was the
motivator that was when that was the
motivator that was when that was the motivator the catalyst for me giving up
motivator the catalyst for me giving up
motivator the catalyst for me giving up and moving to New York and going for it
and moving to New York and going for it
and moving to New York and going for it was I still look back and I don’t know
was I still look back and I don’t know
was I still look back and I don’t know what that what that was right there only
what that what that was right there only
what that what that was right there only like two times in my life right Jenny
like two times in my life right Jenny
like two times in my life right Jenny Lee
Lee
Lee no idea what I was thinking and I moved
no idea what I was thinking and I moved
no idea what I was thinking and I moved to New York City in June of 2001 with
to New York City in June of 2001 with
to New York City in June of 2001 with $800 and a three a place to stay for
$800 and a three a place to stay for
$800 and a three a place to stay for three months I never went to film school
three months I never went to film school
three months I never went to film school I never sort of apprenticed under a
I never sort of apprenticed under a
I never sort of apprenticed under a filmmaker I was never taught and around
filmmaker I was never taught and around
filmmaker I was never taught and around a mentor I never anybody that I followed
a mentor I never anybody that I followed
a mentor I never anybody that I followed and the interesting thing that happens
and the interesting thing that happens
and the interesting thing that happens when you don’t know the way is that you
when you don’t know the way is that you
when you don’t know the way is that you have to find the way and I always get to
have to find the way and I always get to
have to find the way and I always get to the destination which with these
the destination which with these
the destination which with these finished movies but the path with which
finished movies but the path with which
finished movies but the path with which I employ is radically different from
I employ is radically different from
I employ is radically different from what’s the norm and again that’s not
what’s the norm and again that’s not
what’s the norm and again that’s not some I don’t take credit for that as
some I don’t take credit for that as
some I don’t take credit for that as some genius stylistic move is just I
some genius stylistic move is just I
some genius stylistic move is just I don’t know like I still don’t know how
don’t know like I still don’t know how
don’t know like I still don’t know how to do proper titles titling like my
to do proper titles titling like my
to do proper titles titling like my assistant editor did those titles which
assistant editor did those titles which
assistant editor did those titles which is why most of the movies on my youtube
is why most of the movies on my youtube
is why most of the movies on my youtube channel all the titles are just hand
channel all the titles are just hand
channel all the titles are just hand written on paper and then the piece of
written on paper and then the piece of
written on paper and then the piece of papers filmed because I don’t know how
papers filmed because I don’t know how
papers filmed because I don’t know how to do it right I don’t know how to do
to do it right I don’t know how to do
to do it right I don’t know how to do After Effects so all my animation is
After Effects so all my animation is
After Effects so all my animation is like be stop frame and now sort of in
like be stop frame and now sort of in
like be stop frame and now sort of in success I have the opportunities to use
success I have the opportunities to use
success I have the opportunities to use all of the tools that were always so
all of the tools that were always so
all of the tools that were always so elusive to me so now it’s a much more
elusive to me so now it’s a much more
elusive to me so now it’s a much more conscious decision
conscious decision
conscious decision a sort of handmade
I produce two feature films that were
I produce two feature films that were still a big hit they neared if I can’t
still a big hit they neared if I can’t
still a big hit they neared if I can’t film festival in Sun there I like got an
film festival in Sun there I like got an
film festival in Sun there I like got an award that Natalie Portman gave me on TV
award that Natalie Portman gave me on TV
award that Natalie Portman gave me on TV that my dad watch and I just like I
that my dad watch and I just like I
that my dad watch and I just like I remember having this moment where I
remember having this moment where I
remember having this moment where I realized that like I was so into this
realized that like I was so into this
realized that like I was so into this thing that wasn’t really didn’t feel
thing that wasn’t really didn’t feel
thing that wasn’t really didn’t feel right to me it’s different trying to
right to me it’s different trying to
right to me it’s different trying to trying to find opportunities when you
trying to find opportunities when you
trying to find opportunities when you are in a place of success when it was no
are in a place of success when it was no
are in a place of success when it was no longer starving I wasn’t hungry anymore
longer starving I wasn’t hungry anymore
longer starving I wasn’t hungry anymore I had some recognition but something
I had some recognition but something
I had some recognition but something didn’t feel right and that was when I
didn’t feel right and that was when I
didn’t feel right and that was when I took this big hit it that hit it was –
took this big hit it that hit it was –
took this big hit it that hit it was – like you know what it’s not the politics
like you know what it’s not the politics
like you know what it’s not the politics is not the Natalie Portman didn’t need
is not the Natalie Portman didn’t need
is not the Natalie Portman didn’t need the award rubbish losing then I love I
the award rubbish losing then I love I
the award rubbish losing then I love I love telling stories long stories
love telling stories long stories
love telling stories long stories and that was where I decided to sort of
and that was where I decided to sort of
and that was where I decided to sort of walk away from TV walk away from movies
walk away from TV walk away from movies
walk away from TV walk away from movies I just wanted to make youtube videos and
I just wanted to make youtube videos and
I just wanted to make youtube videos and I remember like my Hollywood agent when
I remember like my Hollywood agent when
I remember like my Hollywood agent when I sort of told that to him he was like
I sort of told that to him he was like
I sort of told that to him he was like okay you know you know this is four
okay you know you know this is four
okay you know you know this is four years ago YouTube five years you know
years ago YouTube five years you know
years ago YouTube five years you know YouTube was was nothing it was something
YouTube was was nothing it was something
YouTube was was nothing it was something that was silly it was like a really
that was silly it was like a really
that was silly it was like a really great place to go and watch cats play
great place to go and watch cats play
great place to go and watch cats play the piano
the piano
the piano and I wanted to like parlay my career at
and I wanted to like parlay my career at
and I wanted to like parlay my career at the very successful filmmaker into into
the very successful filmmaker into into
the very successful filmmaker into into that and I can’t tell you the
that and I can’t tell you the
that and I can’t tell you the opportunities that were birthed from
opportunities that were birthed from
opportunities that were birthed from that it’s given me what I have today
that it’s given me what I have today
that it’s given me what I have today that’s opportunity those are
that’s opportunity those are
that’s opportunity those are opportunities those are opportunities
opportunities those are opportunities
opportunities those are opportunities that in the moment I couldn’t have told
that in the moment I couldn’t have told
that in the moment I couldn’t have told you were opportunities I didn’t know
you were opportunities I didn’t know
you were opportunities I didn’t know what they were there was something that
what they were there was something that
what they were there was something that just felt right there was something that
just felt right there was something that
just felt right there was something that looked right I did my best calculations
looked right I did my best calculations
looked right I did my best calculations I took my best guess it wasn’t reckless
I took my best guess it wasn’t reckless
I took my best guess it wasn’t reckless I never operate recklessly and this is
I never operate recklessly and this is
I never operate recklessly and this is an important differentiation between
an important differentiation between
an important differentiation between recklessness and fearlessness I always
recklessness and fearlessness I always
recklessness and fearlessness I always do my best to operate without fear don’t
do my best to operate without fear don’t
do my best to operate without fear don’t not do something don’t skip something
not do something don’t skip something
not do something don’t skip something because I’m afraid to do it but make
because I’m afraid to do it but make
because I’m afraid to do it but make sure it’s a smart decision and then part
sure it’s a smart decision and then part
sure it’s a smart decision and then part two of that is is is obligation I feel
two of that is is is obligation I feel
two of that is is is obligation I feel obliged to embrace opportunities like
obliged to embrace opportunities like
obliged to embrace opportunities like that
that
that I thought obliged to quit my job I felt
I thought obliged to quit my job I felt
I thought obliged to quit my job I felt obliged to walk away from HBO and the
obliged to walk away from HBO and the
obliged to walk away from HBO and the obligation was because there was
obligation was because there was
obligation was because there was something in me there’s a truth that I
something in me there’s a truth that I
something in me there’s a truth that I wanted and the obligation was to embrace
wanted and the obligation was to embrace
wanted and the obligation was to embrace that Apple came out with the iPod and in
that Apple came out with the iPod and in
that Apple came out with the iPod and in 2003 my iPod battery died and I called
2003 my iPod battery died and I called
2003 my iPod battery died and I called up and I was like dead broke at the time
up and I was like dead broke at the time
up and I was like dead broke at the time I was a president I called up Apple to
I was a president I called up Apple to
I was a president I called up Apple to fix it and they’re like yeah just buy a
fix it and they’re like yeah just buy a
fix it and they’re like yeah just buy a new one and it really pissed me off so I
new one and it really pissed me off so I
new one and it really pissed me off so I called them back when I recorded the
called them back when I recorded the
called them back when I recorded the phone call and and this is at the time I
phone call and and this is at the time I
phone call and and this is at the time I know this is at the time when when Apple
know this is at the time when when Apple
know this is at the time when when Apple had those like awesome like those
had those like awesome like those
had those like awesome like those silhouette with the colors posters all
silhouette with the colors posters all
silhouette with the colors posters all over New York City I mean the whole city
over New York City I mean the whole city
over New York City I mean the whole city was covered in them so I recorded the
was covered in them so I recorded the
was covered in them so I recorded the phone call and then my brother van and I
phone call and then my brother van and I
phone call and then my brother van and I went
went
went with this stencil and we spray-painted
with this stencil and we spray-painted
with this stencil and we spray-painted iPods unreplaceable battery lasts only
iPods unreplaceable battery lasts only
iPods unreplaceable battery lasts only 18 months on every one of these in New
18 months on every one of these in New
18 months on every one of these in New York City and I’m sure we were wise
York City and I’m sure we were wise
York City and I’m sure we were wise asses but we just thought we’d educate
asses but we just thought we’d educate
asses but we just thought we’d educate the masses like if Apple wasn’t gonna do
the masses like if Apple wasn’t gonna do
the masses like if Apple wasn’t gonna do we thought we would and the irony here
we thought we would and the irony here
we thought we would and the irony here is that this video is like huge this is
is that this video is like huge this is
is that this video is like huge this is before YouTube this is one viral net
before YouTube this is one viral net
before YouTube this is one viral net like chlamydia in a frat house like this
like chlamydia in a frat house like this
like chlamydia in a frat house like this was this thing was huge like this was
was this thing was huge like this was
was this thing was huge like this was emailed all over the place millions of
emailed all over the place millions of
emailed all over the place millions of views Steve Jobs sending me hate mail
views Steve Jobs sending me hate mail
views Steve Jobs sending me hate mail and then like a week later Apple change
and then like a week later Apple change
and then like a week later Apple change the policy and they’re like yeah we were
the policy and they’re like yeah we were
the policy and they’re like yeah we were gonna do it anyways which is great but
gonna do it anyways which is great but
gonna do it anyways which is great but again this video brought a lot of
again this video brought a lot of
again this video brought a lot of eyeballs up to my brother and me and
eyeballs up to my brother and me and
eyeballs up to my brother and me and people got to see all these other little
people got to see all these other little
people got to see all these other little stupid videos that we’ve been making for
stupid videos that we’ve been making for
stupid videos that we’ve been making for years and I try to like find some press
years and I try to like find some press
years and I try to like find some press for you guys this is seven years ago so
for you guys this is seven years ago so
for you guys this is seven years ago so I couldn’t really find but this was some
I couldn’t really find but this was some
I couldn’t really find but this was some of that and anyhow I brought a lot of
of that and anyhow I brought a lot of
of that and anyhow I brought a lot of attention to us and if anything it drove
attention to us and if anything it drove
attention to us and if anything it drove home the point that like you don’t need
home the point that like you don’t need
home the point that like you don’t need any of that understood infrastructure
any of that understood infrastructure
any of that understood infrastructure this was just like us being pissed off
this was just like us being pissed off
this was just like us being pissed off and that was enough motivation so what
and that was enough motivation so what
and that was enough motivation so what made this movie and now we had all this
made this movie and now we had all this
made this movie and now we had all this attention and we drilled that home for
attention and we drilled that home for
attention and we drilled that home for stuck with that for a really long time
stuck with that for a really long time
stuck with that for a really long time and now you know I made sort of serious
and now you know I made sort of serious
and now you know I made sort of serious movies I just shot a documentary of each
movies I just shot a documentary of each
movies I just shot a documentary of each drunk dock in Afghanistan which is gonna
drunk dock in Afghanistan which is gonna
drunk dock in Afghanistan which is gonna be kind of serious but I never let go of
be kind of serious but I never let go of
be kind of serious but I never let go of that and I still make sort of like
that and I still make sort of like
that and I still make sort of like wiseass off movies and this summer
wiseass off movies and this summer
wiseass off movies and this summer I tell this story but this summer I was
I tell this story but this summer I was
I tell this story but this summer I was riding my bike in New York City and I
riding my bike in New York City and I
riding my bike in New York City and I was pulled over in the pouring rain by a
was pulled over in the pouring rain by a
was pulled over in the pouring rain by a police officer for riding my bike
police officer for riding my bike
police officer for riding my bike outside of the bike I come on man that’s
outside of the bike I come on man that’s
outside of the bike I come on man that’s like right so I filmed him the cop in my
like right so I filmed him the cop in my
like right so I filmed him the cop in my iPhone naturally and then I made a movie
iPhone naturally and then I made a movie
iPhone naturally and then I made a movie of me going around trying to show the
of me going around trying to show the
of me going around trying to show the officer while you can’t always ride in
officer while you can’t always ride in
officer while you can’t always ride in the bike lanes and I crashed into
the bike lanes and I crashed into
the bike lanes and I crashed into everything I found so the video is just
everything I found so the video is just
everything I found so the video is just me arguing with a cop for like 30
me arguing with a cop for like 30
me arguing with a cop for like 30 seconds than me crashing my bike for
seconds than me crashing my bike for
seconds than me crashing my bike for another two minutes
another two minutes
another two minutes and this thing was huge I mean this
and this thing was huge I mean this
and this thing was huge I mean this thing was bigger than the iPod movie
thing was bigger than the iPod movie
thing was bigger than the iPod movie this was gigantic like I was on every
this was gigantic like I was on every
this was gigantic like I was on every news outlet and Bloomberg had to answer
news outlet and Bloomberg had to answer
news outlet and Bloomberg had to answer to it in a in a press conference and
to it in a in a press conference and
to it in a in a press conference and what is this the Guardian called me a
what is this the Guardian called me a
what is this the Guardian called me a warrior which is awesome and and it was
warrior which is awesome and and it was
warrior which is awesome and and it was huge and and this again is another good
huge and and this again is another good
huge and and this again is another good exemplification of the idea that it’s
exemplification of the idea that it’s
exemplification of the idea that it’s just embraced the resources that you
just embraced the resources that you
just embraced the resources that you have available to you and this is what I
have available to you and this is what I
have available to you and this is what I try to talk to young kids about in this
try to talk to young kids about in this
try to talk to young kids about in this what I try to reinforce is that like let
what I try to reinforce is that like let
what I try to reinforce is that like let go of all the pretensions that is
go of all the pretensions that is
go of all the pretensions that is filmmaking and embrace what you have
filmmaking and embrace what you have
filmmaking and embrace what you have available to you I want to talk about
available to you I want to talk about
available to you I want to talk about risk as a guiding principle life shrinks
risk as a guiding principle life shrinks
risk as a guiding principle life shrinks and life expands in direct proportion to
and life expands in direct proportion to
and life expands in direct proportion to your willingness to assume risk yeah I
your willingness to assume risk yeah I
your willingness to assume risk yeah I like I’ve made some really stupid
like I’ve made some really stupid
like I’ve made some really stupid decisions in my career for my entire
decisions in my career for my entire
decisions in my career for my entire career on a broad plane they’ve all
career on a broad plane they’ve all
career on a broad plane they’ve all worked out every time I’ve quit my jobs
worked out every time I’ve quit my jobs
worked out every time I’ve quit my jobs which I’ve done every time I’ve had a
which I’ve done every time I’ve had a
which I’ve done every time I’ve had a job people that I trust most people that
job people that I trust most people that
job people that I trust most people that I love all advise against it my dad told
I love all advise against it my dad told
I love all advise against it my dad told me not to move to New York City because
me not to move to New York City because
me not to move to New York City because it was such a risk
it was such a risk
it was such a risk and every time I every time I took these
and every time I every time I took these
and every time I every time I took these bigger risks the opportunity for a
bigger risks the opportunity for a
bigger risks the opportunity for a larger payout was always there life is
larger payout was always there life is
larger payout was always there life is like this super temporary mega fragile
like this super temporary mega fragile
like this super temporary mega fragile thing you only get like a nugget of time
thing you only get like a nugget of time
thing you only get like a nugget of time to really pursue the things you care
to really pursue the things you care
to really pursue the things you care about
about
about and like I’m thirty thirty and my rule
and like I’m thirty thirty and my rule
and like I’m thirty thirty and my rule is that the right time is always right
is that the right time is always right
is that the right time is always right to put a little meat on these bones this
to put a little meat on these bones this
to put a little meat on these bones this new company that I don’t really talk
new company that I don’t really talk
new company that I don’t really talk about this new company is the biggest
about this new company is the biggest
about this new company is the biggest risk I’ve ever taken I took five years
risk I’ve ever taken I took five years
risk I’ve ever taken I took five years of my life to build my advertising
of my life to build my advertising
of my life to build my advertising career and I made like a lot of money
career and I made like a lot of money
career and I made like a lot of money I’ve been doing really great look at my
I’ve been doing really great look at my
I’ve been doing really great look at my youtube channel go all the way back
youtube channel go all the way back
youtube channel go all the way back the last branded content thing you’ll
the last branded content thing you’ll
the last branded content thing you’ll see was in February of 2014 I ditched it
see was in February of 2014 I ditched it
see was in February of 2014 I ditched it all to pursue something I knew nothing
all to pursue something I knew nothing
all to pursue something I knew nothing about this huge risk and I did it at a
about this huge risk and I did it at a
about this huge risk and I did it at a time when my wife was pregnant and there
time when my wife was pregnant and there
time when my wife was pregnant and there was all of this vulnerability and all
was all of this vulnerability and all
was all of this vulnerability and all the scariness in my life and even now at
the scariness in my life and even now at
the scariness in my life and even now at 33 my dad’s at 34 my dad said Casey
33 my dad’s at 34 my dad said Casey
33 my dad’s at 34 my dad said Casey that’s crazy
that’s crazy
that’s crazy you’ve got a kid thing don’t let it go
you’ve got a kid thing don’t let it go
you’ve got a kid thing don’t let it go but I know that like someday I won’t be
but I know that like someday I won’t be
but I know that like someday I won’t be able to do this I know that the time is
able to do this I know that the time is
able to do this I know that the time is now the time the right time is always
now the time the right time is always
now the time the right time is always now so I had to do it that’s how I feel
now so I had to do it that’s how I feel
now so I had to do it that’s how I feel about risk in general and that’s what
about risk in general and that’s what
about risk in general and that’s what the struggle has always been for me is
the struggle has always been for me is
the struggle has always been for me is like identifying risk identifying fear
like identifying risk identifying fear
like identifying risk identifying fear and then just smashing through it
and then just smashing through it
and then just smashing through it because a fear is looking back and
because a fear is looking back and
because a fear is looking back and wishing that I had done these things the
wishing that I had done these things the
wishing that I had done these things the most dangerous thing you can do in your
most dangerous thing you can do in your
most dangerous thing you can do in your career the most dangerous thing you can
career the most dangerous thing you can
career the most dangerous thing you can do in life is play it safe
gentleman over YouTube but boogie2988
gentleman over YouTube but boogie2988 coming at you live honking in terraPower
coming at you live honking in terraPower
coming at you live honking in terraPower my internet loving to you look all the
my internet loving to you look all the
my internet loving to you look all the 90 day coming at you liable to get to
90 day coming at you liable to get to
90 day coming at you liable to get to the Parisian elevator Nigel’s get to the
the Parisian elevator Nigel’s get to the
the Parisian elevator Nigel’s get to the power what’s up ladies and gentlemen of
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YouTube boogie2988 coming at you live
YouTube boogie2988 coming at you live once again at 40 years old I take 15
once again at 40 years old I take 15
once again at 40 years old I take 15 pills a day and an injection just to
pills a day and an injection just to
pills a day and an injection just to stay alive and and on top of that my
stay alive and and on top of that my
stay alive and and on top of that my knees are shot my back is shot
knees are shot my back is shot
knees are shot my back is shot I have trouble walking I have trouble
I have trouble walking I have trouble
I have trouble walking I have trouble standing hell these days I have trouble
standing hell these days I have trouble
standing hell these days I have trouble sitting comfortably the excuse you use
sitting comfortably the excuse you use
sitting comfortably the excuse you use is that it’s a choice but let’s be
is that it’s a choice but let’s be
is that it’s a choice but let’s be honest would anyone choose this I mean
honest would anyone choose this I mean
honest would anyone choose this I mean look at this look at this do you think I
look at this look at this do you think I
look at this look at this do you think I would choose this or do you think I’m
would choose this or do you think I’m
would choose this or do you think I’m doing everything I humanly can to fight
doing everything I humanly can to fight
doing everything I humanly can to fight it the misperception that fat people are
it the misperception that fat people are
it the misperception that fat people are stupid or lazy or weak-willed is one of
stupid or lazy or weak-willed is one of
stupid or lazy or weak-willed is one of the dumbest things I have ever heard
the dumbest things I have ever heard
the dumbest things I have ever heard because it takes a lot of will and
because it takes a lot of will and
because it takes a lot of will and effort to live a day like this much less
effort to live a day like this much less
effort to live a day like this much less trying to fight it
trying to fight it
trying to fight it [Music]
[Music]
[Music] you get into this cycle now a lot of
you get into this cycle now a lot of
you get into this cycle now a lot of people I don’t think realize and I hate
people I don’t think realize and I hate
people I don’t think realize and I hate to quote a Fat Bastard from the Austin
to quote a Fat Bastard from the Austin
to quote a Fat Bastard from the Austin Powers movies but he says I’m I eat
Powers movies but he says I’m I eat
Powers movies but he says I’m I eat because I’m sad and then I’m sad because
because I’m sad and then I’m sad because
because I’m sad and then I’m sad because I eat but that is the cycle that you get
I eat but that is the cycle that you get
I eat but that is the cycle that you get into like you eat because you’re sad and
into like you eat because you’re sad and
into like you eat because you’re sad and you’re miserable and you’re unhappy and
you’re miserable and you’re unhappy and
you’re miserable and you’re unhappy and eating feels good it makes you happy on
eating feels good it makes you happy on
eating feels good it makes you happy on some level and then the fact that you’re
some level and then the fact that you’re
some level and then the fact that you’re getting fatter makes you sadder see we
getting fatter makes you sadder see we
getting fatter makes you sadder see we you get Society and eat you cry eat crap
you get Society and eat you cry eat crap
you get Society and eat you cry eat crap eventually most people my size will eat
eventually most people my size will eat
eventually most people my size will eat while crying about the fact that they’re
while crying about the fact that they’re
while crying about the fact that they’re eating you know but you do it anyway you
eating you know but you do it anyway you
eating you know but you do it anyway you repeat the cycle you’re Peter you repeat
repeat the cycle you’re Peter you repeat
repeat the cycle you’re Peter you repeat it repeat it and that cycle for me it
it repeat it and that cycle for me it
it repeat it and that cycle for me it started at a very very early age at the
started at a very very early age at the
started at a very very early age at the age of seven I was heavier than the
age of seven I was heavier than the
age of seven I was heavier than the other kids by twenty-five fifty pounds
other kids by twenty-five fifty pounds
other kids by twenty-five fifty pounds by the time I graduated high school I
by the time I graduated high school I
by the time I graduated high school I was 350 pounds by the time I was thirty
was 350 pounds by the time I was thirty
was 350 pounds by the time I was thirty I was almost 600 pounds and through
I was almost 600 pounds and through
I was almost 600 pounds and through therapy over the years I have learned
therapy over the years I have learned
therapy over the years I have learned that my eating disorder and what I’ve
that my eating disorder and what I’ve
that my eating disorder and what I’ve done to my body largely stems from the
done to my body largely stems from the
done to my body largely stems from the fact that I was born into a family full
fact that I was born into a family full
fact that I was born into a family full of crazy people who did not want me
of crazy people who did not want me
of crazy people who did not want me there and they mentally and physically
there and they mentally and physically
there and they mentally and physically and even sexually abused me at point so
and even sexually abused me at point so
and even sexually abused me at point so this is just kind of how I retaliated
the amount of pain that’s in my head in
the amount of pain that’s in my head in my heart is immeasurable it haunts me
my heart is immeasurable it haunts me
my heart is immeasurable it haunts me every day of my life and always will
every day of my life and always will
every day of my life and always will cause that I have to diagnose disorders
cause that I have to diagnose disorders
cause that I have to diagnose disorders the first is PTSD I have extreme anxiety
the first is PTSD I have extreme anxiety
the first is PTSD I have extreme anxiety several times a day some of the simplest
several times a day some of the simplest
several times a day some of the simplest things seeing a shoe on the floor or
things seeing a shoe on the floor or
things seeing a shoe on the floor or saying and soda on the edge of a chair
saying and soda on the edge of a chair
saying and soda on the edge of a chair or a edge of a table or whatever my
or a edge of a table or whatever my
or a edge of a table or whatever my brain won’t trigger it’s awful I feel
brain won’t trigger it’s awful I feel
brain won’t trigger it’s awful I feel like I’m dying I feel like I’m going to
like I’m dying I feel like I’m going to
like I’m dying I feel like I’m going to die I lose my breath I lose my mind I go
die I lose my breath I lose my mind I go
die I lose my breath I lose my mind I go crazy I get angry I get sad I get
crazy I get angry I get sad I get
crazy I get angry I get sad I get depressed I get everything I could
depressed I get everything I could
depressed I get everything I could suicidal like I’m afraid it won’t end
suicidal like I’m afraid it won’t end
suicidal like I’m afraid it won’t end I’m afraid it will end I’m afraid I’ll
I’m afraid it will end I’m afraid I’ll
I’m afraid it will end I’m afraid I’ll end myself once they twice they through
one of the things that helps with that
one of the things that helps with that is food it’s one of the only things now
is food it’s one of the only things now
is food it’s one of the only things now and so when this happens I’ll eat it’s
and so when this happens I’ll eat it’s
and so when this happens I’ll eat it’s the second disorder I have an obsessive
the second disorder I have an obsessive
the second disorder I have an obsessive compulsive eating this work I mean that
compulsive eating this work I mean that
compulsive eating this work I mean that kind of mental pain when I’m in that
kind of mental pain when I’m in that
kind of mental pain when I’m in that kind of anguish
kind of anguish
kind of anguish [Music]
[Music]
[Music] a daemon whether attempted suicide the
a daemon whether attempted suicide the
a daemon whether attempted suicide the day my father lost his hearing in the
day my father lost his hearing in the
day my father lost his hearing in the coal mines the day that he had a stroke
coal mines the day that he had a stroke
coal mines the day that he had a stroke due to his alcoholism the day my mother
due to his alcoholism the day my mother
due to his alcoholism the day my mother tried to claw my eyes out and I jumped
tried to claw my eyes out and I jumped
tried to claw my eyes out and I jumped out of a moving car to save my left eye
out of a moving car to save my left eye
out of a moving car to save my left eye still doesn’t work so good I was barely
still doesn’t work so good I was barely
still doesn’t work so good I was barely worth saving
worth saving
worth saving or any of that stuff I eaten two one now
or any of that stuff I eaten two one now
or any of that stuff I eaten two one now triceps three two one
triceps three two one
triceps three two one biceps pull them up three two one
biceps pull them up three two one
biceps pull them up three two one Chester tries first and the biggest
Chester tries first and the biggest
Chester tries first and the biggest abuser I endured was at the hands the
abuser I endured was at the hands the
abuser I endured was at the hands the mode the most abuse I endured was at the
mode the most abuse I endured was at the
mode the most abuse I endured was at the hands of my mother
and I’ve always wanted to talk about
and I’ve always wanted to talk about that like really talk about it I’ve
that like really talk about it I’ve
that like really talk about it I’ve turned on this camera maybe a dozen
turned on this camera maybe a dozen
turned on this camera maybe a dozen times since YouTube came into my life
times since YouTube came into my life
times since YouTube came into my life and I’ve talked about it and I’ve never
and I’ve talked about it and I’ve never
and I’ve talked about it and I’ve never had the bravery to upload the video you
had the bravery to upload the video you
had the bravery to upload the video you guys I think about what people are going
guys I think about what people are going
guys I think about what people are going to think or what people are gonna say
will I be perceived as weak
will I be perceived as weak will I be made fun of or people even
will I be made fun of or people even
will I be made fun of or people even believe me
I was abused now once a month
I was abused now once a month not once a week but physically everyday
not once a week but physically everyday
not once a week but physically everyday sometimes with the small gap in between
sometimes with the small gap in between
sometimes with the small gap in between of the day
of the day
of the day I was cut I was burned with cigarettes
I was cut I was burned with cigarettes
I was cut I was burned with cigarettes was stabbed his throne was picked up and
was stabbed his throne was picked up and
was stabbed his throne was picked up and thrown
thrown
thrown [Music]
my mom told me that she had me to get it
my mom told me that she had me to get it right because she’d fucked up my brother
right because she’d fucked up my brother
right because she’d fucked up my brother and she fucked up my sister but me I was
and she fucked up my sister but me I was
and she fucked up my sister but me I was the one that she was supposed to do it
the one that she was supposed to do it
the one that she was supposed to do it right do it the way was supposed to do
right do it the way was supposed to do
right do it the way was supposed to do mom did not she definitely did not
mom did not she definitely did not
mom did not she definitely did not succeed at that she revisited everything
succeed at that she revisited everything
succeed at that she revisited everything she ever did to my brother and my sister
she ever did to my brother and my sister
she ever did to my brother and my sister tenfold
tenfold
tenfold [Music]
Stephen sitting here thinking about that
Stephen sitting here thinking about that stuff so many stories I want to tell in
stuff so many stories I want to tell in
stuff so many stories I want to tell in this dump
this dump
this dump even now I’m ashamed to tell them
even now I’m ashamed to tell them
even now I’m ashamed to tell them [Music]
my sister got taken out of her home
my sister got taken out of her home because of the abuse she received she
because of the abuse she received she
because of the abuse she received she was I think 13 or 14 they left me there
was I think 13 or 14 they left me there
was I think 13 or 14 they left me there for some reason
I’ll never understand them I’ll never
I’ll never understand them I’ll never understand that not that the foster care
understand that not that the foster care
understand that not that the foster care system might foster care system my
system might foster care system my
system might foster care system my sister went into was any better not that
sister went into was any better not that
sister went into was any better not that she didn’t get beaten and destroyed
she didn’t get beaten and destroyed
she didn’t get beaten and destroyed there either but god damn it someone
there either but god damn it someone
there either but god damn it someone should have fucking it hoped you know
[Music]
[Music] like that stuff never goes away it gets
like that stuff never goes away it gets
like that stuff never goes away it gets better it never goes away I’m sitting
better it never goes away I’m sitting
better it never goes away I’m sitting here a 41 year old man with PTSD and an
here a 41 year old man with PTSD and an
here a 41 year old man with PTSD and an anxiety disorder and a 500-pound body
anxiety disorder and a 500-pound body
anxiety disorder and a 500-pound body where I tried to eat myself to death to
where I tried to eat myself to death to
where I tried to eat myself to death to cope with it man and I just
cope with it man and I just
cope with it man and I just [Music]
now my primary abuser which is my mother
now my primary abuser which is my mother she passed in 2009 and while there was a
she passed in 2009 and while there was a
she passed in 2009 and while there was a very sad thing and very difficult to
very sad thing and very difficult to
very sad thing and very difficult to deal with it was also bittersweet
deal with it was also bittersweet
deal with it was also bittersweet because it brought me some very
because it brought me some very
because it brought me some very necessary closure in my life that
necessary closure in my life that
necessary closure in my life that allowed me to finally start a healing
allowed me to finally start a healing
allowed me to finally start a healing what you what you’re working on yeah
what you what you’re working on yeah
what you what you’re working on yeah he’s pretty there sorry hey what do you
he’s pretty there sorry hey what do you
he’s pretty there sorry hey what do you think about him being on on that TV what
think about him being on on that TV what
think about him being on on that TV what do you think about him being on that
do you think about him being on that
do you think about him being on that that internet that YouTube do you think
that internet that YouTube do you think
that internet that YouTube do you think it’s crazy do you think he’s do you
it’s crazy do you think he’s do you
it’s crazy do you think he’s do you think it’s crazy yeah I can’t argue that
no I think it’s important to note here
no I think it’s important to note here that that is the reason that this has
that that is the reason that this has
that that is the reason that this has happened but it is not an excuse there
happened but it is not an excuse there
happened but it is not an excuse there is no excuse for what I’ve done I was
is no excuse for what I’ve done I was
is no excuse for what I’ve done I was brought into this world with just one
brought into this world with just one
brought into this world with just one body and I have effectively ruined it
body and I have effectively ruined it
body and I have effectively ruined it and not only have I caused myself a ton
and not only have I caused myself a ton
and not only have I caused myself a ton of mental and physical anguish because
of mental and physical anguish because
of mental and physical anguish because of it but the people who love me and
of it but the people who love me and
of it but the people who love me and count on me they suffered too and and
count on me they suffered too and and
count on me they suffered too and and that includes all of the people who’ve
that includes all of the people who’ve
that includes all of the people who’ve watched me over the years here on
watched me over the years here on
watched me over the years here on YouTube
YouTube
YouTube my eating disorder has also caused me to
my eating disorder has also caused me to
my eating disorder has also caused me to feel shame and self-loathing and social
feel shame and self-loathing and social
feel shame and self-loathing and social anxiety and just misery of untold
anxiety and just misery of untold
anxiety and just misery of untold proportions but I have to stop to admit
proportions but I have to stop to admit
proportions but I have to stop to admit that it did serve a very important role
that it did serve a very important role
that it did serve a very important role in my life
in my life
in my life [Music]
when I was a young teenager and I was
when I was a young teenager and I was suicidal food kept me alive because it
suicidal food kept me alive because it
suicidal food kept me alive because it was the only source of joy and a life
was the only source of joy and a life
was the only source of joy and a life that was otherwise filled entirely with
that was otherwise filled entirely with
that was otherwise filled entirely with misery when I was a broke young adult
misery when I was a broke young adult
misery when I was a broke young adult and I was even homeless I knew that if I
and I was even homeless I knew that if I
and I was even homeless I knew that if I got five bucks I could take it to a
got five bucks I could take it to a
got five bucks I could take it to a pizza buffet and eat thousands of
pizza buffet and eat thousands of
pizza buffet and eat thousands of calories if I didn’t know where my next
calories if I didn’t know where my next
calories if I didn’t know where my next meal was coming from I had the ability
meal was coming from I had the ability
meal was coming from I had the ability to eat and eat a lot and I knew that
to eat and eat a lot and I knew that
to eat and eat a lot and I knew that that would keep me going for some time
that would keep me going for some time
that would keep me going for some time and I also free use food like everybody
and I also free use food like everybody
and I also free use food like everybody else it’s like a social lubricant you
else it’s like a social lubricant you
else it’s like a social lubricant you know you go out to a business dinner or
know you go out to a business dinner or
know you go out to a business dinner or you go out to dinner with your friends
you go out to dinner with your friends
you go out to dinner with your friends or you go out to dinner on a first date
or you go out to dinner on a first date
or you go out to dinner on a first date or you just use your comfort foods to
or you just use your comfort foods to
or you just use your comfort foods to deal with the stress of life or the
deal with the stress of life or the
deal with the stress of life or the stress of work that’s something I do as
stress of work that’s something I do as
stress of work that’s something I do as well
well
well I just do it far too much and food
I just do it far too much and food
I just do it far too much and food served a much more nefarious purpose one
served a much more nefarious purpose one
served a much more nefarious purpose one that I think is it’s kind of difficult
that I think is it’s kind of difficult
that I think is it’s kind of difficult to put into a YouTube video but I think
to put into a YouTube video but I think
to put into a YouTube video but I think I want to be entirely honest here as a
I want to be entirely honest here as a
I want to be entirely honest here as a young adult when I would talk to a
young adult when I would talk to a
young adult when I would talk to a doctor which was pretty rarely
doctor which was pretty rarely
doctor which was pretty rarely they would tell me if you continue to
they would tell me if you continue to
they would tell me if you continue to eat the way you’re eating you’ll be dead
eat the way you’re eating you’ll be dead
eat the way you’re eating you’ll be dead by 30 or maybe 35 and when he told me
by 30 or maybe 35 and when he told me
by 30 or maybe 35 and when he told me that that would actually not be a bad
that that would actually not be a bad
that that would actually not be a bad thing to me that would be a very
thing to me that would be a very
thing to me that would be a very relaxing thing because after a lifetime
relaxing thing because after a lifetime
relaxing thing because after a lifetime of misery and a lifetime of mental
of misery and a lifetime of mental
of misery and a lifetime of mental disorder I often consider death to be
disorder I often consider death to be
disorder I often consider death to be relaxing or relieving something that I
relaxing or relieving something that I
relaxing or relieving something that I actually looked forward to I was never
actually looked forward to I was never
actually looked forward to I was never fully suicidal but I knew that it would
fully suicidal but I knew that it would
fully suicidal but I knew that it would be the way that would finally cure what
be the way that would finally cure what
be the way that would finally cure what was wrong with me up here and of course
was wrong with me up here and of course
was wrong with me up here and of course what I’d done to my body as well
if you are 50 or more pounds overweight
if you are 50 or more pounds overweight you are absolutely damaging your body if
you are absolutely damaging your body if
you are absolutely damaging your body if you’re a hundred pounds are more
you’re a hundred pounds are more
you’re a hundred pounds are more overweight than you are damaging in a
overweight than you are damaging in a
overweight than you are damaging in a way that will eventually kill you and
way that will eventually kill you and
way that will eventually kill you and God forbid if you’re my size you are
God forbid if you’re my size you are
God forbid if you’re my size you are going to be absolutely miserable you owe
going to be absolutely miserable you owe
going to be absolutely miserable you owe it to yourself and everyone that loves
it to yourself and everyone that loves
it to yourself and everyone that loves you to do everything you can to be as
you to do everything you can to be as
you to do everything you can to be as healthy as possible and that does
healthy as possible and that does
healthy as possible and that does include losing weight if you have a list
include losing weight if you have a list
include losing weight if you have a list of reasons that you’re overweight and
of reasons that you’re overweight and
of reasons that you’re overweight and you’re unhappy being that way where you
you’re unhappy being that way where you
you’re unhappy being that way where you need to start attacking each and every
need to start attacking each and every
need to start attacking each and every single step everything that’s on that
single step everything that’s on that
single step everything that’s on that list if you’re unhappy if you’re
list if you’re unhappy if you’re
list if you’re unhappy if you’re depressed if you’re physically unfit
depressed if you’re physically unfit
depressed if you’re physically unfit start fixing that stuff today that’s
start fixing that stuff today that’s
start fixing that stuff today that’s something I had to do it’s something I’m
something I had to do it’s something I’m
something I had to do it’s something I’m in the process of doing and it’s
in the process of doing and it’s
in the process of doing and it’s something you’re going to have to do if
something you’re going to have to do if
something you’re going to have to do if you want to live longer if you want to
you want to live longer if you want to
you want to live longer if you want to be healthy and for some of us if you
be healthy and for some of us if you
be healthy and for some of us if you want to be happy
I don’t know your situation you may be
I don’t know your situation you may be in a wheelchair you may be a burden
in a wheelchair you may be a burden
in a wheelchair you may be a burden thing them you may be extraordinarily
thing them you may be extraordinarily
thing them you may be extraordinarily unhealthy or extraordinarily unhappy and
unhealthy or extraordinarily unhappy and
unhealthy or extraordinarily unhappy and I I’m not here to judge you but I am
I I’m not here to judge you but I am
I I’m not here to judge you but I am Telling You that no matter what your
Telling You that no matter what your
Telling You that no matter what your situation there’s no reason not to fight
situation there’s no reason not to fight
situation there’s no reason not to fight for something good there’s no reason not
for something good there’s no reason not
for something good there’s no reason not to fight to help yourself and help those
to fight to help yourself and help those
to fight to help yourself and help those loved ones around you there’s no reason
loved ones around you there’s no reason
loved ones around you there’s no reason not to try every single day no matter
not to try every single day no matter
not to try every single day no matter how futile the situation is no matter
how futile the situation is no matter
how futile the situation is no matter how futile you think life is no matter
how futile you think life is no matter
how futile you think life is no matter how meaningless you feel that the world
how meaningless you feel that the world
how meaningless you feel that the world is you know and I hope that you can take
is you know and I hope that you can take
is you know and I hope that you can take inspiration in that
if you know me at all you know I have a
if you know me at all you know I have a very singular message when it comes to
very singular message when it comes to
very singular message when it comes to being overweight
being overweight
being overweight don’t be learn from my mistakes
don’t be learn from my mistakes
don’t be learn from my mistakes don’t end up in the unbearable amount of
don’t end up in the unbearable amount of
don’t end up in the unbearable amount of pain and discomfort I am in every day if
pain and discomfort I am in every day if
pain and discomfort I am in every day if you’re overweight you’re impacting your
you’re overweight you’re impacting your
you’re overweight you’re impacting your health and you need to do your best to
health and you need to do your best to
health and you need to do your best to try to be as healthy as humanly possible
try to be as healthy as humanly possible
try to be as healthy as humanly possible please do it for me if not yourself
you have to love yourself no matter who
you have to love yourself no matter who or what you are you have to stand up and
or what you are you have to stand up and
or what you are you have to stand up and let the world love you and if you do
let the world love you and if you do
let the world love you and if you do you’re gonna draw haters and they’re
you’re gonna draw haters and they’re
you’re gonna draw haters and they’re going to hate you for standing up for
going to hate you for standing up for
going to hate you for standing up for what you believe in and what you are but
what you believe in and what you are but
what you believe in and what you are but fuck them and I definitely have my
fuck them and I definitely have my
fuck them and I definitely have my haters whenever I create a video
haters whenever I create a video
haters whenever I create a video hundreds of you flocked to the comments
hundreds of you flocked to the comments
hundreds of you flocked to the comments or to my Twitter or to Reddit
or to my Twitter or to Reddit
or to my Twitter or to Reddit to tell me what a fat worthless piece of
to tell me what a fat worthless piece of
to tell me what a fat worthless piece of shit I am please try to lead healthy
shit I am please try to lead healthy
shit I am please try to lead healthy happy lives and learn from my mistakes
happy lives and learn from my mistakes
happy lives and learn from my mistakes do better do better
do better do better
do better do better alright I have done undone a lot of the
alright I have done undone a lot of the
alright I have done undone a lot of the damage in here undone a lot of the
damage in here undone a lot of the
damage in here undone a lot of the damage in here and I have the medical
damage in here and I have the medical
damage in here and I have the medical science backing me up with surgery
science backing me up with surgery
science backing me up with surgery looming sometime in the future and I
looming sometime in the future and I
looming sometime in the future and I know that this 8 pounds of weight loss
know that this 8 pounds of weight loss
know that this 8 pounds of weight loss is not only 8 pounds smaller than my
is not only 8 pounds smaller than my
is not only 8 pounds smaller than my original starting goal but it’s 8 pounds
original starting goal but it’s 8 pounds
original starting goal but it’s 8 pounds I’m never going to weight get back I’m
I’m never going to weight get back I’m
I’m never going to weight get back I’m never going to weigh 528 pounds again in
never going to weigh 528 pounds again in
never going to weigh 528 pounds again in my life I hope I’ll never weigh 520
my life I hope I’ll never weigh 520
my life I hope I’ll never weigh 520 pounds again in my life
pounds again in my life
pounds again in my life I hope I hit 519 this week and I never
I hope I hit 519 this week and I never
I hope I hit 519 this week and I never look back
[Music]
[Music] but if you don’t watch every day or you
but if you don’t watch every day or you
but if you don’t watch every day or you don’t watch very often do me a favor
don’t watch very often do me a favor
don’t watch very often do me a favor check back in about a year if it’s mark
check back in about a year if it’s mark
check back in about a year if it’s mark my words I’m pretty sure and I’ve said
my words I’m pretty sure and I’ve said
my words I’m pretty sure and I’ve said it before but this time I think it’s
it before but this time I think it’s
it before but this time I think it’s gonna work I’ll be half the man I used
gonna work I’ll be half the man I used
gonna work I’ll be half the man I used to be and I’m pretty happy about that
to be and I’m pretty happy about that
to be and I’m pretty happy about that guys
guys
guys thanks for watching I love you very much
thanks for watching I love you very much
thanks for watching I love you very much let’s see weight loss is starting to
let’s see weight loss is starting to
let’s see weight loss is starting to move a little bit the scale is finally
move a little bit the scale is finally
move a little bit the scale is finally starting to move we would hit the 800
starting to move we would hit the 800
starting to move we would hit the 800 pound mark roughly and I’m pretty happy
pound mark roughly and I’m pretty happy
pound mark roughly and I’m pretty happy about that having lost a full hundred
about that having lost a full hundred
about that having lost a full hundred pounds I got a lot more weight to go
pounds I got a lot more weight to go
pounds I got a lot more weight to go [Music]
[Music]
[Music] take it from a morbidly obese guy learn
take it from a morbidly obese guy learn
take it from a morbidly obese guy learn from my mistakes do better and that
from my mistakes do better and that
from my mistakes do better and that seems it critical i’m flying for that as
seems it critical i’m flying for that as
seems it critical i’m flying for that as long as you do better okay promise me
long as you do better okay promise me
long as you do better okay promise me you will I’m currently at about a
you will I’m currently at about a
you will I’m currently at about a hundred and fifty pounds down since my
hundred and fifty pounds down since my
hundred and fifty pounds down since my pre-op diet and a little over a hundred
pre-op diet and a little over a hundred
pre-op diet and a little over a hundred pounds since the surgery date which was
pounds since the surgery date which was
pounds since the surgery date which was almost exactly six months ago today at
almost exactly six months ago today at
almost exactly six months ago today at six months ago this week moving forward
six months ago this week moving forward
six months ago this week moving forward I’m very excited because I’m looking
I’m very excited because I’m looking
I’m very excited because I’m looking forward to the future for the first time
forward to the future for the first time
forward to the future for the first time since ever I hope you guys check back in
since ever I hope you guys check back in
since ever I hope you guys check back in to me in a few more months to see how
to me in a few more months to see how
to me in a few more months to see how I’m doing and for those of you who
I’m doing and for those of you who
I’m doing and for those of you who followed me through this journey so far
followed me through this journey so far
followed me through this journey so far thank you for being there for those of
thank you for being there for those of
thank you for being there for those of you have been here long before this
you have been here long before this
you have been here long before this journey began back with us Joe Joe
journey began back with us Joe Joe
journey began back with us Joe Joe dieting and making promises every day
dieting and making promises every day
dieting and making promises every day that I was finally going to get it that
that I was finally going to get it that
that I was finally going to get it that I finally had it well you waited and
I finally had it well you waited and
I finally had it well you waited and here we are it paid off it took surgical
here we are it paid off it took surgical
here we are it paid off it took surgical intervention to get me there but we’re
intervention to get me there but we’re
intervention to get me there but we’re there guys thanks for watching I love
there guys thanks for watching I love
there guys thanks for watching I love you very much I’ll speak with you again
you very much I’ll speak with you again
you very much I’ll speak with you again soon
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