hello everyone so welcome to another episode of unlocking lily so it’s always
episode of unlocking lily so it’s always
episode of unlocking lily so it’s always been my dream to be a speaker which led
been my dream to be a speaker which led
been my dream to be a speaker which led me to quit my day job to pursue this
me to quit my day job to pursue this
me to quit my day job to pursue this full-time and all of you are coming
full-time and all of you are coming
full-time and all of you are coming along for this journey with me so in
along for this journey with me so in
along for this journey with me so in every episode I take on a different
every episode I take on a different
every episode I take on a different challenge to really help me grow as a
challenge to really help me grow as a
challenge to really help me grow as a speaker so in this video I’m going to be
speaker so in this video I’m going to be
speaker so in this video I’m going to be filming at Yonge and Dundas Square the
filming at Yonge and Dundas Square the
filming at Yonge and Dundas Square the busiest intersection in Toronto because
busiest intersection in Toronto because
busiest intersection in Toronto because I learned from Rene Brown that if
I learned from Rene Brown that if
I learned from Rene Brown that if there’s something meaningful that I want
there’s something meaningful that I want
there’s something meaningful that I want to do I need to have the courage to show
to do I need to have the courage to show
to do I need to have the courage to show up if I want to be a successful speaker
up if I want to be a successful speaker
up if I want to be a successful speaker I need to be able to deliver my speech
I need to be able to deliver my speech
I need to be able to deliver my speech whenever wherever in front of whoever so
whenever wherever in front of whoever so
whenever wherever in front of whoever so wish me luck and I hope everything goes
wish me luck and I hope everything goes
wish me luck and I hope everything goes well alright so today is a day I’m gonna
well alright so today is a day I’m gonna
well alright so today is a day I’m gonna be filming at Yonge and Dundas Square to
be filming at Yonge and Dundas Square to
be filming at Yonge and Dundas Square to be honest with you I think leading up to
be honest with you I think leading up to
be honest with you I think leading up to it I felt so nervous even like a month
it I felt so nervous even like a month
it I felt so nervous even like a month ago when I thought about this idea
ago when I thought about this idea
ago when I thought about this idea people staring at me is going to be such
people staring at me is going to be such
people staring at me is going to be such an anxiety provoking experience but I
an anxiety provoking experience but I
an anxiety provoking experience but I actually feel really good I feel more
actually feel really good I feel more
actually feel really good I feel more excited than anything else I don’t know
excited than anything else I don’t know
excited than anything else I don’t know I don’t know what it is maybe it’s just
I don’t know what it is maybe it’s just
I don’t know what it is maybe it’s just thinking about it over and over again or
thinking about it over and over again or
thinking about it over and over again or it could be
it could be
it could be I have been practicing more in the last
I have been practicing more in the last
I have been practicing more in the last month I don’t know but you know I’m
month I don’t know but you know I’m
month I don’t know but you know I’m right here at my house things could be
right here at my house things could be
right here at my house things could be very different when I get there so we’ll
very different when I get there so we’ll
very different when I get there so we’ll see how it goes so we left our house my
see how it goes so we left our house my
see how it goes so we left our house my lovely husband is gonna look at your
lovely husband is gonna look at your
lovely husband is gonna look at your hair oh my goodness it was like man bun
hair oh my goodness it was like man bun
hair oh my goodness it was like man bun to the max anyway he’s gonna drive me to
to the max anyway he’s gonna drive me to
to the max anyway he’s gonna drive me to the Go station I’m gonna take the GO
the Go station I’m gonna take the GO
the Go station I’m gonna take the GO train to the downtown Toronto Wow look
train to the downtown Toronto Wow look
train to the downtown Toronto Wow look at that hair she thinks she’s all tough
at that hair she thinks she’s all tough
at that hair she thinks she’s all tough hey but wait til I drop her off at the
hey but wait til I drop her off at the
hey but wait til I drop her off at the ghost issue she’s good like she’s gonna
ghost issue she’s good like she’s gonna
ghost issue she’s good like she’s gonna start quaking in her oh yeah okay we’ll
start quaking in her oh yeah okay we’ll
start quaking in her oh yeah okay we’ll see we’ll see
I didn’t realize I actually missed the
I didn’t realize I actually missed the last train I came to the station a
last train I came to the station a
last train I came to the station a little too late
little too late
little too late it’s either on the trains run really
it’s either on the trains run really
it’s either on the trains run really early in the morning like around like
early in the morning like around like
early in the morning like around like 5:00 a.m. or really late in the
5:00 a.m. or really late in the
5:00 a.m. or really late in the afternoon so I’m gonna be taking the bus
afternoon so I’m gonna be taking the bus
afternoon so I’m gonna be taking the bus I hope I’m standing in the right spot I
I hope I’m standing in the right spot I
I hope I’m standing in the right spot I had some lovely lovely gentlemen over
had some lovely lovely gentlemen over
had some lovely lovely gentlemen over there and the Blue Jays shirt that that
there and the Blue Jays shirt that that
there and the Blue Jays shirt that that pointed me in the right direction so I
pointed me in the right direction so I
pointed me in the right direction so I have a new friend here that helped me
have a new friend here that helped me
have a new friend here that helped me out and point him in the right direction
out and point him in the right direction
out and point him in the right direction what’s your name hi there I’m Greg and
what’s your name hi there I’m Greg and
what’s your name hi there I’m Greg and I’m from Barrie and heading down to Blue
I’m from Barrie and heading down to Blue
I’m from Barrie and heading down to Blue Jay games and Lilly tells me that today
Jay games and Lilly tells me that today
Jay games and Lilly tells me that today she’s gonna try to face her fears that’s
she’s gonna try to face her fears that’s
she’s gonna try to face her fears that’s what this episode is about and it’s
what this episode is about and it’s
what this episode is about and it’s about facing fears and she’s gonna ride
about facing fears and she’s gonna ride
about facing fears and she’s gonna ride the run filming in public is gonna be
the run filming in public is gonna be
the run filming in public is gonna be your big thing yeah so that’s pretty
your big thing yeah so that’s pretty
your big thing yeah so that’s pretty cool yeah that’s exciting
cool yeah that’s exciting
cool yeah that’s exciting do you have a few I don’t I don’t have
do you have a few I don’t I don’t have
do you have a few I don’t I don’t have any fears that I know about nothing yeah
any fears that I know about nothing yeah
any fears that I know about nothing yeah I’m not fearless I’m sure you know
I’m not fearless I’m sure you know
I’m not fearless I’m sure you know there’s always the fear of not being
there’s always the fear of not being
there’s always the fear of not being successful or not taking care of your
successful or not taking care of your
successful or not taking care of your family those are always the common ones
family those are always the common ones
family those are always the common ones but other than that no nothing really
but other than that no nothing really
but other than that no nothing really one of those things all right you just
one of those things all right you just
one of those things all right you just push through their fear I do yeah yeah
push through their fear I do yeah yeah
push through their fear I do yeah yeah you just learned to cope and you learn
you just learned to cope and you learn
you just learned to cope and you learn to do it all right thank you thank you I
to do it all right thank you thank you I
to do it all right thank you thank you I got to another station I’m supposed to
got to another station I’m supposed to
got to another station I’m supposed to take another bus from here it was
take another bus from here it was
take another bus from here it was interesting I got to meet a gentleman
interesting I got to meet a gentleman
interesting I got to meet a gentleman named Greg and after he did the video we
named Greg and after he did the video we
named Greg and after he did the video we started talking and then he said that
started talking and then he said that
started talking and then he said that he’s into leadership stuff too and how
he’s into leadership stuff too and how
he’s into leadership stuff too and how he guides his um his employees to become
he guides his um his employees to become
he guides his um his employees to become better leaders I never used to approach
better leaders I never used to approach
better leaders I never used to approach strangers is something that I had
strangers is something that I had
strangers is something that I had another fear of but you know sometimes
another fear of but you know sometimes
another fear of but you know sometimes approaching strangers you never know you
approaching strangers you never know you
approaching strangers you never know you could learn a lot from them so something
could learn a lot from them so something
could learn a lot from them so something something good came out of it
something good came out of it
something good came out of it all right guide so I’m finally here
all right guide so I’m finally here
all right guide so I’m finally here downtown it took a long time I was on
downtown it took a long time I was on
downtown it took a long time I was on the bus for about two and a half hours
the bus for about two and a half hours
the bus for about two and a half hours I’m actually really hungry I’m gonna go
I’m actually really hungry I’m gonna go
I’m actually really hungry I’m gonna go find something to eat and then take
find something to eat and then take
find something to eat and then take another subway up to Yonge and Dundas
another subway up to Yonge and Dundas
another subway up to Yonge and Dundas Square
Square
Square so I’m actually for you for those who
so I’m actually for you for those who
so I’m actually for you for those who don’t know downtown Toronto I’m really
don’t know downtown Toronto I’m really
don’t know downtown Toronto I’m really south and Yonge and Dundas is about 20
south and Yonge and Dundas is about 20
south and Yonge and Dundas is about 20 minutes from here but I’m gonna go grab
minutes from here but I’m gonna go grab
minutes from here but I’m gonna go grab some food then go to the bathroom – I
some food then go to the bathroom – I
some food then go to the bathroom – I gotta go
gotta go
gotta go [Music]
well I found a washroom and I got my
well I found a washroom and I got my food so I’m going to try to find it
food so I’m going to try to find it
food so I’m going to try to find it somewhere that I guess said and eat
somewhere that I guess said and eat
somewhere that I guess said and eat before I do my big filming at Yonge and
before I do my big filming at Yonge and
before I do my big filming at Yonge and Dundas Square so I finally got to Yonge
Dundas Square so I finally got to Yonge
Dundas Square so I finally got to Yonge and Dundas Square and I realized that I
and Dundas Square and I realized that I
and Dundas Square and I realized that I messed up
messed up
messed up I forgot my I forgot my big tripod I
I forgot my I forgot my big tripod I
I forgot my I forgot my big tripod I don’t know I left it in my husband’s car
don’t know I left it in my husband’s car
don’t know I left it in my husband’s car so I have my little one that Nina gave
so I have my little one that Nina gave
so I have my little one that Nina gave me so I’m gonna try to use that also
me so I’m gonna try to use that also
me so I’m gonna try to use that also another thing is I got here and there’s
another thing is I got here and there’s
another thing is I got here and there’s like me I mean they’re people here but
like me I mean they’re people here but
like me I mean they’re people here but it’s nowhere close to as busy as I was
it’s nowhere close to as busy as I was
it’s nowhere close to as busy as I was expecting so I don’t know I don’t know
expecting so I don’t know I don’t know
expecting so I don’t know I don’t know I’m thinking maybe I should find a
I’m thinking maybe I should find a
I’m thinking maybe I should find a busier place downtown to film because
busier place downtown to film because
busier place downtown to film because really I think there’s about I don’t
really I think there’s about I don’t
really I think there’s about I don’t even know like maybe 50 people around I
even know like maybe 50 people around I
even know like maybe 50 people around I was expecting hundreds maybe even a
was expecting hundreds maybe even a
was expecting hundreds maybe even a thousand but I hope you thought I don’t
thousand but I hope you thought I don’t
thousand but I hope you thought I don’t know it or not it’s a Friday afternoon I
know it or not it’s a Friday afternoon I
know it or not it’s a Friday afternoon I haven’t done to us and there’s no one
haven’t done to us and there’s no one
haven’t done to us and there’s no one around
around
around anyway I’ll try to figure it out and
anyway I’ll try to figure it out and
anyway I’ll try to figure it out and yeah I’ll start filming soon oh I just
yeah I’ll start filming soon oh I just
yeah I’ll start filming soon oh I just found out that they are doing a
found out that they are doing a
found out that they are doing a Chevrolet Auto Show here so they’re
Chevrolet Auto Show here so they’re
Chevrolet Auto Show here so they’re blocking out Yonge and Dundas Square
blocking out Yonge and Dundas Square
blocking out Yonge and Dundas Square that’s why no one’s around
that’s why no one’s around
that’s why no one’s around so I also can’t film there either I’m
so I also can’t film there either I’m
so I also can’t film there either I’m going to walk down the street and
going to walk down the street and
going to walk down the street and probably go to Queen Street West which
probably go to Queen Street West which
probably go to Queen Street West which is another really busy part of downtown
is another really busy part of downtown
is another really busy part of downtown Toronto so I’m going to try doing that
Toronto so I’m going to try doing that
Toronto so I’m going to try doing that and yeah you know life happens you gotta
and yeah you know life happens you gotta
and yeah you know life happens you gotta just you gotta adjust when when things
just you gotta adjust when when things
just you gotta adjust when when things don’t go exactly as planned
don’t go exactly as planned
don’t go exactly as planned so we’ll see well see we’ll see
so we’ll see well see we’ll see
so we’ll see well see we’ll see everything every opportunity is an
everything every opportunity is an
everything every opportunity is an opportunity learn guys all the time
opportunity learn guys all the time
opportunity learn guys all the time [Music]
[Music]
[Music] all right I found a busier place I’m
all right I found a busier place I’m
all right I found a busier place I’m actually at the Toronto Civic Center I
actually at the Toronto Civic Center I
actually at the Toronto Civic Center I believe it’s called this is where we
believe it’s called this is where we
believe it’s called this is where we hold our LR events but there’s like
hold our LR events but there’s like
hold our LR events but there’s like different exhibits that’s going on right
different exhibits that’s going on right
different exhibits that’s going on right now lots of people around not as much as
now lots of people around not as much as
now lots of people around not as much as I would like I don’t know what I was
I would like I don’t know what I was
I would like I don’t know what I was expecting I think what I wanted to do
expecting I think what I wanted to do
expecting I think what I wanted to do this event I pictured thousands of
this event I pictured thousands of
this event I pictured thousands of people around me but I don’t know maybe
people around me but I don’t know maybe
people around me but I don’t know maybe this is how busy it always is I all made
this is how busy it always is I all made
this is how busy it always is I all made it up in my head that it’s supposed to
it up in my head that it’s supposed to
it up in my head that it’s supposed to be a lot busier anyway so it looks like
be a lot busier anyway so it looks like
be a lot busier anyway so it looks like they’re gonna have a concert soon so
they’re gonna have a concert soon so
they’re gonna have a concert soon so kind of give you a glimpse oh there’s a
kind of give you a glimpse oh there’s a
kind of give you a glimpse oh there’s a food truck there oh look there’s our
food truck there oh look there’s our
food truck there oh look there’s our beautiful Toronto Toronto sign right
beautiful Toronto Toronto sign right
beautiful Toronto Toronto sign right there okay so I’m gonna try to find a
there okay so I’m gonna try to find a
there okay so I’m gonna try to find a place to set up my little tripod cuz I
place to set up my little tripod cuz I
place to set up my little tripod cuz I lost my big one and yeah it’s gonna
lost my big one and yeah it’s gonna
lost my big one and yeah it’s gonna happen testing testing testing since I’m
happen testing testing testing since I’m
happen testing testing testing since I’m here at my first attempt in shooting I
here at my first attempt in shooting I
here at my first attempt in shooting I realize that a my little bit too far
realize that a my little bit too far
realize that a my little bit too far away from the action of a Civic Centre
away from the action of a Civic Centre
away from the action of a Civic Centre and primarily because I couldn’t find
and primarily because I couldn’t find
and primarily because I couldn’t find anything to put my tripod on so I have
anything to put my tripod on so I have
anything to put my tripod on so I have to use my creativity to go right in the
to use my creativity to go right in the
to use my creativity to go right in the middle of all the action
middle of all the action
middle of all the action yeah that’s a point of all of this the
yeah that’s a point of all of this the
yeah that’s a point of all of this the point of all of this is for me to face
point of all of this is for me to face
point of all of this is for me to face my fear and being around a lot of people
my fear and being around a lot of people
my fear and being around a lot of people and I was kind of far away from people
and I was kind of far away from people
and I was kind of far away from people so it’s a good check-in for myself yeah
so it’s a good check-in for myself yeah
so it’s a good check-in for myself yeah let me go find some place
let me go find some place
let me go find some place so I found a busier place to set up but
so I found a busier place to set up but
so I found a busier place to set up but the only thing is that there was no
the only thing is that there was no
the only thing is that there was no for me to set up my tripod so I have the
for me to set up my tripod so I have the
for me to set up my tripod so I have the tripod on a bench and I’m sitting on the
tripod on a bench and I’m sitting on the
tripod on a bench and I’m sitting on the floor which kind of adds to the
floor which kind of adds to the
floor which kind of adds to the awkwardness of this which is great
awkwardness of this which is great
awkwardness of this which is great because that’s what I’m looking for and
because that’s what I’m looking for and
because that’s what I’m looking for and I think people probably wondering why am
I think people probably wondering why am
I think people probably wondering why am i sitting on the floor and recording but
i sitting on the floor and recording but
i sitting on the floor and recording but hey that’s part of the challenge
hey that’s part of the challenge
hey that’s part of the challenge hey everyone so as I’m here at downtown
hey everyone so as I’m here at downtown
hey everyone so as I’m here at downtown Toronto facing my fear in filming in
Toronto facing my fear in filming in
Toronto facing my fear in filming in public I thought I’d share some tips and
public I thought I’d share some tips and
public I thought I’d share some tips and how to overcome your fear or at least
how to overcome your fear or at least
how to overcome your fear or at least push through it the number one thing to
push through it the number one thing to
push through it the number one thing to always think about is how is your fear
always think about is how is your fear
always think about is how is your fear holding you back so for example I want
holding you back so for example I want
holding you back so for example I want to be a speaker and I’m going to be in
to be a speaker and I’m going to be in
to be a speaker and I’m going to be in situations where I’m gonna be speaking
situations where I’m gonna be speaking
situations where I’m gonna be speaking in front of many people that I have I’ve
in front of many people that I have I’ve
in front of many people that I have I’ve never met I have no idea if they care
never met I have no idea if they care
never met I have no idea if they care about me like me or they may hate
about me like me or they may hate
about me like me or they may hate everything I have to say so I have to
everything I have to say so I have to
everything I have to say so I have to overcome that I’m not always going to
overcome that I’m not always going to
overcome that I’m not always going to have the comfort of my own backyard
have the comfort of my own backyard
have the comfort of my own backyard filming where’s everything is safe and
filming where’s everything is safe and
filming where’s everything is safe and it’s my home and nobody else is looking
it’s my home and nobody else is looking
it’s my home and nobody else is looking at me or have the comfort and going to
at me or have the comfort and going to
at me or have the comfort and going to the TDS studio where it’s only Evan and
the TDS studio where it’s only Evan and
the TDS studio where it’s only Evan and our camera person so I needed to push
our camera person so I needed to push
our camera person so I needed to push through that fear and thinking that how
through that fear and thinking that how
through that fear and thinking that how it’s been holding me back all my life
it’s been holding me back all my life
it’s been holding me back all my life really helped me go through this process
really helped me go through this process
really helped me go through this process and really kind of diminish all the fear
and really kind of diminish all the fear
and really kind of diminish all the fear that I had in filming in public now then
that I had in filming in public now then
that I had in filming in public now then here’s Ashley not bad I don’t feel that
here’s Ashley not bad I don’t feel that
here’s Ashley not bad I don’t feel that anxiety anymore that I used to it was my
anxiety anymore that I used to it was my
anxiety anymore that I used to it was my moment
[Music]
[Music] it’s mostly all in my head and when
it’s mostly all in my head and when
it’s mostly all in my head and when you’re there it’s actually not that bad
you’re there it’s actually not that bad
you’re there it’s actually not that bad the number two thing that you want to
the number two thing that you want to
the number two thing that you want to think about is to start small you don’t
think about is to start small you don’t
think about is to start small you don’t want to go from being like completely
want to go from being like completely
want to go from being like completely petrified in doing something and then
petrified in doing something and then
petrified in doing something and then completely flooding your system and
completely flooding your system and
completely flooding your system and going crazy so for me I had a fear in
going crazy so for me I had a fear in
going crazy so for me I had a fear in filming in public so I started off
filming in public so I started off
filming in public so I started off filming while I was walking on a
filming while I was walking on a
filming while I was walking on a sidewalk then I then I started filming
sidewalk then I then I started filming
sidewalk then I then I started filming in a grocery store and then I started
in a grocery store and then I started
in a grocery store and then I started filming where my class was going on and
filming where my class was going on and
filming where my class was going on and a little by little it kind of helped me
a little by little it kind of helped me
a little by little it kind of helped me build a muscle to face my biggest fear
build a muscle to face my biggest fear
build a muscle to face my biggest fear which is coming here downtown and
which is coming here downtown and
which is coming here downtown and filming in front of all these people
filming in front of all these people
filming in front of all these people around me and that really really helps
around me and that really really helps
around me and that really really helps so when you want to think about it
so when you want to think about it
so when you want to think about it like if you have a fear of swimming
like if you have a fear of swimming
like if you have a fear of swimming maybe you want to try out in your
maybe you want to try out in your
maybe you want to try out in your bathtub first and then go to a shallow
bathtub first and then go to a shallow
bathtub first and then go to a shallow end of a pool and then later on you
end of a pool and then later on you
end of a pool and then later on you could go to a deep end of a pool so
could go to a deep end of a pool so
could go to a deep end of a pool so little by little you’re gonna train
little by little you’re gonna train
little by little you’re gonna train yourself to overcome that fear and
yourself to overcome that fear and
yourself to overcome that fear and number three is to keep pushing this
number three is to keep pushing this
number three is to keep pushing this because you’ve conquered one fear
because you’ve conquered one fear
because you’ve conquered one fear doesn’t mean that you’re gonna stop
doesn’t mean that you’re gonna stop
doesn’t mean that you’re gonna stop there so for me I’ve conquered this a
there so for me I’ve conquered this a
there so for me I’ve conquered this a fear in filming in public it doesn’t
fear in filming in public it doesn’t
fear in filming in public it doesn’t really feel like a fear anymore so now I
really feel like a fear anymore so now I
really feel like a fear anymore so now I need to think about what’s next for me
need to think about what’s next for me
need to think about what’s next for me and keep pushing through and not be
and keep pushing through and not be
and keep pushing through and not be content that I I mean guess I’m happy
content that I I mean guess I’m happy
content that I I mean guess I’m happy that I overcame this fear but I need to
that I overcame this fear but I need to
that I overcame this fear but I need to keep going through so I think the next
keep going through so I think the next
keep going through so I think the next thing I want to do is like go on a big
thing I want to do is like go on a big
thing I want to do is like go on a big stage and speak in front of a lot of
stage and speak in front of a lot of
stage and speak in front of a lot of a lot hundreds of people that’s what I
a lot hundreds of people that’s what I
a lot hundreds of people that’s what I would like to do
would like to do
would like to do so I finished out filming my little
so I finished out filming my little
so I finished out filming my little piece by setting up an event it was
piece by setting up an event it was
piece by setting up an event it was interesting it was good I mean I had to
interesting it was good I mean I had to
interesting it was good I mean I had to do what I could with the situation I was
do what I could with the situation I was
do what I could with the situation I was in I can’t believe I left my tripod in
in I can’t believe I left my tripod in
in I can’t believe I left my tripod in my husband’s car but I had to use my
my husband’s car but I had to use my
my husband’s car but I had to use my creativity to kind of maneuver maneuver
creativity to kind of maneuver maneuver
creativity to kind of maneuver maneuver maneuver the right where does a man ooh
maneuver the right where does a man ooh
maneuver the right where does a man ooh Oh manure okay anyways that’s not the
Oh manure okay anyways that’s not the
Oh manure okay anyways that’s not the point
point
point maneuver around the obstacles but more
maneuver around the obstacles but more
maneuver around the obstacles but more importantly it’s it’s beautiful here
importantly it’s it’s beautiful here
importantly it’s it’s beautiful here I used to live downtown I lived downtown
I used to live downtown I lived downtown
I used to live downtown I lived downtown Toronto for about six years before
Toronto for about six years before
Toronto for about six years before moving up north and I love it here the
moving up north and I love it here the
moving up north and I love it here the energy is so vibrant the people are so
energy is so vibrant the people are so
energy is so vibrant the people are so wonderful and everyone’s so diverse and
wonderful and everyone’s so diverse and
wonderful and everyone’s so diverse and there’s always something going on so I
there’s always something going on so I
there’s always something going on so I that part I really miss about living in
that part I really miss about living in
that part I really miss about living in the city I’m gonna take a walk around
the city I’m gonna take a walk around
the city I’m gonna take a walk around and look at this exhibit that’s going on
and look at this exhibit that’s going on
and look at this exhibit that’s going on it’s Paul noblank brain project so I’m
it’s Paul noblank brain project so I’m
it’s Paul noblank brain project so I’m into the love and then I’m going to head
into the love and then I’m going to head
into the love and then I’m going to head home and go see my husband
hey so I’m back at Union Station it’s so
hey so I’m back at Union Station it’s so interesting here there’s lots of stuff
interesting here there’s lots of stuff
interesting here there’s lots of stuff going on anyway I have about half an
going on anyway I have about half an
going on anyway I have about half an hour to kill so I’m going to get online
hour to kill so I’m going to get online
hour to kill so I’m going to get online and answer some of your comments because
and answer some of your comments because
and answer some of your comments because my unlocking Lilly episode six no five
my unlocking Lilly episode six no five
my unlocking Lilly episode six no five five five just came out yeah I’m excited
five five just came out yeah I’m excited
five five just came out yeah I’m excited to see what you guys wrote
to see what you guys wrote
to see what you guys wrote [Music]
[Music]
[Music] just got off the train gonna go see the
just got off the train gonna go see the
just got off the train gonna go see the husband look how beautiful it is it’s
husband look how beautiful it is it’s
husband look how beautiful it is it’s not just nice yeah
not just nice yeah
not just nice yeah what a change of scenery from crazy
what a change of scenery from crazy
what a change of scenery from crazy downtown Toronto to farmland Beauty look
downtown Toronto to farmland Beauty look
downtown Toronto to farmland Beauty look who I found
who I found
who I found it’s my husband happy to see me oh yeah
it’s my husband happy to see me oh yeah
it’s my husband happy to see me oh yeah you happy to see you too so I just got
you happy to see you too so I just got
you happy to see you too so I just got back from filming in public kind and it
back from filming in public kind and it
back from filming in public kind and it was not nearly as bad as I thought it
was not nearly as bad as I thought it
was not nearly as bad as I thought it would be initially I was like playing up
would be initially I was like playing up
would be initially I was like playing up all these scenarios leading up to it
all these scenarios leading up to it
all these scenarios leading up to it what if people stare at me weird what if
what if people stare at me weird what if
what if people stare at me weird what if I accidentally drop my phone
I accidentally drop my phone
I accidentally drop my phone what if people judge me what if people
what if people judge me what if people
what if people judge me what if people say things to me and honestly no one
say things to me and honestly no one
say things to me and honestly no one cared everyone was going along their
cared everyone was going along their
cared everyone was going along their merry way
merry way
merry way everything was fine people were having a
everything was fine people were having a
everything was fine people were having a great time I think some people did kind
great time I think some people did kind
great time I think some people did kind of look over but you know it was out of
of look over but you know it was out of
of look over but you know it was out of curiosity and not like sheer judgment
curiosity and not like sheer judgment
curiosity and not like sheer judgment maybe they were judging I don’t know but
maybe they were judging I don’t know but
maybe they were judging I don’t know but I feel great about it I was so happy to
I feel great about it I was so happy to
I feel great about it I was so happy to be there at Downtown in the midst of all
be there at Downtown in the midst of all
be there at Downtown in the midst of all the action I did have a few obstacles
the action I did have a few obstacles
the action I did have a few obstacles that I had to kind of use my creativity
that I had to kind of use my creativity
that I had to kind of use my creativity to kind of work around but it all worked
to kind of work around but it all worked
to kind of work around but it all worked out in the end and that goes to show
out in the end and that goes to show
out in the end and that goes to show that fear is sometimes just in your head
that fear is sometimes just in your head
that fear is sometimes just in your head and when you go out and do it it’s not
and when you go out and do it it’s not
and when you go out and do it it’s not as bad as you thought originally which
as bad as you thought originally which
as bad as you thought originally which brings me to the next point so the
brings me to the next point so the
brings me to the next point so the question of the day is what is your
question of the day is what is your
question of the day is what is your biggest fear that you still have yet to
biggest fear that you still have yet to
biggest fear that you still have yet to overcome write in the comments below and
overcome write in the comments below and
overcome write in the comments below and I’ll join in on the discussion so for my
I’ll join in on the discussion so for my
I’ll join in on the discussion so for my next challenge I’m going to go into an
next challenge I’m going to go into an
next challenge I’m going to go into an event and start with my why because I
event and start with my why because I
event and start with my why because I learned from simon Sinek
learned from simon Sinek
learned from simon Sinek instead of going with what you do and
instead of going with what you do and
instead of going with what you do and how you do it you need to start with why
how you do it you need to start with why
how you do it you need to start with why so thank you so much for watching and I
so thank you so much for watching and I
so thank you so much for watching and I really hope you enjoyed my journeys from
really hope you enjoyed my journeys from
really hope you enjoyed my journeys from downtown Toronto it was a lot of fun for
downtown Toronto it was a lot of fun for
downtown Toronto it was a lot of fun for me and I actually have a special shout
me and I actually have a special shout
me and I actually have a special shout out for halona black so halona black
out for halona black so halona black
out for halona black so halona black wrote how exciting it’s great to have a
wrote how exciting it’s great to have a
wrote how exciting it’s great to have a mentor who can push you to do things
mentor who can push you to do things
mentor who can push you to do things that you may not feel ready for
that you may not feel ready for
that you may not feel ready for I need to do more of this for myself
I need to do more of this for myself
I need to do more of this for myself yes Ilona black it is true I do have a
yes Ilona black it is true I do have a
yes Ilona black it is true I do have a bomb of a mentor Evan and he is so
bomb of a mentor Evan and he is so
bomb of a mentor Evan and he is so wonderful and he unleashes all sorts of
wonderful and he unleashes all sorts of
wonderful and he unleashes all sorts of belief on me when I needed the most and
belief on me when I needed the most and
belief on me when I needed the most and I wouldn’t be able to do a lot of the
I wouldn’t be able to do a lot of the
I wouldn’t be able to do a lot of the things I have done recently if it wasn’t
things I have done recently if it wasn’t
things I have done recently if it wasn’t for him so so so thankful for the lovely
for him so so so thankful for the lovely
for him so so so thankful for the lovely Evan so when I first started out on this
Evan so when I first started out on this
Evan so when I first started out on this series I thought it was just a way for
series I thought it was just a way for
series I thought it was just a way for me to document my journey and show some
me to document my journey and show some
me to document my journey and show some transparency to you guys as well but I
transparency to you guys as well but I
transparency to you guys as well but I had no idea that it would be inspiring
had no idea that it would be inspiring
had no idea that it would be inspiring for you and it would inspire you to do
for you and it would inspire you to do
for you and it would inspire you to do the things that you want to do and I am
the things that you want to do and I am
the things that you want to do and I am completely at a loss of words of all the
completely at a loss of words of all the
completely at a loss of words of all the wonderful comments I think pouring in I
wonderful comments I think pouring in I
wonderful comments I think pouring in I can’t thank you enough and be grateful
can’t thank you enough and be grateful
can’t thank you enough and be grateful enough and I really do hope that one day
enough and I really do hope that one day
enough and I really do hope that one day I’ll be able to meet all of you in
I’ll be able to meet all of you in
I’ll be able to meet all of you in person but if I don’t it makes me feel
person but if I don’t it makes me feel
person but if I don’t it makes me feel good that we’re all in this together and
good that we’re all in this together and
good that we’re all in this together and we’re going on this journey arm and arm
we’re going on this journey arm and arm
we’re going on this journey arm and arm thank you thank you thank you so much
thank you thank you thank you so much
thank you thank you thank you so much and I will see you guys very very soon
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