
Hey so last August I was given the opportunity
last August I was given the opportunity
last August I was given the opportunity to be a teaching artist I grew up loving
to be a teaching artist I grew up loving
to be a teaching artist I grew up loving to be a teacher wanting to be a teacher
to be a teacher wanting to be a teacher
to be a teacher wanting to be a teacher and so I jumped at the opportunity and
and so I jumped at the opportunity and
and so I jumped at the opportunity and now every Monday morning I wake up at
now every Monday morning I wake up at
now every Monday morning I wake up at 5:00 a.m. to take a shower to get
5:00 a.m. to take a shower to get
5:00 a.m. to take a shower to get dressed comb my hair brush my teeth jump
dressed comb my hair brush my teeth jump
dressed comb my hair brush my teeth jump in my car ahead on the five freeway
in my car ahead on the five freeway
in my car ahead on the five freeway north the first time I arrived at the
north the first time I arrived at the
north the first time I arrived at the campus it was still dark outside so I
campus it was still dark outside so I
campus it was still dark outside so I sat in my car turn on the music and just
sat in my car turn on the music and just
sat in my car turn on the music and just waited and as the Sun returned from its
waited and as the Sun returned from its
waited and as the Sun returned from its hibernation
hibernation
hibernation I noticed the kids start to show up
I noticed the kids start to show up
I noticed the kids start to show up reluctantly like tucking in their shirts
reluctantly like tucking in their shirts
reluctantly like tucking in their shirts taking off their shoes and loosening
taking off their shoes and loosening
taking off their shoes and loosening their waist bands to show the security
their waist bands to show the security
their waist bands to show the security they didn’t have any weapons after that
they didn’t have any weapons after that
they didn’t have any weapons after that their wanded down there also no logos
their wanded down there also no logos
their wanded down there also no logos allowed on campus the only colors they
allowed on campus the only colors they
allowed on campus the only colors they could wear our black white and gray so
could wear our black white and gray so
could wear our black white and gray so the future seems bleak to them or at
the future seems bleak to them or at
the future seems bleak to them or at least the color scheme is when we
least the color scheme is when we
least the color scheme is when we arrived in class they start to ask
arrived in class they start to ask
arrived in class they start to ask questions
questions
questions I tell them my name is Shi Han they can
I tell them my name is Shi Han they can
I tell them my name is Shi Han they can call me Shihan because mr. Van Cleef
call me Shihan because mr. Van Cleef
call me Shihan because mr. Van Cleef sounds too formal in a place with this
sounds too formal in a place with this
sounds too formal in a place with this many rules I look around the class I
many rules I look around the class I
many rules I look around the class I tell Justine to get off her phone she
tell Justine to get off her phone she
tell Justine to get off her phone she doesn’t
I say remove yourself from the
I say remove yourself from the superficial electronics and live in the
superficial electronics and live in the
superficial electronics and live in the moment we’re in plus I’m talking and
moment we’re in plus I’m talking and
moment we’re in plus I’m talking and it’s just plain rude so she puts the
it’s just plain rude so she puts the
it’s just plain rude so she puts the phone away
phone away
phone away I tell Edwin to tell us what he did this
I tell Edwin to tell us what he did this
I tell Edwin to tell us what he did this weekend and he stands in front of the
weekend and he stands in front of the
weekend and he stands in front of the classroom he nervously walks up I tell
classroom he nervously walks up I tell
classroom he nervously walks up I tell him to breathe to calm down – silence
him to breathe to calm down – silence
him to breathe to calm down – silence himself but not for too long because
himself but not for too long because
himself but not for too long because silence can drive you mad when he asks
silence can drive you mad when he asks
silence can drive you mad when he asks what I should do I say evoke feeling he
what I should do I say evoke feeling he
what I should do I say evoke feeling he says what does evoke mean I said to
says what does evoke mean I said to
says what does evoke mean I said to bring out of someone to bring out a
bring out of someone to bring out a
bring out of someone to bring out a feeling to make someone feel I say if he
feeling to make someone feel I say if he
feeling to make someone feel I say if he needs to he can yell or he can curse and
needs to he can yell or he can curse and
needs to he can yell or he can curse and he’s like so you’re saying I can say
he’s like so you’re saying I can say
he’s like so you’re saying I can say and I say you need to know who
and I say you need to know who
and I say you need to know who you’re talking to
you’re talking to
you’re talking to it’s important to know this is the
it’s important to know this is the
it’s important to know this is the crutch of the universe I tell them I try
crutch of the universe I tell them I try
crutch of the universe I tell them I try to define things in terms of life in
to define things in terms of life in
to define things in terms of life in terms of their understanding so they get
terms of their understanding so they get
terms of their understanding so they get it so we have something in common and to
it so we have something in common and to
it so we have something in common and to create a connection I ask them to ask
create a connection I ask them to ask
create a connection I ask them to ask questions because the fastest way to
questions because the fastest way to
questions because the fastest way to make a connection with someone is to
make a connection with someone is to
make a connection with someone is to resonate with them I pointed my finger
resonate with them I pointed my finger
resonate with them I pointed my finger to the sky they follow it with their
to the sky they follow it with their
to the sky they follow it with their eyes I tell them to reach for what they
eyes I tell them to reach for what they
eyes I tell them to reach for what they tell them they can’t touch it makes them
tell them they can’t touch it makes them
tell them they can’t touch it makes them believe in the impossible and then while
believe in the impossible and then while
believe in the impossible and then while they focus on my fingertip I slap them
they focus on my fingertip I slap them
they focus on my fingertip I slap them with the other hand I say don’t focus on
with the other hand I say don’t focus on
with the other hand I say don’t focus on the distraction it will only come to
the distraction it will only come to
the distraction it will only come to define you I tell them their stories are
define you I tell them their stories are
define you I tell them their stories are valid that without their stories the
valid that without their stories the
valid that without their stories the world isn’t that interesting they say
world isn’t that interesting they say
world isn’t that interesting they say it’s hard
it’s hard
it’s hard I say consistency is a skill it’s not
I say consistency is a skill it’s not
I say consistency is a skill it’s not inherent they start to believe I asked
inherent they start to believe I asked
inherent they start to believe I asked Vanessa who she’s closest to she says
Vanessa who she’s closest to she says
Vanessa who she’s closest to she says it’s her brother I say who’s older she
it’s her brother I say who’s older she
it’s her brother I say who’s older she says they’re twins again I asked who’s
says they’re twins again I asked who’s
says they’re twins again I asked who’s older she says he is because he was born
older she says he is because he was born
older she says he is because he was born in December and I was born in February
in December and I was born in February
in December and I was born in February and I’m confused
and I’m confused
and I’m confused I have questions because I’ve never
I have questions because I’ve never
I have questions because I’ve never heard of that before she tells me it’s
heard of that before she tells me it’s
heard of that before she tells me it’s called delayed interval delivery it’s
called delayed interval delivery it’s
called delayed interval delivery it’s when twins are supposed to be born but
when twins are supposed to be born but
when twins are supposed to be born but only one comes out the other isn’t ready
only one comes out the other isn’t ready
only one comes out the other isn’t ready so they patched the mom up and just wait
so they patched the mom up and just wait
so they patched the mom up and just wait and I tell her she has now become my
and I tell her she has now become my
and I tell her she has now become my teacher I tell her to be proud of her
teacher I tell her to be proud of her
teacher I tell her to be proud of her story to be bold and how she shares it
story to be bold and how she shares it
story to be bold and how she shares it at snack break and she asks me to play
at snack break and she asks me to play
at snack break and she asks me to play chess she beats me I asked her for a
chess she beats me I asked her for a
chess she beats me I asked her for a rematch she declines she walks away
rematch she declines she walks away
rematch she declines she walks away smiling and proud after break I asked
smiling and proud after break I asked
smiling and proud after break I asked Adam what his best friend would say if
Adam what his best friend would say if
Adam what his best friend would say if he told him he loved him he says he
he told him he loved him he says he
he told him he loved him he says he would probably say you’re gay and laugh
would probably say you’re gay and laugh
would probably say you’re gay and laugh I asked him what if you kept saying it
I asked him what if you kept saying it
I asked him what if you kept saying it he says he probably say it back after a
he says he probably say it back after a
he says he probably say it back after a while I said you know why he shakes his
while I said you know why he shakes his
while I said you know why he shakes his head I said it’s because everyone wants
head I said it’s because everyone wants
head I said it’s because everyone wants to feel loved to feel a connection there
to feel loved to feel a connection there
to feel loved to feel a connection there are connections everywhere we look it’s
are connections everywhere we look it’s
are connections everywhere we look it’s the guy I’ve watched this in whole talk
the guy I’ve watched this in whole talk
the guy I’ve watched this in whole talk in the back updating something that
in the back updating something that
in the back updating something that doesn’t need to be updated right now
doesn’t need to be updated right now
doesn’t need to be updated right now it’s the lady here holding the arm of
it’s the lady here holding the arm of
it’s the lady here holding the arm of the person next to her it’s a physical
the person next to her it’s a physical
the person next to her it’s a physical connection so which connection are you
connection so which connection are you
connection so which connection are you most likely to be connected to now I
most likely to be connected to now I
most likely to be connected to now I will pretend to read off of the
will pretend to read off of the
will pretend to read off of the confidence monitor which isn’t moving so
confidence monitor which isn’t moving so
confidence monitor which isn’t moving so I will use my phone
I will use this to create a belief that
I will use this to create a belief that I needed something to be connected to a
I needed something to be connected to a
I needed something to be connected to a security blanket just in case I forgot
security blanket just in case I forgot
security blanket just in case I forgot which I did what my talk was supposed to
which I did what my talk was supposed to
which I did what my talk was supposed to be talking about but how can I forget
be talking about but how can I forget
be talking about but how can I forget what I’m connected to the world my
what I’m connected to the world my
what I’m connected to the world my family my friends their students their
family my friends their students their
family my friends their students their stories I tell them like I tell myself
stories I tell them like I tell myself
stories I tell them like I tell myself every day
every day
every day tell your friends you love them every
tell your friends you love them every
tell your friends you love them every day smile a lot
day smile a lot
day smile a lot laugh at inappropriate times do whatever
laugh at inappropriate times do whatever
laugh at inappropriate times do whatever you need to do to remain connected
you need to do to remain connected
you need to do to remain connected because the world will give us enough
because the world will give us enough
because the world will give us enough reasons to disconnect and I don’t have
reasons to disconnect and I don’t have
reasons to disconnect and I don’t have time for that and neither do they all we
time for that and neither do they all we
time for that and neither do they all we have time for is a connection thank you
have time for is a connection thank you
have time for is a connection thank you [Applause]
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