Press "Enter" to skip to content

Não está só no sangue | Nina Nicolaiewsky | TEDxLaçador


Translator: Marina Cheffe Reviewer: Themis Scalco

(Music)

♪ See here, my dear

I’m sorry to tell you

I found someone here

To help me pull through

This someone’s around

When you leave my life

It’s all I can see, not having you

In these arms of mine

See here, my love

Where are you now?

We are still true

But we’ve made no vows

To leave like that

To leave me with a pat

I had to find

Someone to drive the bad away

And meanwhile

I go sailing without peace

Without a port

With no resort, and no release

And I’ll never forget you, love

But the solitude

Leaves the heart skewed

And it’ll just increase

See sweetheart, apart

From these evil facts

You know, betrayals

Are much subtler acts

If I gave you up

It wasn’t to leave you burning

Love, hear me well, I’ve found for now

Someone called “yearning”

Love, hear me well, I’ve found for now

Someone called “yearning”

Love, hear me well, I’ve found for now

Someone called “yearning” ♪

(Music stops)

(Applause)

Thank you.

Thank you.

Hello!

I was born premature, in Rio de Janeiro.

My dad had travelled for his first international concert,

and he arrived in Portugal, called Brazil, and my mother was in the hospital

she’d had a placental abruption and I was almost born.

He came back the same day, the Portugal concert was cancelled,

and I was born a month later.

(Laughter)

It was the first time I took the stage.

I grew up in this family of artists, so affectionate, so sincere.

My first attempt in the art world was through ballet.

My mother put me in the school she had studied at in her youth.

It didn’t last a month.

I liked the classes, but one day the teacher said

that the uniform was compulsory and I never came back.

My second attempt was at music.

I began studying the piano… sorry, not the piano.

I began studying the flute and singing,

and soon after I joined a children’s choir.

And I spent all my afternoons at the music school,

I created strong ties to that space and those people.

And one day, there was a performance in a university hall

here in Porto Alegre, with the choir,

and I was going to be a soloist for the first time.

There was a moment I had to be the main voice by myself.

I was always very shy, so singing in a huge auditorium

didn’t feel very comfortable to me.

And music, up to then, had been just fun for me,

and suddenly I found myself with responsibilities toward the group.

Anyway, there were tons of rehearsals, I was very nervous,

but we did the presentation, everything worked out.

I was happy, a little relieved.

And so, I’m leaving the stage, happy and everything,

and I see a lady coming my way, smiling,

she stops in front of me, congratulates me and says:

“Dear! It couldn’t be any different.

It’s in your blood.”

I didn’t understand what she was telling me.

It was really weird.

What did she mean by that?

I didn’t take it as a compliment, actually.

It was weird, but deep down, it was a little frustrating.

She was refering to my dad, who was a musician,

or to my mom, who is also an artist.

Is it in my blood?

Does that mean I was born with it?

There are many studies in this area.

There’s this research that was done in Canada

by a Brazilian researcher,

with 30 babies.

And some of these babies were exposed

to a prelude by Maurice Ravel,

for ten days, three times a day.

At the end of this process, all the babies were put through a test,

and those that had heard the music at home during the week,

paid more attention to it than to the other pieces.

That is, they developed musical sensibility

due to being exposed to the music.

I was born into a very musical family.

I had a piano at home,

on every birthday there was a band in the room.

I also developed musical sensibility,

but the environment in which we are inserted

contributes to the development of our abilities,

of our competences.

And I read a research that was done in the United States,

concerning public schools when these had small budgets,

they did musical aptitude tests

to see who could attend music lessons.

That is, the idea was to select those that had an easier time

or genetic predisposition toward music.

And they applied this same test

on the musicians of the Los Angeles Phillarmonica,

which is a great orchestra.

And half of the musicians there had a below-average score.

Half of the musicians.

That is, according to these tests,

none of those people had the necessary genetic predisposition,

to work with that.

But there they were, and they were great musicians in a great orchestra,

it wasn’t blood that got them there.

We have a register, we, human beings,

have a biologic, psychologic, and imaginary register.

And one register does not prevail over the others.

We are what ties those three together.

Today I understand the discomfort and the frustration I felt,

when I was younger.

I don’t deny genetics,

I don’t deny the influence of the social environment

from even before I was born.

But none of that would have made me a singer

if it hadn’t been my choice.

It’s not just in my blood.

Thank you.

(Applause)

”

Be First to Comment

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *