some loss conquistadors were here we found their ancient fire we felt the
found their ancient fire we felt the
found their ancient fire we felt the ashes they’re still worn still burning
ashes they’re still worn still burning
ashes they’re still worn still burning with desire we heard that Ghost hearts
with desire we heard that Ghost hearts
with desire we heard that Ghost hearts beat they still seek the goal for the
beat they still seek the goal for the
beat they still seek the goal for the Spanish crown you are my treasure this
Spanish crown you are my treasure this
Spanish crown you are my treasure this is my sacred ground leaving behind me
is my sacred ground leaving behind me
is my sacred ground leaving behind me all that I know for the river of fire
touching your body touching my soul in
touching your body touching my soul in the river of fire
the river of fire
the river of fire [Music]
[Music]
[Music] ah in El Rio de fuego well this is my
ah in El Rio de fuego well this is my
ah in El Rio de fuego well this is my sacred ground my grandparents came out
sacred ground my grandparents came out
sacred ground my grandparents came out here from elyria ohio in 1940 and they
here from elyria ohio in 1940 and they
here from elyria ohio in 1940 and they built three adobe houses right out of
built three adobe houses right out of
built three adobe houses right out of the earth in the Tucson Mountain
the earth in the Tucson Mountain
the earth in the Tucson Mountain foothills and we used to come out and
foothills and we used to come out and
foothills and we used to come out and visit them all the time my brother Mike
visit them all the time my brother Mike
visit them all the time my brother Mike and I and my sister penny and my family
and I and my sister penny and my family
and I and my sister penny and my family from Clayton New Mexico and we love
from Clayton New Mexico and we love
from Clayton New Mexico and we love Tucson got the love tucson in the desert
Tucson got the love tucson in the desert
Tucson got the love tucson in the desert and and every time we come out to visit
and and every time we come out to visit
and and every time we come out to visit my brother and i would we would roam the
my brother and i would we would roam the
my brother and i would we would roam the Arroyo Xin roam the desert the foothills
Arroyo Xin roam the desert the foothills
Arroyo Xin roam the desert the foothills and the under the under the saguaros and
and the under the under the saguaros and
and the under the under the saguaros and and look for anything we could find it
and look for anything we could find it
and look for anything we could find it was magical and mysterious and wild and
was magical and mysterious and wild and
was magical and mysterious and wild and dangerous gah rattlesnakes and
dangerous gah rattlesnakes and
dangerous gah rattlesnakes and arrowheads and conquistador trash from
arrowheads and conquistador trash from
arrowheads and conquistador trash from when the Spanish explorers came up to
when the Spanish explorers came up to
when the Spanish explorers came up to here to go into the Seven Cities of Gold
here to go into the Seven Cities of Gold
here to go into the Seven Cities of Gold and even fire rings from from ancient
and even fire rings from from ancient
and even fire rings from from ancient tribes that that came to here wandering
tribes that that came to here wandering
tribes that that came to here wandering and so so we became desert boys and and
and so so we became desert boys and and
and so so we became desert boys and and I fell in love with the Sonoran Desert
I fell in love with the Sonoran Desert
I fell in love with the Sonoran Desert then when I was a kid but I also fell in
then when I was a kid but I also fell in
then when I was a kid but I also fell in love with music when I was out here in
love with music when I was out here in
love with music when I was out here in Tucson when I heard Marty Robbins sing
Tucson when I heard Marty Robbins sing
Tucson when I heard Marty Robbins sing down in the West Texas town of El Paso I
down in the West Texas town of El Paso I
down in the West Texas town of El Paso I fell in love with a mexican girl and
fell in love with a mexican girl and
fell in love with a mexican girl and when i heard that song i went into a
when i heard that song i went into a
when i heard that song i went into a dream and I never came out and I thought
dream and I never came out and I thought
dream and I never came out and I thought I thought you know maybe one of these
I thought you know maybe one of these
I thought you know maybe one of these days I could I could write a song like
days I could I could write a song like
days I could I could write a song like El Paso and maybe I could sing like
El Paso and maybe I could sing like
El Paso and maybe I could sing like Marty Robbins and and so then from from
Marty Robbins and and so then from from
Marty Robbins and and so then from from that time on
that time on
that time on music became like more and more part of
music became like more and more part of
music became like more and more part of my life and I formed a little Everly
my life and I formed a little Everly
my life and I formed a little Everly Brothers duo with mike jenkins and in
Brothers duo with mike jenkins and in
Brothers duo with mike jenkins and in middle school and then I formed I had a
middle school and then I formed I had a
middle school and then I formed I had a little rock group called the blue triads
little rock group called the blue triads
little rock group called the blue triads with Bob Mallory and then I had a folk
with Bob Mallory and then I had a folk
with Bob Mallory and then I had a folk duo with with an MacGuffin and we played
duo with with an MacGuffin and we played
duo with with an MacGuffin and we played at Hal steakhouse in portales New Mexico
at Hal steakhouse in portales New Mexico
at Hal steakhouse in portales New Mexico and were really kind of cool and then a
and were really kind of cool and then a
and were really kind of cool and then a college I had I had a rock band called
college I had I had a rock band called
college I had I had a rock band called the grim reapers and then when I got out
the grim reapers and then when I got out
the grim reapers and then when I got out of college I went to I got married and I
of college I went to I got married and I
of college I went to I got married and I moved to Hanford California a little
moved to Hanford California a little
moved to Hanford California a little farming community and in the San Joaquin
farming community and in the San Joaquin
farming community and in the San Joaquin Valley and I began to teach English
Valley and I began to teach English
Valley and I began to teach English there and and that was the trajectory of
there and and that was the trajectory of
there and and that was the trajectory of my life at that point my brother on the
my life at that point my brother on the
my life at that point my brother on the other hand he he was an engineer in
other hand he he was an engineer in
other hand he he was an engineer in college and he was he was a lot smarter
college and he was he was a lot smarter
college and he was he was a lot smarter than me and and he was a he loved flying
than me and and he was a he loved flying
than me and and he was a he loved flying and he became a he became a pilot and he
and he became a he became a pilot and he
and he became a he became a pilot and he joined the Navy so that he could fly
joined the Navy so that he could fly
joined the Navy so that he could fly jets and but he didn’t count on the
jets and but he didn’t count on the
jets and but he didn’t count on the Vietnam War and he he told me that he
Vietnam War and he he told me that he
Vietnam War and he he told me that he didn’t think he could bomb anybody and
didn’t think he could bomb anybody and
didn’t think he could bomb anybody and he didn’t know what he was going to do
he didn’t know what he was going to do
he didn’t know what he was going to do about it and he was about to be deployed
about it and he was about to be deployed
about it and he was about to be deployed and so shortly after that he was killed
and so shortly after that he was killed
and so shortly after that he was killed in a and I when his jet crashed during
in a and I when his jet crashed during
in a and I when his jet crashed during the nighttime maneuvers of the carrier
the nighttime maneuvers of the carrier
the nighttime maneuvers of the carrier Ticonderoga and his body was never found
Ticonderoga and his body was never found
Ticonderoga and his body was never found and and I never found a weighted really
and and I never found a weighted really
and and I never found a weighted really to deal with that was I was deeply
to deal with that was I was deeply
to deal with that was I was deeply impacted by his death not only because
impacted by his death not only because
impacted by his death not only because he was my brother but but because just
he was my brother but but because just
he was my brother but but because just before he died I was drafted and I
before he died I was drafted and I
before he died I was drafted and I didn’t have to go into the end to the
didn’t have to go into the end to the
didn’t have to go into the end to the war because he died and he was I was the
war because he died and he was I was the
war because he died and he was I was the last remaining son and a family is
last remaining son and a family is
last remaining son and a family is other son was killed in the war and so
other son was killed in the war and so
other son was killed in the war and so in this kind of supreme irony I I was
in this kind of supreme irony I I was
in this kind of supreme irony I I was freed by his death and and so I quit
freed by his death and and so I quit
freed by his death and and so I quit teaching I was into my second year I
teaching I was into my second year I
teaching I was into my second year I quit teaching and never taught again i
quit teaching and never taught again i
quit teaching and never taught again i drugged my poor wife out to him
drugged my poor wife out to him
drugged my poor wife out to him Louisville Kentucky and joined a
Louisville Kentucky and joined a
Louisville Kentucky and joined a folklore group out there called the
folklore group out there called the
folklore group out there called the house of Atreus and we toured for
house of Atreus and we toured for
house of Atreus and we toured for several months and until she couldn’t
several months and until she couldn’t
several months and until she couldn’t take it anymore and she went back to
take it anymore and she went back to
take it anymore and she went back to California we got a divorce and and then
California we got a divorce and and then
California we got a divorce and and then I I played with him for a while longer
I I played with him for a while longer
I I played with him for a while longer and then just went out on my own and
and then just went out on my own and
and then just went out on my own and many years later Here I am in Tucson I’m
many years later Here I am in Tucson I’m
many years later Here I am in Tucson I’m living on the same land that my
living on the same land that my
living on the same land that my grandparents had out in the Tucson
grandparents had out in the Tucson
grandparents had out in the Tucson Mountains and I’m attending it and
Mountains and I’m attending it and
Mountains and I’m attending it and protecting it in the in the same way
protecting it in the in the same way
protecting it in the in the same way that they did and we moved here we moved
that they did and we moved here we moved
that they did and we moved here we moved here in nineteen on thanksgiving day in
here in nineteen on thanksgiving day in
here in nineteen on thanksgiving day in 1993 my wife Jo and my son will who was
1993 my wife Jo and my son will who was
1993 my wife Jo and my son will who was four years old at the time and had a
four years old at the time and had a
four years old at the time and had a truckload of stuff and and I had I had a
truckload of stuff and and I had I had a
truckload of stuff and and I had I had a lot of baggage that I brought with me or
lot of baggage that I brought with me or
lot of baggage that I brought with me or tucson a lot of emotional baggage from
tucson a lot of emotional baggage from
tucson a lot of emotional baggage from all of my years and out trying to make
all of my years and out trying to make
all of my years and out trying to make it in the music industry and and I also
it in the music industry and and I also
it in the music industry and and I also had a lot of songs that from those years
had a lot of songs that from those years
had a lot of songs that from those years that I didn’t really know what to do
that I didn’t really know what to do
that I didn’t really know what to do with sounds like like Tokyo convertible
with sounds like like Tokyo convertible
with sounds like like Tokyo convertible I wanna be your Tokyo convertible I
I wanna be your Tokyo convertible I
I wanna be your Tokyo convertible I wanna have fun with you I just love
wanna have fun with you I just love
wanna have fun with you I just love going through the motion I just love
going through the motion I just love
going through the motion I just love going through the motion and that you
going through the motion and that you
going through the motion and that you know there’s nothing wrong with that
know there’s nothing wrong with that
know there’s nothing wrong with that song it’s a fun song but um and I got it
song it’s a fun song but um and I got it
song it’s a fun song but um and I got it into a movie but when I was tired of
into a movie but when I was tired of
into a movie but when I was tired of writing songs like I wanted to do
writing songs like I wanted to do
writing songs like I wanted to do something different and I felt like you
something different and I felt like you
something different and I felt like you know but when when my brother was killed
know but when when my brother was killed
know but when when my brother was killed I I kind of found my voice and in the
I I kind of found my voice and in the
I I kind of found my voice and in the ensuing years I lost it and when I came
ensuing years I lost it and when I came
ensuing years I lost it and when I came back to Tucson I found it again not only
back to Tucson I found it again not only
back to Tucson I found it again not only because I came home I felt like I was
because I came home I felt like I was
because I came home I felt like I was coming home again but also i became I
coming home again but also i became I
coming home again but also i became I kind of walked into this incredible
kind of walked into this incredible
kind of walked into this incredible music community in Tucson diverse and
music community in Tucson diverse and
music community in Tucson diverse and and profound and all-embracing and and I
and profound and all-embracing and and I
and profound and all-embracing and and I thought I thought for the first time in
thought I thought for the first time in
thought I thought for the first time in my life like sort of became woven into
my life like sort of became woven into
my life like sort of became woven into the fabric of a music community here in
the fabric of a music community here in
the fabric of a music community here in Tucson and and I began to write
Tucson and and I began to write
Tucson and and I began to write differently I began to write and I felt
differently I began to write and I felt
differently I began to write and I felt like I started again writing from the
like I started again writing from the
like I started again writing from the heart because of being here in Tucson
heart because of being here in Tucson
heart because of being here in Tucson and shortly after I got here I wrote a
and shortly after I got here I wrote a
and shortly after I got here I wrote a song called 41 crosses and it’s one of
song called 41 crosses and it’s one of
song called 41 crosses and it’s one of the songs that my other songs that I’ve
the songs that my other songs that I’ve
the songs that my other songs that I’ve written out here it’s the one that means
written out here it’s the one that means
written out here it’s the one that means the most to me and it’s a song that I
the most to me and it’s a song that I
the most to me and it’s a song that I really enjoy playing a lot it’s about
really enjoy playing a lot it’s about
really enjoy playing a lot it’s about the Sonoran deserts about my wife my son
the Sonoran deserts about my wife my son
the Sonoran deserts about my wife my son it’s about Tucson and it’s also it’s
it’s about Tucson and it’s also it’s
it’s about Tucson and it’s also it’s about my it’s about my brother as it was
about my it’s about my brother as it was
about my it’s about my brother as it was the it was the first song I ever wrote
the it was the first song I ever wrote
the it was the first song I ever wrote about him and and being here in Tucson I
about him and and being here in Tucson I
about him and and being here in Tucson I think allowed me to do that so
so I was driving one day one afternoon
so I was driving one day one afternoon going down to going down to the Oregon
going down to going down to the Oregon
going down to going down to the Oregon State National Monument and my son was
State National Monument and my son was
State National Monument and my son was in a car it was raining in the middle of
in a car it was raining in the middle of
in a car it was raining in the middle of the afternoon it was really beautiful
the afternoon it was really beautiful
the afternoon it was really beautiful everybody here knows what it’s like to
everybody here knows what it’s like to
everybody here knows what it’s like to be out in the rain in Tucson and we were
be out in the rain in Tucson and we were
be out in the rain in Tucson and we were driving through cells and three points
driving through cells and three points
driving through cells and three points with with that magical mountain babak
with with that magical mountain babak
with with that magical mountain babak every in the distance and and going
every in the distance and and going
every in the distance and and going through three points in cells and there
through three points in cells and there
through three points in cells and there were there were all these crosses on the
were there were all these crosses on the
were there were all these crosses on the road as you as you know and and I
road as you as you know and and I
road as you as you know and and I started thinking about my brother and
started thinking about my brother and
started thinking about my brother and this song came up for me it’s called 41
this song came up for me it’s called 41
this song came up for me it’s called 41 crosses
crosses
crosses [Music]
windshield wipers cutting across my view
windshield wipers cutting across my view I had to turn the headlights on the
I had to turn the headlights on the
I had to turn the headlights on the middle of it afternoon
middle of it afternoon
middle of it afternoon there ain’t no other cars around driving
there ain’t no other cars around driving
there ain’t no other cars around driving through the desert with my windows down
through the desert with my windows down
through the desert with my windows down I saw funny one crosses on the road to
I saw funny one crosses on the road to
I saw funny one crosses on the road to cells
cells
cells rain jabs dripping off all church bells
it looks like this road my never in the
it looks like this road my never in the world or sometimes
and there were flowers growing I’ll on
and there were flowers growing I’ll on the road lots of beautiful horses with
the road lots of beautiful horses with
the road lots of beautiful horses with the heads down low and over on the
the heads down low and over on the
the heads down low and over on the mountain I saw a rainbow
mountain I saw a rainbow
mountain I saw a rainbow [Music]
[Music]
[Music] reminds me we just help best goes by and
reminds me we just help best goes by and
reminds me we just help best goes by and I saw funny one crosses on the road to
I saw funny one crosses on the road to
I saw funny one crosses on the road to sales
sales
sales rain drops to me
rain drops to me
rain drops to me church bells it looks like this road my
church bells it looks like this road my
church bells it looks like this road my never in 04 sometimes
[Music]
[Music] I thought about my lovely wife
I thought about my lovely wife
I thought about my lovely wife home where we live watching a son grow
home where we live watching a son grow
home where we live watching a son grow up from being just a little kid and I
up from being just a little kid and I
up from being just a little kid and I thought about my brother his flame burn
thought about my brother his flame burn
thought about my brother his flame burn now
never wrote a song
never wrote a song until now
until now
until now [Music]
[Music]
[Music] crosses on the road to self
crosses on the road to self
crosses on the road to self [Music]
[Music]
[Music] teardrops falling in tuition with it
teardrops falling in tuition with it
teardrops falling in tuition with it looks like this room I never give thank
looks like this room I never give thank
looks like this room I never give thank you so thank you very much thanks ted
you so thank you very much thanks ted
you so thank you very much thanks ted talk and Mary and Lynda and everybody
talk and Mary and Lynda and everybody
talk and Mary and Lynda and everybody who put this together thank you so much
who put this together thank you so much
who put this together thank you so much for giving us an opportunity to
for giving us an opportunity to
for giving us an opportunity to celebrate the Tucson sound for me the
celebrate the Tucson sound for me the
celebrate the Tucson sound for me the Tucson sound is the sound of the heart
Tucson sound is the sound of the heart
Tucson sound is the sound of the heart thank you
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