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here we are how are you good yes

here we are how are you good yes do you want me to talk to you as a young

do you want me to talk to you as a young

do you want me to talk to you as a young woman with food disorder or an artist an

woman with food disorder or an artist an

woman with food disorder or an artist an artist no doubt yeah that’s good

artist no doubt yeah that’s good

artist no doubt yeah that’s good my first question for you Lemuria is why

my first question for you Lemuria is why

my first question for you Lemuria is why do you carry a camera why do you have a

do you carry a camera why do you have a

do you carry a camera why do you have a camera what do you do photography it’s

camera what do you do photography it’s

camera what do you do photography it’s my big passion in life and that’s what

my big passion in life and that’s what

my big passion in life and that’s what makes me feel real joy but it is not I

makes me feel real joy but it is not I

makes me feel real joy but it is not I got my first camera about when I was

got my first camera about when I was

got my first camera about when I was about 15 years old from my parents and I

about 15 years old from my parents and I

about 15 years old from my parents and I always like to travel or my parents are

always like to travel or my parents are

always like to travel or my parents are taking me around in Europe and we have

taking me around in Europe and we have

taking me around in Europe and we have visited small nestled village and it got

visited small nestled village and it got

visited small nestled village and it got a natural part of those prowl trolls hmm

a natural part of those prowl trolls hmm

a natural part of those prowl trolls hmm so instead of visiting the places that

so instead of visiting the places that

so instead of visiting the places that most tourists go I take the other way

most tourists go I take the other way

most tourists go I take the other way yeah inside the small villages to to

yeah inside the small villages to to

yeah inside the small villages to to find people or people with stories when

find people or people with stories when

find people or people with stories when I photograph it it is a human meeting

but could you first tell me a little

but could you first tell me a little just a small know some sect it’s about

just a small know some sect it’s about

just a small know some sect it’s about your food disorder yeah what’s it what’s

your food disorder yeah what’s it what’s

your food disorder yeah what’s it what’s the problem well it’s very obvious that

the problem well it’s very obvious that

the problem well it’s very obvious that I’m not well I’ve been sick for many

I’m not well I’ve been sick for many

I’m not well I’ve been sick for many years but

years but

years but [Music]

that’s not how I want to be identified I

that’s not how I want to be identified I want to be identified as photograph for

want to be identified as photograph for

want to be identified as photograph for an artist but I want to use also my

an artist but I want to use also my

an artist but I want to use also my story to help other people I guess many

story to help other people I guess many

story to help other people I guess many young women would hide a little but you

young women would hide a little but you

young women would hide a little but you are exposing yourself with

are exposing yourself with

are exposing yourself with self-portraits and also self-portraits

self-portraits and also self-portraits

self-portraits and also self-portraits nude how is it you see big prints of

nude how is it you see big prints of

nude how is it you see big prints of yourself why supported well I started to

yourself why supported well I started to

yourself why supported well I started to I always taking portraits that’s what

I always taking portraits that’s what

I always taking portraits that’s what I’ve been doing but I’ve taken of other

I’ve been doing but I’ve taken of other

I’ve been doing but I’ve taken of other people and then I started to use myself

people and then I started to use myself

people and then I started to use myself as a project beside that why I don’t

as a project beside that why I don’t

as a project beside that why I don’t know why it wasn’t something I did

know why it wasn’t something I did

know why it wasn’t something I did because I had a plan to do it it was I

because I had a plan to do it it was I

because I had a plan to do it it was I visited I have this place in Greece

visited I have this place in Greece

visited I have this place in Greece where I go every summer and I received

where I go every summer and I received

where I go every summer and I received old houses left houses Avedon homes and

when I worked there I thought it needs

when I worked there I thought it needs it needed a person inside there and then

it needed a person inside there and then

it needed a person inside there and then I started to use myself and you know all

I started to use myself and you know all

I started to use myself and you know all people we have a story and we meet a

people we have a story and we meet a

people we have a story and we meet a photo with our own life story so you

photo with our own life story so you

photo with our own life story so you don’t have to be sick to to feel

don’t have to be sick to to feel

don’t have to be sick to to feel something and to learn something of

something and to learn something of

something and to learn something of myself portraits that’s why that’s not

myself portraits that’s why that’s not

myself portraits that’s why that’s not Fortress of anorexia girl it’s about

Fortress of anorexia girl it’s about

Fortress of anorexia girl it’s about human pain and we all know what human

human pain and we all know what human

human pain and we all know what human pain when you are approaching you also

pain when you are approaching you also

pain when you are approaching you also doing a project project with simple

doing a project project with simple

doing a project project with simple people in Greece and also refugee

people in Greece and also refugee

people in Greece and also refugee children how do they respond here to you

children how do they respond here to you

children how do they respond here to you look your presence in a way

look your presence in a way

look your presence in a way they will look different to me or the

they will look different to me or the

they will look different to me or the cool reporter the cooler war

cool reporter the cooler war

cool reporter the cooler war photographer that will maybe be scared

photographer that will maybe be scared

photographer that will maybe be scared but to you I guess you look like a

but to you I guess you look like a

but to you I guess you look like a little bird and they will try to protect

little bird and they will try to protect

little bird and they will try to protect you so you have a different way of

you so you have a different way of

you so you have a different way of encountering people because I come there

encountering people because I come there

encountering people because I come there with my little camera and well I spent

with my little camera and well I spent

with my little camera and well I spent many summers now with the refugees in

many summers now with the refugees in

many summers now with the refugees in Greece especially on kills and then I

Greece especially on kills and then I

Greece especially on kills and then I spent a lot of time with them only

spent a lot of time with them only

spent a lot of time with them only speaking with them and to make them feel

speaking with them and to make them feel

speaking with them and to make them feel safe on me and who I am and who I how

safe on me and who I am and who I how

safe on me and who I am and who I how yeah so I I heard a lot of stories and

yeah so I I heard a lot of stories and

yeah so I I heard a lot of stories and the children they they play with my

the children they they play with my

the children they they play with my camera and base they set up and cure and

camera and base they set up and cure and

camera and base they set up and cure and they want photo of me father of me so

they want photo of me father of me so

they want photo of me father of me so they but you agree that they respond

they but you agree that they respond

they but you agree that they respond differently to you that they would with

differently to you that they would with

differently to you that they would with me yeah is that an advantage yes of

me yeah is that an advantage yes of

me yeah is that an advantage yes of course it is but also I am explain you

course it is but also I am explain you

course it is but also I am explain you know humor is one of my that’s how I’ve

know humor is one of my that’s how I’ve

know humor is one of my that’s how I’ve one of the things that have made me

one of the things that have made me

one of the things that have made me survive all these years with a lot of

survive all these years with a lot of

survive all these years with a lot of pain and yeah

pain and yeah

pain and yeah and when I work in this old lepre

and when I work in this old lepre

and when I work in this old lepre hospital it was the first hospital that

hospital it was the first hospital that

hospital it was the first hospital that was founded in Greece and kills and

was founded in Greece and kills and

was founded in Greece and kills and sometimes people they go for a prominent

sometimes people they go for a prominent

sometimes people they go for a prominent ReWalk there and they see me inside of

ReWalk there and they see me inside of

ReWalk there and they see me inside of these old houses and in this summer and

these old houses and in this summer and

these old houses and in this summer and came to people and they saw me inside

came to people and they saw me inside

came to people and they saw me inside the window and the lady she fell down

the window and the lady she fell down

the window and the lady she fell down the stairs and screamed and she runs

the stairs and screamed and she runs

the stairs and screamed and she runs away to the car again and my mother and

away to the car again and my mother and

away to the car again and my mother and I we just lost and some refugees also

I we just lost and some refugees also

I we just lost and some refugees also they some voice you know tough voice

they some voice you know tough voice

they some voice you know tough voice they came and when they saw me they

they came and when they saw me they

they came and when they saw me they screamed and they run and I

screamed and they run and I

screamed and they run and I think that’s yeah I think it’s wonderful

think that’s yeah I think it’s wonderful

think that’s yeah I think it’s wonderful that you can offer after that yeah and I

that you can offer after that yeah and I

that you can offer after that yeah and I also saw you on film when you met some

also saw you on film when you met some

also saw you on film when you met some old ladies how they’ve in a way protect

old ladies how they’ve in a way protect

old ladies how they’ve in a way protect you yeah they want to be with ya plants

you yeah they want to be with ya plants

you yeah they want to be with ya plants and everything yeah so they respond very

and everything yeah so they respond very

and everything yeah so they respond very wonderful to you yeah but wouldn’t the

wonderful to you yeah but wouldn’t the

wonderful to you yeah but wouldn’t the best thing because I know that you have

best thing because I know that you have

best thing because I know that you have great ambitions with either art you’re a

great ambitions with either art you’re a

great ambitions with either art you’re a great person wouldn’t the absolute the

great person wouldn’t the absolute the

great person wouldn’t the absolute the best thing that could happen to your art

best thing that could happen to your art

best thing that could happen to your art that it will bring back your physical

that it will bring back your physical

that it will bring back your physical normal conditions in life is that a

normal conditions in life is that a

normal conditions in life is that a sorrel your aim your goal

sorrel your aim your goal

sorrel your aim your goal yeah because I found out that if I have

yeah because I found out that if I have

yeah because I found out that if I have to choose between be the world’s best

to choose between be the world’s best

to choose between be the world’s best photographer I don’t know if that will

photographer I don’t know if that will

photographer I don’t know if that will ever happen but but that’s my goal you

ever happen but but that’s my goal you

ever happen but but that’s my goal you have to have as an artist you want to be

have to have as an artist you want to be

have to have as an artist you want to be best you know and still to be sick of

best you know and still to be sick of

best you know and still to be sick of course I should feed the world’s best

course I should feed the world’s best

course I should feed the world’s best photographer you mean that yes of course

photographer you mean that yes of course

photographer you mean that yes of course yeah there’s no doubt

what inspires you the most

what inspires you the most it’s a difficult question yeah that’s

it’s a difficult question yeah that’s

it’s a difficult question yeah that’s the reason I asked you that’s why I’m

the reason I asked you that’s why I’m

the reason I asked you that’s why I’m take Patris it’s humans and their story

take Patris it’s humans and their story

take Patris it’s humans and their story the wrinkles the differences yeah it’s

the wrinkles the differences yeah it’s

the wrinkles the differences yeah it’s fascinating how you can stop a moment

fascinating how you can stop a moment

fascinating how you can stop a moment with the camera and even though if I

with the camera and even though if I

with the camera and even though if I visit the same location or the same old

visit the same location or the same old

visit the same location or the same old lady some days later I will never get

lady some days later I will never get

lady some days later I will never get the same moment again that’s what the

the same moment again that’s what the

the same moment again that’s what the magic is with a camera I wanted to stop

magic is with a camera I wanted to stop

magic is with a camera I wanted to stop time when I was a little child that’s

time when I was a little child that’s

time when I was a little child that’s one reason why I got sick because I

one reason why I got sick because I

one reason why I got sick because I didn’t want to grow up but now I started

didn’t want to grow up but now I started

didn’t want to grow up but now I started to find out that maybe I can stuff time

to find out that maybe I can stuff time

to find out that maybe I can stuff time with my camera instead that’s wonderful

with my camera instead that’s wonderful

with my camera instead that’s wonderful yeah when you’re traveling yeah

yeah when you’re traveling yeah

yeah when you’re traveling yeah your mother is traveling with you yeah

your mother is traveling with you yeah

your mother is traveling with you yeah she means a lot to you yeah she’s my

she means a lot to you yeah she’s my

she means a lot to you yeah she’s my assistants guardian angel yeah

assistants guardian angel yeah

assistants guardian angel yeah what’s your photograph in Greece and you

what’s your photograph in Greece and you

what’s your photograph in Greece and you do self-portraits but what’s a normal

do self-portraits but what’s a normal

do self-portraits but what’s a normal day in the rest of the area you’re not

day in the rest of the area you’re not

day in the rest of the area you’re not going out with with friends you’re

going out with with friends you’re

going out with with friends you’re sitting at home and working with

sitting at home and working with

sitting at home and working with Beckenham yeah yeah yeah I cannot hide

Beckenham yeah yeah yeah I cannot hide

Beckenham yeah yeah yeah I cannot hide myself I like it then I work with I

myself I like it then I work with I

myself I like it then I work with I travel a lot for some period and then I

travel a lot for some period and then I

travel a lot for some period and then I I like to work as an artist and vie for

I like to work as an artist and vie for

I like to work as an artist and vie for myself and use music and to see my

myself and use music and to see my

myself and use music and to see my material and what I have and yeah they

material and what I have and yeah they

material and what I have and yeah they have a beautiful title of an exhibition

have a beautiful title of an exhibition

have a beautiful title of an exhibition nostalgia yeah tell it about that

nostalgia yeah tell it about that

nostalgia yeah tell it about that actually it’s it it comes it’s a Greek

actually it’s it it comes it’s a Greek

actually it’s it it comes it’s a Greek word and I think it it’s a cute word for

word and I think it it’s a cute word for

word and I think it it’s a cute word for kind of person I am

kind of person I am

kind of person I am many people may think it’s a very sad

many people may think it’s a very sad

many people may think it’s a very sad word but you know because it’s also a

word but you know because it’s also a

word but you know because it’s also a word that represent hope

word that represent hope

word that represent hope you got you know when you see myself 44

you got you know when you see myself 44

you got you know when you see myself 44 today you may look very sad but from

today you may look very sad but from

today you may look very sad but from ruins there you can also build up

ruins there you can also build up

ruins there you can also build up something beautiful yeah yeah but little

something beautiful yeah yeah but little

something beautiful yeah yeah but little Mario you have a lot of energy with

Mario you have a lot of energy with

Mario you have a lot of energy with while you’re working you work for 12

while you’re working you work for 12

while you’re working you work for 12 hours a day and you get hurt and you we

hours a day and you get hurt and you we

hours a day and you get hurt and you we would think that when you’re not eating

would think that when you’re not eating

would think that when you’re not eating you have no such spirit or that strength

you have no such spirit or that strength

you have no such spirit or that strength but you have the mental thing

but you have the mental thing

but you have the mental thing could you tell me about some of your

could you tell me about some of your

could you tell me about some of your accidents as well that’s you there are

accidents as well that’s you there are

accidents as well that’s you there are many yeah you know the Norwegian word I

many yeah you know the Norwegian word I

many yeah you know the Norwegian word I know in English blood sweat and tears

know in English blood sweat and tears

know in English blood sweat and tears yes well that’s true crime offences and

yes well that’s true crime offences and

yes well that’s true crime offences and they know me very well at hospital in

they know me very well at hospital in

they know me very well at hospital in queues and it’s only about three minutes

queues and it’s only about three minutes

queues and it’s only about three minutes away from the left for a hospital so

away from the left for a hospital so

away from the left for a hospital so [Music]

[Music]

[Music] this summer I fell again because you

this summer I fell again because you

this summer I fell again because you know it’s old rooms and the old planks

know it’s old rooms and the old planks

know it’s old rooms and the old planks break again so I fell and I got a tree

break again so I fell and I got a tree

break again so I fell and I got a tree yeah so what happened to you the first

yeah so what happened to you the first

yeah so what happened to you the first time you excite accessed the abundant

time you excite accessed the abundant

time you excite accessed the abundant lepre hospital something happened with

lepre hospital something happened with

lepre hospital something happened with you with these beautiful rooms that 9:00

you with these beautiful rooms that 9:00

you with these beautiful rooms that 9:00 to present maybe thinks it’s ugly but

to present maybe thinks it’s ugly but

to present maybe thinks it’s ugly but you found it very fascinating

you found it very fascinating

you found it very fascinating you’re very responded immediately

you’re very responded immediately

you’re very responded immediately actually because they have left this

actually because they have left this

actually because they have left this love bra hospital and they didn’t take

love bra hospital and they didn’t take

love bra hospital and they didn’t take with them the things so everything is

with them the things so everything is

with them the things so everything is like it used to be there the old

like it used to be there the old

like it used to be there the old pharmacy and you can smell the medicines

pharmacy and you can smell the medicines

pharmacy and you can smell the medicines now so many years later and even though

now so many years later and even though

now so many years later and even though there is no people there they sold are

there is no people there they sold are

there is no people there they sold are there and I found I found this summer I

there and I found I found this summer I

there and I found I found this summer I found an old Christmas card from 1950

found an old Christmas card from 1950

found an old Christmas card from 1950 some years before they close yeah that

some years before they close yeah that

some years before they close yeah that is

is

is big time yeah and that that’s what I

big time yeah and that that’s what I

big time yeah and that that’s what I would yeah timeless you know you used

would yeah timeless you know you used

would yeah timeless you know you used that description of me and it’s very

that description of me and it’s very

that description of me and it’s very good because that’s how I want my photos

good because that’s how I want my photos

good because that’s how I want my photos to be recognized as timeless yeah and we

to be recognized as timeless yeah and we

to be recognized as timeless yeah and we talked a lot about Russian art you

talked a lot about Russian art you

talked a lot about Russian art you Eastern Europe you are very fascinating

Eastern Europe you are very fascinating

Eastern Europe you are very fascinating about that melancholy yes yeah very yeah

about that melancholy yes yeah very yeah

about that melancholy yes yeah very yeah and also I played some music for you

and also I played some music for you

and also I played some music for you brother by a greek composer elena

brother by a greek composer elena

brother by a greek composer elena Calandra and you immediately loaded yeah

Calandra and you immediately loaded yeah

Calandra and you immediately loaded yeah and it’s in in a way very sad it’s very

and it’s in in a way very sad it’s very

and it’s in in a way very sad it’s very very beautiful so you are not this

very beautiful so you are not this

very beautiful so you are not this sunset color sunset and when I work in

sunset color sunset and when I work in

sunset color sunset and when I work in this room I just not go there for an

this room I just not go there for an

this room I just not go there for an hour and then just take some photos you

hour and then just take some photos you

hour and then just take some photos you know because the magic in a photo is the

know because the magic in a photo is the

know because the magic in a photo is the light and the light lives its own life

light and the light lives its own life

light and the light lives its own life and I only use natural light so I wait

and I only use natural light so I wait

and I only use natural light so I wait there and I work there for hours and I

there and I work there for hours and I

there and I work there for hours and I kind of live in that in their rooms yeah

kind of live in that in their rooms yeah

kind of live in that in their rooms yeah yeah what what do you plan and ambitions

yeah what what do you plan and ambitions

yeah what what do you plan and ambitions for the next year’s no it’s to get my

for the next year’s no it’s to get my

for the next year’s no it’s to get my photos out to most to as many people as

photos out to most to as many people as

photos out to most to as many people as possible because I think I can help very

possible because I think I can help very

possible because I think I can help very many people with both my story and my

many people with both my story and my

many people with both my story and my photographs yeah in what way as I said

photographs yeah in what way as I said

photographs yeah in what way as I said before because you don’t have to have a

before because you don’t have to have a

before because you don’t have to have a diagnose or be sick to to feel something

diagnose or be sick to to feel something

diagnose or be sick to to feel something and to learn something of my photo

and to learn something of my photo

and to learn something of my photo photographing are you afraid or

photographing are you afraid or

photographing are you afraid or romanticize your problems the people

romanticize your problems the people

romanticize your problems the people that young women could say you are

that young women could say you are

that young women could say you are certainly vision I get a little bit I

certainly vision I get a little bit I

certainly vision I get a little bit I know it or angry when when papers or

know it or angry when when papers or

know it or angry when when papers or somebody else asking me because it’s a

somebody else asking me because it’s a

somebody else asking me because it’s a far away from what what my purpose is

far away from what what my purpose is

far away from what what my purpose is but I understand why they asked because

but I understand why they asked because

but I understand why they asked because it’s so obvious that I am sick do you

it’s so obvious that I am sick do you

it’s so obvious that I am sick do you think you will be back to normal

think you will be back to normal

think you will be back to normal condition in 10 years from now yes it’s

condition in 10 years from now yes it’s

condition in 10 years from now yes it’s the class I’m so stubborn

the class I’m so stubborn

the class I’m so stubborn yeah you are really I also have another

yeah you are really I also have another

yeah you are really I also have another question for you and that is are you

question for you and that is are you

question for you and that is are you doing the thing I recommend you to do go

doing the thing I recommend you to do go

doing the thing I recommend you to do go back in the winter time yes because the

back in the winter time yes because the

back in the winter time yes because the light is even more beautiful because

light is even more beautiful because

light is even more beautiful because it’s bad weather below bad weather both

it’s bad weather below bad weather both

it’s bad weather below bad weather both of us and it’s cold and you can get

of us and it’s cold and you can get

of us and it’s cold and you can get something more out of yeah when it’s I

something more out of yeah when it’s I

something more out of yeah when it’s I mean really horrible weather yeah

mean really horrible weather yeah

mean really horrible weather yeah that’s bad weather is the most beautiful

that’s bad weather is the most beautiful

that’s bad weather is the most beautiful yeah yeah I love it yeah yeah yes so you

yeah yeah I love it yeah yeah yes so you

yeah yeah I love it yeah yeah yes so you and then you won’t have a big exhibition

and then you won’t have a big exhibition

and then you won’t have a big exhibition in Oslo and maybe also Stockholm and

in Oslo and maybe also Stockholm and

in Oslo and maybe also Stockholm and you’re planning a book aren’t you yeah

you’re planning a book aren’t you yeah

you’re planning a book aren’t you yeah project so it’s a lot of work yeah could

project so it’s a lot of work yeah could

project so it’s a lot of work yeah could you could imagine writing something in

you could imagine writing something in

you could imagine writing something in the book yeah because I’m I think you’re

the book yeah because I’m I think you’re

the book yeah because I’m I think you’re right I’m an artist in Seoul so I like

right I’m an artist in Seoul so I like

right I’m an artist in Seoul so I like very much to write also yeah and music I

very much to write also yeah and music I

very much to write also yeah and music I use it a lot yeah in a way I think when

use it a lot yeah in a way I think when

use it a lot yeah in a way I think when I think about you I think about the

I think about you I think about the

I think about you I think about the writer

writer

writer Emily poet Emily Dickinson she lived

Emily poet Emily Dickinson she lived

Emily poet Emily Dickinson she lived along the whole life and she said a

along the whole life and she said a

along the whole life and she said a beautiful sentence this my poetry is a

beautiful sentence this my poetry is a

beautiful sentence this my poetry is a letter to the world man that never

letter to the world man that never

letter to the world man that never writes back to me

writes back to me

writes back to me I think that’s we’re beautiful but just

I think that’s we’re beautiful but just

I think that’s we’re beautiful but just the response from the audience means a

the response from the audience means a

the response from the audience means a lot to you or yes because I can see they

lot to you or yes because I can see they

lot to you or yes because I can see they get touched yeah I can see tough men

get touched yeah I can see tough men

get touched yeah I can see tough men with what motivates stand before my

with what motivates stand before my

with what motivates stand before my photos and cry

photos and cry

photos and cry and they said it’s the first time I cry

and they said it’s the first time I cry

and they said it’s the first time I cry and then I think well I made it yeah you

and then I think well I made it yeah you

and then I think well I made it yeah you know when he doesn’t tell anorexia or

know when he doesn’t tell anorexia or

know when he doesn’t tell anorexia or something and then I yeah wonderful

something and then I yeah wonderful

something and then I yeah wonderful thank you so much yes thank you

thank you so much yes thank you

thank you so much yes thank you [Applause]

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