
so I am speaking to you today as an academic which i think is a really nice
academic which i think is a really nice
academic which i think is a really nice way of saying a nerd as a serious
way of saying a nerd as a serious
way of saying a nerd as a serious ballerina which is another way of saying
ballerina which is another way of saying
ballerina which is another way of saying I’m a nerd as an older sister and an
I’m a nerd as an older sister and an
I’m a nerd as an older sister and an oldest child as an avid and fast reader
oldest child as an avid and fast reader
oldest child as an avid and fast reader again a nerd a lover of all things Harry
again a nerd a lover of all things Harry
again a nerd a lover of all things Harry Potter and Marvel and fantasy aka nerd
Potter and Marvel and fantasy aka nerd
Potter and Marvel and fantasy aka nerd someone interested in literature and
someone interested in literature and
someone interested in literature and history and forensic science really I’m
history and forensic science really I’m
history and forensic science really I’m trying to say I’m just a giant nerd but
trying to say I’m just a giant nerd but
trying to say I’m just a giant nerd but more than anything today I speak to you
more than anything today I speak to you
more than anything today I speak to you as a rebel no one laughed I’m so
as a rebel no one laughed I’m so
as a rebel no one laughed I’m so surprised when I practice this with my
surprised when I practice this with my
surprised when I practice this with my sister we have to stop at this point
sister we have to stop at this point
sister we have to stop at this point because she was giggling hysterically
because she was giggling hysterically
because she was giggling hysterically I’m gonna have to tell her she’s just
I’m gonna have to tell her she’s just
I’m gonna have to tell her she’s just mean now in all seriousness though I’m
mean now in all seriousness though I’m
mean now in all seriousness though I’m not the kind of person that comes to
not the kind of person that comes to
not the kind of person that comes to mind when thinking of a rebel rebels are
mind when thinking of a rebel rebels are
mind when thinking of a rebel rebels are people who wear leather jackets and ride
people who wear leather jackets and ride
people who wear leather jackets and ride motorcycles wearing skin tight black
motorcycles wearing skin tight black
motorcycles wearing skin tight black pants that are contrary to all forms of
pants that are contrary to all forms of
pants that are contrary to all forms of movement who maybe smoke cigarettes and
movement who maybe smoke cigarettes and
movement who maybe smoke cigarettes and they have a devil-may-care attitude to
they have a devil-may-care attitude to
they have a devil-may-care attitude to everything the the Jim Starks Tyler
everything the the Jim Starks Tyler
everything the the Jim Starks Tyler Durden Xand Ferris Bueller’s of the
Durden Xand Ferris Bueller’s of the
Durden Xand Ferris Bueller’s of the world everybody wants to be a rebel now
world everybody wants to be a rebel now
world everybody wants to be a rebel now something about not following the rules
something about not following the rules
something about not following the rules and feeling like there are no
and feeling like there are no
and feeling like there are no consequences for your actions sounds
consequences for your actions sounds
consequences for your actions sounds very appealing but the actual definition
very appealing but the actual definition
very appealing but the actual definition of a rebel is to show or feel repugnance
of a rebel is to show or feel repugnance
of a rebel is to show or feel repugnance for or resistance to something it’s not
for or resistance to something it’s not
for or resistance to something it’s not just being an opposition to everything
just being an opposition to everything
just being an opposition to everything it’s fighting against a very specific
it’s fighting against a very specific
it’s fighting against a very specific societal norm or tradition to go against
societal norm or tradition to go against
societal norm or tradition to go against the grain I’m going to try and convince
the grain I’m going to try and convince
the grain I’m going to try and convince you how I’m a rebel and hopefully show
you how I’m a rebel and hopefully show
you how I’m a rebel and hopefully show you how you can be one too I mentioned
you how you can be one too I mentioned
you how you can be one too I mentioned that I am ballerina but I couldn’t have
that I am ballerina but I couldn’t have
that I am ballerina but I couldn’t have said this five years ago it was my
said this five years ago it was my
said this five years ago it was my little sister who started first and I
little sister who started first and I
little sister who started first and I just followed her she would be in class
just followed her she would be in class
just followed her she would be in class being a little prima ballerina and I
being a little prima ballerina and I
being a little prima ballerina and I would wait for her outside and people
would wait for her outside and people
would wait for her outside and people would come up to me and say don’t you
would come up to me and say don’t you
would come up to me and say don’t you want to try your sister so good I would
want to try your sister so good I would
want to try your sister so good I would have none of it then in fourth grade I
have none of it then in fourth grade I
have none of it then in fourth grade I grew seven inches almost overnight and I
grew seven inches almost overnight and I
grew seven inches almost overnight and I became the picture of gangly awkwardness
became the picture of gangly awkwardness
became the picture of gangly awkwardness that’s when people stopped telling me I
that’s when people stopped telling me I
that’s when people stopped telling me I should dance they took one look at my
should dance they took one look at my
should dance they took one look at my klutzy train wreck and we’re like no way
klutzy train wreck and we’re like no way
klutzy train wreck and we’re like no way and that’s exactly when and why I
and that’s exactly when and why I
and that’s exactly when and why I started dancing everybody was saying
started dancing everybody was saying
started dancing everybody was saying it’s too late do not even bother trying
it’s too late do not even bother trying
it’s too late do not even bother trying I have to admit I looked so awful that
I have to admit I looked so awful that
I have to admit I looked so awful that first year it was a really
first year it was a really
first year it was a really terrible idea to start at 12 in the
terrible idea to start at 12 in the
terrible idea to start at 12 in the world of ballet that’s already over the
world of ballet that’s already over the
world of ballet that’s already over the hill and this was reinforced every time
hill and this was reinforced every time
hill and this was reinforced every time my mother had to look into the baby
my mother had to look into the baby
my mother had to look into the baby class where both my sister and I were
class where both my sister and I were
class where both my sister and I were and watched the way too tall way too big
and watched the way too tall way too big
and watched the way too tall way too big hue too clueless me trying to follow
hue too clueless me trying to follow
hue too clueless me trying to follow along you think I’m kidding but I’m not
along you think I’m kidding but I’m not
along you think I’m kidding but I’m not this was the first hint of my rebellious
this was the first hint of my rebellious
this was the first hint of my rebellious streak and probably also my stupidest
streak and probably also my stupidest
streak and probably also my stupidest over time I did get better though I
over time I did get better though I
over time I did get better though I don’t know if it was simply for hard
don’t know if it was simply for hard
don’t know if it was simply for hard work or because there was nowhere to go
work or because there was nowhere to go
work or because there was nowhere to go but up people started to approach my
but up people started to approach my
but up people started to approach my parents and say that I really had a shot
parents and say that I really had a shot
parents and say that I really had a shot at a career it was a relief to hear from
at a career it was a relief to hear from
at a career it was a relief to hear from others that I was actually good at
others that I was actually good at
others that I was actually good at something that I had fallen in love with
something that I had fallen in love with
something that I had fallen in love with doing but I also heard another idea that
doing but I also heard another idea that
doing but I also heard another idea that I should drop out of school the average
I should drop out of school the average
I should drop out of school the average age of retirement for dancers is 29
age of retirement for dancers is 29
age of retirement for dancers is 29 years old if you make it beyond that
years old if you make it beyond that
years old if you make it beyond that most ballet companies have an age group
most ballet companies have an age group
most ballet companies have an age group of 45 to extend the longevity of a
of 45 to extend the longevity of a
of 45 to extend the longevity of a career most dancers will try and get
career most dancers will try and get
career most dancers will try and get hired when they are 16 17 or 18 years
hired when they are 16 17 or 18 years
hired when they are 16 17 or 18 years old to accommodate that timeline many
old to accommodate that timeline many
old to accommodate that timeline many dancers homeschool so as to take a
dancers homeschool so as to take a
dancers homeschool so as to take a reduced number of classes per day about
reduced number of classes per day about
reduced number of classes per day about three or four hours to double up on
three or four hours to double up on
three or four hours to double up on dance classes I admire so much the
dance classes I admire so much the
dance classes I admire so much the dedication that these dancers have to
dedication that these dancers have to
dedication that these dancers have to their careers and how willing they are
their careers and how willing they are
their careers and how willing they are to make sacrifices to have it happen I
to make sacrifices to have it happen I
to make sacrifices to have it happen I have nothing but the utmost respect for
have nothing but the utmost respect for
have nothing but the utmost respect for their path but it’s not something I
their path but it’s not something I
their path but it’s not something I could do myself I admitted to you
could do myself I admitted to you
could do myself I admitted to you earlier that I’m a nerd I truly love
earlier that I’m a nerd I truly love
earlier that I’m a nerd I truly love school my education isn’t something that
school my education isn’t something that
school my education isn’t something that I or my parents are willing to
I or my parents are willing to
I or my parents are willing to compromise on the decision doesn’t seem
compromise on the decision doesn’t seem
compromise on the decision doesn’t seem like much but it turned me into one of
like much but it turned me into one of
like much but it turned me into one of the most unlikely of rebels I heard
the most unlikely of rebels I heard
the most unlikely of rebels I heard everything from it’s as a shame you go
everything from it’s as a shame you go
everything from it’s as a shame you go to school you’re wasting your talent too
to school you’re wasting your talent too
to school you’re wasting your talent too how arrogant how selfish how
how arrogant how selfish how
how arrogant how selfish how presumptuous of you to assume that you
presumptuous of you to assume that you
presumptuous of you to assume that you can do something in a way that simply
can do something in a way that simply
can do something in a way that simply just isn’t done that way who would have
just isn’t done that way who would have
just isn’t done that way who would have known there going to school would be
known there going to school would be
known there going to school would be such a revolutionary act I am no Malala
such a revolutionary act I am no Malala
such a revolutionary act I am no Malala but a world where one makes sacrifices
but a world where one makes sacrifices
but a world where one makes sacrifices for everything in the hopes of a career
for everything in the hopes of a career
for everything in the hopes of a career my choice seen subversive at best
my choice seen subversive at best
my choice seen subversive at best threatening at worst insulting the
threatening at worst insulting the
threatening at worst insulting the simple act of refusing to give up either
simple act of refusing to give up either
simple act of refusing to give up either dance or school is me being a rebel with
dance or school is me being a rebel with
dance or school is me being a rebel with a cause and if I had a dime for every
a cause and if I had a dime for every
a cause and if I had a dime for every time somebody told me it would be
time somebody told me it would be
time somebody told me it would be impossible to do both I’d be able to pay
impossible to do both I’d be able to pay
impossible to do both I’d be able to pay for all my pointe shoes myself then
for all my pointe shoes myself then
for all my pointe shoes myself then a Sayers aren’t wrong about how
a Sayers aren’t wrong about how
a Sayers aren’t wrong about how difficult this balancing act is doing
difficult this balancing act is doing
difficult this balancing act is doing both meant burning candle at both ends
both meant burning candle at both ends
both meant burning candle at both ends it meant adding more than 30 hours of
it meant adding more than 30 hours of
it meant adding more than 30 hours of practice to an already busy school week
practice to an already busy school week
practice to an already busy school week it meant that something else had to give
it meant that something else had to give
it meant that something else had to give I’m not here to ask for sympathy when
I’m not here to ask for sympathy when
I’m not here to ask for sympathy when you were a rebel people are like less
you were a rebel people are like less
you were a rebel people are like less less likely to be sympathetic with you
less likely to be sympathetic with you
less likely to be sympathetic with you you want a part in the show you’re going
you want a part in the show you’re going
you want a part in the show you’re going to have to be twice as good as your
to have to be twice as good as your
to have to be twice as good as your competition because they don’t want to
competition because they don’t want to
competition because they don’t want to give it to the girl who has school you
give it to the girl who has school you
give it to the girl who has school you want to be paid attention to in ballet
want to be paid attention to in ballet
want to be paid attention to in ballet class you have to make sure the teacher
class you have to make sure the teacher
class you have to make sure the teacher can’t take their eyes off you because
can’t take their eyes off you because
can’t take their eyes off you because they don’t want to acknowledge you I can
they don’t want to acknowledge you I can
they don’t want to acknowledge you I can see that it’s hard but it’s not
see that it’s hard but it’s not
see that it’s hard but it’s not impossible the gatekeepers in either
impossible the gatekeepers in either
impossible the gatekeepers in either world may not want to be accommodating
world may not want to be accommodating
world may not want to be accommodating to this balancing act but when there’s a
to this balancing act but when there’s a
to this balancing act but when there’s a will there’s a way
will there’s a way
will there’s a way here’s where being a rebel becomes
here’s where being a rebel becomes
here’s where being a rebel becomes important we can exert our influence to
important we can exert our influence to
important we can exert our influence to make the changes that we want or need I
make the changes that we want or need I
make the changes that we want or need I don’t think there’s a person in this
don’t think there’s a person in this
don’t think there’s a person in this room who hasn’t faced adversity or who
room who hasn’t faced adversity or who
room who hasn’t faced adversity or who hasn’t been told they couldn’t do
hasn’t been told they couldn’t do
hasn’t been told they couldn’t do something the moment you do the moment
something the moment you do the moment
something the moment you do the moment you hear those words that’s the moment
you hear those words that’s the moment
you hear those words that’s the moment you too can become a rebel there are a
you too can become a rebel there are a
you too can become a rebel there are a lot of things in this world that can be
lot of things in this world that can be
lot of things in this world that can be changed for the better
changed for the better
changed for the better sees these as opportunities like Kevin
sees these as opportunities like Kevin
sees these as opportunities like Kevin Bacon and Footloose put on your dancing
Bacon and Footloose put on your dancing
Bacon and Footloose put on your dancing shoes and be an agent of change when the
shoes and be an agent of change when the
shoes and be an agent of change when the status quo isn’t budging and no one else
status quo isn’t budging and no one else
status quo isn’t budging and no one else is willing to try show up and be
is willing to try show up and be
is willing to try show up and be different be a rebel with a cause here’s
different be a rebel with a cause here’s
different be a rebel with a cause here’s the thing though your greatest
the thing though your greatest
the thing though your greatest opposition will never be an external
opposition will never be an external
opposition will never be an external force it will always be that little
force it will always be that little
force it will always be that little doubting voice we all have in our own
doubting voice we all have in our own
doubting voice we all have in our own heads the one that’s afraid of the
heads the one that’s afraid of the
heads the one that’s afraid of the uncertainty in the future the one that’s
uncertainty in the future the one that’s
uncertainty in the future the one that’s always questioning your abilities and
always questioning your abilities and
always questioning your abilities and capabilities am I good enough am i
capabilities am I good enough am i
capabilities am I good enough am i strong enough am i fast enough am i
strong enough am i fast enough am i
strong enough am i fast enough am i smart enough am i enough it’s part of
smart enough am i enough it’s part of
smart enough am i enough it’s part of being human doubting yourself no one
being human doubting yourself no one
being human doubting yourself no one walks through life so confident in what
walks through life so confident in what
walks through life so confident in what they are doing that they have no fear so
they are doing that they have no fear so
they are doing that they have no fear so here’s the zeitgeist moment of my speech
here’s the zeitgeist moment of my speech
here’s the zeitgeist moment of my speech the best way to be a rebel is to be a
the best way to be a rebel is to be a
the best way to be a rebel is to be a rebel against your own inner negative
rebel against your own inner negative
rebel against your own inner negative voice there is no greater enemy nothing
voice there is no greater enemy nothing
voice there is no greater enemy nothing that will ever stand in your way more
that will ever stand in your way more
that will ever stand in your way more than yourself nothing is more common and
than yourself nothing is more common and
than yourself nothing is more common and more destructive than that little voice
more destructive than that little voice
more destructive than that little voice that you hear be the biggest baddest
that you hear be the biggest baddest
that you hear be the biggest baddest most rebellious individual you can be
most rebellious individual you can be
most rebellious individual you can be against your own perceived limitations
against your own perceived limitations
against your own perceived limitations don’t
don’t
don’t elegance society fight against yourself
elegance society fight against yourself
elegance society fight against yourself be a rebel to dispel your doubts and
be a rebel to dispel your doubts and
be a rebel to dispel your doubts and your fears and your insecurities have a
your fears and your insecurities have a
your fears and your insecurities have a devil-may-care attitude to uncertainty
devil-may-care attitude to uncertainty
devil-may-care attitude to uncertainty and let actions fly into the face of
and let actions fly into the face of
and let actions fly into the face of doubt be a rebel to yourself for
doubt be a rebel to yourself for
doubt be a rebel to yourself for yourself and watch the result in
yourself and watch the result in
yourself and watch the result in September I will become a University of
September I will become a University of
September I will become a University of Chicago student I have received several
Chicago student I have received several
Chicago student I have received several drop offers from different dance
drop offers from different dance
drop offers from different dance companies so it will continue to balance
companies so it will continue to balance
companies so it will continue to balance dance and school my journey isn’t over I
dance and school my journey isn’t over I
dance and school my journey isn’t over I still have a long way to go but I take a
still have a long way to go but I take a
still have a long way to go but I take a small sense of satisfaction in that not
small sense of satisfaction in that not
small sense of satisfaction in that not only was I able to pull down my own
only was I able to pull down my own
only was I able to pull down my own doubt I managed to just prove some
doubt I managed to just prove some
doubt I managed to just prove some naysayers too I plan on being a rebel
naysayers too I plan on being a rebel
naysayers too I plan on being a rebel for life so I think in that event I’ll
for life so I think in that event I’ll
for life so I think in that event I’ll dress the part that ah yes my jacket
dress the part that ah yes my jacket
dress the part that ah yes my jacket looks like Captain America’s uniform
looks like Captain America’s uniform
looks like Captain America’s uniform don’t say I didn’t warn you I am a nerd
don’t say I didn’t warn you I am a nerd
don’t say I didn’t warn you I am a nerd but I’m also a rebel thank you
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