you can not wait any longer
push a breath here are the legs
still you have to go out your head
here it is I’ll take it
20 the 20 the tube does not pass that is
an obstruction in the throat 20 test again
here it is past the contribution on me is alive
I’m that premature mom and I would like to
bring today the voice of who it was
outside and inside a thermoculla
we will face a double dialogue together
where I will speak with you and who is there
in there he will talk to me in there
a great premature this is a big one
and premature weighs 5 131 grams is long
27 cm
the heart beats but does not breathe there is one
straw that goes down to the lungs there
inflate and deflate oxygen and could
at any moment blow away
point 1 the reality one in ten is born
first 3 out of 10 thousand so much first ad
be considered technically a
miscarriage even if you live what you want
say so much earlier before the 24th
week five months and a half
bottle in there was born to the
23rd the percentage of survival
it’s much less than the dime of a dime
3 out of 10 the probability of developing
disability is much better not to think about it
I understood then that I’m alive for now
they are rare and we will see for the future
point 2
the attic the thermoculla I called it
so small wet dark and with curtains
always closed to me it looks like a capsule
and I took a space trip
I’m sure I’m here
four months before gravity, I’m sorry
that light blinds me sounds me
deafening but I’m not the first one
even superman arrived with one
capsule and then what is my mission
point 3 the barrier sir mine
barrier opened was a window
you want to see the porthole of the thermo cradle
a moment you do not want to touch it for a moment
no, I looked at him but I did not see mine
besides, I had not heard her daughter
move once in mine
belly forced me not to love something
that could die in an instant is one
guilt ah I understand what is mine
mission is to give every day
slap my mother in the face until
he does not stop having that expression
catatonic and then put it all together
head hands and feet in a bucket and
floods the love and to home one with
the beard you call me who forms
six
Father forgives you that he was not in the room
I’m leaving because the first time I do it
you looked at the brain that is not divided
hurried heart-shaped then too
batman had a shoulder and I need it
of a hand in this mission that yes
call mom the 4 point the parentado
I understand the enthusiasm to welcome
every new born is made like this
but I felt I was already born six
my neighbor was born 50 years ago
first they put it in a box from
shoes and now it’s fine
we can come to visit her in capiamoci
a needle that from here arini and a half to
chest 1 in the navel a straight tube
in the lungs one in the background with one
red light around a foot and skin
completely transparent that ulcerates
just looking at her
no I do not think it would survive in one
shoebox but I say if one
person you have never met
first he is hospitalized between life and life
death in another people
I would never think of asking if
you can go and find it stable
stable unstable lady there is a
generalized infection we have chosen
an antibiotic that you get to cover
even the brain thing but like 30 minutes
ago he was just leaving me
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wolverine capitan america from
apple
ok, my own, I do not feel right
in shape
you ‘ve already been there, they already have you
injected with super substances
empowered and sometimes I think pain
I ‘m too afraid I ‘m not able to
do it but you did it
you have become stronger than before
a hand because I have to keep giving
of slaps to my mother and touch me
resist the kangaroos point 5
maybe some of you already know it from
when the little kangaroo is born weighs one
gram and is 2 cm long runs like
can at the distance between lutero the
baby carrier and once there it sticks with
mouth to a breast and do not leave it
more for two or three months
premature moms basically do
mothers kangaroo just that theirs
puppies are attached to the therapy
intensive a few months and theirs
cangurini rest them on the chest
it’s called pamper therapy they have me
asked if the baby carriers were a joy
great the first time I heard it
here
I wanted to slash rocket chin to
slip it in immediately
no decisively before it was a huge one
pain but then she touched me
saving my soul and I said yes
every day but the machines reconnect
to life like a thorn, but where you are
I need you where you are sweet touch by hand
stop one on my head the other under the
walking
it will be my border
Mom and I will be your prayer
here you are still, you feel the car
attach to my lungs
it sounds for those who do not care, I want to
breathe together with you point 6
the similarities and nothing that tube
lungs could not be removed
without not holding it was a continuous remove
and put away and put an afternoon
while the doctor was ready to
replanting in the throat looked at her and me
she said she’s beautiful, you know she looks like you
I only care that it is alive but
then they continually measure me
head because small the big belly
out of the navel comes out of the stuff and they have me
said that soon they will start to focus on me
of the lights in the eyes to understand how much
the thing of the fantastic 4 is also Czech
dead bull and ics beast are not
exactly icons of beauty in each
in case I feel discreetly pussy and yes
I assure you I am alive point 7
the white company how many of you have
they use a company in the phone in their pocket
in neonatal intensive care the agendas
they are white there are no hours in the days
the weeks there are only the accessories
and at the bottom of every page there is one
red line in constant stable stable
unstable
one afternoon they revived me here
four six ten times the heart in
chino non reggeva there is a linen base
botallo is called that usually to the
birth closes but here it was obviously
opened the surgeon said we arrive
close to the heart and we close it with two
we make lots of bills
so we have experience but if it breaks
dies
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oxygen please oxygen then
hear surgeon listen to me this for
absence to do because this
announce the lungs alone there is not
do more and then you’ll see that we remove it
I understood that I can die but you do not have me
mica said something new
and then my mother almost now
conquered or just a le request
staples or bright as the heart of
iron man or adamantium like it
skeleton of wolverine
if you can oxygen please point 8
the hug believe me it is not a question
of trust
if anything, of faith faith in the energy that
it runs because the hands always work
safe and guided by skilled brains e
the machines are tireless
infallible
yet in the night and thermocool e
disappear in the useless
in the unawareness of silence and not
they come back again
that’s why every time I have
I hugged a mother for a while
second more in the desire to be
I want to hug in the hope of
never having to be hugged mom
doomsday fell only once for the
streets of metropolis but knocks every
we are warriors to our portholes
yes but in his presence before the day
of the judgment
the whole justice league and even
superman have fallen of those that there
let us not only remember the name and the
details but we bring strength into the heart
and if it were to open it will be with that
I will challenge point 9 the full belly
sir in the hall what is the first thing
ask the teacher when you go
to take the pups ascoli na ha
eaten the Italian mother needs
know that the belly of your puppy
it’s always full and as long as that tummy
it was filled with a tube up to
stomach I slept more serene
one morning your neighbor was not there
more and hunger which hunger of whom
let me sleep you know very well that
while I sleep my little brain yes
empowering are not lazy
I’m training you did not learn anything
from magneto doctor strange and for false
rics point 10 the news lady is now
all go home to home
we decide a discharge date of
mission
but if until yesterday he needed to
oxygen never wakes up to eat
to the bottle it turns blue because it goes into
Breast apnea is committed by mad it’s but
there is nothing on how I can do it
grow up from mothers do not do the tragic
I’m not losing weight and then at home
not lose them my superpowers will be alone
all a little more normal then you do not hear
what a mess the alarms here if I do
promise that there is a little more at home
silence let’s go home
gentlemen I carry my daughter in the brain
in the selfishness of the love of the gods’ time
drugs and inside of me I do not feel it but
I bring it in my ears in the
terror of no longer feeling his heart
in the nails stuck in the palms every
night in the bruises from liquid drugs
I bring my daughter in the dark stomach
rational of a thermo-massage in the throat
because I feel his tubes in my e
in the lungs because the area is blocked there
when the pain sends the blackout
brain and heart
I bring my daughter on the skin of the
chest because you breathe with me on the breast
because every day I will deliver mine
milk tie and with shoulders more
read when even only 15 grams of
less tube
affect the balance I bring it
on the hands at the changing table because there
I can hear his kicks on mine
belly from outside and then home where the
fear deforms the mirror of the heart
look at the world through me
I bring on my knees with every meal
because it’s easier to see when
it turns blue and then she and on my mouth
between the kisses and smiles the words also in
this moment and in every eye
instant in which I am not with me
I wear the mei with the headband band
tai preciously dressed arms
one of the other heart to heart eye
eyes but she always walks two steps
ahead of me leaving me crumbs of
energy to show the way sir
I bring my daughter on her even if she is
that has always brought me
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