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The Changing Body from Within and Without | Jorge Balça & Anjali Bhat | TEDxGoodenoughCollege


hello I hope you’re all comfortable with

hello I hope you’re all comfortable with deja vu I’d like to start with an

deja vu I’d like to start with an

deja vu I’d like to start with an exercise that might feel familiar I have

exercise that might feel familiar I have

exercise that might feel familiar I have a feeling I’d like to invite you to

a feeling I’d like to invite you to

a feeling I’d like to invite you to close your eyes for a moment turn your

close your eyes for a moment turn your

close your eyes for a moment turn your attention inwards focusing on your heart

attention inwards focusing on your heart

attention inwards focusing on your heart are you aware of the beating in your

are you aware of the beating in your

are you aware of the beating in your chest can you count your heartbeats

maintaining your focus inward increase

maintaining your focus inward increase your heart rate and accelerate your

your heart rate and accelerate your

your heart rate and accelerate your breathing and gently open your eyes and

breathing and gently open your eyes and

breathing and gently open your eyes and look at the person sitting next to you

look at the person sitting next to you

look at the person sitting next to you your right

observe how they are sitting and copy

observe how they are sitting and copy their position

what you just did is acting in its

what you just did is acting in its purest form you altered your physical

purest form you altered your physical

purest form you altered your physical state your stance your breath your

state your stance your breath your

state your stance your breath your heartbeat to become other and that

heartbeat to become other and that

heartbeat to become other and that physical state is intimately connected

physical state is intimately connected

physical state is intimately connected you’re in the world your world of

you’re in the world your world of

you’re in the world your world of emotions my breathing for instance is so

emotions my breathing for instance is so

emotions my breathing for instance is so intimately connected to how I’m feeling

intimately connected to how I’m feeling

intimately connected to how I’m feeling that just like the chicken and the egg

that just like the chicken and the egg

that just like the chicken and the egg we can ask which came first breath or

we can ask which came first breath or

we can ask which came first breath or emotion does my breath become shallow

emotion does my breath become shallow

emotion does my breath become shallow and and irregular unfeeling anxious just

and and irregular unfeeling anxious just

and and irregular unfeeling anxious just like this or do I feel anxious if I

like this or do I feel anxious if I

like this or do I feel anxious if I breathe that way

breathe that way

breathe that way conversely don’t we all try to calm

conversely don’t we all try to calm

conversely don’t we all try to calm ourselves by breathing slowly and deeply

ourselves by breathing slowly and deeply

ourselves by breathing slowly and deeply so as you can see there is a correlation

so as you can see there is a correlation

so as you can see there is a correlation here and the exercise young we ask you

here and the exercise young we ask you

here and the exercise young we ask you to do can be understood as a basis for

to do can be understood as a basis for

to do can be understood as a basis for acting now the work of an actor can in

acting now the work of an actor can in

acting now the work of an actor can in very simple terms be understood as the

very simple terms be understood as the

very simple terms be understood as the charting and navigating of an emotional

charting and navigating of an emotional

charting and navigating of an emotional and physical route that is not their own

and physical route that is not their own

and physical route that is not their own that is indeed other throughout the

that is indeed other throughout the

that is indeed other throughout the centuries acting has changed and evolved

centuries acting has changed and evolved

centuries acting has changed and evolved enormously what we consider to be good

enormously what we consider to be good

enormously what we consider to be good acting or believable acting has shifted

acting or believable acting has shifted

acting or believable acting has shifted and even the definition of acting itself

and even the definition of acting itself

and even the definition of acting itself has been the subject of much discussion

has been the subject of much discussion

has been the subject of much discussion now we can create categories to classify

now we can create categories to classify

now we can create categories to classify different types of schools or traditions

different types of schools or traditions

different types of schools or traditions of acting according to a range of

of acting according to a range of

of acting according to a range of criteria but today actually it is

criteria but today actually it is

criteria but today actually it is tonight already I would like to focus on

tonight already I would like to focus on

tonight already I would like to focus on the creative tension between the inner

the creative tension between the inner

the creative tension between the inner and outer world between emotion and body

and outer world between emotion and body

and outer world between emotion and body so first category the inside-out

so first category the inside-out

so first category the inside-out tradition these schools of acting favor

tradition these schools of acting favor

tradition these schools of acting favor emotional and psychological work the

emotional and psychological work the

emotional and psychological work the actor starts from and the focus is

actor starts from and the focus is

actor starts from and the focus is primarily on the feeling expecting the

primarily on the feeling expecting the

primarily on the feeling expecting the the body the physical manifestation of

the body the physical manifestation of

the body the physical manifestation of that feeling to naturally or more or

that feeling to naturally or more or

that feeling to naturally or more or less organically follow now the

less organically follow now the

less organically follow now the outside-in tradition second category the

outside-in tradition second category the

outside-in tradition second category the discourse of acting focus on physical

discourse of acting focus on physical

discourse of acting focus on physical and vocal work the actor develops what

and vocal work the actor develops what

and vocal work the actor develops what the audience sees and hears and expects

the audience sees and hears and expects

the audience sees and hears and expects them to identify and recognize those

them to identify and recognize those

them to identify and recognize those elements as an emotional journey so was

elements as an emotional journey so was

elements as an emotional journey so was it what does it feel like this sense of

it what does it feel like this sense of

it what does it feel like this sense of becoming other when you tried it just

becoming other when you tried it just

becoming other when you tried it just now was it immediately clear or did it

now was it immediately clear or did it

now was it immediately clear or did it develop what was the difference between

develop what was the difference between

develop what was the difference between your experience of your breathing

your experience of your breathing

your experience of your breathing originally and your breathing after you

originally and your breathing after you

originally and your breathing after you tried to change it and when you adopted

tried to change it and when you adopted

tried to change it and when you adopted the position of the person sitting next

the position of the person sitting next

the position of the person sitting next to you was it still their position or

to you was it still their position or

to you was it still their position or was it now yours what I’m getting at is

was it now yours what I’m getting at is

was it now yours what I’m getting at is a distinction that’s often taken for

a distinction that’s often taken for

a distinction that’s often taken for granted in a modern individualistic

granted in a modern individualistic

granted in a modern individualistic society between a sense of self and a

society between a sense of self and a

society between a sense of self and a sense of other I’m me everyone else was

sense of other I’m me everyone else was

sense of other I’m me everyone else was everyone else

everyone else

everyone else it’s a dichotomy so embedded in popular

it’s a dichotomy so embedded in popular

it’s a dichotomy so embedded in popular culture sometimes it’s like a secret

culture sometimes it’s like a secret

culture sometimes it’s like a secret language everyone’s expected to just get

language everyone’s expected to just get

language everyone’s expected to just get I’m sure many of you have heard some

I’m sure many of you have heard some

I’m sure many of you have heard some version of this conversation oh you just

version of this conversation oh you just

version of this conversation oh you just have to be yourself

have to be yourself

have to be yourself oh yeah from now on I’m just going to be

oh yeah from now on I’m just going to be

oh yeah from now on I’m just going to be myself okay both interlocutors feeling

myself okay both interlocutors feeling

myself okay both interlocutors feeling remarkably pleased with having exchanged

remarkably pleased with having exchanged

remarkably pleased with having exchanged no information whatsoever none this

no information whatsoever none this

no information whatsoever none this becomes particularly pronounced when

becomes particularly pronounced when

becomes particularly pronounced when talking about bodies our physical selves

talking about bodies our physical selves

talking about bodies our physical selves maybe it’s easy to accept that a

maybe it’s easy to accept that a

maybe it’s easy to accept that a mysterious amorphous mind self is

mysterious amorphous mind self is

mysterious amorphous mind self is indistinct from others but our bodies

indistinct from others but our bodies

indistinct from others but our bodies are just simple fleshly vessels right

are just simple fleshly vessels right

are just simple fleshly vessels right perhaps not there’s a relatively new and

perhaps not there’s a relatively new and

perhaps not there’s a relatively new and rapidly evolving field in neuroscience

rapidly evolving field in neuroscience

rapidly evolving field in neuroscience that’s already begun to make clear that

that’s already begun to make clear that

that’s already begun to make clear that a physical self representation which

a physical self representation which

a physical self representation which includes your ownership over your body

includes your ownership over your body

includes your ownership over your body and the meetings you confer to your

and the meetings you confer to your

and the meetings you confer to your movements and expressions is not a

movements and expressions is not a

movements and expressions is not a constant that you’re born with it’s

constant that you’re born with it’s

constant that you’re born with it’s something you’re forever creating based

something you’re forever creating based

something you’re forever creating based on your interactions with other people

on your interactions with other people

on your interactions with other people in your environment a collection of

in your environment a collection of

in your environment a collection of processes going on in a moment that all

processes going on in a moment that all

processes going on in a moment that all feed into an experience of selfhood

feed into an experience of selfhood

feed into an experience of selfhood indeed here’s yet another very

indeed here’s yet another very

indeed here’s yet another very problematic dichotomy that’s

problematic dichotomy that’s

problematic dichotomy that’s increasingly unsupported by science

increasingly unsupported by science

increasingly unsupported by science between mind and body

between mind and body

between mind and body our bodies are what our brains and

our bodies are what our brains and

our bodies are what our brains and indeed minds are evolved to take care of

indeed minds are evolved to take care of

indeed minds are evolved to take care of they come as a unit this new field I

they come as a unit this new field I

they come as a unit this new field I mentioned studies a lesser-known sense

mentioned studies a lesser-known sense

mentioned studies a lesser-known sense called interception this refers to the

called interception this refers to the

called interception this refers to the visceral signals that together create a

visceral signals that together create a

visceral signals that together create a sense of your internal environment such

sense of your internal environment such

sense of your internal environment such as your heartbeat hunger thirst

as your heartbeat hunger thirst

as your heartbeat hunger thirst digestion pain and emotions the task you

digestion pain and emotions the task you

digestion pain and emotions the task you did earlier when you tried to count your

did earlier when you tried to count your

did earlier when you tried to count your heartbeat is actually a simple measure

heartbeat is actually a simple measure

heartbeat is actually a simple measure we used in the lab to quantify the

we used in the lab to quantify the

we used in the lab to quantify the extent of your conscious awareness of

extent of your conscious awareness of

extent of your conscious awareness of your interoceptive processes by

your interoceptive processes by

your interoceptive processes by comparing the subjective counts to an

comparing the subjective counts to an

comparing the subjective counts to an objective heart rate reading and we

objective heart rate reading and we

objective heart rate reading and we often talk about our emotions in terms

often talk about our emotions in terms

often talk about our emotions in terms of interceptive signals if I was to

of interceptive signals if I was to

of interceptive signals if I was to describe how I felt in the weeks coming

describe how I felt in the weeks coming

describe how I felt in the weeks coming up to this talk I might say I had

up to this talk I might say I had

up to this talk I might say I had butterflies in my stomach I was in a

butterflies in my stomach I was in a

butterflies in my stomach I was in a cold sweat my heart skipped a beat as I

cold sweat my heart skipped a beat as I

cold sweat my heart skipped a beat as I was getting on stage but how do we truly

was getting on stage but how do we truly

was getting on stage but how do we truly convey an interceptive experience

convey an interceptive experience

convey an interceptive experience especially non-verbally to another self

especially non-verbally to another self

especially non-verbally to another self that isn’t constituted of all the same

that isn’t constituted of all the same

that isn’t constituted of all the same processes that give you that experience

processes that give you that experience

processes that give you that experience this is as George explained of

this is as George explained of

this is as George explained of particular relevance to actors who make

particular relevance to actors who make

particular relevance to actors who make it their living to consciously and

it their living to consciously and

it their living to consciously and physically communicate and experience to

physically communicate and experience to

physically communicate and experience to other people and what’s particularly

other people and what’s particularly

other people and what’s particularly unique here is that it’s not just their

unique here is that it’s not just their

unique here is that it’s not just their own experience which is challenging

own experience which is challenging

own experience which is challenging enough to express its another experience

enough to express its another experience

enough to express its another experience an actor must empathize with a character

an actor must empathize with a character

an actor must empathize with a character they are playing in order to understand

they are playing in order to understand

they are playing in order to understand their motivations and how they would

their motivations and how they would

their motivations and how they would behave in a given situation they must

behave in a given situation they must

behave in a given situation they must know their own quirks and ball

know their own quirks and ball

know their own quirks and ball well enough to know how they would

well enough to know how they would

well enough to know how they would differ from the character they must

differ from the character they must

differ from the character they must empathize with their audience in order

empathize with their audience in order

empathize with their audience in order to know how their movements will be

to know how their movements will be

to know how their movements will be perceived in order to get the audience

perceived in order to get the audience

perceived in order to get the audience to empathize with them that’s a whole

to empathize with them that’s a whole

to empathize with them that’s a whole lot of empathizing and it’s a

lot of empathizing and it’s a

lot of empathizing and it’s a fascinatingly complex thing to ask a

fascinatingly complex thing to ask a

fascinatingly complex thing to ask a brain to do there are traditions of

brain to do there are traditions of

brain to do there are traditions of acting that have varying theories on how

acting that have varying theories on how

acting that have varying theories on how to do all of this but there’s not a lot

to do all of this but there’s not a lot

to do all of this but there’s not a lot of empirical research on how it works or

of empirical research on how it works or

of empirical research on how it works or what the optimal strategies are this is

what the optimal strategies are this is

what the optimal strategies are this is what our lab led by James Kilner at the

what our lab led by James Kilner at the

what our lab led by James Kilner at the institute of neurology is just beginning

institute of neurology is just beginning

institute of neurology is just beginning to explore what is believable acting

to explore what is believable acting

to explore what is believable acting actually mean is the more interceptive

actually mean is the more interceptive

actually mean is the more interceptive lee aware or empathetic actor more

lee aware or empathetic actor more

lee aware or empathetic actor more capable of inducing an emotional

capable of inducing an emotional

capable of inducing an emotional response than an observer does an actor

response than an observer does an actor

response than an observer does an actor really need to have an interceptive

really need to have an interceptive

really need to have an interceptive emotional experience in order to convey

emotional experience in order to convey

emotional experience in order to convey it or if it were practically possible

it or if it were practically possible

it or if it were practically possible would they just have to make all the

would they just have to make all the

would they just have to make all the right movements well well the emotions

right movements well well the emotions

right movements well well the emotions are you material they can’t themselves

are you material they can’t themselves

are you material they can’t themselves be be seen be tasted be felt by others

be be seen be tasted be felt by others

be be seen be tasted be felt by others so communicating emotions is a vital

so communicating emotions is a vital

so communicating emotions is a vital issue for actors and the body becomes

issue for actors and the body becomes

issue for actors and the body becomes the interface for communicating those

the interface for communicating those

the interface for communicating those emotions the only way for you to know

emotions the only way for you to know

emotions the only way for you to know how I am feeling is by the effect that

how I am feeling is by the effect that

how I am feeling is by the effect that my emotions have on my body and on my

my emotions have on my body and on my

my emotions have on my body and on my voice which is itself a bodied

voice which is itself a bodied

voice which is itself a bodied phenomenon I mean you know how nervous I

phenomenon I mean you know how nervous I

phenomenon I mean you know how nervous I am standing here with Anjali not by not

am standing here with Anjali not by not

am standing here with Anjali not by not by grasping my nervousness itself but by

by grasping my nervousness itself but by

by grasping my nervousness itself but by deciphering it by from from the the

deciphering it by from from the the

deciphering it by from from the the tension on my right shoulder or the or

tension on my right shoulder or the or

tension on my right shoulder or the or the ringing of my hands or the the sound

the ringing of my hands or the the sound

the ringing of my hands or the the sound my dry mouth makes between words and of

my dry mouth makes between words and of

my dry mouth makes between words and of course by how much I’ve been stuttering

course by how much I’ve been stuttering

course by how much I’ve been stuttering and and and of course that in return I

and and and of course that in return I

and and and of course that in return I know how effective I am or not by by how

know how effective I am or not by by how

know how effective I am or not by by how many times you’ve yawned

many times you’ve yawned

many times you’ve yawned um or by how much you’ve been fidgeting

um or by how much you’ve been fidgeting

um or by how much you’ve been fidgeting in your chair or even by the number of

in your chair or even by the number of

in your chair or even by the number of times that you’ve checked your phone yes

times that you’ve checked your phone yes

times that you’ve checked your phone yes madam I can see you

madam I can see you

madam I can see you and so but but it is not hard to

and so but but it is not hard to

and so but but it is not hard to understand how any an extreme version of

understand how any an extreme version of

understand how any an extreme version of any of these techniques of acting inside

any of these techniques of acting inside

any of these techniques of acting inside out or outside in will inevitably lead

out or outside in will inevitably lead

out or outside in will inevitably lead to failed acting or not believable

to failed acting or not believable

to failed acting or not believable acting so on the one hand you have the

acting so on the one hand you have the

acting so on the one hand you have the emotional actor who feels everything

emotional actor who feels everything

emotional actor who feels everything ever so intensely at every step of the

ever so intensely at every step of the

ever so intensely at every step of the way

way

way but who fails to externalize anything at

but who fails to externalize anything at

but who fails to externalize anything at all just imagine an extreme closer part

all just imagine an extreme closer part

all just imagine an extreme closer part of of an incredibly emotional scene but

of of an incredibly emotional scene but

of of an incredibly emotional scene but short after a Botox disaster gets my

short after a Botox disaster gets my

short after a Botox disaster gets my point or then or then the actor who

point or then or then the actor who

point or then or then the actor who can’t complete the scene because because

can’t complete the scene because because

can’t complete the scene because because they so caught up in them in their

they so caught up in them in their

they so caught up in them in their emotions which are so extreme and so

emotions which are so extreme and so

emotions which are so extreme and so unbridled that they lose control over

unbridled that they lose control over

unbridled that they lose control over their body on that voice I mean there is

their body on that voice I mean there is

their body on that voice I mean there is no way they can they can move they can

no way they can they can move they can

no way they can they can move they can say the text let alone sing the aria

say the text let alone sing the aria

say the text let alone sing the aria until the convulsive sobbing comes to an

until the convulsive sobbing comes to an

until the convulsive sobbing comes to an end on the other hand and at the other

end on the other hand and at the other

end on the other hand and at the other end of the spectrum you have the the

end of the spectrum you have the the

end of the spectrum you have the the virtuoso actor whose physical and vocal

virtuoso actor whose physical and vocal

virtuoso actor whose physical and vocal acrobatics and surgical precision ensure

acrobatics and surgical precision ensure

acrobatics and surgical precision ensure a repeatable and reliable performance

a repeatable and reliable performance

a repeatable and reliable performance however that Koryak the bat choreography

however that Koryak the bat choreography

however that Koryak the bat choreography or or the vocal fireworks are

or or the vocal fireworks are

or or the vocal fireworks are disconnected from a real emotional place

disconnected from a real emotional place

disconnected from a real emotional place I mean they reference acting cliches

I mean they reference acting cliches

I mean they reference acting cliches instead of real emotional reactions thus

instead of real emotional reactions thus

instead of real emotional reactions thus becoming nothing more than a sterile

becoming nothing more than a sterile

becoming nothing more than a sterile pantomime engaging sometimes even

pantomime engaging sometimes even

pantomime engaging sometimes even entertaining but ultimately dead in the

entertaining but ultimately dead in the

entertaining but ultimately dead in the eyes and just like these irregularities

eyes and just like these irregularities

eyes and just like these irregularities of embodiment in acting many

of embodiment in acting many

of embodiment in acting many irregularities of body image are a

irregularities of body image are a

irregularities of body image are a result of conflict between felts

result of conflict between felts

result of conflict between felts interceptive and observed information

interceptive and observed information

interceptive and observed information people with eating disorders contract in

people with eating disorders contract in

people with eating disorders contract in style the body they see in the mirror

style the body they see in the mirror

style the body they see in the mirror with the one they feel they have which

with the one they feel they have which

with the one they feel they have which is deeply influenced by interactions

is deeply influenced by interactions

is deeply influenced by interactions with other people some

with other people some

with other people some patience with a paralyzed limb after a

patience with a paralyzed limb after a

patience with a paralyzed limb after a stroke develops such a strong discord

stroke develops such a strong discord

stroke develops such a strong discord between how they feel about that limb

between how they feel about that limb

between how they feel about that limb and what they can see that their

and what they can see that their

and what they can see that their internal experience overwrites their

internal experience overwrites their

internal experience overwrites their visual feedback leading them to

visual feedback leading them to

visual feedback leading them to sometimes say what are you talking about

sometimes say what are you talking about

sometimes say what are you talking about I’m not paralyzed I’m fine and sometimes

I’m not paralyzed I’m fine and sometimes

I’m not paralyzed I’m fine and sometimes they will go as far as to say that’s not

they will go as far as to say that’s not

they will go as far as to say that’s not my arm that’s my husband’s arm at the

my arm that’s my husband’s arm at the

my arm that’s my husband’s arm at the center of these problems and those many

center of these problems and those many

center of these problems and those many of us face in dealing with our bodies

of us face in dealing with our bodies

of us face in dealing with our bodies and ourselves is an uncertainty that

and ourselves is an uncertainty that

and ourselves is an uncertainty that comes from constant change but our

comes from constant change but our

comes from constant change but our bodies are not passive victims of the

bodies are not passive victims of the

bodies are not passive victims of the chaos that they inhabit they’re actually

chaos that they inhabit they’re actually

chaos that they inhabit they’re actually remarkably proficient at adapting to an

remarkably proficient at adapting to an

remarkably proficient at adapting to an ever-changing environment in fact this

ever-changing environment in fact this

ever-changing environment in fact this is the fundamental difference between

is the fundamental difference between

is the fundamental difference between being alive and not living organisms are

being alive and not living organisms are

being alive and not living organisms are energetically open systems they have to

energetically open systems they have to

energetically open systems they have to interact with their environment in order

interact with their environment in order

interact with their environment in order to maintain an internal state that’s as

to maintain an internal state that’s as

to maintain an internal state that’s as stable as possible

stable as possible

stable as possible by seeking out a warmer coat or a

by seeking out a warmer coat or a

by seeking out a warmer coat or a sandwich or a more emotionally

sandwich or a more emotionally

sandwich or a more emotionally fulfilling relationship otherwise they

fulfilling relationship otherwise they

fulfilling relationship otherwise they would decompose very quickly this is

would decompose very quickly this is

would decompose very quickly this is called homeostasis and in a sense

called homeostasis and in a sense

called homeostasis and in a sense self-acceptance is a homeostatic drive –

self-acceptance is a homeostatic drive –

self-acceptance is a homeostatic drive – and it comes with the understanding and

and it comes with the understanding and

and it comes with the understanding and embracing of ourselves our bodies and

embracing of ourselves our bodies and

embracing of ourselves our bodies and our physical and social environments as

our physical and social environments as

our physical and social environments as concepts in flux the two of us come to

concepts in flux the two of us come to

concepts in flux the two of us come to remarkably similar inferences and this

remarkably similar inferences and this

remarkably similar inferences and this is coming from disciplines that are

is coming from disciplines that are

is coming from disciplines that are often seen as very distant from each

often seen as very distant from each

often seen as very distant from each other both actors and non actors must

other both actors and non actors must

other both actors and non actors must therefore strive to reach this

therefore strive to reach this

therefore strive to reach this homeostatic balance by processing both

homeostatic balance by processing both

homeostatic balance by processing both inner and outer feedback and you notice

inner and outer feedback and you notice

inner and outer feedback and you notice process those inner and outer forces we

process those inner and outer forces we

process those inner and outer forces we must be present in the moment we must be

must be present in the moment we must be

must be present in the moment we must be mindful we must be connected both

mindful we must be connected both

mindful we must be connected both inwardly and outwardly the result the

inwardly and outwardly the result the

inwardly and outwardly the result the ultimate capacity for adaptation of our

ultimate capacity for adaptation of our

ultimate capacity for adaptation of our bodies and indeed of our sense of self

bodies and indeed of our sense of self

bodies and indeed of our sense of self thank you

thank you

thank you [Applause]

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