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Unicorns with Jetpacks | Corey Nickols | TEDxVarna


[Applause]

[Applause] all right how’s it going before we start

all right how’s it going before we start

all right how’s it going before we start I’d actually like to ask for a huge

I’d actually like to ask for a huge

I’d actually like to ask for a huge round of applause for the sponsors as

round of applause for the sponsors as

round of applause for the sponsors as well as the people who are running this

well as the people who are running this

well as the people who are running this event thank you guys so much for ya

event thank you guys so much for ya

event thank you guys so much for ya great alright so let’s get started right

great alright so let’s get started right

great alright so let’s get started right I’m Corey Nichols i’m a celebrity

I’m Corey Nichols i’m a celebrity

I’m Corey Nichols i’m a celebrity photographer from los angeles and i want

photographer from los angeles and i want

photographer from los angeles and i want to explain and tell you some of the

to explain and tell you some of the

to explain and tell you some of the pieces of art that I’ve created but

pieces of art that I’ve created but

pieces of art that I’ve created but before i do any of that i actually need

before i do any of that i actually need

before i do any of that i actually need to take a step back i want to share with

to take a step back i want to share with

to take a step back i want to share with you a couple of events that took place

you a couple of events that took place

you a couple of events that took place on the last couple of years and how it’s

on the last couple of years and how it’s

on the last couple of years and how it’s really shaped a lot of who i am as a

really shaped a lot of who i am as a

really shaped a lot of who i am as a photographer see i got started in

photographer see i got started in

photographer see i got started in photography a lot like a lot of people

photography a lot like a lot of people

photography a lot like a lot of people who do it and they’re told that you’re

who do it and they’re told that you’re

who do it and they’re told that you’re capturing a moment and we’re all told

capturing a moment and we’re all told

capturing a moment and we’re all told that it can be translated as you’re

that it can be translated as you’re

that it can be translated as you’re creating history or you’re freezing time

creating history or you’re freezing time

creating history or you’re freezing time but it actually wasn’t until I saw this

but it actually wasn’t until I saw this

but it actually wasn’t until I saw this amazing piece of art that really changed

amazing piece of art that really changed

amazing piece of art that really changed my mind it really spoke to me in fact I

my mind it really spoke to me in fact I

my mind it really spoke to me in fact I have the piece right here and that’s it

have the piece right here and that’s it

have the piece right here and that’s it now you guys might think I’m crazy and

now you guys might think I’m crazy and

now you guys might think I’m crazy and you might be right but this was created

you might be right but this was created

you might be right but this was created by the famous Colton Matthew Nichols you

by the famous Colton Matthew Nichols you

by the famous Colton Matthew Nichols you may not know him but for me he is my

may not know him but for me he is my

may not know him but for me he is my four-year-old nephew and what was

four-year-old nephew and what was

four-year-old nephew and what was amazing about it was one time when I was

amazing about it was one time when I was

amazing about it was one time when I was visiting him he came up to me and he

visiting him he came up to me and he

visiting him he came up to me and he said Corey I want to show you something

said Corey I want to show you something

said Corey I want to show you something that is very special to me and at first

that is very special to me and at first

that is very special to me and at first I thought I was like that’s great it’s

I thought I was like that’s great it’s

I thought I was like that’s great it’s gonna make the fridge later that’s

gonna make the fridge later that’s

gonna make the fridge later that’s amazing okay but the more that he

amazing okay but the more that he

amazing okay but the more that he explained it he said this is actually

explained it he said this is actually

explained it he said this is actually the fourth of July weekend that we just

the fourth of July weekend that we just

the fourth of July weekend that we just had and I had so much fun and look at

had and I had so much fun and look at

had and I had so much fun and look at this is my dad on the lower left corner

this is my dad on the lower left corner

this is my dad on the lower left corner and my mom and all the people who came

and my mom and all the people who came

and my mom and all the people who came and there’s a swimming pool and again I

and there’s a swimming pool and again I

and there’s a swimming pool and again I was thinking yeah this is just kids

was thinking yeah this is just kids

was thinking yeah this is just kids doodles okay whatever but the more I

doodles okay whatever but the more I

doodles okay whatever but the more I looked at it the more I was able to

looked at it the more I was able to

looked at it the more I was able to dissect it see what’s amazing about it

dissect it see what’s amazing about it

dissect it see what’s amazing about it is he didn’t even know it but he was

is he didn’t even know it but he was

is he didn’t even know it but he was actually showing what was most important

actually showing what was most important

actually showing what was most important to him see everyone is actually gathered

to him see everyone is actually gathered

to him see everyone is actually gathered around a swimming pool and for him the

around a swimming pool and for him the

around a swimming pool and for him the swimming pool is a deep sense of passion

swimming pool is a deep sense of passion

swimming pool is a deep sense of passion and something he enjoys doing his mom

and something he enjoys doing his mom

and something he enjoys doing his mom and dad actually have the most detail

and dad actually have the most detail

and dad actually have the most detail out of anyone else in the photograph

out of anyone else in the photograph

out of anyone else in the photograph showing how much he actually loves them

showing how much he actually loves them

showing how much he actually loves them and wants to spend the most time on

and wants to spend the most time on

and wants to spend the most time on perfecting who they are even if it’s

perfecting who they are even if it’s

perfecting who they are even if it’s just his dad having fingers and feet and

just his dad having fingers and feet and

just his dad having fingers and feet and his moms wearing some kind of garment I

his moms wearing some kind of garment I

his moms wearing some kind of garment I don’t know what it is but she’s the only

don’t know what it is but she’s the only

don’t know what it is but she’s the only one who’s wearing clothing in the entire

one who’s wearing clothing in the entire

one who’s wearing clothing in the entire photo and that’s special but you can see

photo and that’s special but you can see

photo and that’s special but you can see that everyone around the pool is

that everyone around the pool is

that everyone around the pool is actually very excited everyone’s very

actually very excited everyone’s very

actually very excited everyone’s very happy and for me the most amazing part

happy and for me the most amazing part

happy and for me the most amazing part about this piece was that he has the

about this piece was that he has the

about this piece was that he has the same exact haircut as his dad showing

same exact haircut as his dad showing

same exact haircut as his dad showing that he wants to be just like his father

that he wants to be just like his father

that he wants to be just like his father which to me was amazing this was

which to me was amazing this was

which to me was amazing this was actually the first time I experienced

actually the first time I experienced

actually the first time I experienced true artistic expression now I’m not

true artistic expression now I’m not

true artistic expression now I’m not judging this thing by how immaculately

judging this thing by how immaculately

judging this thing by how immaculately it was created it still is a doodle

it was created it still is a doodle

it was created it still is a doodle don’t get me wrong but at the same time

don’t get me wrong but at the same time

don’t get me wrong but at the same time it was someone really presenting who he

it was someone really presenting who he

it was someone really presenting who he was to the world see Colton had taken a

was to the world see Colton had taken a

was to the world see Colton had taken a piece and though he had limited

piece and though he had limited

piece and though he had limited vocabulary he was still able to tell the

vocabulary he was still able to tell the

vocabulary he was still able to tell the world this is what I find important this

world this is what I find important this

world this is what I find important this is who I am I want to share that with

is who I am I want to share that with

is who I am I want to share that with you these are the things that I love and

you these are the things that I love and

you these are the things that I love and cherish and I thought that was amazing

cherish and I thought that was amazing

cherish and I thought that was amazing and I i thought you know I’ve been

and I i thought you know I’ve been

and I i thought you know I’ve been creating for so many years why am I just

creating for so many years why am I just

creating for so many years why am I just now understanding what artistic

now understanding what artistic

now understanding what artistic expression is and I thought about it and

expression is and I thought about it and

expression is and I thought about it and I decided I think it’s because we live

I decided I think it’s because we live

I decided I think it’s because we live in such an individualistic society we

in such an individualistic society we

in such an individualistic society we all are on social media and we are all

all are on social media and we are all

all are on social media and we are all very loud with the voices that we

very loud with the voices that we

very loud with the voices that we projected the world in fact there is so

projected the world in fact there is so

projected the world in fact there is so much going on in social media that you

much going on in social media that you

much going on in social media that you sometimes miss the subtlety of art see a

sometimes miss the subtlety of art see a

sometimes miss the subtlety of art see a lot of art actually is more so a

lot of art actually is more so a

lot of art actually is more so a reflection of the creator and the person

reflection of the creator and the person

reflection of the creator and the person who made it more than it is about the

who made it more than it is about the

who made it more than it is about the actual art itself just like this piece

actual art itself just like this piece

actual art itself just like this piece was written off very fast as a doodle

was written off very fast as a doodle

was written off very fast as a doodle beneath it all is a four-year-old child

beneath it all is a four-year-old child

beneath it all is a four-year-old child who is wanting to express himself to the

who is wanting to express himself to the

who is wanting to express himself to the world and doing so in a much deeper way

world and doing so in a much deeper way

world and doing so in a much deeper way than he even knows how so I’d like to

than he even knows how so I’d like to

than he even knows how so I’d like to ask again as a photographer are we

ask again as a photographer are we

ask again as a photographer are we capturing moments

capturing moments

capturing moments or are we actually projecting ourselves

or are we actually projecting ourselves

or are we actually projecting ourselves into those moments see when we talk

into those moments see when we talk

into those moments see when we talk about style as a photographer a lot of

about style as a photographer a lot of

about style as a photographer a lot of times we are talking about how did he

times we are talking about how did he

times we are talking about how did he capture it what was the lighting that he

capture it what was the lighting that he

capture it what was the lighting that he used we look at all the technical

used we look at all the technical

used we look at all the technical aspects what type of post work did he do

aspects what type of post work did he do

aspects what type of post work did he do how did he get it out into the world but

how did he get it out into the world but

how did he get it out into the world but we’re actually missing a lot of things

we’re actually missing a lot of things

we’re actually missing a lot of things see style if you actually think about it

see style if you actually think about it

see style if you actually think about it is so much of a representation of who

is so much of a representation of who

is so much of a representation of who the artist is it’s actually saying to

the artist is it’s actually saying to

the artist is it’s actually saying to the world this is who I am and I’m

the world this is who I am and I’m

the world this is who I am and I’m trying to let you know that it’s almost

trying to let you know that it’s almost

trying to let you know that it’s almost like when you take a photograph it’s a

like when you take a photograph it’s a

like when you take a photograph it’s a giant selfie you’re showing the world

giant selfie you’re showing the world

giant selfie you’re showing the world this is me but it’s not me but I’m in

this is me but it’s not me but I’m in

this is me but it’s not me but I’m in there and who better to show that then

there and who better to show that then

there and who better to show that then Eminem CMM has actually been

Eminem CMM has actually been

Eminem CMM has actually been photographed for more than 15 years and

photographed for more than 15 years and

photographed for more than 15 years and I wanted to show the different people

I wanted to show the different people

I wanted to show the different people who have photographed them you have

who have photographed them you have

who have photographed them you have Martin Schuler Jenny Richard dan winters

Martin Schuler Jenny Richard dan winters

Martin Schuler Jenny Richard dan winters Danny Clinch David LaChapelle Scott

Danny Clinch David LaChapelle Scott

Danny Clinch David LaChapelle Scott Council mark seliger neaten van Dougal

Council mark seliger neaten van Dougal

Council mark seliger neaten van Dougal and Mary Ellen Matthews just to name a

and Mary Ellen Matthews just to name a

and Mary Ellen Matthews just to name a few but what’s amazing at this picture

few but what’s amazing at this picture

few but what’s amazing at this picture is the subject is the same in every

is the subject is the same in every

is the subject is the same in every single photograph but at the same time

single photograph but at the same time

single photograph but at the same time each artist is trying to show the world

each artist is trying to show the world

each artist is trying to show the world that this is who I am and this is how I

that this is who I am and this is how I

that this is who I am and this is how I see mm and I want people to know that

see mm and I want people to know that

see mm and I want people to know that David LaChapelle is extremely colorful

David LaChapelle is extremely colorful

David LaChapelle is extremely colorful and vibrant which matches his

and vibrant which matches his

and vibrant which matches his personality and and same with martin

personality and and same with martin

personality and and same with martin schoeller with his amazing series that

schoeller with his amazing series that

schoeller with his amazing series that he’s done with faces of celebrities and

he’s done with faces of celebrities and

he’s done with faces of celebrities and homeless people and just people across

homeless people and just people across

homeless people and just people across the board it’s amazing so about a year

the board it’s amazing so about a year

the board it’s amazing so about a year back I actually got to test out this

back I actually got to test out this

back I actually got to test out this theory it was kind of amazing see I was

theory it was kind of amazing see I was

theory it was kind of amazing see I was at a party and I was talking to a woman

at a party and I was talking to a woman

at a party and I was talking to a woman and she was telling me about her

and she was telling me about her

and she was telling me about her sister-in-law who is a photographer and

sister-in-law who is a photographer and

sister-in-law who is a photographer and I I was kind of excited it was like okay

I I was kind of excited it was like okay

I I was kind of excited it was like okay don’t tell me anything about her just

don’t tell me anything about her just

don’t tell me anything about her just show me the photos and I’ll tell you who

show me the photos and I’ll tell you who

show me the photos and I’ll tell you who she is so she showed these photos and

she is so she showed these photos and

she is so she showed these photos and they were beautiful they’re very um soft

they were beautiful they’re very um soft

they were beautiful they’re very um soft but contrast see photographs of women

but contrast see photographs of women

but contrast see photographs of women and a lot of the women they had their

and a lot of the women they had their

and a lot of the women they had their face hidden a little bit or it was very

face hidden a little bit or it was very

face hidden a little bit or it was very you got a glimpse of who these people

you got a glimpse of who these people

you got a glimpse of who these people were her style

were her style

were her style a photography focused more on the

a photography focused more on the

a photography focused more on the shadows than it actually did the

shadows than it actually did the

shadows than it actually did the highlights it was very beautiful so I

highlights it was very beautiful so I

highlights it was very beautiful so I took a step back and I said I’m just

took a step back and I said I’m just

took a step back and I said I’m just taking a guess but I want to say that

taking a guess but I want to say that

taking a guess but I want to say that your sister-in-law is very shy in fact

your sister-in-law is very shy in fact

your sister-in-law is very shy in fact she’s very introverted she’s

she’s very introverted she’s

she’s very introverted she’s introspective with the way that she

introspective with the way that she

introspective with the way that she thinks she would rather not place

thinks she would rather not place

thinks she would rather not place herself in the center of a room but she

herself in the center of a room but she

herself in the center of a room but she would rather take a step back and

would rather take a step back and

would rather take a step back and observe the people around her she likes

observe the people around her she likes

observe the people around her she likes to watch and see what’s going on she

to watch and see what’s going on she

to watch and see what’s going on she looked at me like i was crazy she said

looked at me like i was crazy she said

looked at me like i was crazy she said that’s that’s exactly who my

that’s that’s exactly who my

that’s that’s exactly who my sister-in-law is and what’s so funny

sister-in-law is and what’s so funny

sister-in-law is and what’s so funny about it is these photographs had been

about it is these photographs had been

about it is these photographs had been in front of her for so long and yet had

in front of her for so long and yet had

in front of her for so long and yet had explained what she had come to know over

explained what she had come to know over

explained what she had come to know over the series of years looking at a piece

the series of years looking at a piece

the series of years looking at a piece of art or at a photograph very much

of art or at a photograph very much

of art or at a photograph very much reveals who the Creator is now this new

reveals who the Creator is now this new

reveals who the Creator is now this new sense of knowledge was super exciting

sense of knowledge was super exciting

sense of knowledge was super exciting for me because I felt like I had

for me because I felt like I had

for me because I felt like I had unlocked this piece in my mind of

unlocked this piece in my mind of

unlocked this piece in my mind of getting to better know who am i but then

getting to better know who am i but then

getting to better know who am i but then it was also terrifying because it’s not

it was also terrifying because it’s not

it was also terrifying because it’s not like I just became an artist a couple

like I just became an artist a couple

like I just became an artist a couple years ago I actually been doing

years ago I actually been doing

years ago I actually been doing photography for a long time and the

photography for a long time and the

photography for a long time and the thought was kind of scary because who

thought was kind of scary because who

thought was kind of scary because who have I been what what voice have I

have I been what what voice have I

have I been what what voice have I really been projecting into the world

really been projecting into the world

really been projecting into the world all of these years I it kind of

all of these years I it kind of

all of these years I it kind of terrified me because I thought of you

terrified me because I thought of you

terrified me because I thought of you know what everyone thinks of unicorns

know what everyone thinks of unicorns

know what everyone thinks of unicorns with jetpacks now you might think I’m

with jetpacks now you might think I’m

with jetpacks now you might think I’m crazy again and I would agree with you

crazy again and I would agree with you

crazy again and I would agree with you but let me explain so about two years

but let me explain so about two years

but let me explain so about two years ago is when I got thinking about this

ago is when I got thinking about this

ago is when I got thinking about this and I was talking with a friend and he

and I was talking with a friend and he

and I was talking with a friend and he said what is the most amazing awesome

said what is the most amazing awesome

said what is the most amazing awesome thing you could ever think of and

thing you could ever think of and

thing you could ever think of and immediately what came to mind was full

immediately what came to mind was full

immediately what came to mind was full jewnicorns with jetpacks why not he

jewnicorns with jetpacks why not he

jewnicorns with jetpacks why not he asked me why did you think of that and I

asked me why did you think of that and I

asked me why did you think of that and I said I’ll to get back to you on that I

said I’ll to get back to you on that I

said I’ll to get back to you on that I don’t really know who I just thought of

don’t really know who I just thought of

don’t really know who I just thought of you cards with jetpacks all I know is

you cards with jetpacks all I know is

you cards with jetpacks all I know is that I want to see it and I want to see

that I want to see it and I want to see

that I want to see it and I want to see it now and so time passed and I kept

it now and so time passed and I kept

it now and so time passed and I kept thinking why did I even say that and

thinking why did I even say that and

thinking why did I even say that and when I got down to it I realize yeah

when I got down to it I realize yeah

when I got down to it I realize yeah you’re taking a mythological creature

you’re taking a mythological creature

you’re taking a mythological creature with the mythological invention and

with the mythological invention and

with the mythological invention and you’re bringing the two together and

you’re bringing the two together and

you’re bringing the two together and it’s going into the sky it’s overcoming

it’s going into the sky it’s overcoming

it’s going into the sky it’s overcoming adversity it’s amazing I mean I could

adversity it’s amazing I mean I could

adversity it’s amazing I mean I could just imagine this rainbow trail behind

just imagine this rainbow trail behind

just imagine this rainbow trail behind the unicorn as its gracefully going

the unicorn as its gracefully going

the unicorn as its gracefully going through the air that’s why it’s amazing

through the air that’s why it’s amazing

through the air that’s why it’s amazing that was my answer that’s that’s what

that was my answer that’s that’s what

that was my answer that’s that’s what was inside this whole time but sea

was inside this whole time but sea

was inside this whole time but sea unicorns with jetpacks it’s that piece

unicorns with jetpacks it’s that piece

unicorns with jetpacks it’s that piece of creation that’s inside of all of us

of creation that’s inside of all of us

of creation that’s inside of all of us that we can’t explain we can’t put words

that we can’t explain we can’t put words

that we can’t explain we can’t put words to we’re just like my nephew Colton

to we’re just like my nephew Colton

to we’re just like my nephew Colton where we are creating something without

where we are creating something without

where we are creating something without actually having the words to express why

initially unicorns with jetpacks is

initially unicorns with jetpacks is actually the hearts reflex it’s it’s

actually the hearts reflex it’s it’s

actually the hearts reflex it’s it’s it’s what comes to mind first before we

it’s what comes to mind first before we

it’s what comes to mind first before we have a word for it so I got to thinking

have a word for it so I got to thinking

have a word for it so I got to thinking what are my unicorn with jetpacks what

what are my unicorn with jetpacks what

what are my unicorn with jetpacks what are the things inside that will come out

are the things inside that will come out

are the things inside that will come out without being provoked or anything that

without being provoked or anything that

without being provoked or anything that that just come to light and what is that

that just come to light and what is that

that just come to light and what is that so I started to create a list one day

so I started to create a list one day

so I started to create a list one day and I started to challenge that list and

and I started to challenge that list and

and I started to challenge that list and eventually it got whittled down to about

eventually it got whittled down to about

eventually it got whittled down to about three points I’m going to make the first

three points I’m going to make the first

three points I’m going to make the first one for why I love photographing people

one for why I love photographing people

one for why I love photographing people is that I believe that people were

is that I believe that people were

is that I believe that people were actually created in the image of God now

actually created in the image of God now

actually created in the image of God now that is what is giving everyone in an

that is what is giving everyone in an

that is what is giving everyone in an errant sense of value and worth it’s not

errant sense of value and worth it’s not

errant sense of value and worth it’s not based on your job it’s not based on

based on your job it’s not based on

based on your job it’s not based on anything except for the fact that you

anything except for the fact that you

anything except for the fact that you were created by God and I think that’s

were created by God and I think that’s

were created by God and I think that’s amazing because it transcends a lot of

amazing because it transcends a lot of

amazing because it transcends a lot of what our culture tells us is important

what our culture tells us is important

what our culture tells us is important so for me I like photographing people

so for me I like photographing people

so for me I like photographing people because people are valuable and I want

because people are valuable and I want

because people are valuable and I want to show that to the world um also

to show that to the world um also

to show that to the world um also sometimes I get asked okay well d

sometimes I get asked okay well d

sometimes I get asked okay well d photograph people outside of celebrities

photograph people outside of celebrities

photograph people outside of celebrities of course I love photographing people in

of course I love photographing people in

of course I love photographing people in general in fact just a couple days ago I

general in fact just a couple days ago I

general in fact just a couple days ago I was walking the streets of in varna and

was walking the streets of in varna and

was walking the streets of in varna and I was photographing some of the people

I was photographing some of the people

I was photographing some of the people at the market place is amazing I they

at the market place is amazing I they

at the market place is amazing I they couldn’t speak English I can’t speak

couldn’t speak English I can’t speak

couldn’t speak English I can’t speak Bulgarian but I was still able to

Bulgarian but I was still able to

Bulgarian but I was still able to connect with them and show them their

connect with them and show them their

connect with them and show them their Worth and value by hey I want to take a

Worth and value by hey I want to take a

Worth and value by hey I want to take a photo some people received it some

photo some people received it some

photo some people received it some people not so much that’s okay

regardless it’s all right um but the

regardless it’s all right um but the second piece leads me to why I

second piece leads me to why I

second piece leads me to why I photograph celebrities it’s not because

photograph celebrities it’s not because

photograph celebrities it’s not because of status it’s not because of any of

of status it’s not because of any of

of status it’s not because of any of that actually I love photographing

that actually I love photographing

that actually I love photographing celebrities because it’s a challenge I

celebrities because it’s a challenge I

celebrities because it’s a challenge I need to be challenged as an artist if

need to be challenged as an artist if

need to be challenged as an artist if things are easy I’m out I have to be

things are easy I’m out I have to be

things are easy I’m out I have to be challenged and just getting a celebrity

challenged and just getting a celebrity

challenged and just getting a celebrity in front of my camera in the first place

in front of my camera in the first place

in front of my camera in the first place is a challenge enough then convincing

is a challenge enough then convincing

is a challenge enough then convincing the publicist and the celebrity that I

the publicist and the celebrity that I

the publicist and the celebrity that I want to do a certain concept that’s

want to do a certain concept that’s

want to do a certain concept that’s challenging too there’s a lot of things

challenging too there’s a lot of things

challenging too there’s a lot of things that are ultimately hoops I have to jump

that are ultimately hoops I have to jump

that are ultimately hoops I have to jump through and I like that um the third

through and I like that um the third

through and I like that um the third thing is figuring out what my character

thing is figuring out what my character

thing is figuring out what my character is along with the things that inspire me

is along with the things that inspire me

is along with the things that inspire me so for me my character the things that

so for me my character the things that

so for me my character the things that are going to come out when unprovoked is

are going to come out when unprovoked is

are going to come out when unprovoked is that I’m a kid at heart if this

that I’m a kid at heart if this

that I’m a kid at heart if this lightning bolt can tell you that you’re

lightning bolt can tell you that you’re

lightning bolt can tell you that you’re lost I love childish things I’m very

lost I love childish things I’m very

lost I love childish things I’m very much a kid at heart I’m also like being

much a kid at heart I’m also like being

much a kid at heart I’m also like being spontaneous I love being in the moment I

spontaneous I love being in the moment I

spontaneous I love being in the moment I love trying to be witty and to push

love trying to be witty and to push

love trying to be witty and to push myself to create things in in the moment

myself to create things in in the moment

myself to create things in in the moment um yeah I also i’m obsessed with history

um yeah I also i’m obsessed with history

um yeah I also i’m obsessed with history i love just genuinely connecting with

i love just genuinely connecting with

i love just genuinely connecting with people all together so these are some of

people all together so these are some of

people all together so these are some of the things that make up who I am when

the things that make up who I am when

the things that make up who I am when I’m not even trying some of my biggest

I’m not even trying some of my biggest

I’m not even trying some of my biggest inspirations is Charlie Chaplin and

inspirations is Charlie Chaplin and

inspirations is Charlie Chaplin and Norman Rockwell both of who are not

Norman Rockwell both of who are not

Norman Rockwell both of who are not photographers but both are have a sense

photographers but both are have a sense

photographers but both are have a sense of humor and nostalgia mixed into it I

of humor and nostalgia mixed into it I

of humor and nostalgia mixed into it I love it so now we can enjoy now that

love it so now we can enjoy now that

love it so now we can enjoy now that we’ve addressed what some of my unicorns

we’ve addressed what some of my unicorns

we’ve addressed what some of my unicorns with jetpacks are I can actually now

with jetpacks are I can actually now

with jetpacks are I can actually now fully explain why I shoot what I few see

fully explain why I shoot what I few see

fully explain why I shoot what I few see this is a photograph this is actually a

this is a photograph this is actually a

this is a photograph this is actually a series i did of junior born who is one

series i did of junior born who is one

series i did of junior born who is one of the lead actors on a show called teen

of the lead actors on a show called teen

of the lead actors on a show called teen wolf on MTV and I contacted them and I

wolf on MTV and I contacted them and I

wolf on MTV and I contacted them and I said hey I got this great idea for a

said hey I got this great idea for a

said hey I got this great idea for a series I want to do are you interested

series I want to do are you interested

series I want to do are you interested he says yes under one condition I want

he says yes under one condition I want

he says yes under one condition I want to do it at the beach I hate the beach

to do it at the beach I hate the beach

to do it at the beach I hate the beach I’m weird I know but I don’t like the

I’m weird I know but I don’t like the

I’m weird I know but I don’t like the beach it’s the sand going in places you

beach it’s the sand going in places you

beach it’s the sand going in places you want it’s the salt that just sticks to

want it’s the salt that just sticks to

want it’s the salt that just sticks to your skin it’s the sunscreen it’s all

your skin it’s the sunscreen it’s all

your skin it’s the sunscreen it’s all these things I hate the beach so knowing

these things I hate the beach so knowing

these things I hate the beach so knowing that I didn’t try to make this something

that I didn’t try to make this something

that I didn’t try to make this something that it wasn’t I just thought you know

that it wasn’t I just thought you know

that it wasn’t I just thought you know what I’m gonna photograph him hating the

what I’m gonna photograph him hating the

what I’m gonna photograph him hating the beach because that’s me and I want to

beach because that’s me and I want to

beach because that’s me and I want to show the world what Who I am so

show the world what Who I am so

show the world what Who I am so everything about this from lighting two

everything about this from lighting two

everything about this from lighting two concepts to everything is very

concepts to everything is very

concepts to everything is very derivative of who I am as an artist I

derivative of who I am as an artist I

derivative of who I am as an artist I hate the beach I’m of a kid at heart so

hate the beach I’m of a kid at heart so

hate the beach I’m of a kid at heart so for me going to the beach is like a kid

for me going to the beach is like a kid

for me going to the beach is like a kid getting their sandcastle ruined it’s

getting their sandcastle ruined it’s

getting their sandcastle ruined it’s just as much like that as it is someone

just as much like that as it is someone

just as much like that as it is someone going the beach and having to ruin

going the beach and having to ruin

going the beach and having to ruin someone’s sand castle and deal with the

someone’s sand castle and deal with the

someone’s sand castle and deal with the consequences so both sides are not happy

consequences so both sides are not happy

consequences so both sides are not happy to be at the beach you also have the

to be at the beach you also have the

to be at the beach you also have the poppy colorful lighting the lighting is

poppy colorful lighting the lighting is

poppy colorful lighting the lighting is actually very representative of Who I am

actually very representative of Who I am

actually very representative of Who I am because I feel like I’m very transparent

because I feel like I’m very transparent

because I feel like I’m very transparent and i like to be very real with people I

and i like to be very real with people I

and i like to be very real with people I don’t have anything to hide and so I’d

don’t have anything to hide and so I’d

don’t have anything to hide and so I’d rather show people this is who I am this

rather show people this is who I am this

rather show people this is who I am this is what you’re getting let’s go so in

is what you’re getting let’s go so in

is what you’re getting let’s go so in the next frame he tries to make peace

the next frame he tries to make peace

the next frame he tries to make peace with the beach and he’s doing a pretty

with the beach and he’s doing a pretty

with the beach and he’s doing a pretty good job at it I thought it would be

good job at it I thought it would be

good job at it I thought it would be nice to make an homage but then quickly

nice to make an homage but then quickly

nice to make an homage but then quickly things turn again and he realizes how

things turn again and he realizes how

things turn again and he realizes how much he hates the beach again which I

much he hates the beach again which I

much he hates the beach again which I thought would be kind of fitting some of

thought would be kind of fitting some of

thought would be kind of fitting some of the things that are also props in here

the things that are also props in here

the things that are also props in here that cooler is a very old cooler to

that cooler is a very old cooler to

that cooler is a very old cooler to represent my love for vintage things and

represent my love for vintage things and

represent my love for vintage things and I’m not that great at sports so let’s

I’m not that great at sports so let’s

I’m not that great at sports so let’s deflate the football um wait yes the

deflate the football um wait yes the

deflate the football um wait yes the soccer no but all right we’re in

soccer no but all right we’re in

soccer no but all right we’re in Bulgaria I’m not going to try to attempt

Bulgaria I’m not going to try to attempt

Bulgaria I’m not going to try to attempt the football soccer thing so then here i

the football soccer thing so then here i

the football soccer thing so then here i show him trying to embrace it again and

show him trying to embrace it again and

show him trying to embrace it again and ultimately what he comes to the

ultimately what he comes to the

ultimately what he comes to the conclusion of is that uh I’ll be at the

conclusion of is that uh I’ll be at the

conclusion of is that uh I’ll be at the beach why not the thing that is very

beach why not the thing that is very

beach why not the thing that is very representative also about me is that I

representative also about me is that I

representative also about me is that I love shooting all my stuff on location

love shooting all my stuff on location

love shooting all my stuff on location so actually everything that you were

so actually everything that you were

so actually everything that you were seeing is real life and actually

seeing is real life and actually

seeing is real life and actually happening in the moment I didn’t drop

happening in the moment I didn’t drop

happening in the moment I didn’t drop anyone in I like to portray that so if I

anyone in I like to portray that so if I

anyone in I like to portray that so if I have to suffer the artist is gonna have

have to suffer the artist is gonna have

have to suffer the artist is gonna have to suffer and why not I put them in a

to suffer and why not I put them in a

to suffer and why not I put them in a suit to show wow it’s got to be

suit to show wow it’s got to be

suit to show wow it’s got to be uncomfortable to be at the beach so

uncomfortable to be at the beach so

uncomfortable to be at the beach so to prove my unicorn with jetpacks

to prove my unicorn with jetpacks

to prove my unicorn with jetpacks they’re even more about five years ago I

they’re even more about five years ago I

they’re even more about five years ago I got asked to start shooting for a

got asked to start shooting for a

got asked to start shooting for a magazine called Emmy magazine it’s a

magazine called Emmy magazine it’s a

magazine called Emmy magazine it’s a magazine in LA that uh gives tribute to

magazine in LA that uh gives tribute to

magazine in LA that uh gives tribute to people in the industry who have won

people in the industry who have won

people in the industry who have won Emmys and I got to do a special series

Emmys and I got to do a special series

Emmys and I got to do a special series called me in Miami it’s crazy i’ve done

called me in Miami it’s crazy i’ve done

called me in Miami it’s crazy i’ve done every single issue for the last five

every single issue for the last five

every single issue for the last five years and essentially i have an hour to

years and essentially i have an hour to

years and essentially i have an hour to show up sometimes 15 minutes sometimes

show up sometimes 15 minutes sometimes

show up sometimes 15 minutes sometimes an hour to shoot and then i’m done and

an hour to shoot and then i’m done and

an hour to shoot and then i’m done and ultimately i have nothing to rely on but

ultimately i have nothing to rely on but

ultimately i have nothing to rely on but that core piece of who i am and i want

that core piece of who i am and i want

that core piece of who i am and i want to show you some of the pieces that I’ve

to show you some of the pieces that I’ve

to show you some of the pieces that I’ve done so what’s interesting about this is

done so what’s interesting about this is

done so what’s interesting about this is that you can see that I have because of

that you can see that I have because of

that you can see that I have because of the time frame and restrictions that I

the time frame and restrictions that I

the time frame and restrictions that I have only the true part of who i am is

have only the true part of who i am is

have only the true part of who i am is able to come out I I’m not able to focus

able to come out I I’m not able to focus

able to come out I I’m not able to focus on really anything else except okay

on really anything else except okay

on really anything else except okay what’s deep down inside I’m a kid at

what’s deep down inside I’m a kid at

what’s deep down inside I’m a kid at heart I like colorful poppy things I

heart I like colorful poppy things I

heart I like colorful poppy things I like irony and everything can be clearly

like irony and everything can be clearly

like irony and everything can be clearly seen about it when you see all these

seen about it when you see all these

seen about it when you see all these photos together you actually can see a

photos together you actually can see a

photos together you actually can see a little piece of who i am i’m essentially

little piece of who i am i’m essentially

little piece of who i am i’m essentially projecting myself onto each of these

projecting myself onto each of these

projecting myself onto each of these subjects though there are all very

subjects though there are all very

subjects though there are all very different people and comprise different

different people and comprise different

different people and comprise different parts of the entertainment world i’m

parts of the entertainment world i’m

parts of the entertainment world i’m still projecting myself onto them and

still projecting myself onto them and

still projecting myself onto them and they were nice enough to let me protect

they were nice enough to let me protect

they were nice enough to let me protect myself onto them and yes the person on

myself onto them and yes the person on

myself onto them and yes the person on the bottom left corner is actually on

the bottom left corner is actually on

the bottom left corner is actually on fire bringing about the fact that i love

fire bringing about the fact that i love

fire bringing about the fact that i love to bring a sense of reality to all my

to bring a sense of reality to all my

to bring a sense of reality to all my shoots so to wrap it all up the art that

shoots so to wrap it all up the art that

shoots so to wrap it all up the art that we live with now maybe you’re sitting in

we live with now maybe you’re sitting in

we live with now maybe you’re sitting in here and you are a creative person i

here and you are a creative person i

here and you are a creative person i would like to encourage you to get to

would like to encourage you to get to

would like to encourage you to get to know what is deep down inside maybe you

know what is deep down inside maybe you

know what is deep down inside maybe you go through spouts of not feeling that

go through spouts of not feeling that

go through spouts of not feeling that creative sometimes the best thing to

creative sometimes the best thing to

creative sometimes the best thing to fight that is to actually dig down deep

fight that is to actually dig down deep

fight that is to actually dig down deep inside and ask Who am I maybe you don’t

inside and ask Who am I maybe you don’t

inside and ask Who am I maybe you don’t really know yourself that well and you

really know yourself that well and you

really know yourself that well and you need to just take a break and test

need to just take a break and test

need to just take a break and test yourself see the things that you enjoy

yourself see the things that you enjoy

yourself see the things that you enjoy what what are the things that you hate

what what are the things that you hate

what what are the things that you hate it’s okay to portray both those things

it’s okay to portray both those things

it’s okay to portray both those things because ultimately you are expressing

because ultimately you are expressing

because ultimately you are expressing yourself through your art

yourself through your art

yourself through your art maybe you’re here and you’re not an

maybe you’re here and you’re not an

maybe you’re here and you’re not an artist this is a college of economy so I

artist this is a college of economy so I

artist this is a college of economy so I know nothing about numbers and that’s

know nothing about numbers and that’s

know nothing about numbers and that’s okay I would actually like to still

okay I would actually like to still

okay I would actually like to still challenge you because at the end of the

challenge you because at the end of the

challenge you because at the end of the day we are all making small decisions

day we are all making small decisions

day we are all making small decisions that actually lead up to a big picture

that actually lead up to a big picture

that actually lead up to a big picture and even though you may not feel like

and even though you may not feel like

and even though you may not feel like you are artistic you are probably more

you are artistic you are probably more

you are artistic you are probably more artistic than you realize see maybe you

artistic than you realize see maybe you

artistic than you realize see maybe you woke up this morning and you decided to

woke up this morning and you decided to

woke up this morning and you decided to hit the wonderful snooze bar and you

hit the wonderful snooze bar and you

hit the wonderful snooze bar and you chose to go back to sleep rather than

chose to go back to sleep rather than

chose to go back to sleep rather than being awake so you’ve expressed to the

being awake so you’ve expressed to the

being awake so you’ve expressed to the world I value sleep more than being

world I value sleep more than being

world I value sleep more than being awake at this time or maybe you drove

awake at this time or maybe you drove

awake at this time or maybe you drove here and you decided to cuss out the guy

here and you decided to cuss out the guy

here and you decided to cuss out the guy who just cut you off in your car and you

who just cut you off in your car and you

who just cut you off in your car and you decide yeah this is a little bit of who

decide yeah this is a little bit of who

decide yeah this is a little bit of who I am right now how dare that guy or

I am right now how dare that guy or

I am right now how dare that guy or maybe when you came here you chose an

maybe when you came here you chose an

maybe when you came here you chose an aisle seat because you’re just like me

aisle seat because you’re just like me

aisle seat because you’re just like me and you have a fear of having to go pee

and you have a fear of having to go pee

and you have a fear of having to go pee in the middle of a presentation so you

in the middle of a presentation so you

in the middle of a presentation so you choose to not sit in the center I feel

choose to not sit in the center I feel

choose to not sit in the center I feel you and that’s me too but ultimately we

you and that’s me too but ultimately we

you and that’s me too but ultimately we are all saying something to the world

are all saying something to the world

are all saying something to the world around us we all have a voice that we

around us we all have a voice that we

around us we all have a voice that we are telling the world whether we realize

are telling the world whether we realize

are telling the world whether we realize it or not about who we are and the

it or not about who we are and the

it or not about who we are and the things that we believe in and I just

things that we believe in and I just

things that we believe in and I just want to challenge you everyone in this

want to challenge you everyone in this

want to challenge you everyone in this room to be aware of that to know that

room to be aware of that to know that

room to be aware of that to know that our decisions are impacting a society

our decisions are impacting a society

our decisions are impacting a society that they don’t just go unnoticed they

that they don’t just go unnoticed they

that they don’t just go unnoticed they are actually affecting all the people

are actually affecting all the people

are actually affecting all the people who we are trying to do life with in the

who we are trying to do life with in the

who we are trying to do life with in the city sometimes we make good art

city sometimes we make good art

city sometimes we make good art sometimes we make bad art and just like

sometimes we make bad art and just like

sometimes we make bad art and just like that sometimes we make good decisions

that sometimes we make good decisions

that sometimes we make good decisions sometimes make bad decisions but I just

sometimes make bad decisions but I just

sometimes make bad decisions but I just want to encourage everyone in here

want to encourage everyone in here

want to encourage everyone in here regardless I want everyone to take a

regardless I want everyone to take a

regardless I want everyone to take a look inside and try to figure out what

look inside and try to figure out what

look inside and try to figure out what is that unicorn with jetpacks trying to

is that unicorn with jetpacks trying to

is that unicorn with jetpacks trying to say thank you

you

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