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Love letters to those who live in lack | Thuto Gaasenewe | TEDxJohannesburg


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today I will be taking you on a journey

today I will be taking you on a journey with my series of poems titled love

with my series of poems titled love

with my series of poems titled love letters to those who have lived in LAC

letters to those who have lived in LAC

letters to those who have lived in LAC and these are poems that I wrote during

and these are poems that I wrote during

and these are poems that I wrote during a very difficult time for us as a

a very difficult time for us as a

a very difficult time for us as a country and as a people and like most of

country and as a people and like most of

country and as a people and like most of my work they tackle politics of race

my work they tackle politics of race

my work they tackle politics of race gender class basically all the burning

gender class basically all the burning

gender class basically all the burning issues in a nation at the moment three

issues in a nation at the moment three

issues in a nation at the moment three poems three chapters that all lead to

poems three chapters that all lead to

poems three chapters that all lead to one common moral point these are love

one common moral point these are love

one common moral point these are love letters to those who have lived in leg

there is a prayer for time and how

there is a prayer for time and how tomorrow today will make friends with

tomorrow today will make friends with

tomorrow today will make friends with yesterday and be absorbed in history

yesterday and be absorbed in history

yesterday and be absorbed in history there is a prayer for our unconventional

there is a prayer for our unconventional

there is a prayer for our unconventional affinity to discard this history never

affinity to discard this history never

affinity to discard this history never mind memories of read dances and things

mind memories of read dances and things

mind memories of read dances and things we lost in the fire there is a prayer

we lost in the fire there is a prayer

we lost in the fire there is a prayer for the fire for melting faces a prayer

for the fire for melting faces a prayer

for the fire for melting faces a prayer for melting faces and the smoke my

for melting faces and the smoke my

for melting faces and the smoke my people have disguised at pixie dust see

people have disguised at pixie dust see

people have disguised at pixie dust see fairies don’t exist down here we hold

fairies don’t exist down here we hold

fairies don’t exist down here we hold dearly our beloved addiction for

dearly our beloved addiction for

dearly our beloved addiction for destruction there is a prayer for

destruction there is a prayer for

destruction there is a prayer for destruction there is a prayer for

destruction there is a prayer for

destruction there is a prayer for decomposed black bodies disguised as

decomposed black bodies disguised as

decomposed black bodies disguised as drunken corpses filled with volatile

drunken corpses filled with volatile

drunken corpses filled with volatile voices there is a prayer for burning

voices there is a prayer for burning

voices there is a prayer for burning home and brown babies raised to indulge

home and brown babies raised to indulge

home and brown babies raised to indulge in self hate and alterations because all

in self hate and alterations because all

in self hate and alterations because all we see are too many eulogies and not

we see are too many eulogies and not

we see are too many eulogies and not enough dissertations or we paint are too

enough dissertations or we paint are too

enough dissertations or we paint are too many walls of

many walls of

many walls of the shades of brown there is a prayer 50

the shades of brown there is a prayer 50

the shades of brown there is a prayer 50 shades of brown and how they will only

shades of brown and how they will only

shades of brown and how they will only fall in love with the inside of your

fall in love with the inside of your

fall in love with the inside of your palms burn these monumental bodies and

palms burn these monumental bodies and

palms burn these monumental bodies and stretch them into coffins then stand in

stretch them into coffins then stand in

stretch them into coffins then stand in line to prove whose pain is worse there

line to prove whose pain is worse there

line to prove whose pain is worse there is a prayer for performance poverty and

is a prayer for performance poverty and

is a prayer for performance poverty and our sick aspirations for kumbayas and

our sick aspirations for kumbayas and

our sick aspirations for kumbayas and rainbows there is a prayer for kumbayas

rainbows there is a prayer for kumbayas

rainbows there is a prayer for kumbayas and rainbows there is a prayer but

and rainbows there is a prayer but

and rainbows there is a prayer but thunder thighs and brown eyes a prayer

thunder thighs and brown eyes a prayer

thunder thighs and brown eyes a prayer but those who don’t cease fire in an era

but those who don’t cease fire in an era

but those who don’t cease fire in an era where there is no space for a black

where there is no space for a black

where there is no space for a black child’s face there is a prayer for a

child’s face there is a prayer for a

child’s face there is a prayer for a black child’s face and how it burns like

black child’s face and how it burns like

black child’s face and how it burns like hate and hot coal there is a pray out

hate and hot coal there is a pray out

hate and hot coal there is a pray out with those who I fell in love with death

with those who I fell in love with death

with those who I fell in love with death there is a prayer for this I just don’t

there is a prayer for this I just don’t

there is a prayer for this I just don’t know how it goes

there is a peculiar kind of rage that

there is a peculiar kind of rage that comes with being South African on one

comes with being South African on one

comes with being South African on one day it is the grass patch below the

day it is the grass patch below the

day it is the grass patch below the slithering scutum of a snake and on the

slithering scutum of a snake and on the

slithering scutum of a snake and on the next on the next it’s the snake here in

next on the next it’s the snake here in

next on the next it’s the snake here in the mother of no lands we wake up –

the mother of no lands we wake up –

the mother of no lands we wake up – hooting eat when teased raped in dirt

hooting eat when teased raped in dirt

hooting eat when teased raped in dirt the Sun Alliance itself with the sides

the Sun Alliance itself with the sides

the Sun Alliance itself with the sides of our sand blast at home dices roll

of our sand blast at home dices roll

of our sand blast at home dices roll politicians plot fake for poles building

politicians plot fake for poles building

politicians plot fake for poles building pixie dust coated walls for these

pixie dust coated walls for these

pixie dust coated walls for these internal threats of war see me and my

internal threats of war see me and my

internal threats of war see me and my country have always had an unusual

country have always had an unusual

country have always had an unusual relationship this complicated covenant

relationship this complicated covenant

relationship this complicated covenant filled with constant fights and broken

filled with constant fights and broken

filled with constant fights and broken Souls at times we run bare foot feet

Souls at times we run bare foot feet

Souls at times we run bare foot feet cracked above broken shoe soles because

cracked above broken shoe soles because

cracked above broken shoe soles because poverty has brought nothing but holes

poverty has brought nothing but holes

poverty has brought nothing but holes these fired-up skin feel nothing but the

these fired-up skin feel nothing but the

these fired-up skin feel nothing but the cold so we can’t let go see the shackles

cold so we can’t let go see the shackles

cold so we can’t let go see the shackles on our stories the Ruby like scars

on our stories the Ruby like scars

on our stories the Ruby like scars cratered onto the joints of our arms our

cratered onto the joints of our arms our

cratered onto the joints of our arms our palm barely grip the very tales that

palm barely grip the very tales that

palm barely grip the very tales that have lived as numb our backs have grown

have lived as numb our backs have grown

have lived as numb our backs have grown as weak as water abused gagged like

as weak as water abused gagged like

as weak as water abused gagged like stallions with Brittles we only know

stallions with Brittles we only know

stallions with Brittles we only know millions from fake councils and and fake

millions from fake councils and and fake

millions from fake councils and and fake wealth built through fake pipelines they

wealth built through fake pipelines they

wealth built through fake pipelines they stole all our sunshine plucked it out

stole all our sunshine plucked it out

stole all our sunshine plucked it out with million-dollar smile and golden

with million-dollar smile and golden

with million-dollar smile and golden debe dolls our summers and now sold

debe dolls our summers and now sold

debe dolls our summers and now sold sweet with solemn silence the locations

sweet with solemn silence the locations

sweet with solemn silence the locations that we saw said they once said we have

that we saw said they once said we have

that we saw said they once said we have slowly become the depth of our existence

slowly become the depth of our existence

slowly become the depth of our existence our very presence is open resistance our

our very presence is open resistance our

our very presence is open resistance our stories continue to remain defiant so we

stories continue to remain defiant so we

stories continue to remain defiant so we can’t be we can’t be

and so these streets will not mother you

and so these streets will not mother you government medical aids will try to

government medical aids will try to

government medical aids will try to cover you but the system will devour you

cover you but the system will devour you

cover you but the system will devour you and we will no longer ample out straight

and we will no longer ample out straight

and we will no longer ample out straight tears before their self-confidence

tears before their self-confidence

tears before their self-confidence before the earth is flung out of the sky

before the earth is flung out of the sky

before the earth is flung out of the sky before they continue to defy their lies

before they continue to defy their lies

before they continue to defy their lies we are still standing here floundering

we are still standing here floundering

we are still standing here floundering in the cold searching for what they

in the cold searching for what they

in the cold searching for what they stole see we are still standing

remember how we walked like warrior how

remember how we walked like warrior how our skin was homebound wrapped and

our skin was homebound wrapped and

our skin was homebound wrapped and tattered in stains of brown remember

tattered in stains of brown remember

tattered in stains of brown remember growing up to be Kings to wear heavy

growing up to be Kings to wear heavy

growing up to be Kings to wear heavy crowns and put weights of world on our

crowns and put weights of world on our

crowns and put weights of world on our shoulders remember the weights of worlds

shoulders remember the weights of worlds

shoulders remember the weights of worlds on our shoulders how we fought the

on our shoulders how we fought the

on our shoulders how we fought the Knights could never get colder and how

Knights could never get colder and how

Knights could never get colder and how we slept at the bars of they feet like

we slept at the bars of they feet like

we slept at the bars of they feet like prisoners remember the chain

prisoners remember the chain

prisoners remember the chain remember the wreaths and how our fathers

remember the wreaths and how our fathers

remember the wreaths and how our fathers were backpack shipwrecked spines and

were backpack shipwrecked spines and

were backpack shipwrecked spines and tired eyes tired of being how they

tired eyes tired of being how they

tired eyes tired of being how they became devoured black beings and how

became devoured black beings and how

became devoured black beings and how they went to war for you remember the

they went to war for you remember the

they went to war for you remember the war remember six inch long ammo belts

war remember six inch long ammo belts

war remember six inch long ammo belts remember Parabellum remember gunpowder

remember Parabellum remember gunpowder

remember Parabellum remember gunpowder and smoke bullet wounds and battlefields

and smoke bullet wounds and battlefields

and smoke bullet wounds and battlefields remember the number of soil sons who

remember the number of soil sons who

remember the number of soil sons who walked on fire and how this street was

walked on fire and how this street was

walked on fire and how this street was styled in tear gas tear gassed the skin

styled in tear gas tear gassed the skin

styled in tear gas tear gassed the skin south day I can you hear them remember

south day I can you hear them remember

south day I can you hear them remember how they cried in bonfire and coal and

how they cried in bonfire and coal and

how they cried in bonfire and coal and how their pain is what had kept us warm

how their pain is what had kept us warm

how their pain is what had kept us warm at night we bathed in their weeps

at night we bathed in their weeps

at night we bathed in their weeps remember stun grenades and burning faces

remember stun grenades and burning faces

remember stun grenades and burning faces hell you forgot our faces are still

hell you forgot our faces are still

hell you forgot our faces are still burning you forgot how voices like yours

burning you forgot how voices like yours

burning you forgot how voices like yours and mine was subjected to lies that

and mine was subjected to lies that

and mine was subjected to lies that looked beautiful remember how lies

looked beautiful remember how lies

looked beautiful remember how lies looked beautiful our hands were

looked beautiful our hands were

looked beautiful our hands were cigarette loose and how our mothers gave

cigarette loose and how our mothers gave

cigarette loose and how our mothers gave birth to graveyards then colored as a

birth to graveyards then colored as a

birth to graveyards then colored as a spectacle how we fought alone from

spectacle how we fought alone from

spectacle how we fought alone from to tune remember how our backs were bent

to tune remember how our backs were bent

to tune remember how our backs were bent like recent moves that periodic amnesia

like recent moves that periodic amnesia

like recent moves that periodic amnesia and how they chose to remember and

and how they chose to remember and

and how they chose to remember and forget as they wish

forget as they wish

forget as they wish I forgot how to wish I forgot how they

I forgot how to wish I forgot how they

I forgot how to wish I forgot how they wished I wish I forgot how to wish I

wished I wish I forgot how to wish I

wished I wish I forgot how to wish I wish I forgot how to infiltrate spaces

wish I forgot how to infiltrate spaces

wish I forgot how to infiltrate spaces that break ask them to dust I think I

that break ask them to dust I think I

that break ask them to dust I think I forgot my lines but I remember when I

forgot my lines but I remember when I

forgot my lines but I remember when I wrote this poem I remember how it felt I

wrote this poem I remember how it felt I

wrote this poem I remember how it felt I remember how we sat in circles and sang

remember how we sat in circles and sang

remember how we sat in circles and sang songs of freedom coming tomorrow only

songs of freedom coming tomorrow only

songs of freedom coming tomorrow only but tomorrow to be postponed

but tomorrow to be postponed

but tomorrow to be postponed I remember bustle being stoned and our

I remember bustle being stoned and our

I remember bustle being stoned and our sacred of an adventure that was remember

sacred of an adventure that was remember

sacred of an adventure that was remember how sacred of an adventure that was

how sacred of an adventure that was

how sacred of an adventure that was remember how they told us we had

remember how they told us we had

remember how they told us we had everything but everything meant nothing

everything but everything meant nothing

everything but everything meant nothing if we still had many more more to give

if we still had many more more to give

if we still had many more more to give in the presence of funerals remember how

in the presence of funerals remember how

in the presence of funerals remember how your tongue tasted like funerals how

your tongue tasted like funerals how

your tongue tasted like funerals how your coffee was made up of liquid slag

your coffee was made up of liquid slag

your coffee was made up of liquid slag and inferno

and inferno

and inferno the taste of a thousand soldiers on the

the taste of a thousand soldiers on the

the taste of a thousand soldiers on the tip of your tongue remember how it

tip of your tongue remember how it

tip of your tongue remember how it tasted like revolt remember revolt and

tasted like revolt remember revolt and

tasted like revolt remember revolt and how they made us forget and how

how they made us forget and how

how they made us forget and how sometimes it is hard to remember how

sometimes it is hard to remember how

sometimes it is hard to remember how they concaved oceans from the walls of

they concaved oceans from the walls of

they concaved oceans from the walls of our mouths then told us to go back home

our mouths then told us to go back home

our mouths then told us to go back home and walk on land while they walked on

and walk on land while they walked on

and walk on land while they walked on water back home there is no more land to

water back home there is no more land to

water back home there is no more land to walk

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