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Writer’s block: A myth or not? | Dr Santosh Bakaya | TEDxLNMIIT


how many of you are writers here and how

how many of you are writers here and how many of you are budding writers here and

many of you are budding writers here and

many of you are budding writers here and how many of you think there’s there’s

how many of you think there’s there’s

how many of you think there’s there’s something right the writer’s block there

something right the writer’s block there

something right the writer’s block there are so many definitions of this term

are so many definitions of this term

are so many definitions of this term writer’s block sometimes when you sit in

writer’s block sometimes when you sit in

writer’s block sometimes when you sit in front of the laptop you suddenly find

front of the laptop you suddenly find

front of the laptop you suddenly find nothing there your ideas suddenly vanish

nothing there your ideas suddenly vanish

nothing there your ideas suddenly vanish into thin air you can’t write anything

into thin air you can’t write anything

into thin air you can’t write anything you can’t pen your thoughts and these

you can’t pen your thoughts and these

you can’t pen your thoughts and these monsters of negativity sort of they

monsters of negativity sort of they

monsters of negativity sort of they start flaunting their fans and all and

start flaunting their fans and all and

start flaunting their fans and all and then try to grip you said so many times

then try to grip you said so many times

then try to grip you said so many times my students have told me that madam we

my students have told me that madam we

my students have told me that madam we cannot write this writer’s block is

cannot write this writer’s block is

cannot write this writer’s block is always there there are so many

always there there are so many

always there there are so many definitions of this term they call it a

definitions of this term they call it a

definitions of this term they call it a literary inhibition literary slowdown

literary inhibition literary slowdown

literary inhibition literary slowdown but I call it a myth a total

but I call it a myth a total

but I call it a myth a total unadulterated myths and let me hark back

unadulterated myths and let me hark back

unadulterated myths and let me hark back to my childhood I was in the sixth

to my childhood I was in the sixth

to my childhood I was in the sixth standard and I was obsessed with the

standard and I was obsessed with the

standard and I was obsessed with the writing I would just write and I used to

writing I would just write and I used to

writing I would just write and I used to think that I was a great writer in the

think that I was a great writer in the

think that I was a great writer in the 6th janeth then came this girl in the

6th janeth then came this girl in the

6th janeth then came this girl in the sixth standard and she would come every

sixth standard and she would come every

sixth standard and she would come every day

day

day she had a notebook in her hand she would

she had a notebook in her hand she would

she had a notebook in her hand she would come and sit on the last bench of the

come and sit on the last bench of the

come and sit on the last bench of the classroom and she would scribble

classroom and she would scribble

classroom and she would scribble something I was sort of overall by her

something I was sort of overall by her

something I was sort of overall by her because she had this superior or about

because she had this superior or about

because she had this superior or about her but one day I am bastard enough

her but one day I am bastard enough

her but one day I am bastard enough courage to ask her what are you writing

courage to ask her what are you writing

courage to ask her what are you writing with an arrogant toss of her head she

with an arrogant toss of her head she

with an arrogant toss of her head she said I am writing a limerick

said I am writing a limerick

said I am writing a limerick I was totally flummoxed I did not know

I was totally flummoxed I did not know

I was totally flummoxed I did not know what a limerick was I was in the sixth

what a limerick was I was in the sixth

what a limerick was I was in the sixth anyway I do not ask her I went home and

anyway I do not ask her I went home and

anyway I do not ask her I went home and consulted the dictionary but I couldn’t

consulted the dictionary but I couldn’t

consulted the dictionary but I couldn’t get the word because I did not know the

get the word because I did not know the

get the word because I did not know the spelling but then I must have courage to

spelling but then I must have courage to

spelling but then I must have courage to ask my dad what a limerick is and he

ask my dad what a limerick is and he

ask my dad what a limerick is and he told me that a limerick is a 5-line

told me that a limerick is a 5-line

told me that a limerick is a 5-line verse with the rhyme scheme of a a b b a

verse with the rhyme scheme of a a b b a

verse with the rhyme scheme of a a b b a and then he recited a limerick which I

and then he recited a limerick which I

and then he recited a limerick which I can never forget and with your

can never forget and with your

can never forget and with your permission I would like to recite that

permission I would like to recite that

permission I would like to recite that so many of you you must be knowing it

so many of you you must be knowing it

so many of you you must be knowing it there was a man from Nantucket who kept

there was a man from Nantucket who kept

there was a man from Nantucket who kept all his cash in a bucket he had a

all his cash in a bucket he had a

all his cash in a bucket he had a daughter named man who ran away with a

daughter named man who ran away with a

daughter named man who ran away with a man and as for the bucket Nantucket so I

man and as for the bucket Nantucket so I

man and as for the bucket Nantucket so I was so fascinated by this Limerick this

was so fascinated by this Limerick this

was so fascinated by this Limerick this genre of poetry that surreptitiously and

genre of poetry that surreptitiously and

genre of poetry that surreptitiously and very furtively I started writing

very furtively I started writing

very furtively I started writing limericks and still there about 200

limericks and still there about 200

limericks and still there about 200 limericks lengths have a gathering dust

limericks lengths have a gathering dust

limericks lengths have a gathering dust those lyrics I wrote in the school okay

those lyrics I wrote in the school okay

those lyrics I wrote in the school okay so then I graduated to writing essays

so then I graduated to writing essays

so then I graduated to writing essays and I’ll tell you how that happened in

and I’ll tell you how that happened in

and I’ll tell you how that happened in 10th standard I was obsessed with

10th standard I was obsessed with

10th standard I was obsessed with Charles Dickens and I remember having

Charles Dickens and I remember having

Charles Dickens and I remember having written an essay on Charles Dickens

written an essay on Charles Dickens

written an essay on Charles Dickens which was applauded by the nuns in the

which was applauded by the nuns in the

which was applauded by the nuns in the convent and they said it’s a very good

convent and they said it’s a very good

convent and they said it’s a very good essay but when I showed it to my dad he

essay but when I showed it to my dad he

essay but when I showed it to my dad he just flung it away saying what a lousy

just flung it away saying what a lousy

just flung it away saying what a lousy essay the your vocabulary is very poor

essay the your vocabulary is very poor

essay the your vocabulary is very poor you can’t write or not improve your

you can’t write or not improve your

you can’t write or not improve your style so I went home and in corners of

style so I went home and in corners of

style so I went home and in corners of the room I would sit and write and now I

the room I would sit and write and now I

the room I would sit and write and now I started improving on my essays and from

started improving on my essays and from

started improving on my essays and from limericks I graduated to essays so many

limericks I graduated to essays so many

limericks I graduated to essays so many of them I wrote and that was the end of

of them I wrote and that was the end of

of them I wrote and that was the end of my literary career in my childhood I

my literary career in my childhood I

my literary career in my childhood I wrote limericks and essay

wrote limericks and essay

wrote limericks and essay that was the . but later on in college I

that was the . but later on in college I

that was the . but later on in college I was too busy getting educated so writing

was too busy getting educated so writing

was too busy getting educated so writing to the backseat and I did not write but

to the backseat and I did not write but

to the backseat and I did not write but then when I became a lecturer myself at

then when I became a lecturer myself at

then when I became a lecturer myself at times I would get bored of the classes

times I would get bored of the classes

times I would get bored of the classes and all so one day I again took to

and all so one day I again took to

and all so one day I again took to writing but I would write very furtively

writing but I would write very furtively

writing but I would write very furtively I did not show what I wrote to anyone

I did not show what I wrote to anyone

I did not show what I wrote to anyone well then something very interesting

well then something very interesting

well then something very interesting happened in one of my infill classes I

happened in one of my infill classes I

happened in one of my infill classes I was teaching the Mahatma Gandhi and I

was teaching the Mahatma Gandhi and I

was teaching the Mahatma Gandhi and I was referring to Martin Luther King jr.

was referring to Martin Luther King jr.

was referring to Martin Luther King jr. and none of them had heard about Martin

and none of them had heard about Martin

and none of them had heard about Martin Luther King jr. but they knew something

Luther King jr. but they knew something

Luther King jr. but they knew something about golly something and one of the

about golly something and one of the

about golly something and one of the students he had the audacity to tell me

students he had the audacity to tell me

students he had the audacity to tell me madam you always talk of Gandhi we don’t

madam you always talk of Gandhi we don’t

madam you always talk of Gandhi we don’t need a Gandhi we need a Hitler and I

need a Gandhi we need a Hitler and I

need a Gandhi we need a Hitler and I will read about Gandhi only when you

will read about Gandhi only when you

will read about Gandhi only when you paint something about Gandhi in poetry

paint something about Gandhi in poetry

paint something about Gandhi in poetry so that was the trigger for me and

so that was the trigger for me and

so that was the trigger for me and because I had been writing limericks in

because I had been writing limericks in

because I had been writing limericks in school this struck me with full vigor

school this struck me with full vigor

school this struck me with full vigor now and I started writing the poetic

now and I started writing the poetic

now and I started writing the poetic biography of Mahatma Gandhi in the

biography of Mahatma Gandhi in the

biography of Mahatma Gandhi in the Limerick jhana

Limerick jhana

Limerick jhana hey BBA but I was so obsessed with it so

hey BBA but I was so obsessed with it so

hey BBA but I was so obsessed with it so passionate about it that I did not

passionate about it that I did not

passionate about it that I did not suffer any writer’s block because in

suffer any writer’s block because in

suffer any writer’s block because in school I was so passionate about writing

school I was so passionate about writing

school I was so passionate about writing limericks I was so passionate so

limericks I was so passionate so

limericks I was so passionate so obsessed with writing essays that I

obsessed with writing essays that I

obsessed with writing essays that I never suffered from this mythical

never suffered from this mythical

never suffered from this mythical writer’s block so I started writing this

writer’s block so I started writing this

writer’s block so I started writing this Ballad of bapu and I did not know when

Ballad of bapu and I did not know when

Ballad of bapu and I did not know when it turned into 300 pages of words it

it turned into 300 pages of words it

it turned into 300 pages of words it became a book and right now it’s a

became a book and right now it’s a

became a book and right now it’s a best-seller and I sent it to Tushar

best-seller and I sent it to Tushar

best-seller and I sent it to Tushar Gandhi the great-grandson of Mahatma

Gandhi the great-grandson of Mahatma

Gandhi the great-grandson of Mahatma Gandhi and he was so fascinated by it

Gandhi and he was so fascinated by it

Gandhi and he was so fascinated by it that he asked me in an email

that he asked me in an email

that he asked me in an email madam can I write the blob can I write

madam can I write the blob can I write

madam can I write the blob can I write the foreword in poetry so he has written

the foreword in poetry so he has written

the foreword in poetry so he has written the poetic forward to this book

the poetic forward to this book

the poetic forward to this book so that was recently that was in 2014 so

so that was recently that was in 2014 so

so that was recently that was in 2014 so I never what I’m trying to say is that

I never what I’m trying to say is that

I never what I’m trying to say is that in this literary career or lack of it

in this literary career or lack of it

in this literary career or lack of it whatever you call it

whatever you call it

whatever you call it I never suffered from the writer’s block

I never suffered from the writer’s block

I never suffered from the writer’s block which I always insist is a myth and many

which I always insist is a myth and many

which I always insist is a myth and many of my students in my classes creative

of my students in my classes creative

of my students in my classes creative writing classes tell me that sometimes

writing classes tell me that sometimes

writing classes tell me that sometimes madam we sit in front of the laptop and

madam we sit in front of the laptop and

madam we sit in front of the laptop and suddenly those grotesque faces appear

suddenly those grotesque faces appear

suddenly those grotesque faces appear there and they start making those funny

there and they start making those funny

there and they start making those funny faces and ugly faces and they try to

faces and ugly faces and they try to

faces and ugly faces and they try to browbeat you so I keep telling them

browbeat you so I keep telling them

browbeat you so I keep telling them there’s nothing like that these are just

there’s nothing like that these are just

there’s nothing like that these are just the monsters of negativity

the monsters of negativity

the monsters of negativity they’ll try to browbeat you they’ll try

they’ll try to browbeat you they’ll try

they’ll try to browbeat you they’ll try to calm you down but these are just

to calm you down but these are just

to calm you down but these are just monsters of negativity you have to

monsters of negativity you have to

monsters of negativity you have to positive eyes yourself so they also tell

positive eyes yourself so they also tell

positive eyes yourself so they also tell me that mom you always keep saying it’s

me that mom you always keep saying it’s

me that mom you always keep saying it’s a myth I say of course it’s a myth and

a myth I say of course it’s a myth and

a myth I say of course it’s a myth and the only antidote is that you should be

the only antidote is that you should be

the only antidote is that you should be obsessed with writing whatever you are

obsessed with writing whatever you are

obsessed with writing whatever you are doing you should be obsessed you should

doing you should be obsessed you should

doing you should be obsessed you should be very very passionate about it so let

be very very passionate about it so let

be very very passionate about it so let me cite one other instance one of the

me cite one other instance one of the

me cite one other instance one of the students he said madam I’m very very

students he said madam I’m very very

students he said madam I’m very very passionate about writing and I want to

passionate about writing and I want to

passionate about writing and I want to see my book as a best-seller he was just

see my book as a best-seller he was just

see my book as a best-seller he was just 18 or 19 and then I told him write on

18 or 19 and then I told him write on

18 or 19 and then I told him write on this I gave her topic but the very next

this I gave her topic but the very next

this I gave her topic but the very next day he comes to the class and tells me

day he comes to the class and tells me

day he comes to the class and tells me madam I just cannot write I have this

madam I just cannot write I have this

madam I just cannot write I have this writer’s block I said are you with me on

writer’s block I said are you with me on

writer’s block I said are you with me on Facebook are you my facebook friend he

Facebook are you my facebook friend he

Facebook are you my facebook friend he said yes very much since long so I told

said yes very much since long so I told

said yes very much since long so I told him I block you right here and that is

him I block you right here and that is

him I block you right here and that is the writer’s block so later on he

the writer’s block so later on he

the writer’s block so later on he cornered me madam you embarrassed me and

cornered me madam you embarrassed me and

cornered me madam you embarrassed me and all that so I said I don’t believe in

all that so I said I don’t believe in

all that so I said I don’t believe in writer’s block there’s no such thing as

writer’s block there’s no such thing as

writer’s block there’s no such thing as a writer’s block if you are a writer you

a writer’s block if you are a writer you

a writer’s block if you are a writer you are a writer you’re a writer the

are a writer you’re a writer the

are a writer you’re a writer the plumber’s don’t have a block the

plumber’s don’t have a block the

plumber’s don’t have a block the engineers don’t have a block the doctors

engineers don’t have a block the doctors

engineers don’t have a block the doctors don’t have a block so why should the

don’t have a block so why should the

don’t have a block so why should the writers we saw in tight

writers we saw in tight

writers we saw in tight why should they luxuriate in this

why should they luxuriate in this

why should they luxuriate in this writer’s block

writer’s block

writer’s block so whatever but some people there are

so whatever but some people there are

so whatever but some people there are many definitions many perspectives on

many definitions many perspectives on

many definitions many perspectives on the writer’s block some say that no it’s

the writer’s block some say that no it’s

the writer’s block some say that no it’s not mythical there is an iota of truth

not mythical there is an iota of truth

not mythical there is an iota of truth in it and this reminds me of what Maya

in it and this reminds me of what Maya

in it and this reminds me of what Maya Angelou used to say that whenever I have

Angelou used to say that whenever I have

Angelou used to say that whenever I have these monsters of negativity trying to

these monsters of negativity trying to

these monsters of negativity trying to browbeat me then I start writing

browbeat me then I start writing

browbeat me then I start writing anything that comes to my mind I start

anything that comes to my mind I start

anything that comes to my mind I start writing doggerel I start writing

writing doggerel I start writing

writing doggerel I start writing limericks and for example she cites an

limericks and for example she cites an

limericks and for example she cites an exam she says I write the cat sat on the

exam she says I write the cat sat on the

exam she says I write the cat sat on the mat and not the rat so this is something

mat and not the rat so this is something

mat and not the rat so this is something very absurd some doggerel and so she

very absurd some doggerel and so she

very absurd some doggerel and so she says she writes aware that the muse of

says she writes aware that the muse of

says she writes aware that the muse of poetry is so embarrassed

poetry is so embarrassed

poetry is so embarrassed that it comes scurrying to her and it

that it comes scurrying to her and it

that it comes scurrying to her and it tells her wait wait

tells her wait wait

tells her wait wait don’t write such poetry I’ll come so so

don’t write such poetry I’ll come so so

don’t write such poetry I’ll come so so the muse comes back so I believe that

the muse comes back so I believe that

the muse comes back so I believe that this block is only in the mind it’s only

this block is only in the mind it’s only

this block is only in the mind it’s only a myth there’s no such thing as a

a myth there’s no such thing as a

a myth there’s no such thing as a writer’s block and I know it because I

writer’s block and I know it because I

writer’s block and I know it because I have never suffered it I a writer should

have never suffered it I a writer should

have never suffered it I a writer should be obsessed with writing a writer should

be obsessed with writing a writer should

be obsessed with writing a writer should be very very passionate about writing

be very very passionate about writing

be very very passionate about writing let me cite another example

let me cite another example

let me cite another example all this Merida Babu was a best-seller

all this Merida Babu was a best-seller

all this Merida Babu was a best-seller and people still read it but then

and people still read it but then

and people still read it but then Facebook happened for me I started

Facebook happened for me I started

Facebook happened for me I started writing something on Facebook I did not

writing something on Facebook I did not

writing something on Facebook I did not know what it was earlier I was obsessed

know what it was earlier I was obsessed

know what it was earlier I was obsessed with limericks

with limericks

with limericks then I became obsessed with the essays

then I became obsessed with the essays

then I became obsessed with the essays then Facebook happened for me and I

then Facebook happened for me and I

then Facebook happened for me and I started writing obsessively on Facebook

started writing obsessively on Facebook

started writing obsessively on Facebook anything

anything

anything I used to write about the moon I used to

I used to write about the moon I used to

I used to write about the moon I used to write about the Sun the sunrays the

write about the Sun the sunrays the

write about the Sun the sunrays the Moonbeam and the smile on the ragpickers

Moonbeam and the smile on the ragpickers

Moonbeam and the smile on the ragpickers countenance so I wrote poetry

countenance so I wrote poetry

countenance so I wrote poetry I wrote essays I wrote novels and

I wrote essays I wrote novels and

I wrote essays I wrote novels and novellas and people started reading me

novellas and people started reading me

novellas and people started reading me well anyway and I was talking about this

well anyway and I was talking about this

well anyway and I was talking about this Oh hark

Oh hark

Oh hark I started writing on Facebook it was a

I started writing on Facebook it was a

I started writing on Facebook it was a very surreal astok spooky sort of a

very surreal astok spooky sort of a

very surreal astok spooky sort of a thing I wrote every day and for three

thing I wrote every day and for three

thing I wrote every day and for three days I wrote continuously then I

days I wrote continuously then I

days I wrote continuously then I suddenly stopped and then there was a

suddenly stopped and then there was a

suddenly stopped and then there was a barrage of questions queries from my

barrage of questions queries from my

barrage of questions queries from my readers asking me what next ma’am why

readers asking me what next ma’am why

readers asking me what next ma’am why did you stop so I couldn’t

did you stop so I couldn’t

did you stop so I couldn’t luxuriate in a writer’s block I had to

luxuriate in a writer’s block I had to

luxuriate in a writer’s block I had to write so when you’re obsessed with

write so when you’re obsessed with

write so when you’re obsessed with something when you’re very very

something when you’re very very

something when you’re very very passionate about something you cannot

passionate about something you cannot

passionate about something you cannot resort to crutches like the writer’s

resort to crutches like the writer’s

resort to crutches like the writer’s block and another instance of ohok was

block and another instance of ohok was

block and another instance of ohok was that in one of the scenes I kill a

that in one of the scenes I kill a

that in one of the scenes I kill a character he is a very very interesting

character he is a very very interesting

character he is a very very interesting character who is there forever making

character who is there forever making

character who is there forever making fun of people and he has this drum in

fun of people and he has this drum in

fun of people and he has this drum in his hand he’s the drummer I just killed

his hand he’s the drummer I just killed

his hand he’s the drummer I just killed him in one of the episodes and again

him in one of the episodes and again

him in one of the episodes and again there was a barrage of questions and

there was a barrage of questions and

there was a barrage of questions and queries and lemons from people madam why

queries and lemons from people madam why

queries and lemons from people madam why did you kill him you are the right to

did you kill him you are the right to

did you kill him you are the right to revive him so again I couldn’t

revive him so again I couldn’t

revive him so again I couldn’t luxuriate in the writer’s block I had to

luxuriate in the writer’s block I had to

luxuriate in the writer’s block I had to think ways and means of reflecting him

think ways and means of reflecting him

think ways and means of reflecting him from the dead so he was he had fallen

from the dead so he was he had fallen

from the dead so he was he had fallen down the cliff so in the next episode I

down the cliff so in the next episode I

down the cliff so in the next episode I pulled him up from the cliff so he said

pulled him up from the cliff so he said

pulled him up from the cliff so he said this drama follows the other guys and

this drama follows the other guys and

this drama follows the other guys and says I just took a fall step so I do not

says I just took a fall step so I do not

says I just took a fall step so I do not die so he comes back and he goes on with

die so he comes back and he goes on with

die so he comes back and he goes on with it so on the basis of my own experience

it so on the basis of my own experience

it so on the basis of my own experience I’m telling all the writers the budding

I’m telling all the writers the budding

I’m telling all the writers the budding writers that there is no such thing as a

writers that there is no such thing as a

writers that there is no such thing as a writer’s block it’s only in the mind

writer’s block it’s only in the mind

writer’s block it’s only in the mind these are just the monsters of

these are just the monsters of

these are just the monsters of negativity that playing us all the time

negativity that playing us all the time

negativity that playing us all the time they make funny faces at you

they make funny faces at you

they make funny faces at you they make grotesque faces and they try

they make grotesque faces and they try

they make grotesque faces and they try to browbeat you into submission so the

to browbeat you into submission so the

to browbeat you into submission so the only antidote to this is right right and

only antidote to this is right right and

only antidote to this is right right and right as James Thurber says somewhere

right as James Thurber says somewhere

right as James Thurber says somewhere don’t be obsessed with being right rght

don’t be obsessed with being right rght

don’t be obsessed with being right rght don’t

don’t

don’t obsessed with being right just right if

obsessed with being right just right if

obsessed with being right just right if you want to be a writer no shortcuts no

you want to be a writer no shortcuts no

you want to be a writer no shortcuts no crutches no blocks just right don’t

crutches no blocks just right don’t

crutches no blocks just right don’t think of being right just right just go

think of being right just right just go

think of being right just right just go berserk just keep writing and something

berserk just keep writing and something

berserk just keep writing and something sure that greatest park is going to be

sure that greatest park is going to be

sure that greatest park is going to be ignited whenever you feel down or

ignited whenever you feel down or

ignited whenever you feel down or whenever those monsters of negativity

whenever those monsters of negativity

whenever those monsters of negativity try to scare you into submission you

try to scare you into submission you

try to scare you into submission you just wash them with your confidence and

just wash them with your confidence and

just wash them with your confidence and you will be a winner you will be a

you will be a winner you will be a

you will be a winner you will be a writer you will be a best-seller thanks

writer you will be a best-seller thanks

writer you will be a best-seller thanks [Applause]

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