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[Applause]

[Applause] all right I need everybody to bear with

all right I need everybody to bear with

all right I need everybody to bear with me for a moment if you can indulge me so

me for a moment if you can indulge me so

me for a moment if you can indulge me so that I can acclimate and get comfortable

that I can acclimate and get comfortable

that I can acclimate and get comfortable just play along if you feel led to if

just play along if you feel led to if

just play along if you feel led to if you’re happy and you know it clap your

you’re happy and you know it clap your

you’re happy and you know it clap your hands if you’re happy and you know it

hands if you’re happy and you know it

hands if you’re happy and you know it clap your hands if you’re happy and you

clap your hands if you’re happy and you

clap your hands if you’re happy and you know it and you really want to show it

know it and you really want to show it

know it and you really want to show it if you’re happy and you know it clap

if you’re happy and you know it clap

if you’re happy and you know it clap your hands so I had to think about that

your hands so I had to think about that

your hands so I had to think about that as I was introduced I was thinking a

as I was introduced I was thinking a

as I was introduced I was thinking a little bit more about how we were gonna

little bit more about how we were gonna

little bit more about how we were gonna go about this and I feel like we’re at

go about this and I feel like we’re at

go about this and I feel like we’re at when I was where you were there were

when I was where you were there were

when I was where you were there were only three things I cared about who the

only three things I cared about who the

only three things I cared about who the speaker was where they’re from and what

speaker was where they’re from and what

speaker was where they’re from and what the speaker had so as we said my name is

the speaker had so as we said my name is

the speaker had so as we said my name is Jay Atlas I am from a mile and a half

Jay Atlas I am from a mile and a half

Jay Atlas I am from a mile and a half from here on Moore Street 300 block

from here on Moore Street 300 block

from here on Moore Street 300 block shout-out in ours town sorry it’s a

shout-out in ours town sorry it’s a

shout-out in ours town sorry it’s a global platform for local people I got

global platform for local people I got

global platform for local people I got to give us some just a moment

to give us some just a moment

to give us some just a moment that being said what I have is

that being said what I have is

that being said what I have is persistent depressive disorder and what

persistent depressive disorder and what

persistent depressive disorder and what that is is a sustained period of time

that is is a sustained period of time

that is is a sustained period of time about two years of you know observations

about two years of you know observations

about two years of you know observations of a low dark or sad mood fatigue poor

of a low dark or sad mood fatigue poor

of a low dark or sad mood fatigue poor appetite as you can tell I was on the

appetite as you can tell I was on the

appetite as you can tell I was on the eating more side of things you know

eating more side of things you know

eating more side of things you know there’s a there’s a host of other

there’s a there’s a host of other

there’s a there’s a host of other symptoms as well but that being said I

symptoms as well but that being said I

symptoms as well but that being said I decided that I was going to take a look

decided that I was going to take a look

decided that I was going to take a look at my life in a different way and there

at my life in a different way and there

at my life in a different way and there were times that I wasn’t at my best

were times that I wasn’t at my best

were times that I wasn’t at my best times where I wasn’t happy and there’s

times where I wasn’t happy and there’s

times where I wasn’t happy and there’s still times today are you know to this

still times today are you know to this

still times today are you know to this day where I have to consider whether or

day where I have to consider whether or

day where I have to consider whether or not I want to clap at the end of the

not I want to clap at the end of the

not I want to clap at the end of the song but as it was said I I had to go

song but as it was said I I had to go

song but as it was said I I had to go 13900 24 24 miles to be here today I ran

13900 24 24 miles to be here today I ran

13900 24 24 miles to be here today I ran mile and a half from this very building

mile and a half from this very building

mile and a half from this very building had to go 13900 24 miles to be here so

had to go 13900 24 miles to be here so

had to go 13900 24 miles to be here so what that included was walking and

what that included was walking and

what that included was walking and cycling across the country to speak out

cycling across the country to speak out

cycling across the country to speak out against human trafficking and the way I

against human trafficking and the way I

against human trafficking and the way I got involved was in 2013 I was invited

got involved was in 2013 I was invited

got involved was in 2013 I was invited down to the passion conference in

down to the passion conference in

down to the passion conference in Atlanta Georgia

Atlanta Georgia

Atlanta Georgia now midweek

now midweek

now midweek this conference they stopped everything

this conference they stopped everything

this conference they stopped everything and the introduces to what human

and the introduces to what human

and the introduces to what human trafficking and modern day slavery is

trafficking and modern day slavery is

trafficking and modern day slavery is human trafficking is the forced

human trafficking is the forced

human trafficking is the forced transportation illegal transportation of

transportation illegal transportation of

transportation illegal transportation of an individual for the purposes of sexual

an individual for the purposes of sexual

an individual for the purposes of sexual exploitation or forced labor with that

exploitation or forced labor with that

exploitation or forced labor with that modern-day slavery is sort of an

modern-day slavery is sort of an

modern-day slavery is sort of an umbrella term it covers serfdom debt

umbrella term it covers serfdom debt

umbrella term it covers serfdom debt bondage forced delivery of a child etc

bondage forced delivery of a child etc

bondage forced delivery of a child etc etc but I really want to focus on not

etc but I really want to focus on not

etc but I really want to focus on not only the definition of those words but

only the definition of those words but

only the definition of those words but the part of speech that that is and

the part of speech that that is and

the part of speech that that is and those are both nouns announces in people

those are both nouns announces in people

those are both nouns announces in people places and things right people as in 30

places and things right people as in 30

places and things right people as in 30 plus million around the world who are in

plus million around the world who are in

plus million around the world who are in some form of bondage today places as in

some form of bondage today places as in

some form of bondage today places as in 160 plus countries who have either been

160 plus countries who have either been

160 plus countries who have either been identified or recognize slavery within

identified or recognize slavery within

identified or recognize slavery within their borders and things as in the

their borders and things as in the

their borders and things as in the clothes we wear the food we eat the

clothes we wear the food we eat the

clothes we wear the food we eat the houses we live in the roads we drive

houses we live in the roads we drive

houses we live in the roads we drive down all manufactured by these people

down all manufactured by these people

down all manufactured by these people who are otherwise unnamed and it’s

who are otherwise unnamed and it’s

who are otherwise unnamed and it’s difficult to express what human

difficult to express what human

difficult to express what human trafficking is without a name so when I

trafficking is without a name so when I

trafficking is without a name so when I came out here had AG part and introduced

came out here had AG part and introduced

came out here had AG part and introduced me and I said my name is J Atlas gonna

me and I said my name is J Atlas gonna

me and I said my name is J Atlas gonna be no closer to knowing me then than if

be no closer to knowing me then than if

be no closer to knowing me then than if I just stood here in wave in front of

I just stood here in wave in front of

I just stood here in wave in front of you are you’re no closer to knowing

you are you’re no closer to knowing

you are you’re no closer to knowing victims of human trafficking without I

victims of human trafficking without I

victims of human trafficking without I guess a name and the story behind it

guess a name and the story behind it

guess a name and the story behind it so I’m getting a little emotional

so I’m getting a little emotional

so I’m getting a little emotional already I think I got this one if I cry

already I think I got this one if I cry

already I think I got this one if I cry I want you guys to know I have allergies

I want you guys to know I have allergies

I want you guys to know I have allergies and that’s what it is it’s not actual

and that’s what it is it’s not actual

and that’s what it is it’s not actual tears it’s the allergies so that being

tears it’s the allergies so that being

tears it’s the allergies so that being said I I was at this conference you know

said I I was at this conference you know

said I I was at this conference you know they stopped us they tell us what human

they stopped us they tell us what human

they stopped us they tell us what human trafficking is modern-day slavery and a

trafficking is modern-day slavery and a

trafficking is modern-day slavery and a young lady spoke and she shared her

young lady spoke and she shared her

young lady spoke and she shared her story of being trafficked and I didn’t

story of being trafficked and I didn’t

story of being trafficked and I didn’t really know how to process that see for

really know how to process that see for

really know how to process that see for me I was used to sort of forcing forcing

me I was used to sort of forcing forcing

me I was used to sort of forcing forcing myself to get out there to get some sort

myself to get out there to get some sort

myself to get out there to get some sort of achievement Neal Brennan is a

of achievement Neal Brennan is a

of achievement Neal Brennan is a comedian and one of the co writers from

comedian and one of the co writers from

comedian and one of the co writers from the Chappelle show and what he said was

the Chappelle show and what he said was

the Chappelle show and what he said was that the only two things that he could

that the only two things that he could

that the only two things that he could feel other than depression he’s a

feel other than depression he’s a

feel other than depression he’s a clinically depressed for context other

clinically depressed for context other

clinically depressed for context other than his depression were ego and

than his depression were ego and

than his depression were ego and adrenaline

adrenaline

adrenaline and I can relate to it in that I always

and I can relate to it in that I always

and I can relate to it in that I always had to achieve something now I’ve been

had to achieve something now I’ve been

had to achieve something now I’ve been in the newspaper a bunch for sports

in the newspaper a bunch for sports

in the newspaper a bunch for sports I want a dodgeball tournament I got to

I want a dodgeball tournament I got to

I want a dodgeball tournament I got to last out a couple catches I had a

last out a couple catches I had a

last out a couple catches I had a fracture in my shoulder and not to brag

fracture in my shoulder and not to brag

fracture in my shoulder and not to brag pretty good at dodgeball I was okay at

pretty good at dodgeball I was okay at

pretty good at dodgeball I was okay at football I was a defensive player of the

football I was a defensive player of the

football I was a defensive player of the week for suburban woman sports I was in

week for suburban woman sports I was in

week for suburban woman sports I was in the theater programs like seven or eight

the theater programs like seven or eight

the theater programs like seven or eight theatrical productions I also wrote for

theatrical productions I also wrote for

theatrical productions I also wrote for our school paper and I had a picture

our school paper and I had a picture

our school paper and I had a picture published in our local paper here but

published in our local paper here but

published in our local paper here but those were unsustainable there’s 365

those were unsustainable there’s 365

those were unsustainable there’s 365 papers 365 days at the time I didn’t

papers 365 days at the time I didn’t

papers 365 days at the time I didn’t have the integrity or the the ethic to

have the integrity or the the ethic to

have the integrity or the the ethic to really just get that kind of work done

really just get that kind of work done

really just get that kind of work done but again this conference so in the

but again this conference so in the

but again this conference so in the conference they introduced us to human

conference they introduced us to human

conference they introduced us to human trafficking and I come home with this

trafficking and I come home with this

trafficking and I come home with this appropriate appropriately named passion

appropriate appropriately named passion

appropriate appropriately named passion and I pour into my brother and McShann

and I pour into my brother and McShann

and I pour into my brother and McShann in’ you know there’s these people out

in’ you know there’s these people out

in’ you know there’s these people out there being trafficked what do we do man

there being trafficked what do we do man

there being trafficked what do we do man and he just so you could understand my

and he just so you could understand my

and he just so you could understand my brother Shannon I’m large I’m bald he is

brother Shannon I’m large I’m bald he is

brother Shannon I’m large I’m bald he is small and has long hair we’re very

small and has long hair we’re very

small and has long hair we’re very different

different

different I am very dry he is very artistic so one

I am very dry he is very artistic so one

I am very dry he is very artistic so one of the things as I’m pouring into him he

of the things as I’m pouring into him he

of the things as I’m pouring into him he just goes so now what and for the first

just goes so now what and for the first

just goes so now what and for the first time I do think what does that mean

time I do think what does that mean

time I do think what does that mean write calls for justice are just sound

write calls for justice are just sound

write calls for justice are just sound unless you act on it so we’re sitting

unless you act on it so we’re sitting

unless you act on it so we’re sitting there kind of tongue-in-cheek we kind of

there kind of tongue-in-cheek we kind of

there kind of tongue-in-cheek we kind of made a joke about all we could totally

made a joke about all we could totally

made a joke about all we could totally walk across the country I was about to

walk across the country I was about to

walk across the country I was about to turn the ripe old age of 23 so it was

turn the ripe old age of 23 so it was

turn the ripe old age of 23 so it was time for me to settle down have a kid

time for me to settle down have a kid

time for me to settle down have a kid have you know the picket fence in the

have you know the picket fence in the

have you know the picket fence in the garage and all those wonderful things

garage and all those wonderful things

garage and all those wonderful things that you should have by the time you’re

that you should have by the time you’re

that you should have by the time you’re 23 or at least did you plan but it

23 or at least did you plan but it

23 or at least did you plan but it didn’t happen and so a couple months

didn’t happen and so a couple months

didn’t happen and so a couple months passed by and the joke catches on and

passed by and the joke catches on and

passed by and the joke catches on and everybody sort of expected us to do this

everybody sort of expected us to do this

everybody sort of expected us to do this so with twenty one dollars to our name

so with twenty one dollars to our name

so with twenty one dollars to our name after all of our supplies were picked up

after all of our supplies were picked up

after all of our supplies were picked up I asked my lovely mother if she could

I asked my lovely mother if she could

I asked my lovely mother if she could drive us to the shore which tearfully

drive us to the shore which tearfully

drive us to the shore which tearfully she obliged to and we just started

she obliged to and we just started

she obliged to and we just started walking and we went from being you know

walking and we went from being you know

walking and we went from being you know directionless purposeless to sort of

directionless purposeless to sort of

directionless purposeless to sort of challenged and inspired and to say we

challenged and inspired and to say we

challenged and inspired and to say we did

did

did have any direction already say that we

have any direction already say that we

have any direction already say that we had direction I guess would be false we

had direction I guess would be false we

had direction I guess would be false we were heading west

were heading west

were heading west but somehow western Atlantic City was

but somehow western Atlantic City was

but somehow western Atlantic City was Chicago it was Kansas City it was st.

Chicago it was Kansas City it was st.

Chicago it was Kansas City it was st. Louis it was Phoenix before he finally

Louis it was Phoenix before he finally

Louis it was Phoenix before he finally landed in Los Angeles now I didn’t know

landed in Los Angeles now I didn’t know

landed in Los Angeles now I didn’t know what it was supposed to be we are

what it was supposed to be we are

what it was supposed to be we are incredibly we are remarkably average

incredibly we are remarkably average

incredibly we are remarkably average people and in our average circumstances

people and in our average circumstances

people and in our average circumstances we found opportunities that we wouldn’t

we found opportunities that we wouldn’t

we found opportunities that we wouldn’t have had otherwise so in that we’re

have had otherwise so in that we’re

have had otherwise so in that we’re going day by day one foot in front of

going day by day one foot in front of

going day by day one foot in front of the other for ten hours roughly 30 miles

the other for ten hours roughly 30 miles

the other for ten hours roughly 30 miles our longest day was 57 days so about six

our longest day was 57 days so about six

our longest day was 57 days so about six weeks into this we’re starting to really

weeks into this we’re starting to really

weeks into this we’re starting to really really go at it now we’ve had a couple

really go at it now we’ve had a couple

really go at it now we’ve had a couple arguments before we went 11 days without

arguments before we went 11 days without

arguments before we went 11 days without showering and I don’t know how long

showering and I don’t know how long

showering and I don’t know how long you’ve gone without showers

you’ve gone without showers

you’ve gone without showers intentionally or otherwise but 11 days

intentionally or otherwise but 11 days

intentionally or otherwise but 11 days in the summertime carrying 60 plus

in the summertime carrying 60 plus

in the summertime carrying 60 plus pounds and sleeping outside means you’re

pounds and sleeping outside means you’re

pounds and sleeping outside means you’re pretty gross so we are at our best about

pretty gross so we are at our best about

pretty gross so we are at our best about four days without showering walking in

four days without showering walking in

four days without showering walking in to Topeka Kansas now Shannon again is

to Topeka Kansas now Shannon again is

to Topeka Kansas now Shannon again is very artistic he’s one of the most

very artistic he’s one of the most

very artistic he’s one of the most artistically determined people I’ve ever

artistically determined people I’ve ever

artistically determined people I’ve ever met and it’s a joy to watch him turn

met and it’s a joy to watch him turn

met and it’s a joy to watch him turn ideas into stories and stories into art

ideas into stories and stories into art

ideas into stories and stories into art and film but on the 23rd of September in

and film but on the 23rd of September in

and film but on the 23rd of September in 2013 in Topeka Kansas this was not one

2013 in Topeka Kansas this was not one

2013 in Topeka Kansas this was not one of those days now Shannon and I are

of those days now Shannon and I are

of those days now Shannon and I are sitting in a Pizza Hut and the Pizza Hut

sitting in a Pizza Hut and the Pizza Hut

sitting in a Pizza Hut and the Pizza Hut resides in the corner of 10th Avenue and

resides in the corner of 10th Avenue and

resides in the corner of 10th Avenue and Topeka Boulevard in the downtown area as

Topeka Boulevard in the downtown area as

Topeka Boulevard in the downtown area as receipted there he proceeds to tell me a

receipted there he proceeds to tell me a

receipted there he proceeds to tell me a story

story

story that he’s working on that I had already

that he’s working on that I had already

that he’s working on that I had already intentionally ignored now as you can

intentionally ignored now as you can

intentionally ignored now as you can tell I’m a fun guy I’m a happy guy I

just looked at him and that was it I was

just looked at him and that was it I was at my limit we started arguing

at my limit we started arguing

at my limit we started arguing you are stupid you’re a jerk you’re

you are stupid you’re a jerk you’re

you are stupid you’re a jerk you’re wasting money and I said the most

wasting money and I said the most

wasting money and I said the most hurtful thing I could have possibly said

hurtful thing I could have possibly said

hurtful thing I could have possibly said to him your story is stupid mermaids

to him your story is stupid mermaids

to him your story is stupid mermaids would never come to Philadelphia he was

would never come to Philadelphia he was

would never come to Philadelphia he was devastated so four hours longer we sit

devastated so four hours longer we sit

devastated so four hours longer we sit there and every grievance that we had

there and every grievance that we had

there and every grievance that we had with each other is just pouring out and

with each other is just pouring out and

with each other is just pouring out and it’s

it’s

it’s just overflowing as we kind of quietly

just overflowing as we kind of quietly

just overflowing as we kind of quietly yell at each other in this Pizza Hut

yell at each other in this Pizza Hut

yell at each other in this Pizza Hut mind you were munching on Pizza Hut

mind you were munching on Pizza Hut

mind you were munching on Pizza Hut pizza so I already look ridiculous

pizza so I already look ridiculous

pizza so I already look ridiculous because the slices are a little bit

because the slices are a little bit

because the slices are a little bit smaller than my hand and trying to argue

smaller than my hand and trying to argue

smaller than my hand and trying to argue about mermaids coming to Philadelphia

about mermaids coming to Philadelphia

about mermaids coming to Philadelphia but in that time whether you believe in

but in that time whether you believe in

but in that time whether you believe in fate or destiny purpose in that time

fate or destiny purpose in that time

fate or destiny purpose in that time three young ladies walk in with a

three young ladies walk in with a

three young ladies walk in with a gentleman who we find out is it there’s

gentleman who we find out is it there’s

gentleman who we find out is it there’s an 18 year old named already cover their

an 18 year old named already cover their

an 18 year old named already cover their names for the sake for their sake and if

names for the sake for their sake and if

names for the sake for their sake and if they ever choose to share their story in

they ever choose to share their story in

they ever choose to share their story in the future I’d love for them to have you

the future I’d love for them to have you

the future I’d love for them to have you know all rights to it so we’ll say

know all rights to it so we’ll say

know all rights to it so we’ll say Angie’s the teen year-old will go with

Angie’s the teen year-old will go with

Angie’s the teen year-old will go with joy for a four-year-old and let’s say

joy for a four-year-old and let’s say

joy for a four-year-old and let’s say dawn for the 21 year old the gentleman’s

dawn for the 21 year old the gentleman’s

dawn for the 21 year old the gentleman’s name we never learn and quite frankly if

name we never learn and quite frankly if

name we never learn and quite frankly if I never see him again I’d be just okay

I never see him again I’d be just okay

I never see him again I’d be just okay with that

with that

with that so don’t joy and Angie walking to the

so don’t joy and Angie walking to the

so don’t joy and Angie walking to the Pizza Hut with this gentleman and they

Pizza Hut with this gentleman and they

Pizza Hut with this gentleman and they said just adjacent to us now we’ve

said just adjacent to us now we’ve

said just adjacent to us now we’ve calmed down at this point

calmed down at this point

calmed down at this point and we have our map fold it out on the

and we have our map fold it out on the

and we have our map fold it out on the table and we’re just trying to figure

table and we’re just trying to figure

table and we’re just trying to figure out where to go now West is an easy

out where to go now West is an easy

out where to go now West is an easy direction but we at least had to make it

direction but we at least had to make it

direction but we at least had to make it look like we put effort into it

look like we put effort into it

look like we put effort into it so as we finally settle on our route one

so as we finally settle on our route one

so as we finally settle on our route one of the young ladies comes over and she

of the young ladies comes over and she

of the young ladies comes over and she says hey what are you guys up to now I’m

says hey what are you guys up to now I’m

says hey what are you guys up to now I’m thinking that she’s intrigued by our

thinking that she’s intrigued by our

thinking that she’s intrigued by our bags we had these massive backpacks with

bags we had these massive backpacks with

bags we had these massive backpacks with signs on them that said end human

signs on them that said end human

signs on them that said end human trafficking walking across America to

trafficking walking across America to

trafficking walking across America to end human trafficking but it turns out

end human trafficking but it turns out

end human trafficking but it turns out she just thought Shannon was cute I told

she just thought Shannon was cute I told

she just thought Shannon was cute I told you were very different so as we begin

you were very different so as we begin

you were very different so as we begin to tell her our story you know he we go

to tell her our story you know he we go

to tell her our story you know he we go through our usual shtick it’s sort of

through our usual shtick it’s sort of

through our usual shtick it’s sort of like our automated response that was we

like our automated response that was we

like our automated response that was we are walking across the country to raise

are walking across the country to raise

are walking across the country to raise awareness of and against human

awareness of and against human

awareness of and against human trafficking and modern-day slavery and

trafficking and modern-day slavery and

trafficking and modern-day slavery and before she could hit us with her

before she could hit us with her

before she could hit us with her follow-up question because again six

follow-up question because again six

follow-up question because again six weeks were experts at this at this point

weeks were experts at this at this point

weeks were experts at this at this point we just respond it’s organ harvesting

we just respond it’s organ harvesting

we just respond it’s organ harvesting forced labor and forced prostitution and

forced labor and forced prostitution and

forced labor and forced prostitution and then the 21 year old dawn cues it and

then the 21 year old dawn cues it and

then the 21 year old dawn cues it and she says oh I know about the life now up

she says oh I know about the life now up

she says oh I know about the life now up until this point we hadn’t really

until this point we hadn’t really

until this point we hadn’t really acknowledged her because she wasn’t a

acknowledged her because she wasn’t a

acknowledged her because she wasn’t a part of our group when we heard that she

part of our group when we heard that she

part of our group when we heard that she knew about the life we knew that as a

knew about the life we knew that as a

knew about the life we knew that as a key phrase in prostitution

key phrase in prostitution

key phrase in prostitution so it mean that we picked up on it and

so it mean that we picked up on it and

so it mean that we picked up on it and when they offered us a chance to shower

when they offered us a chance to shower

when they offered us a chance to shower later

later

later now again 11 days without showering that

now again 11 days without showering that

now again 11 days without showering that is a suffrage I don’t wish on my worst

is a suffrage I don’t wish on my worst

is a suffrage I don’t wish on my worst enemy

enemy

enemy but at 4 days we were still at our limit

but at 4 days we were still at our limit

but at 4 days we were still at our limit we knew we had to take that opportunity

we knew we had to take that opportunity

we knew we had to take that opportunity to shower so we agree exchanged phone

to shower so we agree exchanged phone

to shower so we agree exchanged phone numbers and we go about our way until we

numbers and we go about our way until we

numbers and we go about our way until we know that evening now we’re sitting

know that evening now we’re sitting

know that evening now we’re sitting around and Shannon are debating for

around and Shannon are debating for

around and Shannon are debating for hours in the meantime do you think

hours in the meantime do you think

hours in the meantime do you think they’re being exploited do you think

they’re being exploited do you think

they’re being exploited do you think they’re okay how do we go about this hey

they’re okay how do we go about this hey

they’re okay how do we go about this hey man mermaids might be able to come to

man mermaids might be able to come to

man mermaids might be able to come to Philly it’s not gonna happen so we

Philly it’s not gonna happen so we

Philly it’s not gonna happen so we finally get the call it’s time to go

finally get the call it’s time to go

finally get the call it’s time to go over now when we show up we’re skeptical

over now when we show up we’re skeptical

over now when we show up we’re skeptical because we’re supposed to have these

because we’re supposed to have these

because we’re supposed to have these clean images despite being again

clean images despite being again

clean images despite being again remarkably average people we wanted to

remarkably average people we wanted to

remarkably average people we wanted to be as blameless as possible on camera

be as blameless as possible on camera

be as blameless as possible on camera and our first thought was if we get

and our first thought was if we get

and our first thought was if we get caught with people who we believed to be

caught with people who we believed to be

caught with people who we believed to be involved in prostitution and the

involved in prostitution and the

involved in prostitution and the exploitation we’re gonna damage all the

exploitation we’re gonna damage all the

exploitation we’re gonna damage all the work that we’ve done thus far but we

work that we’ve done thus far but we

work that we’ve done thus far but we knew we had to go just to find out what

knew we had to go just to find out what

knew we had to go just to find out what was happening so we finally come inside

was happening so we finally come inside

was happening so we finally come inside and we realize only Angie is in the

and we realize only Angie is in the

and we realize only Angie is in the house so immediately were like eh what’s

house so immediately were like eh what’s

house so immediately were like eh what’s going on you know we thought all three

going on you know we thought all three

going on you know we thought all three of you would be here which we talked to

of you would be here which we talked to

of you would be here which we talked to you guys we’re not really sure what’s

you guys we’re not really sure what’s

you guys we’re not really sure what’s happening is that shower still available

happening is that shower still available

happening is that shower still available I would like a shower if it’s still

I would like a shower if it’s still

I would like a shower if it’s still available time passes and she finally

available time passes and she finally

available time passes and she finally says dawn is an escort on backpage.com

says dawn is an escort on backpage.com

says dawn is an escort on backpage.com and for anyone who knows back peach calm

and for anyone who knows back peach calm

and for anyone who knows back peach calm it is a trafficking site essentially

it is a trafficking site essentially

it is a trafficking site essentially they just they’re going through the

they just they’re going through the

they just they’re going through the legal battles now to confirm their

legal battles now to confirm their

legal battles now to confirm their involvement but we said okay we know how

involvement but we said okay we know how

involvement but we said okay we know how to get you help

to get you help

to get you help we no way out of here Oh Eid is for you

we no way out of here Oh Eid is for you

we no way out of here Oh Eid is for you just to say yes so a little gentle

just to say yes so a little gentle

just to say yes so a little gentle prodding eventually they say all right

prodding eventually they say all right

prodding eventually they say all right we’re gonna go for the sake of don’t

we’re gonna go for the sake of don’t

we’re gonna go for the sake of don’t don’t daughter the four year old she

don’t daughter the four year old she

don’t daughter the four year old she said yes

said yes

said yes now at this point we’re still kind of

now at this point we’re still kind of

now at this point we’re still kind of making it up as we go along so we’re

making it up as we go along so we’re

making it up as we go along so we’re like all right what do we have in our

like all right what do we have in our

like all right what do we have in our pockets and we pull out some change and

pockets and we pull out some change and

pockets and we pull out some change and a couple single digit bills and all

a couple single digit bills and all

a couple single digit bills and all right we have enough to get over there

right we have enough to get over there

right we have enough to get over there take a four-mile cab ride to the

take a four-mile cab ride to the

take a four-mile cab ride to the apartment complex where she was staying

apartment complex where she was staying

apartment complex where she was staying so all we knew was that she was in the

so all we knew was that she was in the

so all we knew was that she was in the third floor

third floor

third floor and we had to lock the door before she

and we had to lock the door before she

and we had to lock the door before she left so we get to the building I see the

left so we get to the building I see the

left so we get to the building I see the room she tells me third floor

room she tells me third floor

room she tells me third floor down the hallway on the right first door

down the hallway on the right first door

down the hallway on the right first door so I’m looking for a door that in my

so I’m looking for a door that in my

so I’m looking for a door that in my mind says hurry up before he gets back

mind says hurry up before he gets back

mind says hurry up before he gets back and as I get to the door she I reassure

and as I get to the door she I reassure

and as I get to the door she I reassure her hey I’m gonna lock the door make

her hey I’m gonna lock the door make

her hey I’m gonna lock the door make sure you get down the hallway we’re

sure you get down the hallway we’re

sure you get down the hallway we’re gonna figure it out from there

gonna figure it out from there

gonna figure it out from there so she’s running down the hallway I knew

so she’s running down the hallway I knew

so she’s running down the hallway I knew that I could lock the door but I was

that I could lock the door but I was

that I could lock the door but I was aware that she thought that I had some

aware that she thought that I had some

aware that she thought that I had some sort of magic powers to just turn the

sort of magic powers to just turn the

sort of magic powers to just turn the key from the outside and get down the

key from the outside and get down the

key from the outside and get down the steps behind her that wasn’t an option

steps behind her that wasn’t an option

steps behind her that wasn’t an option so the door had to be locked

so the door had to be locked

so the door had to be locked I go inside lock the door and the only

I go inside lock the door and the only

I go inside lock the door and the only way out is over the balcony now I don’t

way out is over the balcony now I don’t

way out is over the balcony now I don’t know if you know this but most balconies

know if you know this but most balconies

know if you know this but most balconies are not on the bottom floor there’s no

are not on the bottom floor there’s no

are not on the bottom floor there’s no grass outside that balcony so I go

grass outside that balcony so I go

grass outside that balcony so I go outside grab onto the railing and extend

outside grab onto the railing and extend

outside grab onto the railing and extend my body now again Shannon is very

my body now again Shannon is very

my body now again Shannon is very artistic if I was thinking like him I

artistic if I was thinking like him I

artistic if I was thinking like him I would have felt like a movie star okay

would have felt like a movie star okay

would have felt like a movie star okay cool I can drop down grab the lamppost

cool I can drop down grab the lamppost

cool I can drop down grab the lamppost swing down to the second floor and just

swing down to the second floor and just

swing down to the second floor and just barrel roll from the second floor about

barrel roll from the second floor about

barrel roll from the second floor about a boom we got this I am NOT built to

a boom we got this I am NOT built to

a boom we got this I am NOT built to dangle for too long I stretched down and

dangle for too long I stretched down and

dangle for too long I stretched down and I’m looking and I’m thinking to myself

I’m looking and I’m thinking to myself

I’m looking and I’m thinking to myself is okay all right got about ten seconds

is okay all right got about ten seconds

is okay all right got about ten seconds left and between the resignation between

left and between the resignation between

left and between the resignation between I’m going to fall two and a half stories

I’m going to fall two and a half stories

I’m going to fall two and a half stories and hey is there anyone who can help me

and hey is there anyone who can help me

and hey is there anyone who can help me a moment of clarity hits I’d find a

a moment of clarity hits I’d find a

a moment of clarity hits I’d find a piece and I trust the fall and I let go

piece and I trust the fall and I let go

piece and I trust the fall and I let go I fall down one floor with just enough

I fall down one floor with just enough

I fall down one floor with just enough room to get my toes on that second level

room to get my toes on that second level

room to get my toes on that second level balcony railing and I could only for the

balcony railing and I could only for the

balcony railing and I could only for the last two floors which is my plan

last two floors which is my plan

last two floors which is my plan initially I landed the cab driver was

initially I landed the cab driver was

initially I landed the cab driver was like what the hell was that

like what the hell was that

like what the hell was that get in let’s go so he takes us back to

get in let’s go so he takes us back to

get in let’s go so he takes us back to the place we reassure them that

the place we reassure them that

the place we reassure them that everything’s gonna be okay sort of move

everything’s gonna be okay sort of move

everything’s gonna be okay sort of move this along we get a rattling and it says

this along we get a rattling and it says

this along we get a rattling and it says rusty orange truck and it’s her pimp or

rusty orange truck and it’s her pimp or

rusty orange truck and it’s her pimp or trafficker her exploiter circling the

trafficker her exploiter circling the

trafficker her exploiter circling the block he was aware that we were with him

block he was aware that we were with him

block he was aware that we were with him earlier and was said that we were seeing

earlier and was said that we were seeing

earlier and was said that we were seeing with him since so he sat on guard duty

with him since so he sat on guard duty

with him since so he sat on guard duty for the rest of the night made sure that

for the rest of the night made sure that

for the rest of the night made sure that they were able to get picked up in the

they were able to get picked up in the

they were able to get picked up in the morning

morning

morning the three are living comfortably now and

the three are living comfortably now and

the three are living comfortably now and it’s probably the greatest moment of my

it’s probably the greatest moment of my

it’s probably the greatest moment of my life now in terms of achievements

life now in terms of achievements

life now in terms of achievements adrenaline high but this is the first

adrenaline high but this is the first

adrenaline high but this is the first time that an act of service didn’t say

time that an act of service didn’t say

time that an act of service didn’t say she ate my own ego

she ate my own ego

she ate my own ego there was no fanfare no newspaper

there was no fanfare no newspaper

there was no fanfare no newspaper write-ups there was nothing on the news

write-ups there was nothing on the news

write-ups there was nothing on the news and yet I couldn’t help but to feel

and yet I couldn’t help but to feel

and yet I couldn’t help but to feel better

better

better and that’s when I realized that there

and that’s when I realized that there

and that’s when I realized that there was a study done by the American

was a study done by the American

was a study done by the American changing life study that took place over

changing life study that took place over

changing life study that took place over 20 years

20 years

20 years where they observed 336 hundred people

where they observed 336 hundred people

where they observed 336 hundred people half who did charity work or did

half who did charity work or did

half who did charity work or did volunteer work and hathe who did not

volunteer work and hathe who did not

volunteer work and hathe who did not what they found was that the half that

what they found was that the half that

what they found was that the half that did had a better mental health and a

did had a better mental health and a

did had a better mental health and a better physical health so what you have

better physical health so what you have

better physical health so what you have is a release in the meso limbic pathways

is a release in the meso limbic pathways

is a release in the meso limbic pathways in the brain

in the brain

in the brain now I’m sorry I am NOT a scientist I’m

now I’m sorry I am NOT a scientist I’m

now I’m sorry I am NOT a scientist I’m not a psychologist if you want to

not a psychologist if you want to

not a psychologist if you want to correct me later I would love to learn

correct me later I would love to learn

correct me later I would love to learn something that’s why we’re all here but

something that’s why we’re all here but

something that’s why we’re all here but the release in your brain I don’t mean

the release in your brain I don’t mean

the release in your brain I don’t mean gets released and it creates that good

gets released and it creates that good

gets released and it creates that good feeling so what you have is acts of

feeling so what you have is acts of

feeling so what you have is acts of service but actually correlate to you

service but actually correlate to you

service but actually correlate to you feeling better to you being better I’ve

feeling better to you being better I’ve

feeling better to you being better I’ve had the joy and the honor of

had the joy and the honor of

had the joy and the honor of participating in over a dozen rescues

participating in over a dozen rescues

participating in over a dozen rescues across the country in year since either

across the country in year since either

across the country in year since either coordinating them or having happening to

coordinating them or having happening to

coordinating them or having happening to run into people who needed to be

run into people who needed to be

run into people who needed to be transitioned down and I don’t know I

transitioned down and I don’t know I

transitioned down and I don’t know I can’t believe that it really works now

can’t believe that it really works now

can’t believe that it really works now it’s not a cure for everyone right there

it’s not a cure for everyone right there

it’s not a cure for everyone right there are lessons you can take you can go sit

are lessons you can take you can go sit

are lessons you can take you can go sit with a psychologist or psychiatrist as

with a psychologist or psychiatrist as

with a psychologist or psychiatrist as Neal Brennan once again said if you

Neal Brennan once again said if you

Neal Brennan once again said if you don’t know the difference

don’t know the difference

don’t know the difference congratulations you’re having a great

congratulations you’re having a great

congratulations you’re having a great life but one of the big things I think

life but one of the big things I think

life but one of the big things I think that we should all look forward to is

that we should all look forward to is

that we should all look forward to is the opportunity to serve if I’m not

the opportunity to serve if I’m not

the opportunity to serve if I’m not mistaken it was Albert Schweitzer who

mistaken it was Albert Schweitzer who

mistaken it was Albert Schweitzer who said only those among you who have

said only those among you who have

said only those among you who have really served let’s check that one more

really served let’s check that one more

really served let’s check that one more time

time

time oh I’m sorry here we go I got the right

oh I’m sorry here we go I got the right

oh I’m sorry here we go I got the right quote now we’re gonna switch it up only

quote now we’re gonna switch it up only

quote now we’re gonna switch it up only those among you who is really happy has

those among you who is really happy has

those among you who is really happy has sought and found a way to serve and I

sought and found a way to serve and I

sought and found a way to serve and I think that as we go forward in order to

think that as we go forward in order to

think that as we go forward in order to look after yourself and look after each

look after yourself and look after each

look after yourself and look after each other maybe everybody take two hours

other maybe everybody take two hours

other maybe everybody take two hours this week and go

this week and go

this week and go serve your community if I can challenge

serve your community if I can challenge

serve your community if I can challenge you maybe you’ll be happy too

you maybe you’ll be happy too

you maybe you’ll be happy too [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

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