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One in Five Million | Ruben Sanchez | TEDxYouth@LincolnStreet


[Music]

[Music] I’m a really young age my parents have

I’m a really young age my parents have

I’m a really young age my parents have always shown me the importance of

always shown me the importance of

always shown me the importance of education

education

education they told me to given my best to obtain

they told me to given my best to obtain

they told me to given my best to obtain what I really want in this case a degree

what I really want in this case a degree

what I really want in this case a degree in medicine it’s only to pursue my

in medicine it’s only to pursue my

in medicine it’s only to pursue my passion to helping people to explore my

passion to helping people to explore my

passion to helping people to explore my intellectual curiosity of the human body

intellectual curiosity of the human body

intellectual curiosity of the human body and to not forget my roots no matter how

and to not forget my roots no matter how

and to not forget my roots no matter how far in life I go but yet when mom didn’t

far in life I go but yet when mom didn’t

far in life I go but yet when mom didn’t wake up on the first day of first grader

wake up on the first day of first grader

wake up on the first day of first grader taken on the bus because she kept on

taken on the bus because she kept on

taken on the bus because she kept on saying just five more minutes

saying just five more minutes

saying just five more minutes ironically I’m the West is that not when

ironically I’m the West is that not when

ironically I’m the West is that not when I don’t want to go to school and my dad

I don’t want to go to school and my dad

I don’t want to go to school and my dad pretend to forget where my 60 graduation

pretend to forget where my 60 graduation

pretend to forget where my 60 graduation was but I mean it’s okay because I

was but I mean it’s okay because I

was but I mean it’s okay because I pretend to forget when his birthday is

pretend to forget when his birthday is

pretend to forget when his birthday is to play it even and we were always late

to play it even and we were always late

to play it even and we were always late of school events what we still are

of school events what we still are

of school events what we still are actually I was actually late today so

actually I was actually late today so

actually I was actually late today so just so that’s right now my life pretty

just so that’s right now my life pretty

just so that’s right now my life pretty much consists the endless workload of

much consists the endless workload of

much consists the endless workload of calculus I get from my math teacher dr.

calculus I get from my math teacher dr.

calculus I get from my math teacher dr. Scholl and many other classes it sucks

Scholl and many other classes it sucks

Scholl and many other classes it sucks but we had to embrace his suck because

but we had to embrace his suck because

but we had to embrace his suck because that’s what we learned from my dish just

that’s what we learned from my dish just

that’s what we learned from my dish just like any other I wake up I go to school

like any other I wake up I go to school

like any other I wake up I go to school I get good grades they say bye to my

I get good grades they say bye to my

I get good grades they say bye to my parents get my siblings ready as well I

parents get my siblings ready as well I

parents get my siblings ready as well I go to calculus chemistry regret for

go to calculus chemistry regret for

go to calculus chemistry regret for wondering why I’ve forecasted her

wondering why I’ve forecasted her

wondering why I’ve forecasted her classes wanted to drop out because I

classes wanted to drop out because I

classes wanted to drop out because I forecasted for those classes up still

forecasted for those classes up still

forecasted for those classes up still watching Netflix because I’m done

watching Netflix because I’m done

watching Netflix because I’m done stressing about those classes you know

stressing about those classes you know

stressing about those classes you know just typical high school student things

just typical high school student things

just typical high school student things I also talk to my siblings about today

I also talk to my siblings about today

I also talk to my siblings about today from Big Brother conversation like hey

from Big Brother conversation like hey

from Big Brother conversation like hey you shouldn’t be doing this you

you shouldn’t be doing this you

you shouldn’t be doing this you shouldn’t be doing that so you mean

shouldn’t be doing that so you mean

shouldn’t be doing that so you mean little kid talk about like hey have you

little kid talk about like hey have you

little kid talk about like hey have you heard this new song or have you

heard this new song or have you

heard this new song or have you downloaded this in your game and we

downloaded this in your game and we

downloaded this in your game and we clean him away from our parents to get

clean him away from our parents to get

clean him away from our parents to get home in what parents care home we talk

home in what parents care home we talk

home in what parents care home we talk to them by our days as flow because

to them by our days as flow because

to them by our days as flow because they’re actively involved in our school

they’re actively involved in our school

they’re actively involved in our school for example I’ll be telling them hey I

for example I’ll be telling them hey I

for example I’ll be telling them hey I got into this program hey I got into

got into this program hey I got into

got into this program hey I got into that hey I’m going to give a TED talk

that hey I’m going to give a TED talk

that hey I’m going to give a TED talk I’m almost like what’s that I was like

I’m almost like what’s that I was like

I’m almost like what’s that I was like yo it’s about like a thing where you go

yo it’s about like a thing where you go

yo it’s about like a thing where you go and talk to people and you just like

and talk to people and you just like

and talk to people and you just like share your story would like you steal

share your story would like you steal

share your story would like you steal your things and just recently I got I

your things and just recently I got I

your things and just recently I got I told my parents that I was going to get

told my parents that I was going to get

told my parents that I was going to get an internship at the Oregon Health and

an internship at the Oregon Health and

an internship at the Oregon Health and Sciences University sequin dog

Sciences University sequin dog

Sciences University sequin dog consciously

consciously

consciously over the summer with the mentor which

over the summer with the mentor which

over the summer with the mentor which has been one of my greatest

has been one of my greatest

has been one of my greatest accomplishments so far and we also go

accomplishments so far and we also go

accomplishments so far and we also go out when we’re bored we go out to the

out when we’re bored we go out to the

out when we’re bored we go out to the park we go out to eat McDonald’s you

park we go out to eat McDonald’s you

park we go out to eat McDonald’s you know just like regular fast food or

know just like regular fast food or

know just like regular fast food or anything else and we also just drive

anything else and we also just drive

anything else and we also just drive around overstressed we’re a happy family

around overstressed we’re a happy family

around overstressed we’re a happy family a typical family but no one really know

a typical family but no one really know

a typical family but no one really know goes on behind closed doors see the

goes on behind closed doors see the

goes on behind closed doors see the things that I told you were just the

things that I told you were just the

things that I told you were just the things I wanted you guys to know the

things I wanted you guys to know the

things I wanted you guys to know the things that you could probably see when

things that you could probably see when

things that you could probably see when you just look at me like any other

you just look at me like any other

you just look at me like any other person I didn’t add in the part that I

person I didn’t add in the part that I

person I didn’t add in the part that I had to work out that I had to wake up in

had to work out that I had to wake up in

had to work out that I had to wake up in the morning to get my slimstrider for

the morning to get my slimstrider for

the morning to get my slimstrider for school because my parents have to go to

school because my parents have to go to

school because my parents have to go to work early in the morning

work early in the morning

work early in the morning I didn’t handed the part that I say bye

I didn’t handed the part that I say bye

I didn’t handed the part that I say bye to my parents don’t know what they’ll be

to my parents don’t know what they’ll be

to my parents don’t know what they’ll be back home by dinnertime I didn’t add in

back home by dinnertime I didn’t add in

back home by dinnertime I didn’t add in the part that instead of focusing on

the part that instead of focusing on

the part that instead of focusing on calculus or chemistry

calculus or chemistry

calculus or chemistry I run scenarios in my head all day

I run scenarios in my head all day

I run scenarios in my head all day thinking of what will I do if what I

thinking of what will I do if what I

thinking of what will I do if what I fear becomes a reality some teachers

fear becomes a reality some teachers

fear becomes a reality some teachers notice that something that’s wrong but

notice that something that’s wrong but

notice that something that’s wrong but I’ll just shrug it off and be like no

I’ll just shrug it off and be like no

I’ll just shrug it off and be like no don’t worry about it how everything’s

don’t worry about it how everything’s

don’t worry about it how everything’s school just to bring less attention

school just to bring less attention

school just to bring less attention towards myself and to make myself not

towards myself and to make myself not

towards myself and to make myself not think about it as much I didn’t enter

think about it as much I didn’t enter

think about it as much I didn’t enter the part that when we go out for a

the part that when we go out for a

the part that when we go out for a session that when we go out now it’s

session that when we go out now it’s

session that when we go out now it’s just for essentials to avoid the ugly

just for essentials to avoid the ugly

just for essentials to avoid the ugly stares coming our way and due to fear

stares coming our way and due to fear

stares coming our way and due to fear people from our community that had gone

people from our community that had gone

people from our community that had gone from friendly smiles tears of anger

from friendly smiles tears of anger

from friendly smiles tears of anger repulsion and rejection I didn’t hand in

repulsion and rejection I didn’t hand in

repulsion and rejection I didn’t hand in the part that those big brother

the part that those big brother

the part that those big brother conversations that are having my

conversations that are having my

conversations that are having my siblings I gone from don’t be doing this

siblings I gone from don’t be doing this

siblings I gone from don’t be doing this don’t do that see this is what we will

don’t do that see this is what we will

don’t do that see this is what we will do if mom and dad doesn’t get and make

do if mom and dad doesn’t get and make

do if mom and dad doesn’t get and make it home sing out by dinner I didn’t hand

it home sing out by dinner I didn’t hand

it home sing out by dinner I didn’t hand in the part that we also tried to

in the part that we also tried to

in the part that we also tried to minimize our exposure to the outside

minimize our exposure to the outside

minimize our exposure to the outside world because my six-year-old sister

world because my six-year-old sister

world because my six-year-old sister starts crying and screaming please don’t

starts crying and screaming please don’t

starts crying and screaming please don’t take mom or please don’t take that when

take mom or please don’t take that when

take mom or please don’t take that when we see a police officer because my

we see a police officer because my

we see a police officer because my six-year-old sister is still too young

six-year-old sister is still too young

six-year-old sister is still too young to know the difference between the

to know the difference between the

to know the difference between the police officer and them my six-year-old

police officer and them my six-year-old

police officer and them my six-year-old sister is still too young so you know

sister is still too young so you know

sister is still too young so you know that this is a reality we all go through

that this is a reality we all go through

that this is a reality we all go through this on a daily basis just because we’re

this on a daily basis just because we’re

this on a daily basis just because we’re if you’re in five million we were all

if you’re in five million we were all

if you’re in five million we were all hated in plain sight it could be your

hated in plain sight it could be your

hated in plain sight it could be your friend your enemy your best student your

friend your enemy your best student your

friend your enemy your best student your neighbor

neighbor

neighbor probably even the person next to you

probably even the person next to you

probably even the person next to you right now we’re all just go through this

right now we’re all just go through this

right now we’re all just go through this because we were few in five million I am

because we were few in five million I am

because we were few in five million I am one in five million I am the son of a

one in five million I am the son of a

one in five million I am the son of a documented immigrants and no I am NOT

documented immigrants and no I am NOT

documented immigrants and no I am NOT here to write about how unfair this is I

here to write about how unfair this is I

here to write about how unfair this is I am NOT here to demand something from

am NOT here to demand something from

am NOT here to demand something from each and every one of you I’m just here

each and every one of you I’m just here

each and every one of you I’m just here to give you a perspective of what we go

to give you a perspective of what we go

to give you a perspective of what we go through on a daily basis so you know

through on a daily basis so you know

through on a daily basis so you know that that our current situation does not

that that our current situation does not

that that our current situation does not only rip apart families the sabotage is

only rip apart families the sabotage is

only rip apart families the sabotage is the state of our youth of our future

the state of our youth of our future

the state of our youth of our future generations of our American citizens

generations of our American citizens

generations of our American citizens being a child with documented immigrants

being a child with documented immigrants

being a child with documented immigrants affects us emotionally it’s a constant

affects us emotionally it’s a constant

affects us emotionally it’s a constant stress to just bugsy non-stop it hits

stress to just bugsy non-stop it hits

stress to just bugsy non-stop it hits you and hit so you just have to take it

you and hit so you just have to take it

you and hit so you just have to take it there we go from being typical teenagers

there we go from being typical teenagers

there we go from being typical teenagers from teenagers that go out with friends

from teenagers that go out with friends

from teenagers that go out with friends explore things try out new things to

explore things try out new things to

explore things try out new things to then having the legal custody of our

then having the legal custody of our

then having the legal custody of our siblings the very next day we go from

siblings the very next day we go from

siblings the very next day we go from planning as a family to planning about

planning as a family to planning about

planning as a family to planning about this is what we will do if one of our

this is what we will do if one of our

this is what we will do if one of our parents is are gonna make it home

parents is are gonna make it home

parents is are gonna make it home tonight but don’t get me wrong the

tonight but don’t get me wrong the

tonight but don’t get me wrong the stress is always there but just recently

stress is always there but just recently

stress is always there but just recently it’s been trying to break out from the

it’s been trying to break out from the

it’s been trying to break out from the deepest and darkest corner that we all

deepest and darkest corner that we all

deepest and darkest corner that we all have it locked in and according to the

have it locked in and according to the

have it locked in and according to the study conducted by the University of

study conducted by the University of

study conducted by the University of Texas at Austin students with the

Texas at Austin students with the

Texas at Austin students with the documented parents are most likely to

documented parents are most likely to

documented parents are most likely to have symptoms symptoms of depression and

have symptoms symptoms of depression and

have symptoms symptoms of depression and anxiety it’s just something that we have

anxiety it’s just something that we have

anxiety it’s just something that we have to carry on with and most of us have

to carry on with and most of us have

to carry on with and most of us have figured out a way to just mold it into

figured out a way to just mold it into

figured out a way to just mold it into pretend like it’s not there but in

pretend like it’s not there but in

pretend like it’s not there but in reality it is just hitting us and

reality it is just hitting us and

reality it is just hitting us and hitting us in the back of our minds how

hitting us in the back of our minds how

hitting us in the back of our minds how can we be the land of the free if this

can we be the land of the free if this

can we be the land of the free if this is the home of the afraid being the

is the home of the afraid being the

is the home of the afraid being the child of a document immigrants affects

child of a document immigrants affects

child of a document immigrants affects us economically see my parents and I

us economically see my parents and I

us economically see my parents and I imagine a majority of our parents have

imagine a majority of our parents have

imagine a majority of our parents have also escaped the countries to not be

also escaped the countries to not be

also escaped the countries to not be engaged with poverty to live in but they

engaged with poverty to live in but they

engaged with poverty to live in but they just returned to here due to the current

just returned to here due to the current

just returned to here due to the current legal status and it’s not allowance you

legal status and it’s not allowance you

legal status and it’s not allowance you obtain a better jobs therefore not being

obtain a better jobs therefore not being

obtain a better jobs therefore not being able to climb wages not being able to

able to climb wages not being able to

able to climb wages not being able to climb benefits not being to do anything

climb benefits not being to do anything

climb benefits not being to do anything well the majority of my peers parents

well the majority of my peers parents

well the majority of my peers parents are retiring at the age of 60 I will

are retiring at the age of 60 I will

are retiring at the age of 60 I will have to live Bono but my parents were

have to live Bono but my parents were

have to live Bono but my parents were going to still have to be working

according to a study conducted by Ernie

according to a study conducted by Ernie 75% of students of the documented

75% of students of the documented

75% of students of the documented parents are at or 185 percent below the

parents are at or 185 percent below the

parents are at or 185 percent below the federal poverty level this majorly

federal poverty level this majorly

federal poverty level this majorly affects me because I have a father that

affects me because I have a father that

affects me because I have a father that works in agriculture and during the fall

works in agriculture and during the fall

works in agriculture and during the fall season that’s when he gets those hours

season that’s when he gets those hours

season that’s when he gets those hours so that means less food less money less

so that means less food less money less

so that means less food less money less motivation less hope but we do get more

motivation less hope but we do get more

motivation less hope but we do get more things we get more deaths more loans

things we get more deaths more loans

things we get more deaths more loans more payments more stress more

more payments more stress more

more payments more stress more everything just more of the negative

everything just more of the negative

everything just more of the negative things and what we do to kind of shield

things and what we do to kind of shield

things and what we do to kind of shield it from our siblings we just pretend

it from our siblings we just pretend

it from our siblings we just pretend like everything is fine and eat less and

like everything is fine and eat less and

like everything is fine and eat less and less or so mesquite more and more after

less or so mesquite more and more after

less or so mesquite more and more after every single loan that my parents get

every single loan that my parents get

every single loan that my parents get trying to pay it off my dreams of

trying to pay it off my dreams of

trying to pay it off my dreams of becoming a doctor

becoming a doctor

becoming a doctor our father and father away being the

our father and father away being the

our father and father away being the child of a documented immigrants affects

child of a documented immigrants affects

child of a documented immigrants affects us academically not only does it make it

us academically not only does it make it

us academically not only does it make it really hard to pursue a post-secondary

really hard to pursue a post-secondary

really hard to pursue a post-secondary education but the conscious stress and

education but the conscious stress and

education but the conscious stress and the nonstop buggin does not let you

the nonstop buggin does not let you

the nonstop buggin does not let you concentrate on your studies according to

concentrate on your studies according to

concentrate on your studies according to a study conducted by UCLA students with

a study conducted by UCLA students with

a study conducted by UCLA students with the documented parents are most likely

the documented parents are most likely

the documented parents are most likely to be high behavioral and learning

to be high behavioral and learning

to be high behavioral and learning problems in addition mothers are

problems in addition mothers are

problems in addition mothers are undocumented are less likely to enroll

undocumented are less likely to enroll

undocumented are less likely to enroll their child into a preschool due to fear

their child into a preschool due to fear

their child into a preschool due to fear of deportation

of deportation

of deportation therefore setting a knowledge of

therefore setting a knowledge of

therefore setting a knowledge of vocabulary gap these kids go to school

vocabulary gap these kids go to school

vocabulary gap these kids go to school not knowing a single drop of English and

not knowing a single drop of English and

not knowing a single drop of English and that was one of them as well when I

that was one of them as well when I

that was one of them as well when I started kindergarten how I know anything

started kindergarten how I know anything

started kindergarten how I know anything and it was a scary experience I was

and it was a scary experience I was

and it was a scary experience I was having to emerge myself a new culture

having to emerge myself a new culture

having to emerge myself a new culture and a new language and ironically it’s

and a new language and ironically it’s

and a new language and ironically it’s the place where I live I since I was one

the place where I live I since I was one

the place where I live I since I was one of those kids

of those kids

of those kids I imagine probably someone this room was

I imagine probably someone this room was

I imagine probably someone this room was one of them as well so they could

one of them as well so they could

one of them as well so they could probably relate to what I’m saying but

probably relate to what I’m saying but

probably relate to what I’m saying but now I used to live in fear once I used

now I used to live in fear once I used

now I used to live in fear once I used to believe that remaining quiet was the

to believe that remaining quiet was the

to believe that remaining quiet was the best way to solve things but then

best way to solve things but then

best way to solve things but then reality struck just a few months ago one

reality struck just a few months ago one

reality struck just a few months ago one of my best friends had gone through all

of my best friends had gone through all

of my best friends had gone through all the situation he was ripped apart from

the situation he was ripped apart from

the situation he was ripped apart from his parents especially his dad

his parents especially his dad

his parents especially his dad seeing my friend my brother go through

seeing my friend my brother go through

seeing my friend my brother go through his current situation was really taxing

his current situation was really taxing

his current situation was really taxing because I was learning how can our own

because I was learning how can our own

because I was learning how can our own country do this to me how can our

country do this to me how can our

country do this to me how can our country do this to him how can the

country do this to him how can the

country do this to him how can the country that I am willing to fight for

country that I am willing to fight for

country that I am willing to fight for do this to the people that we all care

do this to the people that we all care

do this to the people that we all care about but something that I learned with

about but something that I learned with

about but something that I learned with that situation was that no matter how

that situation was that no matter how

that situation was that no matter how hard you fall you have to pick yourself

hard you fall you have to pick yourself

hard you fall you have to pick yourself back up and help everyone around you you

back up and help everyone around you you

back up and help everyone around you you got to get up and help those who are

got to get up and help those who are

got to get up and help those who are still falling because if you don’t if

still falling because if you don’t if

still falling because if you don’t if you can’t stand up then who’s going to

you can’t stand up then who’s going to

you can’t stand up then who’s going to help everyone around but now imagine if

help everyone around but now imagine if

help everyone around but now imagine if we live in a society where people didn’t

we live in a society where people didn’t

we live in a society where people didn’t judge or discriminate or just stereotype

judge or discriminate or just stereotype

judge or discriminate or just stereotype based on skin color ethnicity sexual

based on skin color ethnicity sexual

based on skin color ethnicity sexual orientation religion legal status the

orientation religion legal status the

orientation religion legal status the list goes on if you want to know we’re

list goes on if you want to know we’re

list goes on if you want to know we’re going to have to learn how to care we’re

going to have to learn how to care we’re

going to have to learn how to care we’re going to have to learn how to be

going to have to learn how to be

going to have to learn how to be considerate how to be compatible with

considerate how to be compatible with

considerate how to be compatible with each other how to assert our differences

each other how to assert our differences

each other how to assert our differences we have to learn that we have to give

we have to learn that we have to give

we have to learn that we have to give the same amount of respect that we

the same amount of respect that we

the same amount of respect that we desire we have to learn how to love each

desire we have to learn how to love each

desire we have to learn how to love each other despite our differences but like I

other despite our differences but like I

other despite our differences but like I said I’m just wondering five million one

said I’m just wondering five million one

said I’m just wondering five million one of the five million students that wants

of the five million students that wants

of the five million students that wants to pursue their dreams and keep their

to pursue their dreams and keep their

to pursue their dreams and keep their family together thank you

family together thank you

family together thank you [Applause]

[Applause]

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