The great achievement of failure | Outdomchakriya Soth | TEDxISPP

it is very unfortunate that I didn’t

it is very unfortunate that I didn’t survive the Khmer Rouge and survived the

survive the Khmer Rouge and survived the

survive the Khmer Rouge and survived the Holocaust

Holocaust

Holocaust I didn’t cure cancer or sorry evolutions

I didn’t cure cancer or sorry evolutions

I didn’t cure cancer or sorry evolutions so I cannot talk about dose coping but

so I cannot talk about dose coping but

so I cannot talk about dose coping but there’s one thing that I’m experienced

there’s one thing that I’m experienced

there’s one thing that I’m experienced and it was very young

and it was very young

and it was very young hello my name is so damned area 15 and

hello my name is so damned area 15 and

hello my name is so damned area 15 and in my study out of failing today I will

in my study out of failing today I will

in my study out of failing today I will give you tips and tricks on how to fail

give you tips and tricks on how to fail

give you tips and tricks on how to fail professional in no times so if you’re

professional in no times so if you’re

professional in no times so if you’re wondering when I first noticed I have a

wondering when I first noticed I have a

wondering when I first noticed I have a true potential in this performing out of

true potential in this performing out of

true potential in this performing out of failure I would say when I was 9 failing

failure I would say when I was 9 failing

failure I would say when I was 9 failing my first competitions call the word

my first competitions call the word

my first competitions call the word speed contest

speed contest

speed contest I won’t call that a dramatic lose

I won’t call that a dramatic lose

I won’t call that a dramatic lose because it just one girls cannot spell

because it just one girls cannot spell

because it just one girls cannot spell as many words but that is when my career

as many words but that is when my career

as many words but that is when my career took off so I make this graph to show

took off so I make this graph to show

took off so I make this graph to show you guys at that time it was immature

you guys at that time it was immature

you guys at that time it was immature still AM and because of that I could not

still AM and because of that I could not

still AM and because of that I could not make myself to join things that involve

make myself to join things that involve

make myself to join things that involve big loose or big win so my graph kind of

big loose or big win so my graph kind of

big loose or big win so my graph kind of go like this until I was 13 I joined

go like this until I was 13 I joined

go like this until I was 13 I joined this poster contest with my sibling from

this poster contest with my sibling from

this poster contest with my sibling from different blood aka best friends and

different blood aka best friends and

different blood aka best friends and then this happens

then this happens

then this happens yep just like movies one week later

yep just like movies one week later

yep just like movies one week later something happens I was asked you won’t

something happens I was asked you won’t

something happens I was asked you won’t want to join my school debate teams I

want to join my school debate teams I

want to join my school debate teams I don’t know about you guys but for me I

don’t know about you guys but for me I

don’t know about you guys but for me I workship my school debate team captains

workship my school debate team captains

workship my school debate team captains so this is like growing up your whole

so this is like growing up your whole

so this is like growing up your whole life watching princesses and fairytales

life watching princesses and fairytales

life watching princesses and fairytales then a fairy godfather absolutely you

then a fairy godfather absolutely you

then a fairy godfather absolutely you want to be a princess too I say yes yes

want to be a princess too I say yes yes

want to be a princess too I say yes yes for some reason until today I don’t know

for some reason until today I don’t know

for some reason until today I don’t know why we speak either because my teammates

why we speak either because my teammates

why we speak either because my teammates are both champions and the only thing

are both champions and the only thing

are both champions and the only thing I’m good at is failing as you know and

I’m good at is failing as you know and

I’m good at is failing as you know and my coach was known for his hellish

my coach was known for his hellish

my coach was known for his hellish training that’s even a legend saying if

training that’s even a legend saying if

training that’s even a legend saying if you survive his training you could

you survive his training you could

you survive his training you could survive anything so I’m planning to make

survive anything so I’m planning to make

survive anything so I’m planning to make this t-shirt to it to wear it as an

this t-shirt to it to wear it as an

this t-shirt to it to wear it as an achievement at that time we worked so

achievement at that time we worked so

achievement at that time we worked so hard we would do any

hard we would do any

hard we would do any if it’s that get us to be better

if it’s that get us to be better

if it’s that get us to be better debating guess what we feel around one

debating guess what we feel around one

debating guess what we feel around one so at that time it was difficult to fill

so at that time it was difficult to fill

so at that time it was difficult to fill something that you work so hard on but I

something that you work so hard on but I

something that you work so hard on but I make that decisions to keep on doing

make that decisions to keep on doing

make that decisions to keep on doing something still but I kind of go in a

something still but I kind of go in a

something still but I kind of go in a loop do something mess it up got upset

loop do something mess it up got upset

loop do something mess it up got upset do something mess it up that’s kind of

do something mess it up that’s kind of

do something mess it up that’s kind of yeah Allu it’s gone repeat and repeat

yeah Allu it’s gone repeat and repeat

yeah Allu it’s gone repeat and repeat and repeat and because of this my graph

and repeat and because of this my graph

and repeat and because of this my graph kind of look like this

kind of look like this

kind of look like this you see that lying there like expert

you see that lying there like expert

you see that lying there like expert levels and like way beyond that so look

levels and like way beyond that so look

levels and like way beyond that so look at me now

at me now

at me now and during that times one person told me

and during that times one person told me

and during that times one person told me you’re gonna lose again and again and

you’re gonna lose again and again and

you’re gonna lose again and again and again until you win I thought that was a

again until you win I thought that was a

again until you win I thought that was a joke but it made complete sense because

joke but it made complete sense because

joke but it made complete sense because during the time that you lose again and

during the time that you lose again and

during the time that you lose again and again and again

again and again

again and again there was this things that will occur

there was this things that will occur

there was this things that will occur and disturb you from you’re loose those

and disturb you from you’re loose those

and disturb you from you’re loose those are skills confidence and craziness I

are skills confidence and craziness I

are skills confidence and craziness I don’t mean insanity but when you’re so

don’t mean insanity but when you’re so

don’t mean insanity but when you’re so ready for losing you’re just ready to

ready for losing you’re just ready to

ready for losing you’re just ready to try out anything and that’s really

try out anything and that’s really

try out anything and that’s really what’s happening at that times and so

what’s happening at that times and so

what’s happening at that times and so during that time there was this things

during that time there was this things

during that time there was this things the dot right there that start coloring

the dot right there that start coloring

the dot right there that start coloring around me when it work on myself more

around me when it work on myself more

around me when it work on myself more and more I call those hopes as time

and more I call those hopes as time

and more I call those hopes as time passed I could collect those enough to

passed I could collect those enough to

passed I could collect those enough to make this flame of hopes it was

make this flame of hopes it was

make this flame of hopes it was difficult I still fail a lot yes still I

difficult I still fail a lot yes still I

difficult I still fail a lot yes still I couldn’t agree less at a picture

couldn’t agree less at a picture

couldn’t agree less at a picture describe a thousand word but this one is

describe a thousand word but this one is

describe a thousand word but this one is basically what happened I was knocked

basically what happened I was knocked

basically what happened I was knocked over ran over I was lost I was afraid I

over ran over I was lost I was afraid I

over ran over I was lost I was afraid I don’t even know what I’m doing sometime

don’t even know what I’m doing sometime

don’t even know what I’m doing sometime but I do it still and because of that I

but I do it still and because of that I

but I do it still and because of that I can take this picture of my

can take this picture of my

can take this picture of my grandmother’s she told me not not to

grandmother’s she told me not not to

grandmother’s she told me not not to show to anyone so here I am doing

show to anyone so here I am doing

show to anyone so here I am doing exactly what she said and also I get

exactly what she said and also I get

exactly what she said and also I get some piece of paper I start counting

some piece of paper I start counting

some piece of paper I start counting down for my bills so it’s been happy

down for my bills so it’s been happy

down for my bills so it’s been happy years back to the journey age throw out

years back to the journey age throw out

years back to the journey age throw out new things this is a conference about

new things this is a conference about

new things this is a conference about peace I’m a negative person but I joined

peace I’m a negative person but I joined

peace I’m a negative person but I joined it still I would describe this I have P

it still I would describe this I have P

it still I would describe this I have P Cambodia conference as discovering

Cambodia conference as discovering

Cambodia conference as discovering oneself leadership and bring positive

oneself leadership and bring positive

oneself leadership and bring positive things to the world I experienced one

things to the world I experienced one

things to the world I experienced one week away from home when I was 15 with

week away from home when I was 15 with

week away from home when I was 15 with the things for the first time a lot I

the things for the first time a lot I

the things for the first time a lot I for the first time I really hear

for the first time I really hear

for the first time I really hear personal stories I danced for the first

personal stories I danced for the first

personal stories I danced for the first time and we joined this lovely place

time and we joined this lovely place

time and we joined this lovely place called Tiny Toon I do service work for

called Tiny Toon I do service work for

called Tiny Toon I do service work for the first time as well there and this

the first time as well there and this

the first time as well there and this lady’s Kim hinge she’s and her team is

lady’s Kim hinge she’s and her team is

lady’s Kim hinge she’s and her team is the one who started this conference she

the one who started this conference she

the one who started this conference she left us with the words that nothing is

left us with the words that nothing is

left us with the words that nothing is too early as good as it sound confident

too early as good as it sound confident

too early as good as it sound confident and and we came home bidding our self

and and we came home bidding our self

and and we came home bidding our self goodbyes and promised to sense in touch

goodbyes and promised to sense in touch

goodbyes and promised to sense in touch and I learned things but first shoutout

and I learned things but first shoutout

and I learned things but first shoutout there’s the IFP to next year’s so check

there’s the IFP to next year’s so check

there’s the IFP to next year’s so check this out for more informations and doing

this out for more informations and doing

this out for more informations and doing promotions and I learn things

promotions and I learn things

promotions and I learn things if you expect myself me to learn things

if you expect myself me to learn things

if you expect myself me to learn things on how to stop feelings more your

on how to stop feelings more your

on how to stop feelings more your clothes I learned three things first I

clothes I learned three things first I

clothes I learned three things first I can dance better than I thought

can dance better than I thought

can dance better than I thought second I care more than I thought and

second I care more than I thought and

second I care more than I thought and third actually for God but never mind

third actually for God but never mind

third actually for God but never mind all those add up together later on I

all those add up together later on I

all those add up together later on I discovered that we are we we are more

discovered that we are we we are more

discovered that we are we we are more capable than we think we are it’s it’s

capable than we think we are it’s it’s

capable than we think we are it’s it’s funny how things are possible until

funny how things are possible until

funny how things are possible until actually get Duns like airplanes or

actually get Duns like airplanes or

actually get Duns like airplanes or creature called younger sibling mess up

creature called younger sibling mess up

creature called younger sibling mess up your entire desert one actions and we

your entire desert one actions and we

your entire desert one actions and we tend to set a lot of false boundaries to

tend to set a lot of false boundaries to

tend to set a lot of false boundaries to limit ourself the girls who fail when

limit ourself the girls who fail when

limit ourself the girls who fail when she was nine years old would never know

she was nine years old would never know

she was nine years old would never know she would be babe and the Goldfield

she would be babe and the Goldfield

she would be babe and the Goldfield debate would never know she would be

debate would never know she would be

debate would never know she would be here it really is that what’s happening

and because of that we can say nothing

and because of that we can say nothing is too early that’s for sure we don’t

is too early that’s for sure we don’t

is too early that’s for sure we don’t have to wait until we have everything to

have to wait until we have everything to

have to wait until we have everything to start giving some ways we don’t have to

start giving some ways we don’t have to

start giving some ways we don’t have to wait until we’re perfect to share

wait until we’re perfect to share

wait until we’re perfect to share experience we don’t have to wait until

experience we don’t have to wait until

experience we don’t have to wait until the other jobs fames or whatever we need

the other jobs fames or whatever we need

the other jobs fames or whatever we need in life to start helping out others

in life to start helping out others

in life to start helping out others doing service work we don’t have to wait

doing service work we don’t have to wait

doing service work we don’t have to wait for the world to be ready

for the world to be ready

for the world to be ready they said easier said than done yes I

they said easier said than done yes I

they said easier said than done yes I agree I totally agree I have no idea

agree I totally agree I have no idea

agree I totally agree I have no idea that my brain is more capable at wine

that my brain is more capable at wine

that my brain is more capable at wine excuse to stop myself from doing

excuse to stop myself from doing

excuse to stop myself from doing something that I really want I want to

something that I really want I want to

something that I really want I want to start as projects call with a bunch of

start as projects call with a bunch of

start as projects call with a bunch of stranger called the change project

stranger called the change project

stranger called the change project documenting people answering do you

documenting people answering do you

documenting people answering do you think you can change the world

think you can change the world

think you can change the world my brain put so many lines in my head

my brain put so many lines in my head

my brain put so many lines in my head you cannot do it that’s a lot of

you cannot do it that’s a lot of

you cannot do it that’s a lot of dedication done everything of failing

dedication done everything of failing

dedication done everything of failing and other tests again but I’m gonna do

and other tests again but I’m gonna do

and other tests again but I’m gonna do it still yep so today I wish that you

it still yep so today I wish that you

it still yep so today I wish that you would remember this girls who claim

would remember this girls who claim

would remember this girls who claim herself to be a feeling expert telling

herself to be a feeling expert telling

herself to be a feeling expert telling you that you are more capable than you

you that you are more capable than you

you that you are more capable than you think you are and the world is you don’t

think you are and the world is you don’t

think you are and the world is you don’t have you don’t have to wait and that

have you don’t have to wait and that

have you don’t have to wait and that would translate and do this but do it

would translate and do this but do it

would translate and do this but do it right I’m not gonna read it so that’s

right I’m not gonna read it so that’s

right I’m not gonna read it so that’s how we build hopes no doubt done wait

how we build hopes no doubt done wait

how we build hopes no doubt done wait that’s how I build my first hope thank

that’s how I build my first hope thank

that’s how I build my first hope thank you

you

you [Applause]