good morning thank you go say good morning everyone
morning everyone
morning everyone customers could ever understand up from
customers could ever understand up from
customers could ever understand up from the police staff so also just introduced
the police staff so also just introduced
the police staff so also just introduced I’m a rugby player and I believe before
I’m a rugby player and I believe before
I’m a rugby player and I believe before any event that you do or any sporting
any event that you do or any sporting
any event that you do or any sporting event that you should get warmed up
event that you should get warmed up
event that you should get warmed up physically emotionally spiritually so
physically emotionally spiritually so
physically emotionally spiritually so I’m going to do is we’re going to start
I’m going to do is we’re going to start
I’m going to do is we’re going to start buying a quick stretch so if it gets
buying a quick stretch so if it gets
buying a quick stretch so if it gets runs in the air and altima do is going
runs in the air and altima do is going
runs in the air and altima do is going to reach down at this side first
to reach down at this side first
to reach down at this side first well order on then that side will try
well order on then that side will try
well order on then that side will try touches tours and then be careful with
touches tours and then be careful with
touches tours and then be careful with this one we’re going to go backwards be
this one we’re going to go backwards be
this one we’re going to go backwards be careful there we are so stretch now I
careful there we are so stretch now I
careful there we are so stretch now I want to get as mortgage some energy rule
want to get as mortgage some energy rule
want to get as mortgage some energy rule to various phases that where if you’re
to various phases that where if you’re
to various phases that where if you’re not near someone getting near someone so
not near someone getting near someone so
not near someone getting near someone so these two on the second row to go next
these two on the second row to go next
these two on the second row to go next to him just start massaging the person
to him just start massaging the person
to him just start massaging the person in front of you please and I want you
in front of you please and I want you
in front of you please and I want you just to tell them tell them if you want
just to tell them tell them if you want
just to tell them tell them if you want a harder or softer
start judo chopping judo chopping get
start judo chopping judo chopping get into em getting warmed up perfect now
into em getting warmed up perfect now
into em getting warmed up perfect now turn around repay the favor nice
turn around repay the favor nice
turn around repay the favor nice keep going remember harder harder or
keep going remember harder harder or
keep going remember harder harder or softer let me know but I’m not let’s get
softer let me know but I’m not let’s get
softer let me know but I’m not let’s get real warm here judo chop in judo
real warm here judo chop in judo
real warm here judo chop in judo chopping face me so connect some energy
chopping face me so connect some energy
chopping face me so connect some energy just to finish sure we’ve stretched
just to finish sure we’ve stretched
just to finish sure we’ve stretched we’ve got physically ready which kind of
we’ve got physically ready which kind of
we’ve got physically ready which kind of where we’re going to really build this
where we’re going to really build this
where we’re going to really build this energy so when the noise gets to appear
energy so when the noise gets to appear
energy so when the noise gets to appear so I’m going to just me and Emmas with
so I’m going to just me and Emmas with
so I’m going to just me and Emmas with Runza we all only I was answer so when
Runza we all only I was answer so when
Runza we all only I was answer so when the noise gets enough in a room our
the noise gets enough in a room our
the noise gets enough in a room our clapper we’ll sit down and we’ll we’ll
clapper we’ll sit down and we’ll we’ll
clapper we’ll sit down and we’ll we’ll start with this journey sides when you
start with this journey sides when you
start with this journey sides when you make as much noise as physical possible
make as much noise as physical possible
make as much noise as physical possible let everything out and let’s get rid of
let everything out and let’s get rid of
let everything out and let’s get rid of this too this journey for the whole day
this too this journey for the whole day
this too this journey for the whole day so let’s get some noise guys go
perfect thank you so I finish some
perfect thank you so I finish some energy in the room which is great for
energy in the room which is great for
energy in the room which is great for the rest of the speakers there’s nothing
the rest of the speakers there’s nothing
the rest of the speakers there’s nothing worse than going to a room with no
worse than going to a room with no
worse than going to a room with no energy so I’m going to take you on a
energy so I’m going to take you on a
energy so I’m going to take you on a little bit of a journey really and the
little bit of a journey really and the
little bit of a journey really and the you know it might seem quite gimmicky
you know it might seem quite gimmicky
you know it might seem quite gimmicky when you do something like that but it
when you do something like that but it
when you do something like that but it really is important to get yourself
really is important to get yourself
really is important to get yourself emotionally and wash and already saw and
emotionally and wash and already saw and
emotionally and wash and already saw and we’ll take you back so no we don’t have
we’ll take you back so no we don’t have
we’ll take you back so no we don’t have masses of time so I’m going to try keep
masses of time so I’m going to try keep
masses of time so I’m going to try keep my personal started quite quite brief
my personal started quite quite brief
my personal started quite quite brief and straight to the point Muller when I
and straight to the point Muller when I
and straight to the point Muller when I was 8 years old my parents broke up and
was 8 years old my parents broke up and
was 8 years old my parents broke up and I don’t even our parents are broke up or
I don’t even our parents are broke up or
I don’t even our parents are broke up or they’ve been part of a breakup herself
they’ve been part of a breakup herself
they’ve been part of a breakup herself who come quite a difficult time and I
who come quite a difficult time and I
who come quite a difficult time and I was 8 years old my parents broke up and
was 8 years old my parents broke up and
was 8 years old my parents broke up and for some reason we decided to live with
for some reason we decided to live with
for some reason we decided to live with my dad which going back 19 years was was
my dad which going back 19 years was was
my dad which going back 19 years was was sort of unheard of two young boys living
sort of unheard of two young boys living
sort of unheard of two young boys living just with the dad and why I started to
just with the dad and why I started to
just with the dad and why I started to do was because the emotional stress I
do was because the emotional stress I
do was because the emotional stress I guess was a start to comfort and I got
guess was a start to comfort and I got
guess was a start to comfort and I got really big really big on a lot of where
really big really big on a lot of where
really big really big on a lot of where when mother my age or eight years older
when mother my age or eight years older
when mother my age or eight years older were 10 stone and I just kept comfy in
were 10 stone and I just kept comfy in
were 10 stone and I just kept comfy in and comfy at the same time I started
and comfy at the same time I started
and comfy at the same time I started going to school and I’ll talk a little
going to school and I’ll talk a little
going to school and I’ll talk a little bit about masks that we all wear masks
bit about masks that we all wear masks
bit about masks that we all wear masks whether you CEO of a business where they
whether you CEO of a business where they
whether you CEO of a business where they have imprisoned a lot now and prisoners
have imprisoned a lot now and prisoners
have imprisoned a lot now and prisoners the vulgar of a mask rugby player got a
the vulgar of a mask rugby player got a
the vulgar of a mask rugby player got a mask because your job is to run into
mask because your job is to run into
mask because your job is to run into someone as hard as you can you got act
someone as hard as you can you got act
someone as hard as you can you got act off and whatever we’re doing with all
off and whatever we’re doing with all
off and whatever we’re doing with all constant wearing this mask so i hid what
constant wearing this mask so i hid what
constant wearing this mask so i hid what we’re going on arm needs to go on is
we’re going on arm needs to go on is
we’re going on arm needs to go on is this really cheeky lad that always
this really cheeky lad that always
this really cheeky lad that always making jokes and you know we’re really
making jokes and you know we’re really
making jokes and you know we’re really happy underneath our in turmoil absolute
happy underneath our in turmoil absolute
happy underneath our in turmoil absolute turmoil and I started getting bullied
turmoil and I started getting bullied
turmoil and I started getting bullied really bad physically and verbally and
really bad physically and verbally and
really bad physically and verbally and in real difficult time in my life and I
in real difficult time in my life and I
in real difficult time in my life and I guess I said that you know things come
guess I said that you know things come
guess I said that you know things come in threes I remember it just like it
in threes I remember it just like it
in threes I remember it just like it were yesterday it were Friday afternoon
were yesterday it were Friday afternoon
were yesterday it were Friday afternoon my friend will come around my mom’s
my friend will come around my mom’s
my friend will come around my mom’s outside when moms out used to go on a
outside when moms out used to go on a
outside when moms out used to go on a weekend I believe a weekend they were
weekend I believe a weekend they were
weekend I believe a weekend they were first-time thermometers moved into a new
first-time thermometers moved into a new
first-time thermometers moved into a new house and I bring my friend round for
house and I bring my friend round for
house and I bring my friend round for tea and teacher come up to me says I’ll
tea and teacher come up to me says I’ll
tea and teacher come up to me says I’ll real excited a real exciting friend
real excited a real exciting friend
real excited a real exciting friend Kelsey she will come around I’m going to
Kelsey she will come around I’m going to
Kelsey she will come around I’m going to get too young I was like big tea party
get too young I was like big tea party
get too young I was like big tea party and teachers says I’m really sorry
and teachers says I’m really sorry
and teachers says I’m really sorry or you’re going to Kelsey instead
or you’re going to Kelsey instead
or you’re going to Kelsey instead because so what’s happened happened to
because so what’s happened happened to
because so what’s happened happened to your mom she’s been a bit of an accident
your mom she’s been a bit of an accident
your mom she’s been a bit of an accident and that’s all I told myself I’ve gone
and that’s all I told myself I’ve gone
and that’s all I told myself I’ve gone it turned out that my mum as she’ll come
it turned out that my mum as she’ll come
it turned out that my mum as she’ll come to school to pick me up
to school to pick me up
to school to pick me up I carried her spooning over crystal
I carried her spooning over crystal
I carried her spooning over crystal again and left to a slight brain damage
again and left to a slight brain damage
again and left to a slight brain damage so eight years old dealing with my
so eight years old dealing with my
so eight years old dealing with my parents break up then the the bullying
parents break up then the the bullying
parents break up then the the bullying and then fir’d the my mom’s car crash
and then fir’d the my mom’s car crash
and then fir’d the my mom’s car crash what Angela partner was with my mom
what Angela partner was with my mom
what Angela partner was with my mom it led to a variety of mineral
it led to a variety of mineral
it led to a variety of mineral conditions which is why I’m real passion
conditions which is why I’m real passion
conditions which is why I’m real passion about men I love you know I call it a
about men I love you know I call it a
about men I love you know I call it a 20-year journal meant a lot because
20-year journal meant a lot because
20-year journal meant a lot because that’s why he’s been my mum developed
that’s why he’s been my mum developed
that’s why he’s been my mum developed severe depression anxiety amongst Irish
severe depression anxiety amongst Irish
severe depression anxiety amongst Irish in phenomena they were Irish in the room
in phenomena they were Irish in the room
in phenomena they were Irish in the room I sure got a lot of good spirit their
I sure got a lot of good spirit their
I sure got a lot of good spirit their passion of a move on her part upon table
passion of a move on her part upon table
passion of a move on her part upon table dancing and and all that was just
dancing and and all that was just
dancing and and all that was just completely ripped however because she
completely ripped however because she
completely ripped however because she started developing what they believed at
started developing what they believed at
started developing what they believed at a time to be epilepsy so they fed her
a time to be epilepsy so they fed her
a time to be epilepsy so they fed her the highest form of medication on the
the highest form of medication on the
the highest form of medication on the planet for this epilepsy for ten years
planet for this epilepsy for ten years
planet for this epilepsy for ten years and she was kept blacking out blacking
and she was kept blacking out blacking
and she was kept blacking out blacking out and one time again jugo where else
out and one time again jugo where else
out and one time again jugo where else and she has this blackout and what
and she has this blackout and what
and she has this blackout and what happened is might where she live when
happened is might where she live when
happened is might where she live when your school so she’d put T lon
your school so she’d put T lon
your school so she’d put T lon she’s going to front room with T and
she’s going to front room with T and
she’s going to front room with T and then she blacked out and I’ll start
then she blacked out and I’ll start
then she blacked out and I’ll start burning down around her again like the
burning down around her again like the
burning down around her again like the car crash she were very fortunate
car crash she were very fortunate
car crash she were very fortunate someone had come smashed window just
someone had come smashed window just
someone had come smashed window just like the car crash exactly there as if
like the car crash exactly there as if
like the car crash exactly there as if you believe in God or Allah or whatever
you believe in God or Allah or whatever
you believe in God or Allah or whatever religion or spirituality believing as if
religion or spirituality believing as if
religion or spirituality believing as if a guardian angel come smash window and
a guardian angel come smash window and
a guardian angel come smash window and got my mom out of this house or further
got my mom out of this house or further
got my mom out of this house or further develop with my mom with this condition
develop with my mom with this condition
develop with my mom with this condition call need non epileptic attack disorder
call need non epileptic attack disorder
call need non epileptic attack disorder which means my mom just drops falls
which means my mom just drops falls
which means my mom just drops falls about anyone so she’ll fall she’ll a tea
about anyone so she’ll fall she’ll a tea
about anyone so she’ll fall she’ll a tea full knockety faux brick a cheek bone
full knockety faux brick a cheek bone
full knockety faux brick a cheek bone breakage are no signs no signals nothing
breakage are no signs no signals nothing
breakage are no signs no signals nothing she just dropped some falls so when you
she just dropped some falls so when you
she just dropped some falls so when you you know getting over a little bit later
you know getting over a little bit later
you know getting over a little bit later in life you want really friends right
in life you want really friends right
in life you want really friends right here I was fifteen year old II know your
here I was fifteen year old II know your
here I was fifteen year old II know your mom’s out and she’s got her broken nose
mom’s out and she’s got her broken nose
mom’s out and she’s got her broken nose into black Isis you know it’s quite a
into black Isis you know it’s quite a
into black Isis you know it’s quite a tough image against but what were real
tough image against but what were real
tough image against but what were real difficult is that she got passed from
difficult is that she got passed from
difficult is that she got passed from pillar to post so I started looking a
pillar to post so I started looking a
pillar to post so I started looking a lot around mental often and really why
lot around mental often and really why
lot around mental often and really why turned out with my mom’s mind is
turned out with my mom’s mind is
turned out with my mom’s mind is her conscious mind and her subconscious
her conscious mind and her subconscious
her conscious mind and her subconscious mind in work to give us all those now
mind in work to give us all those now
mind in work to give us all those now you’ll all listen and you’ll take 10% of
you’ll all listen and you’ll take 10% of
you’ll all listen and you’ll take 10% of this in and then you go home and think
this in and then you go home and think
this in and then you go home and think about my mom’s subconscious mind can’t
about my mom’s subconscious mind can’t
about my mom’s subconscious mind can’t do that so she gets a little bit
do that so she gets a little bit
do that so she gets a little bit stressed I remember some old computers
stressed I remember some old computers
stressed I remember some old computers at school when you overload it and just
at school when you overload it and just
at school when you overload it and just shuts down that’s basically what my
shuts down that’s basically what my
shuts down that’s basically what my mom’s mindless or I started learning
mom’s mindless or I started learning
mom’s mindless or I started learning about this from a very very young agent
about this from a very very young agent
about this from a very very young agent self-taught myself and then what my dad
self-taught myself and then what my dad
self-taught myself and then what my dad did for me to get me through my
did for me to get me through my
did for me to get me through my struggles I got me to play in rugby so I
struggles I got me to play in rugby so I
struggles I got me to play in rugby so I think I believe that everyone should
think I believe that everyone should
think I believe that everyone should have a corporate mechanism in life and
have a corporate mechanism in life and
have a corporate mechanism in life and whether that be drawing running jointed
whether that be drawing running jointed
whether that be drawing running jointed gym playing rugby which is quite
gym playing rugby which is quite
gym playing rugby which is quite barbaric I guess you really know someone
barbaric I guess you really know someone
barbaric I guess you really know someone it’s not really that good for you but it
it’s not really that good for you but it
it’s not really that good for you but it makes people feel good so it were a real
makes people feel good so it were a real
makes people feel good so it were a real escape for me you know I were a scare
escape for me you know I were a scare
escape for me you know I were a scare pace to go and hear a place where I felt
pace to go and hear a place where I felt
pace to go and hear a place where I felt significant Hill Place rococo connected
significant Hill Place rococo connected
significant Hill Place rococo connected people because at school I went on as I
people because at school I went on as I
people because at school I went on as I Slav cheong fatt a union that will meet
Slav cheong fatt a union that will meet
Slav cheong fatt a union that will meet school rugby over the big guy to give me
school rugby over the big guy to give me
school rugby over the big guy to give me a bad scar so I felt a significant in
a bad scar so I felt a significant in
a bad scar so I felt a significant in that environment and obviously I went on
that environment and obviously I went on
that environment and obviously I went on to you know I got quite quick from a
to you know I got quite quick from a
to you know I got quite quick from a real big career but I went on to play
real big career but I went on to play
real big career but I went on to play professionally and I remember getting
professionally and I remember getting
professionally and I remember getting bought by the lead rhinos and you know
bought by the lead rhinos and you know
bought by the lead rhinos and you know we down south some B’s man even know the
we down south some B’s man even know the
we down south some B’s man even know the sport of rugby league so lead runners at
sport of rugby league so lead runners at
sport of rugby league so lead runners at the time was the the champions the world
the time was the the champions the world
the time was the the champions the world champions and they bought me from
champions and they bought me from
champions and they bought me from Salford so this kid from off ndon where
Salford so this kid from off ndon where
Salford so this kid from off ndon where I’m from you know a council stair to go
I’m from you know a council stair to go
I’m from you know a council stair to go and play in fairly dry nose in
and play in fairly dry nose in
and play in fairly dry nose in travelling world and playing and
travelling world and playing and
travelling world and playing and training with these you know some of the
training with these you know some of the
training with these you know some of the world’s best players was it was just
world’s best players was it was just
world’s best players was it was just unbelievable for me the following year
unbelievable for me the following year
unbelievable for me the following year after my first 10 games in first team I
after my first 10 games in first team I
after my first 10 games in first team I took the risk to go on lon
took the risk to go on lon
took the risk to go on lon I went out of London spent a year in
I went out of London spent a year in
I went out of London spent a year in London when I came back and for some
London when I came back and for some
London when I came back and for some times in life for whatever reason your
times in life for whatever reason your
times in life for whatever reason your face don’t fit just time in UK timing
face don’t fit just time in UK timing
face don’t fit just time in UK timing wrong and and not open to me when I’m
wrong and and not open to me when I’m
wrong and and not open to me when I’m about to lead and whatever reason
about to lead and whatever reason
about to lead and whatever reason they’ve got new coach and we just him
they’ve got new coach and we just him
they’ve got new coach and we just him we’re just even in see eye to eye are I
we’re just even in see eye to eye are I
we’re just even in see eye to eye are I just didn’t fit in his plans and he let
just didn’t fit in his plans and he let
just didn’t fit in his plans and he let me go so I am going to my local team
me go so I am going to my local team
me go so I am going to my local team Halifax which is still some professional
Halifax which is still some professional
Halifax which is still some professional and it’s a dream I always had to play
and it’s a dream I always had to play
and it’s a dream I always had to play for my local team
for my local team
for my local team but when the partner wasn’t into that
but when the partner wasn’t into that
but when the partner wasn’t into that year I felt I failed this time I thought
year I felt I failed this time I thought
year I felt I failed this time I thought I’d failed so I started doing what I did
I’d failed so I started doing what I did
I’d failed so I started doing what I did with our younger start comfy and again
with our younger start comfy and again
with our younger start comfy and again point a lot of where a ballooned broke
point a lot of where a ballooned broke
point a lot of where a ballooned broke up my partner pushed her away and and
up my partner pushed her away and and
up my partner pushed her away and and guys in the room when you break up a
guys in the room when you break up a
guys in the room when you break up a girl the natural reaction is to say
girl the natural reaction is to say
girl the natural reaction is to say let’s go out let’s drink this go find
let’s go out let’s drink this go find
let’s go out let’s drink this go find more girls and and what happened then is
more girls and and what happened then is
more girls and and what happened then is that it started to get to a point where
that it started to get to a point where
that it started to get to a point where I didn’t think I could talk to my
I didn’t think I could talk to my
I didn’t think I could talk to my friends about cuz it was the same answer
friends about cuz it was the same answer
friends about cuz it was the same answer and that feeling out it although what to
and that feeling out it although what to
and that feeling out it although what to say my friends or has missed this girl
say my friends or has missed this girl
say my friends or has missed this girl you know I feel long I’ve realized to
you know I feel long I’ve realized to
you know I feel long I’ve realized to learn I couldn’t tell them that because
learn I couldn’t tell them that because
learn I couldn’t tell them that because they’re we’re dealing with it their
they’re we’re dealing with it their
they’re we’re dealing with it their works are conditioned to do is let’s go
works are conditioned to do is let’s go
works are conditioned to do is let’s go out and one night I’ve gone out and when
out and one night I’ve gone out and when
out and one night I’ve gone out and when you’re at Leeds you go like watch out
you’re at Leeds you go like watch out
you’re at Leeds you go like watch out your Walker eat are you and dark a bit
your Walker eat are you and dark a bit
your Walker eat are you and dark a bit of a magnifying glass and that’s what it
of a magnifying glass and that’s what it
of a magnifying glass and that’s what it was you behavior and everything would
was you behavior and everything would
was you behavior and everything would spawn and I’d come away from that and I
spawn and I’d come away from that and I
spawn and I’d come away from that and I found myself on this altercation on a
found myself on this altercation on a
found myself on this altercation on a knife I myself in a police cell and I
knife I myself in a police cell and I
knife I myself in a police cell and I remember thinking that Mormon this was a
remember thinking that Mormon this was a
remember thinking that Mormon this was a single worst point of my life all that
single worst point of my life all that
single worst point of my life all that stuff it up and I built myself up and
stuff it up and I built myself up and
stuff it up and I built myself up and got away from a certain type of
got away from a certain type of
got away from a certain type of environment to this this professional
environment to this this professional
environment to this this professional environment and here I was in in this
environment and here I was in in this
environment and here I was in in this police cell and that were as I said the
police cell and that were as I said the
police cell and that were as I said the single worst moment at that time and
single worst moment at that time and
single worst moment at that time and this is where I come to why me what’s
this is where I come to why me what’s
this is where I come to why me what’s next because what I realized is that
next because what I realized is that
next because what I realized is that everything that bad that ever happened
everything that bad that ever happened
everything that bad that ever happened in my life from small to big host asked
in my life from small to big host asked
in my life from small to big host asked myself why me and always or done this
myself why me and always or done this
myself why me and always or done this car I’m a failed an example why me
car I’m a failed an example why me
car I’m a failed an example why me you’ve missed a boss as simple as
you’ve missed a boss as simple as
you’ve missed a boss as simple as missing a bus to get somewhere on your
missing a bus to get somewhere on your
missing a bus to get somewhere on your trains layer and it still is it sounded
trains layer and it still is it sounded
trains layer and it still is it sounded or some people are laughing because
or some people are laughing because
or some people are laughing because that’s it and you’re why me why me have
that’s it and you’re why me why me have
that’s it and you’re why me why me have sick of this and then I realize that
sick of this and then I realize that
sick of this and then I realize that every time I ask himself why me this he
every time I ask himself why me this he
every time I ask himself why me this he just got tighter and tighter and tighter
just got tighter and tighter and tighter
just got tighter and tighter and tighter and tighter and you saw slowly crushing
and tighter and you saw slowly crushing
and tighter and you saw slowly crushing me and it was when I was sat in his
me and it was when I was sat in his
me and it was when I was sat in his police cell that this question just come
police cell that this question just come
police cell that this question just come to mount and I said what’s next I got
to mount and I said what’s next I got
to mount and I said what’s next I got two options here he keep going why me
two options here he keep going why me
two options here he keep going why me you find yourself down a road that you
you find yourself down a road that you
you find yourself down a road that you don’t want to be are you go what’s next
don’t want to be are you go what’s next
don’t want to be are you go what’s next and you get yourself in her place where
and you get yourself in her place where
and you get yourself in her place where where’s right so the short version this
where’s right so the short version this
where’s right so the short version this is that I went on and got myself in a
is that I went on and got myself in a
is that I went on and got myself in a bar gym and went in toddler as we said
bar gym and went in toddler as we said
bar gym and went in toddler as we said entrepreneur Moyes trial do new things
entrepreneur Moyes trial do new things
entrepreneur Moyes trial do new things and bought this gym and I got myself in
and bought this gym and I got myself in
and bought this gym and I got myself in complete physical condition got back my
complete physical condition got back my
complete physical condition got back my partner would bought an out and cars and
partner would bought an out and cars and
partner would bought an out and cars and all this stuff would consider success
all this stuff would consider success
all this stuff would consider success had I’d kind of done that with nice
had I’d kind of done that with nice
had I’d kind of done that with nice houses with nice cars and and all that
houses with nice cars and and all that
houses with nice cars and and all that things that I said would consider
things that I said would consider
things that I said would consider success
success
success my missus is six months pregnant if I
my missus is six months pregnant if I
my missus is six months pregnant if I was got asthma in the room and on
was got asthma in the room and on
was got asthma in the room and on Gastman in the room so you had heard
Gastman in the room so you had heard
Gastman in the room so you had heard what I would like at schools our big
what I would like at schools our big
what I would like at schools our big kids or cross country I don’t if you do
kids or cross country I don’t if you do
kids or cross country I don’t if you do a cross could you across country in
a cross could you across country in
a cross could you across country in Bristol we have to go out and feel he’s
Bristol we have to go out and feel he’s
Bristol we have to go out and feel he’s a run basically hi it across countries
a run basically hi it across countries
a run basically hi it across countries you could imagine yeah we would start in
you could imagine yeah we would start in
you could imagine yeah we would start in period one and develop a clapping
period one and develop a clapping
period one and develop a clapping meeting period five honestly I would run
meeting period five honestly I would run
meeting period five honestly I would run start at nine o’clock had teachers used
start at nine o’clock had teachers used
start at nine o’clock had teachers used to always make an example of me because
to always make an example of me because
to always make an example of me because Luke never stops he might be slow but it
Luke never stops he might be slow but it
Luke never stops he might be slow but it never stops as pop him in so I used to
never stops as pop him in so I used to
never stops as pop him in so I used to always look at the kid to our last
always look at the kid to our last
always look at the kid to our last memory I didn’t have to do it I was used
memory I didn’t have to do it I was used
memory I didn’t have to do it I was used to wish I had asthma has to go around
to wish I had asthma has to go around
to wish I had asthma has to go around school track finding a nele but
school track finding a nele but
school track finding a nele but obviously didn’t work so missus rings me
obviously didn’t work so missus rings me
obviously didn’t work so missus rings me one day she six motor rings and she says
one day she six motor rings and she says
one day she six motor rings and she says I’ve got a mum where hospital my
I’ve got a mum where hospital my
I’ve got a mum where hospital my inhalers not working the give me a
inhalers not working the give me a
inhalers not working the give me a nebulizer it’s not working so when I go
nebulizer it’s not working so when I go
nebulizer it’s not working so when I go to hospital so she oh she goes hospital
to hospital so she oh she goes hospital
to hospital so she oh she goes hospital and I’ll give you the short version of
and I’ll give you the short version of
and I’ll give you the short version of story bracelets gets tossed building
story bracelets gets tossed building
story bracelets gets tossed building four years of being with my partner that
four years of being with my partner that
four years of being with my partner that time I’d never seen her cry even when we
time I’d never seen her cry even when we
time I’d never seen her cry even when we broke up here honest all right
broke up here honest all right
broke up here honest all right I just often she missed me but so she
I just often she missed me but so she
I just often she missed me but so she got tossed bill and she’s in medical
got tossed bill and she’s in medical
got tossed bill and she’s in medical assessment wild in the chick around I’ve
assessment wild in the chick around I’ve
assessment wild in the chick around I’ve gone down to shop and I’ve come back
gone down to shop and I’ve come back
gone down to shop and I’ve come back home I’ve been told every eyes have come
home I’ve been told every eyes have come
home I’ve been told every eyes have come back upstairs she’s crying she’s all in
back upstairs she’s crying she’s all in
back upstairs she’s crying she’s all in a children frog she she’s she can’t
a children frog she she’s she can’t
a children frog she she’s she can’t breathe dr. Shapiro’s miracle I describe
breathe dr. Shapiro’s miracle I describe
breathe dr. Shapiro’s miracle I describe it as like a film’s doctor shopper
it as like a film’s doctor shopper
it as like a film’s doctor shopper husband wound of a room and they just
husband wound of a room and they just
husband wound of a room and they just best it tells me that I kept saying I
best it tells me that I kept saying I
best it tells me that I kept saying I was a baby I was a baby I was a bear but
was a baby I was a baby I was a bear but
was a baby I was a baby I was a bear but just told him you missus his critical
just told him you missus his critical
just told him you missus his critical right now lease is critical and off he
right now lease is critical and off he
right now lease is critical and off he goes
goes
goes so I’ve got Ringley says mom till he
so I’ve got Ringley says mom till he
so I’ve got Ringley says mom till he says mom and I tell I tell her about a
says mom and I tell I tell her about a
says mom and I tell I tell her about a doll anyway she comes on after after two
doll anyway she comes on after after two
doll anyway she comes on after after two days of intensive care unit seven
days of intensive care unit seven
days of intensive care unit seven doctors so I route she were fine but the
doctors so I route she were fine but the
doctors so I route she were fine but the the feeling of what of what went on
the feeling of what of what went on
the feeling of what of what went on there were just I know they were
there were just I know they were
there were just I know they were experienced before you know the fact
experienced before you know the fact
experienced before you know the fact that could have lost my old world there
that could have lost my old world there
that could have lost my old world there in that one moment so everyone like
in that one moment so everyone like
in that one moment so everyone like shepherd’s pie so I fought vinaigrette
shepherd’s pie so I fought vinaigrette
shepherd’s pie so I fought vinaigrette boyfriend we’re going to make a
boyfriend we’re going to make a
boyfriend we’re going to make a shepherd’s pie so I go on up and
shepherd’s pie so I go on up and
shepherd’s pie so I go on up and cupboard glass ball falls out me
cupboard glass ball falls out me
cupboard glass ball falls out me millimeter from chopping meat oa7
millimeter from chopping meat oa7
millimeter from chopping meat oa7 attending a meter and I’m thinking why
attending a meter and I’m thinking why
attending a meter and I’m thinking why me what’s next why me
me what’s next why me
me what’s next why me what’s notes and then it came straight
what’s notes and then it came straight
what’s notes and then it came straight to me what’s next so I go on and gone
to me what’s next so I go on and gone
to me what’s next so I go on and gone this was next moment I go on and have
this was next moment I go on and have
this was next moment I go on and have the best season ever odd again all these
the best season ever odd again all these
the best season ever odd again all these all these stuff the single worst thing
all these stuff the single worst thing
all these stuff the single worst thing happened in my life then and rushing
happened in my life then and rushing
happened in my life then and rushing because I know my mate he’s got these
because I know my mate he’s got these
because I know my mate he’s got these cards telling me all real so I’m
cards telling me all real so I’m
cards telling me all real so I’m basically what happened is my uh my
basically what happened is my uh my
basically what happened is my uh my brother in law or per mouth sat in the
brother in law or per mouth sat in the
brother in law or per mouth sat in the third of April and we’re having a laugh
third of April and we’re having a laugh
third of April and we’re having a laugh from the jerk Sunday morning he goes and
from the jerk Sunday morning he goes and
from the jerk Sunday morning he goes and plays football with his friends Sunday
plays football with his friends Sunday
plays football with his friends Sunday afternoon goes to pledging with his
afternoon goes to pledging with his
afternoon goes to pledging with his two-year-old daughter my two-year-old
two-year-old daughter my two-year-old
two-year-old daughter my two-year-old daughter I’m a missus his sister Sunday
daughter I’m a missus his sister Sunday
daughter I’m a missus his sister Sunday night plays cousin has his and off on
night plays cousin has his and off on
night plays cousin has his and off on snapchat his miss and he’s all about
snapchat his miss and he’s all about
snapchat his miss and he’s all about come to my house on the Wednesday
come to my house on the Wednesday
come to my house on the Wednesday talking about buying a house now still
talking about buying a house now still
talking about buying a house now still type of stuff
type of stuff
type of stuff Monday morning goes and buys a rope and
Monday morning goes and buys a rope and
Monday morning goes and buys a rope and text his life found dead Tuesday morning
text his life found dead Tuesday morning
text his life found dead Tuesday morning no sign no signal no warning no nothing
no sign no signal no warning no nothing
no sign no signal no warning no nothing and that led me to this four days after
and that led me to this four days after
and that led me to this four days after that finding that so it would tell her
that finding that so it would tell her
that finding that so it would tell her that my happened is because that Randy’s
that my happened is because that Randy’s
that my happened is because that Randy’s family and this was sort of me I thought
family and this was sort of me I thought
family and this was sort of me I thought I had to sweep up the pieces in a sense
I had to sweep up the pieces in a sense
I had to sweep up the pieces in a sense so I would want to run his best friend
so I would want to run his best friend
so I would want to run his best friend told his the mother of his child Ranma
told his the mother of his child Ranma
told his the mother of his child Ranma Ranma missus told his best friend had to
Ranma missus told his best friend had to
Ranma missus told his best friend had to tell everyone got four days after that
tell everyone got four days after that
tell everyone got four days after that why me what’s next started going through
why me what’s next started going through
why me what’s next started going through my head and the what’s next moment for
my head and the what’s next moment for
my head and the what’s next moment for me was finding a career in a space where
me was finding a career in a space where
me was finding a career in a space where men could go and talk because he’s
men could go and talk because he’s
men could go and talk because he’s obviously at a booth topic on why men
obviously at a booth topic on why men
obviously at a booth topic on why men will go and talk
will go and talk
will go and talk so the what next came in first people
so the what next came in first people
so the what next came in first people like the physically handing back so
like the physically handing back so
like the physically handing back so there’s no physical you know you can’t
there’s no physical you know you can’t
there’s no physical you know you can’t bring him back so it is why me it’s all
bring him back so it is why me it’s all
bring him back so it is why me it’s all why me how can you ever watch now then I
why me how can you ever watch now then I
why me how can you ever watch now then I realized that what’s next what you’re
realized that what’s next what you’re
realized that what’s next what you’re relating what’s next is to what can you
relating what’s next is to what can you
relating what’s next is to what can you do next
do next
do next you can change what’s Connors you can
you can change what’s Connors you can
you can change what’s Connors you can change what’s going to be so what I did
change what’s going to be so what I did
change what’s going to be so what I did is I went along start this group first
is I went along start this group first
is I went along start this group first session nine men turned up then fifteen
session nine men turned up then fifteen
session nine men turned up then fifteen men turned up then I started a campaign
men turned up then I started a campaign
men turned up then I started a campaign some his Marcia we were take a selfie
some his Marcia we were take a selfie
some his Marcia we were take a selfie like this within four week over hundred
like this within four week over hundred
like this within four week over hundred million people had done it and I believe
million people had done it and I believe
million people had done it and I believe that he so care talk that’s what it is
that he so care talk that’s what it is
that he so care talk that’s what it is it’s okay talking about a period because
it’s okay talking about a period because
it’s okay talking about a period because this one just a split-second decision
this one just a split-second decision
this one just a split-second decision this is a lifetime I’m in love you know
this is a lifetime I’m in love you know
this is a lifetime I’m in love you know this started when our eight years old
this started when our eight years old
this started when our eight years old the father I probably very lucky that I
the father I probably very lucky that I
the father I probably very lucky that I learned to talk at eight years old the
learned to talk at eight years old the
learned to talk at eight years old the resilience my dad had put in me Alan
resilience my dad had put in me Alan
resilience my dad had put in me Alan talk a years old so came up with a
talk a years old so came up with a
talk a years old so came up with a selfie idea I’m a revenue job I may say
selfie idea I’m a revenue job I may say
selfie idea I’m a revenue job I may say since you’re better they say to me
since you’re better they say to me
since you’re better they say to me Cathy cat co-working cats eat work I
Cathy cat co-working cats eat work I
Cathy cat co-working cats eat work I says no I’ve got feeling it will I just
says no I’ve got feeling it will I just
says no I’ve got feeling it will I just as simple it’s inclusive would be six
as simple it’s inclusive would be six
as simple it’s inclusive would be six year old or 60 year old everyone can do
year old or 60 year old everyone can do
year old or 60 year old everyone can do it and anyway I took the selfie put lots
it and anyway I took the selfie put lots
it and anyway I took the selfie put lots of filters on it because not all I could
of filters on it because not all I could
of filters on it because not all I could and fours but I did on this one
and fours but I did on this one
and fours but I did on this one but although I’ve seen a fault lights
but although I’ve seen a fault lights
but although I’ve seen a fault lights are look quite good under actually so I
are look quite good under actually so I
are look quite good under actually so I took the fall I did it by the morning no
took the fall I did it by the morning no
took the fall I did it by the morning no one had done it and I’m Vicki she’s worn
one had done it and I’m Vicki she’s worn
one had done it and I’m Vicki she’s worn but believing it you know so I kept
but believing it you know so I kept
but believing it you know so I kept hammering it away our messaging people
hammering it away our messaging people
hammering it away our messaging people please put one on please put on please
please put one on please put on please
please put one on please put on please point please put one on by that now
point please put one on by that now
point please put one on by that now people start to do it by Friday Ricky
people start to do it by Friday Ricky
people start to do it by Friday Ricky Gervais donate a lot by blood on it and
Gervais donate a lot by blood on it and
Gervais donate a lot by blood on it and then as I said four-wheeler hundred
then as I said four-wheeler hundred
then as I said four-wheeler hundred million people doing it I had this
million people doing it I had this
million people doing it I had this belief that what we had and I’m going to
belief that what we had and I’m going to
belief that what we had and I’m going to be believer in why y’all why every
be believer in why y’all why every
be believer in why y’all why every another why I believe that was punished
another why I believe that was punished
another why I believe that was punished planet for something and I believe
planet for something and I believe
planet for something and I believe that’s all this stuff it happened man
that’s all this stuff it happened man
that’s all this stuff it happened man you can blame people for what’s up and
you can blame people for what’s up and
you can blame people for what’s up and die you can blame them for the good days
die you can blame them for the good days
die you can blame them for the good days created so what I believed is that my
created so what I believed is that my
created so what I believed is that my what’s next now is to carry on rolling
what’s next now is to carry on rolling
what’s next now is to carry on rolling this movement out so this movement
this movement out so this movement
this movement out so this movement continues to grow we’ve now got eight
continues to grow we’ve now got eight
continues to grow we’ve now got eight clubs across the country from hole to
clubs across the country from hole to
clubs across the country from hole to lay all the way down South Wales Halifax
lay all the way down South Wales Halifax
lay all the way down South Wales Halifax when these clubs are going to keep on
when these clubs are going to keep on
when these clubs are going to keep on growing and one thing I’ve realized is
growing and one thing I’ve realized is
growing and one thing I’ve realized is that thoughts equal feelings so if you
that thoughts equal feelings so if you
that thoughts equal feelings so if you come here really quick pick you up you
come here really quick pick you up you
come here really quick pick you up you want some you look really happy so it’s
want some you look really happy so it’s
want some you look really happy so it’s just this is just a really simple and
just this is just a really simple and
just this is just a really simple and it’s just some I’ve learned along the
it’s just some I’ve learned along the
it’s just some I’ve learned along the way so if I start poking chest how do
way so if I start poking chest how do
way so if I start poking chest how do you feel big grumper well you don’t
you feel big grumper well you don’t
you feel big grumper well you don’t realize any of that I’d probably lead to
realize any of that I’d probably lead to
realize any of that I’d probably lead to anger eventually but I don’t know it’s
anger eventually but I don’t know it’s
anger eventually but I don’t know it’s because I’ve got him up the aisle being
because I’ve got him up the aisle being
because I’ve got him up the aisle being around applies actual eft him a thousand
around applies actual eft him a thousand
around applies actual eft him a thousand pound outside how do you feel now far
pound outside how do you feel now far
pound outside how do you feel now far better by but now as he sits but Danny
better by but now as he sits but Danny
better by but now as he sits but Danny were really upset with young girls and
were really upset with young girls and
were really upset with young girls and potty humor and a person so your
potty humor and a person so your
potty humor and a person so your thoughts equal your feelings every
thoughts equal your feelings every
thoughts equal your feelings every feeling that you think you’ve got really
feeling that you think you’ve got really
feeling that you think you’ve got really it’s just come from afar so you change
it’s just come from afar so you change
it’s just come from afar so you change if you look you link the fight or you
if you look you link the fight or you
if you look you link the fight or you link the action to a different fart and
link the action to a different fart and
link the action to a different fart and the feeling feels a lot different so
the feeling feels a lot different so
the feeling feels a lot different so what’s the message I’ve got for every
what’s the message I’ve got for every
what’s the message I’ve got for every idea is I guess there’s two main
idea is I guess there’s two main
idea is I guess there’s two main messages the fact that it really is okay
messages the fact that it really is okay
messages the fact that it really is okay at all where were you man female a young
at all where were you man female a young
at all where were you man female a young person a no ap doesn’t matter it really
person a no ap doesn’t matter it really
person a no ap doesn’t matter it really is all care talking that by getting
is all care talking that by getting
is all care talking that by getting these faults out there you cannot all
these faults out there you cannot all
these faults out there you cannot all here emotions and the next one is I
here emotions and the next one is I
here emotions and the next one is I guess no matter what happens in life we
guess no matter what happens in life we
guess no matter what happens in life we talk about perseverance and what
talk about perseverance and what
talk about perseverance and what perseverance is it’s that no matter what
perseverance is it’s that no matter what
perseverance is it’s that no matter what you’ll come across and this is my fear
you’ll come across and this is my fear
you’ll come across and this is my fear of perseverance no matter what battle
of perseverance no matter what battle
of perseverance no matter what battle you come across
you come across
you come across your life of a big or small you think is
your life of a big or small you think is
your life of a big or small you think is you know that’s our problem to you
you know that’s our problem to you
you know that’s our problem to you whether you miss a bus out there and you
whether you miss a bus out there and you
whether you miss a bus out there and you think that’s real about however you lose
think that’s real about however you lose
think that’s real about however you lose a loved one life is in perspective to
a loved one life is in perspective to
a loved one life is in perspective to you right then and you’ve got a question
you right then and you’ve got a question
you right then and you’ve got a question that are coming to you right now it’s
that are coming to you right now it’s
that are coming to you right now it’s why me do it to a sit in this moment and
why me do it to a sit in this moment and
why me do it to a sit in this moment and and I guess soul can carry on getting
and I guess soul can carry on getting
and I guess soul can carry on getting more negativity drawn to me I don’t go
more negativity drawn to me I don’t go
more negativity drawn to me I don’t go what sneck stand what can I personally
what sneck stand what can I personally
what sneck stand what can I personally do next to make this situation as
do next to make this situation as
do next to make this situation as positive as possible so I do thank you
positive as possible so I do thank you
positive as possible so I do thank you all for listening and it’s okay talk
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