I loved it and much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and
into by following my curiosity and
into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless
intuition turned out to be priceless
intuition turned out to be priceless later on every once in a while try a
later on every once in a while try a
later on every once in a while try a calligraphy class because you don’t know
calligraphy class because you don’t know
calligraphy class because you don’t know where it will lead if I had never
where it will lead if I had never
where it will lead if I had never dropped in on that single course in
dropped in on that single course in
dropped in on that single course in college the Mac would have never had
college the Mac would have never had
college the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally
multiple typefaces or proportionally
multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced points
spaced points
spaced points [Music]
none of this had even a hope of any
none of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life
practical application in my life
practical application in my life [Music]
[Music]
[Music] if I had never dropped out I would have
if I had never dropped out I would have
if I had never dropped out I would have never dropped in on that calligraphy
never dropped in on that calligraphy
never dropped in on that calligraphy class and personal computers might not
class and personal computers might not
class and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they
have the wonderful typography that they
have the wonderful typography that they do
do
do [Music]
and I remember of thinking man this life
and I remember of thinking man this life is temporary like this experience that
is temporary like this experience that
is temporary like this experience that I’m experiencing right now is a 24 year
I’m experiencing right now is a 24 year
I’m experiencing right now is a 24 year old man like this is not going to last
old man like this is not going to last
old man like this is not going to last like this is the prime of my youth like
like this is the prime of my youth like
like this is the prime of my youth like you got to get going
you got to get going
you got to get going go at what you’re going to deal with and
go at what you’re going to deal with and
go at what you’re going to deal with and you deal with the difficult of
you deal with the difficult of
you deal with the difficult of difficulties of it when you handle those
difficulties of it when you handle those
difficulties of it when you handle those hard things close at hand making those
hard things close at hand making those
hard things close at hand making those hard decisions right
hard decisions right
hard decisions right that you don’t wanna make learning those
that you don’t wanna make learning those
that you don’t wanna make learning those things that you don’t like to do but you
things that you don’t like to do but you
things that you don’t like to do but you know that in all of you to get where you
know that in all of you to get where you
know that in all of you to get where you want to go this is one of the hoops that
want to go this is one of the hoops that
want to go this is one of the hoops that you have to flip
you have to flip
you have to flip [Music]
[Music]
[Music] you may have hit a rock and a hard place
you may have hit a rock and a hard place
you may have hit a rock and a hard place but don’t change your name you may be
but don’t change your name you may be
but don’t change your name you may be going through a tough time but don’t
going through a tough time but don’t
going through a tough time but don’t change your name
change your name
change your name don’t let your circumstances define who
don’t let your circumstances define who
don’t let your circumstances define who you are how you are does not define who
you are how you are does not define who
you are how you are does not define who you are how I’m going does not define
you are how I’m going does not define
you are how I’m going does not define who is going your strength is in
who is going your strength is in
who is going your strength is in maintaining I know who I am
maintaining I know who I am
maintaining I know who I am how I’m gonna get out of this I don’t
how I’m gonna get out of this I don’t
how I’m gonna get out of this I don’t know how I’m gonna make it through
know how I’m gonna make it through
know how I’m gonna make it through tomorrow I don’t know how I’m gonna get
tomorrow I don’t know how I’m gonna get
tomorrow I don’t know how I’m gonna get the job I don’t know how I’m gonna get
the job I don’t know how I’m gonna get
the job I don’t know how I’m gonna get back up on my feet
working 40 to 60 hours a week I had a
working 40 to 60 hours a week I had a small apartment which I shared with an
small apartment which I shared with an
small apartment which I shared with an old pal of mine and a little tiny life
old pal of mine and a little tiny life
old pal of mine and a little tiny life with my minimum wage job which I liked
with my minimum wage job which I liked
with my minimum wage job which I liked and I looked at my life and realized
and I looked at my life and realized
and I looked at my life and realized this is probably about as good as it’s
this is probably about as good as it’s
this is probably about as good as it’s going to get for me
because that that same time I was very
because that that same time I was very frustrated I said well this is gonna be
frustrated I said well this is gonna be
frustrated I said well this is gonna be a very tough life to me a life of a lot
a very tough life to me a life of a lot
a very tough life to me a life of a lot of standing on my feet a lot of work
of standing on my feet a lot of work
of standing on my feet a lot of work taking father
taking father
taking father having very little to show for it by
having very little to show for it by
having very little to show for it by Friday
Friday
Friday [Music]
[Music]
[Music] devil you may have took the howl of it
devil you may have took the howl of it
devil you may have took the howl of it but you have not taken the who of it I
but you have not taken the who of it I
but you have not taken the who of it I still know who I am I still know what I
still know who I am I still know what I
still know who I am I still know what I got I wish we spend more time working on
got I wish we spend more time working on
got I wish we spend more time working on the who of us rather than the how of us
the who of us rather than the how of us
the who of us rather than the how of us [Music]
so many people in life take over
so many people in life take over like that it becomes what their life is
like that it becomes what their life is
like that it becomes what their life is and they can’t get off this
and they can’t get off this
and they can’t get off this merry-go-round because after work
merry-go-round because after work
merry-go-round because after work they’re gonna learn money etc etc but a
they’re gonna learn money etc etc but a
they’re gonna learn money etc etc but a few people really enjoy what they do in
few people really enjoy what they do in
few people really enjoy what they do in like that what’s the list it’s gonna
like that what’s the list it’s gonna
like that what’s the list it’s gonna happen to me I miss a day of work
happen to me I miss a day of work
happen to me I miss a day of work there goes 21 bucks and I get humiliated
there goes 21 bucks and I get humiliated
there goes 21 bucks and I get humiliated in front of my favorite band and my
in front of my favorite band and my
in front of my favorite band and my future in the world of minimum wage work
future in the world of minimum wage work
future in the world of minimum wage work or I could go up to New York and
or I could go up to New York and
or I could go up to New York and audition for this crazy band who is my
audition for this crazy band who is my
audition for this crazy band who is my favorite and so I I took a train up
favorite and so I I took a train up
favorite and so I I took a train up there I walked into this practice place
there I walked into this practice place
there I walked into this practice place in the East Village I’m standing there
in the East Village I’m standing there
in the East Village I’m standing there with the band with a microphone in my
with the band with a microphone in my
with the band with a microphone in my hand is it picked the tune and I sang
hand is it picked the tune and I sang
hand is it picked the tune and I sang every song they had improvising most of
every song they had improvising most of
every song they had improvising most of it two times through we did the set
it two times through we did the set
it two times through we did the set we’ll see you soon
as long as I know who I have I’ve lost
as long as I know who I have I’ve lost my house but I’ve got lost by who I may
my house but I’ve got lost by who I may
my house but I’ve got lost by who I may not go by playing I may have to go by
not go by playing I may have to go by
not go by playing I may have to go by helicopter
helicopter
helicopter but I’m still gonna get there I mean I
but I’m still gonna get there I mean I
but I’m still gonna get there I mean I can go by helicopter I may have to go on
can go by helicopter I may have to go on
can go by helicopter I may have to go on the bus but I’m still gonna get there
the bus but I’m still gonna get there
the bus but I’m still gonna get there that may have to drive in the car but
that may have to drive in the car but
that may have to drive in the car but I’m still gonna get there can I go a
I’m still gonna get there can I go a
I’m still gonna get there can I go a little bit more
little bit more
little bit more I may have to dumb but I’m still gonna
I may have to dumb but I’m still gonna
I may have to dumb but I’m still gonna get there
it may take me eight years to get
it may take me eight years to get through four years of college but I’m
through four years of college but I’m
through four years of college but I’m still gonna get there come on know who I
still gonna get there come on know who I
still gonna get there come on know who I am I don’t know how but I know who don’t
am I don’t know how but I know who don’t
am I don’t know how but I know who don’t let it change your name
let it change your name
let it change your name [Music]
[Music]
[Music] to let it change a man don’t give up all
to let it change a man don’t give up all
to let it change a man don’t give up all the who you are because of the houses
the who you are because of the houses
the who you are because of the houses are turning out because the blessing is
are turning out because the blessing is
are turning out because the blessing is older who you are
older who you are
older who you are I said the blessing is all the who you
I said the blessing is all the who you
I said the blessing is all the who you are
are
are [Music]
and I remember thinking man this life is
and I remember thinking man this life is temporary like this experience that I’m
temporary like this experience that I’m
temporary like this experience that I’m experiencing right now is a 24 year old
experiencing right now is a 24 year old
experiencing right now is a 24 year old man like this is not going to last like
man like this is not going to last like
man like this is not going to last like this is the prime of my youth like you
this is the prime of my youth like you
this is the prime of my youth like you got to get going
got to get going
got to get going wow this is gonna happen to you too it’s
wow this is gonna happen to you too it’s
wow this is gonna happen to you too it’s gonna happen to all of us and you you
gonna happen to all of us and you you
gonna happen to all of us and you you you think that you’re this static thing
you think that you’re this static thing
you think that you’re this static thing like you stay in this same exact state
like you stay in this same exact state
like you stay in this same exact state it’s not true it’s an illusion all those
it’s not true it’s an illusion all those
it’s not true it’s an illusion all those people that you see that are old people
people that you see that are old people
people that you see that are old people that are walking in the street with
that are walking in the street with
that are walking in the street with their backs hunched over that you’re
their backs hunched over that you’re
their backs hunched over that you’re gonna reach that age someday it’s going
gonna reach that age someday it’s going
gonna reach that age someday it’s going to happen if you don’t pay attention and
to happen if you don’t pay attention and
to happen if you don’t pay attention and it all goes wrong you could wind up
it all goes wrong you could wind up
it all goes wrong you could wind up looking like that guy you could wind up
looking like that guy you could wind up
looking like that guy you could wind up thinking and behaving like that guy it
thinking and behaving like that guy it
thinking and behaving like that guy it is a slow a being of the life force of
is a slow a being of the life force of
is a slow a being of the life force of the body that’s gonna it’s gonna drain
the body that’s gonna it’s gonna drain
the body that’s gonna it’s gonna drain you so goddamn it get your fun out you
you so goddamn it get your fun out you
you so goddamn it get your fun out you know get your life out just live you got
know get your life out just live you got
know get your life out just live you got to live it’s fuckin coming and you got
to live it’s fuckin coming and you got
to live it’s fuckin coming and you got to remember because if you don’t
to remember because if you don’t
to remember because if you don’t remember you’re gonna sleep in if you
remember you’re gonna sleep in if you
remember you’re gonna sleep in if you don’t remember you’re not gonna get
don’t remember you’re not gonna get
don’t remember you’re not gonna get anything done if you don’t remember
anything done if you don’t remember
anything done if you don’t remember you’re not gonna you’re not gonna have
you’re not gonna you’re not gonna have
you’re not gonna you’re not gonna have the same focus and determination that
the same focus and determination that
the same focus and determination that you would have with the understanding
you would have with the understanding
you would have with the understanding this is a temporary experience
not what you’re going through now what’s
not what you’re going through now what’s happening in your life
happening in your life
happening in your life not what’s going on in your home not
not what’s going on in your home not
not what’s going on in your home not what’s happening in your finances the
what’s happening in your finances the
what’s happening in your finances the blessing is on you the blessing upon you
blessing is on you the blessing upon you
blessing is on you the blessing upon you the blessing you told you
the blessing you told you
the blessing you told you life-changer back
don’t lose yourself
don’t lose yourself in your situation
don’t let your situation eat up yourself
don’t let your situation eat up yourself don’t get beside yourself don’t forget
don’t get beside yourself don’t forget
don’t get beside yourself don’t forget who you are
and I remember thinking man this life is
and I remember thinking man this life is temporary like this experience that I’m
temporary like this experience that I’m
temporary like this experience that I’m experiencing right now is a 24 year old
experiencing right now is a 24 year old
experiencing right now is a 24 year old man like this is not going to last this
man like this is not going to last this
man like this is not going to last this young man made 10 15 20 short films
young man made 10 15 20 short films
young man made 10 15 20 short films before he got the opportunity to make
before he got the opportunity to make
before he got the opportunity to make more light so never give up without
more light so never give up without
more light so never give up without commitment
commitment
commitment you’ll never start but more importantly
you’ll never start but more importantly
you’ll never start but more importantly without consistency you’ll never finish
without consistency you’ll never finish
without consistency you’ll never finish keep working keep striving never give up
keep working keep striving never give up
keep working keep striving never give up fall down seven times get up eight ease
fall down seven times get up eight ease
fall down seven times get up eight ease is a greater threat to progress than
is a greater threat to progress than
is a greater threat to progress than hardship cess is not based on genetics
hardship cess is not based on genetics
hardship cess is not based on genetics it’s not based on how nice this car is
it’s not based on how nice this car is
it’s not based on how nice this car is it’s not based on how pretty my face is
it’s not based on how pretty my face is
it’s not based on how pretty my face is how small my nose we need
how small my nose we need
how small my nose we need you know whether or not I’m the right
you know whether or not I’m the right
you know whether or not I’m the right complexion if you work hard and your
complexion if you work hard and your
complexion if you work hard and your work is recognized you know the sky’s
work is recognized you know the sky’s
work is recognized you know the sky’s the limit and more importantly you can
the limit and more importantly you can
the limit and more importantly you can still be a success finding the things
still be a success finding the things
still be a success finding the things that are that you’re excited about and
that are that you’re excited about and
that are that you’re excited about and if you could give your all work really
if you could give your all work really
if you could give your all work really hard towards attaining spring those days
hard towards attaining spring those days
hard towards attaining spring those days of efficiency efficient action together
of efficiency efficient action together
of efficiency efficient action together and success can happen
90% of is just showing up get there and
90% of is just showing up get there and start working like you’re not gonna feel
start working like you’re not gonna feel
start working like you’re not gonna feel perfect every day
it’s got to be those days you push
it’s got to be those days you push through and there they’re probably gonna
through and there they’re probably gonna
through and there they’re probably gonna be more numerous than the days you don’t
be more numerous than the days you don’t
be more numerous than the days you don’t and so the benefit of discipline in my
and so the benefit of discipline in my
and so the benefit of discipline in my eyes has always been that through
eyes has always been that through
eyes has always been that through discipline I get things done write down
discipline I get things done write down
discipline I get things done write down everything you want to do this is what I
everything you want to do this is what I
everything you want to do this is what I want you to do write down what you would
want you to do write down what you would
want you to do write down what you would like to fix about your life and then
like to fix about your life and then
like to fix about your life and then just if you’re 30 pounds overweight you
just if you’re 30 pounds overweight you
just if you’re 30 pounds overweight you want to lose 30 pounds do it the right
want to lose 30 pounds do it the right
want to lose 30 pounds do it the right way
way
way go start eating vegetables monitor your
go start eating vegetables monitor your
go start eating vegetables monitor your calories write down what you eat
calories write down what you eat
calories write down what you eat exercise every day force yourself to do
exercise every day force yourself to do
exercise every day force yourself to do it the brain is the general the troops
it the brain is the general the troops
it the brain is the general the troops of the body and you get up and you do it
of the body and you get up and you do it
of the body and you get up and you do it and then you get to write it down our
and then you get to write it down our
and then you get to write it down our bodies for whatever reason most people
bodies for whatever reason most people
bodies for whatever reason most people their associations are to avoid anything
their associations are to avoid anything
their associations are to avoid anything that’s uncomfortable
that’s uncomfortable
that’s uncomfortable [Music]
it’s so illogical because when you look
it’s so illogical because when you look at comfort and you look at success and
at comfort and you look at success and
at comfort and you look at success and progress and eventual the feelings of
progress and eventual the feelings of
progress and eventual the feelings of accomplishment and of getting past
accomplishment and of getting past
accomplishment and of getting past certain hurdles and in terms of like how
certain hurdles and in terms of like how
certain hurdles and in terms of like how you feel about life a lot of those are
you feel about life a lot of those are
you feel about life a lot of those are connected to discomfort like discomfort
connected to discomfort like discomfort
connected to discomfort like discomfort is your friend it really is the
is your friend it really is the
is your friend it really is the discomfort and in not being happy and
discomfort and in not being happy and
discomfort and in not being happy and content with certain situations in life
content with certain situations in life
content with certain situations in life for certain feelings in life one of the
for certain feelings in life one of the
for certain feelings in life one of the big problems is sitting down and doing
big problems is sitting down and doing
big problems is sitting down and doing the work and he labels it like an enemy
the work and he labels it like an enemy
the work and he labels it like an enemy calls it resistance you know and that
calls it resistance you know and that
calls it resistance you know and that you have to sit down you have to
you have to sit down you have to
you have to sit down you have to overcome resistance and that the pro
overcome resistance and that the pro
overcome resistance and that the pro goes to work and it doesn’t matter if
goes to work and it doesn’t matter if
goes to work and it doesn’t matter if you’re sick doesn’t matter if you have
you’re sick doesn’t matter if you have
you’re sick doesn’t matter if you have kids it doesn’t matter what you you’re a
kids it doesn’t matter what you you’re a
kids it doesn’t matter what you you’re a pro and you go to work and that and that
pro and you go to work and that and that
pro and you go to work and that and that just it puts it in your head that this
just it puts it in your head that this
just it puts it in your head that this is what I do you have pride in that and
is what I do you have pride in that and
is what I do you have pride in that and then when you are in front of that
then when you are in front of that
then when you are in front of that keyboard and you’re you got you look
keyboard and you’re you got you look
keyboard and you’re you got you look down the count it’s set for 2017 when
down the count it’s set for 2017 when
down the count it’s set for 2017 when you know you should write or you know
you know you should write or you know
you know you should write or you know you should paint or whatever uses sculpt
you should paint or whatever uses sculpt
you should paint or whatever uses sculpt whatever these things are that you
whatever these things are that you
whatever these things are that you pursue and that there’s this thing that
pursue and that there’s this thing that
pursue and that there’s this thing that comes up that tries to keep you from
comes up that tries to keep you from
comes up that tries to keep you from doing
doing
doing this resistance
this resistance
this resistance [Music]
[Music]
[Music] you’re not a hero in your own eyes
you’re not a hero in your own eyes
you’re not a hero in your own eyes you’re not you’re not someone who you
you’re not you’re not someone who you
you’re not you’re not someone who you respect you know you’re doing what you
respect you know you’re doing what you
respect you know you’re doing what you got to do to get by but ultimately
got to do to get by but ultimately
got to do to get by but ultimately you’re not respecting yourself and I
you’re not respecting yourself and I
you’re not respecting yourself and I think we all have a certain amount of
think we all have a certain amount of
think we all have a certain amount of appreciation and respect for hero
appreciation and respect for hero
appreciation and respect for hero figures you know like we all look at
figures you know like we all look at
figures you know like we all look at like the guy who never lies and it
like the guy who never lies and it
like the guy who never lies and it always does the right thing and fucking
always does the right thing and fucking
always does the right thing and fucking helps everybody out and that’s the John
helps everybody out and that’s the John
helps everybody out and that’s the John Wayne character you know that’s that’s
Wayne character you know that’s that’s
Wayne character you know that’s that’s the ultimate hero and he’s like this is
the ultimate hero and he’s like this is
the ultimate hero and he’s like this is a battle that you will fight for the
a battle that you will fight for the
a battle that you will fight for the rest of your life but the key is to
rest of your life but the key is to
rest of your life but the key is to fight it not to give in don’t give in to
fight it not to give in don’t give in to
fight it not to give in don’t give in to that resistance to foot just to fight
that resistance to foot just to fight
that resistance to foot just to fight that resistance and in doing so every
that resistance and in doing so every
that resistance and in doing so every day you do so you have won the battle
day you do so you have won the battle
day you do so you have won the battle for that day and you will continue to
for that day and you will continue to
for that day and you will continue to fight that battle and when you look at
fight that battle and when you look at
fight that battle and when you look at your own life and you don’t stack up
your own life and you don’t stack up
your own life and you don’t stack up you’re a thief you stole money from your
you’re a thief you stole money from your
you’re a thief you stole money from your wife’s purse and you know you don’t want
wife’s purse and you know you don’t want
wife’s purse and you know you don’t want to smoke cigarettes but you fucking have
to smoke cigarettes but you fucking have
to smoke cigarettes but you fucking have to you can’t deal with the stress and
to you can’t deal with the stress and
to you can’t deal with the stress and smoke you devalue yourself you slowly
smoke you devalue yourself you slowly
smoke you devalue yourself you slowly start devaluing yourself you look at
start devaluing yourself you look at
start devaluing yourself you look at yourself you realize that if you were
yourself you realize that if you were
yourself you realize that if you were judging yourself you would judge
judging yourself you would judge
judging yourself you would judge yourself unfavorably
yourself unfavorably
yourself unfavorably so no matter who you you can’t pretend
so no matter who you you can’t pretend
so no matter who you you can’t pretend you’re the hero of your story
you can be the hero of your own story
you can be the hero of your own story that woke up today you could be the hero
that woke up today you could be the hero
that woke up today you could be the hero of your own story that at forty years of
of your own story that at forty years of
of your own story that at forty years of age stopped got out of bed and said I’m
age stopped got out of bed and said I’m
age stopped got out of bed and said I’m not doing this anymore
only by my instincts and only by my
only by my instincts and only by my morals and my ideals and my mind and I’m
morals and my ideals and my mind and I’m
morals and my ideals and my mind and I’m gonna be dead honest with myself because
gonna be dead honest with myself because
gonna be dead honest with myself because I’m realizing this is not gonna last
I’m realizing this is not gonna last
I’m realizing this is not gonna last forever and I’m gonna get myself in
forever and I’m gonna get myself in
forever and I’m gonna get myself in shape but I’m gonna eat healthy and I’m
shape but I’m gonna eat healthy and I’m
shape but I’m gonna eat healthy and I’m gonna do this cuz this is me this is me
gonna do this cuz this is me this is me
gonna do this cuz this is me this is me now
I decide that this is me
I decide that this is me [Music]
[Music]
[Music] and people have to realize that you are
and people have to realize that you are
and people have to realize that you are not your past you are not all the times
not your past you are not all the times
not your past you are not all the times you fucked up but not all the times you
you fucked up but not all the times you
you fucked up but not all the times you were drunk
that’s not you what you you are the
that’s not you what you you are the person who’s learned from a great deal
person who’s learned from a great deal
person who’s learned from a great deal of experience when you’re alone with
of experience when you’re alone with
of experience when you’re alone with your thoughts you get an idea of what
your thoughts you get an idea of what
your thoughts you get an idea of what your thoughts actually are if you live
your thoughts actually are if you live
your thoughts actually are if you live your life just acting constantly on the
your life just acting constantly on the
your life just acting constantly on the momentum of other people’s expectations
momentum of other people’s expectations
momentum of other people’s expectations of you wanting to be liked by these
of you wanting to be liked by these
of you wanting to be liked by these other people you can run into a trap
other people you can run into a trap
other people you can run into a trap and you you you set up a life that you
and you you you set up a life that you
and you you you set up a life that you didn’t really want your life is
didn’t really want your life is
didn’t really want your life is certainly some sort of a journey it’s
certainly some sort of a journey it’s
certainly some sort of a journey it’s certainly some sort of a journey
you’re trapped in this situation where
you’re trapped in this situation where you have a mortgage
you have a mortgage
you have a mortgage you’ve got credit-card bills you’ve got
you’ve got credit-card bills you’ve got
you’ve got credit-card bills you’ve got student loans you have to pay you have a
student loans you have to pay you have a
student loans you have to pay you have a bunch of shit going on you have to
bunch of shit going on you have to
bunch of shit going on you have to continue to feed and all that and
continue to feed and all that and
continue to feed and all that and especially if you have a family and you
especially if you have a family and you
especially if you have a family and you have to feed them oh my goodness
have to feed them oh my goodness
have to feed them oh my goodness then you’re fully locked in you can’t
then you’re fully locked in you can’t
then you’re fully locked in you can’t take any chances whatsoever and
take any chances whatsoever and
take any chances whatsoever and oftentimes people make the mistake of
oftentimes people make the mistake of
oftentimes people make the mistake of getting stuck and it is just a tactical
getting stuck and it is just a tactical
getting stuck and it is just a tactical mistake just like it would be a mistake
mistake just like it would be a mistake
mistake just like it would be a mistake if you got stuck on a video game just
if you got stuck on a video game just
if you got stuck on a video game just like it would be a mistake if you
like it would be a mistake if you
like it would be a mistake if you followed a map incorrectly and you got
followed a map incorrectly and you got
followed a map incorrectly and you got stuck in the woods your life is
stuck in the woods your life is
stuck in the woods your life is certainly some sort of a journey it’s
certainly some sort of a journey it’s
certainly some sort of a journey it’s certainly some sort of a journey and we
certainly some sort of a journey and we
certainly some sort of a journey and we have to all be aware that when we’re
have to all be aware that when we’re
have to all be aware that when we’re making journeys we’re not going to
making journeys we’re not going to
making journeys we’re not going to always make the right steps and
always make the right steps and
always make the right steps and sometimes you have to back up and try
sometimes you have to back up and try
sometimes you have to back up and try again and if you’re in a position where
again and if you’re in a position where
again and if you’re in a position where you can’t back up and try again you’ve
you can’t back up and try again you’ve
you can’t back up and try again you’ve trapped yourself as people define
trapped yourself as people define
trapped yourself as people define themselves by the past instead of
themselves by the past instead of
themselves by the past instead of thinking about who they are now instead
thinking about who they are now instead
thinking about who they are now instead of they still look back at a mistake
of they still look back at a mistake
of they still look back at a mistake they made and don’t just get past that
they made and don’t just get past that
they made and don’t just get past that mistake grow and learn
mistake grow and learn
mistake grow and learn but dwell on it think it defines them
I mean there’s definitely pitfalls in
I mean there’s definitely pitfalls in life you’re gonna run into him we all
life you’re gonna run into him we all
life you’re gonna run into him we all are
are
are no you can learn and grow if you survive
no you can learn and grow if you survive
no you can learn and grow if you survive somewhere along the line they didn’t
somewhere along the line they didn’t
somewhere along the line they didn’t face enough of the adversity to realize
face enough of the adversity to realize
face enough of the adversity to realize that there’s sometimes you just got to
that there’s sometimes you just got to
that there’s sometimes you just got to get up and get shit done there’s
get up and get shit done there’s
get up and get shit done there’s sometimes we have to fucking pull
sometimes we have to fucking pull
sometimes we have to fucking pull yourself up and you have to push forward
yourself up and you have to push forward
yourself up and you have to push forward even if you want to stay in bed having
even if you want to stay in bed having
even if you want to stay in bed having that safety net just provided him with a
that safety net just provided him with a
that safety net just provided him with a way to stay in bed kept him weak have an
way to stay in bed kept him weak have an
way to stay in bed kept him weak have an opportunity every time things go wrong
opportunity every time things go wrong
opportunity every time things go wrong every time things feel terrible you have
every time things feel terrible you have
every time things feel terrible you have an opportunity to learn from whatever
an opportunity to learn from whatever
an opportunity to learn from whatever makes you feel terrible and never allow
makes you feel terrible and never allow
makes you feel terrible and never allow it to happen again push forward the
it to happen again push forward the
it to happen again push forward the system will set out honey pots for
system will set out honey pots for
system will set out honey pots for people to get trapped in the system will
people to get trapped in the system will
people to get trapped in the system will set out the ideas of retirement the
set out the ideas of retirement the
set out the ideas of retirement the ideas of the golden years providing you
ideas of the golden years providing you
ideas of the golden years providing you benefits providing you a healthy work
benefits providing you a healthy work
benefits providing you a healthy work environment why well because they want
environment why well because they want
environment why well because they want people to work for them
people to work for them
people to work for them they don’t want people to realize their
they don’t want people to realize their
they don’t want people to realize their own dreams and escape they want to set
own dreams and escape they want to set
own dreams and escape they want to set it up so that you stick around stick
it up so that you stick around stick
it up so that you stick around stick around some sort of an unsatisfying
around some sort of an unsatisfying
around some sort of an unsatisfying world it’s up to you to see that video
world it’s up to you to see that video
world it’s up to you to see that video game problem to see that issue as it
game problem to see that issue as it
game problem to see that issue as it comes up on the map and known I think
comes up on the map and known I think
comes up on the map and known I think this is a right turn to see all the
this is a right turn to see all the
this is a right turn to see all the problems that could potentially lay in
problems that could potentially lay in
problems that could potentially lay in front of you and calculate your your
front of you and calculate your your
front of you and calculate your your future and then also look around all the
future and then also look around all the
future and then also look around all the people that didn’t do it and look at the
people that didn’t do it and look at the
people that didn’t do it and look at the misery that they’re in and learn you
misery that they’re in and learn you
misery that they’re in and learn you don’t want to be like that
and most people get stuck in these
and most people get stuck in these patterns or they define themselves on
patterns or they define themselves on
patterns or they define themselves on the pursue doesn’t follow through on
the pursue doesn’t follow through on
the pursue doesn’t follow through on their ideas or a person who doesn’t
their ideas or a person who doesn’t
their ideas or a person who doesn’t pursue the real interests in loves you
pursue the real interests in loves you
pursue the real interests in loves you define yourself by that well you know I
define yourself by that well you know I
define yourself by that well you know I guess when I start things and I quit no
guess when I start things and I quit no
guess when I start things and I quit no you don’t know you have started things
you don’t know you have started things
you don’t know you have started things and you quit and it gives you a horrible
and you quit and it gives you a horrible
and you quit and it gives you a horrible sense of regret that’s made you define
sense of regret that’s made you define
sense of regret that’s made you define yourself by that you don’t have to do
yourself by that you don’t have to do
yourself by that you don’t have to do that I look back on anything I’ve ever
that I look back on anything I’ve ever
that I look back on anything I’ve ever done mistakes I’ve ever made a path so I
done mistakes I’ve ever made a path so I
done mistakes I’ve ever made a path so I you know what something I put out that I
you know what something I put out that I
you know what something I put out that I didn’t quite yeah maybe I just waited
didn’t quite yeah maybe I just waited
didn’t quite yeah maybe I just waited three months before I released that or
three months before I released that or
three months before I released that or maybe I should have you know re-edited
maybe I should have you know re-edited
maybe I should have you know re-edited that blog post a couple more times for I
that blog post a couple more times for I
that blog post a couple more times for I put it online or things that I’ve done
put it online or things that I’ve done
put it online or things that I’ve done have driven me crazy but yelling at
have driven me crazy but yelling at
have driven me crazy but yelling at someone I didn’t have to yell at them
someone I didn’t have to yell at them
someone I didn’t have to yell at them for whatever but the most important
for whatever but the most important
for whatever but the most important thing is always for all people to
thing is always for all people to
thing is always for all people to recognize it you’re not who you were a
recognize it you’re not who you were a
recognize it you’re not who you were a year ago you’re not who you were five
year ago you’re not who you were five
year ago you’re not who you were five years ago you’re not who you were last
years ago you’re not who you were last
years ago you’re not who you were last week so you gotta regulate how much you
week so you gotta regulate how much you
week so you gotta regulate how much you dwell on regrets of the past you’ve
dwell on regrets of the past you’ve
dwell on regrets of the past you’ve really got to be careful
it’s also directly proportionate to the
it’s also directly proportionate to the amount of hardships that people face in
amount of hardships that people face in
amount of hardships that people face in life their ability to face hardships you
life their ability to face hardships you
life their ability to face hardships you know and there’s a lot of folks that
know and there’s a lot of folks that
know and there’s a lot of folks that live life on a cushy cloud of
live life on a cushy cloud of
live life on a cushy cloud of marshmallows and bullshit and then one
marshmallows and bullshit and then one
marshmallows and bullshit and then one day something goes wrong and then look
day something goes wrong and then look
day something goes wrong and then look at the people that are have kind of
at the people that are have kind of
at the people that are have kind of taken chances and navigated their way
taken chances and navigated their way
taken chances and navigated their way what did they do differently
what insight into their own mistakes are
what insight into their own mistakes are they willing to delve into that you’re
they willing to delve into that you’re
they willing to delve into that you’re not that you step back and go you know I
not that you step back and go you know I
not that you step back and go you know I don’ts don’t I just don’t want to look
don’ts don’t I just don’t want to look
don’ts don’t I just don’t want to look at myself that closely but the person
at myself that closely but the person
at myself that closely but the person who’s able to look at themselves the
who’s able to look at themselves the
who’s able to look at themselves the closest is gonna get the more rational
closest is gonna get the more rational
closest is gonna get the more rational results
how easy and how convenient is it for us
how easy and how convenient is it for us to blame everything and everybody for
to blame everything and everybody for
to blame everything and everybody for the things that we have gone on in our
the things that we have gone on in our
the things that we have gone on in our lives most of you are waking up every
lives most of you are waking up every
lives most of you are waking up every day looking for paying dysfunction drama
day looking for paying dysfunction drama
day looking for paying dysfunction drama unemployment being broke struggling
unemployment being broke struggling
unemployment being broke struggling dropping every excuse in the book about
dropping every excuse in the book about
dropping every excuse in the book about your childhood and the problems and
your childhood and the problems and
your childhood and the problems and dysfunction that you grew up in that’s
dysfunction that you grew up in that’s
dysfunction that you grew up in that’s stopping you from becoming successful
stopping you from becoming successful
stopping you from becoming successful you don’t like your friends so why are
you don’t like your friends so why are
you don’t like your friends so why are you still fucking with you don’t trust
you still fucking with you don’t trust
you still fucking with you don’t trust your managers agents and lawyers so why
your managers agents and lawyers so why
your managers agents and lawyers so why they still there do you really expect
they still there do you really expect
they still there do you really expect your life and career to be any different
your life and career to be any different
your life and career to be any different from messing with the same things people
from messing with the same things people
from messing with the same things people and situations
and situations
and situations [Music]
[Music]
[Music] and I was reading a newspaper that said
and I was reading a newspaper that said
and I was reading a newspaper that said that that millions of people are dying
that that millions of people are dying
that that millions of people are dying because of what they’re eating talking
because of what they’re eating talking
because of what they’re eating talking about their diet
[Music]
[Music] so that even more are dying because of
so that even more are dying because of
so that even more are dying because of what’s eating them
what’s eating them
what’s eating them [Music]
my message isn’t to tear you down and
my message isn’t to tear you down and contribute to your negativity my
contribute to your negativity my
contribute to your negativity my intention is just say enough is enough
[Music]
[Music] I want you to share this message
and stop being a lazy person that’s full
and stop being a lazy person that’s full of excuses coming up with every excuse
of excuses coming up with every excuse
of excuses coming up with every excuse in the world as to why you ain’t winning
in the world as to why you ain’t winning
in the world as to why you ain’t winning you are the reason you’re not winning
you are the reason you’re not winning
you are the reason you’re not winning you keep messin with negative evil and
you keep messin with negative evil and
you keep messin with negative evil and dysfunctional people in expecting
dysfunctional people in expecting
dysfunctional people in expecting positive results stop complaining about
positive results stop complaining about
positive results stop complaining about being out of shape when you never go to
being out of shape when you never go to
being out of shape when you never go to the gym stop looking at your stomach
the gym stop looking at your stomach
the gym stop looking at your stomach when you get out of the shower and your
when you get out of the shower and your
when you get out of the shower and your body and complaining about the way you
body and complaining about the way you
body and complaining about the way you look when you’re eating everything in
look when you’re eating everything in
look when you’re eating everything in sight and never going to the gym you are
sight and never going to the gym you are
sight and never going to the gym you are the reason you look the way you look you
the reason you look the way you look you
the reason you look the way you look you are the reason you’re unemployed you’re
are the reason you’re unemployed you’re
are the reason you’re unemployed you’re the reason why your surroundings are so
the reason why your surroundings are so
the reason why your surroundings are so dysfunctional and negative
they come up with every excuse in the
they come up with every excuse in the book as to why they are not winning
[Music]
[Music] excuses sound best to the people that’s
excuses sound best to the people that’s
excuses sound best to the people that’s making them up you got every excuse in
making them up you got every excuse in
making them up you got every excuse in the world that’s why your shit ain’t
the world that’s why your shit ain’t
the world that’s why your shit ain’t moving that’s why a nothing change and
moving that’s why a nothing change and
moving that’s why a nothing change and nothing will change because you have
nothing will change because you have
nothing will change because you have convinced yourself that everything is
convinced yourself that everything is
convinced yourself that everything is wrong is negative and nothing will
wrong is negative and nothing will
wrong is negative and nothing will change and guess what it won’t change
change your mind and it will change your
change your mind and it will change your life
[Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
I’m frustrated with the amount of people
I’m frustrated with the amount of people that are not successful because they
that are not successful because they
that are not successful because they have thought their way into a depression
have thought their way into a depression
have thought their way into a depression you have fought your way into negativity
you have fought your way into negativity
you have fought your way into negativity and misery you have fought your way and
and misery you have fought your way and
and misery you have fought your way and to holding on to a dude or a girl that
to holding on to a dude or a girl that
to holding on to a dude or a girl that you broke up with a year or two ago and
you broke up with a year or two ago and
you broke up with a year or two ago and you’re still sad and miserable at 8 and
you’re still sad and miserable at 8 and
you’re still sad and miserable at 8 and moved on with a life it’s all in the
moved on with a life it’s all in the
moved on with a life it’s all in the mind change your mind and it will change
mind change your mind and it will change
mind change your mind and it will change your life you just have to you just have
your life you just have to you just have
your life you just have to you just have to wake up you just have to break that
to wake up you just have to break that
to wake up you just have to break that negative spirit you have to break
negative spirit you have to break
negative spirit you have to break through all of that shit that you carry
through all of that shit that you carry
through all of that shit that you carry [Music]
I don’t feel sorry for you you feel
I don’t feel sorry for you you feel sorry for yourself that’s the problem
sorry for yourself that’s the problem
sorry for yourself that’s the problem even when positive people are trying to
even when positive people are trying to
even when positive people are trying to give you all this good energy you have
give you all this good energy you have
give you all this good energy you have tricked your mind to turn every positive
tricked your mind to turn every positive
tricked your mind to turn every positive thing that they say and to something
thing that they say and to something
thing that they say and to something negative every time they say anything to
negative every time they say anything to
negative every time they say anything to try and motivate you and inspire you you
try and motivate you and inspire you you
try and motivate you and inspire you you you turn every negative thought and
you turn every negative thought and
you turn every negative thought and every you turn every positive thought
every you turn every positive thought
every you turn every positive thought every positive intention everything that
every positive intention everything that
every positive intention everything that they trying to to boost your spirits up
they trying to to boost your spirits up
they trying to to boost your spirits up you flip it you shake it manipulate it
you flip it you shake it manipulate it
you flip it you shake it manipulate it and you fu are so determined to be
and you fu are so determined to be
and you fu are so determined to be negative and miserable it’s unbelievable
if nothing around you changes change the
if nothing around you changes change the things that are around you that there
things that are around you that there
things that are around you that there are people out here that could be more
are people out here that could be more
are people out here that could be more successful but you have fought your way
successful but you have fought your way
successful but you have fought your way to a depression you have fought your way
to a depression you have fought your way
to a depression you have fought your way to gravitating a movie
to gravitating a movie
to gravitating a movie to the direction of anything and anybody
to the direction of anything and anybody
to the direction of anything and anybody is negative everything about your life
is negative everything about your life
is negative everything about your life that you decided that you wanted for
that you decided that you wanted for
that you decided that you wanted for yourself is so negative but yet you
yourself is so negative but yet you
yourself is so negative but yet you you’re expecting to produce positive
you’re expecting to produce positive
you’re expecting to produce positive results
the outcome of your life in their
the outcome of your life in their careers based on the choices that
careers based on the choices that
careers based on the choices that shooting
shooting
shooting I love asking that you get off the pity
I love asking that you get off the pity
I love asking that you get off the pity potty you stop feeling sorry for
potty you stop feeling sorry for
potty you stop feeling sorry for yourself badly level there’s another
yourself badly level there’s another
yourself badly level there’s another devil dr. kitty
devil dr. kitty
devil dr. kitty it’s your season to share moment right
it’s your season to share moment right
it’s your season to share moment right now
now
now [Music]
[Applause]
[Applause] [Music]
the question is are you just gonna look
the question is are you just gonna look at this video and decide wow that was
at this video and decide wow that was
at this video and decide wow that was some powerful shit and do the same
some powerful shit and do the same
some powerful shit and do the same fucking thing
I want you to share this message I want
I want you to share this message I want you to tag whoever needs to see this
you to tag whoever needs to see this
you to tag whoever needs to see this message
if you make it to the end of this
if you make it to the end of this message I want you to write enough is
message I want you to write enough is
message I want you to write enough is enough it’s a new day
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