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To live here and now | Margarita Khairullina | TEDxKirovka


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hello everyone

name margarita and how

I have said

won the European Cup

but more importantly

I defeated leukemia you

know what it is I

you now tell

I will tell about myself all

I dreamed of my life

become

professional

I wanted a sportswoman

train at school

Olympic reserve

and here is my dream

has come true

I left

train in

moscow and everything is fine

everything is cool i

was engaged in

triathlon is when

this kind of sport

when you need to first

swim in open water

then sit on

bicycle drive

several kilometers

and then still at once still

and run and did for

this was very successful in 17

years I won the cup

europe and everything I think

that sport is for me

this is for life but

who does not

interested in plans for

all my life

the universe they are exactly

are not interested therefore

I was 18 years in

hospital

when I got into

hospital

all that I had

know what to me

too bad I weakened

I realized this on

training people

around in masks

other patients

down and a doctor said

that I have leukemia

about a week i

lived a trial and a new

word to the taste i

definitely not

understood that this

is

Mum to Infinite

phone calls

meets the

all is well and a mixture

ok, but I do not

understand where such

questions and only

then google told me

that I have blood cancer with

this information

I wish I did not know what

do next what

generally return

after

how do i act

return after

sport after illness

in sports start

do something

the new

I did not know what I was

knew this that at

I am here and

now I really do not

understood that to me

do next what

I have me

now there is a hospital

I have doctors at

I have chemistry and everything

and I decided to live

This life I decided

start life right there

in the hospital and you

remember that apart from

Sports I have nothing

know how

so I start

train straight

there in the hospital and if

used to go to heaven for me

came to the coach and

told me you

today you cross

you run 12 kilometers

today in my

the doctor comes in

says you have chemistry

two hours and in general all

almost the same

same

training

process to the hospital I

got directly from the fees

that is, I’m straight from

training

process and bag

I was wearing sneakers

T-shirt and helmet all and

this has given rise to

moms such a fable

someone said that I

so miserable

felt that in

I flew by plane to

helmet I hope you are into this

did not believe it

not true but moms in it

Piously believed and glory

in the hospital I have

passed generally

you called yourself a girl

with a helmet well since a

hospital

turned for me

in training

complex

I’m not stopping

trained as

time of treatment and in

breaks

for some reason after

first chemistry when

I had a break in

for a week I decided that

all

I suddenly became

healthy and therefore I

mother told mom

how many floors in this

hospital at 13

excellent for today

training is already there

back mom scream

sure you look

then not really no no

no, all is well i

I am sure that my mother

Well, I said well.

take only

sneakers so as not to

do not turn your foot on

my exploits I also

friends

this

height of 13 floors we

took with each other

evening I have

temperature of a friend

pressure and the doctor in

bewildered are you psycho

occurs in the morning all

everything was fine

hospital treatment

quite heavy and

I belonged to those

hero who

suffered their pain before

the latter and therefore

when and one day

came to the doctor and

I can not do everything

the doctor hurts at once

understood that

really everything

bad he did not appoint

drip

I was dug up

painkiller and I

honestly speaking with

second floor for 6

another

person compared

so as there was no

bad 15 more minutes

back I felt

such a surge of vivacity

such a rush of strength I

knew that a dropper

will act

not for long and this phenomenon

temporary and necessary

use this

moment to the maximum

so I went up to

mom and say mom

get ready we are going

go for a walk

the question where am I

there was no answer

just go for a walk in

this day we passed

two metro stations

we went for a walk

the park was fed

protein went into

the shopping center was eaten

made ice cream

purchases returned

back to the general

The difficulties we went through

about 12 kilometers and

you know

it was the best

The day of my life is

there was a day when I

just could

when me nothing

limited when I

just could get up

go do what I want

want

and ahead was

another night as

Insomnia hurts

tormented me already

half a year I thought

at last I will fall asleep

honestly I do not

I remember how I fell asleep

but woke up there

five o’clock woke up

mom say mom

get up we go

walk we no longer

asked where she was going

Well, come on, let’s wait

until the subway opens

we waited until

the metro will open

first visitors

went into the car and

let’s go we got to

the nearest park

walked for

sparrow hills and

I sat down all morning

I fell asleep

right in the park and this

were exactly 24 hours from

one morning to

another life is

were 24 hours when I

everything could do nothing to me

did not limit this

the best day in

of my life

all my treatment in

hospital proceeded

good enough but

some day something

went wrong

I started

acute

intolerance

one drug in

medical history

written edema

quint

for that as for those

who understands what it is about

and the situation

complicated by the fact that

this drug is not

registered in

russia and therefore

the state to me it

never buy

but it costs so much that

in zeros you can

to get confused

naturally my

there is no such money

even if you sell everything

movable and immovable

property

but the most interesting

that this money no one and

did not ask

I came to the rescue

fund give life

which paid me

all treatment that

paid the drug all

my stay is all

treatment in full

the state does not have

there is no

relationship was treated in

a total of two

year and of course for

this time I had

thoughts and what to do

further I did not know but

the answer itself came to my

ward it was

volunteer

with a camera it was

project

photo project we live in

on this earth is its essence

very simple

children come from

camera and

talk about

how to shoot the most

simple ordinary

receptions but which

completely changes your

a life

if earlier you went on

corridors of the hospital and

I thought that here you

you need to go to

procedural now

everything has changed you

you think that

but this corridor

turns out to be quite good

frame and you can from this

do something

interesting and generally

the whole hospital

becomes the other all

changes and

taught to shoot a

then it turned out that

I’m looking for writing I know how

after school is not

it took two years

to restore

your health and

enroll in

university

now I’m studying at

third year already 1 4

faculty

journalism and I

is completely satisfied

with their own lives

education

some students with

do not give do not like their

studying couples too

long too

slow too

heavy too

light teachers

too tedious

too funny

There are no pairs and axes if

something is missing

there is one million and one

way to ascend to

lecture somewhere to learn

something extra

find meetings

like-minded people in

city ​​learn something

new in the rack

any interesting

activities to me

it seems that somehow

find something

interesting

just go to

Internet and everything now

I returned again

sport

but I’m not

I’m training now in

new role now I

coach and that too

very cool and all about

what am I now

doing

This is what I my

was fond of me before

train people

we are speaking at

amateur countries

triathlon starts

I go to the children in

hospital with

camera i

tell about that

how to take pictures and know from

children are the most

great pictures

they are wonderful

even just because

that they see the world

slightly differently

slightly lower than we

they get

amazing staff

sometimes they are very

heavy and sometimes

on the contrary very

cheerful children are the most

the best photographers and

I’m no longer with no

I certainly have

plans are a dream

but I do not build any

very long

prospects there plans

down dream i want to be

steep coach

classroom journalists

I want to help children

for me it is important but

the most important is that

now the

what happens in

this moment

specifically now and

I want to speak well

In front of you

that you like

in the evening to meet with

friends

now this day

he is the most important he

the most necessary tomorrow

will be the day it will be

better worse no matter

it will be another day

and there already will be

the other life is yours

is here and now

science

live now in

I took this moment

from the hospital I ‘m investigating

she still has this

the most important science in

my life thanks

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