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What Part of You Will Live Forever? | Aaron White | TEDxAustinCollege


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[Applause] how do you know that your life makes a

how do you know that your life makes a

how do you know that your life makes a difference after you die and how far are

difference after you die and how far are

difference after you die and how far are you willing to go to find out when I was

you willing to go to find out when I was

you willing to go to find out when I was a little kid I was absolutely fascinated

a little kid I was absolutely fascinated

a little kid I was absolutely fascinated by Harry Houdini I would go to the

by Harry Houdini I would go to the

by Harry Houdini I would go to the school history fair dressed up as

school history fair dressed up as

school history fair dressed up as Houdini with handcuffs behind my back

Houdini with handcuffs behind my back

Houdini with handcuffs behind my back and escaped in front of parents and

and escaped in front of parents and

and escaped in front of parents and teachers while I described the life and

teachers while I described the life and

teachers while I described the life and work of the magician and performer and

work of the magician and performer and

work of the magician and performer and escape artist I read every book I could

escape artist I read every book I could

escape artist I read every book I could get my hands on about the man and at

get my hands on about the man and at

get my hands on about the man and at home I had my own little magic kit and

home I had my own little magic kit and

home I had my own little magic kit and routine and my parents would tie my

routine and my parents would tie my

routine and my parents would tie my hands up with rope and my legs and throw

hands up with rope and my legs and throw

hands up with rope and my legs and throw me in the closet to see if I could

me in the closet to see if I could

me in the closet to see if I could escape 2 or 3 times I actually did one

escape 2 or 3 times I actually did one

escape 2 or 3 times I actually did one of the greatest tricks that Houdini ever

of the greatest tricks that Houdini ever

of the greatest tricks that Houdini ever tried to perform the greatest escape act

tried to perform the greatest escape act

tried to perform the greatest escape act was one that happened long after he died

was one that happened long after he died

was one that happened long after he died this man tried to see if he could escape

this man tried to see if he could escape

this man tried to see if he could escape even death itself so when his mom died

even death itself so when his mom died

even death itself so when his mom died he was devastated he loved her with a

he was devastated he loved her with a

he was devastated he loved her with a fierce passion he came from a family of

fierce passion he came from a family of

fierce passion he came from a family of Jewish Eastern European immigrants they

Jewish Eastern European immigrants they

Jewish Eastern European immigrants they were a poor family and when he made it

were a poor family and when he made it

were a poor family and when he made it big here and made the big money he

big here and made the big money he

big here and made the big money he wanted to pay her back and so he bought

wanted to pay her back and so he bought

wanted to pay her back and so he bought her a dress that was made for the Queen

her a dress that was made for the Queen

her a dress that was made for the Queen of England herself but never used he

of England herself but never used he

of England herself but never used he bought his mom a house in Harlem where

bought his mom a house in Harlem where

bought his mom a house in Harlem where he and his wife and mother lived and she

he and his wife and mother lived and she

he and his wife and mother lived and she died one night after the stroke of

died one night after the stroke of

died one night after the stroke of midnight and so at midnight every night

midnight and so at midnight every night

midnight and so at midnight every night for weeks Harry Houdini would go out

for weeks Harry Houdini would go out

for weeks Harry Houdini would go out into the graveyard where his mother was

into the graveyard where his mother was

into the graveyard where his mother was buried lie down on the cool earth in

buried lie down on the cool earth in

buried lie down on the cool earth in front of her headstone

front of her headstone

front of her headstone stretch out his entire body and place

stretch out his entire body and place

stretch out his entire body and place his face on the earth and talked to his

his face on the earth and talked to his

his face on the earth and talked to his mom he even said that when he was buried

mom he even said that when he was buried

mom he even said that when he was buried he wanted his head to rest on a pillow

he wanted his head to rest on a pillow

he wanted his head to rest on a pillow filled with her letters so

filled with her letters so

filled with her letters so therapists might have a little bit to

therapists might have a little bit to

therapists might have a little bit to say about this however you will

say about this however you will

say about this however you will understand when I tell you that when

understand when I tell you that when

understand when I tell you that when someone approached him and said that

someone approached him and said that

someone approached him and said that they wanted to invite him to a seance

they wanted to invite him to a seance

they wanted to invite him to a seance where he could talk to his mother he was

where he could talk to his mother he was

where he could talk to his mother he was intrigued

intrigued

intrigued so the spiritualist movement was on the

so the spiritualist movement was on the

so the spiritualist movement was on the rise again in America at this time the

rise again in America at this time the

rise again in America at this time the ability or the idea that people could

ability or the idea that people could

ability or the idea that people could contact the dead was coming up in

contact the dead was coming up in

contact the dead was coming up in American culture because so many people

American culture because so many people

American culture because so many people had lost loved ones in the First World

had lost loved ones in the First World

had lost loved ones in the First World War

War

War seances were on the rise and happening

seances were on the rise and happening

seances were on the rise and happening all over the United States and a lot of

all over the United States and a lot of

all over the United States and a lot of them looked like you might imagine the

them looked like you might imagine the

them looked like you might imagine the stereotypes of a crystal ball and a

stereotypes of a crystal ball and a

stereotypes of a crystal ball and a floating table and disembodied voices

floating table and disembodied voices

floating table and disembodied voices but Houdini was a magician he knew all

but Houdini was a magician he knew all

but Houdini was a magician he knew all of the tricks and how all of this was

of the tricks and how all of this was

of the tricks and how all of this was done and so he wasn’t buying any of it

done and so he wasn’t buying any of it

done and so he wasn’t buying any of it however his best friend Sir Arthur Conan

however his best friend Sir Arthur Conan

however his best friend Sir Arthur Conan Doyle was and so when they were on

Doyle was and so when they were on

Doyle was and so when they were on vacation together one time he rented a

vacation together one time he rented a

vacation together one time he rented a room and hired someone who said they

room and hired someone who said they

room and hired someone who said they could contact Houdini’s dead mother

could contact Houdini’s dead mother

could contact Houdini’s dead mother now this seance was a hoax from the very

now this seance was a hoax from the very

now this seance was a hoax from the very beginning and Houdini knew it he could

beginning and Houdini knew it he could

beginning and Houdini knew it he could see right through every single one of

see right through every single one of

see right through every single one of the tricks and all of the answers that

the tricks and all of the answers that

the tricks and all of the answers that his mother was supposedly whispering on

his mother was supposedly whispering on

his mother was supposedly whispering on from the grave were completely wrong but

from the grave were completely wrong but

from the grave were completely wrong but he said quietly and patiently through

he said quietly and patiently through

he said quietly and patiently through the whole thing

the whole thing

the whole thing afterward he wrote a series of letters

afterward he wrote a series of letters

afterward he wrote a series of letters to American newspapers saying how

to American newspapers saying how

to American newspapers saying how offended he was that people in a deep

offended he was that people in a deep

offended he was that people in a deep moment of grief were being taken

moment of grief were being taken

moment of grief were being taken advantage of by tricksters and

advantage of by tricksters and

advantage of by tricksters and charlatans just trying to make a dollar

charlatans just trying to make a dollar

charlatans just trying to make a dollar off of somebody’s pain and so he devoted

off of somebody’s pain and so he devoted

off of somebody’s pain and so he devoted the last chapter of his life to

the last chapter of his life to

the last chapter of his life to debunking the spiritualist movement he

debunking the spiritualist movement he

debunking the spiritualist movement he would host big public performances for

would host big public performances for

would host big public performances for thousands of people where he would show

thousands of people where he would show

thousands of people where he would show how the tricks were done one by one and

how the tricks were done one by one and

how the tricks were done one by one and give away all the secrets he took on big

give away all the secrets he took on big

give away all the secrets he took on big names in the industry in person one by

names in the industry in person one by

names in the industry in person one by one but being the ultimate showman he

one but being the ultimate showman he

one but being the ultimate showman he decided that his last trick his last

decided that his last trick his last

decided that his last trick his last escape would be death itself and so the

escape would be death itself and so the

escape would be death itself and so the night before he died on Halloween night

night before he died on Halloween night

night before he died on Halloween night 1926 he gave his wife Bess a secret code

1926 he gave his wife Bess a secret code

1926 he gave his wife Bess a secret code a code that he promised

a code that he promised

a code that he promised he would whisper back to her if he could

he would whisper back to her if he could

he would whisper back to her if he could after he died the secret code that he

after he died the secret code that he

after he died the secret code that he would whisper back was Rosabelle

would whisper back was Rosabelle

would whisper back was Rosabelle believed and so on the anniversary of

believed and so on the anniversary of

believed and so on the anniversary of his death for 10 years on Halloween

his death for 10 years on Halloween

his death for 10 years on Halloween night his wife Bess would host the

night his wife Bess would host the

night his wife Bess would host the seance get all their friends together

seance get all their friends together

seance get all their friends together and wait to hear her husband whisper

and wait to hear her husband whisper

and wait to hear her husband whisper back Rosabelle believed but it never

back Rosabelle believed but it never

back Rosabelle believed but it never happened

happened

happened they had kept a candle lit on the mantel

they had kept a candle lit on the mantel

they had kept a candle lit on the mantel place for 10 years 24 hours a day 7 days

place for 10 years 24 hours a day 7 days

place for 10 years 24 hours a day 7 days a week since his death and on that night

a week since his death and on that night

a week since his death and on that night she walked over to the mantelpiece she

she walked over to the mantelpiece she

she walked over to the mantelpiece she snuffed out the light and said the words

snuffed out the light and said the words

snuffed out the light and said the words 10 years is long enough to wait for any

10 years is long enough to wait for any

10 years is long enough to wait for any man she’s probably right I remember as a

man she’s probably right I remember as a

man she’s probably right I remember as a kid I was intrigued that this man who

kid I was intrigued that this man who

kid I was intrigued that this man who knew the secrets to all the tricks the

knew the secrets to all the tricks the

knew the secrets to all the tricks the cynic and skeptic would set his cynicism

cynic and skeptic would set his cynicism

cynic and skeptic would set his cynicism down for just a night to see if maybe he

down for just a night to see if maybe he

down for just a night to see if maybe he could talk to his mom I’m as skeptical

could talk to his mom I’m as skeptical

could talk to his mom I’m as skeptical as anybody else but I get the impulse he

as anybody else but I get the impulse he

as anybody else but I get the impulse he just wanted to see if perhaps something

just wanted to see if perhaps something

just wanted to see if perhaps something of us lingers on in a tangible way if we

of us lingers on in a tangible way if we

of us lingers on in a tangible way if we can whisper on after we’re gone if we

can whisper on after we’re gone if we

can whisper on after we’re gone if we get to feel the impact of someone whose

get to feel the impact of someone whose

get to feel the impact of someone whose life touched ours in that way I’m a

life touched ours in that way I’m a

life touched ours in that way I’m a skeptic when it comes to these things

skeptic when it comes to these things

skeptic when it comes to these things but I do have a confession to make to

but I do have a confession to make to

but I do have a confession to make to you even though she’s been dead for 20

you even though she’s been dead for 20

you even though she’s been dead for 20 years sometimes I smell my grandmother

years sometimes I smell my grandmother

years sometimes I smell my grandmother see she had an oversized influence in my

see she had an oversized influence in my

see she had an oversized influence in my life kind of like Houdini’s mom but it

life kind of like Houdini’s mom but it

life kind of like Houdini’s mom but it was one that I didn’t understand until

was one that I didn’t understand until

was one that I didn’t understand until long after she was dead and I was an

long after she was dead and I was an

long after she was dead and I was an adult she was the only person I knew

adult she was the only person I knew

adult she was the only person I knew growing up who went to college she

growing up who went to college she

growing up who went to college she stayed in college well into her 60s she

stayed in college well into her 60s she

stayed in college well into her 60s she was the odd duck in our family all I

was the odd duck in our family all I

was the odd duck in our family all I ever wanted to be as a kid was a

ever wanted to be as a kid was a

ever wanted to be as a kid was a grown-up that’s it and she would let me

grown-up that’s it and she would let me

grown-up that’s it and she would let me go to her house and sit in her kitchen

go to her house and sit in her kitchen

go to her house and sit in her kitchen and she would make me decaf coffee and

and she would make me decaf coffee and

and she would make me decaf coffee and let me drink it and pretend

let me drink it and pretend

let me drink it and pretend her house smelled like old books and

her house smelled like old books and

her house smelled like old books and coffee and it had the sounds of public

coffee and it had the sounds of public

coffee and it had the sounds of public radio on in the background I can

radio on in the background I can

radio on in the background I can remember one morning in the early fall

remember one morning in the early fall

remember one morning in the early fall kind of like this day sitting in the

kind of like this day sitting in the

kind of like this day sitting in the back room of her house watching the

back room of her house watching the

back room of her house watching the light streaming through the window and I

light streaming through the window and I

light streaming through the window and I put on a record of an old comedy routine

put on a record of an old comedy routine

put on a record of an old comedy routine about Noah and the Ark I just sat there

about Noah and the Ark I just sat there

about Noah and the Ark I just sat there laughing to myself about how silly we

laughing to myself about how silly we

laughing to myself about how silly we are when we try to make meaning so back

are when we try to make meaning so back

are when we try to make meaning so back to my confession she’s been dead for 20

to my confession she’s been dead for 20

to my confession she’s been dead for 20 years but sometimes I smell my grandma

years but sometimes I smell my grandma

years but sometimes I smell my grandma and I don’t mean something that reminds

and I don’t mean something that reminds

and I don’t mean something that reminds me of her a scent that kind of is like

me of her a scent that kind of is like

me of her a scent that kind of is like her I smell her it’s a distinct

her I smell her it’s a distinct

her I smell her it’s a distinct combination of coffee old books and

combination of coffee old books and

combination of coffee old books and Chanel number five and it’s powerful

Chanel number five and it’s powerful

Chanel number five and it’s powerful when it happens I could remember the

when it happens I could remember the

when it happens I could remember the first time it happened I was out on a

first time it happened I was out on a

first time it happened I was out on a date with my now wife Kate we were

date with my now wife Kate we were

date with my now wife Kate we were dating at the time we were teenagers and

dating at the time we were teenagers and

dating at the time we were teenagers and we had gone down to Dallas to get

we had gone down to Dallas to get

we had gone down to Dallas to get dressed up and go out to a fancy dinner

dressed up and go out to a fancy dinner

dressed up and go out to a fancy dinner in a romantic night we were waiting to

in a romantic night we were waiting to

in a romantic night we were waiting to be seated and I jumped up all of a

be seated and I jumped up all of a

be seated and I jumped up all of a sudden and said oh my god I can smell my

sudden and said oh my god I can smell my

sudden and said oh my god I can smell my dead grandmother which if you’re

dead grandmother which if you’re

dead grandmother which if you’re interested is a really terrible way to

interested is a really terrible way to

interested is a really terrible way to set a romantic evening however it was

set a romantic evening however it was

set a romantic evening however it was palpable it was like she was standing

palpable it was like she was standing

palpable it was like she was standing over my shoulder just whispering back to

over my shoulder just whispering back to

over my shoulder just whispering back to me like she was right there I smelled

me like she was right there I smelled

me like she was right there I smelled her that day on the day of my graduation

her that day on the day of my graduation

her that day on the day of my graduation from Austin College and on the day I

from Austin College and on the day I

from Austin College and on the day I graduated from seminary I don’t know

graduated from seminary I don’t know

graduated from seminary I don’t know what’s going on I don’t know how it

what’s going on I don’t know how it

what’s going on I don’t know how it happens I can’t explain it but it’s

happens I can’t explain it but it’s

happens I can’t explain it but it’s really powerful when it does now maybe

really powerful when it does now maybe

really powerful when it does now maybe we don’t live on like seances and

we don’t live on like seances and

we don’t live on like seances and crystal balls and maybe that’s not my

crystal balls and maybe that’s not my

crystal balls and maybe that’s not my grandmother whispering to me but there

grandmother whispering to me but there

grandmother whispering to me but there is some recent scientific evidence that

is some recent scientific evidence that

is some recent scientific evidence that suggests that we pass on a lot more than

suggests that we pass on a lot more than

suggests that we pass on a lot more than we think the perhaps we are able to pass

we think the perhaps we are able to pass

we think the perhaps we are able to pass on memories in our genes to give our

on memories in our genes to give our

on memories in our genes to give our to take from our ancestors and give to

to take from our ancestors and give to

to take from our ancestors and give to those after us what we love and fear the

those after us what we love and fear the

those after us what we love and fear the magic word in this case is epigenetics

magic word in this case is epigenetics

magic word in this case is epigenetics the basic theory is that many of our

the basic theory is that many of our

the basic theory is that many of our genes come equipped with a little switch

genes come equipped with a little switch

genes come equipped with a little switch and it turns on or off based on your

and it turns on or off based on your

and it turns on or off based on your life experience and then conveys a

life experience and then conveys a

life experience and then conveys a little more information to the next

little more information to the next

little more information to the next generation some researchers at Emory

generation some researchers at Emory

generation some researchers at Emory Emory University in 2013 published a

Emory University in 2013 published a

Emory University in 2013 published a study which suggests that we might be

study which suggests that we might be

study which suggests that we might be able to transmit the memory of trauma in

able to transmit the memory of trauma in

able to transmit the memory of trauma in our bodies to our children and

our bodies to our children and

our bodies to our children and grandchildren what they did was take

grandchildren what they did was take

grandchildren what they did was take mice who had never been outside the lab

mice who had never been outside the lab

mice who had never been outside the lab and exposed them to the scent of cherry

and exposed them to the scent of cherry

and exposed them to the scent of cherry blossoms and then shocked them

blossoms and then shocked them

blossoms and then shocked them immediately and then cherry blossoms and

immediately and then cherry blossoms and

immediately and then cherry blossoms and then a shock and then cherry blossoms

then a shock and then cherry blossoms

then a shock and then cherry blossoms and a shock over and over again until

and a shock over and over again until

and a shock over and over again until when these mice smelled cherry blossoms

when these mice smelled cherry blossoms

when these mice smelled cherry blossoms they began to exhibit a trauma response

they began to exhibit a trauma response

they began to exhibit a trauma response think a shaking body trembling with fear

think a shaking body trembling with fear

think a shaking body trembling with fear stress hormones pumping through the

stress hormones pumping through the

stress hormones pumping through the veins of their tiny organs and bodies

veins of their tiny organs and bodies

veins of their tiny organs and bodies and then those researchers took the

and then those researchers took the

and then those researchers took the children of those mice who had never met

children of those mice who had never met

children of those mice who had never met their parents they hadn’t set around the

their parents they hadn’t set around the

their parents they hadn’t set around the fire telling stories they had never been

fire telling stories they had never been

fire telling stories they had never been shocked and they had never smelled

shocked and they had never smelled

shocked and they had never smelled cherry blossoms and when the children of

cherry blossoms and when the children of

cherry blossoms and when the children of those mice smelled cherry blossoms for

those mice smelled cherry blossoms for

those mice smelled cherry blossoms for the first time they began to shake their

the first time they began to shake their

the first time they began to shake their stress hormones were pumping their

stress hormones were pumping their

stress hormones were pumping their bodies were trembling as if they had

bodies were trembling as if they had

bodies were trembling as if they had been present for the trauma themselves

been present for the trauma themselves

been present for the trauma themselves and like magic it also happened to their

and like magic it also happened to their

and like magic it also happened to their children the grandchildren of the

children the grandchildren of the

children the grandchildren of the original mice responding with their

original mice responding with their

original mice responding with their bodies as if the memory of a trauma they

bodies as if the memory of a trauma they

bodies as if the memory of a trauma they never experienced was alive and well in

never experienced was alive and well in

never experienced was alive and well in them the implications of that are

them the implications of that are

them the implications of that are astounding to me if the DNA and the

astounding to me if the DNA and the

astounding to me if the DNA and the genes and those mice can do it I wonder

genes and those mice can do it I wonder

genes and those mice can do it I wonder if it’s possible for us think of the

if it’s possible for us think of the

if it’s possible for us think of the implications for communities who have

implications for communities who have

implications for communities who have suffered under generational trauma over

suffered under generational trauma over

suffered under generational trauma over and over again think of what

and over again think of what

and over again think of what happens in the bodies of people who

happens in the bodies of people who

happens in the bodies of people who experience institutionalized racism or

experience institutionalized racism or

experience institutionalized racism or oppression for example what coded memory

oppression for example what coded memory

oppression for example what coded memory and trauma is alive and well in the

and trauma is alive and well in the

and trauma is alive and well in the bodies of the children and grandchildren

bodies of the children and grandchildren

bodies of the children and grandchildren and great-grandchildren of enslaved or

and great-grandchildren of enslaved or

and great-grandchildren of enslaved or oppressed people what on earth are we

oppressed people what on earth are we

oppressed people what on earth are we passing on it makes me wonder if perhaps

passing on it makes me wonder if perhaps

passing on it makes me wonder if perhaps the genes in those mice and maybe in us

the genes in those mice and maybe in us

the genes in those mice and maybe in us figured out how to perform the greatest

figured out how to perform the greatest

figured out how to perform the greatest magic trick that Houdini never could

magic trick that Houdini never could

magic trick that Houdini never could every year they whisper their secret

every year they whisper their secret

every year they whisper their secret code on and on and it shows up in the

code on and on and it shows up in the

code on and on and it shows up in the very bodies and bones and blood of their

very bodies and bones and blood of their

very bodies and bones and blood of their children’s children’s children informing

children’s children’s children informing

children’s children’s children informing what we fear and love like they’re

what we fear and love like they’re

what we fear and love like they’re whispering back Rosabelle believe just

whispering back Rosabelle believe just

whispering back Rosabelle believe just more subtle for me it is not cherry

more subtle for me it is not cherry

more subtle for me it is not cherry blossoms it’s coffee

blossoms it’s coffee

blossoms it’s coffee in old books and Chanel number five I

in old books and Chanel number five I

in old books and Chanel number five I found out only after I was ordained and

found out only after I was ordained and

found out only after I was ordained and long after my grandmother was dead that

long after my grandmother was dead that

long after my grandmother was dead that she was an ordained minister and nobody

she was an ordained minister and nobody

she was an ordained minister and nobody had told me I found out that she went to

had told me I found out that she went to

had told me I found out that she went to seminary just down the street from where

seminary just down the street from where

seminary just down the street from where I work and I Drive past her school every

I work and I Drive past her school every

I work and I Drive past her school every single morning I found out that she did

single morning I found out that she did

single morning I found out that she did her internship in San Angelo Texas a

her internship in San Angelo Texas a

her internship in San Angelo Texas a town I had never heard of until I

town I had never heard of until I

town I had never heard of until I married a woman who was born there now

married a woman who was born there now

married a woman who was born there now it’s my house that smells like old books

it’s my house that smells like old books

it’s my house that smells like old books and coffee it’s my house that has the

and coffee it’s my house that has the

and coffee it’s my house that has the sound of public radio in the background

sound of public radio in the background

sound of public radio in the background it’s my family that sits and laughs and

it’s my family that sits and laughs and

it’s my family that sits and laughs and cries at stories of how human beings are

cries at stories of how human beings are

cries at stories of how human beings are so weird and fragile when we’re trying

so weird and fragile when we’re trying

so weird and fragile when we’re trying to make meaning we might not live on in

to make meaning we might not live on in

to make meaning we might not live on in the same way that Houdini thought we

the same way that Houdini thought we

the same way that Houdini thought we might but to me it’s even more magical

might but to me it’s even more magical

might but to me it’s even more magical than that no tricks

than that no tricks

than that no tricks just mystery written in

just mystery written in

just mystery written in of our very genes one of the most

of our very genes one of the most

of our very genes one of the most important questions you ever get to ask

important questions you ever get to ask

important questions you ever get to ask while you are alive is does this matter

while you are alive is does this matter

while you are alive is does this matter does what I do make a difference will

does what I do make a difference will

does what I do make a difference will anybody remember me

anybody remember me

anybody remember me well my impact on the world lasts longer

well my impact on the world lasts longer

well my impact on the world lasts longer than my life and the answer to that

than my life and the answer to that

than my life and the answer to that question is absolutely 100% yes not only

question is absolutely 100% yes not only

question is absolutely 100% yes not only do your actions matter and make a

do your actions matter and make a

do your actions matter and make a difference but the pain that you help

difference but the pain that you help

difference but the pain that you help liberate people from or the pain that

liberate people from or the pain that

liberate people from or the pain that you perpetuate might actually live on in

you perpetuate might actually live on in

you perpetuate might actually live on in the body and the blood and the bones of

the body and the blood and the bones of

the body and the blood and the bones of people you’ll never meet 70 years from

people you’ll never meet 70 years from

people you’ll never meet 70 years from now someone might stand in a moment of

now someone might stand in a moment of

now someone might stand in a moment of awe or feel peace or love they might

awe or feel peace or love they might

awe or feel peace or love they might feel a chill run down their spine or

feel a chill run down their spine or

feel a chill run down their spine or shudder with terror

shudder with terror

shudder with terror perhaps informed by the way that you or

perhaps informed by the way that you or

perhaps informed by the way that you or the system you live in treated their

the system you live in treated their

the system you live in treated their grandmother I don’t know what to do with

grandmother I don’t know what to do with

grandmother I don’t know what to do with that information

that information

that information it sounds magical and empowering and

it sounds magical and empowering and

it sounds magical and empowering and frightening if we have that much power

frightening if we have that much power

frightening if we have that much power do we live forever I have no idea I have

do we live forever I have no idea I have

do we live forever I have no idea I have never been dead at least that I know of

never been dead at least that I know of

never been dead at least that I know of I don’t know if we speak to one another

I don’t know if we speak to one another

I don’t know if we speak to one another in those ways or whether something of us

in those ways or whether something of us

in those ways or whether something of us whispers on like that I have no idea if

whispers on like that I have no idea if

whispers on like that I have no idea if that’s my grandmother behind me or if

that’s my grandmother behind me or if

that’s my grandmother behind me or if that’s just my neurons firing or maybe

that’s just my neurons firing or maybe

that’s just my neurons firing or maybe both but I do know that whether you bear

both but I do know that whether you bear

both but I do know that whether you bear biological children or not your legacy

biological children or not your legacy

biological children or not your legacy will live on maybe in the genetics of

will live on maybe in the genetics of

will live on maybe in the genetics of people you’ll never meet I know that you

people you’ll never meet I know that you

people you’ll never meet I know that you don’t get to choose whether your life

don’t get to choose whether your life

don’t get to choose whether your life has an impact because it will we don’t

has an impact because it will we don’t

has an impact because it will we don’t really even get to choose if our life

really even get to choose if our life

really even get to choose if our life lives on longer than we do how you live

lives on longer than we do how you live

lives on longer than we do how you live will inform how a generation of people

will inform how a generation of people

will inform how a generation of people fear and love the world we don’t get to

fear and love the world we don’t get to

fear and love the world we don’t get to choose if our life lives on longer than

choose if our life lives on longer than

choose if our life lives on longer than us but we do get to decide what impact

us but we do get to decide what impact

us but we do get to decide what impact we will have so let’s make

we will have so let’s make

we will have so let’s make a worthy one all we have time thank you

a worthy one all we have time thank you

a worthy one all we have time thank you [Applause]

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