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The Divided American Dream | Jenna Clifford | TEDxGeorgetown


let’s talk about mean what’s the first

let’s talk about mean what’s the first thing that you think of is it

thing that you think of is it

thing that you think of is it lobster l.l.bean

lobster l.l.bean

lobster l.l.bean Acadia National Park what about moose if

Acadia National Park what about moose if

Acadia National Park what about moose if you’re thinking moose you’re not wrong

you’re thinking moose you’re not wrong

you’re thinking moose you’re not wrong it’s my uncle’s latest profile picture

it’s my uncle’s latest profile picture

it’s my uncle’s latest profile picture from just last week when I tell people

from just last week when I tell people

from just last week when I tell people that I’m from Maine

that I’m from Maine

that I’m from Maine the conversation typically goes like

the conversation typically goes like

the conversation typically goes like this oh you’re from Maine that’s so cool

this oh you’re from Maine that’s so cool

this oh you’re from Maine that’s so cool whereabouts and I say Oh what are you

whereabouts and I say Oh what are you

whereabouts and I say Oh what are you familiar with and I either get a blank

familiar with and I either get a blank

familiar with and I either get a blank stare or a story about how someone’s

stare or a story about how someone’s

stare or a story about how someone’s cousins uncles brother has a beach house

cousins uncles brother has a beach house

cousins uncles brother has a beach house that they once with the summer at when I

that they once with the summer at when I

that they once with the summer at when I tell people I’m from Maine the town that

tell people I’m from Maine the town that

tell people I’m from Maine the town that I’m from Lisbon is not the image that

I’m from Lisbon is not the image that

I’m from Lisbon is not the image that typically comes to mind I have never had

typically comes to mind I have never had

typically comes to mind I have never had Lobster

Lobster

Lobster I went to Acadia National Park once no

I went to Acadia National Park once no

I went to Acadia National Park once no the whole state is not super liberal or

the whole state is not super liberal or

the whole state is not super liberal or granola our governor is a Republican the

granola our governor is a Republican the

granola our governor is a Republican the summers are beautiful and the winters

summers are beautiful and the winters

summers are beautiful and the winters are harsh I come from a town we’re going

are harsh I come from a town we’re going

are harsh I come from a town we’re going to college is not the norm there’s one

to college is not the norm there’s one

to college is not the norm there’s one McDonald’s and three gas stations

McDonald’s and three gas stations

McDonald’s and three gas stations there’s a pub where half the town can be

there’s a pub where half the town can be

there’s a pub where half the town can be found after 6:00 p.m. neighbors coaches

found after 6:00 p.m. neighbors coaches

found after 6:00 p.m. neighbors coaches teachers and there’s one high school

teachers and there’s one high school

teachers and there’s one high school Lisbon high school serves 350 students

Lisbon high school serves 350 students

Lisbon high school serves 350 students from the villages of Lisbon Lisbon

from the villages of Lisbon Lisbon

from the villages of Lisbon Lisbon Center and Lisbon Falls the town of

Center and Lisbon Falls the town of

Center and Lisbon Falls the town of Lisbon a bedroom town is a place where

Lisbon a bedroom town is a place where

Lisbon a bedroom town is a place where people sleep not where they work the

people sleep not where they work the

people sleep not where they work the average commute time is at least 45 25

average commute time is at least 45 25

average commute time is at least 45 25 minutes it’s an old mill town in the

minutes it’s an old mill town in the

minutes it’s an old mill town in the midst of old farming communities one

midst of old farming communities one

midst of old farming communities one mill now serves as low-income housing

mill now serves as low-income housing

mill now serves as low-income housing another mill recently torn down leaves

another mill recently torn down leaves

another mill recently torn down leaves behind an empty lot overlooking the

behind an empty lot overlooking the

behind an empty lot overlooking the river just 11% of those ages 25 and

river just 11% of those ages 25 and

river just 11% of those ages 25 and older in my town have a college degree

older in my town have a college degree

older in my town have a college degree 11% nearly half of the town students are

11% nearly half of the town students are

11% nearly half of the town students are on free and reduced lunch but I was not

on free and reduced lunch but I was not

on free and reduced lunch but I was not one of them when I got to Georgetown I

one of them when I got to Georgetown I

one of them when I got to Georgetown I had a friend told me that she was

had a friend told me that she was

had a friend told me that she was surprised to hear that I was in the

surprised to hear that I was in the

surprised to hear that I was in the scholarship program because of my LL

scholarship program because of my LL

scholarship program because of my LL Bean boots

Bean boots

Bean boots it’s true the inpoots have become

it’s true the inpoots have become

it’s true the inpoots have become somewhat synonymous as the status able

somewhat synonymous as the status able

somewhat synonymous as the status able for young wealthy college girls but I

for young wealthy college girls but I

for young wealthy college girls but I have my bean booths because my dad works

have my bean booths because my dad works

have my bean booths because my dad works at LL Bean in maintenance he started

at LL Bean in maintenance he started

at LL Bean in maintenance he started there 27 years ago part-time and it was

there 27 years ago part-time and it was

there 27 years ago part-time and it was it four years that he was able to get a

it four years that he was able to get a

it four years that he was able to get a full-time position in the maintenance

full-time position in the maintenance

full-time position in the maintenance department not facilities 100 students

department not facilities 100 students

department not facilities 100 students walked in my high school graduation

walked in my high school graduation

walked in my high school graduation today 15 of us have entered our senior

today 15 of us have entered our senior

today 15 of us have entered our senior year of college another 15 have entered

year of college another 15 have entered

year of college another 15 have entered Parenthood when I tell this to people at

Parenthood when I tell this to people at

Parenthood when I tell this to people at Georgetown it shocked them it’s an older

Georgetown it shocked them it’s an older

Georgetown it shocked them it’s an older high school Stephen King actually went

high school Stephen King actually went

high school Stephen King actually went there as did both of my grandmother’s

there as did both of my grandmother’s

there as did both of my grandmother’s one if she had to stay after school he

one if she had to stay after school he

one if she had to stay after school he would walk seven miles home to the

would walk seven miles home to the

would walk seven miles home to the family farm the other dropped out at 16

family farm the other dropped out at 16

family farm the other dropped out at 16 when she had her first child

when she had her first child

when she had her first child my uncle her then-husband also a

my uncle her then-husband also a

my uncle her then-husband also a teenager at the time came home from the

teenager at the time came home from the

teenager at the time came home from the vietnam war for his birth and nine

vietnam war for his birth and nine

vietnam war for his birth and nine months later she had twins my mom and my

months later she had twins my mom and my

months later she had twins my mom and my aunt by the time she was 18 she was a

aunt by the time she was 18 she was a

aunt by the time she was 18 she was a single unsupported mother of three it’s

single unsupported mother of three it’s

single unsupported mother of three it’s not uncommon to have multiple

not uncommon to have multiple

not uncommon to have multiple generations of your family in my town it

generations of your family in my town it

generations of your family in my town it breeds a very much a sense of everyone

breeds a very much a sense of everyone

breeds a very much a sense of everyone knows her everyone and I worry it also

knows her everyone and I worry it also

knows her everyone and I worry it also breeds a sense of complacency for those

breeds a sense of complacency for those

breeds a sense of complacency for those of you that I’ve ever played on the

of you that I’ve ever played on the

of you that I’ve ever played on the sports team you’re likely familiar with

sports team you’re likely familiar with

sports team you’re likely familiar with this photo it’s standard before a game

this photo it’s standard before a game

this photo it’s standard before a game to circle up and stretch with your team

to circle up and stretch with your team

to circle up and stretch with your team in Lisbon we have the idea of the Lisbon

in Lisbon we have the idea of the Lisbon

in Lisbon we have the idea of the Lisbon circle it’s the notion that because we

circle it’s the notion that because we

circle it’s the notion that because we are from Lisbon a small working-class

are from Lisbon a small working-class

are from Lisbon a small working-class less resourced community than our

less resourced community than our

less resourced community than our competitors schools that we can’t make

competitors schools that we can’t make

competitors schools that we can’t make this circle the Lisbon circle is instead

this circle the Lisbon circle is instead

this circle the Lisbon circle is instead a blob a square I worried that what I

a blob a square I worried that what I

a blob a square I worried that what I saw in the sentiment of the Lisbon

saw in the sentiment of the Lisbon

saw in the sentiment of the Lisbon circle went deeper I worried that my

circle went deeper I worried that my

circle went deeper I worried that my peers saw the community we were from and

peers saw the community we were from and

peers saw the community we were from and thought that we were lesser limited and

thought that we were lesser limited and

thought that we were lesser limited and that we couldn’t set big goals and I

that we couldn’t set big goals and I

that we couldn’t set big goals and I wanted to change this

wanted to change this

wanted to change this freshman year of high school I went to

freshman year of high school I went to

freshman year of high school I went to my school board with a plan I was going

my school board with a plan I was going

my school board with a plan I was going to help build a school in another

to help build a school in another

to help build a school in another community with even less educational

community with even less educational

community with even less educational infrastructure than my own to show the

infrastructure than my own to show the

infrastructure than my own to show the kids in my community how important

kids in my community how important

kids in my community how important education was a rural village and

education was a rural village and

education was a rural village and coastal Ghana called the Semco I thought

coastal Ghana called the Semco I thought

coastal Ghana called the Semco I thought that if I could pull this big goal off I

that if I could pull this big goal off I

that if I could pull this big goal off I could show the students in my community

could show the students in my community

could show the students in my community that they too could set big goals in

that they too could set big goals in

that they too could set big goals in Lisbon it’s unreal that one would travel

Lisbon it’s unreal that one would travel

Lisbon it’s unreal that one would travel very far and especially internationally

very far and especially internationally

very far and especially internationally so this was kind of a bit wild for

so this was kind of a bit wild for

so this was kind of a bit wild for freshman year me but I worked on the

freshman year me but I worked on the

freshman year me but I worked on the goal for a year I planned out the

goal for a year I planned out the

goal for a year I planned out the logistics and I went to the school board

logistics and I went to the school board

logistics and I went to the school board and when I got there the first person to

and when I got there the first person to

and when I got there the first person to speak was not concerned about the

speak was not concerned about the

speak was not concerned about the feasibility of fundraising or the safety

feasibility of fundraising or the safety

feasibility of fundraising or the safety of international travel his concern was

of international travel his concern was

of international travel his concern was and I quote that little girls can’t lift

and I quote that little girls can’t lift

and I quote that little girls can’t lift bricks I came back three years later

bricks I came back three years later

bricks I came back three years later with this photo I can’t lift bricks

Lisbon was not a bad place to grow up

Lisbon was not a bad place to grow up aside from the occasional drug deal on

aside from the occasional drug deal on

aside from the occasional drug deal on the sandpit across the street from my

the sandpit across the street from my

the sandpit across the street from my house or the known sexual predators

house or the known sexual predators

house or the known sexual predators around the corner my neighbourhood felt

around the corner my neighbourhood felt

around the corner my neighbourhood felt safe my friends and I would ride bikes

safe my friends and I would ride bikes

safe my friends and I would ride bikes and play manhunt in each other’s

and play manhunt in each other’s

and play manhunt in each other’s backyards

backyards

backyards I live in an older housing development

I live in an older housing development

I live in an older housing development with my single mom and twin brother I

with my single mom and twin brother I

with my single mom and twin brother I actually live on the same street that my

actually live on the same street that my

actually live on the same street that my mom lived on and off of when she was

mom lived on and off of when she was

mom lived on and off of when she was growing up to get me to eat dinner as a

growing up to get me to eat dinner as a

growing up to get me to eat dinner as a kid she used to remind me of how when

kid she used to remind me of how when

kid she used to remind me of how when she was young to put food on the table

she was young to put food on the table

she was young to put food on the table she had to kill chickens kill them be

she had to kill chickens kill them be

she had to kill chickens kill them be feather them and eat them this story was

feather them and eat them this story was

feather them and eat them this story was a part of a greater narrative of her

a part of a greater narrative of her

a part of a greater narrative of her parenting my brother and Mees life would

parenting my brother and Mees life would

parenting my brother and Mees life would be better than hers we live paycheck to

be better than hers we live paycheck to

be better than hers we live paycheck to paycheck but we never went without and

paycheck but we never went without and

paycheck but we never went without and because of my mom’s emphasis on hard

because of my mom’s emphasis on hard

because of my mom’s emphasis on hard work and doing well in school I’m a

work and doing well in school I’m a

work and doing well in school I’m a model example of generational mobility

model example of generational mobility

model example of generational mobility when my mom was in high school she

when my mom was in high school she

when my mom was in high school she sought out an application to the

sought out an application to the

sought out an application to the University of Maine but she had no one

University of Maine but she had no one

University of Maine but she had no one to help her fill out the form her mom

to help her fill out the form her mom

to help her fill out the form her mom worked all the time

worked all the time

worked all the time and then when I was growing up my

and then when I was growing up my

and then when I was growing up my grandmother works cleaning buildings and

grandmother works cleaning buildings and

grandmother works cleaning buildings and houses and when she got cancer in high

houses and when she got cancer in high

houses and when she got cancer in high school my mom and I stepped in when I

school my mom and I stepped in when I

school my mom and I stepped in when I got to Georgetown I made friends with

got to Georgetown I made friends with

got to Georgetown I made friends with people that had house cleaners I found

people that had house cleaners I found

people that had house cleaners I found Georgetown on a Google search when I got

Georgetown on a Google search when I got

Georgetown on a Google search when I got my invitation to Georgetown community

my invitation to Georgetown community

my invitation to Georgetown community Scholars Program for students of diverse

Scholars Program for students of diverse

Scholars Program for students of diverse racial and socio-economic backgrounds I

racial and socio-economic backgrounds I

racial and socio-economic backgrounds I thought that someone had messed up I had

thought that someone had messed up I had

thought that someone had messed up I had always thought of myself as average what

always thought of myself as average what

always thought of myself as average what some might call a basic white girl I

some might call a basic white girl I

some might call a basic white girl I didn’t know that being first generation

didn’t know that being first generation

didn’t know that being first generation was an identity growing up everyone that

was an identity growing up everyone that

was an identity growing up everyone that I knew would be the first person in

I knew would be the first person in

I knew would be the first person in their family to go to college if they

their family to go to college if they

their family to go to college if they went so when I got to Georgetown and it

went so when I got to Georgetown and it

went so when I got to Georgetown and it did I became more interested just how

did I became more interested just how

did I became more interested just how first was I I did what anyone would do I

first was I I did what anyone would do I

first was I I did what anyone would do I opened up a free 30-day ancestry.com

opened up a free 30-day ancestry.com

opened up a free 30-day ancestry.com trial and looked for answers what I

trial and looked for answers what I

trial and looked for answers what I found was that many of my ancestors

found was that many of my ancestors

found was that many of my ancestors arrived to America in boats in the 1700s

arrived to America in boats in the 1700s

arrived to America in boats in the 1700s got to Maine and never left not only am

got to Maine and never left not only am

got to Maine and never left not only am I the first person in my family to go to

I the first person in my family to go to

I the first person in my family to go to college along with my twin brother I am

college along with my twin brother I am

college along with my twin brother I am the first to leave Lisbon Maine when I

the first to leave Lisbon Maine when I

the first to leave Lisbon Maine when I got my acceptance letter to Georgetown I

got my acceptance letter to Georgetown I

got my acceptance letter to Georgetown I was dumbfounded when I got my financial

was dumbfounded when I got my financial

was dumbfounded when I got my financial aid letter in the mail four months later

aid letter in the mail four months later

aid letter in the mail four months later my mom called I was in the car with my

my mom called I was in the car with my

my mom called I was in the car with my dad and the call was short she said Jen

dad and the call was short she said Jen

dad and the call was short she said Jen I’m so sorry but we can’t do it

I’m so sorry but we can’t do it

I’m so sorry but we can’t do it Georgetown cost more than her house I

Georgetown cost more than her house I

Georgetown cost more than her house I didn’t cry I instead sat in the car

didn’t cry I instead sat in the car

didn’t cry I instead sat in the car angry I remember being frustrated that I

angry I remember being frustrated that I

angry I remember being frustrated that I had believed that the dream was

had believed that the dream was

had believed that the dream was attainable that my hard work had paid

attainable that my hard work had paid

attainable that my hard work had paid off and it was a lie I got home and my

off and it was a lie I got home and my

off and it was a lie I got home and my mom was still sitting at the kitchen

mom was still sitting at the kitchen

mom was still sitting at the kitchen table looking at the letter I looked

table looking at the letter I looked

table looking at the letter I looked over her shoulder

over her shoulder

over her shoulder my mom had read the first line and Ben

my mom had read the first line and Ben

my mom had read the first line and Ben succumbed to the sticker shock of

succumbed to the sticker shock of

succumbed to the sticker shock of Georgetown’s $70,000 a year price tag I

Georgetown’s $70,000 a year price tag I

Georgetown’s $70,000 a year price tag I looked below and saw that Georgetown had

looked below and saw that Georgetown had

looked below and saw that Georgetown had given

given

given a full ride this time I cried I went in

a full ride this time I cried I went in

a full ride this time I cried I went in the shower and I cried so loud that my

the shower and I cried so loud that my

the shower and I cried so loud that my mom came in she said it’s okay you don’t

mom came in she said it’s okay you don’t

mom came in she said it’s okay you don’t have to go

have to go

have to go she thought I was scared I was when I

she thought I was scared I was when I

she thought I was scared I was when I got to the Community Scholars Program in

got to the Community Scholars Program in

got to the Community Scholars Program in July of 2014 I remember in my panic

July of 2014 I remember in my panic

July of 2014 I remember in my panic thinking if only I had gone pregnant in

thinking if only I had gone pregnant in

thinking if only I had gone pregnant in high school but I didn’t I went to

high school but I didn’t I went to

high school but I didn’t I went to Georgetown and since I’ve been here I

Georgetown and since I’ve been here I

Georgetown and since I’ve been here I felt like I’ve occupied two worlds my

felt like I’ve occupied two worlds my

felt like I’ve occupied two worlds my main world my Georgetown world at

main world my Georgetown world at

main world my Georgetown world at Georgetown I’ve developed a great

Georgetown I’ve developed a great

Georgetown I’ve developed a great interest in higher education policy and

interest in higher education policy and

interest in higher education policy and in learning about the inequities in our

in learning about the inequities in our

in learning about the inequities in our higher education system I’ve become more

higher education system I’ve become more

higher education system I’ve become more interested in my community back home

interested in my community back home

interested in my community back home the world I so often feel like I’m

the world I so often feel like I’m

the world I so often feel like I’m leaving behind Lisbon this summer I

leaving behind Lisbon this summer I

leaving behind Lisbon this summer I decided to bridge my two worlds from my

decided to bridge my two worlds from my

decided to bridge my two worlds from my senior thesis I went home and I

senior thesis I went home and I

senior thesis I went home and I interviewed 15 of my high school

interviewed 15 of my high school

interviewed 15 of my high school graduating class mates to see how

graduating class mates to see how

graduating class mates to see how they’re navigating this stage of life

they’re navigating this stage of life

they’re navigating this stage of life with and without college in part I was

with and without college in part I was

with and without college in part I was inspired by the election 51% of my town

inspired by the election 51% of my town

inspired by the election 51% of my town voted for Trump he actually made a

voted for Trump he actually made a

voted for Trump he actually made a campaign stop in Lisbon a half mile from

campaign stop in Lisbon a half mile from

campaign stop in Lisbon a half mile from the high school across the street from

the high school across the street from

the high school across the street from the McDonald’s I’m not sure that anyone

the McDonald’s I’m not sure that anyone

the McDonald’s I’m not sure that anyone I interviewed support Trump or follow

I interviewed support Trump or follow

I interviewed support Trump or follow politics at all but I thought that they

politics at all but I thought that they

politics at all but I thought that they could nonetheless help to provide a lens

could nonetheless help to provide a lens

could nonetheless help to provide a lens into the world that so few of my peers

into the world that so few of my peers

into the world that so few of my peers at Georgetown seem to understand my

at Georgetown seem to understand my

at Georgetown seem to understand my first interviewee she asked that I not

first interviewee she asked that I not

first interviewee she asked that I not used her name or photo she went to a

used her name or photo she went to a

used her name or photo she went to a four-year school straight out of high

four-year school straight out of high

four-year school straight out of high school after the first year she decided

school after the first year she decided

school after the first year she decided to transfer to another one there too she

to transfer to another one there too she

to transfer to another one there too she had a bad experience she decided to come

had a bad experience she decided to come

had a bad experience she decided to come home take some time off for the first

home take some time off for the first

home take some time off for the first goal she took out loans for the second

goal she took out loans for the second

goal she took out loans for the second she paid as she went today she’s still

she paid as she went today she’s still

she paid as she went today she’s still paying for her lungs and she’s still

paying for her lungs and she’s still

paying for her lungs and she’s still paying for school number two where she

paying for school number two where she

paying for school number two where she hasn’t gotten credit for the classes she

hasn’t gotten credit for the classes she

hasn’t gotten credit for the classes she took because she hasn’t paid

took because she hasn’t paid

took because she hasn’t paid where does that leave her she works 40

where does that leave her she works 40

where does that leave her she works 40 hours a week as a waitress she’s have

hours a week as a waitress she’s have

hours a week as a waitress she’s have Roldan in the MA online degree and

Roldan in the MA online degree and

Roldan in the MA online degree and medical billing she wants to leave me

medical billing she wants to leave me

medical billing she wants to leave me and someday but for now is only

and someday but for now is only

and someday but for now is only concerned about being able to save up

concerned about being able to save up

concerned about being able to save up enough money to for rent she went to

enough money to for rent she went to

enough money to for rent she went to college because she thought that was the

college because she thought that was the

college because she thought that was the next step she knew nothing about loans

next step she knew nothing about loans

next step she knew nothing about loans Jordan Jordan his mom always told him he

Jordan Jordan his mom always told him he

Jordan Jordan his mom always told him he was gonna go to college his grades

was gonna go to college his grades

was gonna go to college his grades weren’t bad and he was really great at

weren’t bad and he was really great at

weren’t bad and he was really great at track in football Jordan had his first

track in football Jordan had his first

track in football Jordan had his first son the August after we graduated his

son the August after we graduated his

son the August after we graduated his second just had his first birthday

second just had his first birthday

second just had his first birthday when I asked Jordan how he made his

when I asked Jordan how he made his

when I asked Jordan how he made his whatsnext decision he said there was no

whatsnext decision he said there was no

whatsnext decision he said there was no decision to be made he’s worked at a

decision to be made he’s worked at a

decision to be made he’s worked at a beer distributor in your town ever since

beer distributor in your town ever since

beer distributor in your town ever since we graduated and his goal is to someday

we graduated and his goal is to someday

we graduated and his goal is to someday be the manager Paige Paige was one of

be the manager Paige Paige was one of

be the manager Paige Paige was one of the smartest people in my high school

the smartest people in my high school

the smartest people in my high school graduating class she got a near-perfect

graduating class she got a near-perfect

graduating class she got a near-perfect score on her math SAT unheard of for my

score on her math SAT unheard of for my

score on her math SAT unheard of for my town which typically scores in the

town which typically scores in the

town which typically scores in the bottom 20th percentile when faced with

bottom 20th percentile when faced with

bottom 20th percentile when faced with the decision to go to college

the decision to go to college

the decision to go to college Paige chose to go to Community College

recently she graduated with her

recently she graduated with her associate’s degree but she told me she

associate’s degree but she told me she

associate’s degree but she told me she didn’t attend graduation because she was

didn’t attend graduation because she was

didn’t attend graduation because she was embarrassed she said that she was

embarrassed she said that she was

embarrassed she said that she was ashamed she knew she was better than

ashamed she knew she was better than

ashamed she knew she was better than Community College and she’s always known

Community College and she’s always known

Community College and she’s always known that when Paige went to school she

that when Paige went to school she

that when Paige went to school she continued to work at the grocery store

continued to work at the grocery store

continued to work at the grocery store where she and I worked at growing up

where she and I worked at growing up

where she and I worked at growing up today she doesn’t regret her choice she

today she doesn’t regret her choice she

today she doesn’t regret her choice she doesn’t have any debt and she’s working

doesn’t have any debt and she’s working

doesn’t have any debt and she’s working now as a bank teller hoping to go back

now as a bank teller hoping to go back

now as a bank teller hoping to go back and complete a bachelor’s degree maybe a

and complete a bachelor’s degree maybe a

and complete a bachelor’s degree maybe a master’s in the last interviewee I’ll

master’s in the last interviewee I’ll

master’s in the last interviewee I’ll talk about Justin Justin like Jordan

talk about Justin Justin like Jordan

talk about Justin Justin like Jordan works at the beer distributor near town

works at the beer distributor near town

works at the beer distributor near town he and his long-term girlfriend Lily

he and his long-term girlfriend Lily

he and his long-term girlfriend Lily live in one of those adjacent or one of

live in one of those adjacent or one of

live in one of those adjacent or one of those refurbished mill apartments

those refurbished mill apartments

those refurbished mill apartments adjacent to Jordans Lily a year below

adjacent to Jordans Lily a year below

adjacent to Jordans Lily a year below when is going to school she’s two years

when is going to school she’s two years

when is going to school she’s two years in and when she’s not in class she works

in and when she’s not in class she works

in and when she’s not in class she works full-time as a telemarketer during her

full-time as a telemarketer during her

full-time as a telemarketer during her interview she expressed the draining

interview she expressed the draining

interview she expressed the draining interest in finishing

interest in finishing

interest in finishing Justin knows he’s smart he was in all of

Justin knows he’s smart he was in all of

Justin knows he’s smart he was in all of the gifted and talented classes growing

the gifted and talented classes growing

the gifted and talented classes growing up but he never liked school he couldn’t

up but he never liked school he couldn’t

up but he never liked school he couldn’t imagine sitting in class all day and

imagine sitting in class all day and

imagine sitting in class all day and having to pay for it

having to pay for it

having to pay for it plus he likes to work he needs to work

plus he likes to work he needs to work

plus he likes to work he needs to work so that he can pay rent well each of

so that he can pay rent well each of

so that he can pay rent well each of these stories is unique they are not

these stories is unique they are not

these stories is unique they are not uncommon it’s funny the point of this

uncommon it’s funny the point of this

uncommon it’s funny the point of this project was to try and gauge the ways in

project was to try and gauge the ways in

project was to try and gauge the ways in which my peers back home are navigating

which my peers back home are navigating

which my peers back home are navigating their what’s next phase of life as I’m

their what’s next phase of life as I’m

their what’s next phase of life as I’m about to be there as well I’m about to

about to be there as well I’m about to

about to be there as well I’m about to graduate I need a job recently I tried

graduate I need a job recently I tried

graduate I need a job recently I tried to figure out what this consulting thing

to figure out what this consulting thing

to figure out what this consulting thing is and how I could explain it to my

is and how I could explain it to my

is and how I could explain it to my parents I went to a Deloitte info

parents I went to a Deloitte info

parents I went to a Deloitte info session well I walked in so all the boys

session well I walked in so all the boys

session well I walked in so all the boys in suits got self-conscious in my

in suits got self-conscious in my

in suits got self-conscious in my business casual dress from Goodwill and

business casual dress from Goodwill and

business casual dress from Goodwill and I ran home the long way so that no one

I ran home the long way so that no one

I ran home the long way so that no one could see me I cried I made some

could see me I cried I made some

could see me I cried I made some progress I interviewed with Accenture I

progress I interviewed with Accenture I

progress I interviewed with Accenture I had never done a case interview before

had never done a case interview before

had never done a case interview before so you can imagine it was awful I left

so you can imagine it was awful I left

so you can imagine it was awful I left feeling flustered and I’m not kidding I

feeling flustered and I’m not kidding I

feeling flustered and I’m not kidding I fell face-first down the Career Center

fell face-first down the Career Center

fell face-first down the Career Center stairs i nosedive in these shoes I

stairs i nosedive in these shoes I

stairs i nosedive in these shoes I ripped my only pair of dress pants and

ripped my only pair of dress pants and

ripped my only pair of dress pants and the scab on my knee has almost yelled

the scab on my knee has almost yelled

the scab on my knee has almost yelled I’m still the certain Oh just kidding it

I’m still the certain Oh just kidding it

I’m still the certain Oh just kidding it was kind of nice though falling it was

was kind of nice though falling it was

was kind of nice though falling it was humbling it felt like an omen I was only

humbling it felt like an omen I was only

humbling it felt like an omen I was only going to case interviews because I felt

going to case interviews because I felt

going to case interviews because I felt like that was the Georgetown thing to do

like that was the Georgetown thing to do

like that was the Georgetown thing to do I’m still discerning my what’s next well

I’m still discerning my what’s next well

I’m still discerning my what’s next well many of my peers back home are still

many of my peers back home are still

many of my peers back home are still figuring out how they’re gonna finish

figuring out how they’re gonna finish

figuring out how they’re gonna finish their college education if they are

their college education if they are

their college education if they are others are working 40 50 even 60 hours a

others are working 40 50 even 60 hours a

others are working 40 50 even 60 hours a week in hopes that they save up enough

week in hopes that they save up enough

week in hopes that they save up enough money soon to put a down payment on a

money soon to put a down payment on a

money soon to put a down payment on a house I’m lucky to have the chance the

house I’m lucky to have the chance the

house I’m lucky to have the chance the luxury of deciding where do I want to be

luxury of deciding where do I want to be

luxury of deciding where do I want to be next year

next year

next year do I want to travel do I want to try

do I want to travel do I want to try

do I want to travel do I want to try business or social justice

business or social justice

business or social justice the dividing our experiences and in our

the dividing our experiences and in our

the dividing our experiences and in our opportunities is what the Atlantic has

opportunities is what the Atlantic has

opportunities is what the Atlantic has coined the new American Dream it’s the

coined the new American Dream it’s the

coined the new American Dream it’s the idea that today a person’s 20s are about

idea that today a person’s 20s are about

idea that today a person’s 20s are about self-actualization traveling finding

self-actualization traveling finding

self-actualization traveling finding oneself trying new jobs think friends

oneself trying new jobs think friends

oneself trying new jobs think friends new girl How I Met Your Mother the image

new girl How I Met Your Mother the image

new girl How I Met Your Mother the image of people in their 20s today is that of

of people in their 20s today is that of

of people in their 20s today is that of a time of lucrative part-time jobs

a time of lucrative part-time jobs

a time of lucrative part-time jobs expensive cities alcohol and casual sex

expensive cities alcohol and casual sex

expensive cities alcohol and casual sex a time sociologists Jennifer’s Silva

a time sociologists Jennifer’s Silva

a time sociologists Jennifer’s Silva refers to as attractive and realistic

refers to as attractive and realistic

refers to as attractive and realistic for many peers of mine from affluent

for many peers of mine from affluent

for many peers of mine from affluent backgrounds like those from Georgetown

backgrounds like those from Georgetown

backgrounds like those from Georgetown but not for people from rural

but not for people from rural

but not for people from rural lower-class backgrounds like those from

lower-class backgrounds like those from

lower-class backgrounds like those from of my peers in me these stories leave

of my peers in me these stories leave

of my peers in me these stories leave them feeling behind a sense of chaos I’m

them feeling behind a sense of chaos I’m

them feeling behind a sense of chaos I’m not convinced that if everyone in my

not convinced that if everyone in my

not convinced that if everyone in my community strove for Georgetown it would

community strove for Georgetown it would

community strove for Georgetown it would be the right choice but to live a decent

be the right choice but to live a decent

be the right choice but to live a decent life it shouldn’t have to be in many

life it shouldn’t have to be in many

life it shouldn’t have to be in many blue-collar high schools and towns there

blue-collar high schools and towns there

blue-collar high schools and towns there is a the myth of the one or two students

is a the myth of the one or two students

is a the myth of the one or two students that make it out they are the exception

that make it out they are the exception

that make it out they are the exception to the rule the rule that the working

to the rule the rule that the working

to the rule the rule that the working class the cycle of poverty and close

class the cycle of poverty and close

class the cycle of poverty and close family roots maintains constant for

family roots maintains constant for

family roots maintains constant for where I’m from I fit this narrative but

where I’m from I fit this narrative but

where I’m from I fit this narrative but I don’t want to be the exception I don’t

I don’t want to be the exception I don’t

I don’t want to be the exception I don’t want there to be a rule

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