[Music] so in today’s modern era companies are
so in today’s modern era companies are
so in today’s modern era companies are strongly hunting for bigger customers
strongly hunting for bigger customers
strongly hunting for bigger customers but at the same time there are always
but at the same time there are always
but at the same time there are always few small customers who many a times
few small customers who many a times
few small customers who many a times might get less importance or sometimes
might get less importance or sometimes
might get less importance or sometimes get completely ignore I remember when in
get completely ignore I remember when in
get completely ignore I remember when in my organization
my organization
my organization when particular day for employees
when particular day for employees
when particular day for employees received great appreciation just because
received great appreciation just because
received great appreciation just because they had they had taken a most care of
they had they had taken a most care of
they had they had taken a most care of those small customers despite being
those small customers despite being
those small customers despite being responsible for bigger customers – and
responsible for bigger customers – and
responsible for bigger customers – and their appreciation appreciation included
their appreciation appreciation included
their appreciation appreciation included golden words and those were keep filling
golden words and those were keep filling
golden words and those were keep filling such white spaces as this helps in
such white spaces as this helps in
such white spaces as this helps in customer attention at that very moment I
customer attention at that very moment I
customer attention at that very moment I connected the dots and realized oh there
connected the dots and realized oh there
connected the dots and realized oh there are n number of such small situations in
are n number of such small situations in
are n number of such small situations in life which we ignore or just take it for
life which we ignore or just take it for
life which we ignore or just take it for granted and that ultimately results into
granted and that ultimately results into
granted and that ultimately results into trauma trauma off mental health
trauma trauma off mental health
trauma trauma off mental health depression dejection exit for instance
depression dejection exit for instance
depression dejection exit for instance my mom sue is better go and get you a
my mom sue is better go and get you a
my mom sue is better go and get you a watch repair no yes mambas gyro gyro and
watch repair no yes mambas gyro gyro and
watch repair no yes mambas gyro gyro and believe me I would never go I would
believe me I would never go I would
believe me I would never go I would never go and then exam time Christmas
never go and then exam time Christmas
never go and then exam time Christmas abukuma me go give my memory
abukuma me go give my memory
abukuma me go give my memory girdi or gently JEA examine I cannot ask
girdi or gently JEA examine I cannot ask
girdi or gently JEA examine I cannot ask right and and then all those frustration
right and and then all those frustration
right and and then all those frustration mood off will happen which could have
mood off will happen which could have
mood off will happen which could have been avoided I’m sure all of us all of
been avoided I’m sure all of us all of
been avoided I’m sure all of us all of us at some point of time have ignored
us at some point of time have ignored
us at some point of time have ignored such small situations so these small
such small situations so these small
such small situations so these small situations are the white spaces of our
situations are the white spaces of our
situations are the white spaces of our life that needs to be filled at the
life that needs to be filled at the
life that needs to be filled at the right time otherwise they end up
right time otherwise they end up
right time otherwise they end up creating an unnecessary drama I remember
creating an unnecessary drama I remember
creating an unnecessary drama I remember when I was in seventh grade my English
when I was in seventh grade my English
when I was in seventh grade my English teacher called me upon the dice and said
teacher called me upon the dice and said
teacher called me upon the dice and said read the first page of the chapter she
read the first page of the chapter she
read the first page of the chapter she taught us the last day now first time on
taught us the last day now first time on
taught us the last day now first time on stage and that too in front of 50
stage and that too in front of 50
stage and that too in front of 50 approximate people my mind was racing
approximate people my mind was racing
approximate people my mind was racing and I was trembling with cold feet
and I was trembling with cold feet
and I was trembling with cold feet extremely nervous I went on stage and
extremely nervous I went on stage and
extremely nervous I went on stage and believe me I was not able to read a
believe me I was not able to read a
believe me I was not able to read a single line currently and few minutes
single line currently and few minutes
single line currently and few minutes later giggling sound from all corners of
later giggling sound from all corners of
later giggling sound from all corners of the room ha ha hee hee hee can not do it
the room ha ha hee hee hee can not do it
the room ha ha hee hee hee can not do it by to Randy to Senegal started in that
by to Randy to Senegal started in that
by to Randy to Senegal started in that moment that moment put me into
moment that moment put me into
moment that moment put me into glossophobia there is fear of public
glossophobia there is fear of public
glossophobia there is fear of public speaking
speaking
speaking it shook me from inside and I felt as if
it shook me from inside and I felt as if
it shook me from inside and I felt as if I had become the football of others
I had become the football of others
I had become the football of others opinion I went into depression and since
opinion I went into depression and since
opinion I went into depression and since then I installed myself I refrained
then I installed myself I refrained
then I installed myself I refrained myself from speaking but fortunately
myself from speaking but fortunately
myself from speaking but fortunately they say time time heals everything and
they say time time heals everything and
they say time time heals everything and one fine day I came across this
one fine day I came across this
one fine day I came across this beautiful coat that is you never fail
beautiful coat that is you never fail
beautiful coat that is you never fail when you fall down you fail when you
when you fall down you fail when you
when you fall down you fail when you refuse together this code motivated me
refuse together this code motivated me
refuse together this code motivated me so much that I felt if I fill the
so much that I felt if I fill the
so much that I felt if I fill the unfilled white space I can come out of
unfilled white space I can come out of
unfilled white space I can come out of the drama and nowhere in life I don’t
the drama and nowhere in life I don’t
the drama and nowhere in life I don’t know why no I don’t know what happened
know why no I don’t know what happened
know why no I don’t know what happened then next I realized
then next I realized
then next I realized despite being regular pushed from my
despite being regular pushed from my
despite being regular pushed from my parents Suraj read Suraj
parents Suraj read Suraj
parents Suraj read Suraj read I would do all of the think things
read I would do all of the think things
read I would do all of the think things except reading and hence when the d-day
except reading and hence when the d-day
except reading and hence when the d-day came around I was not able to read a
came around I was not able to read a
came around I was not able to read a single line frankly but then this dawned
single line frankly but then this dawned
single line frankly but then this dawned on me and I decided to start reading
on me and I decided to start reading
on me and I decided to start reading every day but who cared enough maybe in
every day but who cared enough maybe in
every day but who cared enough maybe in summer so it was difficult to mold
summer so it was difficult to mold
summer so it was difficult to mold myself initially so I could not read
myself initially so I could not read
myself initially so I could not read more than very short periods of time but
more than very short periods of time but
more than very short periods of time but then eventually I became habituated to
then eventually I became habituated to
then eventually I became habituated to reading and then it made me the avid
reading and then it made me the avid
reading and then it made me the avid reader
reader
reader today and not only this I also started
today and not only this I also started
today and not only this I also started watching videos of great speakers to
watching videos of great speakers to
watching videos of great speakers to understand this art of public speaking
understand this art of public speaking
understand this art of public speaking and after years of research I got one
and after years of research I got one
and after years of research I got one beautiful club that helped me improving
beautiful club that helped me improving
beautiful club that helped me improving my communication and leadership skills
my communication and leadership skills
my communication and leadership skills and learning all these skills made me
and learning all these skills made me
and learning all these skills made me worthy of the title mr. Knight mr.
worthy of the title mr. Knight mr.
worthy of the title mr. Knight mr. Knight Devore dear warrior of my
Knight Devore dear warrior of my
Knight Devore dear warrior of my organization yes I was crowned as the
organization yes I was crowned as the
organization yes I was crowned as the warrior he is the mr. Knight of no
warrior he is the mr. Knight of no
warrior he is the mr. Knight of no organization and I would say that was a
organization and I would say that was a
organization and I would say that was a golden feather in my cap so when I fill
golden feather in my cap so when I fill
golden feather in my cap so when I fill the white space I came out of the trauma
the white space I came out of the trauma
the white space I came out of the trauma and got the success so moving on to the
and got the success so moving on to the
and got the success so moving on to the another excerpt of my life when I was in
another excerpt of my life when I was in
another excerpt of my life when I was in first year of engineering first year of
first year of engineering first year of
first year of engineering first year of engineering for first six months I did
engineering for first six months I did
engineering for first six months I did not go home now for someone who has
not go home now for someone who has
not go home now for someone who has lived all his life in close-knit family
lived all his life in close-knit family
lived all his life in close-knit family it was a pretty big deal but here’s the
it was a pretty big deal but here’s the
it was a pretty big deal but here’s the catch you know why why I did not go home
catch you know why why I did not go home
catch you know why why I did not go home it was from Poona to Nasik it takes six
it was from Poona to Nasik it takes six
it was from Poona to Nasik it takes six hours so that’s 12 hours back and forth
hours so that’s 12 hours back and forth
hours so that’s 12 hours back and forth I thought to myself I’d waste 12 hours
I thought to myself I’d waste 12 hours
I thought to myself I’d waste 12 hours when I can spend it studying yes at that
when I can spend it studying yes at that
when I can spend it studying yes at that time I felt it as a waste and it made
time I felt it as a waste and it made
time I felt it as a waste and it made perfect sense to me believe me if only I
perfect sense to me believe me if only I
perfect sense to me believe me if only I couldn’t I knew the huge white space I
couldn’t I knew the huge white space I
couldn’t I knew the huge white space I was creating by doing that my intentions
was creating by doing that my intentions
was creating by doing that my intentions were good but unknowingly I did a huge
were good but unknowingly I did a huge
were good but unknowingly I did a huge blunder I called my parents and said I
blunder I called my parents and said I
blunder I called my parents and said I have leaves preparation leaves and I
have leaves preparation leaves and I
have leaves preparation leaves and I will prepare I’ll not come home because
will prepare I’ll not come home because
will prepare I’ll not come home because I have to study a lot parents they
I have to study a lot parents they
I have to study a lot parents they became sad but then they agreed because
became sad but then they agreed because
became sad but then they agreed because parents are the people in your life who
parents are the people in your life who
parents are the people in your life who are ready to do just about anything for
are ready to do just about anything for
are ready to do just about anything for you anything so they wanted to meet me
you anything so they wanted to meet me
you anything so they wanted to meet me wanted to talk to me wanted to see
wanted to talk to me wanted to see
wanted to talk to me wanted to see whether I am at my best health or not
whether I am at my best health or not
whether I am at my best health or not but they sacrificed they sacrifice their
but they sacrificed they sacrifice their
but they sacrificed they sacrifice their all emotions
all emotions
all emotions they’ll frame themselves from meeting me
they’ll frame themselves from meeting me
they’ll frame themselves from meeting me from
from
from stabbing me in my language I did not
stabbing me in my language I did not
stabbing me in my language I did not realize their pain at that time how
realize their pain at that time how
realize their pain at that time how difficult every moon every minute would
difficult every moon every minute would
difficult every moon every minute would have been for them I did not realized
have been for them I did not realized
have been for them I did not realized and days passed days passed and friends
and days passed days passed and friends
and days passed days passed and friends moved my hostel who went back home to
moved my hostel who went back home to
moved my hostel who went back home to meet their family started coming back to
meet their family started coming back to
meet their family started coming back to history and here things started changing
history and here things started changing
history and here things started changing for me by seeing those happy faces
for me by seeing those happy faces
for me by seeing those happy faces satisfied faces
satisfied faces
satisfied faces I started feeling immensely homesick now
I started feeling immensely homesick now
I started feeling immensely homesick now but now only five is very meaning for
but now only five is very meaning for
but now only five is very meaning for the exam so even if I wanted to go home
the exam so even if I wanted to go home
the exam so even if I wanted to go home I could not I thought this is weird but
I could not I thought this is weird but
I could not I thought this is weird but no something worst was waiting for me
no something worst was waiting for me
no something worst was waiting for me even being fully prepared for exams I
even being fully prepared for exams I
even being fully prepared for exams I was not able to do simple maths
was not able to do simple maths
was not able to do simple maths calculations I tried hard to find out
calculations I tried hard to find out
calculations I tried hard to find out the reason but no hard luck it was not
the reason but no hard luck it was not
the reason but no hard luck it was not at all able to concentrate on these
at all able to concentrate on these
at all able to concentrate on these simple things and then fear started
simple things and then fear started
simple things and then fear started again and that term of mental health all
again and that term of mental health all
again and that term of mental health all Arabic all over again but somehow I gave
Arabic all over again but somehow I gave
Arabic all over again but somehow I gave all exams in that situation and went
all exams in that situation and went
all exams in that situation and went back home moment I went back home magic
back home moment I went back home magic
back home moment I went back home magic happened the moment I stepped at the
happened the moment I stepped at the
happened the moment I stepped at the door of my home I felt as if all my
door of my home I felt as if all my
door of my home I felt as if all my problems vanished and I was at peace I
problems vanished and I was at peace I
problems vanished and I was at peace I was at peace
was at peace
was at peace so the trauma of mental health was again
so the trauma of mental health was again
so the trauma of mental health was again because of the wide space I had created
because of the wide space I had created
because of the wide space I had created by disregarding the importance of family
by disregarding the importance of family
by disregarding the importance of family so the key here is we should have proper
so the key here is we should have proper
so the key here is we should have proper balance between our professional and
balance between our professional and
balance between our professional and personal life that is the key my dear
personal life that is the key my dear
personal life that is the key my dear friend that is the key so I learned from
friend that is the key so I learned from
friend that is the key so I learned from that situation and then never let it
that situation and then never let it
that situation and then never let it happen again never let those
happen again never let those
happen again never let those white-spaces born again in my life
white-spaces born again in my life
white-spaces born again in my life but adding one more part of my life to
but adding one more part of my life to
but adding one more part of my life to this is on 28 August on 28 August 2016
this is on 28 August on 28 August 2016
this is on 28 August on 28 August 2016 the most important exam of my career was
the most important exam of my career was
the most important exam of my career was sheduled at 4:00 p.m. exam started on
sheduled at 4:00 p.m. exam started on
sheduled at 4:00 p.m. exam started on time and as soon as it came to an end I
time and as soon as it came to an end I
time and as soon as it came to an end I was supposed to slake my soul by
was supposed to slake my soul by
was supposed to slake my soul by clicking on the submit button I was
clicking on the submit button I was
clicking on the submit button I was nervous but I clicked it I clicked it in
nervous but I clicked it I clicked it in
nervous but I clicked it I clicked it in computer screen flash failed yet again
computer screen flash failed yet again
computer screen flash failed yet again depressed dejected demotivated I felt as
depressed dejected demotivated I felt as
depressed dejected demotivated I felt as if all the hard work gone down the drain
if all the hard work gone down the drain
if all the hard work gone down the drain and I lost those twenty thousand exam
and I lost those twenty thousand exam
and I lost those twenty thousand exam fees exam fees was twenty thousand of
fees exam fees was twenty thousand of
fees exam fees was twenty thousand of that exam and I lost those also I felt I
that exam and I lost those also I felt I
that exam and I lost those also I felt I lost the plot but fortunately my dear
lost the plot but fortunately my dear
lost the plot but fortunately my dear friends I had this true friend with me
friends I had this true friend with me
friends I had this true friend with me with whom I can share all my miseries
with whom I can share all my miseries
with whom I can share all my miseries even and the store most waters you know
even and the store most waters you know
even and the store most waters you know who that true friend is my table I went
who that true friend is my table I went
who that true friend is my table I went back to my table and asked why why is
back to my table and asked why why is
back to my table and asked why why is this happening with me why always i
this happening with me why always i
this happening with me why always i asked all these questions and my to my
asked all these questions and my to my
asked all these questions and my to my table in this form after playing table
table in this form after playing table
table in this form after playing table for a while in that depressed situation
for a while in that depressed situation
for a while in that depressed situation i actually went into flashback of my
i actually went into flashback of my
i actually went into flashback of my preparation flashback of my preparation
preparation flashback of my preparation
preparation flashback of my preparation and there i found i did all the hard
and there i found i did all the hard
and there i found i did all the hard work but i missed something
work but i missed something
work but i missed something do you know what i did not do the
do you know what i did not do the
do you know what i did not do the a revision regularly and hence lost the
a revision regularly and hence lost the
a revision regularly and hence lost the plot just by 25 marks so the unfilled
plot just by 25 marks so the unfilled
plot just by 25 marks so the unfilled white space here was not doing a
white space here was not doing a
white space here was not doing a revision irregularly but the beauty here
revision irregularly but the beauty here
revision irregularly but the beauty here was my true friend table showed me the
was my true friend table showed me the
was my true friend table showed me the unfilled white space and beauty of this
unfilled white space and beauty of this
unfilled white space and beauty of this unfilled white spaces once you find it
unfilled white spaces once you find it
unfilled white spaces once you find it you your trauma vanishes and you
you your trauma vanishes and you
you your trauma vanishes and you relinquish your own fear and debunk all
relinquish your own fear and debunk all
relinquish your own fear and debunk all the myths so books renewed notes
the myths so books renewed notes
the myths so books renewed notes returned and Exploited preparation
returned and Exploited preparation
returned and Exploited preparation started again with a single goal in mind
started again with a single goal in mind
started again with a single goal in mind that is to crack this exam and next four
that is to crack this exam and next four
that is to crack this exam and next four months again I did all the hard work but
months again I did all the hard work but
months again I did all the hard work but this time filling those white spaces
finally the moment arrived 28th of
finally the moment arrived 28th of December 2016 exactly after four months
December 2016 exactly after four months
December 2016 exactly after four months I enter the exam hall and I was supposed
I enter the exam hall and I was supposed
I enter the exam hall and I was supposed to slake my soul by clicking on that
to slake my soul by clicking on that
to slake my soul by clicking on that submit button
this time I knew 20,000 again at stake
this time I knew 20,000 again at stake but this time it wasn’t just the money
but this time it wasn’t just the money
but this time it wasn’t just the money but my self-esteem this time it was my
but my self-esteem this time it was my
but my self-esteem this time it was my self-esteem and I clicked on the submit
self-esteem and I clicked on the submit
self-esteem and I clicked on the submit button n computer screen flashed
button n computer screen flashed
button n computer screen flashed congratulations you score 100% I felt as
congratulations you score 100% I felt as
congratulations you score 100% I felt as if I’m the king of the world and I can
if I’m the king of the world and I can
if I’m the king of the world and I can do any single thing in this world and
do any single thing in this world and
do any single thing in this world and since then my dear friend since then I
since then my dear friend since then I
since then my dear friend since then I stopped being a full of failure and
stopped being a full of failure and
stopped being a full of failure and realised one beautiful part about the
realised one beautiful part about the
realised one beautiful part about the success and failure that is success is
success and failure that is success is
success and failure that is success is sort of insignificant without preceding
sort of insignificant without preceding
sort of insignificant without preceding failure so my dear friends whenever you
failure so my dear friends whenever you
failure so my dear friends whenever you find yourself and depressed dejected
find yourself and depressed dejected
find yourself and depressed dejected position or situation or you feel as if
position or situation or you feel as if
position or situation or you feel as if you lost the plot
you lost the plot
you lost the plot find your escape find your passion where
find your escape find your passion where
find your escape find your passion where you can take your mind and find the
you can take your mind and find the
you can take your mind and find the answers eventually you will find that
answers eventually you will find that
answers eventually you will find that unfilled white space once you find that
unfilled white space once you find that
unfilled white space once you find that unfilled white space ball will be in
unfilled white space ball will be in
unfilled white space ball will be in your coat and you always can come out of
your coat and you always can come out of
your coat and you always can come out of the trauma and raise yourself to the
the trauma and raise yourself to the
the trauma and raise yourself to the next level
next level
next level so ladies and gentlemen can you find
so ladies and gentlemen can you find
so ladies and gentlemen can you find such white spaces in your life can you
such white spaces in your life can you
such white spaces in your life can you thank you so much
thank you so much
thank you so much [Applause]
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