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Sometimes You Can’t Escape | Willy Ferrer | TEDxCoconutGrove


as a federal prosecutor for nearly 20

as a federal prosecutor for nearly 20 years I can tell you that I have seen a

years I can tell you that I have seen a

years I can tell you that I have seen a lot those who sacrifice to make us safe

lot those who sacrifice to make us safe

lot those who sacrifice to make us safe and I have seen the worst traits of

and I have seen the worst traits of

and I have seen the worst traits of humanity those who are driven by abuse

humanity those who are driven by abuse

humanity those who are driven by abuse by greed and hatred I am not here to

by greed and hatred I am not here to

by greed and hatred I am not here to lecture you about the law or about any

lecture you about the law or about any

lecture you about the law or about any piece of jurisprudence so you’re okay I

piece of jurisprudence so you’re okay I

piece of jurisprudence so you’re okay I am here to tell you a story I want to

am here to tell you a story I want to

am here to tell you a story I want to share with you an experience that was

share with you an experience that was

share with you an experience that was very meaningful to me and something that

very meaningful to me and something that

very meaningful to me and something that came to mind immediately when I realized

came to mind immediately when I realized

came to mind immediately when I realized that we were here together as a

that we were here together as a

that we were here together as a community to discuss the concept of

community to discuss the concept of

community to discuss the concept of escape and for a prosecutor I will tell

escape and for a prosecutor I will tell

escape and for a prosecutor I will tell you that the word escape makes me a

you that the word escape makes me a

you that the word escape makes me a little uneasy this story starts in Cuba

little uneasy this story starts in Cuba

little uneasy this story starts in Cuba and it starts after the 1959 revolution

and it starts after the 1959 revolution

and it starts after the 1959 revolution when Fidel Castro takes over the island

when Fidel Castro takes over the island

when Fidel Castro takes over the island and it starts at a place a psychiatric

and it starts at a place a psychiatric

and it starts at a place a psychiatric hospital named missoura psychiatric

hospital named missoura psychiatric

hospital named missoura psychiatric hospital on the outskirts of Havana on

hospital on the outskirts of Havana on

hospital on the outskirts of Havana on the outside visitors will go and they’ll

the outside visitors will go and they’ll

the outside visitors will go and they’ll say manicured lawns beautiful white

say manicured lawns beautiful white

say manicured lawns beautiful white walls pristine but on the inside Cubans

walls pristine but on the inside Cubans

walls pristine but on the inside Cubans in the island is special in the 1940s

in the island is special in the 1940s

in the island is special in the 1940s and 50s will tell you that they

and 50s will tell you that they

and 50s will tell you that they described it as Dante’s Inferno

described it as Dante’s Inferno

described it as Dante’s Inferno you see the name missoura

you see the name missoura

you see the name missoura alone stirs up feelings of dread and

alone stirs up feelings of dread and

alone stirs up feelings of dread and memories of antiquated psychiatric

memories of antiquated psychiatric

memories of antiquated psychiatric treatments on patients patients

treatments on patients patients

treatments on patients patients screaming in the middle of the night

screaming in the middle of the night

screaming in the middle of the night shackled to their beds naked hungry

shackled to their beds naked hungry

shackled to their beds naked hungry abandoned actually if you look up

abandoned actually if you look up

abandoned actually if you look up missoura hospital and you research it

missoura hospital and you research it

missoura hospital and you research it you will find images such as this one

you will find images such as this one

you will find images such as this one where patients are have said to have

where patients are have said to have

where patients are have said to have died because of the abandonment and the

died because of the abandonment and the

died because of the abandonment and the neglect and the hunger now after the

neglect and the hunger now after the

neglect and the hunger now after the Revolution missoura Hospital became part

Revolution missoura Hospital became part

Revolution missoura Hospital became part of the Cuban state like all institutions

of the Cuban state like all institutions

of the Cuban state like all institutions and it was part of the prison system and

and it was part of the prison system and

and it was part of the prison system and what they did is that they would use

what they did is that they would use

what they did is that they would use missoura hospital to imprison political

missoura hospital to imprison political

missoura hospital to imprison political prisoners and in Cuba a political

prisoners and in Cuba a political

prisoners and in Cuba a political prisoner

prisoner

prisoner can it can involve it a myriad of

can it can involve it a myriad of

can it can involve it a myriad of offenders it could be someone who wrote

offenders it could be someone who wrote

offenders it could be someone who wrote against the Castro regime it can be

against the Castro regime it can be

against the Castro regime it can be someone who evaded the draft or someone

someone who evaded the draft or someone

someone who evaded the draft or someone who got on the raft and tried to escape

who got on the raft and tried to escape

who got on the raft and tried to escape but got picked up and brought right back

but got picked up and brought right back

but got picked up and brought right back and they were sent to two specific

and they were sent to two specific

and they were sent to two specific Ward’s in Missouri and these wards were

Ward’s in Missouri and these wards were

Ward’s in Missouri and these wards were a series of tiny cells with iron bars

a series of tiny cells with iron bars

a series of tiny cells with iron bars dark no windows no furniture except for

dark no windows no furniture except for

dark no windows no furniture except for a metal framed bed some with a thin

a metal framed bed some with a thin

a metal framed bed some with a thin soiled mattress others with no mattress

soiled mattress others with no mattress

soiled mattress others with no mattress at all no toilets or any sanitary

at all no toilets or any sanitary

at all no toilets or any sanitary installations now there was somebody who

installations now there was somebody who

installations now there was somebody who was in charge of these prison wards at

was in charge of these prison wards at

was in charge of these prison wards at missoura a head nurse by the name of

missoura a head nurse by the name of

missoura a head nurse by the name of Eddie vertical meadows now maderos had

Eddie vertical meadows now maderos had

Eddie vertical meadows now maderos had one job and his job was to torture the

one job and his job was to torture the

one job and his job was to torture the political prisoners in Missouri and he

political prisoners in Missouri and he

political prisoners in Missouri and he did it by using an electric shock

did it by using an electric shock

did it by using an electric shock machine originally used to help patients

machine originally used to help patients

machine originally used to help patients with electro convulsive therapy but in

with electro convulsive therapy but in

with electro convulsive therapy but in this case he was using the electric

this case he was using the electric

this case he was using the electric shock machine for political tool to

shock machine for political tool to

shock machine for political tool to pressure to persuade to punish to

pressure to persuade to punish to

pressure to persuade to punish to reorient and when you see a lot of human

reorient and when you see a lot of human

reorient and when you see a lot of human rights reports about what happened at

rights reports about what happened at

rights reports about what happened at missoura under Medeiros is watch the

missoura under Medeiros is watch the

missoura under Medeiros is watch the stories from the inmates were all the

stories from the inmates were all the

stories from the inmates were all the same you’re arrested some for just some

same you’re arrested some for just some

same you’re arrested some for just some passive resistance against the

passive resistance against the

passive resistance against the government you’re brought to missoura

government you’re brought to missoura

government you’re brought to missoura thrown into these dirty bare cells there

thrown into these dirty bare cells there

thrown into these dirty bare cells there are no toilets as I said so to relieve

are no toilets as I said so to relieve

are no toilets as I said so to relieve yourself you had to do that on the

yourself you had to do that on the

yourself you had to do that on the concrete floors of your cells at times

concrete floors of your cells at times

concrete floors of your cells at times they would clean the cells by coming in

they would clean the cells by coming in

they would clean the cells by coming in either with a hose or with a bucket of

either with a hose or with a bucket of

either with a hose or with a bucket of water throwing the water into the cell

water throwing the water into the cell

water throwing the water into the cell and then having that dirty water with

and then having that dirty water with

and then having that dirty water with the urine and the feces stream down

the urine and the feces stream down

the urine and the feces stream down forming puddles on the hallway in front

forming puddles on the hallway in front

forming puddles on the hallway in front of the cells then a couple of days later

of the cells then a couple of days later

of the cells then a couple of days later maderos would come in he would be

maderos would come in he would be

maderos would come in he would be accompanied usually with two large

accompanied usually with two large

accompanied usually with two large inmates that were trusted and they would

inmates that were trusted and they would

inmates that were trusted and they would take a prisoner one

take a prisoner one

take a prisoner one and they would take him and hold them

and they would take him and hold them

and they would take him and hold them down into that puddle dirty water with

down into that puddle dirty water with

down into that puddle dirty water with the urine and maderos would take those

the urine and maderos would take those

the urine and maderos would take those electrodes fasten them onto their

electrodes fasten them onto their

electrodes fasten them onto their temples and then administer the shocks

temples and then administer the shocks

temples and then administer the shocks and as he administered those shocks

and as he administered those shocks

and as he administered those shocks there was no anesthesia no pain reliever

there was no anesthesia no pain reliever

there was no anesthesia no pain reliever no mouth protection these political

no mouth protection these political

no mouth protection these political prisoners would go into convulsions many

prisoners would go into convulsions many

prisoners would go into convulsions many of them biting deep into their tongues

of them biting deep into their tongues

of them biting deep into their tongues creating a bloody mess many of them went

creating a bloody mess many of them went

creating a bloody mess many of them went unconscious they lost control of their

unconscious they lost control of their

unconscious they lost control of their bladder and their bowels often they

bladder and their bowels often they

bladder and their bowels often they screamed in pain if you were lucky you

screamed in pain if you were lucky you

screamed in pain if you were lucky you only got electrocuted three times when

only got electrocuted three times when

only got electrocuted three times when you were there by Medeiros if you were

you were there by Medeiros if you were

you were there by Medeiros if you were not so lucky you would get electrocuted

not so lucky you would get electrocuted

not so lucky you would get electrocuted three times a week for up to three

three times a week for up to three

three times a week for up to three months

months

months all the while as these prisoners will

all the while as these prisoners will

all the while as these prisoners will tell you maderos smiling or laughing as

tell you maderos smiling or laughing as

tell you maderos smiling or laughing as he would do this and this went on for

he would do this and this went on for

he would do this and this went on for years and that 60s and 70s and now less

years and that 60s and 70s and now less

years and that 60s and 70s and now less let’s fast-forward to the 80s as you

let’s fast-forward to the 80s as you

let’s fast-forward to the 80s as you know from American history

know from American history

know from American history we had a migration accord with Cuba with

we had a migration accord with Cuba with

we had a migration accord with Cuba with the Mariel boatlift in 1980 and many

the Mariel boatlift in 1980 and many

the Mariel boatlift in 1980 and many came and for years after that in 1984

came and for years after that in 1984

came and for years after that in 1984 Medeiros came to the United States

Medeiros came to the United States

Medeiros came to the United States leaving behind his memories leaving

leaving behind his memories leaving

leaving behind his memories leaving behind what he had done escaping if he

behind what he had done escaping if he

behind what he had done escaping if he will any consequences for the actions

will any consequences for the actions

will any consequences for the actions that he had committed he came here

that he had committed he came here

that he had committed he came here without telling anybody who he really

without telling anybody who he really

without telling anybody who he really was without really saying what he had

was without really saying what he had

was without really saying what he had done and he applied to become a US

done and he applied to become a US

done and he applied to become a US citizen in 1992 and in 1993

citizen in 1992 and in 1993

citizen in 1992 and in 1993 maderos became a naturalized US citizen

maderos became a naturalized US citizen

maderos became a naturalized US citizen now just like he came so did other

now just like he came so did other

now just like he came so did other inmates and prisoners and other Cuban

inmates and prisoners and other Cuban

inmates and prisoners and other Cuban Americans that came over also trying to

Americans that came over also trying to

Americans that came over also trying to leave behind everything that they had

leave behind everything that they had

leave behind everything that they had seen the brutal dictatorship and one of

seen the brutal dictatorship and one of

seen the brutal dictatorship and one of those inmates former prisoners was a man

those inmates former prisoners was a man

those inmates former prisoners was a man named Eugenio de Sousa this also was a

named Eugenio de Sousa this also was a

named Eugenio de Sousa this also was a publisher for the Havana newspaper who

publisher for the Havana newspaper who

publisher for the Havana newspaper who had written against Castro and he

had written against Castro and he

had written against Castro and he because of that endured 21 years of

because of that endured 21 years of

because of that endured 21 years of prison and when de Sousa was 60 years

prison and when de Sousa was 60 years

prison and when de Sousa was 60 years old in 1977 he was taken to meet

old in 1977 he was taken to meet

old in 1977 he was taken to meet Medeiros

Medeiros

Medeiros and when he met Medeiros de sousa

and when he met Medeiros de sousa

and when he met Medeiros de sousa describes how maderos placed those

describes how maderos placed those

describes how maderos placed those electrodes on his temples four times and

electrodes on his temples four times and

electrodes on his temples four times and on his sexual organs in his testicles

on his sexual organs in his testicles

on his sexual organs in his testicles ten times when de Sousa after he was

ten times when de Sousa after he was

ten times when de Sousa after he was released was interviewed and asked about

released was interviewed and asked about

released was interviewed and asked about this experience he was quoted as saying

this experience he was quoted as saying

this experience he was quoted as saying you feel like an explosion in your head

you feel like an explosion in your head

you feel like an explosion in your head and you lose your consciousness now de

and you lose your consciousness now de

and you lose your consciousness now de sousa was released and luckily he also

sousa was released and luckily he also

sousa was released and luckily he also made it to Miami living a new life a new

made it to Miami living a new life a new

made it to Miami living a new life a new start beautiful family

start beautiful family

start beautiful family years went by trying to put that

years went by trying to put that

years went by trying to put that horrible chapter in his life behind him

horrible chapter in his life behind him

horrible chapter in his life behind him and in April of 1992 he paid his weekly

and in April of 1992 he paid his weekly

and in April of 1992 he paid his weekly visit to his elderly aunt who lived in a

visit to his elderly aunt who lived in a

visit to his elderly aunt who lived in a convalescent home in Hialeah Florida

convalescent home in Hialeah Florida

convalescent home in Hialeah Florida just 15 miles right from here and on

just 15 miles right from here and on

just 15 miles right from here and on that day which is usually a quiet family

that day which is usually a quiet family

that day which is usually a quiet family affair you can imagine the horror and

affair you can imagine the horror and

affair you can imagine the horror and the terror in Madero in-in-in de Sousa’s

the terror in Madero in-in-in de Sousa’s

the terror in Madero in-in-in de Sousa’s eyes when he sees Medeiros his torturer

eyes when he sees Medeiros his torturer

eyes when he sees Medeiros his torturer working in that same convalescent home

working in that same convalescent home

working in that same convalescent home and working as a nurse de Sousa

and working as a nurse de Sousa

and working as a nurse de Sousa confronts him maderos denies it takes

confronts him maderos denies it takes

confronts him maderos denies it takes off running at that point this also

off running at that point this also

off running at that point this also calls the FBI

calls the FBI

calls the FBI I had just thereafter started working as

I had just thereafter started working as

I had just thereafter started working as a young sort of experienced but not so

a young sort of experienced but not so

a young sort of experienced but not so much prosecutor of the US Attorney’s

much prosecutor of the US Attorney’s

much prosecutor of the US Attorney’s Office and I get assigned to the case

Office and I get assigned to the case

Office and I get assigned to the case and I get assigned to the case with a

and I get assigned to the case with a

and I get assigned to the case with a senior prosecutor by the name of Frank

senior prosecutor by the name of Frank

senior prosecutor by the name of Frank Taemin and together we start listening

Taemin and together we start listening

Taemin and together we start listening and hearing and that’s when I started

and hearing and that’s when I started

and hearing and that’s when I started learning about all the atrocities that

learning about all the atrocities that

learning about all the atrocities that had happened under maderos at Missouri

had happened under maderos at Missouri

had happened under maderos at Missouri Hospital and as the investigation broke

Hospital and as the investigation broke

Hospital and as the investigation broke so did too a lot of articles being

so did too a lot of articles being

so did too a lot of articles being written in the Miami Herald about the

written in the Miami Herald about the

written in the Miami Herald about the fact that the presence of this man was

fact that the presence of this man was

fact that the presence of this man was evoking such horrible memories here in

evoking such horrible memories here in

evoking such horrible memories here in South Florida and as the case continued

South Florida and as the case continued

South Florida and as the case continued victim started to some of them as you

victim started to some of them as you

victim started to some of them as you can understand reluctantly they didn’t

can understand reluctantly they didn’t

can understand reluctantly they didn’t want to relive this they didn’t want to

want to relive this they didn’t want to

want to relive this they didn’t want to have to go back and think about what had

have to go back and think about what had

have to go back and think about what had happened to them but they did some of

happened to them but they did some of

happened to them but they did some of them were very brave

them were very brave

them were very brave like Victor Hernandez who’s shown here

like Victor Hernandez who’s shown here

like Victor Hernandez who’s shown here and you can see the agony in his face

and you can see the agony in his face

and you can see the agony in his face when he is retelling the story of

when he is retelling the story of

when he is retelling the story of his brother Rene in the smaller picture

his brother Rene in the smaller picture

his brother Rene in the smaller picture died at the hand of maderos and as we

died at the hand of maderos and as we

died at the hand of maderos and as we kept getting all this information we

kept getting all this information we

kept getting all this information we started trying to build a case trying to

started trying to build a case trying to

started trying to build a case trying to figure out how do you charge someone for

figure out how do you charge someone for

figure out how do you charge someone for having committed these crimes not in the

having committed these crimes not in the

having committed these crimes not in the United States but in Cuba and we started

United States but in Cuba and we started

United States but in Cuba and we started looking and thought and looking and

looking and thought and looking and

looking and thought and looking and looking at all the evidence that we

looking at all the evidence that we

looking at all the evidence that we could that we can find and we came up

could that we can find and we came up

could that we can find and we came up with a theory even though we didn’t have

with a theory even though we didn’t have

with a theory even though we didn’t have many federal statutes about crimes being

many federal statutes about crimes being

many federal statutes about crimes being committed somewhere else

committed somewhere else

committed somewhere else we thought about charging Medeiros for

we thought about charging Medeiros for

we thought about charging Medeiros for having lied when he became a US citizen

having lied when he became a US citizen

having lied when he became a US citizen you see when you become a US citizen

you see when you become a US citizen

you see when you become a US citizen you have to swore it swear too many

you have to swore it swear too many

you have to swore it swear too many statements right and one of those two of

statements right and one of those two of

statements right and one of those two of those statements that Medeiros falsely

those statements that Medeiros falsely

those statements that Medeiros falsely swore to was one that he had no

swore to was one that he had no

swore to was one that he had no affiliation whatsoever any connection to

affiliation whatsoever any connection to

affiliation whatsoever any connection to the Communist Party which he did and

the Communist Party which he did and

the Communist Party which he did and second he falsely swore that he never

second he falsely swore that he never

second he falsely swore that he never persecuted anyone for their political

persecuted anyone for their political

persecuted anyone for their political opinions and then at that point we

opinions and then at that point we

opinions and then at that point we charged him and maderos was arrested in

charged him and maderos was arrested in

charged him and maderos was arrested in 2001 on this immigration theory and

2001 on this immigration theory and

2001 on this immigration theory and criminal charge and as we put the case

criminal charge and as we put the case

criminal charge and as we put the case together we went to trial now in trial

together we went to trial now in trial

together we went to trial now in trial on the prosecution side there was de

on the prosecution side there was de

on the prosecution side there was de Sousa’s daughter the victim who

Sousa’s daughter the victim who

Sousa’s daughter the victim who identified Madero si de sousa died

identified Madero si de sousa died

identified Madero si de sousa died before the trial commenced but this but

before the trial commenced but this but

before the trial commenced but this but his daughter was there to represent him

his daughter was there to represent him

his daughter was there to represent him so there were scores of Cuban Americans

so there were scores of Cuban Americans

so there were scores of Cuban Americans that have come to Miami and one of them

that have come to Miami and one of them

that have come to Miami and one of them being my mom you see I’m a first born

being my mom you see I’m a first born

being my mom you see I’m a first born Cuban American and to have my mom there

Cuban American and to have my mom there

Cuban American and to have my mom there for her it was once again like a lot of

for her it was once again like a lot of

for her it was once again like a lot of the Cuban Americans they were basically

the Cuban Americans they were basically

the Cuban Americans they were basically there to see that justice be done and to

there to see that justice be done and to

there to see that justice be done and to relive and remember and have everybody

relive and remember and have everybody

relive and remember and have everybody remember about the atrocities as to why

remember about the atrocities as to why

remember about the atrocities as to why they left and on the defensive side on

they left and on the defensive side on

they left and on the defensive side on Medeiros there was one person that went

Medeiros there was one person that went

Medeiros there was one person that went there every day just one his grandson a

there every day just one his grandson a

there every day just one his grandson a teenager someone who only knew him as a

teenager someone who only knew him as a

teenager someone who only knew him as a widow

widow

widow someone who there’s no way that that can

someone who there’s no way that that can

someone who there’s no way that that can be true ever all these horrible things

be true ever all these horrible things

be true ever all these horrible things that hurt I won’t tell me about my

that hurt I won’t tell me about my

that hurt I won’t tell me about my grandfather but he stood there every day

grandfather but he stood there every day

grandfather but he stood there every day and when the trial commenced victims

and when the trial commenced victims

and when the trial commenced victims came

came

came one after another talking about how

one after another talking about how

one after another talking about how their mouths were foam after Medeiros

their mouths were foam after Medeiros

their mouths were foam after Medeiros has tortured them how their skin by

has tortured them how their skin by

has tortured them how their skin by their temples were burning from this

their temples were burning from this

their temples were burning from this torture some of them asking Medeiros why

torture some of them asking Medeiros why

torture some of them asking Medeiros why are you doing this to me and maderos

are you doing this to me and maderos

are you doing this to me and maderos responding as he’s electrocuting them

responding as he’s electrocuting them

responding as he’s electrocuting them because you’re against the revolution

because you’re against the revolution

because you’re against the revolution and i can kill you and no one will do

and i can kill you and no one will do

and i can kill you and no one will do anything to me

anything to me

anything to me one victim the only female victim that

one victim the only female victim that

one victim the only female victim that testified told the jury how she was

testified told the jury how she was

testified told the jury how she was dragged by her hair by maderos and then

dragged by her hair by maderos and then

dragged by her hair by maderos and then injected with insulin three times a day

injected with insulin three times a day

injected with insulin three times a day to lower her sugar levels almost to a

to lower her sugar levels almost to a

to lower her sugar levels almost to a state of a coma and then Medeiros would

state of a coma and then Medeiros would

state of a coma and then Medeiros would have her and force her to drink 10 to 12

have her and force her to drink 10 to 12

have her and force her to drink 10 to 12 glasses of sugar water to get those

glasses of sugar water to get those

glasses of sugar water to get those levels back up bringing her in and out

levels back up bringing her in and out

levels back up bringing her in and out of consciousness and there was one

of consciousness and there was one

of consciousness and there was one witness that I will never forget it was

witness that I will never forget it was

witness that I will never forget it was a man who was 40 years old when he

a man who was 40 years old when he

a man who was 40 years old when he testified but he was 15 when he was

testified but he was 15 when he was

testified but he was 15 when he was tortured by Medeiros a 15 year old who

tortured by Medeiros a 15 year old who

tortured by Medeiros a 15 year old who was in prison because he was

was in prison because he was

was in prison because he was distributing propaganda doing graffiti

distributing propaganda doing graffiti

distributing propaganda doing graffiti against Castro’s regime but then taken

against Castro’s regime but then taken

against Castro’s regime but then taken to see Medeiros when I was preparing him

to see Medeiros when I was preparing him

to see Medeiros when I was preparing him for trial he kept telling me yes mr.

for trial he kept telling me yes mr.

for trial he kept telling me yes mr. Ferrer

Ferrer

Ferrer he electrocuted me but I got him good I

he electrocuted me but I got him good I

he electrocuted me but I got him good I punched him I kicked him he hurt as well

punched him I kicked him he hurt as well

punched him I kicked him he hurt as well and I kept saying listen I understand

and I kept saying listen I understand

and I kept saying listen I understand but this is not about what you did to

but this is not about what you did to

but this is not about what you did to him this trials about what he did to you

him this trials about what he did to you

him this trials about what he did to you he said yeah I got it I got it so we go

he said yeah I got it I got it so we go

he said yeah I got it I got it so we go to trial he gets on the stand and I

to trial he gets on the stand and I

to trial he gets on the stand and I asked him the same questions and he does

asked him the same questions and he does

asked him the same questions and he does exactly the same thing yes he

exactly the same thing yes he

exactly the same thing yes he electrocuted me yes he forced me to take

electrocuted me yes he forced me to take

electrocuted me yes he forced me to take these psychopathic drugs that I did not

these psychopathic drugs that I did not

these psychopathic drugs that I did not need but met I really got him he did not

need but met I really got him he did not

need but met I really got him he did not break me I hurt him as well

break me I hurt him as well

break me I hurt him as well I sat down at that point the defense

I sat down at that point the defense

I sat down at that point the defense attorney gets up and he tries to find an

attorney gets up and he tries to find an

attorney gets up and he tries to find an inconsistency in in his story now we had

inconsistency in in his story now we had

inconsistency in in his story now we had no pictures remember this happened in

no pictures remember this happened in

no pictures remember this happened in Cuba 25 years earlier so the defense

Cuba 25 years earlier so the defense

Cuba 25 years earlier so the defense attorney thought that by doing something

attorney thought that by doing something

attorney thought that by doing something clever that he would get him to trip up

clever that he would get him to trip up

clever that he would get him to trip up and he put up this board a rough

and he put up this board a rough

and he put up this board a rough schematic diagram of the inside of the

schematic diagram of the inside of the

schematic diagram of the inside of the missoura hospital showing where the

missoura hospital showing where the

missoura hospital showing where the cells would have been where the hallway

cells would have been where the hallway

cells would have been where the hallway was and the

was and the

was and the and this witness is 40 year old with

and this witness is 40 year old with

and this witness is 40 year old with that tough exterior takes a look at that

that tough exterior takes a look at that

that tough exterior takes a look at that it’s the first time he had ever seen a

it’s the first time he had ever seen a

it’s the first time he had ever seen a depiction of what he had gone through

depiction of what he had gone through

depiction of what he had gone through when he was 15 years old he stopped he

when he was 15 years old he stopped he

when he was 15 years old he stopped he was he just he couldn’t even hardly

was he just he couldn’t even hardly

was he just he couldn’t even hardly speak and this 40 year old man before

speak and this 40 year old man before

speak and this 40 year old man before our eyes transformed back to that 15

our eyes transformed back to that 15

our eyes transformed back to that 15 year old crime sobbing there was not a

year old crime sobbing there was not a

year old crime sobbing there was not a dry eye in the courtroom especially mine

dry eye in the courtroom especially mine

dry eye in the courtroom especially mine and some of the jurors and through his

and some of the jurors and through his

and some of the jurors and through his tears he told the jury how this man had

tears he told the jury how this man had

tears he told the jury how this man had hurt him how afraid he was as a 15 year

hurt him how afraid he was as a 15 year

hurt him how afraid he was as a 15 year old going through this not understanding

old going through this not understanding

old going through this not understanding why this was happening to him but then

why this was happening to him but then

why this was happening to him but then he told materials in the middle of that

he told materials in the middle of that

he told materials in the middle of that trial through his tears you’re not in

trial through his tears you’re not in

trial through his tears you’re not in control anymore I am and I’m gonna tell

control anymore I am and I’m gonna tell

control anymore I am and I’m gonna tell the world what you did to me and I’m

the world what you did to me and I’m

the world what you did to me and I’m doing it now and after three weeks of

doing it now and after three weeks of

doing it now and after three weeks of trial

trial

trial maderos was convicted by the jury this

maderos was convicted by the jury this

maderos was convicted by the jury this was the first conviction ever for

was the first conviction ever for

was the first conviction ever for someone having committed human rights

someone having committed human rights

someone having committed human rights abuses outside the United States since

abuses outside the United States since

abuses outside the United States since World War two

World War two

World War two and I will tell you that as a

and I will tell you that as a

and I will tell you that as a cuban-american this conviction in this

cuban-american this conviction in this

cuban-american this conviction in this experience reinforced all the reasons as

experience reinforced all the reasons as

experience reinforced all the reasons as to why I got into the law and become a

to why I got into the law and become a

to why I got into the law and become a public servant because when my parents

public servant because when my parents

public servant because when my parents emigrated to this country they told my

emigrated to this country they told my

emigrated to this country they told my brother and me that we were not to sit

brother and me that we were not to sit

brother and me that we were not to sit on the sidelines but to get involved and

on the sidelines but to get involved and

on the sidelines but to get involved and having my mom there was such an amazing

having my mom there was such an amazing

having my mom there was such an amazing moment because I will never forget being

moment because I will never forget being

moment because I will never forget being part of a case as a team where we sent

part of a case as a team where we sent

part of a case as a team where we sent to prison someone who represented every

to prison someone who represented every

to prison someone who represented every reason as to why a lot of the Cuban

reason as to why a lot of the Cuban

reason as to why a lot of the Cuban Americans left the brutal dictatorship

Americans left the brutal dictatorship

Americans left the brutal dictatorship but I saw something I’m also very

but I saw something I’m also very

but I saw something I’m also very remarkable after the trial the victim’s

remarkable after the trial the victim’s

remarkable after the trial the victim’s daughter the Sosa’s daughter got up and

daughter the Sosa’s daughter got up and

daughter the Sosa’s daughter got up and went to the grandson the boy who was

went to the grandson the boy who was

went to the grandson the boy who was sitting there shocked dumbfounded that

sitting there shocked dumbfounded that

sitting there shocked dumbfounded that his grandfather was found guilty

his grandfather was found guilty

his grandfather was found guilty and she hugged him and she told them

and she hugged him and she told them

and she hugged him and she told them this is not your fault you’re gonna be

this is not your fault you’re gonna be

this is not your fault you’re gonna be okay

okay

okay so I’ve learned a lot of lessons in this

so I’ve learned a lot of lessons in this

so I’ve learned a lot of lessons in this experience I learned that you can’t

experience I learned that you can’t

experience I learned that you can’t escape justice it will catch up with you

escape justice it will catch up with you

escape justice it will catch up with you and you can’t escape the sins of your

and you can’t escape the sins of your

and you can’t escape the sins of your past it will catch up to you one way or

past it will catch up to you one way or

past it will catch up to you one way or another may not be today may not be

another may not be today may not be

another may not be today may not be tomorrow may not be in 20 years for

tomorrow may not be in 20 years for

tomorrow may not be in 20 years for maderos it was 25 years later after what

maderos it was 25 years later after what

maderos it was 25 years later after what he had done and weeks before his final

he had done and weeks before his final

he had done and weeks before his final days you see I did not know during the

days you see I did not know during the

days you see I did not know during the whole trial that he was sick and he lost

whole trial that he was sick and he lost

whole trial that he was sick and he lost the will to live so when he was sent to

the will to live so when he was sent to

the will to live so when he was sent to prison he actually died in a hospital

prison he actually died in a hospital

prison he actually died in a hospital ironically in a very similar setting

ironically in a very similar setting

ironically in a very similar setting that his victims had to endure when they

that his victims had to endure when they

that his victims had to endure when they were hurt by him

were hurt by him

were hurt by him I also learned from this experience that

I also learned from this experience that

I also learned from this experience that you can’t run away from the pain and

you can’t run away from the pain and

you can’t run away from the pain and suffering of your past memories I

suffering of your past memories I

suffering of your past memories I realized from working with these victims

realized from working with these victims

realized from working with these victims in these witnesses that our experiences

in these witnesses that our experiences

in these witnesses that our experiences make us who we are good or bad and that

make us who we are good or bad and that

make us who we are good or bad and that there is a real value a real value to

there is a real value a real value to

there is a real value a real value to coping and accepting and dealing and

coping and accepting and dealing and

coping and accepting and dealing and that you can’t even erase it by even

that you can’t even erase it by even

that you can’t even erase it by even going to another country learning

going to another country learning

going to another country learning another language in another culture and

another language in another culture and

another language in another culture and sometimes you can’t even evade something

sometimes you can’t even evade something

sometimes you can’t even evade something that had nothing to do with you

that had nothing to do with you

that had nothing to do with you like the grandson these courageous

like the grandson these courageous

like the grandson these courageous victims showed me that by dealing

victims showed me that by dealing

victims showed me that by dealing head-on with their memories and their

head-on with their memories and their

head-on with their memories and their experiences they were able to take a a

experiences they were able to take a a

experiences they were able to take a a mastery of their past and they were able

mastery of their past and they were able

mastery of their past and they were able to revisit what had happened to them

to revisit what had happened to them

to revisit what had happened to them from a position of strength and courage

from a position of strength and courage

from a position of strength and courage telling everyone that they were

telling everyone that they were

telling everyone that they were survivors and telling everyone that they

survivors and telling everyone that they

survivors and telling everyone that they were not ashamed to be in a fight that

were not ashamed to be in a fight that

were not ashamed to be in a fight that was so unfair so at the end what I

was so unfair so at the end what I

was so unfair so at the end what I learned is that sometimes confronting

learned is that sometimes confronting

learned is that sometimes confronting your memories and not escaping could be

your memories and not escaping could be

your memories and not escaping could be an incredibly powerful and

an incredibly powerful and

an incredibly powerful and transformative experience

you

you [Music]

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