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Two Canadas: My story of generosity and systemic racism | Honourable Ahmed Hussen | TEDxToronto


I was 15 years old when Somalia was

I was 15 years old when Somalia was going through a civil war there was

going through a civil war there was

going through a civil war there was chaos and violence everywhere my parents

chaos and violence everywhere my parents

chaos and violence everywhere my parents and I decided that we had no choice but

and I decided that we had no choice but

and I decided that we had no choice but to flee we gathered a few belongings got

to flee we gathered a few belongings got

to flee we gathered a few belongings got on the back of a big truck with a few

on the back of a big truck with a few

on the back of a big truck with a few other families left Somalia never to

other families left Somalia never to

other families left Somalia never to return after a very long journey I

return after a very long journey I

return after a very long journey I landed in Canada at the age of 16 by

landed in Canada at the age of 16 by

landed in Canada at the age of 16 by myself as a refugee I found that way

myself as a refugee I found that way

myself as a refugee I found that way after that I landed on the indigenous

after that I landed on the indigenous

after that I landed on the indigenous territory of the Mississauga’s of new

territory of the Mississauga’s of new

territory of the Mississauga’s of new credit I was going through conflicting

credit I was going through conflicting

credit I was going through conflicting emotions on one hand I felt that I was

emotions on one hand I felt that I was

emotions on one hand I felt that I was worried

worried

worried would I be accepted in this new country

would I be accepted in this new country

would I be accepted in this new country would I succeed but on the other hand I

would I succeed but on the other hand I

would I succeed but on the other hand I was excited about a chance to restart my

was excited about a chance to restart my

was excited about a chance to restart my life and the chance to make new friends

life and the chance to make new friends

life and the chance to make new friends I was 16 after all the very next day

I was 16 after all the very next day

I was 16 after all the very next day what I didn’t get used to and still

what I didn’t get used to and still

what I didn’t get used to and still can’t get used to is that cold Canadian

can’t get used to is that cold Canadian

can’t get used to is that cold Canadian winter that at the time Canadians were

winter that at the time Canadians were

winter that at the time Canadians were experiencing that here the coldest

experiencing that here the coldest

experiencing that here the coldest Canadian winter in a very long time the

Canadian winter in a very long time the

Canadian winter in a very long time the very next day I tried to mail a letter

very next day I tried to mail a letter

very next day I tried to mail a letter to my mother and someone told me to go

to my mother and someone told me to go

to my mother and someone told me to go to a mailbox I had never seen a mailbox

to a mailbox I had never seen a mailbox

to a mailbox I had never seen a mailbox in my life and I was I was trying

in my life and I was I was trying

in my life and I was I was trying struggling to insert that letter in

struggling to insert that letter in

struggling to insert that letter in there in the middle of this snowstorm a

there in the middle of this snowstorm a

there in the middle of this snowstorm a young Canadian woman left her baby in a

young Canadian woman left her baby in a

young Canadian woman left her baby in a stroller raised towards me and helped me

stroller raised towards me and helped me

stroller raised towards me and helped me do that that was my first experience of

do that that was my first experience of

do that that was my first experience of true Canadian generosity a few days

true Canadian generosity a few days

true Canadian generosity a few days later I went to the laundromat I had

later I went to the laundromat I had

later I went to the laundromat I had never seen a laundry machine before I

never seen a laundry machine before I

never seen a laundry machine before I asked people how do I operate this thing

asked people how do I operate this thing

asked people how do I operate this thing and these guys told me you need a loonie

and these guys told me you need a loonie

and these guys told me you need a loonie I got worried I thought what is a loon

I got worried I thought what is a loon

I got worried I thought what is a loon is it a crazy person trying to bring a

is it a crazy person trying to bring a

is it a crazy person trying to bring a crazy person here and after almost

crazy person here and after almost

crazy person here and after almost leaving the establishment another

leaving the establishment another

leaving the establishment another Canadian reached out and helped me do my

Canadian reached out and helped me do my

Canadian reached out and helped me do my wash cycle unfortunately they didn’t

wash cycle unfortunately they didn’t

wash cycle unfortunately they didn’t stay long enough to help me figure out

stay long enough to help me figure out

stay long enough to help me figure out the dryer

the dryer

the dryer so I ended up walking back to my

so I ended up walking back to my

so I ended up walking back to my apartment with a bunch of wet clothes

apartment with a bunch of wet clothes

apartment with a bunch of wet clothes but regardless I was so happy that

but regardless I was so happy that

but regardless I was so happy that someone reached out to me in my time of

someone reached out to me in my time of

someone reached out to me in my time of need I I went to high school joined the

need I I went to high school joined the

need I I went to high school joined the track and field team and myself the

track and field team and myself the

track and field team and myself the teammates on the and the coach banded

teammates on the and the coach banded

teammates on the and the coach banded together and bought me a winter jacket

together and bought me a winter jacket

together and bought me a winter jacket and over the years making my way through

and over the years making my way through

and over the years making my way through high school I relied on social

high school I relied on social

high school I relied on social assistance and social housing when I

assistance and social housing when I

assistance and social housing when I went to university I commuted two hours

went to university I commuted two hours

went to university I commuted two hours each way to pump gas at a minimum-wage

each way to pump gas at a minimum-wage

each way to pump gas at a minimum-wage job for six dollars and 85 cents but I

job for six dollars and 85 cents but I

job for six dollars and 85 cents but I used social housing to also get through

used social housing to also get through

used social housing to also get through University and through using the

University and through using the

University and through using the generosity and the supports of Canadians

generosity and the supports of Canadians

generosity and the supports of Canadians the community services are working

the community services are working

the community services are working incredibly hard I’m now able to stand in

incredibly hard I’m now able to stand in

incredibly hard I’m now able to stand in front of you as the Member of Parliament

front of you as the Member of Parliament

front of you as the Member of Parliament for York southwestern and even more

for York southwestern and even more

for York southwestern and even more incredibly as Canada’s Minister of

incredibly as Canada’s Minister of

incredibly as Canada’s Minister of immigration refugees and citizenship

thank you the second part of my journey

thank you the second part of my journey is one that may not be familiar to many

is one that may not be familiar to many

is one that may not be familiar to many of you it is the journey of a country

of you it is the journey of a country

of you it is the journey of a country that is incredibly generous and

that is incredibly generous and

that is incredibly generous and welcoming and diverse but continues to

welcoming and diverse but continues to

welcoming and diverse but continues to have challenges in addressing systemic

have challenges in addressing systemic

have challenges in addressing systemic racism and true inclusion and at the

racism and true inclusion and at the

racism and true inclusion and at the time I lived in Regent Park Canada’s

time I lived in Regent Park Canada’s

time I lived in Regent Park Canada’s oldest and largest social housing

oldest and largest social housing

oldest and largest social housing neighborhood and on many days on many

neighborhood and on many days on many

neighborhood and on many days on many evenings I would go for walks and doing

evenings I would go for walks and doing

evenings I would go for walks and doing the majority of those walks a police car

the majority of those walks a police car

the majority of those walks a police car would screech to a halt right in front

would screech to a halt right in front

would screech to a halt right in front of me and the police officer would swing

of me and the police officer would swing

of me and the police officer would swing his door in a dramatic fashion come at

his door in a dramatic fashion come at

his door in a dramatic fashion come at me running same manner every single time

me running same manner every single time

me running same manner every single time and asked me where are you going what

and asked me where are you going what

and asked me where are you going what are you doing what do you have in your

are you doing what do you have in your

are you doing what do you have in your pockets

pockets

pockets show me your ID and when I talked to a

show me your ID and when I talked to a

show me your ID and when I talked to a number of my friends then the ones who

number of my friends then the ones who

number of my friends then the ones who had the same skin color as myself

had the same skin color as myself

had the same skin color as myself confirmed for me that they did indeed go

confirmed for me that they did indeed go

confirmed for me that they did indeed go through racial profiling and carding

through racial profiling and carding

through racial profiling and carding regularly

regularly

regularly and every single time that happened to

and every single time that happened to

and every single time that happened to me it was more humiliating than the

me it was more humiliating than the

me it was more humiliating than the first time it happened because your

first time it happened because your

first time it happened because your neighbors are looking at you strangers

neighbors are looking at you strangers

neighbors are looking at you strangers are passing by with a car through their

are passing by with a car through their

are passing by with a car through their car windows they’re wondering what did

car windows they’re wondering what did

car windows they’re wondering what did this guy do to deserve being held on the

this guy do to deserve being held on the

this guy do to deserve being held on the side of the road but I did nothing

side of the road but I did nothing

side of the road but I did nothing I was only stopped because of the color

I was only stopped because of the color

I was only stopped because of the color of my skin and a few did a few years

of my skin and a few did a few years

of my skin and a few did a few years later I worked hard and was lucky enough

later I worked hard and was lucky enough

later I worked hard and was lucky enough to be hired as a political staffer and

to be hired as a political staffer and

to be hired as a political staffer and we were at a reception where the only

we were at a reception where the only

we were at a reception where the only political staff in the room was me who

political staff in the room was me who

political staff in the room was me who was black and a prominent Canadian came

was black and a prominent Canadian came

was black and a prominent Canadian came to me and asked me are you an

to me and asked me are you an

to me and asked me are you an entertainer I found the question to be

entertainer I found the question to be

entertainer I found the question to be strange but I was polite enough to say

strange but I was polite enough to say

strange but I was polite enough to say no I’m not I I smile and I said I’m a

no I’m not I I smile and I said I’m a

no I’m not I I smile and I said I’m a political staffer he smirked and said

political staffer he smirked and said

political staffer he smirked and said how did you get that job he couldn’t

how did you get that job he couldn’t

how did you get that job he couldn’t believe it I said well I worked hard I

believe it I said well I worked hard I

believe it I said well I worked hard I went to university and Here I am he

went to university and Here I am he

went to university and Here I am he asked again with another smirk and said

asked again with another smirk and said

asked again with another smirk and said no really how did you get that job and I

no really how did you get that job and I

no really how did you get that job and I said again with a very polite answer

said again with a very polite answer

said again with a very polite answer I worked hard went to school and applied

I worked hard went to school and applied

I worked hard went to school and applied for this job he walked away shaking his

for this job he walked away shaking his

for this job he walked away shaking his head and didn’t ask that question of any

head and didn’t ask that question of any

head and didn’t ask that question of any other political staffer in the room a

other political staffer in the room a

other political staffer in the room a few years later I became a lawyer and I

few years later I became a lawyer and I

few years later I became a lawyer and I was representing a client in Ontario

was representing a client in Ontario

was representing a client in Ontario Superior Court and I wrote the name of

Superior Court and I wrote the name of

Superior Court and I wrote the name of my client and my name to be called at

my client and my name to be called at

my client and my name to be called at the right time by the clerk and after a

the right time by the clerk and after a

the right time by the clerk and after a few hours of not being called at during

few hours of not being called at during

few hours of not being called at during the court recess I asked the clerk why

the court recess I asked the clerk why

the court recess I asked the clerk why is my name not being called she looked

is my name not being called she looked

is my name not being called she looked at the two names and said oh sorry we we

at the two names and said oh sorry we we

at the two names and said oh sorry we we thought you were one of the accused they

thought you were one of the accused they

thought you were one of the accused they accused being the only other black

accused being the only other black

accused being the only other black individuals in the courtroom who were

individuals in the courtroom who were

individuals in the courtroom who were who were like me when these incidents

who were like me when these incidents

who were like me when these incidents happen imagine walking on the street and

happen imagine walking on the street and

happen imagine walking on the street and having a parent pull there pull their

having a parent pull there pull their

having a parent pull there pull their child closer to themselves because

child closer to themselves because

child closer to themselves because you’re walking by being followed in a

you’re walking by being followed in a

you’re walking by being followed in a grocery store because of the color of

grocery store because of the color of

grocery store because of the color of your skin imagine because of the of the

your skin imagine because of the of the

your skin imagine because of the of the color of your skin being pulled over by

color of your skin being pulled over by

color of your skin being pulled over by constantly these incidents are

constantly these incidents are

constantly these incidents are debilitating they wear you down and they

debilitating they wear you down and they

debilitating they wear you down and they make you feel like the other and even

make you feel like the other and even

make you feel like the other and even though I got used to a lot of that it

though I got used to a lot of that it

though I got used to a lot of that it wasn’t right and it isn’t right and so

wasn’t right and it isn’t right and so

wasn’t right and it isn’t right and so it’s one thing to talk about identity

it’s one thing to talk about identity

it’s one thing to talk about identity it’s one thing to talk about racism and

it’s one thing to talk about racism and

it’s one thing to talk about racism and privilege it’s another to really live

privilege it’s another to really live

privilege it’s another to really live the black experience in Canada so the

the black experience in Canada so the

the black experience in Canada so the experiences of people of color the

experiences of people of color the

experiences of people of color the struggles they face every day with

struggles they face every day with

struggles they face every day with microaggressions are real the despair

microaggressions are real the despair

microaggressions are real the despair they they they go through sometimes is

they they they go through sometimes is

they they they go through sometimes is real the feeling that you have that some

real the feeling that you have that some

real the feeling that you have that some of the structures around you on the

of the structures around you on the

of the structures around you on the systems are working against you is real

systems are working against you is real

systems are working against you is real so how do you reconcile this amazing

so how do you reconcile this amazing

so how do you reconcile this amazing generous welcoming diverse country with

generous welcoming diverse country with

generous welcoming diverse country with these realities faced by some of our

these realities faced by some of our

these realities faced by some of our citizens I can go to Parliament Hill

citizens I can go to Parliament Hill

citizens I can go to Parliament Hill today and hold my head high and work

today and hold my head high and work

today and hold my head high and work seamlessly among my colleagues shake

seamlessly among my colleagues shake

seamlessly among my colleagues shake hands with world leaders but to this day

hands with world leaders but to this day

hands with world leaders but to this day still worried about getting pulled over

still worried about getting pulled over

still worried about getting pulled over by police but I chose to reflect on what

by police but I chose to reflect on what

by police but I chose to reflect on what is best about Canada and I worked hard

is best about Canada and I worked hard

is best about Canada and I worked hard in Regent Park to come together use the

in Regent Park to come together use the

in Regent Park to come together use the beauty of the system to organize

beauty of the system to organize

beauty of the system to organize advocate and work with my neighbors to

advocate and work with my neighbors to

advocate and work with my neighbors to access a five hundred million dollar

access a five hundred million dollar

access a five hundred million dollar fund and we were able to revitalize not

fund and we were able to revitalize not

fund and we were able to revitalize not only the buildings but the community our

only the buildings but the community our

only the buildings but the community our home region Park and today today today I

home region Park and today today today I

home region Park and today today today I have lawyer friends who are moving into

have lawyer friends who are moving into

have lawyer friends who are moving into Regent Park buying condominiums the

Regent Park buying condominiums the

Regent Park buying condominiums the experiences of generosity as well as

experiences of generosity as well as

experiences of generosity as well as these other experiences that are

these other experiences that are

these other experiences that are debilitating are both real and as a

debilitating are both real and as a

debilitating are both real and as a country we have to remember that

country we have to remember that

country we have to remember that although we remain generous and

although we remain generous and

although we remain generous and welcoming we have a long way to go in

welcoming we have a long way to go in

welcoming we have a long way to go in our treatment of visible minorities and

our treatment of visible minorities and

our treatment of visible minorities and our challenge with systemic racism but

our challenge with systemic racism but

our challenge with systemic racism but did you know

did you know

did you know that in canada 9.5 percent of federal

that in canada 9.5 percent of federal

that in canada 9.5 percent of federal black inmates are federal inmates are

black inmates are federal inmates are

black inmates are federal inmates are black even though black canadians only

black even though black canadians only

black even though black canadians only constitute 3 percent of our population

constitute 3 percent of our population

constitute 3 percent of our population did you know that between 2003 to 2013

did you know that between 2003 to 2013

did you know that between 2003 to 2013 the number of black inmates in federal

the number of black inmates in federal

the number of black inmates in federal prisons went up by 80 percent eighty

prisons went up by 80 percent eighty

prisons went up by 80 percent eighty percent think about that did you know

percent think about that did you know

percent think about that did you know that black canadians are three times

that black canadians are three times

that black canadians are three times more likely to find themselves in a

more likely to find themselves in a

more likely to find themselves in a low-income household than european

low-income household than european

low-income household than european canadians what do these statistics tell

canadians what do these statistics tell

canadians what do these statistics tell us it tells us that we are not a perfect

us it tells us that we are not a perfect

us it tells us that we are not a perfect country that we have problems but does

country that we have problems but does

country that we have problems but does that mean that Canada is not great no I

that mean that Canada is not great no I

that mean that Canada is not great no I believe Canada is great because we want

believe Canada is great because we want

believe Canada is great because we want to do better and we don’t believe in

to do better and we don’t believe in

to do better and we don’t believe in hiding our flaws that is why we have to

hiding our flaws that is why we have to

hiding our flaws that is why we have to have discussions on race identity

have discussions on race identity

have discussions on race identity privilege we have to acknowledge that

privilege we have to acknowledge that

privilege we have to acknowledge that racial discrimination and a lack of

racial discrimination and a lack of

racial discrimination and a lack of inclusion exists we have to acknowledge

inclusion exists we have to acknowledge

inclusion exists we have to acknowledge that privilege is real we have to

that privilege is real we have to

that privilege is real we have to acknowledge that not each one of us has

acknowledge that not each one of us has

acknowledge that not each one of us has the same opportunities and the same

the same opportunities and the same

the same opportunities and the same social supports these conversations are

social supports these conversations are

social supports these conversations are difficult they are uncomfortable but we

difficult they are uncomfortable but we

difficult they are uncomfortable but we need to have those conversations because

need to have those conversations because

need to have those conversations because if we don’t it is as if we’re saying

if we don’t it is as if we’re saying

if we don’t it is as if we’re saying that we’re invisible that is what it

that we’re invisible that is what it

that we’re invisible that is what it means when you hear the cry of people

means when you hear the cry of people

means when you hear the cry of people who say black lives matter and so when

who say black lives matter and so when

who say black lives matter and so when you examine Canada and you examine what

you examine Canada and you examine what

you examine Canada and you examine what it means to be a great country I

it means to be a great country I

it means to be a great country I challenge you to reevaluate what

challenge you to reevaluate what

challenge you to reevaluate what greatness means we have read we have

greatness means we have read we have

greatness means we have read we have defined greatness in a wrong manner we

defined greatness in a wrong manner we

defined greatness in a wrong manner we should define greatness and look at your

should define greatness and look at your

should define greatness and look at your personal and professional lives look at

personal and professional lives look at

personal and professional lives look at the leaders that you see do you consider

the leaders that you see do you consider

the leaders that you see do you consider a leader great when he or she thumbs

a leader great when he or she thumbs

a leader great when he or she thumbs heard his or her chest and proclaims

heard his or her chest and proclaims

heard his or her chest and proclaims their greatness for everyone to hear or

their greatness for everyone to hear or

their greatness for everyone to hear or do you consider a leader great who

do you consider a leader great who

do you consider a leader great who acknowledges his or her flaws who

acknowledges his or her flaws who

acknowledges his or her flaws who intently and who inspires people to

intently and who inspires people to

intently and who inspires people to action I challenge each one of you a lot

action I challenge each one of you a lot

action I challenge each one of you a lot of people come to me and say we can’t

of people come to me and say we can’t

of people come to me and say we can’t fix the semi crazies and I’m only one

fix the semi crazies and I’m only one

fix the semi crazies and I’m only one person it’s abstract it’s big but we can

person it’s abstract it’s big but we can

person it’s abstract it’s big but we can all check our unconscious biases like

all check our unconscious biases like

all check our unconscious biases like the parent who pulls their child closer

the parent who pulls their child closer

the parent who pulls their child closer when a black man passes by I challenge

when a black man passes by I challenge

when a black man passes by I challenge each one of you in addition to examining

each one of you in addition to examining

each one of you in addition to examining your strengths look at your weaknesses

your strengths look at your weaknesses

your strengths look at your weaknesses and I know it’s hard because it puts you

and I know it’s hard because it puts you

and I know it’s hard because it puts you in a vulnerable situation but be

in a vulnerable situation but be

in a vulnerable situation but be vulnerable because through that

vulnerable because through that

vulnerable because through that vulnerability you’ll be able to develop

vulnerability you’ll be able to develop

vulnerability you’ll be able to develop from within and you can move forward and

from within and you can move forward and

from within and you can move forward and being vulnerable as a country is

being vulnerable as a country is

being vulnerable as a country is powerful on the international stage

powerful on the international stage

powerful on the international stage because when countries become vulnerable

because when countries become vulnerable

because when countries become vulnerable and expose their flaws to transnational

and expose their flaws to transnational

and expose their flaws to transnational problems like climate change or our

problems like climate change or our

problems like climate change or our approach to our indigenous brothers and

approach to our indigenous brothers and

approach to our indigenous brothers and sisters it’s only then that we can work

sisters it’s only then that we can work

sisters it’s only then that we can work together to correct those flaws and this

together to correct those flaws and this

together to correct those flaws and this is not just an idea of national

is not just an idea of national

is not just an idea of national greatness it is an idea of individual

greatness it is an idea of individual

greatness it is an idea of individual success and I’ll repeat myself be

success and I’ll repeat myself be

success and I’ll repeat myself be vulnerable be vulnerable be vulnerable

vulnerable be vulnerable be vulnerable

vulnerable be vulnerable be vulnerable because through that vulnerability you

because through that vulnerability you

because through that vulnerability you are able to develop and build from

are able to develop and build from

are able to develop and build from within build yourself build your family

within build yourself build your family

within build yourself build your family your community and yes your country

your community and yes your country

your community and yes your country Canada my name is Ahmed Hussein and

Canada my name is Ahmed Hussein and

Canada my name is Ahmed Hussein and black a Muslim I’m a refugee I’m

black a Muslim I’m a refugee I’m

black a Muslim I’m a refugee I’m Canadian and I am proud thank you very

Canadian and I am proud thank you very

Canadian and I am proud thank you very much

much

much [Applause]

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