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What photographing 1005 faces taught me | Sarah Lyons | TEDxSanAntonio


San Antonio is a community of

San Antonio is a community of interesting and diverse and opinionated

interesting and diverse and opinionated

interesting and diverse and opinionated people we are forward thinking and eager

people we are forward thinking and eager

people we are forward thinking and eager to be a part of something bigger than

to be a part of something bigger than

to be a part of something bigger than ourselves we are young and old and from

ourselves we are young and old and from

ourselves we are young and old and from everywhere in the world and from right

everywhere in the world and from right

everywhere in the world and from right here together we are community and we

here together we are community and we

here together we are community and we need each other we need each other to

need each other we need each other to

need each other we need each other to create that human connection that

create that human connection that

create that human connection that community provides to fulfill the desire

community provides to fulfill the desire

community provides to fulfill the desire to belong that is at the core of our

to belong that is at the core of our

to belong that is at the core of our souls to lift each other up when we are

souls to lift each other up when we are

souls to lift each other up when we are down to grow and celebrate we need each

down to grow and celebrate we need each

down to grow and celebrate we need each other we need community my community of

other we need community my community of

other we need community my community of San Antonio as a photographer in San

San Antonio as a photographer in San

San Antonio as a photographer in San Antonio my camera takes me to places I

Antonio my camera takes me to places I

Antonio my camera takes me to places I wouldn’t otherwise have access to in

wouldn’t otherwise have access to in

wouldn’t otherwise have access to in 2013 I decided to photograph a thousand

2013 I decided to photograph a thousand

2013 I decided to photograph a thousand and five people to show this unique

and five people to show this unique

and five people to show this unique experience I get to have it began after

experience I get to have it began after

experience I get to have it began after a photo assignment for dream week which

a photo assignment for dream week which

a photo assignment for dream week which is a 12 day summit that took me to

is a 12 day summit that took me to

is a 12 day summit that took me to events across the city that promote

events across the city that promote

events across the city that promote meaningful conversations and

meaningful conversations and

meaningful conversations and celebrations of diversity and culture

celebrations of diversity and culture

celebrations of diversity and culture after taking a great deal of photos the

after taking a great deal of photos the

after taking a great deal of photos the founder of dream we commented that it

founder of dream we commented that it

founder of dream we commented that it would be interesting to pull out a

would be interesting to pull out a

would be interesting to pull out a thousand of these faces and place them

thousand of these faces and place them

thousand of these faces and place them side-by-side I liked the idea and I

side-by-side I liked the idea and I

side-by-side I liked the idea and I decided to start fresh a thousand would

decided to start fresh a thousand would

decided to start fresh a thousand would give me a great subsection of our city

give me a great subsection of our city

give me a great subsection of our city but a thousand and five would make it

but a thousand and five would make it

but a thousand and five would make it memorable in order to level the playing

memorable in order to level the playing

memorable in order to level the playing field and create the same context for

field and create the same context for

field and create the same context for everybody I photographed the images in

everybody I photographed the images in

everybody I photographed the images in the exact same light with the same

the exact same light with the same

the exact same light with the same background in same composition stripping

background in same composition stripping

background in same composition stripping away as many elements as I could that

away as many elements as I could that

away as many elements as I could that typically lead to preconceived notions

typically lead to preconceived notions

typically lead to preconceived notions and judgments it’s kind of like a mug

and judgments it’s kind of like a mug

and judgments it’s kind of like a mug shot each person involved was asked to

shot each person involved was asked to

shot each person involved was asked to write whatever they may like onto a

write whatever they may like onto a

write whatever they may like onto a small marker board there was no criteria

small marker board there was no criteria

small marker board there was no criteria for what they wrote I began with family

for what they wrote I began with family

for what they wrote I began with family and friends and the momentum grew is the

and friends and the momentum grew is the

and friends and the momentum grew is the call to action was spread via social

call to action was spread via social

call to action was spread via social media I had events across the city and I

media I had events across the city and I

media I had events across the city and I invited anyone who wanted to join the

invited anyone who wanted to join the

invited anyone who wanted to join the internet was the main home of the

internet was the main home of the

internet was the main home of the project but I was also able to take the

project but I was also able to take the

project but I was also able to take the portraits into public spaces

portraits into public spaces

portraits into public spaces I used a simple technique of wheat

I used a simple technique of wheat

I used a simple technique of wheat pasting to display on city streets I had

pasting to display on city streets I had

pasting to display on city streets I had wonderful gallery openings where I

wonderful gallery openings where I

wonderful gallery openings where I showed all 1005 faces side by side and

showed all 1005 faces side by side and

showed all 1005 faces side by side and finally I had them published into a

finally I had them published into a

finally I had them published into a single book it was a beautiful time

single book it was a beautiful time

single book it was a beautiful time capsule of our city after one year the

capsule of our city after one year the

capsule of our city after one year the body of work was complete and some

body of work was complete and some

body of work was complete and some interesting trends emerged 84 people

interesting trends emerged 84 people

interesting trends emerged 84 people wrote just one word 71 people wrote

wrote just one word 71 people wrote

wrote just one word 71 people wrote about love 54 people put their sign in

about love 54 people put their sign in

about love 54 people put their sign in another language and 90 people let their

another language and 90 people let their

another language and 90 people let their inner artist shine they showed us their

inner artist shine they showed us their

inner artist shine they showed us their instruments and their pets they asked us

instruments and their pets they asked us

instruments and their pets they asked us to dream and to smile and laugh and they

to dream and to smile and laugh and they

to dream and to smile and laugh and they encouraged our faith and almost everyone

encouraged our faith and almost everyone

encouraged our faith and almost everyone sought to inspire nearly everyone who

sought to inspire nearly everyone who

sought to inspire nearly everyone who took part in this project used it as an

took part in this project used it as an

took part in this project used it as an opportunity to share something positive

opportunity to share something positive

opportunity to share something positive to be a source of light and of love and

to be a source of light and of love and

to be a source of light and of love and of hope this positivity isn’t

of hope this positivity isn’t

of hope this positivity isn’t necessarily what I expected it’s exactly

necessarily what I expected it’s exactly

necessarily what I expected it’s exactly what I needed as an artist I was looking

what I needed as an artist I was looking

what I needed as an artist I was looking for these ways to find these ideas of

for these ways to find these ideas of

for these ways to find these ideas of community and diversity that were bigger

community and diversity that were bigger

community and diversity that were bigger than myself and create these universal

than myself and create these universal

than myself and create these universal connections but is just myself as Sarah

connections but is just myself as Sarah

connections but is just myself as Sarah my motivation wasn’t quite as altruistic

my motivation wasn’t quite as altruistic

my motivation wasn’t quite as altruistic I was desperately looking for a way to

I was desperately looking for a way to

I was desperately looking for a way to get out of my own head I had just begun

get out of my own head I had just begun

get out of my own head I had just begun a newfound road of recovery and sobriety

a newfound road of recovery and sobriety

a newfound road of recovery and sobriety and although from all external

and although from all external

and although from all external observations my life looked fine I was

observations my life looked fine I was

observations my life looked fine I was dying inside and I was terribly lonely

dying inside and I was terribly lonely

dying inside and I was terribly lonely even in a crowded room I was terrified

even in a crowded room I was terrified

even in a crowded room I was terrified of the isolation that occurs when I let

of the isolation that occurs when I let

of the isolation that occurs when I let my own thoughts overtake me and my hope

my own thoughts overtake me and my hope

my own thoughts overtake me and my hope was that if I focused on a thousand and

was that if I focused on a thousand and

was that if I focused on a thousand and five other people and I let somebody

five other people and I let somebody

five other people and I let somebody else have the stage I wouldn’t be in my

else have the stage I wouldn’t be in my

else have the stage I wouldn’t be in my head so much and so I listened

head so much and so I listened

head so much and so I listened I listen to my daughter Scarlett as she

I listen to my daughter Scarlett as she

I listen to my daughter Scarlett as she protested yet another photo by her

protested yet another photo by her

protested yet another photo by her mother knowing someday we would

mother knowing someday we would

mother knowing someday we would appreciate our struggle and I listened

appreciate our struggle and I listened

appreciate our struggle and I listened as Dana told me the stories of the

as Dana told me the stories of the

as Dana told me the stories of the symbols once written by her Native

symbols once written by her Native

symbols once written by her Native American ancestors how the symbols for

American ancestors how the symbols for

American ancestors how the symbols for bright prospects and hope would be

bright prospects and hope would be

bright prospects and hope would be weaved into the wedding dress you would

weaved into the wedding dress you would

weaved into the wedding dress you would wear to marry the man she had loved for

wear to marry the man she had loved for

wear to marry the man she had loved for 12 years and I listened to my

12 years and I listened to my

12 years and I listened to my grandmother tell me stories of being

grandmother tell me stories of being

grandmother tell me stories of being eight years old and roller skating along

eight years old and roller skating along

eight years old and roller skating along south alamo in the 1930s reminding me of

south alamo in the 1930s reminding me of

south alamo in the 1930s reminding me of where my roots are and I marveled at the

where my roots are and I marveled at the

where my roots are and I marveled at the expression of Amanda who’s larger than

expression of Amanda who’s larger than

expression of Amanda who’s larger than life or a drew me in her warmth inviting

life or a drew me in her warmth inviting

life or a drew me in her warmth inviting everyone around her to be exactly

everyone around her to be exactly

everyone around her to be exactly themselves and I cried several months

themselves and I cried several months

themselves and I cried several months later when I learned that addiction took

later when I learned that addiction took

later when I learned that addiction took her out of this world I’m at the royal

her out of this world I’m at the royal

her out of this world I’m at the royal court a fiesta speciale who used their

court a fiesta speciale who used their

court a fiesta speciale who used their disabilities as a way to bring joy and

disabilities as a way to bring joy and

disabilities as a way to bring joy and laughter an awareness to the world

laughter an awareness to the world

laughter an awareness to the world around them and I listen to bill sink in

around them and I listen to bill sink in

around them and I listen to bill sink in a man who was a hundred years old who

a man who was a hundred years old who

a man who was a hundred years old who had been a leader of integration in our

had been a leader of integration in our

had been a leader of integration in our city who was pushing for renewable

city who was pushing for renewable

city who was pushing for renewable energy before it was trendy I listened

energy before it was trendy I listened

energy before it was trendy I listened as he made ricci jokes without a care in

as he made ricci jokes without a care in

as he made ricci jokes without a care in the world because he was enjoying all of

the world because he was enjoying all of

the world because he was enjoying all of his life to the fullest I saw how

his life to the fullest I saw how

his life to the fullest I saw how Augusto quail are created fashion where

Augusto quail are created fashion where

Augusto quail are created fashion where the imagination can transport you into

the imagination can transport you into

the imagination can transport you into his own beautiful world of dreams and I

his own beautiful world of dreams and I

his own beautiful world of dreams and I found myself at the walls of geekdom

found myself at the walls of geekdom

found myself at the walls of geekdom where technology wizards had created

where technology wizards had created

where technology wizards had created their own incubator that was lifting the

their own incubator that was lifting the

their own incubator that was lifting the city to a new place of recognition and I

city to a new place of recognition and I

city to a new place of recognition and I saw the power of the relationships being

saw the power of the relationships being

saw the power of the relationships being created on a tenth floor in downtown San

created on a tenth floor in downtown San

created on a tenth floor in downtown San Antonio and I learned of B story who was

Antonio and I learned of B story who was

Antonio and I learned of B story who was diagnosed with thyroid cancer and

diagnosed with thyroid cancer and

diagnosed with thyroid cancer and confined to a small room during her

confined to a small room during her

confined to a small room during her treatment unable to have any visitors

treatment unable to have any visitors

treatment unable to have any visitors the window in her room became a lifeline

the window in her room became a lifeline

the window in her room became a lifeline to the world outside of her confinement

to the world outside of her confinement

to the world outside of her confinement and I saw the just love tattoo that Suzy

and I saw the just love tattoo that Suzy

and I saw the just love tattoo that Suzy and all of her love tripa gotten after

and all of her love tripa gotten after

and all of her love tripa gotten after the brutal death of her young daughter

the brutal death of her young daughter

the brutal death of her young daughter and granddaughter at the hands of an

and granddaughter at the hands of an

and granddaughter at the hands of an abusive man I learned of her struggle

abusive man I learned of her struggle

abusive man I learned of her struggle for justice and

for justice and

for justice and I saw the fire and determination that

I saw the fire and determination that

I saw the fire and determination that can only come from a mother who will

can only come from a mother who will

can only come from a mother who will never give up the fight and I found a

never give up the fight and I found a

never give up the fight and I found a friend in Enrique whose own beautiful

friend in Enrique whose own beautiful

friend in Enrique whose own beautiful road to recovery had given him a new

road to recovery had given him a new

road to recovery had given him a new life after he lost everything because of

life after he lost everything because of

life after he lost everything because of addiction and he showed me how to walk

addiction and he showed me how to walk

addiction and he showed me how to walk step by step with hope and courage I met

step by step with hope and courage I met

step by step with hope and courage I met Robert at haven for hope he had come

Robert at haven for hope he had come

Robert at haven for hope he had come into their doors addicted and homeless

into their doors addicted and homeless

into their doors addicted and homeless and had gone through their programs to

and had gone through their programs to

and had gone through their programs to find a new life on the other side with a

find a new life on the other side with a

find a new life on the other side with a heart full of gratitude for what God had

heart full of gratitude for what God had

heart full of gratitude for what God had done for him he became a source of

done for him he became a source of

done for him he became a source of inspiration and guidance to others on a

inspiration and guidance to others on a

inspiration and guidance to others on a similar journey he passed shortly after

similar journey he passed shortly after

similar journey he passed shortly after this photo was taken the express-news

this photo was taken the express-news

this photo was taken the express-news ran a wonderful story on him they asked

ran a wonderful story on him they asked

ran a wonderful story on him they asked to use this photo as it was the only one

to use this photo as it was the only one

to use this photo as it was the only one of him the family had I learned how when

of him the family had I learned how when

of him the family had I learned how when Nina was a small girl her mother was

Nina was a small girl her mother was

Nina was a small girl her mother was battling MS in cancer and her father

battling MS in cancer and her father

battling MS in cancer and her father worked 80 plus hours a week and cared

worked 80 plus hours a week and cared

worked 80 plus hours a week and cared for her and the dogs in her home became

for her and the dogs in her home became

for her and the dogs in her home became her source of love and companionship

her source of love and companionship

her source of love and companionship when she felt alone I met Charlie who

when she felt alone I met Charlie who

when she felt alone I met Charlie who had just opened up bakery Lorraine I saw

had just opened up bakery Lorraine I saw

had just opened up bakery Lorraine I saw his passion and his investment in the

his passion and his investment in the

his passion and his investment in the city and it was contagious and I met

city and it was contagious and I met

city and it was contagious and I met Miguel who although wheelchair-bound has

Miguel who although wheelchair-bound has

Miguel who although wheelchair-bound has the life of three people we became

the life of three people we became

the life of three people we became connected on social media and I saw a

connected on social media and I saw a

connected on social media and I saw a person who is constantly putting in time

person who is constantly putting in time

person who is constantly putting in time and effort to make his community a

and effort to make his community a

and effort to make his community a better place I met Norma whose family

better place I met Norma whose family

better place I met Norma whose family was the first to sell beauty supply

was the first to sell beauty supply

was the first to sell beauty supply products to african-american women in

products to african-american women in

products to african-american women in San Antonio who still works on the same

San Antonio who still works on the same

San Antonio who still works on the same street where her father’s store was

street where her father’s store was

street where her father’s store was built in nineteen sixty eight on the

built in nineteen sixty eight on the

built in nineteen sixty eight on the east side she is fierce in her resolve

east side she is fierce in her resolve

east side she is fierce in her resolve to bring every resource possible to her

to bring every resource possible to her

to bring every resource possible to her neighborhood I met women like me who are

neighborhood I met women like me who are

neighborhood I met women like me who are providing for the household I even met

providing for the household I even met

providing for the household I even met Jesus

I learned about the Sikh religion from

I learned about the Sikh religion from Parham and jess i was invited to their

Parham and jess i was invited to their

Parham and jess i was invited to their place of worship where they taught me

place of worship where they taught me

place of worship where they taught me about their fundamental belief in the

about their fundamental belief in the

about their fundamental belief in the inherent equality of all people I had a

inherent equality of all people I had a

inherent equality of all people I had a wonderful meal in their home where I

wonderful meal in their home where I

wonderful meal in their home where I embarrassed myself by thinking the wife

embarrassed myself by thinking the wife

embarrassed myself by thinking the wife for the wonderful dinner to learn that

for the wonderful dinner to learn that

for the wonderful dinner to learn that parem the husband had been in the

parem the husband had been in the

parem the husband had been in the kitchen all day and I learned humility

kitchen all day and I learned humility

kitchen all day and I learned humility when I photographed David Robinson and

when I photographed David Robinson and

when I photographed David Robinson and he patiently waited through the chaos as

he patiently waited through the chaos as

he patiently waited through the chaos as I cut my hand and the flash broke and

I cut my hand and the flash broke and

I cut my hand and the flash broke and the background tumbled to the ground and

the background tumbled to the ground and

the background tumbled to the ground and my ego was put into check and I saw the

my ego was put into check and I saw the

my ego was put into check and I saw the strength of a military wife who’s giddy

strength of a military wife who’s giddy

strength of a military wife who’s giddy excitement over her husband’s return was

excitement over her husband’s return was

excitement over her husband’s return was that of a school girls and Mario who in

that of a school girls and Mario who in

that of a school girls and Mario who in Native American tradition cleansed me

Native American tradition cleansed me

Native American tradition cleansed me with burning sage and listened as I

with burning sage and listened as I

with burning sage and listened as I aired my troubles and although he cannot

aired my troubles and although he cannot

aired my troubles and although he cannot see could somehow tell I had changed my

see could somehow tell I had changed my

see could somehow tell I had changed my hair and I was reminded to never give up

hair and I was reminded to never give up

hair and I was reminded to never give up and then it would be okay that I was not

and then it would be okay that I was not

and then it would be okay that I was not alone and I knew I would never have to

alone and I knew I would never have to

alone and I knew I would never have to be alone again my community had grown

be alone again my community had grown

be alone again my community had grown into a loving diverse and inspiring

into a loving diverse and inspiring

into a loving diverse and inspiring group of people you were all around me I

group of people you were all around me I

group of people you were all around me I needed all of you and I didn’t even know

needed all of you and I didn’t even know

needed all of you and I didn’t even know it it’s not my responsibility to be

it it’s not my responsibility to be

it it’s not my responsibility to be alive and aware and present in this

alive and aware and present in this

alive and aware and present in this moment sober and just as I am so that I

moment sober and just as I am so that I

moment sober and just as I am so that I can be here when you might need me

can be here when you might need me

can be here when you might need me because this is what community does for

because this is what community does for

because this is what community does for each other and we all need each other we

each other and we all need each other we

each other and we all need each other we can all have this community around us

can all have this community around us

can all have this community around us with the intentionality to listen and

with the intentionality to listen and

with the intentionality to listen and the willingness to get out of our own

the willingness to get out of our own

the willingness to get out of our own heads it happens one small interaction

heads it happens one small interaction

heads it happens one small interaction of time one moment of listening one

of time one moment of listening one

of time one moment of listening one sentence on a marker board thank

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