I met him in a sun-kissed freezes he fell out of his yellow hat he was a
fell out of his yellow hat he was a
fell out of his yellow hat he was a disaster I saw it coming a natural
disaster I saw it coming a natural
disaster I saw it coming a natural calamity that listed like cheap whiskey
calamity that listed like cheap whiskey
calamity that listed like cheap whiskey with coke his imagination fired up my
with coke his imagination fired up my
with coke his imagination fired up my riled up world shattering everything
riled up world shattering everything
riled up world shattering everything that I knew and believed he was my pull
that I knew and believed he was my pull
that I knew and believed he was my pull in a world of doors full of bush and the
in a world of doors full of bush and the
in a world of doors full of bush and the day that our eyes locked my stomach did
day that our eyes locked my stomach did
day that our eyes locked my stomach did a back flip in my heart a somersault and
a back flip in my heart a somersault and
a back flip in my heart a somersault and lips met in a summer garden as he tasted
lips met in a summer garden as he tasted
lips met in a summer garden as he tasted ice cream for my mouth with the tip of
ice cream for my mouth with the tip of
ice cream for my mouth with the tip of his tongue and before the rest of it hit
his tongue and before the rest of it hit
his tongue and before the rest of it hit the ground I had fallen in love and
the ground I had fallen in love and
the ground I had fallen in love and perhaps love always was about whirlpools
perhaps love always was about whirlpools
perhaps love always was about whirlpools or windmills or anything else that
or windmills or anything else that
or windmills or anything else that knocks the breath right out of your
knocks the breath right out of your
knocks the breath right out of your lungs and kisses were always stolen
lungs and kisses were always stolen
lungs and kisses were always stolen moments in time a rip in the space-time
moments in time a rip in the space-time
moments in time a rip in the space-time continuum kiss everything slowed down a
continuum kiss everything slowed down a
continuum kiss everything slowed down a little and yet spread faster than a
little and yet spread faster than a
little and yet spread faster than a lightning sparkle gravitational waves
lightning sparkle gravitational waves
lightning sparkle gravitational waves intersecting like a blizzard meeting a
intersecting like a blizzard meeting a
intersecting like a blizzard meeting a rainstorm damaging our sensory organs
rainstorm damaging our sensory organs
rainstorm damaging our sensory organs and ruining us for anyone else yet he he
and ruining us for anyone else yet he he
and ruining us for anyone else yet he he he refuses to be loved he breaks me when
he refuses to be loved he breaks me when
he refuses to be loved he breaks me when I try to love him he breaks me he breaks
I try to love him he breaks me he breaks
I try to love him he breaks me he breaks me he breaks my spirit some days he
me he breaks my spirit some days he
me he breaks my spirit some days he elevates me the world’s where there’s
elevates me the world’s where there’s
elevates me the world’s where there’s nothing but our souls alone when I look
nothing but our souls alone when I look
nothing but our souls alone when I look at him his eyes glow like embers on a
at him his eyes glow like embers on a
at him his eyes glow like embers on a scalable tree on a full moon night my
scalable tree on a full moon night my
scalable tree on a full moon night my lover is bipolar his body is made of
lover is bipolar his body is made of
lover is bipolar his body is made of gold his heart liquid sunshine some days
gold his heart liquid sunshine some days
gold his heart liquid sunshine some days he’s wild like the restless sea the rest
he’s wild like the restless sea the rest
he’s wild like the restless sea the rest he drops off kisses on my lips and
he drops off kisses on my lips and
he drops off kisses on my lips and cheeks he treats my body like he’s
cheeks he treats my body like he’s
cheeks he treats my body like he’s returning to the den with a sense of
returning to the den with a sense of
returning to the den with a sense of familiarity with curiosity to explore
familiarity with curiosity to explore
familiarity with curiosity to explore new corners and edges he covers
new corners and edges he covers
new corners and edges he covers underneath the sheets and makes a fort
underneath the sheets and makes a fort
underneath the sheets and makes a fort out of her bed then there are days when
out of her bed then there are days when
out of her bed then there are days when he wouldn’t let me touch him or near him
he wouldn’t let me touch him or near him
he wouldn’t let me touch him or near him I look at him we don’t exactly have
I look at him we don’t exactly have
I look at him we don’t exactly have finesse in the way there are moons clunk
finesse in the way there are moons clunk
finesse in the way there are moons clunk but honestly one thing always leads to
but honestly one thing always leads to
but honestly one thing always leads to another and it always leads to us
another and it always leads to us
another and it always leads to us falling back in love with our clothes on
falling back in love with our clothes on
falling back in love with our clothes on the floor in my laundry in his mouth
the floor in my laundry in his mouth
the floor in my laundry in his mouth needle scratches and comebacks my head
needle scratches and comebacks my head
needle scratches and comebacks my head spinning my hands losing direction of
spinning my hands losing direction of
spinning my hands losing direction of where his body ends hands over our heads
where his body ends hands over our heads
where his body ends hands over our heads and maybe we’re way over our heads to
and maybe we’re way over our heads to
and maybe we’re way over our heads to regional losing battle against nature P
regional losing battle against nature P
regional losing battle against nature P and H sugar could set him off from
and H sugar could set him off from
and H sugar could set him off from euphoria two monstrous trees red goes to
euphoria two monstrous trees red goes to
euphoria two monstrous trees red goes to green there is no yellow there is no
green there is no yellow there is no
green there is no yellow there is no in-between and I watch him suffer and I
in-between and I watch him suffer and I
in-between and I watch him suffer and I sing to him I love your depression and I
sing to him I love your depression and I
sing to him I love your depression and I love your double chin I love most
love your double chin I love most
love your double chin I love most everything my heart skipping as he says
everything my heart skipping as he says
everything my heart skipping as he says that he loves me you’re selfish or mean
that he loves me you’re selfish or mean
that he loves me you’re selfish or mean you disgust me
you disgust me
you disgust me the next moment he would scream and run
the next moment he would scream and run
the next moment he would scream and run out to the streets and I would chase him
out to the streets and I would chase him
out to the streets and I would chase him down bare feet my lover is bipolar he
down bare feet my lover is bipolar he
down bare feet my lover is bipolar he scares me
loving him is not easy knowing this
loving him is not easy knowing this despite my best intentions i spiral
despite my best intentions i spiral
despite my best intentions i spiral towards him like a hurricane that hurls
towards him like a hurricane that hurls
towards him like a hurricane that hurls inside the remains of a parked car
inside the remains of a parked car
inside the remains of a parked car waiting to be destroyed because honestly
waiting to be destroyed because honestly
waiting to be destroyed because honestly his words are enough to Electrify my
his words are enough to Electrify my
his words are enough to Electrify my insides and I so hear what I’m seeing is
insides and I so hear what I’m seeing is
insides and I so hear what I’m seeing is not romanticized I love was that of
not romanticized I love was that of
not romanticized I love was that of extremes parasite and almost every time
extremes parasite and almost every time
extremes parasite and almost every time that I threatened to leave he would
that I threatened to leave he would
that I threatened to leave he would change his shapes to fit my vessel and
change his shapes to fit my vessel and
change his shapes to fit my vessel and my wesen would change all the more with
my wesen would change all the more with
my wesen would change all the more with his love I hate you
his love I hate you
his love I hate you it’s a tha tha T that spells love he
it’s a tha tha T that spells love he
it’s a tha tha T that spells love he says I’m sorry
says I’m sorry
says I’m sorry you love me I’m sorry I’m sorry he
you love me I’m sorry I’m sorry he
you love me I’m sorry I’m sorry he whispers and breaks down crying he would
whispers and breaks down crying he would
whispers and breaks down crying he would rest his head on my lap and tell me
rest his head on my lap and tell me
rest his head on my lap and tell me stories of his childhood love and his
stories of his childhood love and his
stories of his childhood love and his favorite cartoons Bob the Builder and
favorite cartoons Bob the Builder and
favorite cartoons Bob the Builder and scooby-dooby-doo when I would forget
his violence and his depression and his
his violence and his depression and his paranoia my lover his bipolar his body
paranoia my lover his bipolar his body
paranoia my lover his bipolar his body is made of gold his heart his soggy
is made of gold his heart his soggy
is made of gold his heart his soggy like a butter toast and I can feast on
like a butter toast and I can feast on
like a butter toast and I can feast on him for days without a break yet he he
him for days without a break yet he he
him for days without a break yet he he he refuses to be loved
[Applause]
[Applause] hi my name is Hannah table mamrie and
hi my name is Hannah table mamrie and
hi my name is Hannah table mamrie and I’m a singer-songwriter and the piece
I’m a singer-songwriter and the piece
I’m a singer-songwriter and the piece that I just performed right now was
that I just performed right now was
that I just performed right now was called finding yellow it was about being
called finding yellow it was about being
called finding yellow it was about being in a state of feeling constant passion
in a state of feeling constant passion
in a state of feeling constant passion and agony and swinging between those two
and agony and swinging between those two
and agony and swinging between those two extremities all the time
extremities all the time
extremities all the time feeling confused feeling helpless the
feeling confused feeling helpless the
feeling confused feeling helpless the song that I’m gonna be singing is going
song that I’m gonna be singing is going
song that I’m gonna be singing is going to be something about it’s completely
to be something about it’s completely
to be something about it’s completely opposite to that it’s about feeling
opposite to that it’s about feeling
opposite to that it’s about feeling lukewarm feeling no extremes and I hope
lukewarm feeling no extremes and I hope
lukewarm feeling no extremes and I hope you are able to relate to that just as
you are able to relate to that just as
you are able to relate to that just as much as you like this one this piece is
much as you like this one this piece is
much as you like this one this piece is called oceans
[Music]
[Music] to close your eyes to see me better or
to close your eyes to see me better or
to close your eyes to see me better or bit your face that isn’t mine to crave
bit your face that isn’t mine to crave
bit your face that isn’t mine to crave my smell when I’m around more despair is
my smell when I’m around more despair is
my smell when I’m around more despair is when I when you look into my eyes do you
when I when you look into my eyes do you
when I when you look into my eyes do you feel the Osher emotion rising care let’s
feel the Osher emotion rising care let’s
feel the Osher emotion rising care let’s leave a while doesn’t random passing
leave a while doesn’t random passing
leave a while doesn’t random passing thought occupy your mind when I’m naked
thought occupy your mind when I’m naked
thought occupy your mind when I’m naked there’s my war make your heart glow or
there’s my war make your heart glow or
there’s my war make your heart glow or is it not enough to reach you through
is it not enough to reach you through
is it not enough to reach you through your clothes
Kazu flesh sing a happy song do you miss
Kazu flesh sing a happy song do you miss me when I am gone
me when I am gone
me when I am gone do you want me at all do you turn on the
do you want me at all do you turn on the
do you want me at all do you turn on the light to see me better or are you afraid
light to see me better or are you afraid
light to see me better or are you afraid of darkness do you kiss my skin with new
of darkness do you kiss my skin with new
of darkness do you kiss my skin with new fire is it an act of kindness when you
fire is it an act of kindness when you
fire is it an act of kindness when you is my legs do you feel the ocean of
is my legs do you feel the ocean of
is my legs do you feel the ocean of motion arising carelessly a while
there’s a random passing thought occupy
there’s a random passing thought occupy your mind when you lie with me there’s
your mind when you lie with me there’s
your mind when you lie with me there’s my war make you heart glow is it not
my war make you heart glow is it not
my war make you heart glow is it not enough to meet you through your soul
enough to meet you through your soul
enough to meet you through your soul does your flesh sing a happy song do you
does your flesh sing a happy song do you
does your flesh sing a happy song do you miss me when I you learn there’s your
miss me when I you learn there’s your
miss me when I you learn there’s your flesh sing a happy song do you miss me
flesh sing a happy song do you miss me
flesh sing a happy song do you miss me when I am gone
Oh does your flesh sing a happy song do
Oh does your flesh sing a happy song do you miss me when I am gone do you want
you miss me when I am gone do you want
you miss me when I am gone do you want me at all
me at all
me at all [Music]
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