He is lying on the ground.
An unknown man.
With a gun on your head.
He has power over your life.
What do you care about now?
What’s the solution?
That is the position in which I found myself
In September, in 1997,
In a hotel room, in Jakarta, Indonesia.
I think it was the beginning of my awakening.
At the time of the incident,
I was working in Hong Kong’s financial markets,
A huge investment maker for a global bank.
The decision to transfer to a financial profession was taken
After the death of my father.
I have always felt that I am suitable for that profession,
So I have finished my studies in Fine Arts
I decided to get a good job while bigger.
I loved her where she was quick and enthusiastic.
I was hired in New York, London and Hong Kong.
She had a budget breakfast.
(Laughter)
I wore high shoes and walked.
(Laughter)
Then I went to Jakarta.
While opening the door, I took my chance and ran.
My body became free.
But in dependent days,
I began to suffer from what I will explore later
Post-traumatic stress disorder was severe.
In this case,
The past and the present no longer know any difference.
I sit in my office in Hong Kong,
Looking at balance sheets,
While I could smell his skin on my body,
As I listened to the tracks of his shoes going forward and backward to me.
In Yogic and Buddhist customs,
We have a metaphor that reflects human development
The full development of man
As if it were a lotus rose.
The beginning of the rose lotus is in the mud,
In the center of Lake,
From there onwards, it begins with continuous growth,
Looking for Nour,
Looking for the sun and the surface of the water.
My clay was Jakarta.
It was also a future evolutionary seed.
As soon as I stand trembling,
I learned how much the price of human life
And their importance.
And also, planted a seed of sympathy,
I will explain.
While I walk and walk through the door to the corridor,
Behind me were many armed men who went into the room.
There was a lot of shooting.
Later that evening, when I was taken with the police,
Show me the picture of the man.
It was collapsed on the hotel wall
Wearing his underwear.
And around him, there were sprinklers of blood in the whole place.
They were pleased to reveal this picture to me.
I looked at it,
I felt very sad,
Towards that man and towards his condition.
This moment and this feeling,
Among all those moments and feelings,
Are the moments and feelings that I do not forget.
Now, I am back in England for help
To recover from post-traumatic stress disorder.
When I was fully chafed in order to be able to see life clearly,
I felt that I was treating her very superficially,
After this experience, I really protested the inquiry deeply
Towards what is to be a human being,
And what is possible of man may be.
So, I retired from my job,
I stumbled into yoga,
I understood that I was skilled in yoga naturally.
And followed and enjoyed it,
It helped me to gain confidence in myself and towards the world again.
At the same time, I began to look closely
The long-term attention to the nature of reason,
Especially as described in Buddhist practice.
This is where my Buddhist grandfather,
Which I witnessed in our house when I was a child,
Which I wanted to be by my side all the time,
This is still with me.
As a result of this interest in Buddhism,
I visited the Buddhist residence.
I heard this mantra in the dwelling of Buddhism.
Called “the mantra of great mercy.”
You can see and hear them all over the Himalayas.
When I heard that mantra, I felt that it had changed something myself,
Something deep inside me, buried, I think.
There are many ways to say that spell.
With Kony’s risk as X-Factor Spiritual,
I will show you how to say the way I like, we agreed?
(Sings “Great Mantra of Mercy”)
something like that.
Currently, she began to teach yoga and meditation.
I have achieved Buddhism for many years.
And then perhaps there is something of anger here in the West.
I was lucky to get a chance to go to Bhutan,
Kingdom of Hamalaya of Butane in 2011.
When I went there,
A place I’ve always wanted to visit for a long time,
I met a monk at a temple
Something deep has happened.
I returned to England
After that, I decided to go back to Bhutan to find him
Because something has happened there.
I promised to find him
Then I discovered that he was a lama.
The lama is someone in Bhutan who has been forced to do so
At least three years, three months and three weeks of I’tikaaf.
He is a specialist in the nature of reason.
It was clear that he was my teacher and I was asking him.
Then things began to pass quickly.
This is the lama’s subordination. (Laughter)
It is clear when I met Balamah subordination,
I still have my hair and my regular clothes,
But in 2012 he told me unexpectedly,
“Others are your business now”
He was telling me that I was a Buddhist nun,
Get rid of my work and become single,
And to train mentally to benefit others.
I was impressed that he had suggested it
Of course, I agreed (Laughter)
Thus, I began the exercises and pre-practice to become a nun.
Many sound and meditation.
And began to study the language of Tibet,
Traditional Tibetan Language.
“I am peaceful now, I have succeeded.”
As mentioned here, I was ready to wear my shoes,
Perhaps looking at the sky.
But all of that exercise of mercy, talismans,
They really influenced me.
I understood that I wanted to return to Bhutan,
The country I love most,
I also wanted to be my wish to become a compassionate person …
Actually.
Then, in 2015, I founded this British charity.
“Open your heart to the city of Bhutan.”
This is my favorite:
To be with children to help them.
This is Tenzin Wangshuk in eastern Bhutan.
He has cerebral palsy, but he is an accomplished artist,
Here I look at his artistic work with him.
This is another child in eastern Bhutan
Who came to me and hugged me spontaneously.
In fact, he is a blind child but he came and hugged me.
This is the main reason for doing what I do in far away in Bhutan:
Effective assistance, education, medical supplies, etc.
Every child needs help.
Sure, it seems ridiculous now
That my financial training is a great help
In managing a British charity and managing several projects in Bhutan,
Organize many people, look at the price of things,
And inquire about how to achieve things on earth.
So my previous skills have been of great benefit
To bring a meaningful and happy life.
Now, in terms of your awakening,
I would like to share with you that your life is in your possession.
But you must know what you care about now.
What is the point?
Much of what I know is here
There.
Thank you so much.
(clap)
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